Saturday, July 31, 2021

Adventure story. 512. Not so rich

                                                             Not so rich 

Tushar was looking forward for new job. He started thinking about it as new hope of his life. His life was so different before his Dad's death. He knew that he never thought that his Dad would die like that. One day he was perfect. He was discussing their future. Next morning he was dead. It was heart attack. His Mom went in shock. His Mom didn't speak for few days. But then she needed to go to job. She needed to feed all after Dad's death. One day she came in their room. He had two elder sisters Priti & Charu. They all used to share one bedroom. But slowly he started to grow & his sisters wanted him out of their room as soon as possible. He didn't understand why. He never distrubed them. But soon everyone began to say boy must not stay in room of girls. He was so upset. But they told him that he was heir. He needed to get training. Those girls could stay like this. They just needed to learn cooking. He was happy by this thought. He began to plan his future. But then suddenly his Dad died. Mom started to scream on him whenever he demanded something. But he knew that he was male member of family. He needed to take hold. He always gave suitable answer to his Mom. One day he said " Why you never suggested medical check up to Dad?" His Mom was laughing about something. He wanted her to cry so he asked her. She was so shocked. She began to scream on him. " What are you suggesting?" " Nothing I am  just saying we need to do check up again & again. You can see worst results of it." He began to watch her carefully. She was no longer angry. She was depressed. She was going under his thumb. He needed to do that. He knew that he needed to control them all if he wanted happiness in his life. He started to do it. His Mom immediately went to family Doctor discussed about medical check up who appreciated idea. Then they decided to go there. He planned all. He managed to collect all information regarding it before then he started acting as if he was some hero who knew everything. Actually he knew where his family Doctor would send them. He planned all. He began to arrange everything. He acted with such attitude that his sisters got scared. He screamed on them. He began to convince them that like their father they might die too. They all started obeying. Dad's death created impact on their mind. They were so scared. He began to use their fear on every point. He started to enjoy it on every point. He began to sense happiness when they started to shiver on each word. They started to feel fear inside. He began to use it to dominate them. Tushar was so happy. His Dad's death was proving beneficial to him. Tushar was becoming strong due to it. Today when he went out, Priti came running to him. "Tushar can I join those Gitar classes?" Tushar kept thinking for long time. He didn't know much about them. But he was not planning to tell her truth. She was elder. She supposed to be married off by now. But they didn't find a suitable husband. He loved to taunt her about it. So he said " I don't think Gitar classes can impress boys? You must go to cooking class or try to find job! Truthfully everyone love money. That love between girlfriend & boyfriend can't feed.. can't give AC or car.. people want money from wife." Her face became sad. She said it herself. " You are right this is just waste of money. You are so wise." He smiled & said " I did this all just for you." Priti nodded. He was so happy. Priti was following his every advice blindly. She began to think that he knew all. He smiled. He could tell them anything & they would believe him. Now he needed to find boys who were beneficial to him when he needed to married them off. He began to do that research he needed to two boys who would give benefits to him. Today he was going to go for this job then afterwards he would meet one boy. He seemed nice to him. That boy was offering a free membership to gym. Now that was perfect boy. He had so much influence. They said that he drank little bit too much on few occasions. But it was common. He didn't want to waste money on gym & but he wanted to remain slim. He was so happy to get that chance. He wanted her sister to marry him. He was going to introduce him to both sister. Today he was in hurry for his job still he stopped & slowly turned to his sister Priti " Actually I have one friend. Remember that one who sent those foreign chocolates!" Priti immediately started to get pink with excitement. It was so much fun. He knew that she loved those chocolates. Truthfully she needed to understand that she must stop eating them. Her teeth had cavities & her skin was getting effected. But at this moment he just wanted her to see how important that boy was for her. He began tell her " He bought those chocolates specifically for us.." now Priti asked most important question which he didn't sense as next question. Priti " For whom? Me or Charu?" Tushar sensed that there was entry of jealousy between both sisters. He was so happy. He could use it for his benefits. He smiled & said " How could I ask him? Let him come. I will introduce both then he will select." Priti nodded happily. He smiled then he once again got tense about this job. He got it due to his Dad's connection. That man had sympathy for his family. It was so upsetting. He wanted not sympathy but respect from others. Any way he wanted this job at any cost then he would manage to get control there too. He went ahead with interview with full confidence. But he soon sensed that they didn't like him. He seemed little bit too arrogant. It seemed as if they didn't like him. He was so upset. He knew that he was not going to get job. So he decided to meet Rocky that rich boy who was offering his gym membership & he was planning to marry his one sister to him. It was perfect arrangment in his eyes. He felt just one thing that he needed to find some way to settle it. He called Rocky. Rocky immediately invited him. He was so happy. Now he needed to just convince Rocky to meet his sisters. He needed Rocky on his side at any cost. He began to smile. He looked towards company office which rejected him. He angrily threw away their interview letter in dustbin & said "I will teach you a lesson. You rejected me. You will regret it." 

