Missing daughter
Rita was getting ready on every moment.Today she had to teach new chapter to children.She was now experienced teacher. But still on every point she felt same fear from inside.She knew that it was totally wrong.But still she felt it every time that she was moving ahead with new chapter that she would say something wrong before students and then these students would look down on her.She was their teacher and she had to look best before them.It was hard task for her.But still she would manage to do it because she was careful on every moment.She was sitting in that chair.She was studying that book carefully.Those books had those chapters which were required to be taught in details.She was studying hard from that book.On every moment she was concentrating on her each word.She liked that book and she was so scared when she had to taught from it.She knew that she would do best but still she felt scared.Then suddenly she felt that some one was near her door."May I come in Madam?"She didn't wanted to be disturbed while studying that chapter.But still when some one was asking her to entered in her room.She had to say yes because she was teaching so she must be always cooperative towards every one.So Rita prepared one smiling face and said"Please come in."She said it with artificial smile.She was so tense that this person would see true face behind that smile.But still she had to call that person so she smiled.Then a young woman entered inside her room.She was so confused.That lady could be parent of her some student.But she never remembered seeing her.Then she felt that she must be one of that mother who work so she couldn't able to come to school that much.Some parents didn't even manage to come on parent student meeting.She felt sad but she didn't blame them.After all every one wanted to live life and have career.When they had studied so much,they had to use them.She felt that it was fine.But sometimes it would create wrong effects on children.Specially when they didn't find proper baby sitter,they had to arrange for it.But some had grandparents with them and it was great.But worst were those parents who were not ready even to spend more money on baby sitter.They just put children in cheap baby sitting and worst effect could be clearly seen on their language and manners.But some parents just managed both things in best way.She admired them from heart.But it was hard so many mothers quit their job.Rita had same respect for them as she had for parents who managed to be good on both front.After all they quit their job for children.It was really great.So she assumed that it must some working mother.Rita"Who are you Madam?""I am Nisha Raman."Rita smiled.It was so funny that this woman was telling her own name.How did she suppose to know her name?She couldn't remember name of her all student's parents.She felt that it was normal conversation.But things were started looking worst to her.When she saw that this woman was sweating.She was so shocked.She never expected it.
Rita told that woman to sit on chair.That woman sat.Rita noticed that woman was shivering.She started to try to remember her name.Then after some moment she remembered on every moment.She suddenly remembered name Nisha.Rita"Nisha are you alright?What is happening to you?"Nisha just kept breathing heavily for sometime. Nisha asked for water.But Rita didn't give it.She didn't like Nisha's condition.She knew that drinking water for such person was risky.Specially when some one was having just trouble in heart.But then after some time Nisha started smiling and she looked relaxed. Nisha"Nothing is serious.Something like that always happen to me when I am tense.Let me have some water then I will feel relaxed.""No..NO.Don't drink water.Let me call Doctor.Doctor will help you."Now Nisha looked confused .Nisha"But I am feeling fine now."Rita looked at her.Nisha was looking perfectly fine now.Rita had say that Nisha was quiet normal now.But still she didn't like idea of giving water to Nisha.Rita"Can you forget water for some time?"At beginning she looked not convinced but then slowly she agreed. Nisha"Okay as you wish. I am fine now.I have habit of getting tense on every point.When I get tense then it happens to me.Then in few minutes I will get normal.""But have you done check up?""Of course.I did all sort of test.They say that nothing is wrong with me physically.So I just feel that I can ignore it.Such thing happen to me sometimes.Any way this is not important.I have came here just to ask about my daughter.Do you know Purvi?""Purvi?!!I just have to check my memory.""She is in your class 3rd B.""No..NO.I just don't have any one of this name."Now Nisha looked tensed .Nisha started stammering. Nisha"Howww is that posibbllleee?...."She wanted to say something further but she just couldn't able say due to stammering.She wanted to tell something.But then suddenly Rita heard that some one knocked on her room door and Rita told that one to enter.It was peon.She told peon that he should call Doctor immediately.He ran out.Then Nisha just kept breathing strange way and kept trying to talk to her.Rita tried to convince her but it proved useless.Those hours seemed like days and years to her because she didn't able to help Nisha any way.She just kept looking at her and telling her that she must relaxed on every point.But Nisha was not listening to her.Nisha was getting more and more excited on every point.It was all turning horrible on every point.When finally Doctor came who checked every thing,he told them that Nisha's blood pressure increased due to tension and she must relax for some time.So they took Nisha to sick room where she was sleeping for some hours.But inside mind Rita was so confused.Nisha was sleeping there.But she hardly knew that who was she and why had come to meet her.Rita knew that principal was going to ask her same thing.She was scared that how could she answer them.But she knew that she couldn't avoid it.Then in few moments same peon came to her and told her that she was called in principal's room.
