Saturday, July 26, 2014

Adventure story 147. Two sisters

                                                                   Two sisters
That day when Isha was getting ready and dressed up.She was watching her face in mirror on that point she noticed that she was getting so thin.But then suddenly she saw that she was still having that fat on some part of body.She was taking so much care of her body but still she never get as slim as she wished.Then suddenly Trusha came running inside. Trusha also started looking in mirror. Trusha was younger than her by three years but Trusha was always mature by nature. In fact Isha mostly took advice from her. But Trusha was not acting mature on that point. Trusha was pushing ahead to look at that mirror. Isha was so confused.She just didn't understand that why did Trusha was pushing her like that but when she pushed her with so much force.She felt as if she was nothing but feather.She just moved by it's force.She felt so sad.She wanted to be strong.But then when she looked at mirror,she felt that she was fat.She just didn't understand that what is true.She was fat or she was thin.She just felt that she was looking bad from both sides.She was so upset by all this.She just didn't understand.that why she had to look so ugly.She was looking really ugly before Trusha.It was so wrong.She wanted to look nice but every one just liked Trusha. Isha was so upset by this.She knew that she was not mature but she was always nice to every one.She was not that talkative.But she never insulted any one.But every one just felt that Trusha was perfect because she had skill of talking sweetly with people. While Isha was getting ready before mirror,it looked totally wrong when Trusha pushed her. Isha"Let me get ready.I want to go out."Trusha "Come on.Where do you want to go so early?I am going out in market to buy something.""What do you want to buy?""Something very important."Trusha gave her a mischievous smile which always helped her every time.Those smile would not help that much inside life. This smile was special to every one. Trusha was looking so nice before mirror. Trusha was so attractive on every point.But Isha no more interested in those smiles but other people had faith in her. Isha "Tell me first.I am not interested in your suspense."Then Trusha smiled and told her"Mom is going to give me new make up set.Can you believe it?My first make up set."Isha smiled. She knew from heart that what was going to happen their Mom would give some cheap make up set that's all. Isha knew that their parents never gave them any thing costly because their father were never ready to waste money on them.But she didn't want to tell this to Trusha at first but now she decided to tell it. Trusha"Let me tell you one thing that you are not going to get any thing good.""What?"Trusha looked shocked by this lines. Trusha"But Mom promised me that she would give me best make up set.""But it will be too costly so Mom would never give it.Any way I have just bought cheaper one with less cost and you are asking so much.You have to understand value of money.No one is going to give you that."She noticed that there was tears in Trusha's eyes. Isha knew that it was wrong but still she didn't have any option.She was just telling truth. Trusha ran towards their parent's room.
        Trusha was so upset to hear this.She expected something big and with trademark.But it seemed that she was getting nothing. Trusha wanted to believe her Mom.But in her heart she knew that she had made worst mistake.She knew that her sister Isha was not lying on any point. But Trusha never understood that why did she had to speak in such negative way as if whole world was nothing but just negative hole.It was so worst.She just hated that negative thoughts on every point.But any way she went out with her Mom.As soon as she went out,she announced to Mom"I want something costly Mom.If you want to give me cheap make up set then just forget it.""But sweetheart we have to think about budget.""But I have to think about my skin.I can't take risk."Now her Mom started looking little tense.Mom"I know that cheaper one may harm your skin.It could give you rashes and allergies.But we can't buy costly one."Trusha look that her Mom's face was so upset.She was sure that her Mom didn't had enough money.Then Trusha suddenly got one idea."Mom let not buy whole make up set.Just buy me branded lipstick and mascara that will be enough.""But...""Come on Mom.I just use them.I wanted some thing branded. I don't need all make up set. I need just limited things so I will buy them and you can give me costly one."Her Mom looked confused.Mom"Okay I will show you my budget."Then her Mom gave approximately budget. Trusha knew that it was less but still she managed to get those imported things in that budget because she bought just limited items. Isha was so happy when she entered in home.But then Isha noticed that Trusha had branded lipsticks etc. Isha didn't waited to see that her things were limited.She just ran in her room and started crying.She felt that her Mom had cheated her.She felt that even her Mom didn't treat her equally.Whole world seemed like worst thing to her.She wanted to finish herself.On that moment she felt that she was in worst situation of her life.She wanted to punish someone for it.But she didn't know whom at first then she knew that whom should be punished.She just stopped crying and took a sharp hair pin and started hurting on her own hand.She felt so relieved by those pain.She knew that such pains should hurt her.But she was not feeling sad about them.She felt that those pains were something out of heaven for her life.It was hurting her again and again that Trusha got every thing but she couldn't get one thing.When she had done nothing wrong in life.Every one whoever came to visit them seemed to fall in love with Trusha's sweetness immediately while Isha didn't able to act sweetly on every point. Isha knew that she needed to act like Trusha to get attention on every point. Isha was acting just as she felt.Every one around her seemed to feel that she was totally wrong in every point.She felt then that she could do it.She would try to act like Isha next time. Trusha looked at her hand.There was marks on them.She felt that they could remind that she must act like Trusha. Isha smiled. On that moment she felt as if those marks were guide of her life. She looked at marks on her hand. Isha looked at those marks.
