Nuclear family
Parul was getting her daughter ready for school.She was feeling so happy today.She just wanted every thing to be perfectly okay for her daughter because it was Trupti's first day in school.Parul started taking her in hands.Parul "Trupti do as teacher told you."Trupti nodded."You must do everything properly and don't argue with any one.I will get you properly ready.Now sit in this chair.I will comb your hair."Trupti nodded.Trupti was good girl.She was active like other girl who loved bouncing here and there.But when question of her school came,she became discipline and proper.Parul couldn't help from smiling.This was first time when she was going to tie Trupti's hair in ponytails.Trupti was very excited.Parul was also smiling after seeing her excitement.She used nice oil on her hair then she put on her uniform.Trupti looked nice in that dress.Then she suddenly looked so cute to Parul.Then she looked at her.Parul thought that she would want to kiss her daughter Trupti.But then she thought she had suddenly some strange feeling in her heart.She wanted to take away those pines and then she want to slap her daughter.Her small daughter was smiling at her.Her sweet innocent smile was so heart melting still she wanted to slap her.Parul was so confused.Then she suddenly heard voice of her small daughter who was crying for milk.Parul literally shaking with fear when Trupti saw her this way.She wanted to ask her some thing when her grandmother came inside.Grandmother"What a horrible noises??I just can't tolerate this.Look at this house just full of daughter not even one son.How many times I said we need a son to get our name and one who can take care of you in old days.But no.All we got is just these girls.Useless girl and they are good for nothing..."Her grandmother's screaming would continued like that.Trupti hated to hear all this so she decided not to speak anything now.Trupti just didn't want to sit in that room.She ran to take her new school bag which her father had given to her.Trupti's father loved her.But her grandmother always hated her because she was girl.Her grandmother many times called her many relatives and began to discuss same thing.They just all seemed to think that boys were lot better than girls.Trupti was too young to understand those things.But she saw this every day and she saw that her mother always got upset when she had to serve that type of guests.But she had never saw her mother running away from her like this.
Parul took her younger daughter in her arms.Then she brought bottle and began to feed her milk.She was so scared.She never had that kind of dream or that kind of feeling until now she always thought that she loved her daughters.She never wanted to harm them.But this time some thing totally different had happened to her.She had strange feeling about her daughter Trupti.She was so scared that she could hurt her daughter.She looked at her younger daughter Pinki who was resting peacefully in her arms after drinking milk.She was so scared even to look at her face.But she had to look because Trupti started calling her."Mom I am getting late for school."Parul suddenly remembered that she had to drop her daughter Trupti at school.After all it was her first day of school and they had not made any arrangement of school bus etc.Parul just had to control herself.Parul stood up.This time she didn't look at Trupti.Trupti"Mom what happen?Are you angry with me?"Trupti was asking this when Parul stopped Auto and sat in it with Pinki.She had to take her both daughter to school because her mother-in-law was not interested in taking care of her grand daughters.Parul was so stress by this.She just didn't understand when her mother-in-law would accept faith and began to value her daughters.This time she really needed some one to help her.She saw so scared to look at Trupti so she kept her eyes on Pinki. Trupti could easily sensed something was wrong.Trupti"Mom what happened?Some thing is wrong with Pinki?""No.Nothing is wrong.Do you want this to happen?"Parul just wanted to stop Trupti from talking.She was very scared so she said anything that came in her mouth.She ever didn't care if they hurt their daughter in heart.Trupti started crying so on first day of school Parul sentence forced Trupti to cry.It was worst for Parul.Then finally they reached at Trupti's school.Parul immediately forced Trupti to go inside. Luckily parents were not allowed so she could stay outside.Trupti was looking at her Mom.She didn't understand what was her mistake but her Mom was not looking at her.Her Mom was ignoring her.She wanted her Mom to give her a bye kiss but her Mom just kept looking at other side.When she finally understood that her Mom was not going to turn.She went inside.Parul took breath of relief.Parul had never thought that she would feel so relieved by seeing her daughter.But she was feeling that way.She was just tense by thought of bringing her back after some hours.She knew that it was strange but this time she couldn't want to think about it.She just wanted to stay away from Trupti which was hardest task because she was the one who had to take care of Trupti every day.
