Saturday, January 3, 2015

Adventure story 170. The child

                                                                     The child
Pari was looking out of window. She was looking outside. Ramesh was sitting inside car.She was looking at him. Every day as soon as he went out of that house her life used to begin.She had married Ramesh just due to her family. She never liked him that much. In fact she hardly used to like to talk with him.They were never compatible. But since it was just sort of business deal. They were introduced to each other for marriage proposal.At that point their business was going on in sort of trouble since her father could able to manage it. She had seven sister.Her grandfather who used to do business died suddenly due to heart attack. Her father needed some one to manage business.While Ramesh's family was wealthy and they needed some business to take over so that Ramesh could manage it on his own. Since they were four brothers, Ramesh was youngest.All brothers were settled in business.They needed new business for him.They didn't want new partner in business. They wanted to settle business for Ramesh. So then they decided that they would take over Pari's Dad business.But when Pari's Dad asked for bigger amount, they felt that they didn't want to spend so much money.They were wealthy but their lavish spending were slowly eating away their earning.But then Pari's father noticed Ramesh. He sensed it as if best opportunity to get good husband for daughter and get rid of her. Pari knew that she should not think of her father like that. But she knew that her father was just thinking of one thing at that time that Ramesh would run that business for her and he would get security for old age because he kept that business on his name only.Next name was of Pari so Ramesh got whole business on his wife's name .Her father got security.Ramesh got business and she got just one thing hatred from her sister. Since she got every thing and all remaining sisters got nothing. They just hated her. They felt that Pari planned it all.But she was just forced in this marriage by her father.Her father would  used to take her some where outside in name of lunch or dinner.Then he used to call Ramesh there.Slowly he managed to convince her that she had to marry Ramesh.Pari sensed that it was not perfect match even Ramesh sensed it. Pari always hoped that Ramesh would say no.She even tried to indicate it.But he never did that.Ramesh wanted that business at any cost and in his eyes Pari was good wife for him.Pari could take care of his home and kids.He was not interested in any thing else. He knew that their choices were different and their views were different but he didn't care.When Pari pointed out,he just said that it was fine with him and if she wanted to say no then she had to tell it to her father also. Pari tried but when her father told her that they would become poor if she didn't agree.She got scared and matter was over.So in this way Pari married to Ramesh.That decision
was never made by love.It was just business deal out of which they meant to find their love.Pari didn't know about Ramesh.But she never found it.
       Pari was so bored in that life which she had with Ramesh. She wanted to live with some one who had understanding of art. He got irritated on every point when she tried to discuss about art.He tried to show interest but he didn't able to show that much enthusiasm since he was not really interested. At beginning Ramesh used to come with Pari.But then one day he told her that he was busy.She didn't know that if that was real reason or just excuse but she just wanted to go.She told him that she would go alone.At beginning he tried to object but then finally he said yes.He just insisted that she must took his car and driver.After that she started going out.It was so nice.She was enjoying perfect freedom. She never had to think about her husband. But whenever Ramesh was at home,she used to obey him.She was so perfect wife before him that he never sensed that she was enjoying her another life.She made many friends behind him.They all didn't even knew that she was married. She was enjoying her life.She was careful not to make any boyfriend. Since she didn't want to attract anyone's attention, She was happy with those friends.Each one of them was not that much happy with life. Some had their husbands in abroad.Some were just like Pari unhappy and they didn't ask about each others husband.Some wanted to discuss like those friends whose husband were forced to stay abroad for money.They welcomed their chatting about husband.But Pari sensed clearly that none of them was happily married like her.Of course she was happily married to whole world. They both wondered like perfect couple before world.Then finally she got pregnant. Ramesh was so happy to get his next generation in business. While Pari was so upset,she didn't want to loose her freedom. But things were not as per her thoughts now.She had to remain at home due to her pregnancy. She sat down when her mobile rang her friend was calling. Neena"Where are you? We all were planning to go for film.But Trusha told that you can't able to come. Why? Are you went on some vacation alone?""No..No..I am stuck here.""You are stuck there.Why?""I am pregnant.""What? My god. Are you married?""Of course."Then Neena start laughing.Neena"So sorry. I just never asked you and misunderstood everything. Then what is tension?" Pari finally said what she never dared to say to any one. Pari" I just don't want this child.""What? Why? You are not happy with your husband. Did he abused you? Did he hit you?""No..No.He is nice man but I just don't like him.""Why?""Actually he is not compatible..""Now stop this nonsense Pari.You said that he is nice guy then why are you so against him.""You are my friend.You have to understand it.That man is so different. He just never understand anything about me.""Like?""He hate films.""So?? Many people hate them. You can go to films with us like we go now.""No.. No not just films.He just never like what I like.He never want to go anywhere except business deals and works." Neena started laughing. Neena" All men are like that only." Pari was so upset. She knew that Neena was not understanding her feelings. She just said"You are right. I have to go to..""Where? To gynecologist?"Pari wanted to escape from her so she said yes and disconnected mobile. She just hated this all.She knew that she was mother but still she just didn't like her baby.
