Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Poem 510. Daughter of sunshine

                                                      Daughter of sunshine
One day I went on mountain full of cold and ice it has a blue colour that look nice for my
Mind and just loved it winds and their sound which cheer up my heart and eyes and then
I just start to dance in them with my mind and those sounds on every moment I just feel
One thing that as child I am not that perfect on any weather and that sound I just feel that
I can any thing because I so healthy in my life and those every moment look so perfect to
My future and I just want to happily bounce on every moment I just feel one thing that those
Thoughts and those sounds which touch me on every moment don't look that bad touch
And it's beauty seem so perfect on every view and then as we start moving ahead I just
Feel one thing that I love touch of those things and I just like their look from every angle
And so I just run out of my car to touch for first time that ice which look so perfect and
Show real meaning of cool on it's every angle and sound I just never understand how can
Those icy touch will help me when I see that ice which look so perfect on every point and
Every sound I just keep thinking on every moment that those things which look so perfect
Don't have in life that type touch of coolness which I have on that moment just manage to
Found so I just wanted to touch that ice so I ran out that car and touch it and pick it up
To get it's touch and then what is I have found is just those pains and numbness that I just
Don't want to touch ever again that ice which will touch me not as lovingly when I try to
Touch it I have found I just don't want to have to touch that ice so horrible it feel when
My dream manage to crash before me and before my eyes then I just hope one thing that
May be I can walk inside that ice may be after some time I will adjust and may be I just
Need walk on that ice but when I start walking on it I just feel that my legs are so numb
That I feel as if I have marbles inside I will never able to walk on it in life I feel that I can't
Move those legs and it will manage to hurt me inside life I know one thing for sure that
I can't able to walk on that ice I feel as if I have lost every thing just but that moment
When I saw I just can't play inside that ice when I will move ahead I just feel one thing
From inside that snow is not my playmate because I can't just touch that ice then I just
Feel maybe others will have same case inside their life after all they are like me and just
Like me maybe they can't hold that ice but when I move ahead I just found one thing
In life others are enjoying it and they are playing inside ice I just know that my whole trip
Is wasted and every thing is spoiled because when ever all plays with ice I just want to
Keep as much as possible away from that ice in life I just never understand that what's
Wrong with me that I can't  able to hold ice and how can I be so weak that ice can bring
That pain and fire to me instead of bringing relief in my life I just never understand that
How those lovely mountains became enemies of my life I am that one who use to love
Nature suddenly began to stay away from that nature due to fear of snow bite it is not
Even that cold in that season or in that time every one told me one thing that I must try
And then I will slowly adjust with that ice so I just spend days after days in hope that
One day I will adjust in ice and then I just feel one thing from my thought that I will not
Win on any moment and on any point of life I just feel that people are doing it so right
Inside their life and I am so wrong on every point because I have not just able to touch
That wonderful ice I just feel one thing from inside those ice which will so good to me
Don't have that perfect touch for my hands in life when I will go ahead I just feel one thought
From inside that this ice is not that good for my life I feel that I am totally wrong in some way
Since other can play with ice and so slowly I started crying in one corner one day in life
After all as days went ahead I just feel one thing from my mind I have to move ahead on
Every moment and on every time this cool touch which we will face will not that perfect
For my life but then I will move ahead I just feel one thought from inside that those things
Which look so perfect to other wrong things for me in life but then when I went ahead I just feel
One thought from inside that I have failed in life but when I told it to some one that person
Began to smile that person ask me can I able to hold sun rays in hands I just nodded quietly
And look at that one with full of tears eyes then that person told me that I have to understand
One thing inside life that nothing is wrong inside me I am just born in land of sun and I am
Daughter of sunshine whom snow will never like so snow will be never be friend of mine
How simple is that answer and just like it we must understand smile is our future and life.

Poem 509. Biggest question

                                                             Biggest question
Every one like to ask question but no one like to answer one at all because when I went ahead
Inside life on every one just like to scream on every point of life because when I ask my questions on
Top of lung no one like to hear inside life after all those things which are something nice in life
I feel that questions are something which is important inside life after all those questions which
Rise inside life but then I feel just one thing from my mind I have those questions important
Inside life but then I feel just one question from inside life after all those questions which are so
Precious in life but then I feel that those questions are something which are occupied it in life
After all questions are totally wrong on every angle of life I feel one thing that those questions
Which are so precious in life I feel that those questions are something so wrong on every way
Inside life I feel that those questions which are occupied inside life but then I feel that those
Question are important inside life those questions are full of heart inside life but then I feel
That my heart is full of questions which are important in life I feel that those questions are
Something so important inside life those questions which manage to look like important in
Some sections of life because those questions are some thing which want to ask every
Moment and on every time we just never know what answer or may be we just don't want
Answers in life we are not interested in truth it is just part of our future on every angle and
On every part of life I just never feel one thing from inside that those things which happen
To us in future are something totally wrong inside life because those questions are just
Asked with thought of some answers in life and then those questions look totally wrong in
Life but then I feel that we have selected inside life just some angle and some thoughts from
Our thinking and our mind I just feel one thing from inside that those questions which I ask
Are not truth of our future and our life because those truths are not taking ahead inside life
But just by question inside life then I feel that those truth will manage to harm us in life
But then I just feel one thing from mind they have just one thinking from my mind because
On every moment and on every point I just feel one thing from inside that those questions
Which enter inside life I feel that we have decided to think inside life but then I just feel
One thing from our mind that those questions which are important inside life I just feel
That those questions which are so important inside life because they are something which
Are so precious on every part of life when I went ahead inside life I feel that we have made
Set of answers which will help us inside life but on every moment and on every point I just
Feel one thing on every moment and on every time I feel one thing so important inside life
That those questions which are so precious in life I think that those questions which I have
Heard inside life are not going to come in my life for answer but just for satisfaction of that
Thinking and mind that some thing so confusing is that when they want same answer then
Why did they ask questions inside life I feel just one thing from my mind I feel that just
One question is not enough for life I feel those questions are totally wrong answer inside life
I feel just think that those questions inside life so then I feel just one thing from my mind
But then I feel just one thought from inside mind I feel just one question from my heart
And mind that why did they ask questions if they have decided answers inside life when
I will go ahead as per my wish inside life after all those questions which are so important
Inside life I have just one thought from inside life so then I just feel one thing from my mind
I feel that those questions are nothing but just answers inside life after all those questions
Which are so important inside life but then answers which are so precious inside life but
Then I feel just one thing inside life but then I feel just one thing from our mind that on
Every moment and every person inside life I have some question which are important in life
But then something important happen inside life I feel just one thing from inside life that
Those questions are so important inside life that all answers will turn into question when
They are asked this way in life instead of answering those questions which are so important
On every moment and on every point I just feel one thought from inside I feel one thing
From my thinking inside life those things are totally wrong inside life I just feel one thought
On every angle of life I feel just one thing from my every time I feel that on every moment
In life those answers are totally wrong inside life because I feel those questions are confusing
My thoughts on every time because they are not answer for me any more but then are just
Biggest questions for me on entire life on each and every point inside thinking on every time.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Poem 508. Easy sentence