When Parul returned to her home,she still had that strange feeling.She hoped that it would go away.But that feeling was still there she wanted to hit her own daughter.She knew something was wrong with her.Since few days she felt strange madness in her.She began serve late to Trupti.But she never thought that it would increase.At first she thought it would stop but slowly she began to hate Trupti more and more.She could feel it.But she could never able to share her feelings with her husband Om because she didn't want Om to start thinking like his mother.He was loving his daughter.But if she plant these thoughts in him.She was scared.He would think same way.Parul was so nervous whole time.That she just continued wandering around her house in strange restlessness.Her mother-in-law tried to discuss about her restlessness.But she just ignored.Then finally time of picking her daughter from school came and she had to live home.She went there.She was hoping that this time she didn't have that strange feeling.But as soon as she saw that Trupti was running towards her,she felt same irritation.It was so painful and horrible.She wanted to break her own daughter's neck.She tried to return her hug but she was so scare that she might broke her bones.She was feeling that strange kind of anger.She just pushed Trupti away from her.After that she started avoiding Trupti as much as possible.But still it was hardest task after all Trupti was her daughter.She couldn't avoid her daughter.But she had to do it.She could clearly felt it.When Om came home,Trupti immediately ran to him.Om sensed some thing was wrong.When they were alone Om asked her"What happen?Why are you avoiding Trupti?Did Trupti do something wrong?Come on Parul tell her if she did some mistake.She is just a kid.She didn't understand your reactions.You are scaring her.""Nothing like that.I am just tired.I need some one to take care of kids.What about a babysitter?"Om"As you wish.But be careful while choosing one.Now a days we heard many things.""Come on.Don't worry.I will choose proper one."Parul smiled happily so next day Parul started searching for babysitter.
That job didn't proved as easy as Parul hoped.Many babysitters came but none was ready to adjust there in small salary.They all expected large amount.But Parul couldn't afford them.Finally Parul stopped searching but day by day Parul's fantasies were increasing.She wanted to hit her daughter from heart.She was so scared that one day she would fulfill that strange wish.Slowly day by day her panicking started increasing.She didn't want to do any help to Trupti.Then one day worst thing happened.She was cutting vegetables when suddenly Trupti came running inside kitchen.Trupti began to show her some nice painting which she had painted.Parul could see that Trupti must had sensed her mother's anger so she was doing every thing to please her.But it was having wrong effect on Parul.Parul wanted to cut throat of her daughter.Parul was so shocked and shamed by her feeling that she suddenly started crying hysterically.Trupti was shocked.Parul's mother-in-law came and started asking question to Parul.She even tried to console her.But Parul just couldn't stop her tears.It was horrible.Parul was shivering.Finally her mother-in-law forced her to go inside her bedroom.Parul was crying there alone for hours.Trupti was watching her mother.Om came home late that day.But as soon as he entered inside house.He sensed something was wrong.He ran inside and saw that Parul was sleeping on her bed in strange fetus position.Om was about go near her when he felt hold of small hands.Trupti was looking at him with hopes.She wanted to be picked up in her father's arms.Om decided to let Parul sleep and began to talk with Trupti.Slowly Trupti started telling everything in details.Trupti"Dad I don't know what happened but Mom began to dislike me suddenly...She didn't even look at me.She don't give me food on time.I have to wait for long time.She just don't talk to me.She dislike me from her heart.I never hurt her Dad.Still she hate me.."After saying this Trupti started crying.Om started patting her.Om had sensed some thing was wrong.He noticed that even while serving dinner Parul never looked at Trupti.He thought that slowly things would improve but instead of improving they changed for worst.Parul had started acting strange day by day.Today Om saw her sleeping in strange position and he knew that she needed a doctor.But he didn't understand which one.Some where in heart he could feel that his wife was getting mad and he was so scared.He loved his wife from his heart.He couldn't let her see turning mad like this before his eyes so he called family Doctor.
