Saturday, May 17, 2014

Adventure story 137. Blind with perfect eyes

                                                         Blind with perfect eyes
Tina was driving her car with full confidence.Her children were sitting on backside and enjoying their games.It was perfect day for her because she was alone today.She could enjoy as much as she wished.She knew that it was wrong feeling but she really hated it from her heart when her husband Rajiv came with her and started prompting her how did she suppose to drive.She hated it too much when every one decided that she was driving in wrong way.Today her kids were busy with their games.She started driving peacefully.She was doing it with pleasant smile.Finally she reached to her sister's house.They had came to visit her.Nita had one accident few days ago.It was horrible.She was so injured and worst thing was the person who was in other car got killed.She had to go to police station to show that she was not drunk driving.It was her mistake but not deliberate.She took wrong turn by mistake.Since then she was also suffering from many problems.First she was experienced problem like small pains.But then suddenly worst thing happened.After some days her sister told her that she was not able to see.Now it was so shocking.She never guessed any problem regarding her sister's eyes.It was not good.She just didn't understand that how did this happened.When they reached at Nita's home.Tina ran outside.She started pressing bell.It took so long time still no one opened door.It was so strange.Then she heard scream of Nita"I am coming.I will be slow.I can't see."Tina started developing strange in stomach.She was so scared to face that truth.But still she just kept thinking that it was just Nita's imagination.But when Nita opened door,her all hopes were shattered.Nita was using stick to walk.She just couldn't able to see any thing was clear from her gestures.Nita was always too emotional about everything.But this one was worst for them all.By mistake Nita killed some one.They could not ignore that fact.It was mistake.Something which had happened inside life.They had to accept it.It was so horrible.They tried to console Nita from heart. But inside heart no one was ready to forgive her.They all felt that she killed someone.It was big mistake.They couldn't ignore it.After that every one started looking at their family so negatively.Tina clearly remembered family of that man who was killed.They all were crying and cursing Nita.It was horrible so then she felt that even if they wanted to support on every point.But inside from heart Tina never able to support Nita.It was horrible.Every day that matter seemed getting worst.One day finally Nita was arrested.Then she went in jail.She had to complete her sentence.It must be worst but Tina never dared to ask  about her jail life.But after that when she was realized.Her first complaint was her eye sight was not that much good.Since Tina was her only relative and Tina received every thing by will of her father.She had to take responsibility of Nita according to her father's will.
       Tina was so upset by this.She was so confused by this because her kids were asking question and Rajiv was so upset by this.He didn't want to keep any relationship with his sister-in-law who had criminal record.After all it was so scary and horrible for them.Rajiv was so scared that if some one knew about it. People would boycott them.Rajiv just hated it when Tina decided that she must had to take care of her sister. Rajiv just agreed because Tina told him that if they wanted that money then they had to take care of Nita.But when she went inside and saw her sister.She began to doubt about her decisions.Due to staying in jail Nita must had suffered too much.Tina felt that her eyes might had affected due to stay in jail.She just never asked her anything about that stay.She never wanted to bring out those things of jail so Tina decided that she would just take Nita to health clinic.Nita started searching for Doctor who was good for her.Tina started thinking on every point. Those Doctors would help her.Nita started walking slowly.She was now in totally horrible condition.She was using stick like a blind.Nita didn't able to see any thing.She was getting stuck on every point.In that house she was not at all comfortable on any point.Tina was watching all this.She started helping her on every point.Tina saw that kids were also looking scared.They were trying to take away all objects which could hurt Nita.Tina was proud of her kids.They were so kindhearted not like Rajiv who just loved to scream on every moment about every thing. She just didn't want to imagine what would happen when Rajiv came to visit Nita.She was sure that he would create big issue out of nothing. Tina just didn't want to visit him but when she had to tell him about her sister's blindness.He started screaming on her loudly.He started claiming that it would be worst for his family to get such burden.He told her clearly today that she must make some arrangement for her sister.Tina wanted to do that but not because she didn't care for her.But since she was sure that she didn't have any time to take of Nita.Since Nita didn't able to see anything.Nita needed 24 hours attention and she didn't want Nita to be harmed in any way.But when question came of spending money.She saw clearly that it was hard to arrange.It was too costly for her.Nita didn't had any sort of investment which would give her enough money to pay for those expenses.Tina felt so sad when she looked at her sister.Her condition was worst.She was so healthy and nice looking before but now she was so thine.She hardly able to recognize her as that old Nita who once used to do all that fun.Her husband was first to left her.Then slowly every one left her except Tina.Even Tina should had left her if her father had not set that will with so much money.But now when she saw Nita.She felt gratitude towards her father because Nita really needed some one.She was so alone and lost in her world.Tina wanted to help her elder sister and just because of money Rajiv let her do it.She was so glad that her father was well to do and had enough money to encourage Rajiv's greed.