     Rocky was drinking again. He was excited that Tushar was coming. It was nice to meet Tushar. He always offered him some news of entertainment. Today he sensed that Tushar had some plan. Rocky didn't mind entertaining Tushar for few hours. When doorbell rang servant ran to open it. Rocky kept watching. Tushar came in. Tushar noticed that Rocky was drinking in morning. It was too early to start drinking but he didn't mind. He just wanted to convince Rocky to meet his sisters. Tushar sat next to Rocky. Then he felt that he must not sat so near. Rocky clearly didn't like it so he sat on sofa which was located on opposite side. Rocky " What happened?" He gave sweet smile. Then he said " I have two sisters." Rocky smiled. Clearly Rocky was enjoying this game. Rocky must be meeting plenty of girls. He was dating with plenty of girls. They all wanted to marry. Tushar sensed that Rocky might be playing with girl's heart. But he was not concerned. He just wanted to give it a try. Rocky " Show me pictures." He showed. Rocky smiled. He began to criticize his sisters. Rocky " I don't like Priti's overweight. She needed to reduce it." He nodded. " Then her skin is not good too.." then Rocky took Charu's photo. " Her complexion is not as white as Priti & she is too thin. In fact her height is so small." Rocky gave him angry look. " I don't like them." Tushar felt so irritated. He wished that he could change them. Tushar smiled "Come on just give them one chance." Rocky kept thinking for some time then he nodded. It was so upsetting. Tushar wanted him to say yes. Rocky took deep breath. Then Rocky nodded. " Fine I will come in next week." Tushar was so happy. Tushar returned home with smile. Mom thought that he got job. But Tushar smiled & said " No but I managed to do better thing." Mom looked shocked. Mom " What?" " I have one friend called Rocky. He is rich & smart. He is coming in evening. He will select on out of Priti & Charu." Mom was shocked. Mom " But you should have selected one. You can't just show them both.." " It's okay Mom." He turned. Priti was so happy. Charu was clearly not interested. Charu " Mom I don't like this system. I want to decide my husband by my choice." Tushar screamed " Shut up, do you have enough sense to decide? Remember that friend of yours did love marriage then came back home with two children after divorce. Love marriage never turn out to be successful." Charu began to get confused. He told Mom about financial status of Rocky. His Mom managed to fall in trap. So they all got ready. Rocky was most important. Then finally that day came. Rocky came. Rocky began to talk with all. Soon he managed to impress them all. Charu didn't got dressed like Priti. Priti kept trying hard to impress him. But Charu sat in corner quietly. Rocky was clearly impressed by Priti. Priti was so nice. Rocky decided one date with her. After that Rocky started going out with Priti. Tushar got gym pass. Rocky was planning to marry Priti but soon Tushar sensed that he was having affairs too. Tushar knew that Mom would never permit such marriage but he didn't told it to Mom. Priti was so impress by money that she didn't pay attention. But one day Charu knew it. Charu went to Mom & told all. Mom " Let's talk with Tushar first." Tushar felt so scared. Tushar knew that if Priti got married then he would get nice job in Rocky's company too. Tushar smiled & said " It might be some colleague." Then Charu told everything. Tushar looked sad. Tushar called Priti. Then let Charu told everything. Priti started crying. Then they decided to break marriage. Tushar went to Rocky told him all in advance. Rocky was fully prepared. Rocky gave excuses.. apologizes. Priti kept showing anger for few days. But she didn't want to break that marriage. She was getting so much respect due to rich husband & she knew that Tushar would never let her live peacefully in that house. She could see Tushar's attitude. Tushar was saying again & again that Priti dated Rocky..people were talking about it. So one day she called Rocky. They fixed marriage & Priti got married. Charu was so scared. She didn't say anything. Charu just kept to herself. Tushar was not interested in her. Tushar managed to use Rocky as ladder. Tushar got new flat & enjoying his life. Tushar was so happy. Tushar shifted so Charu was living her own life. On that point Tushar started to see dream Priti was standing in her balcony. He was so sure that she was standing there. He went there & started chatting with her. Priti screamed " You destroyed my life. Now I will kill myself." He shivered & started screaming. Priti jumped. He ran downstairs. He totally forgot to take lift. He reached down. He saw no one was there. He didn't understand what was wrong. He called Priti. Priti sounded perfectly normal. Then he decided to visit her. Priti was now rich. She was living in style. Rocky was having affairs. But Priti was more interested in his money than his honesty. Priti kept saying positive things about her life. He didn't see any depression in her. He went back home. He was relaxed. He felt that everything would vanish now. But on that night once again he saw Priti. She was screaming & crying. He didn't understand what he supposed to do. He began to feel that this house might had ghost. He decided to stay in his original house for one day. He didn't see anything in that house. He felt so relaxed. Then he started searching priests or people who could throw out ghost. He did all. But whenever he went to stay in that house. He started to see that ghost. Priti was perfect. She was happy. But Tushar started to feel so upset. He began to suggest her divorce. Priti was so angry. One day she decided to talk with entire family about Tushar. She called all in her house. Rocky was gone on tour. Tushar agreed to meet since once again he got pictures of Rocky with another girl on that tour. He wanted to show them to all. Charu was not interested but she was forced to attend that meeting.

