Poem. 6965. Start of dream show new

                      Start of dream show new 

Start of dream show new path to concept which show new route to strength that form new shine to mind

Start of dream show new word to thought which start new direction to hope that give new hope to mind

Start of dream show new soul to feel which give new knowledge to chapter that open new step to mind

Start of dream show new hope to touch which create new light to spirit that form new smile to mind

Start of dream show new light to step which form new brightness to word that bring new route to mind

Start of dream show new appeal to way which give new hope to route that create new light to mind

Start of dream show new direction to touch which show new spirit to concept that form new word to mind

Start of dream show new shine to thought which start new chapter to step that give new hope to mind

Start of dream show new smile to chapter which form new knowledge to path that show new way to mind

Start of dream show new touch to route which create new appeal to light that bring new world to mind

Start of dream show new soul to direction which show new touch to smile that form new concept to mind

Start of dream show new hope to appeal which give new thought to route that show new direction to mind

Start of dream show new thought to route which create new light to shine that bring new strength to mind

Start of dream show new move to chapter which form new brightness to way that create new path to mind

Start of dream show new path to strength which give new soul to concept that open new touch to mind

Start of dream show new route to concept which create new light to thought that form new brightness to mind

Start of dream show new move to strength which form new concept to shine that show new chapter to mind

Start of dream show new touch to spirit which give new knowledge to soul that open new strength to mind

Start of dream show new world to soul which create new appeal to light that bring new route to mind

Start of dream show new way to shine which start new touch to move that form new brightness to mind.

Poem. 6964. Light from move start new

                  Light from move start new

Light from move start new hope in mind which form new direction to feeling of soul that give new step to learning of path in life 

Light from move start new dimension in mind which show new route to thinking of spirit that form new way to meaning of path in life 

Light from move start new thought in mind which give new appeal to meaning of word that start new route to thinking of path in life 

Light from move start new chapter in mind which create new spirit to understanding of step that give new touch to feeling of path in life 

Light from move start new concept in mind which form new touch to thinking of soul that create new spirit to thinking of path in life 

Light from move start new strength in mind which give new move to learning of move that form new way to understanding of path in life 

Light from move start new direction in mind which create new spirit to feeling of step that give new strength to meaning of path in life 

Light from move start new appeal in mind which show new thought to understanding of way that form new touch to learning of path in life 

Light from move start new step in mind which form new smile to meaning of direction that show new spirit to feeling of path in life 

Light from move start new soul in mind which create new step to learning of concept that give new thought to understanding of path in life 

Light from move start new route in mind which give new chapter to feeling of strength that form new direction to meaning of path in life 

Light from move start new way in mind which form new concept to thinking of spirit that create new spirit to learning of path in life 

Light from move start new smile in mind which show new touch to meaning of move that give new soul to feeling of path in life 

Light from move start new spirit in mind which create new step to understanding of step that form new touch to meaning of path in life 

Light from move start new world in mind which give new route to learning of chapter that show new strength to thinking of path in life 

Light from move start new strength in mind which form new smile to thinking of hope that give new concept to learning of path in life 

Light from move start new chapter in mind which create new appeal to feeling of touch that show new step to understanding of path in life 

Light from move start new shine in mind which give new knowledge to understanding of smile that form new move to meaning of path in life 

Light from move start new appeal in mind which show new direction to meaning of strength that give new strength to feeling of path in life 

Light from move start new world in mind which form new touch to thinking of soul that create new direction to understanding of path in life. 

Adventure story. 657. Painting of small boy

                       Painting of small boy

Chetan began to hear floating of water with each sound. He began to feel so pleased. He liked it. He was so happy that he finally shifted in house near water. He was working so hard to find one. It was so pleasant. His life was so stressful without one pleasant house. He was waiting to find one but he couldn’t find. They were so costly. So he finally decided to rent one. This one was so nice. He kept listening to sound of tides. It’s rent was little high but he was so happy in it. He didn’t mind paying little bit extra for it. He smiled so sweetly when he thought about his house. It was pleasant heaven in his mind. He wanted to think positively about all but his house was so much better. He had inherited one flat from his parents but he disliked it. He didn’t understand why but he felt so negative about it. He had nice life in his flat. His parents were nice & everything was fine. They died due to sickness in old age. He knew that he missed them but he couldn’t expect them to live forever. He could understand easily. He told himself that it was okay so he was alone in his life. His job was his entertainment. He did few creative things painting. He tried to sell them but he knew that no one was going to purchase so he gave them free in exchange he get few friends. He was not married. He was handling his father’s savings very carefully. He knew that he would manage all in great way. He looked around his house. It was perfect heaven. He didn’t want anyone to enter in it. He laughed happily. He was finally free. He knew that he was free from beginning but still he was tense. He felt that someone might enter. His parents were so pushy. He began to arrange in his house. It was so nice. He could hear sound of tides. They were telling him wonderful stories. They kept suggesting that nature would bring positive in his mind. He wanted happiness for himself. He knew that tides had strength to bring positive for him. He was so stressed. He was feeling so happy with wonderful memories. They are so pleasant. He kept looking around. He could hear rhythm in that water tides. It was so nice. He began to imagine world in different way. He could feel pleasant thought in his mind. He was so happy. On each tide he felt entry of new world. He took out canvas & began to paint a scenery. He started to observe people walking on beach. On that point he saw small child. He was so pleased to see that child. He slowly began to draw a temporary sketch on that point one lady came to play with him. She was good looking & innocent too. He felt so happy. He started to do her rough sketch too. He smiled happily. He was so happy. On that point that lady looked towards him. She didn’t able to see him. But he felt as if she sensed something was wrong. She forcibly took away that little boy. He felt so sad. But he had seen them so he could easily draw them now. He began to draw them on canvas. He looked around. Sometimes he wished he had some pet. Until now he never had one but he could have one now. He was confused between dog or cat but then he never had one so it seemed better to have fishes. He didn’t understand what would be better. Then he felt that it was better to be alone. He decided to start some music & dance. It would be pleasant. He wanted to dance happily. His each move was showing new spirit for soul. He wanted to feel happy. It was so wonderful. He knew that he was not great dancer but he just wanted to express himself so he was dancing like mad person but he was happy since no one was there to see. He started laughing when finally he stopped. He wanted pleasant life like that. He didn’t want anyone to stop him. He wanted full freedom. It was so frustrating when his parents or his friends used to tell him how bad his dancing was. He knew that now no one would do that. He sat once again to paint. He began to imagine that child in different scene. In this scene that child was playing with ball. That ball was so pretty with excellent colours. He kept watching those colours with full concentration. He wanted to imagine a nice beach too. He began to paint one enchanting beach of his imagination. Just child was same. He didn’t need same background. He could paint that child in heaven of his imagination. He knew that his one friend who ran restaurant needed one painting. This would be perfect for her. That lady owner of restaurant was so skillful in her cooking skills. She could manage all in perfect way. Sometimes he get food on discounted rate. She was his favourite friend. She had one husband who never cared for her. She tried to avoid complaining but she couldn’t help it. This restaurant was owned by her husband. He sat just as cashier & kept taking earning. She needed to select cook & give recipes to them. She needed to arrange something if cook disappeared but she was still nothing. She was just an useless woman in her husband’s eyes. She was so frustrated. He was such relief in her life. She had one son but he never cared for her so he felt that this child would become her son in her imaginary world. He looked towards child. That boy seemed so pleasant in painting. He kept looking at that boy. He smiled happily. He began to put more colours on canvas. He started to feel pleasant happiness in mind. Then he was so stressful. He needed to feel positive but he was feeling negative suddenly entered in him. He slowly took that Canvas then he took some newspapers & packed it properly. He decided to gift it to his that lady of restaurant Mrs. Gupta. He smiled happily. He confirmed that entire lights & fans & AC were closed in his house. He even confirmed refrigerator door & gas pipeline button was closed. Then he took some money & he began to journey towards restaurant. He loved to go there. He was so happy when that restaurant with Victoria decor came. He enjoyed it. He sat on his favourite chair which had view of one pleasant garden. His life was so nice. Then when waiter came, he immediately told waiter to keep that Packet which had canvas for Mrs. Gupta. Waiter nodded. Waiter looked towards Mr. Gupta & said “ Better to give to Madam than Sir.” Then both nodded in agreement. They knew that his Sir didn’t appreciate such things. So Waiter took it away. Then Chetan resumed eating food he just ordered. They knew what he wanted so they managed his order very quickly. He began to eat happily.