                                                                Easy sentence
Some times when it seem that all sentences are plain and clean and on each sentence we have
Some clear meaning about it inside our world when we went ahead with that sentence in our
Thoughts and our world we just feel one thing from our thinking that those sentence will not
Help us inside life on every moment and on every point we just feel one thought from our
Thinking and from our mind I feel those sentence which are no more that important in life
Are not that plain on any moment and on any point of life I just feel those sentence which
I have inside life are so clear that they will no more confuse me in life I just never understand
What I feel from inside that those sentences will just make easy my life I feel that finally
I have win some part of our life after all sentence which are so important inside our future
And inside my mind so on first moment I feel that it is so interesting inside life I feel just one
Thought from my mind that those things which happen inside life are not happening in that
Way as we thought from every point because when we went ahead inside life I feel just one
Thought from my mind that those sentences which I have heard on every moment are going
In totally wrong way inside life I feel they have another effect on us at same point inside life
I just have one meaning from my mind that those sentences which I have heard are so different
Inside life how can I get those sentences confused so much from time to time I just never feel
Or understand one thing from my mind that those meanings which touch our brain are something
So perfect and so nice inside life I feel that those meaning which are good for me are always
Perfect for our life when I will move ahead I just feel one thing on every moment in my life
That sentence which have one meaning will differ in few moments and in just few times of life
I never able to guess one concept of life how can this sentence will lose meaning in just few
Seconds and in few points I just never understand what is wrong in my future and on my life
On every moment I just feel one thing from my mind that those sentence which are so perfect
For my future are not helping me that much inside life because when they change their meaning
I just manage to confuse me inside my life when I will go ahead on every moment and on every
Point of life I will never understand that how much I want to go ahead on every thinking of
Our future and of our life when I will go ahead then I will just feel one thing from my mind that
On every moment we all just need to go ahead as per our thinking inside our life when those
Sentences have different meaning in our life we just feel one thing from every moment and on
Every point that those things which happen to us in life are not that easy since that feeling
Regarding that sentence is not perfect for our life on every moment we just feel one thing
From inside of our mind when I will move ahead I want those simple sentence as part of life
When those simple sentences turn into complicated it will perfect and nice for our life so then
I will just feel that we all want something perfect inside life but those sentence which will look
So confused are not that good inside life I have just one feeling from my mind that those
Sentences which I have said are not that much perfect inside life I just keep guessing one thing
That easy sentence where always my guess inside life I just never understand how can we go
Ahead on any moment and on any point inside life because when I move ahead I want just
Simple sentence to enter inside life and I want to move ahead as per my wishes on every
Point but those sentence which are so simple seems as if not made by god in our life those
Sentences which are so simple are creating complications inside my life when I will move
Ahead I just feel one thing from my mind that on every point I need to have those sentences
Which look so perfect on every point of life I will never went ahead as per my wish on
Every moment and on every point because those sentences which will touch us on every moment
On every point inside life after all those things which are precious inside life when they have
Some complicated meaning inside life after all those things which will appeal to me on every point
Will seem not that easy inside life I will just never understand what that sentence will mean
In my life on every point I feel that I must have to understand some thoughts from my mind
When I will go ahead I just feel one thing from inside that those thoughts which are so
Important to me are not going ahead as I wish in life because they are moving ahead with
My thinking and on every point I just feel one thing that those sentences which are easy
Were easily ignored inside life those which are hard will only remain intact inside my life
And inside my mind on days as well as on each every breath of my life because they are
Those interesting quests which I wanted to solve but I hate them because I get them right in life.

Poem 507. Scare

                                                                    Scare
In life some times you get scared so inside your heart those things which are so nice on every
Moment and every day I just feel that what I feel inside every day that was one scare inside my
Thought and my mind on every moment I feel just one thing from inside scare which I face
Inside our mind from those things which happen inside life are not going ahead as per our
Thoughts and wishes in life on every moment I feel that my heart is so scared on every moment
And on every point I just feel one thought from inside those feeling which will hurt me are
Nothing but just those things which are so scary because people just scream against us on
Every moment and on every point I just never understand one thought from inside that those
People which scare me are not helping me on any point they are just doing every thing to get
Their motive but sad thing is that when they do we feel scared from inside when you look
Around you then you just feel every thing is perfect and right have some surrounding in life
Inside life on every moment and on every time I feel just one scare in life what did those
People who against me can do in life so inside  even ringing of my door bell become problem
For my future on every time I just keep thinking that I can go ahead as I wish in life but I just
Stood on one place whole time because that scare don't let go ahead in life I just feel one thing
That worst thing is that scare which enter in life it manage to hurt me on every moment and
On every point I never understand something inside life I feel that we are scare of those things
Which are perfect in life then I know one thing that is happening in life I have lost my faith
Due to some things inside life I feel just one thing from inside I feel that those scare are so
Important for me on every point inside life I just feel that those scare are so perfect and then
I feel that those scare look so perfect inside life after all those scare are looking so wrong
In life I feel that scare which is so important inside life because those scare will help me to
Move ahead in life on every moment I feel that those scare are totally wrong inside life then
I just have one scare inside life but then I feel that this scare will make me so happy on that
Every moment inside life I feel that those scare are so nice inside life because those scare
Will manage to help inside life I feel that those new scare inside life after all those scare
Are so wrong inside life I feel that those scare are totally wrong inside life I feel that those
Scare will manage are so perfect inside life I feel that those scare are something wrong
In life I feel that those scare are totally wrong on every moment and on every point but
Then I feel that this scare will help me on every moment and on every point but that scare
Manage to hurt me on every moment and on every point because they are just that part
Of life which we spend with people who have just one expectation in life on every moment
And on every point I just feel that this scare which make us alive inside life then I feel
Just one thing from my mind that I can't expect those people on any point inside life but
As days went ahead I just have one thought from inside that people who came and meet
Me with just their expectations never help me much in life when I went ahead then I just have
One thought from my mind those scare which are so important on every moment and
On every point I feel just one thought from inside I feel that those scare inside life I feel
That this scare will manage to help inside life after all those things are so nice in life but
Then those scare are totally wrong inside life I feel that one thing from inside my life
After all those things which are so precious inside life I feel that one thing from my
Thought and my mind that those things which look precious inside life I feel that those
Things which scare me are totally wrong inside life after all those scare are so important
Inside life because those people are so wrong of every point that they expect us to
Fulfill their want inside life I just never understand what those people feel from inside
But I feel just one thing that I am totally wrong on every side life just because these
People convince me fulfilling their wish is duty of my life but then as days went ahead
On every moment and on every point I just feel one thought from inside that those
Things which happen in our life because we feel that we must do as they wish in life
But sometimes we need to understand that people can't get things as per their wish in life
I mean to say that this is not about us it is about those people who keep advising us in life.

Monday, October 29, 2012

Poem 506. Happy Moment

                                                            Happy Moment
Some times happy moment touch in a strange way to us they touched us inside life
On every moment I feel happiness on every point I just keep thinking on every moment
Inside life that those moment are something precious in life but then those moment which
Went ahead in life I have some nice things in life because those moments which looks so
Happy on every spot of life never manage to take us ahead on every day of our future
And still on every moment we just keep getting upset on every angle of life I just never
Understand one thing from inside those moment which enter inside my life I feel just one
Thing from inside that I never want to go over happy moment inside life I just never let
Future hurt me on any point I feel just one thought of happiness that will give those moment
Which tell us that we are loser on every point when I have decided to went ahead I just
Feel one thought from inside those moment of happiness will just always manage to come
Ahead on every occasion by those thoughts inside life I feel those moments which take us
Ahead are not helping us at all in life I feel that happiness will be so precious to us on every
Moment and on every point I want those happiness which will manage to hurt us in life
Is not taking us ahead as per our wishes from time to time on those precious moment
When my thinking stop and I just get so attach to that happiness on every spot of life
I just feel one thing that those moment of happiness will manage to destroy my future on
Every moment and on every point I never want to go ahead as per my thinking inside life
I just keep feeling happiness will never let me go ahead because I just never want to go and
Manage to get over those sad moments inside life I never want to move ahead on any point
I just feel that moment of happiness will not going to hurt us on any occasion of our life
I feel one thing from inside of my mind that those moment which are so important to us
Are keeping us on that spot of future inside life but then I feel one thought from inside life
To our heart and we want to keep those happiness alive inside my life on every point I just
Feel one thing from inside those moment which manage to hurt me on many points because
When we need new happiness inside life they are giving happiness of just past inside life
That things which happen in past are something not so nice for my future and for my life
Because those happiness thoughts are part of our future and our life when we went ahead
On every point we just feel one thing from mind that those thoughts have manage to hurt
Me in my future and inside my life I just want to get over those thoughts from my mind
Because happiness of future depend on bearing of those sorrows inside life I feel so sad
On every moment and on every point because I have manage to loose my hopes in life
Since my mind want happiness and I just keep it from past inside mind so my mind never
Dare to come ahead and manage to hurt me on every moment of life I will never win on
Every point but still I have to ignore that past failures to get happiness inside life I just never
Want to move ahead as per my thoughts and as per my wish in my life I want to go ahead
On every moment inside life then only I can get that past which is so perfect for my future
Inside life I feel just having things as I wish don't look that much perfect on any moment
And on any point I will never understand those thoughts which will manage to hurt us
Inside life because I feel that they are giving happiness to us on every moment inside life
After all those thoughts which are so precious inside life but then I feel those sorrows
Are going to come ahead in life and for that I just feel one thing from inside those concept
Which are wrong inside life those things which are happening on every moment and on
Every time I feel just one thing from one point that when happiness will rise inside life and
On every moment on every point I just feel one thing from one area of our life I feel that
Those things which will cross limits on every point will not win in our future and in our life
I just have one thought from inside those lives without which don't think every time of
Past happiness will live pleasant and nice kind of life and on every moment we just feel one
Thing from inside of our mind those things which are truly touching our mind I just feel
One thing from inside that those thoughts of happiness never take us ahead as we wish
From inside we just feel one thing on every moment and on every time that those thoughts
Which touch us are not giving us happiness because past have already manage to move ahead
As per wishes inside life and our present will manage to become past on every moment of life.