     Tushar came in Priti's house. Charu joined them with Mom. That house was like house of some queen. It was perfect for Priti. Then servant took them inside. Servant served them snacks & drinks. Slowly servant went inside. Then Priti started talking but Tushar stopped her. Tushar showed them proofs that Rocky had affair. Priti screamed " Stop it. That is my personal issue. I am happy in my married life." Charu " All know that Rocky had affair before marriage. It is his nature & Priti decided to adjust with it. So why you want to keep pointing Tushar?" " Because it is wrong." Priti was so shocked. " It was okay to you before marriage. Now I am married living happily & you are objecting my marriage. It is meaningless. He is calling me daily. He is irritating me." Charu was shocked. Mom screamed " Tushar I never thought this way about you. Remember once you don't got job but you were happy to get husband for your sister! Now you are hurting her marriage." He was so shocked. He was acting right. Then he slowly began to tell them all truth. Priti started laughing. " I am happy. I feel you are getting over protective." Tushar nodded. Charu said slowly " You should go to Psychiatrist." Tushar screamed on her. " You are stupid. You need one. You are mad." Then he started abusing her. He went out immediately. That night he decided to ignore Priti. But he couldn't. She kept screaming on him. He knew that it was fake Priti. It was imagination. But it kept coming back to him. Finally he took Charu's advice. He went to psychiatrist. Psychiatrist listened to him. Psychiatrist " This is not about your sister. This is about yourself. You used your sister & this is your guilt which is upsetting you." Tushar was so shocked. " You don't want to act like that. But you changed yourself since you were insecure after your father's death. You can be fine. Do you sense why you see ghost just in your flat?" Tushar "Since it is haunted." Psychiatrist laughed. " No because Rocky gave it to you since you manage to confuse your sister but it is not true. Priti was confused you. But Charu told her all. So Priti decided all willingly. You are not guilty." He nodded. He cried on that point. Then he started treatment. He shifted back home. He managed to get one small job on low salary stayed with Mom. He never saw Priti in his hallucinations again. He just saw her when she kept taunting him for acting so stupid. For Priti money was everything but he didn't want it now. He started living happily his life. He never thought that he could be happy like that. He was once again that Tushar who he was before father's death. He was happy & not so rich.

                                                                 The End

Friday, July 30, 2021

Poem. 6092. Dream to appeal that

                                                     Dream to appeal that 

Dream to appeal that give new knowledge to understanding of life which start new spirit to move to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that create new path to learning of life which form new knowledge to chapter to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that form new light to thinking of life which give new strength to concept to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that start new move to meaning of life which create new step to thought to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that show new world to understanding of life which show new route to smile to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that give new direction to meaning of life which form new strength to world to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that form new chapter to thinking of life which start new knowledge to soul to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that create new concept to learning of life which give new light to touch to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that show new strength to understanding of life which create new path to way to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that start new thought to meaning of life which give new direction to shine to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that form new direction to learning of life which show new soul to touch to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that give new route to understanding of life which start new world to way to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that create new move to thinking of life which give new knowledge to soul to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that show new smile to meaning of life which create new touch to shine to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that form new thought to learning of life which give new route to chapter to feeling of mind 

Dream to appeal that start new direction to thinking of life which show new light to strength to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that create new touch to understanding of life which form new path to thought to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that form new knowledge to meaning of life which start new world to concept to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that show new strength to learning of life which create new step to chapter to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that give new shine to thinking of life which show new smile to knowledge to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that start new world to understanding of life which form new light to thought to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that form new chapter to learning of life which create new move to concept to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that show new direction to meaning of life which give new route to strength to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that create new thought to understanding of life which form new light to touch to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that give new concept to thinking of life which show new direction to move to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that start new route to meaning of life which create new appeal to shine to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that form new path to learning of life which show new strength to soul to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that show new soul to understanding of life which start new way to step to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that create new world to thinking of life which form new hope to concept to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that give new chapter to meaning of life which create new spirit to light to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that form new smile to learning of life which start new direction to move to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that start new route to understanding of life which create new way to step to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that show new touch to thinking of life which form new strength to path to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that create new path to meaning of life which give new light to concept to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that start new knowledge to learning of life which show new path to smile to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that form new direction to understanding of life which create new step to soul to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that show new world to meaning of life which form new strength to route to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that create new step to thinking of life which start new direction to world to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that start new touch to understanding of life which form new light to path to feeling of mind

Dream to appeal that show new shine to learning of life which create new thought to soul to feeling of mind.

Thursday, July 29, 2021

Poem. 6091. When tide will show new

                                                  When tide will show new  

When tide will show new chapter to strength that form new appeal to soul which create new way to knowledge in mind

When tide will show new concept to route that create new touch to knowledge which start new path to concept in mind

When tide will show new direction to way that start new spirit to strength which form new appeal to chapter in mind

When tide will show new touch to soul that give new direction to hope which create new smile to strength in mind

When tide will show new appeal to move that create new path to touch which start new soul to touch in mind

When tide will show new route to smile that form new strength to light which give new direction to chapter in mind

When tide will show new thought to path that start new shine to appeal which form new shine to soul in mind

When tide will show new knowledge to way that give new path to concept which start new route to world in mind

When tide will show new touch to direction that create new step to chapter which give new move to thought in mind

When tide will show new spirit to appeal that form new light to strength which start new touch to appeal in mind

When tide will show new soul to move that give new route to concept which form new light to direction in mind

When tide will show new step to dream that start new path to thought which give new route to knowledge in mind

When tide will show new concept to hope that create new move which form new appeal to thought in mind

When tide will show new light to smile that form new direction which start new knowledge to chapter in mind

When tide will show new soul to appeal that give new knowledge which create new touch to strength in mind

When tide will show new start to chapter that start new strength which start new direction to appeal in mind

When tide will show new knowledge to way that create new path which form new light to spirit to strength in mind

When tide will show new world to concept that form new light which create new smile of touch to direction in mind

When tide will show new strength to touch that give new move which form new path of chapter to thought in mind

When tide will show new route to direction that start new soul which give new appeal of spirit to shine in mind

When tide will show new move to chapter that create new step which start new route of move to knowledge in mind

When tide will show new path to thought that form new shine which create new way of thought to spirit in mind

When tide will show new appeal to soul that give new strength which form new step of concept to move in mind

When tide will show new touch to step that start new direction which create new hope of touch to dream in mind

When tide will show new thought to path that create new chapter which give new step of shine to way in mind

When tide will show new world to move that form new concept which start new route of chapter to soul in mind

When tide will show new concept to dream that give new knowledge which form new light of move to step in mind