Rita was supposed to go in classroom.But instead of that she had to go to Principal.She ran to her classroom first.She told monitor to take care of students of her class room.Then she ran to Principal's office.She was so upset by this.Whole day she was working to teach that chapter properly to her class and now she didn't even have chance to do it.She was upset by this.She wanted to teach student but that lady forced her to meet Principal.She didn't want to waste time. Rita was so frustrated.She was just thinking about chaos that must be started in classroom.She had to go back as soon as possible and she wanted Principal to understand it.But she knew that it was not going to move ahead as per her wish.She felt so frustrated from every angle of life.Then finally she went inside room.That Principal was looking so angrily at her as if she herself called Nisha.Principal "Who is that lady?" Rita knew that Prinicipal was going to scream on her when she answered that she didn't know that lady.But Rita had to say it.Rita"Madam I don't know that lady.""What?You don't know that lady.Then why did you were attending her?""She came inside and said her daughter study in my class.""So which is her daughter?""I don't know.""What?Will you quit answering same thing?I want some wrong answer.Not just nonsense.I don't know.A lady was sitting with you.Then she had heart attack..""NO.Not heart attack.I think it was just increase of blood pressure.""Whatever it is but you need to understand. That I need to know who is that lady.""But I don't know that this lady.How can I tell about her?"This was really strange.She had to explain it."Madam she came inside and told me that she was parent of a small girl in my class.I was listening to her when she suddenly had that fit.""But how did she enter in school on first place?""I don't know Madam."Then Principal showed one permission letter and threw it before Rita."She had your permission letter."Rita was so shocked.She went near that letter and looked at it.She saw that it was her letter but she never remembered writing it.She must had written it on some point.She started remembering every aspect of life. She just didn't find any moment when she wrote it.But it was her handwriting.Rita"Madam I am not sure when I wrote down that letter.It was so difficult to remember in life.Those letter are so important on every point.But still I don't remember when I wrote it."Now Principal looked angrily at Rita.This was not good sign for Rita.She knew that it would effect her future.But she couldn't produce some evidence suddenly regarding that letter.It was so wrong on every point.She started looking at that letter carefully with hope to remember something.Principal said in harsh voice" Look at it and then tell me that when did you have given it.I want it.That lady is in hospital and she was claiming that she didn't remember any thing expect she wanted to see her daughter.It is getting worst.We need to know who is that lady?""What?!!"Rita was shocked now.Rtia"Her name is Nisha Raman and she said her daughter's name is Purvi. But I don't have any Purvi in my class.""But you have given her note.Try to remember.""I just don't know."Finally Principal told her to go back to her class room.Then Rita went back but she was already sure that she didn't able to teach class.She was not going to be upset on every point due to this stress.She wished from heart only if Principal called her after that class.