Poem 505. Wrong song

                                                              Wrong song
There are two types of  songs which are always perfect for our life and our thoughts since on
Moment and on every point I just feel one thing from inside that both types of songs are required
Inside our future and our life I feel just one thing from my mind that both songs are so perfect
And right for our life because we are not fully wrong or right inside our life so on every moment
I just feel one thing from my mind that sometimes one type of song look so perfect and right
I just began to prepare it for hours inside life but then as I move ahead in my life I just feel one
Thought from inside that those songs are giving me any success inside life because on every
Moment and on every point I just need to two things inside life I feel my songs are so limited
For my future as well as for my life those songs are something which are so wrong for my
Future inside life I just feel one thing from my thought and my mind since those song takes
Hours before preparing it from time to time inside our life because those songs which look
So nice inside life after all those hours which I spend on preparing seem so wrong on every
Moment and on every point of my life so it was so perfect and great song for my future and
For my life after all songs are so perfect for my every lyric inside my life and every concept
Seem so perfect on every style it's length look just perfect inside my life because on every
Point inside life I just feel that this song can always help us in life after all those songs which
Look so perfect inside my future which are so good for my future and my life I just went
Ahead to read that song to some audience in life and then suddenly every problem become
Alive in my life on every moment and on every point I just have one thing from inside that
That song can't be understood by those audience in life in fact from my heart I just want to
Stop reading any song those people inside life after all those people will not look so perfect
For our future and our life but then as our life went ahead on every point I just feel one thought
From inside that those songs which look so wrong before them and that wrong which they
Want from me will never come inside my life because on each and every point I just feel one
Thing from inside that those songs which look so perfect to my mind are no more that perfect
For those people because they are so different than me inside life but I just can't say any one
Inside my life because as song went ahead I feel one thing from my mind that I must sing to
Every one because that is my duty of life so I decided to make new songs which will make
Happy both of us inside life because those songs which look so perfect for our life in every
Part of our future and our life I feel just one thing from my mind that those songs which look
So perfect for our life after all those songs are something which will have sad effect on every
Point maybe we feel happy on different things but sadness seem so common inside our life
I just never understand how can I manage to destroy our happiness and our peace in just one way
In our future and in our life because things are going away same way inside our future but
It happen just in case sadness in case of happiness inside life we all want different front in life
On some point some dance with joy and other want different thing in life because those things
Which look so perfect to us are too different for my world and my life because thoughts
Which enter inside life which ask me again and again from inside why did I need to have
Just common sadness in heart why can't find some common happiness for our heart but
Sadly happiness seem so apart for many heart some feel happiness while other feel sadness
Inside heart people just can't able to adjust on happiness by sharing each others problem
Inside our life but then I just feel one thing from my heart that those things which are really
So sad for our heart that we just like to come together on just sorrowful part when something
Nice happen we just love to boost our ego and we just keep screaming on each other inside
Heart I think one thing from my heart that we just never want to share happiness from our
Thinking and heart we just want to store it inside our heart and that's why happiness never
Seem common for all heart and people never agree on concept of happiness on any part but
Since people feel just one thing that their problems are so heavy for their thoughts and for
Their heart they just like to share them on any part so those sorrows become just truth

Of our thinking and heart and instead of happiness sadness become such common song
We just need to adjust in happiness then we will never select that wrong song for our heart.

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Poem 504. Bouquet

                                                                   Bouquet
There are many roses in that bouquet I like them from heart but still I feel something was missing
Regarding those flowers inside from my heart even those perfect flowers don't seem to look
That perfect on any part I just feel one thing they have that kind of loveliness to touch my heart
I just kept looking on that flowers parts but then when I went near it I know what happened
Why did I dislike those flower from my heart because when I went near I have understood
One thing from thoughts and heart that on every moment I feel those roses are something so
Wrong because they are not real roses which will touch my heart they are those artificial one
Who just made to please our heart when I went ahead on any part I just never understood
Why they are so wrong for some part on some sides they look so perfect and they just touch
Our heart but some roses just seem so wrong in their colours and in their every part but still
When we are far away we just never understand their beauty from our heart because they
All will manage to touch my mind as well as my heart when I went ahead in life on it's any
Thought or on it's any part I just feel one thing from inside that I love those roses because
They have beauty inside which will touch my heart when I was so far when I was far away
Even real one doesn't please that much to my heart even real one look so wrong to me and
To my thinking and to my heart when I start going ahead I just feel one thing from heart that
Those roses which look so lovely are not that perfect because when I start going near them
I just feel something is missing in them but what is it never understood my heart those roses
Which use to attract me from that long distance manage to hurt my feeling when they come
Near us on every moment inside our world I just feel one thing from inside of my heart that
Those roses which look so lovely don't have that soft touch to touch my heart when I feel
That smell in air I just feel pleasure inside my heart on every moment I feel that scent which
Manage to touch us on every part I just never understand what I feel from my heart that on
Every moment I just feel that real roses are something so perfect to my thought and to my
Thinking inside life I just feel one thing from my mind that this rose have that fragrance in life
Which never look so perfect on any time I just want one thing from inside that those roses
Which look so perfect inside life have that soft touch on every point I just feel one thing from
My mind that those roses which are so perfect in life are those real one inside life I just feel
One thing from my mind that those roses will show us what we feel in touch and style
Those roses are so perfect on every moment due to their aliveness in life on every moment
And on every point I just feel one thought from inside those touch and that smell which
Will touch you in life doesn't look that perfect on any point when I went ahead on every
Moment and on every point I thought just that those roses which are so nice inside our life then
I just feel one thing from those roses which belong to nature are so perfect and so nice in life
When I went ahead on every moment and on every time I just feel that touch will make me
Happy on every moment of our life I feel just one thought from inside those roses have that
Softness inside life I just feel that smell which look so unique to feeling of mankind on every
Moment I just feel one thing from inside I just never want to go ahead as I wish in life but
Then on every moment I feel one thought from inside I feel those roses are nice in life but
Artificial never give that beauty to my life but when I am far away I just can't locate that
Difference inside life I just feel they are same on first time when I went ahead on every
Moment and on every point I just want one thing that those roses which look so perfect
Are not that perfect in life I just have one thought inside life that I feel one thing from
My mind those artificial roses are something which are totally wrong in life I just feel
One thing from inside that those roses which I will see from far away are not that nice
Inside life after all those roses can't be judged inside life when on every moment and on
Every point I just feel that I can't judge people on first time it will be prove by me inside life
When I feel they are true at beginning in life but slowly I have began to get them in life
But when I went near them just a bit my heart told me from inside that I should not trust
Them because they are lie so inside our life on every point we need to go ahead as per
Our thinking inside our life we just never like those roses inside our life because they are
Not that real and it will make so much difference inside life because true fragrance of
Realness will touch my heart and my mind I feel just one thing that those roses tell me
One thing I feel from inside that when we need real thing we need to judge it with some time
After all life is also a bouquet of roses and some are real but some are fully artificial in life.