When tide will show new direction to path that create new appeal which create new path of touch to chapter in mind

When tide will show new strength to light that start new direction which start new thought of soul to concept in mind

When tide will show new spirit to move that form new thought which give new direction of step to start in mind

When tide will show new shine to route that give new touch which form new knowledge of path to chapter in mind

When tide will show new soul to concept that start new path which create new appeal of move to direction in mind

When tide will show new step to move that form new appeal which give new direction of step to strength in mind

When tide will show new way to spirit that create new strength which start new light of route to thought in mind

When tide will show new path to soul that give new knowledge which form new touch of way to concept in mind

When tide will show new move to step that start new direction which create new move of start to appeal in mind

When tide will show new light to way that form new thought which give new concept of step to direction in mind

When tide will show new touch to start that create new soul which form new strength of light to chapter in mind

When tide will show new way to touch that give new strength which start new route of touch to smile in mind

When tide will show new move to thought that form new appeal which give new light of soul to spirit in mind.


Wednesday, July 28, 2021

Poem. 6090. When I chase my dream

                                                   When I chase my dream

When I chase my dream all become dream of mind it start to show new world which form new way to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all start shine of mind it form to create new concept which show new light to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all form path of mind it show to give new knowledge which start new route to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all create way of mind it give to start new direction which form new world to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all show route of mind it create to give new shine which create new path to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all form move of mind it start to form new appeal which give new direction to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all give path of mind it show to create new touch which form new world to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all start step of mind it form to give new knowledge which start new route to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all form start of mind it create to form new light which give new chapter to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all create hope of mind it start to give new direction which form new light to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all show appeal of mind it form to create new touch which start new move to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all give chapter of mind it show to start new route which create new step to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all form direction of mind it create to give new move which form new light to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all start knowledge of mind it form to show new path which give new touch to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all create touch of mind it start to give new knowledge which show new way to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all show appeal of mind it show to start new direction which form new hope to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all form concept of mind it create to give new appeal which start new route to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all give strength of mind it form to show new chapter which give new light to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all start chapter of mind it give to create new path which show new touch to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all create direction of mind it start to form new soul which start new path to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all form appeal of mind it create to give new touch which form new light to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all show touch of mind it form to create new move which create new step to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all give knowledge of mind it show to start new path which show new light to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all start direction of mind it create to give new chapter which form new appeal to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all show strength of mind it form to start new concept which give new knowledge to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all create touch of mind it give to show new route which start new direction to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all form path of mind it start to create new appeal which form new light to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all give soul of mind it form to give new strength which show new path to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all show step of mind it create to show new step which give new move to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all start route of mind it start to form new direction which form new smile to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all create path of mind it show to give new appeal which give new touch to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all form step of mind it create to start new touch which form new light to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all show move of mind it give to form new strength which start new path to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all start way of mind it form to create new thought which give new shine to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all give world of mind it start to show new route which show new step to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all create shine of mind it give to start new touch which form new way to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all form direction of mind it form to give new chapter which start new route to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all show strength of mind it create to show new concept which give new knowledge to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all start appeal of mind it give to form new direction which show new light to thought of mind

When I chase my dream all create touch of mind it start to show new strength which form new path to thought of mind.


Tuesday, July 27, 2021

Poem. 6089. Word of strength which

                                                  Word of strength which

Word of strength which give new direction to path that start new route to light of thinking of move that form shine

Word of strength which start new route to soul that form new dream to thought of learning of way that create shine

Word of strength which show new touch to step that create new world to soul of meaning of step that show shine

Word of strength which create new path to move that give new chapter to step of feeling of route that start shine

Word of strength which form new appeal to spirit that show new knowledge to way of learning of soul that form shine

Word of strength which give new thought to way that start new direction to spirit of thinking of step that show shine

Word of strength which start new chapter to step that form new light to move of meaning of soul that give shine

Word of strength which create new touch to soul that show new dream to thought of learning of path that start shine

Word of strength which form new appeal to world that start new path to concept of understanding of step that show shine

Word of strength which show new step to concept that give new start to touch of feeling of route that give shine

Word of strength which start new route to direction that form new light to thought of meaning of soul that show shine

Word of strength which create new path to appeal that show new path to concept of thinking of step that start shine

Word of strength which form new move to thought that start new route to knowledge of learning of soul that create shine

Word of strength which give new way to chapter that form new light to direction of feeling of step that form shine

Word of strength which create new soul to concept that give new knowledge to touch of meaning of way that give shine

Word of strength which show new step to direction that start new appeal to spirit of learning of soul that start shine

Word of strength which form new light to knowledge that create new path to move of thinking of step that create shine

Word of strength which start new route to concept that form new world to path of meaning of soul that form shine

Word of strength which give new knowledge to path that give new chapter to step of feeling of start that give shine

Word of strength which show new appeal to touch that start new direction to way of learning of soul that create shine

Word of strength which form new concept to path that create new world to soul of thinking of move that show shine 

Word of strength which create new direction to move that form new light to thought of meaning of way that give shine

Word of strength which give new knowledge to step that show new route to chapter of feeling of soul that create shine

Word of strength which start new thought to start that create new path to concept of learning of step that start shine

Word of strength which show new appeal to soul that give new direction to dream of thinking of start that show shine

Word of strength which create new path to chapter that form new light to world of meaning of path that form shine

Word of strength which give new touch to direction that create new move to touch of learning of move that start shine

Word of strength which form new smile to knowledge that give new strength to move of feeling of path that create shine

Word of strength which start new move to concept that show new route to dream of thinking of step that show shine

Word of strength which give new touch to chapter that form new light to thought of meaning of touch that start shine

Word of strength which form new appeal to smile that start new move to concept of learning of path that form shine

Word of strength which create new way to direction that give new chapter to touch of feeling of soul that create shine

Word of strength which show new step to strength that form new appeal to move of thinking of step that show shine

Word of strength which start new route to concept that create new touch to path of meaning of form that give shine

Word of strength which give new direction to smile that show new knowledge to step of learning of way that start shine

Word of strength which form new thought to step that form new light to thought of understanding of move that form shine

Word of strength which create new appeal to path that start new route to touch of thinking of appeal that give shine

Word of strength which give new knowledge to soul that create new way to spirit of meaning of touch that create shine

Word of strength which start new touch to spirit that form new direction to move of learning of chapter that show shine

Word of strength which form new light to appeal that give new route to chapter of feeling of concept that start shine.