Rita tried her best to teach.But inside her heart she was still trying to remember that letter.Then she suddenly remembered.She had written that letter when she was trainee.Her senior teacher told her to write for some parent.She didn't know for whom it was written.She was just told to do and she didn't it.When she remembered it,she no longer able to control herself.She started teaching students but whole time she was just waiting for bell.She looked around.She was glad that her student didn't feel her anxiety. Finally her class was over and she literally ran to Principal's office.When Rita entered there,Principal once again stared at her with anger.Rita"Madam I remembered that letter,I have written it when I was junior for Mrs.Shukla.""Mrs.Shukla?!But she is retired now.This was that old letter."Rita nodded."Then why did this lady entered in school with this letter?In fact I was not even school on that time.I hardly knew that Mrs.Shukla but we need to know about that lady but...""Madam you can find Mrs.Shukla's number in computer data base."Principal nodded.But Rita saw that she was willing to do that.Principal"That lady was gone so let's forget it.You may go to class.I don't want to get too much involved in it.I don't think that lady will come again do just forget that matter."Rita didn't like it but still she decided to ignore it.Since she didn't remember that thing much.She didn't feel there was much option for her inside life.But she just didn't like it.For few days thing went totally normal.Rita started to forget that matter but then suddenly one day Rita heard screaming.She ran out.Whole school was gathered in corridor.Every student was watching from there.Rita saw that Nisha was screaming on watchman.In fact she was so angry that she was screaming on every one who was standing around her.It was horrible for her.Rita was looking around down.She saw that Principal had come down and trying to convince her on every angle but things were not working as they wished. Nisha was screaming loudly and every one was gathered there.Things were looking worst on every angle.Principal finally decided to call Police who came and after long argument Nisha was forced to go back.It was worst whole school was disturbed for many hours.But after that Principal looked at Rita.Rita knew that now Principal also wanted to know about Nisha.She was sure that Principal was no longer ignore Nisha.Then Principal pointed Rita to come to her office.Rita smiled happily after all she wanted to know that whole thing from beginning. Principal"Tell me that name?"Rita smiled and told "Mrs.Shukla."Then name was searched and Principal found number.Principal called Mrs.Shukla.Then Principal told all things to Mrs.Shukla and finally phone given to Rita.Rita"Madam do you remember that letter?You have told me to write to mother of Purvai.""Purvi that kid died in school!!""Died in school?How?"Now Principal looked upset."There was trouble inside her heart.Never diagnosis had made .On that time it was horrible.She fall while running and every kid started running around.We took her to hospital but she was already dead."
Now Rita was so scared.She knew one thing from heart.That something was wrong with Nisha's brain.But she didn't understand that why did this was happening after so many days. Rita"But she was coming to school in search for her daughter every day.""What?Then you must tell her family.""But we can't find them?This is something totally wrong.We can't just locate them."Suddenly Mrs.Shukla sounded tense.Mrs.Shukla"I think we need to inform her family."Then after some time Mrs.Shukla said "I can give you their old number.Just wait."Then after long search she gave that number.But when Rita looked at that number,she felt hopeless because she was sure that it was changed.Then for sometime they both discussed things.Then finally Principal decided to remembered some person from telephone exchange.Then they called that lady whose husband was working.They finally convinced her to call her husband and they found list of numbers one of which should be real one.They called them all.Sometimes Rita just wished that people should not be such rude to wrong numbers but people acted that way.Then finally she found that home.When she told them about Nisha's visit,they looked shocked.They said that they would come there. Nisha's husband came to visit them.He was looking so pale and started looking worst on every moment. Nisha's husband was having worst look on every point.When they saw him,they knew that he was in worst situation of life. Nisha's husband" Actually my wife had nervous break down after death of our daughter.Then for some days she didn't remember any thing about her.In fact she seemed to forget every thing regarding her.We know that it was not normal but we said that it was better than crying.Then for many years she was fine but then suddenly same thing happened with my grand daughter.She had same defect.She lived nice small life but when she died.My wife suddenly started remembering same old things.We just felt that it is for some time.But I never guessed that she will come hear and create so much problem."Rita"Did you show her to psychiatrist?""Of course.He is treating her.But he said her case is not that easy.She had Dissociative Amnesia.At one point she remembered it all and on next point she just forget it.I have started her treatment.But I kept her at home alone.Now you told me that how I would lock her."Rita"You can't lock her at house.""Then what should I do?I can't get help from my elder daughter in this condition when her daughter is just died.I can't quit my job because we need money.I can't trust any maid because it will be worst for my wife.Since once I tried but she treated my wife in worst way and started stealing things."Principal"He is right.We have heard so much death of senior citizens in house and it would be risky if they knew that Nisha is not mentally sound and maid had to be inform.Don't worry.She is too young.Do what you feel better for your wife?I just pray that she will get well soon."That man nodded.But from sorrows of his face any one could tell that he no longer believed that.While going out he just said one thing "If by mistake she come back here please call me and don't call Police."Principal nodded. But Nisha never came back again and every day Rita kept feeling sad while thinking that Nisha must be locked in her house when every one was enjoying freedom.But then her heart told her that it was for her own good.After all she could even had accident or any thing worst if she kept walking around in that worst condition.