Poem 503. Change in life

                                                                Change in life
They say change is just part of life we have to accept it as truth on every moment and on every
Thought and time because it is truth of our life on every moment it is just wrong on some part of
My thoughts and my life I just feel one thing from inside that those changes are something which
Cut me inside my heart on sometimes so how can I accept it at that time when it is so hard to
Accept it on some times but then I just feel one thing from inside that those cuts which hurt me
On some points don't look that nice inside our life because when changes happen inside my life
I just feel one thought from my mind that those thoughts are so wrong inside life that changes
Are some part of life which never take us ahead so easily inside life they just take us back on
Some occasions and on some time I just feel one thing from inside that those changes are not
Helping me much inside my life because on every occasion and on every time I feel one thought
From inside that changes are those truths which will help us inside life after all changes are so
Wrong on every moment and on every point I just feel one thought from inside that changes
Are so wrong inside life they just manage to take us ahead inside life and help us to go ahead
As we prefer and like inside life and turning backward always manage to hurt me on every
Moment and on every point because changes are those parts which are so precious in life will
Just manage to hurt us from time to time inside life I feel that change is one truth of life but
As life went ahead inside life I feel just went ahead in life after some time but those things
Which happen inside our life are taking us ahead on every point we just feel one thought from
Inside we have one thinking from our mind that changes are always precious in life I feel just
One thing from inside that those changes are part of our life because when we went ahead
On every moment and on every point I just have one thought from inside those changes are
Something totally wrong inside life because they are those truths which are not that easy to
Accept inside life I just have one thing inside my life that change are totally wrong on every
Moment and on every point because they are touching me on every thinking from life but
Then when I went ahead I see that changes are part of every movement and of every point
In life on every moment those changes are not helping inside life because when I see change
I just feel one thought from inside only if god stop change in life but then as I went ahead
In life but then I feel from inside because changes are truth of our life after all those truth
Which will change our life will become as truth as water and air of our life when we went
Ahead on every moment and on every time we just feel one thing from inside that those thoughts
Which are so important inside life I have feel one thing from every side of thoughts that those
Changes will not take me ahead any more inside my life after all those thoughts which are
So important for our life and for our work so when I went ahead I feel it is so nice to see
Changes in leaves and other part of world so maybe that change is not that bad after all but
My ways looking totally different on every thought which ever I told but still they are nice
If I start looking at them on proper way inside my life I just feel one thing about this world
That on every moment it is nice to see going ahead of every part inside life but then when
I went ahead I just feel that changes are not that bad for even my world may at first moment
They manage to cut my heart but if I give them some time on some part slowly they will manage
To go ahead as we wish from our heart and that want don't let us accept that change inside
Our thought and our world because those changes are totally wrong inside our future and
Inside our life I just feel one thing from inside that those thought which touch me from time
To time inside life I have just one feeling from inside that changes are not that bad inside life
I feel them are so good on every moment and every point I just feel one thing from my thinking
And my mind that those changes are totally perfect for heart if we accept them as on challenge
To our future and our life so on every moment and on every point I just feel one thing from
My mind and from inside that those things which happen to us on every moment and every
Person inside life because those changes are something totally wrong inside life on every point
I feel just one thing from my mind those changes are precious in life after all those changes
Are something so unique in life that they will manage to take us ahead if we treat them like
Some task of life because every change will have benefit on last point and very change will
Help us on every moment inside our life and manage to take us ahead on each and every time
We just need one chance on every angle of life that is one thought totally wrong in life even
If we have dislike for change inside our life but still changes are something so important and
So precious on every moment and on every point of our future as well as our life because
Those changes are taking us ahead inside life and they are the one who are increasing worth of life.