       Suddenly Isha looked full of confidence on every point. When she went out,she noticed that Trusha had already went somewhere. Isha was so happy when door bell rang.She knew that her aunt was coming.It was perfect occasion to impress her.She felt that when her aunt would came home in Trusha's absence,she would surely impress her.So Isha got ready and came out with smile.Her Mom looked happily at her.She was sure that her Mom wanted her to talk friendly with guests. Isha sat there.First she smiled at her aunt who returned her smile.She started talking about weather to Aunt.Her Aunt talked for some time.Slowly even Uncle started to join that talk. Isha was happy.She noticed that even her Mom was smiling at her. But then after few second her Aunt said the worst thing.Her Aunt"I wish from that Trusha was here.She was the one who mostly chat with us.She is such sweet girl whenever I see her.I feel she is so smart and intelligent.What is she studying now?" Mom looked upset.But Mom had to smile and pretend as if nothing had happened.Mom "Trusha is studying Commerce.""Great.I heard last time that she got even first class.She is so clever."Isha was also studying in Commerce.She just didn't manage first class this year but last year Trusha got second class and Isha got first.It was just chance and luck.But when her aunt started discussing just Trusha. Isha felt so upset and failed. Isha did every thing in best way still things were not happening as she wished.Even after chatting for so much time with Aunt finally her Aunt admired Trusha. Now Isha was once again sitting in corner.She was getting so upset.Nothing was turning good for her.She knew one thing that she could never be appreciated like Trusha. She was always unwanted by every one.She wanted to cry.But she had to smile and pretend that she liked Trusha's admiration.Then Isha started looking at clock with one hope that her Aunt would go away very soon.Finally after three hours her Aunt went away.This all had upset Isha. She ran in her room.She cried in her room.Her Mom tried to console her.But it was useless.She knew that she was already in clutch of that darkness which was taking her inside. She felt as if all her life was destroyed and she would no more able to get any thing good.On that moment first time she looked at those marks and felt that they should be deeper.If only she could cut herself more then she should be free from this disgraceful life where she was getting nothing.Not even a costly make up set like her friends.Her parents got money but they were not ready to spend it on her.No one liked her.She had started feeling more depressed after that she felt that nothing was worthy in her life.She looked at herself in mirror and saw a worst face of life which would be never loved by any one.She was so upset.When she decided that she must end her ordeal,she must finish her life.She thought that just these marks were not enough.If she killed herself,there would be no one to cry for her.Then she heard that her Mom was banging her room door.She knew that it was useless to do any thing now.She looked at herself and added one nice smile.
         Isha's Mom was so relived when Isha opened door with smile. Isha's Mom wanted to cheer up her.She knew that Isha tried her best but her Aunt just managed to upset her.Mom felt that she had to do some thing to make her happy.Mom"I was thinking that may be I will manage to give you branded lipstick like Trusha on next month.This month I don't have enough money."Isha looked angry and upset at first.In Isha's heart she felt so much anger towards Mom.Her Mom was giving her these things just due to guilt because she didn't love her as much as Trusha. Isha hated it. Isha felt so upset by this.Her Mom was bribing her to hide her guilt. Isha was so upset by all this.But still she decided to smile because she didn't want to her Mom regarding what she wanted to do.Isha"Mom I got my make up set.I am happy with it.I don't need those new lip stick etc.""But they are branded.I thought you want branded things on every point.""No Mom.I don't need them."Isha was giving such a relaxed smile that her Mom felt so happy. Isha had not taken that comment to heart.It was miracle for her Mom.Mom wanted her to act maturely.But her Mom didn't feel that it would happen so early.Mom never expected Isha to take such a serious comment so lightly on any point.In fact Mom was hurt due to it from heart.She was so happy to see that Isha was fine.Then after some time Trusha came. Isha went out with smile and personally told Isha that Aunt was admiring her. Isha said it all with such pleasure that Trusha felt happy.It was first time when her elder sister was not complaining against her. Trusha started telling Isha that how did she suppose to talk.Mom felt that it was totally wrong.She knew that even when Isha was smiling.It must be hurting her. Trusha was talking in wrong way like she said"Isha Didi you suppose to grow up now.Don't just stay in corner like some little kid.You have to learn to talk with people in style.Then only you can impress them.Otherwise you can never achieve any thing."Then Trusha looked at Isha's dress.Mom felt that it was simple but nice."Look at your dress.It is an old style.It's color is so dull.You just never understand fashion.Due to it your beauty is reduce to nothing."Now Mom had became angry.Mom "Will you shut up?Isha is beautiful."Now Trusha suddenly came to her senses.But every one in room could felt that harm was already done.It couldn't be changed.Still Isha smiled."Don't worry Mom.I know that I am not beautiful but I can look beauty in next birth.""What?Are you mad?You are so young ,why are you discussing your death?""No..No.Mom it is not about death.Some one told me that you should not think this birth as end.It gives you hope."Now Isha was looking at her Mom carefully.She just hoped that Mom didn't sense any thing wrong about her.But her smiling face did wonder on her Mom and she just smiled back and said"No need to talk about death at this age.You should talk about make up.Come on let's go for marketing."
