Saturday, March 31, 2012

Poem 118. Ignore

       












               Ignore
When I listen to someone I ignore someone else because every time
There are so many people who will advice us from every moment so
Inside our life on each and every moment we hear so many advice again and again
Those advises are some times some thing we think show us direction
Which tell us things which are against of our heart as well as our thinking
So confuse our life is that our advises are some thing which are truth
After all inside our life is some thing which is deadly for our thoughts
We all think we are confuse in our life inside our thoughts are some thing
Which are two different thinking for our heart after all inside our life
Many people will have advises which are nice for our entire life
After all in this life then there were many types of thoughts in life
But in life on each and every time we think that we will feel good
After some nice sort of advice after all inside our life when you ask for advice
These advises are some thing which are perfect and nice those advice
Are something which are all wrong for our life after all in this life
Many sort of advises are some thing which are some thing take us
Totally wrong side that we began to think that we must not ask for advice
But advises are some thing which are precious for our heart because
After all inside our heart advises are some thing which are important
For heart those advises are something which have different meaning
For them in their heart those meaning which are crossing from inside of heart
Some times we feel that we should not ask for them and I decide that
I will never ask for advice to any heart but when crisis attack our future
It will began to hurt our future as well as our heart I just ran for advice
On that spot asking for advice is many times not wrong but you must
Understand in end you need to just understand that finally we need to listen
To our soul or our heart because other people advise according to heart
After all advises are some thing which are important for our heart these
Advice is something which are important for our life and inside our future
We can ignore those feelings which are important for our heart
But then how can we every time convince our heart when some thing
Goes wrong our heart will ask you on every time that we need to listen
That advice which is so important once for our heart because when
We accept some thing which is not said by our heart mostly we spend
Our time in blaming that other person instead of curing our problem which
Began to harm our future from each and every part because inside
Our life on every time but advice are some thing which are important
For our future and our heart there are advices which are nice for future
And many sort of advises are some thing which are important for heart
But after some times those advises seem to damage our thought and
Even at end we can't manage to win at all then our heart will just ask
One question why don't we listen to heart after all in life after limits of some kind
Our heart will listen every thing which is convince our heart fully in life
When I listen to one heartI am going to ignore heart of myself
Life is always confuse and always without peace on each and every moment
If you can't ignore others you are going to ignore yourself after all in life
We need to say with our self we can say ignore other but we can't ignore
Our future or our heart because it always beat every second and it's our part
Just stick to morals and truth and go by your heart because heart will tell you
What is inside our life which is fully important for our future and our heart
Carry on listening yourself because finally your self and your thoughts
Are truly and permanently your part which will always harm your heart.

Poem 117. Dreams and pains














                                      Dreams and pains
Things of the past come in the dreams again and again as is in our life they never left
On each time and with every moment we feel as if we are living them again
At beginning we thought that we have expected those death but inside those dreams
Those people become alive again how sad it feel when we are wake up again
And find only but just feeling of pain because once gone then that person never
Return again and sadly that is rule of whole game a person once goes will never
Going to return again because death is some thing totally decided but when it happen
We always feel those pains even when we all knew that death is a truth and that is our end
Still from our heart we feel aliveness inside those pains because pains are something
Which kept telling us that person existed some where inside our thought and inside us
Because even after death some people remain your part that is what a painful thought
Some will say that they feel support from death but I think their memories take us
Away from present we can't see present or we can dream of future only those thought
Make our life miserable again and again after all in our life on every moment
We have created some dream with that dead person can die but dream never die
Inside our heart it kept alive on each and every day because those dreams nothing
But just pain but inside our heart we kept them alive just with one thought that
If we keep them alive then they will be fulfill wishes which are made by those dead
But one question never crosses our mind why we are so concern about wishes of dead
When person alive are still need many things before dying every day don't you think
Dead one who is so kindhearted wishes nice future for them just because we want
To forget our pain and conquer it we use those wishes as protection again and again
From that feeling and from that pain we think if we fulfill their wishes may be
They will left our thoughts and it will stop our pain but sadly in life it is not so easy
To conquer that pain even if you complete their wishes still pain remain in brain
We think that we have forgotten that pain but on every slight memory it returns again
Even if we visit some place on which we stood with that person memory began to rise
On every moment because those memories are some thing we really need to forget
But then kept coming back again and again when we are so sure that we are forgetting
Those pain when they start arising again but some times questions are so strange
Unnecessarily we start to feel that pain because without that pain we want to live
So we start to do many things just with view of forgetting that pain but in our life
We all want to go over that pain because how many times we may say that we know
That person die one day but still every time forgetting that person is most impossible
For any one who is standing there just some thing which make alive those memories
Again and once again we start trying to bury them slowly it become one worst game
We can't forget all but remember it on some moments so inside our life on each day
So each time we force that person to just forget and think that we may forget
When we get some thing pleasant in our life and on our ways because life can be
Beautiful on every day and it can surly give us success on every day but we need to
Forget those moment we think that may be we should find some replacement
Which will help us forget those moment on that time we are so desperate that
We can do many thing to forget that person whose just one crime that is that person
Is not alive but in fact that one is dead after all in our life we don't need some one
Who is dead but sadly that logic is not once again excepted by our brain so
We find problems in every thing we see in our each and every day and every way
Some times I think may be we are doing it in a wrong way we must find better way
Some times I think may be those memories should be kept there every day and
We should watch them like an audience in every way so inside our life on each day
We can keep those memories and even those pains but they will visit us in limited way.

Friday, March 30, 2012

Poem 116. Lazy human being

                                         Lazy human being
One day I saw a child he was looking out of window for long time
I asked what was so nice to look at because he was just looking out instead
Of playing because as per routine it is children's favourite thing to enjoy their life
While smiling as well as playing when all his friend were enjoying I just felt curious
What so exciting about that window that whole time that child just love watching
He just looked at me and gave me sweet smile so that prove that he was not
Upset about some thing he said he is waiting for him he pointed at sky
And then I asked what do he mean by waiting he said that he know that god
Stay inside sky and he just wanted some sweets that's all he told me clearly
That his mom was not giving because too much sweets are bad for him but
Still if he clean his room sweets are there in cupboard for him but he have to
Wait until lunch so he decided that god can always come and give him sweet
Then he told me that sweets are so cheap he don't ask like others some costly thing
After all clearing room was easy task but waiting for so many hours is most
Hated task so instead cleaning his room he was waiting hoping that he may be see
God while traveling after all if he locate god on perfect time god will not say no to him
Since he was not too much demanding I started to laugh from my heart but
That child just kept ignoring and out of that window he just continue searching
Then after some moments I thought may be we are all doing same thing after all
A child just do what elder to in their life and children love imitating then
Suddenly before me come those moment when I start praying instead of doing some thing
Or acting properly some times we just prefer praying we wait from window
Which are inside our heart for god to come on earth even for small and tiny things
We just manage to run and start worshiping words how wrong it will be to do
Such things after all in our life we need to think about every thing because
In this life some times we just love to waiting after all instead of fighting for justice
We many times find people just praying prayers are some thing when enemy is
Too big for us to fight but some times even when our boss say some thing to us
Our prayer just starts it is easy to do your work and try to keep peace in mind
If we can't keep then what is use of praying after all in life some things are given to you
By human being like those sweets so instead of praying for them don't you think
It is worth trying what ever you do will be seen like mirror in our child and
When we start just praying same will be act of child so instead of trying we always
Say so hopeless are those things and say that we just can't help that person and
We start praying just every time looking out of window like that child is not right thing
After all at least some times it is worth trying but mostly people just like to pray
Instead of trying and every time they run to god without even much thinking
If like that child after doing some hard work we can get those things then
Why did we need every time to go to god and need to start those prayers and
Start wishing after all that child is so innocent that can't understand what that
Child is trying but worst is that some times some elders also do same thing
When you can by doing your work able to get that thing then why do you require
To research for that thing we can get it after all with struggling is it right to
Ask to god for us a thing so we wait to see the god but do we wait with wish
Then may be we should forget that god will not there just to fulfill wish from him
If you try little hard and do efforts you can manage to get that thing then
Why do we need to look at sky and start waiting we all like that small child
Have one wish inside human being that god can give us so easily then why we need
To do so much working but if you ask properly to your heart you can clearly
See what is it's meaning when you respect some one you can't expect that person
To do your things instead of that you try to help even that human being so in case
Of god why we change our approach and keep it different than human being
God is great than human being it means god deserve more respect so instead
Of wishing from god we may start doing more thing and improving because
It will help god in many ways inside his work and god may feel he created
Nice and proper human being instead of feeling he have created lazy human being.