Monday, July 26, 2021

Poem. 6088. When that sunshine give new

                                                When that sunshine give new

When that sunshine give new day which show new thought of smile that spirit which open new world to way of life

When that sunshine give new path which start new direction of soul that move which start new feeling to way of life

When that sunshine give new step which create new strength of light that soul which form new hope to way of life

When that sunshine give new route which form new appeal of step that route which show new step to way of life

When that sunshine give new touch which show new chapter of smile that path which create new  move to way of life

When that sunshine give new spirit which create new direction of route that touch which give new light to way of life

When that sunshine give new soul which start new soul of concept that chapter which show new knowledge to way of life

When that sunshine give new step which form new appeal of touch that path which start new route to way of life

When that sunshine give new move which show new light of soul that world which form new appeal to way of life

When that sunshine give new path which create new step of light that spirit which show new light to way of life

When that sunshine give new start which form new thought of move that light which start new route to way of life

When that sunshine give new step which start new direction of step that move which create new path to way of life

When that sunshine give new route which create new appeal of path that soul which form new thought to way of life

When that sunshine give new chapter which form new light of touch that shine which show new spirit to way of life

When that sunshine give new concept which show new path of hope that start which create new world to way of life

When that sunshine give new touch which start new direction of move that route which form new appeal to way of life

When that sunshine give new thought which create new appeal of step that world which start new route to way of life

When that sunshine give new soul which form new knowledge of path that spirit which give new direction to way of life

When that sunshine give new path which show new direction of route that move which create new step to way of life

When that sunshine give new light which create new strength of move that step which form new appeal to way of life

When that sunshine give new route which form new chapter of soul that spirit which show new light to way of life

When that sunshine give new step which start new appeal of shine that move which create new touch to way of life

When that sunshine give new move which show new thought of step that world which start new route to way of life

When that sunshine give new chapter which create new start of soul that concept which form new light to way of life

When that sunshine give new appeal which form new concept of start that route which show new direction to way of life

When that sunshine give new dream which start new direction of path that world which create new step to way of life

When that sunshine give new hope which show new knowledge of step that move which form new light to way of life

When that sunshine give new concept which create new appeal of soul that world which show new route to way of life

When that sunshine give new strength which form new spirit of touch that chapter which start new path to way of life

When that sunshine give new touch which start new thought of path that concept which form new light to way of life

When that sunshine give new chapter which show new hope of move that direction which start new route to way of life

When that sunshine give new spirit which form new light of soul that strength which form new appeal to way of life

When that sunshine give new move which create new path of step that dream which show new chapter to way of life

When that sunshine give new step which start new world of concept that touch which form new touch to way of life

When that sunshine give new move which show new chapter of thought that path which start new light to way of life

When that sunshine give new path which create new strength of world that move which show new route to way of life

When that sunshine give new light which start new direction of soul that step which create new touch to way of life

When that sunshine give new world which form new appeal of step that route which show new light to way of life

When that sunshine give new concept which create new start of move that soul which form new appeal to way of life

When that sunshine give new strength which show new shine of spirit that touch which create new step to way of life.


Sunday, July 25, 2021

Poem. 6087. Spirit give hope to

                                                    Spirit give hope to 

Spirit give hope to direction of life which start on each step with thought of mind that create new world on every point

Spirit give hope to strength of life which form on each way with chapter of mind that show new knowledge on every point

Spirit give hope to appeal of life which create on each path with concept of mind that start new direction on every point

Spirit give hope to chapter of life which show on each start with strength of mind that form new appeal on every point

Spirit give hope to path of life which start on each direction with shine of mind that create new strength on every point

Spirit give hope to move of life which create on each light with appeal of mind that show new knowledge on every point

Spirit give hope to soul of life which form on each step with knowledge of mind that start new route on every point

Spirit give hope to step of life which start on each appeal with shine of mind that create new path on every point

Spirit give hope to touch of life which show on each start with appeal of mind that form new step on every point

Spirit give hope to appeal of life which create on each way with start of mind that start new thought on every point

Spirit give hope to thought of life which form on each move with path of mind that show new route on every point

Spirit give hope to chapter of life which start on each touch with soul of mind that create new path on every point

Spirit give hope to dream of life which show on each concept with step of mind that form new light on every point

Spirit give hope to route of life which form on each strength with start of mind that show new knowledge on every point

Spirit give hope to shine of life which create on each direction with move of mind that start new route on every point

Spirit give hope to appeal of life which start on each dream with step of mind that create new move on every point

Spirit give hope to concept of life which form on each touch with soul of mind that show new light on every point

Spirit give hope to chapter of life which create on each thought with shine of mind that form new path on every point

Spirit give hope to strength of life which start on each move with direction of mind that show new route on every point

Spirit give hope to touch of life which form on each chapter with route of mind that create new appeal on every point