When Om told him everything,Doctor sensed that Parul's problem was mental.But he didn't understand it's cause and he decided to call Om.He wanted to confirm his diagnosis after seeing his patient by eyes.Next day when Om brought Parul with him.Doctor immediately saw those signs now his hardest task began.It was to convince Parul that she must visit psychiatrist.Doctor"I think Parul you must have lot of tension and they are effecting your brain so.."Parul"Doctor I think I am getting mad.Please help me. I need a Doctor."Doctor was so confused by this outburst that he didn't speak for some time.Then finally he gave Psychiatrist's number.Om wrote it down.When they phoned,they received appointment after three days.Until then Parul forced Om to keep Trupti away from her.Trupti went to stay with Parul's parents who liked Trupti from their heart.Then finally they went to Psychiatrist.Psychiatrist talked with Parul for some hours then told Om "Your wife is suffering from Psycho neurotic Disorder.Your mother always treat your daughters in worst way and your wife can't able to protect them so she began to feel that one day her daughter hate her for her style of upbringing. She didn't dare to accept such a rejection.She loved her daughter too much so she started to control her fear of getting rejected.She began to have this dangerous thought just because she wanted to avoid that sense of rejection from her heart.I think your mother's attitude is creating strong problem for your wife and it may also effect your daughters.""But how can I explain her?I tried so hard.""Do you thought about living separate?""But that will require lot of money.""I think you can shift in cheaper locality.I think living in nuclear family is best option for you."After that Om slowly found a cheap house on rent.By then his mother was very tired of Parul's illness so she didn't objected their decision so they went to stay in small but happy house.Some times wrong concepts break many families into pieces.
The End
Parul was getting her daughter ready for school.She was feeling so happy today.She just wanted every thing to be perfectly okay for her daughter because it was Trupti's first day in school.Parul started taking her in hands.Parul "Trupti do as teacher told you."Trupti nodded."You must do everything properly and don't argue with any one.I will get you properly ready.Now sit in this chair.I will comb your hair."Trupti nodded.Trupti was good girl.She was active like other girl who loved bouncing here and there.But when question of her school came,she became discipline and proper.Parul couldn't help from smiling.This was first time when she was going to tie Trupti's hair in ponytails.Trupti was very excited.Parul was also smiling after seeing her excitement.She used nice oil on her hair then she put on her uniform.Trupti looked nice in that dress.Then she suddenly looked so cute to Parul.Then she looked at her.Parul thought that she would want to kiss her daughter Trupti.But then she thought she had suddenly some strange feeling in her heart.She wanted to take away those pines and then she want to slap her daughter.Her small daughter was smiling at her.Her sweet innocent smile was so heart melting still she wanted to slap her.Parul was so confused.Then she suddenly heard voice of her small daughter who was crying for milk.Parul literally shaking with fear when Trupti saw her this way.She wanted to ask her some thing when her grandmother came inside.Grandmother"What a horrible noises??I just can't tolerate this.Look at this house just full of daughter not even one son.How many times I said we need a son to get our name and one who can take care of you in old days.But no.All we got is just these girls.Useless girl and they are good for nothing..."Her grandmother's screaming would continued like that.Trupti hated to hear all this so she decided not to speak anything now.Trupti just didn't want to sit in that room.She ran to take her new school bag which her father had given to her.Trupti's father loved her.But her grandmother always hated her because she was girl.Her grandmother many times called her many relatives and began to discuss same thing.They just all seemed to think that boys were lot better than girls.Trupti was too young to understand those things.But she saw this every day and she saw that her mother always got upset when she had to serve that type of guests.But she had never saw her mother running away from her like this.