Poem 115. Little bit away

                                        Little bit away
Some times I think all people fooled by some one and justice have lost
But then comes a hammer of justice and it brings justice once again in sky
And every thing change around and every turns fair because once that hammer
Took charge every thing suddenly become proper in each point and every where
But many times it took so long to come before us that we began to think that
Evil win and how injustice can be easily done in this world but just watch
For few moment and once again think about it then when you really think from heart
You will surly feel that may be there is justice for everyone? but in life it some times
Took so long years after years that we feel that justice can't be much matter any more
But if you look carefully at that matter you can easily find what is wrong with us
We don't have enough patience we think that our patience is enough for that reason
But we may find our mistake that we expected so little amount of patience after all
When truth will come out one day but we think it should come out quick and
Just within few seconds we lose every thing because for justice we need to keep
A lot of patience and we need to find some thing perfect from every situation
After truth will come out one day and we find our sky once again bright and blue
Truth has come out of clouds which be dark or white but they can't manage
To hide behind them any truth because truth is some thing which is perfect
For our future and perfect for our heart and after all in our life we find many things
No one can fool whole world just with some moments and in just few seconds
After all inside our life every time we manage to see truth inside our heart because
Truth is hidden inside some person after all inside our heart truth is some thing
Important for our heart but it will always come out in the sky as bright as sun
If we keep just always be keep our faith then it will many times manage to win
Because in this sky on every moment we don't need to keep faith high and
Slowly every thing will manage to come bright in sky after all in our life
We all see just brightness inside our life as well as inside our sky because
If we keep our faith in truth truth will will rise it can never die but
If I must tell you my view then I think truth never die it manage to rise from
Every storm and it enters when we least expect it to rise from our sky
Sun has never left the sky nor has left the truth we just can't see it
Some times because it is just on different spot it is always from us because
Like sun it is just on other side of earth and it shining their brightly with
Same power so sun is giving light to that side and making them bright
Same has happened with truth it brighten life of some other person but
It have not forgotten us after all truth also have some duties from heart
It can't always shine on one side some times it rises from different part
And when that truth rise from other side it will be just spread light there
So that person who is fooling us can't able to fool at least people who lived there
After all in life after destroying some part of life truth just go to other part
To stop damage there and try not to increase problems by spreading them there
But don't worry after some days it will come out and even if it takes year
But for truth it is next day after all truth is not planet earth it have it's own rule there
It may take some more time to complete round because like other planets
Truth have it's own rules so when it take long just expect it as it's rule
Just always remember that it is not vanish it is still there and it can be seen some where
So never feel that every thing has gone out of our hand because our hopes are still there
After all in our life we can't expect truth to act so quickly ever in our game
But some times when truth come out we feel that truth is so late but
How can we claim that when we don't know when truth will come back there
So when ever you miss truth always remember truth is little bit away.

Poem 114. Our strength

                                                      Our strength
Many birds has many feathers each one is soft and beautiful but
Some don't look beautiful but still they have special touch inside them
They all flew in the air those feathers have some special touch in them
They may not look that beautiful on each and every moment but
They still have that special touch inside them because when we touch them
They look nice how ugly may they look but after touching them
They feel special to every one after all feathers are some thing unique to
Touch and feel on each and every way they can make it possible
To fly such high in air they are so easy to fly because they are so light
In weight when things are light weighted then they can easily fly in air
But one day when some one was making speech I heard that man
Say it again and again that strength is some thing which can make person
Go high and human being power is inside how strong that human can stand
That person says that person's weight around the world will tell the world
How much seriously the world can take that person on each and every day
After all in this world we thought that every day and every way there are
Just two things which give us weight that person said it's power or money
We needed to get that weight and with help of that weight we can fly in sky
So we all need just power and weight because power is something
Which is precious for each and every day and only with it we can fly
In the sky because we have that weight so when that person said it
I just look at sky and thought about airplane which can take many people
Who can manage to take them while having such a weight but then I thought
About birds who are so weightless who can fly in sky without any weight
So even that person who have natural skill and don't have any kind of weight
Can also fly in sky just because that one is so weight less so inside this life
On each and every day we must understand that weight is some thing which
Cause many problems bird can fly without spending money on airplane
While we can fly because we have so much weight some times our power
And strength just keep us on ground instead of taking us ahead and
Then every day in our life we just try to find other ways if we want to fly
High in sky it can useful to have resources but sadly with them mostly comes
A weight it could weight of ego which always tell us we don't advice to go ahead
Or it could be weight of greed which stop us from going on roads which were
May long but still best sort of ways so inside our life on each and every day
We always take with us some wrong sort of weight power of body some times
Make our anger strong and people began to scared and once people began to
Scared of you we don't need to give them any advice in their life in any way
So those powers which are called best some times take you ahead like airplane
But some times we manage to crash in our worst way after all inside our life
When we have those power we need to rise in life with proper way because
Airplane may look nice to you but it is not that perfect some times even with
Small mistake it manage to kill many people in just one sad moment but
Think about bird who manage to fly without weight they can also have
To suffer crisis some times but not as big as some airplane so with money
And power you can start things in big way and inside our life we find them
So strange because if they turn wrong way every thing began to fell and
If they turn right way then every thing will turn in wrong way because
In our life many times when we decide to fly these weights create problems
Either with them you can fly with high speed or you can destroy with them
So if you want to keep those weight then you must understand proper ways
Like never let your ego rise so high that you will fall in just few moments
So some times some strength become enemy instead of becoming our friend.

Poem 113. Rule of nature

                                      Rule of nature
Lovely things are made by nature we see each flower changes
In to some lovely and better in every way some flower changes in to the fruit
And they change into some best so those flower just turn into best
But then some one asked me but only some flower change into fruit
Mostly flower dried and fall in sand and turn into dust in each and every way
So drying of that flower and destroying of it can't be called better or best
After all when that beautiful flower dried it look horrible and sad every way
How much we try to help it even after best help that flower falls on land one day
It get destroyed every way it don't feel good to see that flower getting destroyed
And losing it's colour in that way because that flower is some thing which
Is perfect and fresh it manage to destroy with that change how lovely may
That flower look but it destroy in every way no fruit is going to take it's place
When I heard about it I just convince how wrong is that change but then
Just in few days I observed that tree have died on that place and a small plant
Stood there on that flower's place so when that flower fall on land then
It turns into plant instead of just into some tree which is for nature just right
And perfect instead of changing them into fruit and then creating trees
Nature thought shortcut is best in some case so from just some flower
We can get plant direct so no change is wrong in flower both the changes
Are for good future and best but still some times I wish from heart that
My flower just stood there because some times even when changes are good
We just miss things in past because they are our life part on every day and
That flower becomes our friend which seems so lovely until it get destroyed
That way may be new flowers will come and our tree will grow in to best
Still some times we wish for flower which stood before us on each and every day
Because those were first flowers which have grown before us on that branch
Which is for best but still every day we feel so upset because we want
Those flowers to stood there even when we are not sure about our future
In our today or tomorrow in any way we  know one day we will also finish
Still we want that flower to be alive with us instead of that new plant in it's place
How much person loves to see every thing on same place even if things change
For good in our life and due to them our life if we don't feel good in life
We just don't want to see that change what profit may world have due to it
Never matter us in any way because we just want that flower to remain with us
Until end we want every thing just as we left because those thing gives us
Security which we need every day but just to fulfill our moods life will not
Going to change it's route or it's way because every time in our life we need
To understand need of that change because just more that one flower
A big plant is needed after all growth of nature is more important than any thing else
So we need to understand that our demand are some thing totally wrong
For future of whole world so we need to change after all how much we wish
But nature will do only those things which are best of world growth not just
Those things which we like and think that they are best nature will just walk
On it's way either we can adjust with nature or cry for some flower every day
Because nature will never change it's attitude to change the things which
Will be for entire world the best nature don't just think about us nature thinks
About whole world which stood before nature in every way so inside this world
We do wrong just by attaching us to some thing instead of thinking world's best
Some times we may hate it but we need to understand it and respect what is
Done by nature because this is what for entire world useful and best and
Nature is not going to change it's way and if we want to live happily then
We must need to understand that one term that what ever nature do it's for best
Because some times we can but every times we can't change nature's all ways.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