Saturday, October 27, 2012

Adventure story 56. The Wish

                                                               
                                                                    The Wish
That day Nisha was so happy.She was finally going to try for admission in school.She was excited from childhood.She always wanted to go in that school.But she just couldn't manage.She suddenly began to remember her past.But she just pushed it away from her mind.Her daughter Aparana could get admission so she felt happy.When her daughter Aparana would study there.She would felt as if her wishes were fulfilled so she once again looked at school.She smiled happily.When she went home,she was happily dancing in the kitchen.Nisha was so thrilled about it.Now Aparana would fulfill her dreams.When Tarun came home,he saw that she was literally dancing in kitchen.Tarun was confused.Tarun just didn't want to stop her.But he couldn't able to control his curiosity.Tarun"Nisha what happened?"Nisha turned around and gave him a big smile.Nisha"Come on guess.""What is it?I know one of your favourite film is realised."Nisha looked at him with frustration.Tarun knew that if he continued making wrong guesses.It would more upset her.Next guess was worst because he knew that he could guess properly.Nisha was secretive about every thing.Tarun"Now come on.I quit just tell me.""Aparana could get admission in school."Tarun just kept looking at her in hope of some further news.Tarun"So...What is good news?""Getting admission in school is not that easy.You doesn't understand importance of it.You got every thing so easily."Tarun knew that Nisha would start her lecture about her sad childhood again.He didn't want to listen but he had to bear.Nisha continued telling him that how hard it was for poor to survive in this life.Nisha knew perfectly how to make person feel guilty.She put those things in such a way as if it was all Tarun mistake that some people were poor.Tarun hated to listen it.But still he kept quiet because every argument was useless before her.In every matter Nisha was as soft as cotton expect this issue so Tarun never tried to talk against her in this issue.
         Tarun was expecting big lecture.But Nisha suddenly stopped and gave him a big smile.Nisha"I don't want to irritate you.Some times I just get carried away.Now let me tell about that school."Tarun smiled happily talking about school was a lot better than other topics.Nisha started describing it.It all seemed like one of dream school.At first Tarun enjoyed it.But then he suddenly got tense by thinking about it's fee.Tarun"What is fee of that school?"Nisha was looked so shocked.Nisha suddenly screamed on him."You are going to change our daughter's school just because it's costly.I will never let you do this.""Come on be reasonable.Normal schools also have same education quality."Then he saw the information about school in pamphlet.Then he saw costs,they were reaching the sky.Tarun"My god!We can't afford this."Nisha took it out of his hand angrily.Nisha"Don't worry.I will manage.""I know what you will do.You just forget all your things like saries,make-ups,ornaments and let me guess.There will be no outings,picnics or films for us.Right.Ohh!I I forgot may be you cancel all birthday celebrations for you.You will let us celebrate our birthday but on your birthday you will be sick.""Now will you stop?I am doing this for Aparana's good."Tarun really didn't like that idea but he knew that Nisha just wanted that desperately so he decided to surrender this time.Nisha was on verge of crying already she knew that if Tarun went against it.She couldn't do anything.Tarun"Okay let's give it a try."Nisha was so happy that Tarun felt that she could dance with him.Tarun"But no need of saving.I think we can skip that idea of buying new flat for some years.We can adjust in this rental house for some time.In a year I can arrange loan." Nisha was top of the world now.This time she literally forced Tarun to dance with her.It was one of the most happiest moment of their life.Tarun was so happy that finally he could make his wife and daughter happy.That day they all slept peacefully.
                  Nisha worked hard to get her admitted in school.Tarun was looking at her efforts.But he saw that even little Aparana was doing justice to her.Aparana was also studying hard.She was writing everything with her little fingers.When Tarun saw this,he was so happy his family was working very hard and he was with them.He began to help Nisha in her housework after returning from office.Nisha tried to tell him that he was tired but he didn't listen.Nisha was so pleased.She didn't tell it with her mouth but her eyes were telling this.He was so happy even little Aparana was excited about it.Finally that day came when they all had to go out for school interview.Every thing luckily went according to their wishes and they felt sure that Aparana would get admission.They all were so happy.But when they were about to go out Tarun saw that Nisha was turned and watching at school.There was strange feeling in her eyes.Tarun just couldn't describe them in words.But he just wanted Nisha to stop looking at that school so he tapped on her shoulder.Tarun"What are you looking at?"Nisha just looked confused.Nisha"Nothing."And then she just went away.Nisha's face was clearly telling that she was upset about something.But she was not willing to tell about it.Tarun wanted to discuss but when Nisha didn't show any willingness,he just decided to skip that matter.Then they went home.Nisha was very excited about everything.Tarun was also tense.After some days they got letter which told them that Aparana got admission.They were so happy.Nisha did all the shopping for Aparana.Then they planned to go out in hotel.Nisha was so happy.Finally that day came when Aparana started to going in school.
             Nisha was so happy on that day.She did everything very carefully.When Aparana was finally ready,Nisha decided to go in temple before going to school.Nisha did everything with perfection.Then they went to school.Nisha was so happy.But as soon as she went near that school.She began to feel unhappiness in her heart.Aparana was all ready scared so she had to control her feelings.Aparana"Mom I am so scared.I wish that I don't have to go to that new school.""Now don't worry sweet heart.Everything will be just fine.""If you really think so then why there is sweat on your face?"Nisha suddenly touched her face.She was shocked.She never thought that she was sweating due to fear.She just didn't like it.She didn't believe that she was sweating because of fear.Why did she feel scared?She looked around.She was sure that some thing was wrong with her heart.She could feel her heart was beating so fast.She was alone in Taxi with her daughter.If something happened to her..She just didn't want to think about it.Then she saw school,she hurried told Aparana to go inside.Parents were not permitted inside so she was luckily allowed to go.Aparana was looking at her with hope of support.Nisha just gave her forced smile and patted on her cheek and went away.She started literally running away from school.She knew that she had to take Taxi.But at that moment she was so scared.Then she suddenly remembered her phone.She dialed Tarun's number.At first he didn't pick so she had to shut the phone.Then suddenly she felt little bit okay.She sat under a tree slowly some people started looking at her in strange way.They were all confused.She didn't seem like beggar.But she was sitting on roadside.She was feeling so thirsty.Finally she called one woman.She tried to tell her about her problem.But her words were not coming out as if she had lost her voice.Now she was sure that she had a heart attack and she was going to die.At that moment suddenly her mobile rang and that woman took it and Tarun was on phone.That woman informed him everything and then she started to call Police.Then slowly crowd gathered around her.But Police told everybody to stay away.Then suddenly a man came near her and checked her pulse.Then that man told to Police"Her pulse rate is high.It could be anything.Normal stress attack or heart attack.Better to call ambulance."Then for some time she was told to sleep on ground.Then after sometime she felt that she was taken on stretcher.She was feeling so weak that she could not even open her eyes.She could clearly heard that voice when ambulance was taking her away.Such a strange feeling!She was going near death.
          When she woke up,she was sleeping on hospital's bed.She was expecting doctors and instruments.But nothing was there.She was sleeping in a room.She looked around.Then she saw her stepmother was sleeping on sofa.Nisha was upset.She wanted to blame Tarun.But she knew that he could do anything.After all he was not allowed to sleep in ladies ward.Then her stepmother woke up."Nisha how are you?""Fine.""Doctor said that it's just stress."Nisha was shocked by this.Nisha"What kind of stress?I don't have any sort of stress.I have a happily married life.Why did I have stress?""May be due to that interview?But don't worry everything is fine now.Do you want something?"Nisha just wanted to scream on that woman.Nisha always hated her.In her eyes her stepmother was never much of support.She just always pretend to be there with her.Her stepmother had never took any responsibility.She just nodded on Nisha's decision which was worst for Nisha.Nisha needed a mother who would help her not just nod on everything.Nisha suddenly began to scream on her."Can you call Doctor and go away from here.I want to Tarun.""But...""I say call the Doctor."But her screams had already reached outside and Nurse came running inside.Nurse"Will you stop this?You are disturbing other patients."After hearing this Nisha felt shameful and she apologized.That day every one came to meet her except the Doctor.Finally after some hours Doctor came.He checked her and told that she was fine and she could go home tomorrow.But Nisha was sure that she was not feeling fine.Whole day she was feeling uneasy.But at night it was worst.When she couldn't able to sleep finally Nurse gave her some tablet and then she slept.But that was when that nightmare began,when she woke up.She was screaming Nurses were rushed to her side and trying to calm her.But they just couldn't finally Doctor came and then slowly she was calmed down.But when Doctor asked why did she scream?She just didn't know whole dream was literally vanished from her mind.But she was not ready to sleep.Next day she told everything to Tarun.She was crying and he was trying to console her.But it was useless.After that day these nightmares became common part of her life.At home Aparana was so scared when she heard that screams.But always her dreams were vanished.In this process Nisha totally forgot about Aparana's school.Tarun took responsibility of dropping her at school.But due to sleepless nights slowly Nisha's health started to show effects so Tarun took her to Doctor again.Doctor"Physically she is fit.She is getting exhaust due to lack of sleep and for it you need a psychiatrist not me."Nisha was shocked.But Doctor told Tarun a number and he took it willingly.Nisha was shocked.When Nisha went out of Doctor's cabin,she began to scream."So you think I am mad."Tarun looked at her with anger.Tarun"Look at yourself Nisha.Don't you think something is wrong with you?You are one who always remain clam.But now look at yourself.Yesterday you screamed on Mom.Then you were talking to every one in such a way as if talking was hardest task for you.You never seem to care about Aparana;your own daughter!and now you are screaming on me.Just think about it."Nisha was confused now.Tarun was right.She hated her stepmother but never showed it to anyone.She never screamed on any one like that and now a days she only screams on everyone.She didn't even see her daughter carefully due to this stress.Nisha started crying and Tarun started consoling her.
           Next day they went to psychiatrist.Psychiatrist"I think your wife is suffering from depression.She was angry with every one because she is trying to hide her depressive thoughts.Now let me talk to her alone."Tarun began to go out.When Psychiatrist suddenly asked"Did you notice anything strange about her?Like a look of sorrow."Tarun suddenly remembered the moment when Nisha looked at that school."She was looking at my daughter's school in a strange way."Then suddenly Nisha felt that there was tear on her cheek."So what is it about that school?You can tell me about it clearly.I will not tell any one."Nisha first told him everything about Aparana's admission."Now stop talking about this.Tell me the true problem.""I wanted to go in that school but my stepmother didn't let me.""Why?""Because my sister wanted to go to some drawing class and Papa didn't have enough money.""Your step sister?""No.I have a step brother not sister and he is always nice to me.But my step mother never cared about anything except drawing.My stepmother let us do anything without even caring.She just don't care about expect my sister and her drawing.She is obsessed with drawing so I never able to go in that school and I wanted my daughter to complete my dream.""That's the point when you are wrong.When you went in that school,you were reminded of your past and it was giving you depression.Your daughter is Aparana and you are Nisha.It is written somewhere in your mind so this trick is not working.You have to accept what you got....."Then that Doctor explained Nisha what to do.After that Nisha accepted that she could never finish her dream.She decided to stay away from that school.She decided put Aparana in some reasonable school with less fees and Aparana really liked that school a lot better.Nisha was so happy that she was not repeating her stepmother's mistake.She was not forcing her dream on her daughter.
                                                                    
                                                                    The End







                                                                                                                                                                                                                              