         Mrs. Gupta was so happy when she saw that painting. Until now Chetan’s paintings were nice but nothing so positive. She felt most of them were just depressing but today he gifted her a jewel. That atmosphere was so nice perfect for her Victorian restaurant. She placed it properly. She liked that atmosphere. It was so pleasant. She looked around. She loved that canvas. She kept looking around restaurant. It was so nice. She sat peacefully while watching that Canvas that boy was positive. Slowly customers began to come. She smiled happily & started serving them with new spirit. She was so happy. But then after sometime one couple came. It ordered food then it started to look towards canvas. Wife said with shock “ That boy looked so much like our Pradip!” Husband said “ So true. Sometimes painter create miracles by painting like that. Those painting seemed so truthful & interesting.” She smiled. But Mrs. Gupta felt so confused. Mrs. Gupta decided to serve personally to that customer. She went to take their order too. She began to feel so upset when they took time to give order. They didn’t call anyone. They were discussing between themselves for sometime. During that discussion she kept carefully listening to them. She was trying to make word out of their conversations. She didn’t understand much but she didn’t feel they were discussing about that canvas. So they managed to forget about painting. Then finally they called. She went running & asked with sweet smile “ So how was your day? Do you enjoy beach?” Husband “ Beach? I don’t know about beach.” Wife smiled “ Come on! Didn’t I mentioned our son went on beach yesterday with Reva.” “ Ohh! Then we must visit it today.” They both looked happy at this idea. Then they gave order to Mrs. Gupta who immediately went in kitchen. She confirmed that order should be cooked carefully & she even told to give them one extra dessert. She said to cook “ I feel they might keep coming.” Cook “ Don’t worry. We have some extra fruits which will get spoiled if we don’t cook something. I am sure I can make some nice dessert. In fact I cook it for all customers.” On that point Mr. Gupta entered “ Great idea & give some to me on counter. I am so hungry.” Mr. Gupta was forever hungry. He didn’t care how much weight he was gaining. He just wanted more. He said “ Give me that dessert too.” Cook immediately nodded. In mind Cook hated him but it was better to smile & agree with everything so Cook nodded. Now Mrs. Gupta knew that Chetan was painting people who were visiting beach. But she didn’t understand with permission or without. She didn’t feel that it was with permission. She was so scared. She kept talking with her customers for some time. She was smiling happily. It was stressful for her. She wanted to discuss about that small boy with that couple but clearly that couple was not interested in talking with her. She saw soon that couple left. She knew that he had no option now but she must visit Chetan. She must go & see his house. She needed to confirm with eyes that he was actually painting people after watching. It was not just imagination. When she decided to talk about it to Mr. Gupta she sensed that her husband Mr. Gupta didn’t like it. Mr. Gupta was big bully. He didn’t like if she visited any man. Mr. Gupta had many friends who were girls & women. He could do anything as per his choice but she needed to be restricted. She was feeling so sad. She didn’t understand how could she go there. Then she suddenly got one idea. She told Mr. Gupta “ Do you remember Chetan?” “ Yes!” “ That Chetan is planning a party in house.” Now for greed Mr. Gupta could do anything. “ Then you must go. I can’t leave this cash counter.” She knew that Mr. Gupta just wanted to relax in restaurant. She needed to take some cash & then pretend that Chetan gave it. She didn’t want to be exposed before her husband. Her life was so miserable. She didn’t have any privacy. She had two children who were settled in their life. They just came with their demands to her but they never cared for her. She was so confused about her feelings towards Chetan. It was not love. She never fall in love with man so young but her husband surely began to treat it that way. She was so upset. She wished only if she could get rid of her situation. Sometimes she just wanted to run away from her house. But she knew that it was not possible. She looked at herself in mirror. She was looking so exhausted & overweight. Once she used to be full of life. But she lost all by wrong marriage. She didn’t have much options. Her family wasn’t rich & her Dad died at young age. Her Mom was widow who did cooking & household work in her big joint family. She supposed to obey her grandparents & Uncles. She did all. She tried to do all her best. She still never received respect. She often thought that if her father had been alive but then one day she found out that her father was not nice man. He was criminal. She was so upset about it. She didn’t feel hopeful even after her marriage her husband was worst. She tried to complaint but according to her Mom her father was not better. She was stuck in one trap. But still when she saw Chetan she felt as if he was stuck in same trap. Chetan kept telling his parents were nice people but she didn’t believe it. He was lying. He didn’t wanted to go out since his parents were always kept criticising him. Chetan felt that their parents were right. He felt that he was useless person so they called him useless & it wasn’t crime. He felt so normal when he was criticised. He was intelligent man but still he didn’t feel that way. She wanted him to feel normal & she was planning to do something for him. But today when she sensed that he was doing painting of people without telling them she felt so tense. She wanted to tell him to stop it. She smiled to Mr. Gupta & said “ Okay I will go to Chetan & come with payment.” He nodded happily. She was going to use all her birthday presents which included money only. But she didn’t need them any way. Her life was meaningless but she wanted meaningful life for Chetan. She wanted happiness for him.

          Chetan was already planning next painting when Mrs. Gupta called him. He was so happy. She was only person who didn’t treat him like low level human. Mrs Gupta said “ I am coming to visit you.” Chetan didn’t like this idea. He wanted to remain alone. He immediately said “ But I need to go to bank..” “ Ohh actually I want to talk about that painting.” Now this managed to tense him. He was expecting that she would like it now he began to doubt his judgement. He slowly asked “ What happened? You didn’t like it.” “ No..no can you stop for sometime..or I will wait in your house.” Now he didn’t have much option. Then Mrs. Gupta was his friend. She wouldn’t insult or hurt him. “ Fine I will stop today & go tomorrow.” Mrs. Gupta said happily “ Thank you so much.” Then he waited. He kept watching for her. He arranged entire house properly. He even ordered some things to eat. He began to decorate his house. He knew that it was not as if his girlfriend was coming but still he thought that Mrs. Gupta was best friend so deserved similar appreciation. On that time Mr. Gupta called. He took call “ Hello Mr. Gupta.” “ So everything is arranged.” “ No..no I just began..” “ How many people coming?” He didn’t understand. “ What are you talking about?” Suddenly Mr. Gupta asked angrily “ Mrs. Gupta is arranging party for you isn’t she?” He felt so nervous. “ Ohh..it’s just small get together nothing big!” Then Mr. Gupta laughed loudly “ Ohh…so sorry. I know just you & one guest. That’s it. Isn’t it?” “ Yes..yes” “ Ohh my wife always like to arrange it. I tell her to not change you. & don’t order food from outside I send some.” He nodded. He knew that Mr. Gupta couldn’t see him but still. He  said “ Bye.” He could hear Mr. Gupta laughing. Finally he canceled items he ordered. Mrs Gupta was confused when Mr. Gupta called. Then slowly she understood misunderstanding. But she decided that it was better. She said “ Just send that food.” “ Of course you don’t want to stop there for long to arrange for them two is company & three is crowd.” Mr. Gupta began to laugh again. Mrs. Gupta was so nervous. She knew that now he would keep irritating. Chetan was looking outside. He saw once again a couple. He smiled. He wanted paint again. He began to set all when Mrs. Gupta came. She saw that he was beginning to sketch. She could see that it was picture of that couple. She looked towards Chetan angrily. “ Do you understand what you are doing?” “ What?” “ You are painting people without their permission.” He smiled & said “ It’s okay. It wasn’t like that!” “ It is not okay. Try to understand. You are painting unknown woman & kids! People will start to complaint.” He suddenly became out. He asked “ Did someone complaint?” “ Well.” She looked towards table. She said “ Let’s sat & talk.” On that point door bell rang. Mr.Gupta came in. Mrs. Gupta shivered with fear. She was alone sitting opposite Chetan. She was not holding hand or so near but still. But then Mr. Gupta looked towards Chetan who was crying slowly. “ What happened?” “ Where is girl?” “ There is no girl.” Chetan began to cry loudly. Mr. Gupta patted on his hand. “ It’s okay. That’s not end of world. We will find new girl.” Then Mr. Gupta smiled & said “ What about my sister?” Mrs. Gupta didn’t know what she supposed to say. Her sister-in-law was nice & beautiful woman but Chetan was not searching girl to marry he had different issue. Mrs. Gupta said “ Let him get over this.” Mr. Gupta nodded. Then Mr. Gupta kept food in corner & went away. She was glad that her husband went away. She slowly went near Chetan “ You can’t keep on painting like that..” “ But I need to! My hands couldn’t stop. I want to do it.” He screamed on her. Mrs. Gupta “ If you feel that way you need help.” Chetan looked towards her with shock. She was calling him mad man. He gave her angry look & said “ Just go away.”She get out. Then he slowly took canvas & started painting. He would keep them inside house. Then it would be fine. He began to paint in strange way. In strange hope which he had in his soul. He wanted to do all in right way. He needed to paint carefully everything on canvas. He saw pleasant colours on it. He was so happy. But that point he suddenly saw one face. It was face of his dead baby sister. He still thought about her. He knew that when he was ten years old his baby sister died. They didn’t understand cause. He didn’t want to remember her. But he kept thinking about her. His parents didn’t like her. He didn’t understand why. But they just didn’t. Then they never liked him too. Their parents were successful people & they were unsuccessful children. They were failures. He began to get so upset. Suddenly he began to feel that he needed a psychiatrist. Now he could go there & no one would taunt him. His parents always taunted. His parents could have declared him mad on his face. Then he began to search for number of hospital. He located psychiatrist number & without second thought he just called. He took appointment. Then he sat peacefully & began to eat food Mr. Gupta brought. He began to think he might start dating sister of Mr. Gupta. She might be nice girl but he needed to just get this treatment. Then he started painting canvas. This time he began to try to paint his dead baby sister but he couldn’t able to see her. She was there in his thoughts still she was invisible in his memories. He couldn’t paint anything he started crying. From that day Chetan was keep trying to paint. But something didn’t permit him. He just wanted to paint people who were walking on beach. Finally he just stopped painting. Mrs. Gupta didn’t call him. He wanted to call her but he decided to wait. He wanted to visit psychiatrist first. It was so painful for him. He began to get upset again & again with fear. He was so stressed. He wanted to feel positive but nothing was happening. He knew that he needed psychiatrist.