Spirit give hope to way of life which show on each knowledge with way of mind that form new light on every point

Spirit give hope to soul of life which create on each direction with step of mind that start new concept on every point

Spirit give hope to hope of life which start on each strength with move of mind that show new knowledge on every point

Spirit give hope to path of life which form on each appeal with shine of mind that create new touch on every point

Spirit give hope to move of life which show on each touch with soul of mind that form new strength on every point

Spirit give hope to way of life which create on each path with start of mind that start new route on every point

Spirit give hope to world of life which start on each step with path of mind that create new soul on every point

Spirit give hope to chapter of life which show on each move with route of mind that form new appeal of every point

Spirit give hope to concept of life which form on each start with world of mind that show new knowledge of every point

Spirit give hope to direction of life which create on each soul with chapter of mind that start new concept of every point

Spirit give hope to strength of life which show on each step with appeal of mind that form new touch of every point

Spirit give hope to route of life which start on each direction with route of mind that create new path of every point

Spirit give hope to shine of life which form on each appeal with light of mind that show new light of every point

Spirit give hope to strength of life which create on each step with way of mind that form new move of every point

Spirit give hope to appeal of life which show on each direction with dream of mind that start new route of every point

Spirit give hope to concept of life which start on each strength with path of mind that create new smile of every point

Spirit give hope to soul of life which create on each thought with step of mind that show new knowledge of every point

Spirit give hope to step of life which form on each knowledge with move of mind that give new direction of every point

Spirit give hope to start of life which show on each direction with appeal of mind that start new world of every point

Spirit give hope to dream of life which start on each soul with concept of mind that form new appeal of every point.


Saturday, July 24, 2021

Adventure story. 511. Forced marriage

                                                       Forced marriage

Rita was counting numbers. It was very important impact. She needed to understand importance of her skill. She always felt that it was nothing. She kept doing it every day. In fact in her family she used like calculator by other people. She didn't mind. She never thought that she was doing something special. She kept doing it. She always felt that she was just stupid girl. She looked at herself in mirror. She was not beautiful. It was not as if she didn't like her look. She loved it but other people taunted her about everything. She was not considered some beauty. Other people always made it clear to her. She knew that she was not that beautiful. She still felt plenty of hopes for her future. She managed to get nice husband. She felt that if she didn't demand too much money or she became ready to go anywhere in world it would happen. She was so upset when she decided to marry Raja & he agreed to get married but then he started criticizing her. Her hope that her husband would love her was shattered. She sensed that this man would marry her but he kept criticising her on every day of her life. Her guess proved true. She felt so sad. She couldn't understand how could she control her emotions. It was so stressful. She had to adjust. She began to cook in kitchen when suddenly her father-in-law came with one calculation. She immediately started doing it then she told number. Her father-in-law nodded. She didn't got any admiration since she was useless according to them. She was not earning enough money. She deserved nothing. She didn't understand why did she needed to be treated this way. She tried so hard to earn but her life never gave her much chance. People around her were not helpful too. It was so stressful for her. She didn't got any opportunity. It was as if atmosphere was always against her. She tried so hard. Her father-in-law went back in hall. Then Raja entered in kitchen. Today he was not planning to go to office. He was going to stay in home for entire day. It was worst for her. He kept demanding non stop. She didn't understand what she supposed to do first. On that second he came & ordered " When you will make tea & snacks for me?" She smiled & said " I am making.." " Hurry up. You are so slow. You can't earn & you can't cook." She didn't understand what was wrong with her cooking? Every one admired her cooking. They wanted  her to cook different dishes. She kept trying. She tried so hard to make it successful but nothing was working. She kept cooking every day. She needed to do all properly. She considered all but still she couldn't make anyone happy. She began to feel so sad. She knew that she was going to cry. She was so nervous. If anyone noticed her, she started crying then they would taunt her more. She began to feel so nervous. She tried to console herself that no one was coming to harm her. She began to do cooking. She kept watching clock. She wanted to finish all in time. She smiled & she was taught by every one that she needed to smile & do all otherwise she would never be happy in her married life. She was so confused. She was not truly happy in her life. She kept smiling & pretending. Now she began to doubt that concept. She sensed that those who smiled in this situation would keep showing others that they were happy but it didn't show that they were happy. She began to sense that her smile made it easy for her husband to pretend that she was so happy. He began to do bossing & still he could pretend to public that he was giving her happiness. She still kept pretending before her Mom. She knew even if she decided to tell truth it was impossible to hope tha her Mom would sympathize her. Her Mom never liked her. Her Mom was so fond of her brother. She never understood why. She was smarter than him. She did many things for their house than her brother. She cooked & cleaned. Her brother got good job but he never gave any money to parents. He just kept it in his account & used it for his family. But her Mom didn't mind it. Her Mom kept saying that was his family. She didn't understand why did they needed to admire him? Her Mom kept saying just one thing that she wanted son. It was so upsetting for her. She didn't wanted to be burden but she was always treated like one. She began to feel so restless. She didn't understand what she wanted to do in her life. She just hoped for husband who would want her. She felt that she was born as per destiny but person would marry her by choice so that one wouldn't complaint. But it was not happening. She loudly called Raja. Raja came in. He sat like some King. She supposed to serve him like slave. It was so horrible. She needed to concentrate on his moods. She did all. Then she went back in kitchen. She suddenly located one ad in newspaper. It was ad of dance class. She knew that she was not permitted. Then she saw ad of drawing class. She knew that she was not even permitted to go here. She was not supposed to go out. But today she wanted to do it. She called drawing class. She managed to get information. She calculated money that she had. It was nothing. She didn't have any money for admission in drawing class. She began to draw peacefully in her mind. Then she got an idea. She went in garden & started drawing. Soon she began to feel that it was canvas. She started drawing a beautiful picture in dust. She was so happy. She knew that it was not permanent. It would vanish but she didn't need it. She began to draw. She totally forgot that she was cooking until her mother-in-law didn't come in garden & started screaming on her. " Mad woman! Are you planning to burn our kitchen to ashes?" She didn't understand. " Why did you went out without closing gas? It could have burn entire house! You are such strange woman!" Then her mother-in-law saw her drawing on ground. " What are you doing?" Then her mother-in-law looked more angry & she shivered with fear. " Let me guess. This is witchcraft. You know black magic." Rita was so confused. She wanted to deny it. But she knew that it was useless. Her mother-in-law started calling Raja already.