Adventure story 23. New Job

                                                                      New Job
Usha was searching for jobs desperately.But she didn't manage to get any.One day her friend phoned her."Usha it's Ritu.""Hi,how are you?""I am fine.Actually I am getting married and going Banglore.""Then what about your job?""I have to quite it.""Can you tell me your position?I can apply for it.""Oh my God!I don't know you are such desperate for job.You are not asking even about my husband.You are just interested in my job.""Sorry but I am really desperate.Please if possible give me your job.Please I am requesting you to help to get them job.""Hey I am your friend there is no need to request.But I think my boss is little bit strange.""It doesn't matter.I just want that job.Can you arrange my meeting with your boss?""Sure but I still think my boss is not a good idea.""Just tell me.Are you going to arrange it or not?""Okay fine.As you wish I will arrange it."After that they talked about Ritu's future husband and her marriage.They both were happy because Ritu got husband and Usha expected to get the job so they both talked happily for long time.Usha just wanted that job.She was waiting for many days.Truthfully just for 3 days but they were like months to her.Finally one day Ritu called Usha.Ritu "I talked to my boss.He was happy to take interview.But he told me after he will make inquiries about you.Then after detailed investigation he will decide if he take you for job or not.""What kind of investigation?I thought it was a simple accounting job.""Of course.It is just a accounting job.But my boss take everything too seriously.Don't I tell he is a strange man."Usha clearly remembered her statement.But she needed that job so she decided to ignore it.After all each boss had his own views."Ok,where do we suppose to meet him?""No me.You are suppose to meet him alone.""Alone?""Come on.He is a nice gentleman.I can give that guarantee to you and you are suppose to meet him at crowded cafe so there is no need to get scared."Usha smiled happily so she was sure now that her boss didn't have that type of bad behaviour.She wanted to try and win the job.Usha"What time did he suggest?""So you are going?"Ritu was little surprised.Usha was never that much modern to accept such offer.But this time she decided to break her codes to get the job."Of course.Now will you tell me the time?""Today at 4o'clock and please take your passport,Pan card,driving license,credit card and other residence proof.""Are you mad?I never drove a car in my life.I get tense just by looking at traffic.Why does I need a driving license?You know it every well I don't own credit card.""Okay,Okay.Don't get so excited.You got your ration card xerox,electricity bills,telephone bills etc.bring them and bring your birth certificate because I think your all bill will be on your father's name.No I think you shall have bring election-I-card.May be you shall have to bring this all?I think you shall have to bring all possible documents.""Why do I need all these documents just for a simple job?""I told you before I will not repeat it again.My ex-boss was a strange man.If you wanted the job,you have to bring all these documents.After accepting that job you shall not complaint about it because I warned you regarding it.""Of course I will not involve you.""No.I am not telling you that you have to phone me everyday to report what happen.You have to promise that.But you shall not blame me because I take you to my boss.""Okay,Okay now give me the address where I am suppose to meet him."Then Ritu gave her the address.Usha properly wrote it on paper.Then Usha started getting ready.She got dress up.She used mild lipstick because she didn't want to look aggressive and over smart.She looked at herself carefully.She was looking perfect for the job.She happily smiled at herself in mirror.After being sure about her appearance she went to meet her boss.
          When she reached in the cafe sit on one table and started waiting for her boss.Exactly on opposite table a middle aged bald man was sitting quietly and drinking the coffee.Usha was very upset now.She couldn't just sit on table and wait.She had to order something.She saw that a waiter was coming in her direction.She was very angry with herself for agreeing to come there.Now she had to waste her money by ordering something.When waiter asked about the order,she sadly looked at menu.Everything was high in price.She was about to tell waiter that she was waiting for someone and she couldn't order before him.Suddenly that bald man joined her on table and ordered food and drinks.Usha"Excuse me who are you?How dare you join me like this?"Usha stood up and about to leave.When that man said"Ritu mentioned me that you hate to talk to strangers."After hearing Ritu's mention Usha stopped."Who are you?""Ritu's ex-boss.Mr.Rane."Mr.Rane smiled kindly.Usha liked this fellow.He seemed like kind and gentleman.She found his sense of  humour  very strange.But she thought each boss had his good and bad points.After all no one was perfect.Mr.Rane"So you came alone.""You told me not to bring anyone so I came alone.""Good.I like obediently person.I was waiting there to find out if you are cheating on me.But you remained true to your word.I really appreciate it.Now let me see your papers."Usha showed all her papers."There is nothing about your family history in it.""Family history?!What do you want Sir?""Where did your father use to live before he came in Mumbai?"Usha was confused after hearing this question.Why did her to be boss questioning about her father.But she answered him.Then he asked her many personal questions.But where he began to ask her financial questions Usha didn't like it.But then Mr.Rane"O god!I am so sorry.You must have felt confused when I asked you this.But you know these are security needs.""But I don't want to give my bank account number."Before Usha could able to say some thing Mr.Rane stood up from his chair."I will inform you after 15 days."And he just went away.He was behaving in such strange way that she didn't understand meaning of his attitude.But in her heart she felt that she was never going to get that job.
             After that for some days she just waited for phone.But after 7 days she started giving other interviews.But while moving around she started getting a strange feeling.She felt that someone was following her.Some one was keeping watch at her every activity.She was started getting scared.She was started acting odd way.One day Ritu came to her home and forcibly took Usha with her for shopping.When they were walking,Usha felt that some one was following them.Suddenly Ritu spoke"Do you know that before taking me on job my boss put some spy on me to confirm my background."Usha laughed and turned to look at Ritu.But Ritu was very serious.Usha "You mean he really spied on you.""Of course whole office told me.Usha I am telling you don't take that job.That man is very strange fellow."Usha didn't like it.But she really wanted that job.Then she thought she might not get that job so she decided to forget about it.But after 15 days she received a phone call from the boss.Mr.Rane told her.She got that job.Usha just didn't know how to react.She was sure of one thing she wanted this job and she was going to do it.On next day Usha started getting ready for her job.Usha wore perfect dress without any wrinkles.She was scared inside her heart but she showed false confidence on her face.She went inside office.She went to receptionist and told her that she was going to be assistant of Mr.Rane.That receptionist looked at her with shock.For some time she just kept quiet.Finally Usha repeated her question again.Then she showed her the room.Mr.Rane was sitting on his table.He told Usha to sit on the chair opposite to him.Mr.Rane "Usha I am appointing you as assistant.I am trusting you with my company's books of accounts.You have to be careful about everything.I don't let anyone touch those files.No one even allowed to enter my office without my permission so you have to do all your work before my eyes."Then he pointed towards glass of window from there a table and chair could easily seen."You have to sit there.I will keep special watch on you.I hope you understand the importance of your work."Usha never thought her work was such a important.But she liked this challenge.She went her table and began to see files.They all seemed to be normal accounting files.Then she entered in computer.In each file it was asking for password.Usha was confused how did she suppose to know the password.She didn't want to disturb Mr.Rane so she went to her next table and asked to that girl about password.That girl "Sorry we never interfered in accounting work.Mr.Rane don't like it.Let me tell you.If you talk with us,he don't like it.If you go and ask him,it will be better for you."Usha was confused.She never liked sitting alone without help.But no one in the office was interested in talking to her.Finally her boss Mr.Rane called her inside his cabin."Usha why are you talking to others?""Sir I was asking for password.""Why are you asking them?You should have come straight a way to me.""Sorry Sir.""I don't want to see you talking to others again just do your job."Usha was very panicked after this.She just nodded her head.Then Mr.Rane inserted password.Usha watched it but Mr.Rane put his hand in such a way that she didn't able to see the password.Usha just sat there and watched as he opened account.When she started working ,she felt her boss's eyes were following her everywhere.His intentions were not bad.Ritu told her clearly.But Usha found this man was looking at her strangely.Then she began her work.It was simple and normal accounts of company.There were proper Income Tax receipts also.Usha didn't find anything suspicious and fishy in accounts.She just didn't understand why this all secrecy.But she couldn't question her boss.Then finally lunch  hour began.She wanted to join others for lunch.But no one showed any interest in joining with her.They all were gossiping no one was paying attention to her.When she saw this,her feelings were hurt so she sat alone and ate her lunch.Then when her lunch was over.She saw still 15 minutes were remaining so she decided to take a walk.She started going away from her desk,when she saw Mr.Rane came out of his cabin.Hurriedly she went to her desk and shut down all the files with passwords.Usha was very surprised.Mr.Rane was not letting his computer opened for few minutes.She just didn't understand.There were no secret in that computer.Then she suddenly thought she must have missed something.She wanted to find it.But she remembered the proverb curiosity kills the cat,it's hope of satisfaction that brought it back.She wanted to be satisfied so she just killed her curiosity and went for the walk.
            After sometime she came back for work.Once again all computers were locked with password.She had to call her boss.Mr.Rane once again to opened  them.Finally when her work was over.She went in Mr.Rane's cabin."Sir I have finish my work and office will be closed so can I go?"Mr.Rane suddenly ran to her computer.Usha went after him."You stupid girl.Why did you keep that computer open?If someone saw our data.He will use it against us."Usha just didn't understand how anyone could use simple accounting transactions against them.But then she thought she was inexperienced to understand it.She just looked around office was all most empty so there was not any possibility of theft.But still her boss continued screaming one her.Finally he told her to get lost.Usha couldn't bear this insult.She started crying and running at same time.Then she noticed the same girl from office.That girl was waiting for train just like her.That girl"Did he scream on you?"Usha was surprised to hear this.Usha"How do you know?""He always acted this way.None of his assistant wanted to stay with him for long time."Then Usha suddenly noticed that she forgot her mobile."I forgot my mobile.""No;don't go there now.Mr.Rane was tearing all receipts now.""What?But why?There is no need of secrecy in our work.I saw the books.They are clear.""I told you.He is strange man."From that day Usha thought she got a new friend.But next day that girl acted as if she didn't know her.Usha just sat alone for whole day.For many days she continued working like this.But one day when suddenly computer stopped.She got confused.Mr.Rane was absent that day so she had to start it on her own.She even tried to phone Mr.Rane.Finally she had to ask for help from other office staff.They were not willing to help her at first.But when she told them Mr.Rane's phone was not responding.They decided to help her.They found that virus was in computer.They called mechanic and repaired it immediately.They didn't want other computers to be damaged.During repairing password was cracked and they forced to set new password.Usha was very scared by this.But she had no options.Next Mr.Rane came at his usual time.But his computer was not opened due to wrong password.He got very angry.He started screaming Usha's name.Usha came inside her heart was beating loudly still she told everything quietly.But after that Mr.Rane turned abusive.He started insulting her in bad language.Usha was very hurt after hearing it.Finally she screamed "You are a mad man.There is no secret inside that computer.""So you searched my computers."After that he threw glass at her.Luckily Usha missed it.But it fell on the glass and the window glass was broken.All office was gathered outside by now.Usha literally ran out of that office.From that day she decided she could not go to that office.After some days at Ritu's marriage.She discussed the whole issue with her.Ritu smiled"I told you he is a strange man.Actually he is suffering from Paranoid Personality Disorder.His wife told me.He thinks everyone is cheating against him.They are treating him.Slowly he will be okay.""I hope he will get well soon.But I am not going to work in that office.""As you wish.Actually his wife was telling me to join him again and my husband is willing to let me do that job.So is it okay if I join again?""Do as you wish?"Ritu smiled at Usha and happily started with her wedding ceremonies.Usha was looking at her with adoration.She was impressed with Ritu.Ritu managed to keep that job for so long and still  happily willing to work with that man.She saluted Ritu from her heart. 
                                                               The End
            