     Finally Chetan came to visit psychiatrist on day of appointment. He was so tense but it appeared like normal hospital nothing special or scary. They checked him in normal way. Then psychiatrist began to talk. He told everything step by step. Psychiatrist said slowly “ You are suffering from depression due to nature of your parents. They kept their expectations so high that you can’t able to live normal life. But now you began to have problem of little bit obsessive compulsive disorder too. You want to paint people again & again. But this is nothing that treatment can’t cure. So we start it from today.” Chetan nodded. He began his treatment that day. He went back. He tried to call Mrs. Gupta but she didn’t took it. When she took call it was much short conversation that he sensed that she was no longer interested in their friendship. He wanted to ask why but he couldn’t. He had no claim on that friendship. One day he saw that boy again on beach. He went out & told them how did he painted him & gave canvas to restaurant. He apologised for not asking permission. But that family seemed happy. They said “ You can paint us all. We don’t mind.” He smiled happily. After that this boy became his centre of attraction in every painting. Slowly he even began to sell painting. He didn’t earn much but he enjoyed. Most importantly he was no longer locked in his house. He began to jog & go out. It was pleasant thing for him. His treatment helped him to start his normal life. He managed to make friendship with few people too. He didn’t started to date but he hoped one day he might find his someone special.

                                        The End

       

Poem. 6963. Hope from soul bring

                     Hope from soul bring 

Hope from soul bring new way to appeal of mind which start new direction to smile that create new light to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new step to strength of mind which form new thought to path that show new appeal to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new shine to concept of mind which give new knowledge to way that form new touch to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new step to thought of mind which show new appeal to soul that start new dream to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new route to start of mind which create new strength to word that give new chapter to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new way to chapter of mind which form new touch to path that create new step to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new smile to move of mind which start new step to light that form new thought to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new touch to step of mind which create new way to chapter that give new appeal to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new word to appeal of mind which show new light to strength that form new smile to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new step to route of mind which form new knowledge to move that create new touch to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new smile to path of mind which give new direction to touch that form new step to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new shine to appeal of mind which start new thought to way that give new light to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new route to concept of mind which give new world to path that create new word to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new light to direction of mind which show new appeal to shine that form new move to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new way to strength of mind which form new smile to word that give new route to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new word to chapter of mind which give new knowledge to step that create new shine to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new appeal to touch of mind which start new thought to shine that show new strength to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new dream to move of mind which create new direction to way that form new light to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new direction to step of mind which form new knowledge to route that give new world to spirit of mind

Hope from soul bring new knowledge to word of mind which give new touch to start that create new dream to spirit of mind.

Poem. 6962. Feeling start new way

                      Feeling start new way 

Feeling start new way bring new day of life which open new soul that tell story of thought in mind

Feeling start new way show new route of life which form new brightness that tell path of thought in mind

Feeling start new way form new light of life which give new knowledge that tell move of thought in mind

Feeling start new way create new touch of life which show new route that tell spirit of thought in mind

Feeling start new way give new light of life which bring new move that tell strength of thought in mind

Feeling start new way show new smile of life which form new knowledge that tell word of thought in mind

Feeling start new way form new brightness of life which give new touch that tell world of thought in mind

Feeling start new way open new world of life which show new route that tell chapter of thought in mind

Feeling start new way give new direction of life which form new smile that tell strength of thought in mind

Feeling start new way show new strength of life which give new knowledge that tell soul of thought in mind

Feeling start new way form new concept of life which create new path that tell dream of thought in mind

Feeling start new way bring new word of life which show new touch that tell direction of thought in mind

Feeling start new way open new step of life which form new move that tell feeling of thought in mind

Feeling start new way show new smile of life which give new direction that tell appeal of thought in mind

Feeling start new way create new path of life which show new strength that tell move of thought in mind

Feeling start new way form new brightness of life which create new hope that tell word of thought in mind

Feeling start new way give new knowledge of life which form new brightness that tell soul of thought in mind

Feeling start new way open new world of life which show new touch that tell route of thought in mind

Feeling start new way show new touch of life which give new knowledge that tell spirit of thought in mind

Feeling start new way create new light of life which form new brightness that tell appeal of thought in mind.

Poem. 6961. Start of dream bring new

                      Start of dream bring new 

Start of dream bring new route which form new strength towards soul that create new path in life 

Start of dream bring new spirit which give new knowledge towards move that open new route in life 

Start of dream bring new appeal which form new chapter towards word that give new hope in life 

Start of dream bring new touch which show new smile towards step that create new thought in life 

Start of dream bring new hope which create new appeal towards spirit that form new strength in life 

Start of dream bring new world which give new learning towards thought that show new soul in life 

Start of dream bring new concept which form new feeling towards shine that open new chapter in life 

Start of dream bring new thought which show new chapter towards soul that start new appeal in life 

Start of dream bring new word which create new strength towards spirit that give new concept in life 

Start of dream bring new way which form new soul towards thought that create new path in life 

Start of dream bring new appeal which show new step towards smile that give new direction in life

Start of dream bring new light which give new route towards move that open new knowledge in life 

Start of dream bring new strength which form new song towards word that show new shine in life 

Start of dream bring new direction which create new appeal towards smile that give new hope in life 

Start of dream bring new move which show new smile towards knowledge that form new chapter in life 

Start of dream bring new route which form new world towards shine that open new strength in life 

Start of dream bring new soul which create new appeal towards spirit that show new touch in life 

Start of dream bring new step which show new route towards move that start new feeling in life 

Start of dream bring new chapter which give new smile towards way that form new word in life

Start of dream bring new way which start new knowledge towards shine that open new light in life.

Poem. 6960. Light to move which

                        Light to move which

Light to move which form new brightness to start of mind that give new knowledge to soul of life

Light to move which create new appeal to thought of mind that show new strength to soul of life

Light to move which show new route to meaning of mind that form new touch to soul of life

Light to move which start new thought to step of mind that create new direction to soul of life

Light to move which form new shine to touch of mind that give new dream to soul of life

Light to move which give new direction to world of mind that show new route to soul of life

Light to move which create new smile to direction of mind that give new world to soul of life

Light to move which show new spirit to knowledge of mind that start new thought to soul of life

Light to move which start new appeal to strength of mind that form new feeling to soul of life

Light to move which give new world to thought of mind that create new dream to soul of life

Light to move which create new strength to word of mind that start new understanding to soul of life

Light to move which form new shine to appeal of mind that give new direction to soul of life

Light to move which show new hope to touch of mind that form new feeling to soul of life

Light to move which give new word to learning of mind that create new knowledge to soul of life 

Light to move which start new appeal to shine of mind that show new strength to soul of life

Light to move which create new thought to step of mind that form new brightness to soul of life

Light to move which form new smile to hope of mind that give new understanding to soul of life

Light to move which show new route to thought of mind that start new thought to soul of life

Light to move which give new strength to spirit of mind that create new knowledge to soul of life

Light to move which start new world to shine of mind that form new direction to soul of life.