Friday, October 26, 2012

Poem 502. My faith

                                                                 My faith
Faith is something that stays with you all your life I heard people saying this again and again
In my life on every moment when I decide to keep faith on some thing in life on every moment
It just look so perfect in beginning of life when we went ahead from point to point I just have
One thing from inside life that faith is something so wonderful in life when we keep it totally
Right way in life I feel I never need to change my faith on any point when I will decide to move
Ahead in life I just feel one thing that faith will not help me much inside life because at first
When I keep it I feel I have kept it on totally right person in life but then things change and
I get knowledge slowly everything look so wrong in same faith of life after all  life is
About learning things from one point to another point I just feel one thing inside my life
That those faith which we kept in life just keep changing from time to time after all those
Faith which are so important in life I feel faith is something which is wonderful in life and
We all need it to remain alive inside life but when I move ahead I just feel one thought from
Inside I feel that I need to see sunrise inside life and faith will give me that faith is like moving
Ahead with closing eyes but problem is that in this life for long time we just can't keep closed
Our eyes on some moment and on some points because when things happen and we see that
They are not moving that way which we like I just feel one thing that faith is shattered on that
Moment and on that point when I move ahead I just keep my thoughts alive in life I just always
Feel one thing from inside of my mind those moment on which I have created faith inside life
Look so wrong on many moments and on many times inside life I just keep thinking on every
Moment and on every point that faith is something which is important in life on every moment
And on every point I just feel one thing from my faith that things are going ahead as I like inside
My future and my life when I feel that faith is something so wonderful on same point I feel
That those things which are so perfect for our life when I move ahead on every moment and
On every point when faith will come in nice colours I just have one thought from inside I feel
That those faith which are precious to us are perfect for our thinking and our life but then
When I keep that faith I feel it will be so perfect for my eyes I just never understand when
This faith is perfect and when this  faith is wrong for my life because on every moment
I just feel one thing from inside my life that I just can't keep faith with closed eyes because
Sometimes my patience quit and sometimes I will get confuse inside my life I just always
Feel one thing from inside of my mind I feel that those thoughts which are so important
Are totally wrong for my life because my faith will just turn in wrong way inside life and
On any moment I just can't keep faith on that things in life when I can see that they are
Totally wrong inside their life on every moment I just feel one thing from inside that those
Thing which are changed don't deserve faith in life when I move ahead inside my life but
Then I just feel one thing from inside that faith is something so light for my mind and on
Every moment I just feel one thing inside life that faith is something so important that I can't
Keep it on wrong thing in life so sometimes things went ahead in wrong way of life I just
Feel that my faith is given to wrong front of life when I start to move ahead I just feel one
Thing from inside my faith is so confuse in my mind that I feel it is so perfect and so nice
Inside life when I start moving ahead I just feel one thought from inside that those faiths
Which I kept will keep me happy on every point but those faiths which look so perfect in life
Are not that nice and in case of perfect faith like god I lose my patience on time to time
Because I just decide to keep faith then god suddenly changes my life and then I just feel that
Anger which destroys my faith in few moment and in few seconds of life I just feel from
My thinking that god will not doing right so even when god is doing good I just manage to
Keep things on wrong track in case of faith of our life we just never like to keep our faith
Alive on any point I just never like it when things turn this wrong way inside life I need to
Keep some strong faith on some moment in life but life just manage to confuse me from
Time to time I just wish from my heart inside my life that faith which I have in my future
On something is not that much right for my future and life because I just began to feel that
God is not there inside life so sometimes when person is great my faith just quit in short time
And in case of wrong person that person quit good route before faith quit in life so now a days
I just feel that I must keep faith on one thing that goodness of life because after all what else
Will god want from me god will just want good acts in life and that is only our true faith
Which will give us sunshine try to act as good as possible inside life after all hating others
Is so easy that we don't need even to try to do it inside life it will happen without much tries.


Poem 501. As we like in life

                                                       As we like in life
Now a days river sing one problem which will create so much noise in life and it doesn't
Seem as peaceful as once it seem to us in life sometime is wrong in them maybe pollution
Which have entered inside life after some time so that is truth of our life I just feel one
Thing in life I feel that I like to see that river which are nice inside life I just feel one thought
From my mind that those things which look so nice in life are poisoned inside our life but
Then I just feel one thing from mind those river which so look nice inside life I feel just
One thing from my mind that those river which look so good once don't look nice for
My future and for my life because those river look so ugly on every moment and on every
Time that river will look totally wrong inside life that river which look so fresh and perfect
In life those transparent inside life because on every moment and on every point we just
Feel one thing from inside that those river don't look nice inside our life but then when
I went ahead inside my life I just feel one thought from inside life I feel one thing from
Inside life so then I see how easily river is spoiled inside our life but then I feel that one
Thing from life that river which look so ugly inside life I feel that those river are something
Totally wrong in life because those river which look so ugly inside life I feel that river is
Something important in life after all those river have different look inside life I just have
One thing inside life after all those river which have totally different look inside life I just
Have one thought from my mind that this river look so wrong inside life I feel one thought
On every point that this river will look so different inside life just because those pollution
And I feel that is solution in life then one day I look at sky and began to feel it doesn't have
That freshness and shine on every moment I just feel that sky is something to wrong in life
That sky have some ugly look inside life on every moment we just feel that sky is not that
Much pretty on any point because those colours which appear in sky are not that much nice
I feel it is also may be due to pollution in life so my sky is not good and my river is not even
Have nice look in life on those moment we must understand that every thing is wrong in
Our mind because nature was not that bad and neither it will look nice on any point I just
Feel one thought from inside that I need to go ahead on every day when things are worst
In my life but then when I went ahead I just feel one thing from inside what is real problem
Is it nature or frustration inside our mind when we move ahead we just feel one thing in life
That those things which look like problems are creating them on every moment of our life
When we went ahead we just force to accept those things inside life that those things are
Not true problem but problem is inside our mind when we feel that every thing is wrong
Like river and sky inside life I just feel one thing that I need proper advice because nothing
Can harm river maybe it is little bit dirty on some point we can always like it if we want in
Our life and in our mind on every moment I just feel one thing from inside that those things
Which are so important to our life don't look that perfect to us and our mind I just feel one
Thought from inside that those people who look so perfect are not that much perfect when I see
Some nice person cheating me I feel some mistake is in that river which float near my house
Look totally wrong inside life because in that river I see that person who was known to me
And I feel that one will never cheat me in life so river become ugly when I gets cheated in life
So maybe even for sky I have some excuse in life but I just know one thing that I am upset
In my life and just due to it I feel river and sky are totally wrong for our future and for our
Precious life when I went ahead I just feel one thing from inside that nature is not that good
Or that perfect inside my life on every thing I just see effect of my mind on nature which is so
Just the same become dirty in my life I know that dirt in river will not hurt me when some one
Shows kindness in life and sky will look so bright to me when I see god in heart of some
Person who help me by kindness in life but problem is that I just think about me on each and
Every point of life I just never think about any thing but about my thoughts in life so when
I see something ugly even nature becomes ugly inside my mind I just never understand that
I need to understand my world not just things which I will able to see inside my life and I have
To move above my problems inside my future and my life so then I just feel one thing from
My thoughts and from my mind that nature will be perfect if we decide to look at it with those
Perfect and nice eyes pollution is not inside weather it is something gathered inside our thinking
And inside our mind due to some problems which enter inside our future and inside our life
Because if we don't accept it then we will be just unhappy for our whole life because then
We just keep finding those mistake on every moment when things doesn't go as we like in life.

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Poem 500. Searching for advice