          Pari was so bored by sitting in house,She wanted to go out.But she just didn't understand that which place would be good. Then Door bell rang.She didn't have to go and open the door.She had maids for it so Ramesh kept every thing for her. There were maids and servants.But they were not those people who were attached with her. Her servants just did their jobs.She was not going to chat with them.She had her standard. She hated that nature of Ramesh.He was so friendly with servants that sometimes even servants tried to advise  her.But she was careful to show them their places.He was acting totally different way. Ramesh was always friendly with servant. She knew that she must treat them properly but she never liked to treat them like equal because she just hated advice. She knew that when she started to go out.Some maid would inform Ramesh about it. Then Ramesh would ask driver that where were they going.Driver would answer him.Until now Ramesh just never cared where she went because she was going to some movie or hotel would not hurt him.She never made friendship with any male.So he never felt any threat.Even when her maids kept complaining that she was going outside too much.He never cared because he was not that much concern about her lavish spending.After all it was her father's money and he was increasing it every day by crores so spending of few thousand was not big deal to him. But those maids were sensed that it was wrong from beginning.They were indicating that she was developing bad habits. But Ramesh wanted her to live there quietly and happily so he let her act per her wish. But now he was scared. He wanted this baby for him.Somewhere in heart even Ramesh sensed that she was not interested in kid.But he hoped that her mother instinct would work. Pari was so angry and upset. She just wanted to go out.She wanted to go and watch some movie.She just went out towards car.Pari "Driver take me to theater.""Okay Madam."Then they went to that theater.When she went out,Driver told"Madam it is not safe for you to go in theater in this condition. You have to walk to those seats.You have to walk in dark..""So do you feel I just sit whole time at house?" "No..NO..I just feel that you have to take sir with you.""But your sir don't have time. Now don't irritate me."Pari started walking fast in anger.Driver sensed that things were not moving in right way.He called Ramesh and told him every thing who immediately phoned Pari.Pari "Ramesh I am going to watch...""Fine.Fine. I have just called one of your favorite maid Geeta. She will sit with you."Pari just hated that Geeta. In fact she hated every servant. They all were just honest to Ramesh no one else. They always told every thing to him. But she knew that she had no option so she decided to do as per his wish.Then finally that maid came. During all duration of pregnancy she sensed that she had to tolerate this.But she decided that she was not going to stay like that for her whole life.She decided that she would talk with Ramesh about it.Then she went to select film.She just decided on horror movie. She knew that it was not good but she decided it because she wanted to do every thing against Ramesh's wish.She just hated her child.
      When film was started, Geeta immediately tried to warn Pari against watching it.But Pari just ignored it. She started watching film. But then within few moments Ramesh came in theater.He forced her that she must come out with him.She was so upset by that show off.But she had to out because other audience started screaming.After that she created so much show off, Due to her anger Ramesh was so scared.Finally he said "Pari try to understand until baby was born.You have to take precaution.""And after that? I have to take care of that baby.I have to do every thing."Ramesh looked so much confused. Ramesh "But? It is also your baby.""I know but when you become Papa.You just enjoy every thing of baby and then go to office as per your wish.But my life is wasted.""Wasted?""Yes.I don't want to run after baby."Ramesh smiled."Ohh so you don't want responsibilities. Fine I will keep maid. In fact Geeta can do it.You can enjoy every thing but for nine months you have to take care. Then you can enjoy freedom of whole life,I will not ask this favor again.I promise."Pari was not happy but still she wanted to get over it so she nodded.Then for nine months she stayed at home. At beginning Ramesh thought that she would slowly like that child.But then he sensed that it would not happen.He arranged every thing for their child.When baby was born,every thing was ready.Her room,her maid.Every thing was perfect. But it was girl.But Pari didn't care for that child.She just wanted to enjoy her life. Ramesh did big party on Isha's birth on which Pari pretended like perfect mother. But Ramesh sensed already that she was pretending. Then slowly Pari started going out every day.Isha was princess of her Dad.Isha was perfectly taken care of.In fact Ramesh made it sure that Isha would not miss her mother because Geeta was perfect replacement.Geeta was a childless woman and even her husband started working there as watchman so that Geeta could stay there,Ramesh arranged one servant quarter in house.So every thing was perfect.Only Ramesh was there,Isha used to come there.In fact Isha hardly recognized her own Mom. She was considering Geeta as her Mom. Every thing was perfect for Pari. But one day Ramesh was invited by one of client in party. They all went.They looked like perfect family but Isha just stayed in hand of her father and it was first time. Pari sensed that she had lost something. She started trying to convince her daughter. Isha kept crying and started hitting at Pari when she tried to take Isha in her arms. But Pari kept trying due to it Isha screamed so much.That every one in that party started watching them.Those voices were attracting so much attention. That Ramesh took her back.But by then all guests had already realized that Pari couldn't able to take her own daughter Isha. Some guests even came to advise her and some came to taunt her.Ramesh sensed that it was all wrong.Every one was laughing on Pari and him.He wanted to leave that party but he knew that he had to attend it. He didn't want to create drama.But he hardly able to guess that it was just beginning.