Poem. 6959. Shine towards spirit become

                   Shine towards spirit become 

Shine towards spirit become new appeal to route which form new brightness to dream of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new touch to concept which give new knowledge to hope of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new spirit to direction which show new appeal to path of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new step to strength which give new touch to thought of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new way to chapter which start new hope to direction of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new soul to appeal which form new start to route of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new light to thought which give new strength to way of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new strength to world which create new thought to word of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new route to concept which show new touch to soul of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new feeling to step which form new hope to concept of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new word to route which give new smile to knowledge of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new chapter to soul which create new light to direction of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new smile of chapter which start new path to spirit of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new world of route which form new brightness to way of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new concept of thought which give new strength to soul of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new light of knowledge which show new touch to world of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new hope of appeal which start new direction to step of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new word of spirit which create new concept to path of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new soul of thought which give new learning to way of move in life

Shine towards spirit become new spirit of direction which show new thought to hope of move in life.

Poem. 6958. Thought of path bring new

                       Thought of path bring new

Thought of path bring new hope which form new knowledge to route that give new chapter of life

Thought of path bring new move which start new direction to path that show new appeal of life

Thought of path bring new touch which give new strength to soul that form new feeling of life

Thought of path bring new world which show new appeal to step that create new knowledge of life

Thought of path bring new word which form new brightness to route that show new light of life

Thought of path bring new soul which create new concept to way that form new shine of life

Thought of path bring new spirit which start new light to concept that show new route of life

Thought of path bring new direction which give new appeal to dream that start new word of life

Thought of path bring new strength which form new brightness to light that create new soul of life

Thought of path bring new way which create new smile to touch that give new spirit of life

Thought of path bring new route which show new knowledge to shine that open new world of life

Thought of path bring new chapter which start new hope to word that create new knowledge of life

Thought of path bring new soul which form new brightness to shine that show new route of life

Thought of path bring new touch which give new step to concept that open new strength of life

Thought of path bring new shine which start new touch to feeling that show new learning of life

Thought of path bring new smile which give new move to thinking that form new brightness of life

Thought of path bring new route which show new word to chapter that open new step of life

Thought of path bring new hope which form new brightness to soul that show new route of life

Thought of path bring new way which create new appeal to hope that start new direction of life

Thought of path bring new spirit which start new light to strength that form new soul of life

Thought of path bring new word which form new touch to knowledge that create new spirit of life.

Adventure story. 656. Learning to drive

                                 Learning to drive 

Mitali was feeling so upset. She needed to learn to drive. She was trying so hard to do it. She knew that she was scared of cars. It was so wrong. She didn’t need to feel scared of cars. She was never in accident. She never saw accident but still when she walked on road, she felt so scared. She kept looking behind. She felt that some vehicle would come from behind & hit her. She began to feel so tense & restless. She wanted to feel positive but it was not happening. She didn’t want to feel scared about traffic so she decided to learn driving. It was little bit scary. But she needed to learn it. She was so stressed by cars. She slowly went near driving school but she began to feel so odd in her head. Suddenly she began to get breathless. Her breathing became so heavy. She started to feel anxiety in her heart. She began to try to breath but she couldn’t. She began to make strange noise. It was so scary. She was so helpless. On that point one man who was walking on road came running to her aid. “ What happened sister?” She couldn’t speak. Immediately he began to call for help. She tried to relax but she couldn’t. Then crowd gathered around her. They began to search for Doctor. On that point Cop came. Cop said loudly “ Don’t crowd around her! Let her get some air.” Another Cop came running. “ Go away we will handle it.” Slowly people began to move ahead. One Cop helped her to sit in their car. They immediately took her to some hospital. Doctor checked her. Doctor “ This seem like some Anxiety attack to me.” “ Do you have some mental issues?” She turned her head negatively. Then Doctor said “ I can’t ignore it just as mental issue. We will admit you but you need to make payment. Will you call your family?” Now she shivered with fear. She didn’t told her father-in-law that she was coming here. Her husband Ravi was going to be very upset. She smiled & said “ It’s okay. I am scared of cars & traffic.” By this time Cop was gone just Doctor was discussing. Clearly Doctor was not planning to let her go without proper inquiries. She regretted that she tried to drive. She said slowly “ I am scared from childhood. There isn’t exactly any cause.” Doctor kept watching her. She felt so nervous. Now Doctor was going to blame her. She didn’t want to be taunted or called inferior. She knew that she was inferior but it became worst when someone declared it before Ravi. Ravi smiled towards her. His that look began to make her sick. She was so tense. Doctor “ You are saying you are scared of cars without cause? Then it’s possible you might hate closed places.” She didn’t say yes to it. But she was not so sure. “ Closed places means.” Doctor smiled “ If you had issue then you should have known! I mean you can’t go in lift or in small room..” She didn’t fear scared sometimes when she stood in lift with Ravi but it was nothing serious. She was sure about it. She smiled happily. “ No..no I am just scared of car. Now I will stay away.” She stood up to go. But Doctor stopped her. Doctor “ We need to confirm it’s not heart attack.” She began to laugh nervously. “ It’s not & I will do check up from my Doctor.” She knew that this idea would work. Doctor never try to stop you when you say you are patient of other Doctor. Then that Doctor nodded. He gave her one paper. “ You must do all these tests & must tell on Reception that you are taking discharge.” She became tense now. “ Do I need to make payment?” Doctor smiled & told how low was that payment. She smiled. She did payment & took discharge papers. That Nurse said slowly “ Madam you must do all tests. This is serious.” “ I am okay. I don’t have much issue.” She smiled. She made payment & took file. She was so scared. She immediately called her father-in-law. Harish Bhai took call. “ Papa I am coming soon.” “ It’s okay. Ravi is not here. I am alone in shop. You can say you were in shop. So do you learn driving?” “ I will tell you all later.” Mitali was so tense. She didn’t want to face Ravi on that point. She just began to call Cab. Soon she managed to reach school of her son. That day she was little late. Tushar was already waiting for her with anxiety & fear in eyes. She came running. Tushar immediately ran towards her with school bag. She took him in arms & thanked teacher. She once again went back to her Cab. She kept thinking positively about all. Tushar asked her with innocent black eyes that were full of shine. “ So when you will take me to magic ice park without Dad?” It hurt her soul. She felt as if someone pushed dagger in her heart. Tushar didn’t want his Dad with them. Ravi kept screaming & scaring them whole time. Ravi was much painful company that Tushar was not even interested in visiting any amusement park if Ravi planned to take them. Tushar disliked Ravi & it was clear. She needed to learn driving then one day she could take him. She smiled & she said slowly “ I will learn but until then your Uncle can drive you.” Tushar smiled happily but then he slowly said “ But he will be busy.” Her brother just married. Clearly he was going to spend time with wife not nephew. It was wrong even to demand. She took deep breath & said " Don't worry I will learn driving. I can’t able to go today but I will go tomorrow.” Tushar smiled sweetly then he added “ Let’s go to my favourite mall today with Auto.” She smiled happily. She could do that. Her cook managed to cook food already so she had time for her son. Tushar needed full attention at this age. She needed to concentrate on his studies too. She slowly said “ We will first need to complete our homework.” Tushar laughed sweetly. “ My homework Mommy..” he always called her Mommy so sweetly that she forget all issues of her life on that movement. It was so pleasant. She said with confidence which she was not feeling in heart. She was Mom! She must do it. She smiled so sweetly. Then they went home. She helped Tushar for hours in homework. On that point she got call from Ravi. She took it immediately. She began to hear his instructions. She supposed to obey him. He was his son. Of course she was mother but she was not so important. He kept making it clear on each & every step.