Poem 112. Hidden qualities

                                                Hidden qualities
There are many qualities hidden in our hearts after all inside our life
Some qualities are perfect for our heart these hidden qualities inside our heart
After all hidden qualities are some thing that touch our heart but still they are
Away from her heart those hidden qualities inside our heart after all inside
Our heart every time we keep them hidden because they are not that perfect
For our future or our heart we have many qualities which are hidden inside heart
And those qualities are some thing inside our mind but which are perfect to take us
Ahead in life because those qualities are something which are perfect for mind
But still they are some thing not perfect in life like some one can sing nice
But can't be best singer because voice lack in life and you can try as much as
You want but for your self you can't buy voice or some artist can paint canvas
But just in one style in other sectors many things lack in their life so in this life
From each and every point we saw some things which existed in life but still
Can't be some thing which can be perfect for our mind and inside our life
Those qualities are something we miss on days and nights because
They create troubles inside our life we want to develop them into best
But they will never develop into best because on each and every day
We have that skill but it was never that best inside our life on each day
We tried to get success with them but when after some days we understand in life
That these skills are not best we feel so frustrated in every way because
That skill is some thing we really like but it lack some thing basic so it can't best
So after some days we see that our skills are not that best but after some times
We find some skill which we like and can turn into best at that moment we left
Our first skill just to touch the next skill inside which we find every thing best
So there still one skill hidden inside us on each and every day we want it to rise
But some times those skills began to just irritate so we keep them in some corner
For days after days until they become totally useless we may not care for it
Nor look at it because our time never permit us to look that way and we just
Keep it with those toys which kept by us which used as child because they are
Too costly or too precious to sell we just neither watch them nor look at them
So like those toys in one corner they remain until one day while cleaning our things
We find them again when we find them we decide that this time we will try and
Make best out of them because we think last time may be we have not tried right way
But inside our life on each and every day we just can't find any way to make them
So good as well as perfect because how many times we try people may admire them
But still there is one spot on which it stuck again and again because our skill
Is not enough and how much we may try still some where in heart we know that
We can't make it best some things are gift of nature which are kept for some person
And we are not one of them when we feel sad for one thing we remember
Our other skill just on that moment because when one thing is not given 'other thing
Is gift of god our problem is that we remember rejected thing and forget gifts from god
Some thing are given to us so that we can make out of them the best but
Question is that what we suppose to do with that skill which is half baked after all
That skill is also our one skill may it not perfect is it right to keep it hidden inside
In each and every way but then when we began to use one skill we need to
Learn every thing about that skill in each and every way because each thing needs
Education for going ahead so what can we do in our life every day so for getting
Best of one skill we need to lot of thing to be invested and one of them is time
Which is needed on every way so inside our life on every day we just keep
Some skills on each and every day and other skills were kept hidden because
It is for our life perfect as well as best since we want in our life to go ahead
So we just encourage those qualities which look in our life perfect as well as best.