         That day when they went in market. Isha was so full of energy that Trusha looked nothing before her. Isha stopped at every shop.But she didn't buy anything.She just rejected every thing.On every eatery she just ran to eat.She had tasted each and every thing which she could eat.Trusha and Mom were observing it.Finally Mom said"You are eating too much Isha. You will get sick.""Come on.Mom life is small,let's enjoy it."Trusha laughed and said"Now that is cheating.It was my motto."Then both sister laughed.Mom was so happy.This was happening after so many years.Now a days both sisters just used to fight.When their Dad came home,Isha was on top of world.Every one saw that she was in best mood.No one asked reason.But Dad finally asked out of curiosity. She told him that it was her secret.But no one had guessed that Isha was hiding a sharp knife under her pillow while helping her Mom with her dinner.She had taken it to her bedroom.Then they all slept.But at middle of night Trusha sensed something was wrong.She turned and saw that bathroom light in their room was on.She looked at Isha's bed. Isha was not there so Isha went to toilet and she made noise while going there. Trusha slept again but that light was coming on her eyes so she just couldn't sleep peacefully.She just kept waiting.But Isha didn't come out.Finally she felt something was wrong.She went near bathroom and started calling Isha. But Isha didn't open that door.Then she sensed something was wrong.She called her parents.After some time whole society was called.After lot of efforts finally that door was opened by one carpenter who agreed to do that on promise of extra payment.Then they saw that Isha was fallen in bathroom.Her waist was cut.Every one started gossiping.They took her to hospital.Police were called.Every thing looked so worst.They found one suicide note.In that note Isha wrote so depressing things.Like she was never wanted by any one.Then there was lot of anger against Trusha.Then there was abusing language against her Aunt.Police read it and finally said"I think your daughter is having mental problem.Why don't you shown her to doctor?"Then there were long argument.Finally Isha's Dad and other men took that Inspector on side.Then after some time they came back and told Inspector was convinced.Doctor started treating Isha.It was worst day for them because every one was asking.Did Isha had any affair?It was hard to convince them that she was just depressed.Every one was searching for more important sort of cause or some gossip. Trusha was crying whole time because she was indirectly getting blamed for every thing.Then finally Isha was out of danger.But when she woke up,she showed different color.She didn't talk and kept looking at fan.Whole time she was just creating scenes.It was worst for every one.Finally Psychiatrist was called.He talked with her.Then after some time he came out.Psychiatrist "Your daughter is suffering due to depression and it lead to this suicide.We can handle it.Don't worry."Psychiatrist convinced them that every thing was going to be fine.Then Trusha started crying so Mom and Dad were convinced that they needed Psychiatrist for both daughters. But when they asked Psychiatrist, he smiled and said"Wait till she get problems.We can't do treatment before problem."Then he gave one smile which told them that they would need to visit him again.But at this moment they could treat Trusha. Then Psychiatrist smiled and said"Come on. Trusha would be fine.I will treat Isha and if I feel then I will console Trusha also." They smiled. But then Psychiatrist said "But don't you feel you just think too much about Trusha only?"Then Psychiatrist went away leaving them shocked. First time they realized they were main cause of fights between their daughters.They always felt that Trusha was small so she should receive more attention while Isha felt neglected. They knew they were wrong. They saw crying Trusha and Isha who was sleeping on hospital bed due to their wrong attitude but both sister's suffered.
                                                               The End 

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