        Mitali did all as Ravi told. She obeyed his every word. She didn’t dare to disobey him. Her life was becoming so painful. She had few luxuries but she knew that Ravi was already planning to stop cook from next month. He made clear to her that Cook couldn’t get increment. He said “ She is coming so late & now Tushar is already big boy. You can start cooking. She immediately agreed with him. She never questioned him or she never asked wrong sort of questions to him. She always gave special respect to him. Now she needed to start cooking again. On that point her mobile rang. It was her cook. Cook “ Madam actually I got another job nearby they want to me to join..” then Cook waited. Clearly Cook was asking with silence could she increased salary which deserved increase from long time. According to Cook cooking was excellent but Ravi began to complete. Mitali didn’t understand what she supposed to say. At beginning cooking was excellent but after some point Cook began to get frustrated for more salary so cooking began to suffer. She felt so sad. She said slowly “ I understand.” “ This is beginning of new month so..” “ Don’t worry! I will handle Tushar is grown up boy now.” Cook laughed in pleasant way. Cook “ Really so when he is planning to take a job.” Mitali started laughing loudly. She wasn’t sure if it was joke or taunt of angry person but then Cook said “ Bye.” She knew one thing that now cooking was her responsibility. She went inside & took out vegetables. Tushar asked slowly “ Now Auntie will not come?” She taught him to call Cook auntie. She said sweetly “ No. I will cook nice food for you.” “Daddy wanted her to stop didn’t he?” Tushar was so small but still he was grasping things one by one. She didn’t wanted him to hold negativity towards father so she immediately said “ Actually Auntie was coming too late & taking so much time to complete all.” It was true that her Cook was coming late. But she knew that true cause of salary. Ravi didn’t want to spend money on cook. She began to cut vegetables while teaching Tushar. She looked towards Tushar with affection. She knew that her sole reason of happiness was her son Tushar. Tushar was paying full attention to his studies when suddenly Tushar began to get restless. She asked “ What happened?” He tried to talk but he couldn’t. Her son was not able to breath. She shivered with fear. She tried to smile & tell him all was fine. But her hand was shivering. She called Doctor. She was watching  Tushar. She could notice changes. She began to sense his struggle was reducing. She told Doctor all. Doctor told her that she was calling ambulance & asked her address. Then Doctor began to give instructions but she could sense. Something was totally wrong. Her son was watching towards wall with empty eyes. She couldn’t see any feelings. She told it to Doctor. Doctor told her to check heartbeat. She didn’t understand how but she still tried her level best. Her son Tushar was not talking. He was not even trying to take breath. She began to feel so scared. She began to call security. She was not calling now. She was just screaming hysterically. Soon who ever from Society was there came running towards her house. They all surrounded her son Tushar. She began to sense that they were searching for his breath but they couldn’t find it. She was so stressed. She told herself that it was just her imagination. Her son was fine. Soon Doctor came running. Doctor checked. Slowly he turned head negatively. After sometime Ambulance came but it was clear all was useless. She didn’t grasp it. She couldn’t. She took Tushar in hand. She kept arranging his hair. She kept talking to her. She didn’t want to give him to them. But then suddenly she got breathless. She couldn’t breath. Immediately Doctor ran towards her. She was injected with something. All went blank after it. She was so angry that they stopped her from touching Tushar. They just took him to hospital. Ravi was working when he received call from Doctor. It couldn’t be true. He kept listening to Doctor “ But he was with my wife?” “ Yes & she immediately called me. But it was heart attack.” “ But Tushar is too small for heart attack issues.” “ No. Mr. Ravi people have heart defects from birth which went undetected sometimes.” “ Ohh! But surely my wife should have noticed something like getting breathless?!” “ Now in this case she doesn’t notice anything. It’s possible that it was sudden. We can’t win over destiny.” Ravi felt so frustrated. He was so angry. His wife didn’t even manage to take care of their only child. Ravi “ I am coming home.” He stood up & told entire office in loud voice “ My son is dead I must go.” Ravi ran out. Others were so shocked. Some ran after him. But Ravi ran ahead as soon as possible. He wanted to question his wife. It was her mistake. He knew that surely. When he reached house, he saw small crowd of sympathisers waiting for him. But he didn’t need sympathy. He needed to punish his wife who did all. She was responsible for this mess. He knew that it was her mistake that their son was dead. He ran inside. He saw that she was sleeping peacefully. How could she did that? He began to scream on her. During impact of injection Mitali understood just few things. She didn’t recognise Ravi too. She was confused. She suddenly began to ask for bus ticket. In her dream she was travelling to her school by bus. It was so upsetting. She wanted ticket. She began to ask for bus ticket. Ravi wanted to slap her or drag her but he couldn’t her sister was sitting beside him. He began to find his father. Harish Bhai was nowhere visible. He screamed “ Did anyone called my Dad?” Mitali’s sister looked towards him with shock. She didn’t understand why Ravi was screaming on her. It was not her job to inform his father. She was taking care of her sister Mitali whose small son just died due to heart attack. She was planning to scream but then she thought Ravi was father of Tushar so he must be stressed too. She didn’t say anything. Ravi began to scream “ Now I need to call father. My useless wife didn’t able to take care of her only son he died..” Mitali’s sister was shocked. She sensed that now her sister’s life was going to be miserable but she couldn’t take Mitali with her. Her husband was not so rich. Their house was small full of responsibilities. But then she thought that she might ask her husband at least for few days. She looked towards her husband who was looking so pale. She knew that he was thinking same thing. How could Mitali survive with this man now? That marriage was biggest mistake.

        When Mitali woke up she didn’t understand what was happening. She looked around her sister was there. She slowly sat. Then she remembered all. “ Tushar!” Ravi came in room & screamed “ He died since he got Mom like you who don’t understand he had heart issue. Have you ever noticed your son getting breathless?” She turned her head negatively. Ravi said angrily to her sister “ She can stay to complete rituals of her son but you must leave I don’t want crowd in my house.” Her sister was so scared. There was tears in eyes of her sister. She didn’t have any option so she left. It was so sad. Mitali felt so nervous. She didn’t understand what was wrong with her. Mitali didn’t sensed anything. She was like some stone doll. Her entire body was shivering with fear. She didn’t understand what was cause. She knew that Tushar never had any problems. She slowly said “ Tushar never had any issue..” immediately Ravi threw a small decorative piece which Tushar gave her. She shivered. She wanted to protest but she was too scared. Her son was dead so what was left. She didn’t say anything when Ravi destroyed all his favourite items. He was clearly enjoying punishing her. On that point Harish Bhai came. “ What are you doing?” “ I don’t want her. She killed my son.” “ Nonsense. Tushar died by heart attack.” “ But she was taking care of him!” “ She is not doctor.” Suddenly Ravi calmed down. He seemed to sense that he couldn’t blame her. He wanted to target her but it was meaningless. He just began to look away. Hari bhai said “ It was destiny. You can still have kids.” Ravi nodded. Mitali didn’t say anything. She was just obeying. As day went ahead she started to obey each order Ravi gave. Ravi was abusing her but she didn’t care. She just wanted to do all whatever she could for Ravi. She couldn’t bring back Tushar. It was her crime. She felt so nervous. She kept staying in house. One day she suddenly saw one car. She remembered that she promised Tushar to learn driving. She smiled. She could hear his voice. She ran out. She told Ravi “ I want to learn driving.” Ravi “ Do you remember Tushar? He is dead. One year is not over yet & you want joy of car driving.” She was obsessed. “ I must learn to drive.” Ravi started screaming on her “ Go inside. Do you understand what I am saying? I am not paying you stupid woman. I will not give money for learning driving. Go inside.” She was so shocked. She couldn’t move. She kept standing there. He began to scream loudly & she started breathing in strange way. She couldn’t breath. It was happening again. She didn’t want to become normal this time. She wanted to die like her son. She didn’t try to cure it like last time. She kept willing it to increase. Harish Bhai screamed “ Come on call ambulance. She is having heart attack. This must be genetic.” Ravi “ She fooled by not telling me before marriage. Let her die.” Ravi went inside without caring for her. But Harish Bhai was so scared. He called Doctor. Ambulance came. She was admitted. When she was admitted, Doctor asked Harish bhai “ Did you had such a issue before?” She couldn’t speak & he didn’t know. Then Doctor began treatment. After sometime Doctor told Harish Bhai. “ I think this is Anxiety attack. Who are you?” “ I am her father-in-law.” “ Where is her husband?!” “ Actually my grandson just died so..” “ Ohh I am so sorry. How did he died?” “ Heart attack?” Doctor gave tense look. “ But I don’t feel your daughter-in-law have that issue. Still let us keep her in hospital & check. Can you do it?” Harish Bhai smiled. “ No problem.” Harish Bhai paid money & called Mitali’s sister. Her sister came running. When she came Mitali was sitting in room. Slowly Mitali confessed about her last Anxiety attack. Her sister immediately called Doctor. Doctor said “ Don’t worry. We will check you physically then if everything will be okay then we will start mental treatment.” Mitali nodded. Ravi never came to visit her. Mitali did physical tests. Then she began mental treatment. She finally discharged. But her mental treatment was going to be continued. When she came in home, she began to work. Ravi came in room & said “ So you killed our son.” She said “ I don’t. Heart attack did.” Then she gave him book which had cases like Tushar. Ravi was so angry. Then she said “ I don’t have anything connected to heart issue so I don’t had heart attack it was just Anxiety attack. We don’t know who had such issues.” She slowly looked towards Ravi. He felt so scared. He sensed she was pointing towards his family. His Mom died due to heart attack. Of course she was not young. Ravi literally ran out of room. She laughed first time after Tushar’s death. She told Harish Bhai “ I am going to learn driving.” She took money out of cupboard before Ravi. He was upset but he couldn’t stop her. She went in same driving school. This time she didn’t had any Anxiety attack. Clearly her treatment worked. She properly went inside. In her mind her little Tushar was smiling happily for her new courage. She was so sad & happy at same time. She knew one thing. She couldn’t change husband but she was not going to surrender him any more. She would fight back. She started her life as strong woman & she entered in driving school with full confidence.