The End
Rita was getting ready on every moment.Today she had to teach new chapter to children.She was now experienced teacher. But still on every point she felt same fear from inside.She knew that it was totally wrong.But still she felt it every time that she was moving ahead with new chapter that she would say something wrong before students and then these students would look down on her.She was their teacher and she had to look best before them.It was hard task for her.But still she would manage to do it because she was careful on every moment.She was sitting in that chair.She was studying that book carefully.Those books had those chapters which were required to be taught in details.She was studying hard from that book.On every moment she was concentrating on her each word.She liked that book and she was so scared when she had to taught from it.She knew that she would do best but still she felt scared.Then suddenly she felt that some one was near her door."May I come in Madam?"She didn't wanted to be disturbed while studying that chapter.But still when some one was asking her to entered in her room.She had to say yes because she was teaching so she must be always cooperative towards every one.So Rita prepared one smiling face and said"Please come in."She said it with artificial smile.She was so tense that this person would see true face behind that smile.But still she had to call that person so she smiled.Then a young woman entered inside her room.She was so confused.That lady could be parent of her some student.But she never remembered seeing her.Then she felt that she must be one of that mother who work so she couldn't able to come to school that much.Some parents didn't even manage to come on parent student meeting.She felt sad but she didn't blame them.After all every one wanted to live life and have career.When they had studied so much,they had to use them.She felt that it was fine.But sometimes it would create wrong effects on children.Specially when they didn't find proper baby sitter,they had to arrange for it.But some had grandparents with them and it was great.But worst were those parents who were not ready even to spend more money on baby sitter.They just put children in cheap baby sitting and worst effect could be clearly seen on their language and manners.But some parents just managed both things in best way.She admired them from heart.But it was hard so many mothers quit their job.Rita had same respect for them as she had for parents who managed to be good on both front.After all they quit their job for children.It was really great.So she assumed that it must some working mother.Rita"Who are you Madam?""I am Nisha Raman."Rita smiled.It was so funny that this woman was telling her own name.How did she suppose to know her name?She couldn't remember name of her all student's parents.She felt that it was normal conversation.But things were started looking worst to her.When she saw that this woman was sweating.She was so shocked.She never expected it.
Rita told that woman to sit on chair.That woman sat.Rita noticed that woman was shivering.She started to try to remember her name.Then after some moment she remembered on every moment.She suddenly remembered name Nisha.Rita"Nisha are you alright?What is happening to you?"Nisha just kept breathing heavily for sometime. Nisha asked for water.But Rita didn't give it.She didn't like Nisha's condition.She knew that drinking water for such person was risky.Specially when some one was having just trouble in heart.But then after some time Nisha started smiling and she looked relaxed. Nisha"Nothing is serious.Something like that always happen to me when I am tense.Let me have some water then I will feel relaxed.""No..NO.Don't drink water.Let me call Doctor.Doctor will help you."Now Nisha looked confused .Nisha"But I am feeling fine now."Rita looked at her.Nisha was looking perfectly fine now.Rita had say that Nisha was quiet normal now.But still she didn't like idea of giving water to Nisha.Rita"Can you forget water for some time?"At beginning she looked not convinced but then slowly she agreed. Nisha"Okay as you wish. I am fine now.I have habit of getting tense on every point.When I get tense then it happens to me.Then in few minutes I will get normal.""But have you done check up?""Of course.I did all sort of test.They say that nothing is wrong with me physically.So I just feel that I can ignore it.Such thing happen to me sometimes.Any way this is not important.I have came here just to ask about my daughter.Do you know Purvi?""Purvi?!!I just have to check my memory.""She is in your class 3rd B.""No..NO.I just don't have any one of this name."Now Nisha looked tensed .Nisha started stammering. Nisha"Howww is that posibbllleee?...."She wanted to say something further but she just couldn't able say due to stammering.She wanted to tell something.But then suddenly Rita heard that some one knocked on her room door and Rita told that one to enter.It was peon.She told peon that he should call Doctor immediately.He ran out.Then Nisha just kept breathing strange way and kept trying to talk to her.Rita tried to convince her but it proved useless.Those hours seemed like days and years to her because she didn't able to help Nisha any way.She just kept looking at her and telling her that she must relaxed on every point.But Nisha was not listening to her.Nisha was getting more and more excited on every point.It was all turning horrible on every point.When finally Doctor came who checked every thing,he told them that Nisha's blood pressure increased due to tension and she must relax for some time.So they took Nisha to sick room where she was sleeping for some hours.But inside mind Rita was so confused.Nisha was sleeping there.But she hardly knew that who was she and why had come to meet her.Rita knew that principal was going to ask her same thing.She was scared that how could she answer them.But she knew that she couldn't avoid it.Then in few moments same peon came to her and told her that she was called in principal's room.