Parul took her younger daughter in her arms.Then she brought bottle and began to feed her milk.She was so scared.She never had that kind of dream or that kind of feeling until now she always thought that she loved her daughters.She never wanted to harm them.But this time some thing totally different had happened to her.She had strange feeling about her daughter Trupti.She was so scared that she could hurt her daughter.She looked at her younger daughter Pinki who was resting peacefully in her arms after drinking milk.She was so scared even to look at her face.But she had to look because Trupti started calling her."Mom I am getting late for school."Parul suddenly remembered that she had to drop her daughter Trupti at school.After all it was her first day of school and they had not made any arrangement of school bus etc.Parul just had to control herself.Parul stood up.This time she didn't look at Trupti.Trupti"Mom what happen?Are you angry with me?"Trupti was asking this when Parul stopped Auto and sat in it with Pinki.She had to take her both daughter to school because her mother-in-law was not interested in taking care of her grand daughters.Parul was so stress by this.She just didn't understand when her mother-in-law would accept faith and began to value her daughters.This time she really needed some one to help her.She saw so scared to look at Trupti so she kept her eyes on Pinki. Trupti could easily sensed something was wrong.Trupti"Mom what happened?Some thing is wrong with Pinki?""No.Nothing is wrong.Do you want this to happen?"Parul just wanted to stop Trupti from talking.She was very scared so she said anything that came in her mouth.She ever didn't care if they hurt their daughter in heart.Trupti started crying so on first day of school Parul sentence forced Trupti to cry.It was worst for Parul.Then finally they reached at Trupti's school.Parul immediately forced Trupti to go inside. Luckily parents were not allowed so she could stay outside.Trupti was looking at her Mom.She didn't understand what was her mistake but her Mom was not looking at her.Her Mom was ignoring her.She wanted her Mom to give her a bye kiss but her Mom just kept looking at other side.When she finally understood that her Mom was not going to turn.She went inside.Parul took breath of relief.Parul had never thought that she would feel so relieved by seeing her daughter.But she was feeling that way.She was just tense by thought of bringing her back after some hours.She knew that it was strange but this time she couldn't want to think about it.She just wanted to stay away from Trupti which was hardest task because she was the one who had to take care of Trupti every day.
When Parul returned to her home,she still had that strange feeling.She hoped that it would go away.But that feeling was still there she wanted to hit her own daughter.She knew something was wrong with her.Since few days she felt strange madness in her.She began serve late to Trupti.But she never thought that it would increase.At first she thought it would stop but slowly she began to hate Trupti more and more.She could feel it.But she could never able to share her feelings with her husband Om because she didn't want Om to start thinking like his mother.He was loving his daughter.But if she plant these thoughts in him.She was scared.He would think same way.Parul was so nervous whole time.That she just continued wandering around her house in strange restlessness.Her mother-in-law tried to discuss about her restlessness.But she just ignored.Then finally time of picking her daughter from school came and she had to live home.She went there.She was hoping that this time she didn't have that strange feeling.But as soon as she saw that Trupti was running towards her,she felt same irritation.It was so painful and horrible.She wanted to break her own daughter's neck.She tried to return her hug but she was so scare that she might broke her bones.She was feeling that strange kind of anger.She just pushed Trupti away from her.After that she started avoiding Trupti as much as possible.But still it was hardest task after all Trupti was her daughter.She couldn't avoid her daughter.But she had to do it.She could clearly felt it.When Om came home,Trupti immediately ran to him.Om sensed some thing was wrong.When they were alone Om asked her"What happen?Why are you avoiding Trupti?Did Trupti do something wrong?Come on Parul tell her if she did some mistake.She is just a kid.She didn't understand your reactions.You are scaring her.""Nothing like that.I am just tired.I need some one to take care of kids.What about a babysitter?"Om"As you wish.But be careful while choosing one.Now a days we heard many things.""Come on.Don't worry.I will choose proper one."Parul smiled happily so next day Parul started searching for babysitter.