                                         The End

          

Poem. 6957. Dream towards light create

                      Dream towards light create 

Dream towards light create new appeal towards touch with hope that show new knowledge to step of mind

Dream towards light create new thought towards move with shine that start new direction to step of mind 

Dream towards light create new word towards spirit with thought that form new touch to step of mind

Dream towards light create new smile towards route with concept that open new feel to step of mind

Dream towards light create new hope towards word with knowledge that give new soul to step of mind

Dream towards light create new touch towards way with strength that form new appeal to step of mind

Dream towards light create new path towards world with soul that create new chapter to step of mind

Dream towards light create new soul towards touch with spirit that show new thought to step of mind

Dream towards light create new route towards chapter with word that form new brightness to step of mind

Dream towards light create new spirit towards strength with path that give new route to step of mind

Dream towards light create new move towards smile with appeal that show new hope to step of mind

Dream towards light create new shine towards move with concept that open new world to step of mind

Dream towards light create new world towards light with direction that form new soul to step of mind

Dream towards light create new chapter towards way with touch that start new direction to step of mind

Dream towards light create new touch towards soul with move that bring new route to step of mind

Dream towards light create new concept towards way with appeal that show new word to step of mind

Dream towards light create new spirit towards start with direction that give new move to step of mind

Dream towards light create new feeling towards route with concept that open new world to step of mind

Dream towards light create new move towards spirit with thought that form new soul to step of mind

Dream towards light create new strength towards start with world that show new route to step of mind.

Poem. 6956. Chapter bring sweet

                        Chapter bring sweet

Chapter bring sweet touch to mind that form new brightness to path which create new light to mind

Chapter bring sweet path to soul that give new knowledge to shine which show new route to mind

Chapter bring sweet way to shine that open new direction to touch which start new appeal to mind

Chapter bring sweet spirit to thought that start new light to concept which form new brightness to mind

Chapter bring sweet word to strength that form new hope to thought which give new knowledge to mind

Chapter bring sweet soul to direction that show new route to spirit which create new touch to mind

Chapter bring sweet dream to spirit that give new touch to shine which show new strength to mind

Chapter bring sweet hope to soul that create new knowledge to path which start new appeal to mind

Chapter bring sweet light to concept that open new world to step which form new brightness to mind

Chapter bring sweet touch to direction that form new strength to way which give new smile to mind

Chapter bring sweet path to move that show new understanding to start which show new route to mind

Chapter bring sweet route to thought that show new touch to direction which start new light to mind

Chapter bring sweet way to smile that form new learning to thought which show new direction to mind

Chapter bring sweet shine to word that open new feeling to world which form new appeal to mind

Chapter bring sweet start to direction that create new light to soul which give new smile to mind

Chapter bring sweet path to strength that form new appeal to touch which show new route to mind

Chapter bring sweet step to concept that show new knowledge to word which give new hope to mind

Chapter bring sweet world to touch that start new thought to move which form new brightness to mind

Chapter bring sweet spirit to move that form new strength to word which show new knowledge to mind

Chapter bring sweet soul to way that create new appeal to direction which start new thought to mind.

Poem. 6955. World start to create

                              World start to create 

World start to create new touch to mind which form new direction to thinking of soul that give new life

World start to create new appeal to mind which show new strength to learning of shine that give new life

World start to create new thought to mind which give new light to understanding of route that give new life

World start to create new soul to mind which form new knowledge to feeling of appeal that give new life

World start to create new step to mind which show new concept to meaning of dream that give new life

World start to create new path to mind which form new touch to learning of hope that give new life

Word start to create new move to mind which show new world to feeling of soul that give new life

World start to create new way to mind which form new chapter to thinking of way that give new life

World start to create new route to mind which form new knowledge to meaning of path that give new life

World start to create new dream to mind which show new appeal to feeling of spirit that give new life

World start to create new chapter to mind which form new direction to thinking of move that give new life

World start to create new concept to mind which show new touch to understanding of hope that give new life

World start to create new strength to mind which give new knowledge to learning of chapter that give new life

World start to create new spirit to mind which form new soul to thinking of strength that give new life

World start to create new direction to mind which show new step to feeling of concept that give new life

World start to create new appeal to mind which create new way to meaning of soul that give new life

World start to create new concept to mind which give new smile to learning of route that give new life

World start to create new hope to mind which show new light to thinking of spirit that give new life

World start to create new touch to mind which form new knowledge to feeling of soul that give new life

World start to create new route to mind which give new direction to meaning of step that give new life.

Poem. 6954. Word give new shine to

                         Word give new shine to 

Word give new shine to thought of life which open dream in new way for mind that form new light to path

Word give new shine to chapter of life which show understanding in new soul for mind that start new light to path

Word give new shine to strength of life which form learning in new appeal for mind that create new light to path

Word give new shine to appeal of life which start knowledge in new thought for mind that show new light to path 

Word give new shine to concept of life which create touch in new spirit for mind that form new light to path 

Word give new shine to knowledge of life which start thought in new route for mind that create new light to path

Word give new shine to touch of life which form knowledge in new smile for mind that show new light to path

Word give new shine to step of life which show chapter in new strength for mind that form new light to path

Word give new shine to move of life which start direction in new smile for mind that show new light to path

Word give new shine to soul of life which form feeling in new concept for mind that create new light to path

Word give new shine to hope of life which create spirit in new knowledge for mind that start new light to path

Word give new shine to spirit of life which show way in new smile for mind that form new light to path

Word give new shine to thought of life which form move in new dream for mind that create new light to path

Word give new shine to strength of life which start route in new appeal for mind that show new light to path

Word give new shine to chapter of life which show touch in new direction for mind that form new light to path

Word give new shine to smile of life which create strength in new spirit for mind that show new light to path

Word give new shine to touch of life which form appeal in new soul for mind that start new light to path

Word give new shine to hope of life which show direction in new move for mind that create new light to path

Word give new shine to word of life which start knowledge in new route for mind that form new light to path

Word give new shine to thought of life which form step in new hope for mind that show new light to path.

Poem. 6953. One dream can bring

                            One dream can bring 

One dream can bring hope to our mind start new path with direction of life show new way to smile of light

One dream can bring path to our mind form new way with strength of life create new soul to smile of light

One dream can bring way to our mind create new step with route of life form new strength to smile of life

One dream can bring soul to our mind show new knowledge with hope of life start new chapter to smile of life

One dream can bring move to our mind give new touch with touch of life give new knowledge to smile of life

One dream can bring shine to our mind create new spirit with world of life form new word to smile of life

One dream can bring step to our mind form new brightness with move of life show new appeal to smile of life

One dream can bring smile to our mind show new touch with hope of life create new route to smile of life

One dream can bring route to our mind start new direction with spirit of life form new path to smile of life

One dream can bring touch to our mind create new shine with word of life start new light to smile of life

One dream can bring concept to our mind form new touch with move of life show new step to smile of life

One dream can bring thought to our mind start new appeal with path of life give new move to smile of life

One dream can bring word to our mind create new world with step of life form new brightness to smile of life

One dream can bring spirit to our mind show new light with route of life create new touch to smile of life

One dream can bring light to our mind give new knowledge with path of life form new way to smile of life

One dream can bring spirit to our mind start new direction with word of life show new path to smile of life

One dream can bring feel to our mind form new appeal with shine of life create new world to smile of life

One dream can bring soul to our mind give new strength with path of life start new concept to smile of life

One dream can bring word to our mind create new light with soul of life form new brightness to smile of life

One dream can bring path to our mind show new direction with appeal of life give new shine to smile of life.