Rita was supposed to go in classroom.But instead of that she had to go to Principal.She ran to her classroom first.She told monitor to take care of students of her class room.Then she ran to Principal's office.She was so upset by this.Whole day she was working to teach that chapter properly to her class and now she didn't even have chance to do it.She was upset by this.She wanted to teach student but that lady forced her to meet Principal.She didn't want to waste time. Rita was so frustrated.She was just thinking about chaos that must be started in classroom.She had to go back as soon as possible and she wanted Principal to understand it.But she knew that it was not going to move ahead as per her wish.She felt so frustrated from every angle of life.Then finally she went inside room.That Principal was looking so angrily at her as if she herself called Nisha.Principal "Who is that lady?" Rita knew that Prinicipal was going to scream on her when she answered that she didn't know that lady.But Rita had to say it.Rita"Madam I don't know that lady.""What?You don't know that lady.Then why did you were attending her?""She came inside and said her daughter study in my class.""So which is her daughter?""I don't know.""What?Will you quit answering same thing?I want some wrong answer.Not just nonsense.I don't know.A lady was sitting with you.Then she had heart attack..""NO.Not heart attack.I think it was just increase of blood pressure.""Whatever it is but you need to understand. That I need to know who is that lady.""But I don't know that this lady.How can I tell about her?"This was really strange.She had to explain it."Madam she came inside and told me that she was parent of a small girl in my class.I was listening to her when she suddenly had that fit.""But how did she enter in school on first place?""I don't know Madam."Then Principal showed one permission letter and threw it before Rita."She had your permission letter."Rita was so shocked.She went near that letter and looked at it.She saw that it was her letter but she never remembered writing it.She must had written it on some point.She started remembering every aspect of life. She just didn't find any moment when she wrote it.But it was her handwriting.Rita"Madam I am not sure when I wrote down that letter.It was so difficult to remember in life.Those letter are so important on every point.But still I don't remember when I wrote it."Now Principal looked angrily at Rita.This was not good sign for Rita.She knew that it would effect her future.But she couldn't produce some evidence suddenly regarding that letter.It was so wrong on every point.She started looking at that letter carefully with hope to remember something.Principal said in harsh voice" Look at it and then tell me that when did you have given it.I want it.That lady is in hospital and she was claiming that she didn't remember any thing expect she wanted to see her daughter.It is getting worst.We need to know who is that lady?""What?!!"Rita was shocked now.Rtia"Her name is Nisha Raman and she said her daughter's name is Purvi. But I don't have any Purvi in my class.""But you have given her note.Try to remember.""I just don't know."Finally Principal told her to go back to her class room.Then Rita went back but she was already sure that she didn't able to teach class.She was not going to be upset on every point due to this stress.She wished from heart only if Principal called her after that class.