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Poem 111. Fortune Teller

                                                Fortune Teller
One day I meet one fortune teller all were arguing about him
Every one have some question which they wanted to be answered by him
Some have full faith on him and some thing he is just a lair and some even
Thought that he is robbing this way all person who are around him so
Their was big argument based on just one question in it and that is
Can he tell true or is he lying forever? about each and every thing
After seeing palm some can tell fortune some just by looking at our face
Can tell all fortune and there is also crystal ball which can tell fortune
I heard even some cards can tell fortune and after that some start telling
How people rob person in name of telling fortune and how easily
We can get fooled in name of fortune some one told me many things
How person robbed in name of fortune telling how easily that one enter in house
And robbed that family while fortune telling some even ask for some thing
And manage to cheat that person in name of fortune telling and some even
Told those fortune inside their life and then tell to perform many things
After all inside our life on each time we get so easily fooled in name of fortune telling
Then second person began angrily screaming told me that fortune telling is great art
And just because some crook use it we don't have right to insult it that person said
Even some doctors cheat their patients inside their practice so after that
Do we insult each and every doctor who come before you or me and
I just stood their listening to them second one began tell how good was that
Fortune telling who at that time going to come there how quickly that one
Can read my fortune in my life and how easily that one can give me
Details of many things happen in my life that one can warn me on each time
And that one can also tell future without much efforts in life then that person
Began to tell how good that fortune teller was and how good is it's work in life
How less that one ask for money after helping us in our life for so many times
First one started laughing and started saying no one can tell future in our life
And those who claim they can just fraud in life finally they began
To argue about it so loudly than many other people joined in that fight
So then they all bring out all names of those person who proudly told fortune
And which turn into true in life that discussion started in such big way
And it seems like it is going to continue for long time after some times
One person told them that he could tell fortune in life and also showed
Many person who are present there were told fortune by him in life
They all started admiring him and slowly palms began to arise before him
In just minutes of life after all fortune is some thing so precious that
People who don't even believe on it began to show their palm to that person
And started commenting on his advice so I saw it all for long time but
After watching this there is just one question which is arises in my mind
Can he change my fortune? if he found some thing wrong and bad in my life
When I went ahead and ask this to that person for advice that person
Said he can't change it in his life that one said fortune is some thing
Written in dark ink on paper of our destiny which can't be changed in life
Because what is written by ink can't be destroy some can use some methods
And manage it to hide but white colour can hide it but it is still stood behind
May it is not visible but it is still existed inside our future and inside our life
So that fortune teller told me that he can't change future at all inside life
We just have tolerate it without any complaints in our life so on every day
Then I have one question which is some thing I just don't say before that person
In life because I don't want hurt that person in life can just reading it will help me
In my life because that person at least honestly told me that he can't change future in my life.

Poem 110. First page

                                            First page
After one page always come another page because from one page we need
To understand we have to shift on another page because it is what is rule of nature
And that is how thing works in every thing which goes ahead in life's every part
After all no one can just always stay on one page so if we want to go ahead then
We must understand that we must go ahead from one to another page which
Part of our life because even in book we can't stay on first page when ever
We wish it inside our life after all when we need to understand our thinking and life
After all book are something which are nice on first page but still we need to
Understand after next pages will be good as much as first page in life but still
In life on every point we think that first page is something which is so special in life
After going on next page we understood fully that this page is perfect and nice
Just like in case of book we feel same way inside our life because we think
That our first opportunities are some thing perfect for life so we are afraid to find
When opportunities of our life but why do we always afraid that we need
Some thing important for our life but when after reading first page we read next
Page inside our life then why are we scared of going ahead in our life when
I read one book feel that they are some thing which is important for our life
And we can never get that type of perfect book in our future or in our life
So for some days we search and at first we may find wrong sort of books in life
Because those books are some thing not right but after some search we finally
Find a perfect book for our future as well as for our life and in that book
We learn many thing which are not perfect for our life so we understand
That those books which we find that second book is fully wrong in our life
So after reading one book we feel scared in life but if we search always properly
And with your brain in your life second book which is perfect always manage
To enter inside our life so when we know finally we get next good book in life
Then why did we feel scared when we finish first book why our confidence
Move while searching new when we know many times next one is good
But still every time inside our life we just want to find some thing perfect and new
May be because we are attach to old book it's story touch our heart in such
Strange way that from every angle it looks perfect in every way but in our life
On every part we feel that we like some thing new but still we stick to old thing
Old thing have it's beauty inside and that beauty is nothing else but their memories
Of happy moments inside some times in our mind we like to store them inside
And instead of gathering new we just want to keep old one near heart and
Near our mind after all in life every one want some thing perfect and nice but
Still on every spot in life when we see new thing we just run after them in few moment
Because we want them in life so some thing we use strange way in our life
That we just keep old books and still buy new in life because memories are nice
But new thing are also necessary part of our life so instead of throwing away
Some thing we keep both the things in our life but it is not possible every time
Some times we need to choose on that moment we need to choose to go ahead in life
Some people will say old is good in life but after some time we have accept new
As part of your life you can keep old but it can happen only in some thing in life
But in case of other thing we need to find new thing and we need forget old from life
Some just say old is good but just watch how easily they will change when they see
New thing in their life because new thing give you many comforts and people
Just love those comforts inside their life so we must need to understand that
We can't remain stuck on first page in our life we need to go ahead because
This is what called life if we don't change willingly wind will change the page in life.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Poem 109. Me and myself

                                                    Me and myself
Someone told me one day I should have to express my feelings to the world
But I tried sometimes I tried singing but singing is not my strong point
After some point it began to feel sleepy when I tried to sing those words
So it proved that singing is not my strong point in this world because
I just can't get involved in those voices which take people to heaven
And away from earth so since I can't hear those song how can I sing
For world in fact some times I think my voice will just manage to scare world
Because nothing will more boring than my singing for world because
When I start some song I know I will get stuck after each two words
Because that person who never manage to hear one song peacefully until end
After all if I can't sing properly how can I express my voice inside those songs
Those who can't sing just can't express their thoughts by singing from heart
Because thoughts are some thing which are not perfect for our thinking in life
Singing is some kind of nice art for our words which touch our thinking
And easily manage to touch our heart but when I find I can't sing or
Even hear those songs I understood sadly it's not my sector of art
Then I thought of painting which can express feeling inside painter
And bring out artist's thought so I began to paint with all my efforts and
Using all feeling inside my heart as I began to paint with each point slowly
Real become some parts of life as well as my art I saw many things
Become real on canvas and they all look so beautiful and I really like
To paint for hour after hour to please my feeling and to please my heart
But even when those paintings are beautiful they just show beauty of nature
They hardly able to show any feeling inside my mind may be they look
Beautiful and made me happy many times even people like some of them
But nothing look perfect to my thinking or my mind they are just part of nature
And they look beautiful in each and every point but they are never perfect
To show what I want to tell and express inside my mind so it is nice art
But can't express my feeling how much I want or tried because it just
Shows beauty of nature which is perfect for our life after all painting
Are some thing natural not feeling which are inside my thought as well as
Inside my mind because how beautiful may they look but they never able
To show beauty inside my mind because painting are may beautiful but
They are not some thing which express feeling inside their life after all
So how beautiful may they look still they are not perfect for expressing
True feeling inside their life but there is just one question in my life which
How did I suppose to express my feeling inside my mind after all in life
But then I thought about writing skill inside my mind because those skills
Are something which I feel perfectly express thought inside my mind so
I start writing by each step after all some of our mind want to write
But still I feel as if incomplete is all part of my feeling and my mind
Because when I began to write about feeling in our life after all in our life
Every time writing is not strong point inside our mind or inside our life
After all writing is a skill inside our life because writing skill is some thing
Which is special thing in life and I thought that I can express some thing
Easily inside our life but when I began to write I feel I can write every thing
From my mind after all in our mind writing is some skill which is perfect
For our life after all in our life this is some thing which can easily tell
What is hidden inside our thought and our mind after all writing is not
That strong point in our life because even when I write some thing
I can't write every thing of my mind then slowly I understood that
What is my problem in writing about life I just don't know what is really
My mind so may be I know many things about world and life but
Many times I think we hardly know any thing about me and myself in life.