      Tina saw that Nita was not even able to those tables which stood before her.She was upset.She just didn't understand that how did those people in jail let this happened.Nita was getting totally blind.She decided to show her to eye specialist.She had took that appointment.But in heart she knew that when she told every thing to that Doctor,Doctor never liked her.They never liked her as patient because those things were horrible in every one's eyes.A jail prisoner was welcomed no where.They just felt rejected by every one.But in her heart Tina didn't blame them who wanted to keep evil in life.After all since that accident Nita's life was cursed.She didn't able to live life normally.That crime was not something so easy to forget.When you took someone's life then how could you forget it.Nita felt that it was so horrible.But still on every moment Nita just wanted to forget it and go ahead with her life. Nita just kept rejecting those facts on every time.She just kept telling that she was driving perfectly and suddenly every thing went wrong.She made so many excuses regarding it.She told that her car was not working properly. It was totally broken.But when it was proved, it was fine.She started telling other story but finally it was proved that it was only her mistake still she was not ready to accept it.But then she was forced to accept that she was listening to music during her driving and it had caused to that problem.She was not using head phones but still that music on radio took her attention.She did that accident and she was responsible.For many night she just kept screaming and doing many hysteric things.But Tina didn't knew that in details because on that time Nita was staying with her husband.But when she went into jail her husband left her,he said that she was too much stress for him to handle.Tina had never able to learn their problems.But now she was sure that it was hard to find a Doctor who was happy to treat a person with criminal record.They all did their work perfectly and some even gave artificial smile but Tina saw it clearly that it was wrong.They all just hated her.Then they finally reached to that Doctor.He acted normal at least for show.Then he started checking her sister.He looked at her eyes in every way.He tried every thing.But he didn't say anything for long time.He just kept checking whole time.Nothing seemed to come out of it.She just went ahead on every moment.She wanted to ask Doctor cause of that problem.But then it seemed that every thing was wrong.But that Doctor was not telling after some time she came ahead and asked"What happen to her?"Doctor didn't answer her.He looked angrily at her then continued working with Nita's eyes.On every moment he was just looking more upset.Tina asked once again"What is wrong with her?""Nothing.""Why?""I said that her eyes are perfectly fine."Nita looked upset now.Nita"But I can't able to see then why I don't able to see?"That Doctor didn't able to understand any thing.He was more frustrated that them.
         After all check up Doctor told them to sit down.Doctor turned to Nita"When did you start losing sight?Did it happen slowly or suddenly?""Actually I was so stressed,I just didn't want to think about any thing.Those eyes were not looking any thing fine.After all those eyes were not looking that much good at beginning.Those eyes were not fine.I know it but I was feeling so guilty and confused.After all those eyes were looking totally wrong on every point.I have just one thing from my mind.Those eyes were totally wrong in life.But still..."Then Nita started crying.Now suddenly Doctor started showing sympathy towards her.Doctor "Can you tell me what happened?""Actually since that accident my eyes were not fine,they are getting worst and worst.I just remembered that curse which started from that day.First I was driving just fine every thing was going on nice.But I felt so bored so I started that radio.Every one use radio while driving.I mean not all but many people do.So I felt that radio would not distract me.But then they started my favourite song.I was not using head phones.Every one told me that head phones will cause these kind of troubles.I feel just one thing from inside my mind.That I will not use them but then suddenly that beautiful song started I wanted to hear it so I started using louder sound.It was so nice.I feel as if I am standing in heaven.It all feel so nice I feel as if I am taking dream ride.It felt so nice on every moment.But then suddenly that man came before me.They said in report that I took  wrong turn but I never sensed it.All time my eyes were watching but still they seemed so useless when my mind was not cooperating.After that I just didn't remember any thing every thing went blank.They said that I hit that man and then my car was stuck to some tree and I was hurt.But after that my eyes were not as they used to be.They started having problem.At beginning they just looked little tense then slowly I didn't able to see that properly.I told it again and again.They didn't paid attention.They showed me to one doctor but he was just normal doctor not a eye specialist.He said that I am pretending because I wanted to escape my punishment.But you will see something is really wrong because I had completed my punishment.Now what is use of pretending to me?Do you really feel I will do this for sympathy?Look at me.What is my condition now?My sister is in biggest trouble because of me.Her husband is so upset that she has to come to me every day to take care of me.I never wanted this to happen to me.I know that I did mistake.I wished that I could go back and change it.But it was due to mental stress in my married life which I don't want to discuss.Since it was all over.But I want my eyes back so that I can start my life again.Please don't tell me.They are okay.Because they are not.If they were fine,why don't I able to see with them?"That Doctor looked at her with concern and then he said"Can I suggest you some thing?"Tina was now perfectly open for any suggestion because she was helpless."Sure""Go to psychiatrist."Nita screamed"I am not pretending.I can really don't see any thing.""You feel that way.But please go there."Nita started crying that whole day she just kept telling Tina that she was not pretending.Tina was so tense.She hoped that finally this psychiatrist would give her some solution.Things were getting worst day by day.