                                                      Searching for advice
One person want to advice you on every point and tell you what is wrong and what is right in life
When life goes ahead on every moment and on every time I have one feeling from mind that those
Advises which I was given inside my life are something which are helping me from every point
But still inside our life on many points I just feel one thing that I will get best help inside our life
When we went ahead on every moment and on every point I just feel one thing from inside that
Those advice which I get inside my life will take me ahead on every point so I have just decided
To follow that advice which will look so perfect to my life so I just began to move ahead in my
Thinking and in my life with just one thought that I need advice inside life but slowly when our
Life went ahead from point to point inside our life I just get totally different type of advice in life
When I start to move ahead inside my life I just always manage to feel that it is good for life
That on every moment I feel just one thing from my mind that this second advice is not helping
Him on any moment and on any point inside life when we began to move ahead I just see one
And you start to follow that advice inside our life I just feel one thing from my thoughts and
From my mind I just feel one thing from my mind that those advice have two types in life but
Then I feel just one thing from my mind I feel that those two sides inside life I just have one
Thing from inside life I feel just those two thoughts of life but then I feel that those thoughts
Are so nice inside life but then I feel one thing from my mind but then those advices are those
Which are totally wrong inside life I feel that those two advices are something nice inside life
because they just keep perfect inside life after all those advices are standing on two side of life
When advice touch us on some time inside life but when those two advice are something so
Totally wrong inside life I feel just one thing from my mind but then I feel one thing from
My thought and my mind I feel that my advices are on totally different on every thought
Inside life when I went ahead inside life I just feel one thing that I can follow both advices
Because they are from two sides but when we heard first mostly that first advice because
Those advices are something nice inside our life since they come first mostly I follow them
In life on every time but then sometimes second advice will be given by our well wisher
In our life and then we just feel one thing from inside which one is right type of advice since
Those advises are something which look perfect but if one is on west and another is on
East of life how can those both look nice inside our life I just have one thing from inside
That those things which are precious inside life I have one thing inside life but then I feel
That those thoughts are something inside life I just feel one thing from our mind but then
I feel just one thing from my mind that those advises are nice for our life because on every
Moment I feel just one thing from my mind that those things which are important to our
Future and our life are always confused even by our friends inside life because no one know
What is best and good for our future and our advice I just feel one thing from my mind that
Those two advices are something which are totally right for our life but when they enter in
Our future and in our life I just feel one thing from inside that those people who are so nice
Inside our life start to give their best advice they wanted best for us but that confuse us
In life and we just never understand which type of advice is best for our future and our life
But then I feel that I can go ahead inside life I just have one thought from inside life but
Then when I move ahead inside life I just feel that those two advises are nice for our future
And our life I just have one thought from inside I feel that those thinking which will help us
Inside our life I feel just two sides are totally inside life but then I just feel one thing from
Our life those advices are confusing me so much that I want god to help me inside life but
When my life went ahead I just feel one thing from inside that those people who give me
Advice are not that much right every time but god never comes to tell us which advice is
Perfect and right because god just feel one thing from mind that we are getting confuse on
Every moment and on every point but we need to learn it on our own and that is rule of life
When I start moving ahead I just feel one thing from my mind that those people who are
So perfect are not that much nice even in life even they have selfish motives and some time
Unknown people give us proper and kind advice we need to learn it in life that we must not
Limit our life just to some part in world and mind but we need to go ahead as per our wish
Inside our future and inside our life on every moment and on every point because life is always
Confuse on each moment and in life to teach us such a many things which will make us in
Our future bright as well as wise inside our future and inside our life so by falling on each
Step we will learn in life which type of advice is proper in life because that is first principle
Of our and that's every mother's advice let child fall sometimes inside life if you want them
To learn to walk inside their future and inside their life which will take them ahead in their life.




Poem 499. Your fight

                                                      Your fight
You may choose east or west side but what ever you may choose there will always fight
You always have to fight for something in life because fights are one important truth of our
Future and our life because those fights are not going ahead as we wish from every moment
And every point but they will always visit us from time to time inside our life after all those
Fights are something which are not that good for our future and our life so manage to go
Ahead inside our life for sometime without smile and then we just assume one wrong thing
Inside our life that those fights are not made for us on any moment and on any point so
We just began to sit in one corner and watch those fights and for those things we have just
List of excuses inside life like those people are not worthy for our fight but there is just one
Truth of our future and our life that on every moment and on every point I feel one thing
From my thinking and my mind that we are too scared but still we think one thing from inside
Our life that we are brave enough but we just don't want to win that thing in life and then
We began to call it sacrifice how strange are those people who began to say those things
In life that they never try to fight and just always gives excuses in life after all how can be
That possible inside our life that when we went ahead we just don't feel that we are that
Needed to fight on any time but some people just keep their head straight and say it on every
Moment and every time that they just don't stop two people or they never got in competition
Because they want to do some great thing in life how can it be great to take defeat every time
And just keep watching or obeying others is not greatness of life we always to obey senior
But we all also try to become senior one day in life we just obey them because we feel that
They are better than us in brain or they are given better position so we must obey them in life
Every one want to come ahead then how can someone say that by not fighting that person
Is acting so great in life when you just sit in corner I feel sadness from inside I just never
Understand what I feel from my mind because my heart is telling me that those people are
Too scared to fight after all at first time you can give it to other but not next time in life
I just feel that when you are on bottom of leader you feel that you want to rise in life but
Some people just keep saying that it is their greatness that they don't want to rise and even
If that place is empty they keep it that way until other person comes to that place in life but
I just never understand how did someone call that person so great in life but slowly life told
Me that it happen because some times people just want to admire people inside life on every
Point and on every moment I just feel one thought from inside that those people who are so
Great will not always run from fight if they just don't like position then at least they come
Ahead to protect other person in life next time when that one say they don't come because
People are not worthy to protecting I feel that this person is coward and giving excuse in life
Some people just want to admire them so they say they are really great in life but I just never
Like those who sit in corner and enjoy wrong thing I just feel at least we should leave room
In protest because such fights are not right but some people just think they are hero because
They got one chair on which they can able to sit and say things as they like but how can
Some one who don't help people can be called nice just always trusting those excuse is like
Trusting dove to give water to us for whole life we need river for it those drops of water
Which vanish can't help us in life after all we want true help not just shadow of help in life
Just never trust people's excuse because some are so expert in  giving them in life after all
Those who just never come ahead and never try to fight is never going to help us because
That one will always run from fight just screams of some person don't make that person
So brave inside life that person is always as useless as those shadows which vanish after
Some time and then we just keep looking for and then they will come when every thing is fine
I feel that shadows are better at least they come every day on some fixed time these people
Will just keep promising big thing and then vanish on required time these people are so strange
But I feel stranger are those people who believe them in life after all how can you believe
Such coward who says that I don't help other person because that one was not my friend
Inside life after all helping means acting like human inside life may that one be not your friend
But you have to stop fight but some people are just too scare to take any challenge in life and
Then they just keep telling that they don't do it due to one purpose that this person is not
Their friend in life when you have spirit to fight you will fight for each person in life after
All no one is our enemy we are just competitors and just some are friendly and some are not
That friendly in life just always remember that competitor is not enemy in life or if you assume
It in wrong way then god will show you one day that you have made worst enemy in life
That enemy is god because you have hurt other human who should be called your brother
And sister inside your life so just be aware where you are going in life just never trust those
Cowards who says that they don't fight because they feel competitors are enemies of our life.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Poem 498. Locked child

                                                               Locked child
Even I feel the same pleasure in candy as feel when I was a child I still feel same thing from inside
My mind I feel same feeling on every time when I see some childhood dream to come alive and
Since I am grow up I just decide to go away from that dream on some point I just feel one thing
From inside that those things which happen to us in life are not something so perfect in our life
After all that child which is hidden inside don't look so perfect on any point I just kept hoping
From inside that this child will help me from one front to another front of life this child is some
Thing so important in life that when I say no to it then I feel this child will look so sad inside life
When I start to move ahead I just did it because I don't have time to please that child which on
Every moment manage to hurt me inside life if I obey that child I feel again and again that people
Will feel that I am strange in life but when life move ahead I feel just one thought from inside
That this child don't want success inside life it want just happiness but I just don't let it come
Out inside life because I want to move ahead on every point I was so scared some times what
Will happen if it comes out inside my life maybe I just do something childish in life and that's
Why I use to keep inside that child but then one day suddenly I have realized that those things
Which happen to me are not that much right inside my life on every moment and on every time
I feel just one thought from inside this child which is hidden inside our life is not going to help
My mind on any point because it is still so wrong and stupid on every moment inside life but
Then one day I have realized that this child neither stupid nor irritating for my life in fact I am
Scared of that child because it manage to hurt me on every point and on every point with those
Truth which began to enter in my future and my life I just feel one thing from my mind that
Those things which are clear like water can be seen by that child we just feel one thing from
Inside our mind we feel just one thing from inside that we can't face those facts inside life but
Then I just feel that I don't want to understand those truths inside our life on every moment
And on every point those truths seem harm us on every thinking inside life because those truths
Are managing to harm us on every moment of our future and our life because those truths will
Look so important inside life I have just one thought from life that this child is not that much
Happy to me due to my skill of hiding right skill inside life just because I want to save my skin
From trouble to start fight for justice inside life that child just never understand that if I am ready
For so many wars inside life then why don't I jump in that small war inside life but how can
I tell and convince that child that those wars are against others inside my life but this small fight
Is not that small in life because it will be with my own people inside life on every moment and
On every point and it will be not that easy inside life but that child don't listen to me on any time
It just tells me that god will stand with me inside life so if I am strong then I can start my fight
But how can I convince that child that god is great in life god can help me always but problem
Is that how much I can go ahead in life and that's why many times we keep locked that child
Because we just don't want that fight but then when it become too much I have decided to free
That child because after all that child is my happiness inside my life that child which ask me
Those questions which are important in life seem to have them on every point of life when
I will manage to move ahead in life I feel that child have power to bring so much smiles and
After all when we nod to each sentence and lied inside life we just never ask those question
Which arise in our mind as child but then slowly as life move ahead on every point I feel just
One thing from inside that those people who never let that child out inside life just keep thinking
From time to time that childhood was so perfect and it was so nice for their life they just keep
Missing that child which use to say all those truth that this child feel from inside when my life
Went ahead on every moment and on every point I just feel one thought from inside that those
Things are not going ahead in life as per our choice but we do we adjust with morals in life
If we want to stop fight I just feel one thing from inside I don't want to miss my childhood
And I don't want to miss that child on any point when I went ahead on every moment and on
Every time I just feel one thought from inside I don't know how hard will be fight but even if it will
Prolong or I don't know if I win in fight but I just have one thing from inside that my child will never
Leave alone in my life so I am not ever going to miss that childhood on any day of my nice life.