Poem 108. Nightmare

                                             Nightmare
When I sleep at night I had a nightmare I was shocked by it because
It is some thing which is not right for human being after all nightmare
Is some thing which can never succeeded in telling what was inside my mind
After all in this world every time they claim that dreams are some thing
Which always touch soul of human being because they tell us that
What is meaning of that dream those nightmare are confused regarding
Each and every thing which will always manage to tell human being
Truth about their life as human being see from nightmare every thing
But question is that some times when I see nightmare I just don't understand
What is happening in them they are so confused and so fantasist was my dream
After all in life nightmares are some part our life which never look real
So how can they be some memory or thought of some kind and strangest thing
Is that they many times come on such happiest days of life that on that day
We can't have any sorrows or unhappiness in life when on some days
We have enjoying our nights why on such a occasions nightmare enter in life
After all life is some thing which is so happy some times so on that moment
We are happy from heart then why nightmare can come on such night and
When it happen I feel so scared in life suddenly I began to feel may be
It will be some sort of truth inside our future and inside our life because
On each and every time nightmare enters in life without any thought which
Enter inside our mind because inside our life on every moment in our life
We just don't have those fears until nightmare enter them in my life and
I feel so sure that I never thought this way until nightmare wake me up on
That morning or on that night and until it hurt my feeling on each and every time
So inside my life nightmares some time don't seem like artificial part they seem
Like some truth inside our life so on day and night inside our life on every
Moment we just think that we need some thing logical even in our nightmare
If it is truly part of thinking in life on happy days it should a dream and
On sad days nightmare enter in life but when I think this way I feel that
I am thinking right when I have bad day why I wish also for bad night and
On those bad days I can at least have pleasant thoughts at night when I think
This way I understood why I have nice dream even on bad days of my life
Because from my heart I wish that my nightmare will not come that night
I want a sweet dream to please my heart that night so I made special efforts
To change my thinking about my future and about my life so on that night
I have nice dream because I wish for it from inside our my heart and my mind
That I should have nice thought before I sleep in that night so during that
I have many bad thoughts but I tried hard to keep them away from my nights
After all those thoughts are some thing pleasant for night and those thoughts
Are some thing precious for mind so after some time inside our life
We think that we need some thing good in night so on that night we just
Tried but inside our mind we feel that our dream are good because they
Bring goodness in night just because I want it to be good on at least that night
But problem is that I tried hard on that night but when I have pleasant day
I get careless at night so in that night I let in my mind enter thoughts of worst kind
Which are not pleasant some thing like if I loose my happiness how I will feel in life
So that is how start my nightmare on pleasant day of life when in sorrow I try
To bring back pleasant memory to cheer me up in happiness I let my mind
Go ahead as it like so I was so happy that I forgot to control my thoughts that night
And then my thoughts began gather in such way that they bring all fear at same time
When many thoughts come how confuse it may look to our mind so nightmare
Become collection of all wrong thoughts so it just manage to scare us without
Bringing any logic inside our mind so may be instead of remembering it
It seems it is better to ignore it some times because we don't understand it's meaning
Then it is just useless and illogical for our thinking and our mind and
Then many times we interpret it in totally wrong way for our future and entire life
Because some times dreams are just imaginations like some films and books
Which have some concept but it is not easy to understand so we just enjoy that
Story and laugh or cry with in just for few moments or some nights in our life.

Poem 107. Convinced

                                                          Convinced
When some times in life it happens some thing we can never able to guess
They are our nightmare or our nice dreams because some times future takes
Such twist that we just want them to turn into some thing nice but question
Is that what is nice and what is perfect for human being because nightmare
Also some times turn into nice pretty dream how much we hate them
When they come inside our life as we are all human being and how sad we feel
That when everyone is having nice dream we just received gift of nightmare
Instead of receiving pleasant type of dream because these dreams are some thing
Which are perfect for each and every human being and these things are some thing
Which truly give us some life that we always manage to think so inside our life
We began to want dreams but some times even one nightmare turn into dream
Like some times in life we lose some thing which look perfect to us and then
We think that as a dream but when some one get that thing it turn into some thing
Which never happen to be for owner a nice pleasant dream because slowly
We notice many changes in those dreams which no longer qualify them as
Some thing call nice sort of dream because dream are some thing nice for
Human being but when those thing turn wrong way they are no longer called dream
Like some times things start in our life as some pleasant dream but then until end
They have change and twist it is so horrible that we think nightmare is better
Than dream but gladly we see in morning we can say it's dream but some times
It happen truly in life some times started as our pleasant sort of dream then
After some time it will turn into some thing totally different than dream because
Inside that dream every time we saw some thing interesting and for that dream
We smiled with such joy which is not available any where else expect in our dream
Inside our life on each and every time we just thought how lucky we are to get that
Wonderful dream but still many times inside our life we feel it is fully wrong
To turn it into some thing nice but instead of that it turns into horrible sort of dream
So sad it feel and how much it scare our heart when we have that dream and
Inside this world on each and every spot we think that when we have some dream
We think that this dream was some thing which have horrible kind of dream
After all in our life that dream turn into our life some thing deadly in our world
That dream turns into some kind of nightmare after all that dream was something
In which beautiful thing turns some horrible and worst kind of the dream
Because pleasant dream which is some kind of horrible sort of thing and
After all these sort of dream but they are pretty and beautiful sort of scene
Inside our life in our dream scene was some thing pleasant for our dream
After all in this dream some pleasant sort of thing which are some thing in world
Which are perfect as well as some thing this is pleasant sort of dream after all
But some times nightmares are some thing which is horrible in every way
After all in dream which are wrong inside our dream but inside our life we think
That wonderful things in our life that we are some thing which are some thing
We want to treasure inside our life after all in this life every time we are in life
These are some thing which are not perfect for life so even our pleasant dreams
Turns into nightmare some times and they make us happy inside our life
We never thought this way because when thought in life we just saw their beauty
On each and every side but inside our life on every time we saw beauty which
Is part of our entire life after one occasion and after one time we feel that
We need to get some people inside our life who are not perfect as we feel in life
So after it nightmare start in life but don't worry you may notice after some time
You may find nightmare were not that bad in life because they may turn in to
Some thing which may look pleasant on final twist in life so I always feel confused
What shows me pleasant side some times nightmares are better that dreams in life
Because we feel that they are nightmares just because people convince us that way in life.