Poem. 6952. Spirit of move bring

                        Spirit of move bring 

Spirit of move bring new way towards world that start new smile which form new dream in life

Spirit of move bring new touch towards route that form new hope which start new appeal in life

Spirit of move bring new soul towards hope that create new appeal which show new route in life

Spirit of move bring new thought towards step that show new way which give new strength in life

Spirit of move bring new strength towards path that give new knowledge which start new direction in life

Spirit of move bring new world towards step that form new brightness which open new word in life

Spirit of move bring new smile towards route that show new shine which form new light in life

Spirit of move bring new path towards shine that open new world which create new appeal in life

Spirit of move bring new light towards hope that start new knowledge which show new chapter in life

Spirit of move bring new word towards appeal that form new smile which start new direction in life

Spirit of move bring new start towards world that show new way which form new concept in life

Spirit of move bring new way towards concept that start new light which show new thought in life

Spirit of move bring new move towards strength that open new world which give new hope in life

Spirit of move bring new shine towards direction that form new brightness which show new path in life

Spirit of move bring new concept towards soul that create new appeal which form new brightness in life

Spirit of move bring new world towards smile that show new route which give new strength in life

Spirit of move bring new knowledge towards step that form new light which show new route in life

Spirit of move bring new direction towards move that start new strength which form new appeal in life

Spirit of move bring new shine towards route that show new understanding which give new direction in life

Spirit of move bring new step towards word that open new knowledge which start new concept in life.

Adventure story. 655. Raju's ex wife

                               Raju's ex wife

Raju began to plan perfect way to reach on time. He kept checking different routes but on each mobile was indicating traffic was there. His daughter was waiting for him. She must be scared. Her Mom was died. Raju knew that he never cared for his wife. She was odd woman. He didn’t like her. He kept away after Divorce. He never took interest in his daughter Tara too. Tara was going to be shadow of her mother he was sure about it. He shivered with fear. He remembered his wife Charu. Charu used to spend hours before mirror. Charu wanted her make up to be perfect. Perfection was necessary in her view! She never tried to use something Inferior. He remembered one day by mistake someone gifted her simple lipstick instead of costly one. She liked things which had imported quality. It was important. She was so happy when she was opening gifts. She was admiring even imported chocolates. But when she opened this lipstick she began to make faces. He took it hand. It was a lot more costly than those chocolates. But still his wife Charu hated it since they were not expensive enough. He didn’t understand what was this craze of brand name. He liked new small brands too. He wanted to argue with her but then he decided against it. Charu was always bossy. Raju married her since he fall in love with her. He was so obsessed with her. His family was not much happy with this idea but Raju was living separate already & for his family they needed to tolerate Charu just for few seconds. There was also one other thing which was pleasant for his family that was Charu gifted them costly things too. They liked her gifts. Of course when it came to gifting her they all just gave money. She was happy about it. But on that one occasion all bought gifts to her since it was first function after marriage they didn’t know. Raju knew that those relatives were not going to visit them again so it was not big issue. But he was so shocked by the way she treated her gifts. He started to feel love managed to make him blind he couldn’t sense Charu’s fault. But still he decided that he would manage. She kept complaining & he kept trying his best. Until one day she didn’t declare that she was no longer interested in staying with him. He wanted to feel sad but he didn’t since it was not shocking. It was going to happen & it couldn’t be avoided. He knew that she didn’t like him. They had one daughter. Their daughter was like her shadow so it was clear that their daughter Tara would stay with her. Everything was perfect until Charu’s second husband didn’t call to tell that his wife was dead & he was not interested in taking care of his step daughter so Raju needed to come & take her away. Raju didn’t like voice of that man. He was so rough. He didn’t understand how could his daughter Tara managed to stay with him. So finally he was going to take back his daughter Tara. He began to drive faster & faster. He wanted to reach to his daughter.On this point alarm rang loudly & he woke up. He was sleeping in his bed. It was his dream. He looked around. He needed to go in office soon. His ex wife Charu was very much alive & enjoying wonderful life with another rich man. She was very happy with him. He was alone in his small bedroom. It was such a small house. He couldn’t even move much inside it. He told himself that all would be perfect if he began to think positively. He looked around his house. He married to Charu, it managed to damage his life. He couldn’t able to earn much since Charu took his flat & his money to take care of Tara until she didn’t got married to that rich man & she decided to forget alimony. She divorced him but after divorce she didn’t immediately married to this rich man. For sometime she kept demanding money from him, he kept working hard to fulfil her wishes. In fact he was lucky that after marriage this man decided to forget about his alimony otherwise he should have needed to go to Court or keep paying it. He actually didn’t know since after marriage she told him that she didn’t need anything. But by then he lost most of his money. He was no longer financially stable man. His family was telling him to drag divorce instead of giving up all to Charu but he didn’t want to. His life was over. Then he looked around. But he was still alive & his wife Charu was shifted somewhere in abroad. His daughter Tara didn’t even know much about him. He was surely not rich guy with money who could gift her luxuries. He watched clock. He needed to go in his shop. He was selling goods forever in that shop. As shopkeeper he was okay. Few customers came. He managed to sell few things. He owned shop so he didn’t need to pay rent so it was okay. But sometimes when he needed to throw away his stock he felt that he might needed to just forget this shop. He needed to just rent it but he didn’t try it. He was not sure anyone would took interest in it. His shop was in old building. People didn’t took much interest in renting those shops. He was working in office so he could do both. So he kept one old lady to run that shop. Now he needed to open it then she would continue selling. Her salary was not high. She just took small amount. But now he began to feel that he just needed to sell that shop. On that point his mobile rang. He took the call. “ That lady who sell in your shop is dead?” “ What? Who are you?” “ I am her neighbour. Her husband told to inform you.” “ Okay.” “ Her husband said you had paid her salary it was over so you don’t need to pay further.” “ How did she die?” “ She is old so she died!..any way you don’t need to worry about old lady now. Her husband didn’t want money & she will not come to irritate you.” Before he could ask further the call was disconnected. He looked towards mobile. It was sad news but no one was interested in observing how sad he was so it was better to keep his sadness with himself. He began to get upset by all. He knew that he couldn’t open shop. He needed to just sell that stock on sale. He wanted to get rid of it on his vacation. He was so tense. He just began to get ready for office. He needed to do all as fast as possible. Now shop was closed so his only source of income was his office so he began to check he did all properly when he confirmed it. He smiled & got ready for office.