    Raja was eating his food. He really liked it's taste. First time his wife managed to do something good. Since marriage he hated her, he wanted another girl but she rejected him. He was not enough educated or rich. His family had bad reputation. They always managed to get involved in every argument. They were not considered nice people. In society they considered arrogant & abusive so he needed to adjust with what he got. He didn't like her that much but still she was useful. He now needed kids then all would be perfect. He wanted everything as per his plan. He was eating tasty food. He had wife who would jump on his voice. He knew that was what he needed. Then he suddenly sensed that he needed a pair of socks. He was too tired to go in market. On that point he heard screams of his mother. He ran in garden. He noticed that Rita was sitting in dust doing something in it. She was doing some pictures. Kids normally did painting like that in dirt on ground. He didn't understand what was going on. Raja's Mom pointed towards Rita & screamed " Look at her. She is doing black magic!" Now he didn't believe it. But he sensed that it was opportunity to increase his fear in her mind. She didn't cook instead of that she came out to do painting in dirt. She was sitting in garden. She was totally dirty. It was clear that she needed to disciplined. He gave her angry look. He never actually hit her. Since he knew that it would give marks & she could complaint but his words were nothing less than punch. He smiled & said "Wow now to avoid cooking you started doing this? You want to prove you are mad & take rest in room?" Rita was so confused. She just came out in impulse. Rita stood up. She started to find excuse. She immediately did. She smiled & said " I was just searching for my gold earring!" She managed to show off that she was wearing her earring back. Raja began to laugh. Raja was in good mood that day. He didn't want to declare her sick. Now she was showing that she was healthy it was okay for him. He turned against his Mom & said " Mom it is just earring." His Mom wanted to argue but she didn't say anything. She wanted Rita to cook too. Rita went inside. She began to feel so restless. She wanted to feel normal. But she was not feeling that way. She was getting agitated. She began to cook. But even while cooking she started drawing pictures on water. She began to do pictures in floor. She didn't sense how could she lose her time in those drawings. Finally Raja started asking about lunch. She came in her senses. She began to cook but it was too late. She was so stressed. She needed to start to concentrate but it was already 12 o'clock. She was not going to hide her absent mindedness now. She started breathing loudly. She didn't want to make noise but it was too late. Her mother-in-law came inside running. Her mother-in-law started screaming when she saw painting which did on floor. She also managed to paint refrigerator with ketchup. It was shocking her too. She never acted like this on her impluse. She always behaved like good girl. She was always obedient child. She began to sense that something was taking hold of her thinking. She didn't understand what. Her mother-in-law started to scream. " She had some ghost inside her. She had it from beginning. That day I saw her touching burning gas. She didn't burn." Rita was so confused. She didn't remember anything like that but she believed her mother-in-law. She was taught to always respect her. She kept nodding. It was so frustrating. She wanted to respect her but she screamed " I want to draw more. I want to keep drawing." She began to search for pen. Then she started drawing everywhere. She watched herself doing drawing on her own face. It was little bit painful. Sometimes that pen was hurting her cheek. She could see blood was coming out but no one could stop her. She needed to do it. She required to do it. Her mother-in-law started calling her husband Raja. Raja came inside. He was frustrated when he came inside but he saw her face & immediately it vanished. He looked so shocked. Then he tried to stop her hand. But he couldn't. She pushed him far away in few seconds. He began to scream in pain. She didn't understand how could she suddenly managed to get so much strength. He screamed " She had ghost inside. Let's run." Raja & his Mom ran outside. No one came to stop her again. She managed to draw designs on her entire body then she kept drawing in kitchen. She didn't stop. Then finally she stopped. She began to cry. She tried to get rid of that ink but it was not working. She managed to hurt her face more. She kept crying. After sometime finally Raja came in kitchen. He looked towards her face & started screaming "Look at her. She is looking so ugly. I can't tolerate this woman in my room.."  mother-in-law came running. Her mother-in-law " Just throw her out of house. Otherwise people would start to say we did this to her." Raja nodded. He started dragging her out of house. She began to cry. Finally he pushed her out & closed door. She kept banging on it for sometime. But soon she sensed that it was useless. She began to feel as if she was in some movie. She was some tragedy queen. She didn't understand what was happening. She painted her face. Due to it her husband deserted her. She was thrown out of house. She didn't understand why she did it. Raja never even asked her that question. He just threw her out of house. She decided to return to her parents house. She didn't have money so she started walking. Soon she sensed that it was impossible. She requested a lady for mobile. After seeing her injured face that lady immediately gave. She felt that she had accident. Luckily her brother took call. She told him everything. She knew one thing that her father-in-law was not in home. Her father-in-law was only source of re-entr in that house. Her brother agreed to come there to pick her up. She took breath of relief & thanked that lady. Then she stood on corner of road waiting for her brother with injured face. Every one was watching her. They all felt sad. Some even offered help but she denied it nicely. She told them all her brother was coming. But her brother didn't seem to be appearing. She started crying slowly. Her tears was increasing her pain but she couldn't stop it.