Poem 497. Understanding weather

                                                      Understanding weather
She waited for her whole life to see that sunshine but when even she tried to see it then
She find clouds before sunrise some times this happen with some people inside life I feel
Just one thing from my mind such things happen to some people inside life they just keep
Waiting for sun on every time and they just feel that they will never see nice thing in life
After all those things which are important in life are not given to them by god inside life
They just feel one thing from inside that since sun is basic need at least god should give it
To us inside life when sun is denied she felt that excess to life is denied inside life and then
How sure she felt that god have cheated her from each and every side when life will go
Ahead inside life she just feel that sun is so necessary inside life but then she feel one thing
Inside life she have just one thing important inside life but then she feel that those sun which
Look so nice in life she feel that sun is so precious in life and still god have denied her that
Basic gift and basic right she felt cheated from inside after all those things which are so
Important inside life she just never understand those rules of life and she just feel one thing
So important in life that sun will not harm us on any moment and on any point of our life
After all those that sun which can be seen by any one can't be seen by her in life but then
When life went ahead she went ahead with time she went to that place when she understood
It have that sunshine she was so happy inside her life when she thought that finally she will
Manage to see that sun inside her life when she start moving ahead from every point she felt
That it will be so nice to see that land of sun in life at beginning when she reached there
To her it seem every thing so nice at beginning she really liked that sunshine but she noticed
One thing that all people who stay there don't have views like her inside life on many moment
Those people just feel that sun is not kind on them in life they just wish from heart that
In life after all sun manage to harm to them on every point when they went ahead that heat
Manage to hurt them in life and then she felt sure one thing that snow is one gift which
She wanted in life but then she felt why did god have set this way inside life some gets
Just snow and some gets just sun in life when we start moving ahead on every point we just
Feel one thought from inside that those people who are special to us should be happy in life
But question is that which weather will make us happy in life that moment she felt once again
Another question from mind maybe god did injustice by setting things this way in life when
God could have set them in easy way in life god have made them hard for us in life and still
We are trying to adjust with them in life but then she suddenly felt that maybe god think in
Same way inside life god want us to like happily together inside our life god must have set
Things in such a way so that we can go from one thing to another thing in life we can always
Understand one thought from inside that when we went ahead we just feel one thing from
Inside that life is not going ahead as we wish from inside just because god want us to go
And meet people on other side maybe god want friendship instead of enmity in life god have
Set this weather to attract us towards other places inside life and we all just feel one thing
From our mind that we need another thing and injustice is done on us in life we just kept
Telling ourselves that we are great and we must respect ourselves in life but we never feel
That maybe god want us to visit other so that we can act nice with other people in life because
When things went ahead I just feel one thing inside that those weather which are precious
To us can be given to us if we adjust inside life when we start moving ahead we will understand
Thing's other life and it can be called something nice in life I just kept feeling on every moment
And on every point I just feel one thing from inside that those weathers which are set in
Different way are telling us that we must move from one point to another point not to keep us
Healthy but to increase friendship in life because when we stay far away then we will never
Understand each other in life when we see people in limited number we just never understand
True feelings in life when I went ahead on every point I just have one feeling from inside on
Every moment inside our life we need to understand people in life and now we are so lucky
From each and every point that we can learn people without visiting inside life if we decide
To sat on one place technology can do it in our life I just feel one thing we must understand
That we need to keep that thinking of understanding  other weathers inside our mind and our life.

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Poem 496. Needy person

                                                            Needy person
It's hard to guess when person need and when we start to go ahead inside our world but then
We never think we feel just one thing that if we feel one thing which are so needy to each and
Every human being because on every moment I just feel one thing from every moment and then
I just have one thing that before helping something so important to human being and on every
Moment and on every thing I just feel one thing that on every moment and on every thing that
On every occasions and every thing I feel one important sort of thing I feel one thing that on
Every moment and on every thinking I want to help people but still many times I feel we are
Helping totally wrong person instead of helping needy people who really need human being
Who needed our help in life but finding right one becomes hardest task of our life because
If by mistake we help wrong one inside life then every thing will turn wrong way on every
Point of life because when we went ahead I just feel one thing from inside that those people
Who need our help are not asking it in life but those who ask for it can be totally wrong on
Many occasions and on many times because those people never understand our thinking and
Our mind when life went ahead on every moment and on every point I just feel one thing
From my thoughts and my mind that when I don't help those people I just did so right because
Those people just grab right source and turn them in wrong way inside life when I move ahead
I just feel one thing from my mind that those people are not helping me that much inside life
Because even when I help some one I expect one thing from my mind that those people will
Turn things in right way and they will manage to turn them in proper way of life when I went
Ahead on every moment I just feel one thought from inside that those things will give me some
Credit of goodness and nice act in life but if they use it in wrong way I just get curse in my life
I just hate even to feel it that my giving is doing harm to some one and I am no longer having
Good thing on my side on every moment I just feel that I am standing on wrong way in life
But sometimes life turns in wrong way and my help manage to turn to wrong hand in life
And when I heard such things can happen I just feel one thing from my mind that if I have
To help someone then I just like to check in life because when I give something then I am
Sharing my things in life I don't want them to get destroyed by act of some one who did those
Wrong things in life after all I want to do good thing when I start to help some one in life
But when those people who comes before us seem just selfish and need seem to stand far
Away and behind because many times need have that self respect that they never come to us
And tell their need on any point until that need can be seen clearly I just don't feel it is needed
Inside life when our life went ahead we just feel one thing from inside that those things which
People show us are not something so true in life so we just assume needy inside our life on
Every moment I just feel one thing from inside of my mind that those people who are precious
In life those people who are really needy look so hard to achieve inside life I just feel that
Getting to them is as hard as breaking a hole in mountain to help to cross the train inside life
After all those needy people who really need us in life are not those people who are important
To us but are those people who just remain in background inside our life on every moment
I just feel one thing from every point that those things which are so important to us are not
That perfect for our life we helped wrong people on every moment because real one never
Come before us life and we just give attention to those false tears when real one never enter
In our future and in our life I just feel one thing from my thought and from my mind that
When I see someone crying I will just feel one thing from inside that those people who are
Needy were far away from our mind on every moment I just keep one thinking from inside
That those people who are getting help are not improving in fact they are getting spoiled
By my help on every point so inside our life on every point I need to understand in my life
That reaching true needy is so hard task than helping some one in life because we can help
Just any one to feel great from our mind but it will not help us and never take world ahead
Because it is not helping us on any moment and on any point of our life so on every moment
If you truly want to help then think twice to whom you are really helping inside your life
Never help those people who are never needy but just pretend need to attract you towards
Them inside your future as well as inside your life because they want help from you in life.

Poem. 6949. When heart spread wings

                          When heart spread wings When heart spread wings of hope life give new shine tell us to go to route of peace which ...