That job didn't proved as easy as Parul hoped.Many babysitters came but none was ready to adjust there in small salary.They all expected large amount.But Parul couldn't afford them.Finally Parul stopped searching but day by day Parul's fantasies were increasing.She wanted to hit her daughter from heart.She was so scared that one day she would fulfill that strange wish.Slowly day by day her panicking started increasing.She didn't want to do any help to Trupti.Then one day worst thing happened.She was cutting vegetables when suddenly Trupti came running inside kitchen.Trupti began to show her some nice painting which she had painted.Parul could see that Trupti must had sensed her mother's anger so she was doing every thing to please her.But it was having wrong effect on Parul.Parul wanted to cut throat of her daughter.Parul was so shocked and shamed by her feeling that she suddenly started crying hysterically.Trupti was shocked.Parul's mother-in-law came and started asking question to Parul.She even tried to console her.But Parul just couldn't stop her tears.It was horrible.Parul was shivering.Finally her mother-in-law forced her to go inside her bedroom.Parul was crying there alone for hours.Trupti was watching her mother.Om came home late that day.But as soon as he entered inside house.He sensed something was wrong.He ran inside and saw that Parul was sleeping on her bed in strange fetus position.Om was about go near her when he felt hold of small hands.Trupti was looking at him with hopes.She wanted to be picked up in her father's arms.Om decided to let Parul sleep and began to talk with Trupti.Slowly Trupti started telling everything in details.Trupti"Dad I don't know what happened but Mom began to dislike me suddenly...She didn't even look at me.She don't give me food on time.I have to wait for long time.She just don't talk to me.She dislike me from her heart.I never hurt her Dad.Still she hate me.."After saying this Trupti started crying.Om started patting her.Om had sensed some thing was wrong.He noticed that even while serving dinner Parul never looked at Trupti.He thought that slowly things would improve but instead of improving they changed for worst.Parul had started acting strange day by day.Today Om saw her sleeping in strange position and he knew that she needed a doctor.But he didn't understand which one.Some where in heart he could feel that his wife was getting mad and he was so scared.He loved his wife from his heart.He couldn't let her see turning mad like this before his eyes so he called family Doctor.
When Om told him everything,Doctor sensed that Parul's problem was mental.But he didn't understand it's cause and he decided to call Om.He wanted to confirm his diagnosis after seeing his patient by eyes.Next day when Om brought Parul with him.Doctor immediately saw those signs now his hardest task began.It was to convince Parul that she must visit psychiatrist.Doctor"I think Parul you must have lot of tension and they are effecting your brain so.."Parul"Doctor I think I am getting mad.Please help me. I need a Doctor."Doctor was so confused by this outburst that he didn't speak for some time.Then finally he gave Psychiatrist's number.Om wrote it down.When they phoned,they received appointment after three days.Until then Parul forced Om to keep Trupti away from her.Trupti went to stay with Parul's parents who liked Trupti from their heart.Then finally they went to Psychiatrist.Psychiatrist talked with Parul for some hours then told Om "Your wife is suffering from Psycho neurotic Disorder.Your mother always treat your daughters in worst way and your wife can't able to protect them so she began to feel that one day her daughter hate her for her style of upbringing. She didn't dare to accept such a rejection.She loved her daughter too much so she started to control her fear of getting rejected.She began to have this dangerous thought just because she wanted to avoid that sense of rejection from her heart.I think your mother's attitude is creating strong problem for your wife and it may also effect your daughters.""But how can I explain her?I tried so hard.""Do you thought about living separate?""But that will require lot of money.""I think you can shift in cheaper locality.I think living in nuclear family is best option for you."After that Om slowly found a cheap house on rent.By then his mother was very tired of Parul's illness so she didn't objected their decision so they went to stay in small but happy house.Some times wrong concepts break many families into pieces.
The End
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