Monday, March 26, 2012

Poem 106. Others

                                                        Others
One day I picked up a flower which was silky to touch I just love to look at it
With it's beauty as well as it's touch it have so nice and perfect colour and it's
Structure was such that it just touches heart from each and every thought inside
My mind as well as inside my world so when I see that flower I feel that
I touch perfect thing in the world it's touch is some thing which relaxes my mind
Every time I go ahead and touch silk was one thing I can describe that touch
And I just can't able to tell beauty of it's colour I don't want to pluck it out of tree
Because it will destroy it's beauty but some where inside my heart I was so much
Scared that it will be plucked by some body but still I kept it alive on that tree
Finally one day it fall from the tree it was happen by it's own process without
Any interference from any body when it fall on ground I was first one to pick it
How happy I was that I got it without any force or cruelty because it fall naturally
And now I can keep it with me on each day I can enjoy it's soft touch like
Some thing which is so natural and silky and how beautiful it feel to touch it
Without much thought that some one will scream because I have some where else
Where people don't like my walking freely I even ask the owner can I take it
Owner nodded about it very willingly when I ask about it name owner told me
It is unknown to him he don't know how did that plant manage to grow inside
His garden and he kept it just because it look so beautiful before every thing
So it's beauty is some thing which touches every one and I decided to keep it
As token how glad I  was on that moment for owner's generosity and I went
Away happily and kept that flower with me I use to touch it every day and
Use to feel it after all that flower was some perfect for me until one day
My one friend saw it and screamed with shock to see it inside my book
That friend look at me with such shock and asked me why I am keeping
That poisonous flower inside even when I heard my friend who was
Hardly known to me told me it's poisonous faith moved inside me and
Then I throw away that flower even without  second thinking because
I don't want poison anywhere around my life and inside my thinking and in me
So just in few moment my love for that flower seemed crime to me and
I was so shocked that I just look at it's beauty which look perfect to you and me
But I never thought about it's quality will going to so horrible for me even
When they told me so many times never trust beauty in life but still why did
I trust for so many times it's beauty and forgot to remember quality inside it
But inside our life on every time we just like that beauty but question is that
Why they once again I trust that beauty but then I remember that owner
Who give me that flower so happily suddenly I feel that owner was cheating
Whole time he knew very well how poisonous that flower was he don't
Want it to be inside garden so he gave it to me so lightly suddenly whole
World become my enemy from each and every side and every thing goes wrong
And I throw away that flower without thinking for moment about it so looks
Are not some thing which will proper to judge it every thing looked fine
Until next day I found in paper that this is most useful in herb and I now
That it never have poison so I understood one thing beautiful or not beautiful
May be that thing but still we can't consider any thing just because people
Told us that some thing is totally wrong and damaging in that thing after all
That flower was for so many days with me that I could have spend just
Few hours on searching knowledge about it and if I found some thing wrong
Within it then throwing away was right but I just went ahead without inquiry
Some times judging things is not good by people's talking because it may
Lead you to losing precious treasures which are important for you and me.

Poem 105. Bad deeds

                                                  Bad deeds
I always feel one question in my heart how do people act like that?
When they act wrong way don't they scared to sleep? I just have
One question don't their nightmares start them to hurt in nights
I don't think I ever able to sleep after acting like this I think my heart
Will never let me do some thing wrong like that even when I do something
Small mistake it will stay awake in my life and I always began to think
Did I done some thing wrong or I did some thing fully and perfectly right
After all in life I can never sleep peacefully after such bad deed but
Still we see many person who stay peacefully even after doing bad deed
Those deeds are some thing which will not just hurt their soul and those
People don't have fear of their deed they just sleep soundly as some baby
While their victims cry every day due to their deed so question that
What is mistake of victims but still they don't able to sleep due to those deeds
So inside our life on every day we feel that our deeds are some thing
Which will not manage to forget what we thought as our future or future deeds
But when those person sleep so peacefully it seems so easy to forget for them
To forget their crime or forget their deeds which always affect their future
From so many sides are from so many thinking because when they win in life
So happy they will feel that slowly they forgot their crimes which are their bad deed
But in life every day we are told by every one that person who does wrong
Never manage to sleep after doing bad deed so how can that person manage
That sleep but some times in life some person have so twisted logic that
Even their biggest crime don't seem that they as some wrong and faulty deed
They just said that doing bad deed is some thing wrong for person who have
Conscious living those person whose conscious is dead can sleep with bad deed
So then we just thought one thing how can a wrong person suffer from bad deed
That person don't suffer because that one's conscious is living that one will suffer
Because we want that one to suffer for that deed that person will see that feeling
Inside our eyes and inside our feeling and then that person just can't change
The truth which is written in eyes of those person who hate bad deeds I know
People may feel it is useless but still we need good vibes from other to go ahead
As a human being and bad vibes will manage to destroy our future and each
And every thing may people claim that they are happy when they have power
Which they need but just fear of power can't give you that respect which winner
Deserve on each and every time after all in life they all need some thing because
Every time we look at them they just see anger for them in eyes of each human being
So that is their punishment that they can't win even after winning but instead
Of giving it to them we feel happiness in claiming they are not suffering in life
On every time we need some thing quickly as proof but sadly life takes lots on days
To gather that type of proof so inside our life on every time we just need to
Understand punishment of bad deed is not just restless nights but it is inside our eyes
When instead of respect anger enters in them bad deeds get punished without
Any punishment after all human being is a social on every point and it is our duty
To show it by out vibes if we just expect to god to come every time change
Everything according to our like and dislike I feel that we are just wasting our time
If we want to bad deed to be punish then punishment is hidden in our eyes but
If you feel that person is not looked upset then either that one is not guilty or
That one is good and lying so every day remember in life giving them restless night
Is duty of your eyes after all our eyes have some power which always takes away
Freedom of happiness so don't use other things in life you can just do it with eyes
Even by eyes guilty person can get punished only when necessary to tell use your mouth
Otherwise I suggest that our best friend in this circumstances are those eyes
Because if you make enemy in that person may be next day you need to help in life
And then after some times you understand that victim was never victim in entire life.

Poem 104. Hearts and faces

                                                  Hearts and faces
I always see the faces some are smiling and some are sad many faces are attractive
Some are lovely like their heart but some times beautiful faces had such a ugly hearts
They just seem fully wrong for our thoughts as well as for our heart because
We just saw their beauty and innocence in their eyes we just can't went inside heart
Beauty don't mean any thing many people say but some people use it so perfectly
That every thing began to change but don't consider beauty as just beauty of face
Because some times it's beauty of talk how easily some people turn other on their side
They scared me fully from each and every side inside our life after all from every side
We all think that beauty is best for all they saw every thing from our heart then
Face is not just beauty for speaking was every thing which is perfect in our heart
This beauty is some thing which always touches our heart this is some thing
Totally wrong for entire heart after all beauty is some thing which is totally wrong
Face is some thing which is perfect for our heart beauty and ugliness some times
Becomes stressful part for heart we never understand some thing ugly happen
Inside our heart when we think that some thing wrong inside our heart then
Suddenly some thing wrong happen inside our heart so they start thinking
That some thing goes wrong some times which is nice for our heart but then
Some thing look beautiful as well as ugly for our heart so we can't understand
These people who look perfect but fully wrong for heart and they have so many
Skills some have beauty of look and some have beauty of talk world is full of these
People who always mange to confuse our heart our heart is some thing which
Always get attracted by beauty of face or beauty of talk after all every time
Inside our heart we don't need every thing which is good for our heart then
Beauty will be an important part for body and power to talk from heart
It takes lots of efforts to convince person of that good for our person and
For our heart it is difficult to judge what is good and what is bad for heart
Judging goodness is hardest task for all this is goodness which touch our heart
After all good is some thing which is just part for our thinking as well as
For our heart because these things are some thing which always manage
To hurt person's heart because just understanding person's heart is not as easy
Task as it seems some times sweet talking have power to capture our heart
And after listening to them we feel as if we are fully troubled inside our heart
These talk will hurt person's heart because that is nice for some thing which
In our life we need to understand to part one is good and one is bad
After all they all think good as well as bad for our heart understanding
Good is some thing which is some thing important for our thinking and heart
But judging is some thing totally bad for us after all easy for our life
Then these person must understand that we must try to search some thing
Good inside person's heart inside our heart we must understand what is
Truth of heart we can't find some thing then we may be stop judging
Every thing in life because some times we get confuse by all our thoughts
So inside our life we think that our life is some thing which is not perfect
For our heart so inside our life on each and every spot we find some thing
Nice and perfect for our thought because once we get use to judging we start
Judging some thing which is perfect for our thought which are nice for heart
After all in our life these things are some thing which are right for our heart
But in life every time we can't get things which are right for every one's heart
So in this life on each and every point we may stop judging things in life
So inside this life on each and every time we need to judge person but
Still some times it feel it is so wrong to judge person in life because
Judging is not always good and perfect for thinking of entire life.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Poem 103. Crow