Rita tried her best to teach.But inside her heart she was still trying to remember that letter.Then she suddenly remembered.She had written that letter when she was trainee.Her senior teacher told her to write for some parent.She didn't know for whom it was written.She was just told to do and she didn't it.When she remembered it,she no longer able to control herself.She started teaching students but whole time she was just waiting for bell.She looked around.She was glad that her student didn't feel her anxiety. Finally her class was over and she literally ran to Principal's office.When Rita entered there,Principal once again stared at her with anger.Rita"Madam I remembered that letter,I have written it when I was junior for Mrs.Shukla.""Mrs.Shukla?!But she is retired now.This was that old letter."Rita nodded."Then why did this lady entered in school with this letter?In fact I was not even school on that time.I hardly knew that Mrs.Shukla but we need to know about that lady but...""Madam you can find Mrs.Shukla's number in computer data base."Principal nodded.But Rita saw that she was willing to do that.Principal"That lady was gone so let's forget it.You may go to class.I don't want to get too much involved in it.I don't think that lady will come again do just forget that matter."Rita didn't like it but still she decided to ignore it.Since she didn't remember that thing much.She didn't feel there was much option for her inside life.But she just didn't like it.For few days thing went totally normal.Rita started to forget that matter but then suddenly one day Rita heard screaming.She ran out.Whole school was gathered in corridor.Every student was watching from there.Rita saw that Nisha was screaming on watchman.In fact she was so angry that she was screaming on every one who was standing around her.It was horrible for her.Rita was looking around down.She saw that Principal had come down and trying to convince her on every angle but things were not working as they wished. Nisha was screaming loudly and every one was gathered there.Things were looking worst on every angle.Principal finally decided to call Police who came and after long argument Nisha was forced to go back.It was worst whole school was disturbed for many hours.But after that Principal looked at Rita.Rita knew that now Principal also wanted to know about Nisha.She was sure that Principal was no longer ignore Nisha.Then Principal pointed Rita to come to her office.Rita smiled happily after all she wanted to know that whole thing from beginning. Principal"Tell me that name?"Rita smiled and told "Mrs.Shukla."Then name was searched and Principal found number.Principal called Mrs.Shukla.Then Principal told all things to Mrs.Shukla and finally phone given to Rita.Rita"Madam do you remember that letter?You have told me to write to mother of Purvai.""Purvi that kid died in school!!""Died in school?How?"Now Principal looked upset."There was trouble inside her heart.Never diagnosis had made .On that time it was horrible.She fall while running and every kid started running around.We took her to hospital but she was already dead."
Now Rita was so scared.She knew one thing from heart.That something was wrong with Nisha's brain.But she didn't understand that why did this was happening after so many days. Rita"But she was coming to school in search for her daughter every day.""What?Then you must tell her family.""But we can't find them?This is something totally wrong.We can't just locate them."Suddenly Mrs.Shukla sounded tense.Mrs.Shukla"I think we need to inform her family."Then after some time Mrs.Shukla said "I can give you their old number.Just wait."Then after long search she gave that number.But when Rita looked at that number,she felt hopeless because she was sure that it was changed.Then for sometime they both discussed things.Then finally Principal decided to remembered some person from telephone exchange.Then they called that lady whose husband was working.They finally convinced her to call her husband and they found list of numbers one of which should be real one.They called them all.Sometimes Rita just wished that people should not be such rude to wrong numbers but people acted that way.Then finally she found that home.When she told them about Nisha's visit,they looked shocked.They said that they would come there. Nisha's husband came to visit them.He was looking so pale and started looking worst on every moment. Nisha's husband was having worst look on every point.When they saw him,they knew that he was in worst situation of life. Nisha's husband" Actually my wife had nervous break down after death of our daughter.Then for some days she didn't remember any thing about her.In fact she seemed to forget every thing regarding her.We know that it was not normal but we said that it was better than crying.Then for many years she was fine but then suddenly same thing happened with my grand daughter.She had same defect.She lived nice small life but when she died.My wife suddenly started remembering same old things.We just felt that it is for some time.But I never guessed that she will come hear and create so much problem."Rita"Did you show her to psychiatrist?""Of course.He is treating her.But he said her case is not that easy.She had Dissociative Amnesia.At one point she remembered it all and on next point she just forget it.I have started her treatment.But I kept her at home alone.Now you told me that how I would lock her."Rita"You can't lock her at house.""Then what should I do?I can't get help from my elder daughter in this condition when her daughter is just died.I can't quit my job because we need money.I can't trust any maid because it will be worst for my wife.Since once I tried but she treated my wife in worst way and started stealing things."Principal"He is right.We have heard so much death of senior citizens in house and it would be risky if they knew that Nisha is not mentally sound and maid had to be inform.Don't worry.She is too young.Do what you feel better for your wife?I just pray that she will get well soon."That man nodded.But from sorrows of his face any one could tell that he no longer believed that.While going out he just said one thing "If by mistake she come back here please call me and don't call Police."Principal nodded. But Nisha never came back again and every day Rita kept feeling sad while thinking that Nisha must be locked in her house when every one was enjoying freedom.But then her heart told her that it was for her own good.After all she could even had accident or any thing worst if she kept walking around in that worst condition.
The End
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