      Rita's brother Prabhat was very upset by her behaviour. He didn't want her responsibility now. She was married off to rich man & she was supposed to settle with him. He knew that Raja was not that much nice fellow. But they didn't have much option. Rita was not something unique & his Dad didn't spend any sum on her education or to improve her. Boys had been plenty of demands while she was just another plain girl. Her looks were not so bad but she didn't earn or her Dad was not ready to offer large sum to compensate it so she was useless in eyes of many boys & he didn't blame them. Prabhat was also planning to find a bride who earn large salary or her father needed to have some big business. He knew that it was all about money but everyone did it. He didn't consider it crime if he did it too. He knew that his family didn't want Rita from beginning. They wanted another son. He was bank balance. Now if Rita came back her father would have heart attack. He decided to give call to Rita's father-in-law. He knew that he managed to stuck that man in tricky situation. If his son tried to divorce Rita, his father would land in jail. Prabhat laughed. Prabhat was wise man. He was not planning to take back product which he already sold. Prabhat never sensed that he was considering his sister like some product. He didn't sense it was wrong. He just knew one thing that his sister must marry to someone from whom he would be benefited. He knew entire family think that way. He called Rita's father-in-law & he immediately agreed to take her home. Rita was standing in corner when she saw her father-in-law instead of Prabhat she shivered. Then she noticed that he was not alone. A Doctor was with him. She wanted to hide but she was so scared. Suddenly she began to draw on ground again. She tried to calm herself but she couldn't. Her father-in-law pointed towards her & said " She is acting like this. She is mad woman but I am stuck in financial obligations so I can't let my son take divorce. Look at her face. She did it all.." Doctor gave sweet smile to her. Doctor " Don't worry if you pay for treatment we can cure her." " But I don't want her back in my house." Doctor smiled & said " It is easy. You can arrange some job for her. After treatment she could do it & stay in some woman's hostel or as PG. You can arrange it if you spend money." Her father-in-law nodded. She was so scared. But she didn't have much option. She went with psychiatrist. She began to discuss. She told him everything. Psychiatrist " It was not about your beauty. It was about earning profit out of human too. It was worst habit. Some human feel that they could treat other human like some commodity. They don't give them much options like your family. From both side you were treated like some product. They don't care for you.." she started crying slowly. She added " I want to become painter. I loved drawing but my father didn't want me to do so. He didn't encourage. He decided everything & I suppose to obey. It was not moving in right way. I wanted to develop my career in my way." She began to remember those days when she used to paint for hours. Sometimes people admired & sometimes they criticised. But she used to feel alive by it. She still wanted to return to that painting. Psychiatrist " Do you want to paint?" She nodded. She smiled. But her face started to pain. She began to feel so scared. " I don't want to paint!" " Why?" " I start to paint everywhere." " It happened because you tried to paint on canvas. Give some freedom to your soul!" " No..no I must not paint. It is wrong habit." " Who told you that? Many people paint in fact many people earn out of it. Painting is good habit." She began to feel confused. She started arguing. " No.. I must not paint. My parents dislike it. I can't disobey them. My husband dislike it. I can't disobey him.." psychiatrist " You can." She stood up & started screaming that she couldn't. Then she suddenly started to draw on her hand again. But psychiatrist called nurse. She was immediately injected. She slowly started to faint. She shivered with fear when she woke up, she was not okay. She started crying but Psychiatrist came. He convinced her that it was not hard. Psychiatrist " This happened since your husband never loved you. He was forced in this marriage by your brother since it was regarding some business deal. Your brother didn't want to spend amount on your marriage so he took shortcut. He managed to select a man who could be blackmailed. Your father-in-law was under his thumb. You needed a husband who love you not one who was forced in marriage. This happened due to lack of love in your life. You need to start your life in new way & your father-in-law would help you financially if you are willing to left his son." Then Psychiatrist took pause & asked " Do you love Raja?" She didn't thought even for moment before saying " No." Psychiatrist stopped her. Psychiatrist " Take your time! We will do your treatment when you will be cured then you can answer me." She nodded. Then they began her treatment. She began to sense & understand her life in different way. 

       Finally one day Rita got cured. She called her father-in-law. Before Psychiatrist she started telling him that how much she needed divorce. Her father-in-law smiled. He said " My son is saying same thing to me yesterday." She smiled. " He is getting bitter day by day since he dislike me!" " No it is not about you. He is too greedy. He was ready to become pet for rich woman. His Mom made him that way by her upbringing. I personally didn't interfere. It is his life & his choice. I did some mistakes due to greed too that landed me in this position. Prabhat could manage to blackmail me. Now Raja is making same mistake but he needed to learn from mistakes only. He doesn't deserve you & you deserve better person. I never mentioned it since I don't want my son to overheard me." She nodded. She knew that he was talking like that since he wanted easy divorce. She knew that this was trick. But she wanted her independence too so she decided to play along. She showed him her demand. He looked tense then he tried to reduce them but she didn't agree. Finally he agreed & went away. She smiled happily & looked towards Psychiatrist. Then she said " In sound mind or in unsound mind I just wanted that man out of my life at any cost & thank God his father is paying cost of it not me." Then she started laughing & Psychiatrist joined her. On that point her new journey began. She started to see new hopes.

                                                                   The End

Poem. 6951. Word open new

                                 Word open new  Word open new chapter of mind that form new route to dream of life which create new hope to ...