         Finally Tina took Nita to that Psychiatrist.She listened to her carefully and finally asked"Do you ever thought that it could be happening because of your guilt?"Nita "My guilt?""Yes I feel that you are feeling from inside that you had done big crime.First tell me in details why did you listening to music?"Nita looked confused.She didn't want to answer that question.It was clear that she was accord.Tina was sitting there but when Doctor looked at her pointedly.She understood that she had to left her.She wanted to know every thing about Nita but that right was denied.She had to left.As soon as Tina Nita started crying.Psychiatrist gave her water.Psychiatrist" Now you can tell me every thing. I am your Doctor trust me.""My husband wanted me to become friendly with his boss.At beginning he said that it was just modern thinking.I just feel one thing from my mind.That it is totally wrong because I didn't like it.I did want to be that modern. But still I tried every thing in life to adjust.I just don't want to drink those alcoholic drink.I just feel one thing from inside that it was not suitable for me.But that day it was worst.My husband started suggesting me that I should attend his boss so then he want me to talk with his sweetly.That man was nice.He was not using that opportunity.But still it was horrible.I felt so humiliated and slowly every one in those parties started looking at me in wrong way.They started flirting with me. I didn't like it.But my husband pointed out to me that all other women were enjoying it.I supposed to adjust with it.It was getting worst day by day.That day he told me that I must dance with his boss.I know that man was nice and old one but still I feel just one thing from inside that it was right. But I was shocked when I went there and saw that my husband's boss was changed.His man was horrible.He was touching me in wrong way.I was so nervous and I started running away.I screamed on that man.My husband ran after me.Then he started insulting me for misbehavior with his boss.I just was upset.I went to my parents.I tried to convince them but my father didn't listen to me.He told me that I am orthodox and I have to change my views.So from that day I was a doll which my husband started using to attract people.That is what I felt but other seem didn't mind it.They felt that it is okay.Slowly I started getting tense on every moment.That day my husband told me to wear blue when my husband hated that color.It was to please his boss.He wanted to me act friendly and flirt.He told me that he was just telling to talk and dance not to get physical so it was okay.But it was not okay for me.I hated it.That day it was all arranged and I supposed to go to that party.I was so tense and I wanted to relax when I started music that man came and I killed him."Nita started crying."Do you know why did my husband left me because that man no longer wanted to dance or flirt with me because I am criminal?It was giving his boss bad reputation.Every one just insulted me.But no one said any thing to those people.I just feel I have killed that innocent man.If only I had said no to that boss,then my life should be different.Do you know what I feel?I don't have right to see any thing because I have danced with that man while looking at his eyes and I have killed a man with this eyes.At time of death my father felt guilty so he left that will that way"She just kept crying for long time.Then psychiatrist talked with her for long time.He told her many things then finally called Tina"Your sister is suffering from conversion disorder.In this person began to feel that they lost vision,their hands are not working or they are paralyzed etc.They just create it with mind.In case of your sister there are many reasons but main one is due to that accident she was feeling guilty.""My god so it is mental.But how can this happen?""Our mind is complicated thing.At one side it produced best things like car, building, medicines and on other side it can make your blind with perfect eyes." Inside mind that Psychiatrist was thinking who was really blind with perfect eyes Nita or that society who let woman like Nita to used that way.Tina was listening to him but somewhere in her heart she still couldn't believe that such thing could happen.But she never dreamed that her sister would land in jail so she learned to accept unexpected.She nodded and listened to instructions of that psychiatrist.
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