       After that as soon as Ramesh reached home,Pari once again started taking Isha in her hand.Isha was screaming.She wanted to go in Geeta's hand. There was big drama.Whole time Isha was screaming. Those screams were so horrible.Ramesh tried hard to control Pari.But he could sensed that situation was going out of his hand.When he screamed,Pari finally stopped trying.Ramesh thought that it was over.But in her heart Pari was making many plans.She decided to go in market and at morning she went there.She bought all best toys and sweets.Then she came in house.By then Ramesh had already went out for work.Pari started showing every toy to Isha.But Isha was scared of her.Pari just kept running after her.Then finally Pari hit her.But Geeta took Isha out of her hand.Geeta"You should not hit your daughter like that.She is so small."Then Pari started screaming and abusing every one. She started throwing things around.Geeta just took Isha in hand and ran out of that house.Pari just kept screaming and throwing things.She hurt herself on lot of places.All servant just ran out of house.Then one of them phoned Ramesh.Ramesh came there with Doctor.They both found it so hard to control Pari.Finally they gave her injection for sleeping.Doctor suggested Ramesh that he would start Pari's psychiatric treatment. When Pari woke up,once again she started asking for Isha.Ramesh knew that Isha was not going to come in her arms.He tried to console her.But she just kept crying.Then she just quit food and kept looking at ceiling.Finally one day Ramesh took her to psychiatrist.But when they went there, Pari was sitting like stone.Slowly Psychiatrist started talking to her but Pari was hardly talking with psychiatrist.Then he told Pari to go out with nurse,Pari just obeyed without questioning. Pari was never object any thing now a days,As soon as she went out Ramesh asked "What happen to her?""Was it forced marriage? Your wife wanted to marry some one else.""I don't know.I mean.I never thought this way.I just got married to her and then took care of her.""But you took care of her every wimp without much thinking.""What else should I do? It was her father's money.She had full right to it and her demands were not that harmful.""That demand in which she told you that she didn't want to take care of your daughter?""It was unreasonable.But she didn't want to be mother and I force motherhood on her.""But she is mother.She have to take of her child.I don't mean to spend whole day around it. But at least she have to spend few hours.""But it was her choice."Then he told Psychiatrist whole incidence in theater.Psychiatrist"I feel that she was taking revenge of her father on you.She was just forced in this marriage so she just kept showing her anger.But slowly she started feeling lonely.Then suddenly one day she felt that she lost her daughter and she lost her mental balance,She went in depression.""But it was not my mistake.""Of course not.But don't you sense that your wife dislike you?" Ramesh said this with tears in eyes"I sensed it.But after marriage I have no option.I have to adjust with.It was hard for me so I gave her full freedom.That's why I wanted my daughter.At least I have one person who love me.""Now don't feel your heart with wrong thought.It is not about you.It is about that marriage which forced on her.I feel she should have hated any one who married to her.It was about taking away her freedom.But I feel that slowly she will be fine."Ramesh"Do all the thing you can do.After all it is her money.I don't want any one to blame me,"Ramesh said it in such way that Psychiatrist sensed that Ramesh might had married willingly but now it was forced even for him.Psychiatrist nodded.In heart Psychiatrist knew one thing.That he could cure Pari but he just couldn't create love between them because it was never existed.He knew that they both wanted Pari so they would stay together for her like all those couples who stayed together not for their love but just for their children.After all no one could change destiny some times.
                                                                          The End

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