           Raju entered in office at usual time. He immediately arranged everything in cabin of Boss. He was actually took job as cashier but since he started working he began to take care of everything like personal assistant. Sometimes he even did job of serving coffee & tea too. Boss just called him & he immediately came. Of course he was not alone. Office had staff but he needed to arrange all. That staff was not proper one. It was always hard to find right sort of people for work. He did all & waited for Boss. Slowly all came one by one. None of office staff was interested in talking with him. He didn’t understand why but it seemed as if he considered failure in their eyes. Raju was totally worthless. He could sense it in their eyes. He could understand why they felt that way. Their wives were happy with them while his wife divorced him. He was low. He couldn’t make people happy. He was not pleased with himself. Sometimes he felt so worthless. But he needed to survive. When he married to Charu his parents told him clearly that Charu was not nice girl. Charu was not pleasant person. They felt so sad when he married her. He told them that he loved her & he would handle all pains. His Mom then said slowly “ I don’t want you to act like your Uncle?” His Uncle fall in love with one girl. He married her against wishes of family then when that girl left him. He committed suicide. He laughed on that thought. He told his Mom “ Nonsense! This will never happen to me. If Charu left me, I will not do suicide & Charu will never leave me. I will do everything for her.” His Dad said in odd negative voice “ Your Uncle said same thing.” Then he took one hand of his each parent in his hands & promised them that he would never kill himself. He kept his promise. He was alive but when he looked towards himself he felt that it was hardly considered as being alive. It was sad situation. He did all to make office perfect. He was feeling so lonely & stressed. He didn’t understand why he was working so hard in his office when his salary wasn’t much. He had normal basic payment when those who had more chose to ignore working. Sometimes he just wished only if he could quit this job. But it was not going to happen. He needed to do his job. He wanted that activeness in his life. He was so sad on each time. He knew even after his work no one would admire him. On that point his Boss entered. His Boss looked towards him. “ So early what happened to your shop?” He gave sad smile & said “ That lady who was working in it died.” “ Ohh you need to hire someone.” He just nodded. Then Boss said “ I will pay you rent will you give it to my daughter? She need to open her clinic.” He smiled happily. “ It’s great Boss.” Boss immediately called his daughter. Then Boss told all on call & finally he declared that he could trust Raju & his daughter could go with him alone. Raju was nervous but soon a young girl came in room. Raju was introduced to her as Psychiatrist. She smiled very sweetly. She immediately told him that a car was waiting. He smiled. Then he sat in car. He was so nervous. She was beautiful. Of course not as fit as Charu but still her face had better smile than Charu. He was watching her so closely. He didn’t want to do it but he kept doing it. She turned towards him. It was so frustrating when she gave him an angry look. She was clearly not happy with the way he was looking. He turned his head to opposite side & kept looking out of window. Slowly that girl said “ My Dad lied to you I am not Psychiatrist my boyfriend is. He needed that house to start clinic but my Dad doesn’t want anyone to know about us. Sometimes I feel he is not planning to let me marry him.” Raju sensed that this girl was telling him about her boyfriend since she didn’t want to broke his heart. She was not giving an angry look to him. She was upset with her own father. “ It’s so upsetting. The way Dad kept lying on every matter. It kept getting worst.” Raju just nodded. Then finally they reached to that shop. One man was already waiting for them. He smiled nicely towards Raju. He introduced himself as Chetan & shake hands with him. Chetan was pleasant fellow he was not upset with him like daughter of his Boss. That woman was still very upset. She said to Chetan “ I am going away. Will you give me my pills?” Chetan gave sweet smile & said “ You don’t need them now.” She looked angry then she smiled. She said “ I know I just asked for confirmation.” Then she once again started her car & drove away. Raju looked towards Chetan with confusion. Chetan smiled. “ She have some issues. We are planning for giving her treatment.” “ She is your girlfriend!” “ No..who told you that? Let me guess. She told you am I wrong?” “ No.. I mean yes.” “ She is behaving so odd. That’s why her father started her treatment. Actually she was planning to become psychiatrist but her Mom died in car accident. She was driving that car so she began to get upset. She started some medicines. A psychiatrist must not try to treat own problems but she tried it finally she got addicted to those pills when I sensed it I started treatment.” “ But why she didn’t started it by herself with your help?” “ When you have mental issues it is always hard to accept.” “ Even to Psychiatrist?” Chetan gave odd look & said “ Psychiatrist are also human. Aren’t they?” Raju immediately nodded. Raju didn’t want to argue. He opened shop for Chetan. Chetan shocked to see entire stock. “ Why you are not selling this?” “ Lady who use to sell it died.” “ Then you can sell it yourself.” Raju shivered fear. Raju “ I can’t.” “ Why? It’s easy. I teach you.” Chetan began to tell him to sit down. Then they waited for sometime. Chetan told him to create board. Chetan written about discount on it. Then Chetan divided shop in two part. In one he began his clinic in next Chetan arranged shop. It was scary for Raju to sit & sell. But Raju knew that he didn’t have much option. Chetan was watching him. For long time no one came & Raju took breath of relief. Finally at end they both closed. None of them had any client & Chetan joked so much about it. First time Raju managed to see positive side of life.

        Raju was happy when Chetan was there but as soon as he entered in his house. Once again he began to feel so stressed. He wanted to cry. But he tried. He couldn’t. It seemed as if someone stopped him from crying. His throat was closed in strange way. Raju began to cook. He needed to cook for himself. Suddenly he began to feel as if someone was in his house. He was so nervous. This never happened to him before but now this new fear started. He didn’t understand why he was not getting over Charu. She was no longer part of his life. He needed to accept it & move on. He kept telling it to his heart but it was not happening. He was feeling so suffocated in his house. It was so small. He had big house but she got it. He had daughter but she got it. He was in love with her but today he suddenly began to feel so upset. He was so angry. He felt anger in his heart. She betrayed him. She was never in love with him. She took his house. He wanted it back. She began to search for her mobile number. He couldn’t find it. Finally he found one number of her lawyer. He called him. Lawyer was in middle of sleep. When he began to talk Lawyer began to abuse him. He was so angry. “ I can’t find her but I can find you. You have destroyed my life. I want my house back” “ Don’t try to threaten me. I will call Cops.” He started laughing. He said “ I don’t care. I will come for you.” He disconnected call. He immediately remembered house of that lawyer. He called Cab & went there. It was dark. But he could clearly see his house. He began to show stones on it. He started to find other ways to damage. He saw car. He began to break it. His hands were getting hurt. He started to use stone to damage it. His hands were hurt but he didn’t care. He was so angry. He was damaging car as best as he could. He was so happy. He was screaming with joy. When one fellow came running out of house, security guard came too. They started to try to stop him. But Raju was not planning to stop. He kept damaging that car in his best way. He was destroying every part of car. He didn’t sense how many people joined efforts to stop him. They were hitting him but he was not concerned about his pain. He was just interested in damaging that car. He wanted to turn that car in something worst. He kept watching towards that car. Slowly that car started to look worst he started laughing. But then Cops came. They took him in custody. That man was screaming “ Who are you?” “ I am Raju. I want my house back. Do you hear me? I want my house back!” Cops dragged him to car. Then he was taken Police Station. He told about Charu & her lawyer. Cop “ But you agreed on that time?” “ I was not in my senses. She managed to brainwash me. She is witch. She could do magic.” He suddenly began to talk about black magic & other supernatural things. Cop began to laugh “ Do you think I am fool or you lost your mind.” “ You are not fool Professor you are very smart but you have not studied these woman. I have seen one. Charu is one of them! She managed to keep her control on me for such long time.” “ Then why did it stopped suddenly today?” He was confused then he smiled. He said “ Since her accomplice died! I have one old lady who use to run my shop. Charu hired her. She was helping Charu in black magic. Now she is dead. Charu can’t keep hold on me.” He stood up instead of sitting on chair & started screaming loudly while keeping his both hands up “ I am free…I am free now.” Entire Police station was shocked. Cop said “ Call that Doctor.” On that point other Cop took him towards lockup. He was kept in lock up. But he was so happy. He was dancing. He was screaming “ I am free.” Other people who were in lock up started to give him odd look. But he didn’t care. He kept laughing. Finally one fellow inside lock up said to Cop “ Come on! Send him to mental hospital otherwise he might do something to us.” Cop gave irritated look & said “ Don’t worry. I called. But first he need to go before Court.” Entire time Raju was feeling so happy. He knew that lock up was worst. It was not clean & pleasant place. But he was happy. He kept smiling. He was not grasping anything. After some hours his new tenant came. His tenant showed some papers to Cop & Cop took breath of relief. “ Now it’s great. You can take him to mental hospital. I don’t know what I supposed to do with him.” “ I know Sir. He is my old patient.” Clearly Psychiatrist didn’t told whole truth. Psychiatrist wanted to give treatment to Raju. He sensed something was wrong but Raju never actually came to him. Psychiatrist took Raju with him. Raju smiled & asked “ You will take care of my shop.” “ Of course!” “ Then I will come with you. I don’t want to go in that home. It’s so small. I can’t breathe.” “ Yes..yes I know.” Slowly Psychiatrist took Raju with him. It was clear that until now Raju kept sacrificing all for his love. Charu was special to him. It was mad obsession. Psychiatrist Chetan felt that Raju might needed treatment on that point only. He was in love with Charu but at same time he was acting so obsessed with her. He was obeying her every wish. It was odd. Then when Charu left him, he kept giving her all. In some part of mind Raju was expecting her to come back. Raju never said it. But Raju felt that Charu would behave in same way with her second husband & her second husband would divorce her. It was not easy to tolerate it. But Charu clearly changed her attitude after second marriage or her second husband was compatible to her. It was not clear to Chetan but he did inquiries & sensed that Charu was living happily married life now. When Chetan contacted, she told him that she was not interested in keeping contact with Raju and she was not ready to return house. It was frustrating but Chetan knew Raju needed to accept it. Chetan admitted Raju in hospital & Raju went willingly. Raju just kept saying one thing “ I want my old house back. I will not go back to that small house.” Slowly nurse took him in his room of mental hospital & he smiled happily to have it for himself. He soon slept on bed & fall asleep. Chetan came in his room & told nurse “ This might look worst to people but this is better. Now his emotions came out after treatment he will live normal life for himself don’t keep waiting for Charu.” Nurse nodded & they went away from room while Raju was sleeping peacefully in room.

                                           The End