                                                    Crow
In the sky I saw many birds I just love every one for each one have
Some special type of beauty it look that will take us on top of the world
After all those birds are some thing nice and perfect for our world and
So fresh my feeling just by watching them inside this world because
When ever I saw them I can never manage to see them inside our world
Once they use to sing beautifully which use feel like some thing nice in world
It use refresh me inside my entire future and inside my world because
Those birds which fly in sky just far away from eyes and when ever they
Sit on tree they just look best just still they are far away from our world
I just want to watch them for hours after hours when I see their beauty
Inside entire world I just love to see their movement which effects our world
Those birds are some thing which look perfect for entire world and even
If those birds look beautiful they are perfect for entire world because
Beauty of that bird is some thing which look perfect for nature and
Those birds are some thing which never come near me how hard I wish
Then should come near my window and enter inside our world after all
In our life every time we see many beautiful picture and we see many people
Who can go near that bird but inside our life we can hardly able to touch
That bird which can be seen in many picture near many human so I feel
Why don't see those birds inside our world that birds are something perfect
For entire world these birds are some thing which look beautiful in world
Those birds are some thing which look nice for world but I always want
Birds to come near me and I want to touch them from my entire world
Such birds are some thing beautiful for our world and when I ask them
How did I suppose to go near bird some one say that it is matter of luck
If you have tree near window then you can easily see a nest near window
From there I can easily see birds without disturbing in this part of world
From that window we can see many types of birds but I waited with patience
But for many days no bird made nest on that branch finally one day
I saw a nest on that branch I was so excited because it was my want
And from my every school book I saw in on book how bird make nest on branch
I was guessing many birds which are beautiful and pretty inside our world
Their beauty touch my heart as well as it can touch my soul so I decided
That I must imagine that bird I hope for parrot then my logic told me that
It could be sparrow but I don't mind because I even like that sparrows
But when I started waiting for that bird slowly my friends also join me
In hope of some nice bird we have created dreams how will we help that bird
But my mother told me that we should not touch that bird after all if we
Touch them it will harm those bird which are some thing cute and nice for world
After some times we feel that coming of that bird we all were watching
Finally saw that bird because crow are some thing which are perfect for world
We all where so disappointed by that crow because no one in our group
Want to see that crow how upset we got that we immediately left that tree alone
But then after some days I saw that crow when crow was near that nest
I saw eggs inside them how ugly may be was that crow but when I saw it
First time I feel beauty will not matter that much many more slowly
I started even eating my food near my window and my friends also began to
Come and watch that crow when slowly babies come out we jump with joy
They look so nice us that we feel that we are watching the whole world
So after seeing hard work and nice nature of that crow and after seeing
Those babies of crow I tell that we all who don't like crow manage to find
For first time a beauty inside crow may we all have favorite bird but
I can sure we no longer and no more hated crow we all friend have special place
Inside our heart for crow because any crow can be baby of that one crow.

Poem 102. Flowers

                                                  Flowers
Many flowers,many colours and many types of dreams each look
Beautiful and they were not perfect for our world after all flower are
Some thing soft for our world those flowers are some thing which
Are damaging for every thing inside our future and our world after all
Those flowers are some thing which damage after some moment in the world
Those flower are some thing which are as nice as our dream which
Never changes according to our thinking about our future and world
When colour changes of flower it shows time have what effect on flower
At first it is hidden inside leaf of the world inside some one which
Is perfect for our world inside that leaf there is beauty of flower but
After all it will look beautiful inside that flower inside that green colour
So after some time comes beautiful colour of that nice and cute flower
That colour is every thing which is nice for entire world for every moment
In side our world those flower look beautiful and bright for entire world
In this world flower gives freshness and happiness in this entire world
So when we see that beautiful flower it will look perfect for entire world
These flowers which look pretty for every part of world which look
So nice that we can never believe it will leave us alone next day on earth
But after some time we feel so much shock inside our heart since
That flower changes in just one day from this earth after all these flower
See change in each and every colour according to season which are
Some thing flowers are some thing as per colour after all colour are
Some thing which really don't matter at all the earth because that flower
But in our world that flower is some thing which look perfect for earth
Those flower are some thing which changes according to season's on earth
In all dream we must experience many types changes in dream and
It is some thing special sort of for this world because dreams are some thing
Which are so lovely just like flower for world those flowers are some thing
Which always upset  and shock when so easily they get destroyed in world
After all in few days we see some thing different for entire world and
Those flowers are some thing which can't always live inside our world
Because nature made them that way in world so we can enjoy those dreams
Until they are existed inside our life and inside our world but when they finally
Go away but some times we just get attach too much to that dream or
Some flower so we keep it inside some book or some where like some treasure
After all that flower is some thing which is right for entire world so inside
This world every time think about those flower which look perfect for entire world
This flower are some thing which look nice and beautiful for our world
After all flower are some thing which changes according to season in world
Those flowers are some thing which are perfect for our world then I thought
Dream are always as soft as flowers petals for our world like a flower
They are soft and peaceful but not permanent for their world after all
Flowers are some thing pretty and soft for world and after some time
Their beauty vanish after some days from entire world but some times
We get so attach to that flower inside our world that when that one will vanish
It damage our feeling inside this world because those dreams are petals in world
These dreams are some thing which get destroyed from those world after all
Like a flower they always go away from world but some times we attach to
One dream too much but when get attach to one flower when some one
Convince us how easily we start to look at other flower I just wish from
Our heart that some times we must understand that we need to do same thing
With all types of dreams because we must learn to forget one dream and
Learn to get other dream which will make us happy inside our world.

Poem 101. Green leaves

                                              Green leaves
Trees has many leaves each leaf has different colour and size
Those leaves have different types of colour but many type of shapes
Some are so small and some are so big in shape and have many
Types are colours which are yellow,brown and some are just red
But still some people claimed they are always green and light
Those leaves are some thing interesting even when we know
But those leaves have many colour which look so perfect for world
We just don't understand why some people try to convince that
Leaf are just green in colour even when they can see different colour
With their eyes still they claim that green is just colour of leaf
Just because mostly they see green in leaf and they want to set it for all
Some people just want to jump on conclusions from heart so they just
Want to claim one thing will apply to all they want to see leaf just green
But if you truthfully inside our life after all green is some colour
Is perfect for our heart that colour green is generally applied green to all
Trees and leaves which are perfectly green in colour which is right
For all greenery which look perfect for our heart so green is accepted
Universally for all hearts because green which are perfect for heart
So every one want green to be a colour for our feeling and our heart
That green is accepted for all trees in every one's heart but some times
Such thought take us on wrong line of thinking for all our heart because
We began to represent each thing with some thing which touch our heart
Like for leaves we began to think some colour may represent that thing
Which will perfect for heart but some times some colour represent
Just began to get so much attach to some part that we began to think
That they are just green and nothing else in any other part after all in life
Those feeling are some thing which are perfect for person's heart then
We think that person is some thing that also represent some thinking
Or some nature of that person's part like for some person we set kind
As their nature's part while for other person we set anger as their heart
But that word can't always be for them perfect and good but then
We began to think that some nature is some times their part after all
Kindness can't represent that person's thinking in each and every part
That kindness will also vanish like change in leaves in every part
After all those colours of leaves changes according to season and
With them person began to change their nature after all these colour
Which are different for our heart because these colours are some thing
Because nature are some thing which is not that perfect for heart
It changes according to circumstances which gives effect on us after
Some time these nature which are important for our heart then
Why should we give every person some tag mark those who get
Tag mark of kindness some times easily manage to hurt people's heart
And those who give tag mark of anger can call angry even when
They are right and they have right to get angry about that portion or part
So kindness is no longer required to become part of our life inside heart
It is not needed to be right for our thinking and our heart after all
Nature is some thing which is important for our heart these feeling
Help our heart after all in our heart this is good nature is not some thing
Which will be given in trade mark it is some thing given when person act
In life because acting is some thing which is important part for our heart
After all anger is some thing which can be removed from our heart
After all those feeling are important for our thinking and heart but
In life feeling will change like greenness on leaves and some are
Green but we can all they always green in life's each and every part.

Poem. 6950. New word bring

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