Morals
Rani was looked at phone.It was ringing and her hand was full of flour.She screamed with name of "Varun."She felt that one thing that little Varun would come running and help her.She knew from heart that it was not going to happen.But still every time she hoped that Varun would help her.But when he didn't come then she went near phone."Hello""Yes who is speaking?""Is it Varun Shukla's house.""Yes it is.""Ohh, I like to inform you that your son was caught in shop lifting.""That is impossible.He is in his room.""No mam.."Rani just put down her phone and ran to room.She was so shocked that Varun was not inside her room it was so surprising that Varun was not in home.She was so scared.Ramesh told her many times that she should pay full attention to Varun.She tried her best.She was searching for each and every thing which would help her to control Varun.But nothing was working.She was so upset.Every day she was receiving complaints about him.At first it was their neighbor who told her that Varun was irritating their dog.On that time Ramesh protected Varun by calling that neighbor irritating person who complaint on every thing.But Rani didn't like it at first sight in seemed so wrong.But Ramesh just never agreed with her.He just kept blaming that neighbor.But slowly those things started increasing.One day they received phone from school then suddenly Ramesh realized that something was wrong.They were told that they should come to school immediately.When they went there,it turned out to be worst.Varun was standing there with some small kid who had swollen eye.Teacher told them that Varun hit him.When teacher asked Varun before them why did he acted like this.Varun just said that this little kid was not giving him tiffin box.Then Rani looked confused.Rani"But if my son fought for his tiffin box then what is wrong?"Teacher started laughing in strange way and then said"It was not Varun's tiffin box.It was that small kid's box."That small kid nodded.Then that small kid's parents came they started abusing and cursing Varun and Rani,Ramesh.But They just kept quiet because they just didn't blame them.Their kid was hurt so they said sorry.Then Ramesh told Rani to take Varun at home.Then she remembered that how hard Varun was beaten by Ramesh when he came back from office.She never liked it but she was sure that she could not stop him because Ramesh never listened to her suggestion so she just kept watching.But those punishments proved useless because once again today Varun was vanished and Rani was sure that this time she would get blame because Ramesh warned her that she must keep an eye on him and now this had happen.She picked up the phone and apologized.She took address which they gave willingly because they wanted money not police case. Rani was so scared.She just ran to that address.She felt sure one thing that she was blamed on every moment and on every time.
Rani went according to address. Rani went to that place.Big crowd was gathered there.Every one was talking loudly and in excited way. Rani was looking at that scene on every point. But then she felt that from that scene.They wanted to sort those things.Then she saw even police was standing there.She went there running but then she felt just one thing from her mind.She must go ahead and save her son.After all her son was there.When she went there,she saw that police was holding Varun in harsh way.Rani"Leave him.He is just a little child."Policeman smiled in strange way and said"Child?!!He was taking away those precious perfumes which will cost a lot and you are saying he is just child.Who are you?"Rani was so confused now.She didn't want to confess now that she was Varun's mother but she had to say it.Rani"I am his mother.""I just can't believe it.You can let your son act this way.You looked like some one of good house.How can you let this happen?You should have taught your son better ways in life.On every moment I just feel one thought that this must be some one of poor family.But you looked quite well to do then why did your son is doing such a wrong things in life?You should have taught him."Rani felt something strange had happened inside stomach.But still she had to control her feelings. Rani"I am sorry."Then suddenly shopkeeper came out and told her to pay that amount of those goods which took by Varun.Rani nodded and paid that money.Then she wanted just ran to home with Varun.She didn't want to know Ramesh about it.She knew his anger.Many times she had even suffered due to it. Unknowingly her hand went to that mark which created on her hand when Ramesh pushed her in his anger.He was doing every thing. On that point she thought that she would just left her husband/But next day he just fall on her feet and say sorry.Ramesh was standing with her and then he felt something wrong then he insulted them.But then he felt just that he was doing wrong then he started apologize inside life.He had some wrong thoughts from inside.Then he start abusing but when some big mistake happened inside life. Ramesh always started abusing her.Rani was sure that if he knew this then he would create problem so she paid amount.Rani started pulling Varun with her.Rani was so angry but she noticed that Varun was smiling.She was so shocked that even after so much abused by every one from that crowd.Her son was smiling.She felt so strange.Rani was so shocked.She started screaming on Varun"Why are you smiling?What is so funny?"Varun"I like it.""What you like this?Police abused you.What is nice in it?""I really like it.But then I feel just one thing from my mind.That it was so perfect every one was looking at me.""But they are abusing you and hitting you.""But Mom they are looking at me.That's all."Varun was really so happy.He was dancing with joy.
When Rani reached home,she started cooking as fast as she could.She didn't want Ramesh to notice that any thing was missed.She was looking at Varun.He was so relaxed.He was smiling as if he had won some medals.When Ramesh came home,Rani pretended to act her best.Everything was fine until Ramesh turned his attention on Varun he was smiling happily.Ramesh asked"So how was your day?You are smiling so much.You must have found something nice.You are smiling so happily.""Nothing.Just I stole something from a shop with CCTV.And then they found it on so they just started to arrest me.It was so nice.They caught me by my shirt and even slapped me once.Then big crowd appeared,they started calling me thief."Varun was saying it all as if it was film and Ramesh was smiling because he felt that it was just film.Ramesh "So your mom took you to film today.""No Dad it is real."Ramesh started laughing.Rani didn't know what to do.But she didn't dare to tell truth to Ramesh so she just smiled.Ramesh assumed that it was all just a film and enjoyed it.But Rani was so scared.She was sure that something was wrong with her son.He was enjoying it. Rani just didn't understand how could her son enjoyed that he was acting strange day by day.He just wanted to do something wrong and then he was not even guilty about it.He was not that small that he could understand things like morals.But he was never concerned about them.She was sure that when Ramesh would understood that he was not just joking.It would worst for him.She didn't want to discuss it.But she could clearly sensed suspicion in Ramesh's eyes.After all Varun was not small kid to live in his dream world.He was grown up boy of thirteen years. Ramesh no longer believed that he was lying.Ramesh turned to Rani who was not even looking at him.Then Ramesh knew every thing. Ramesh"You were really arrested by Police?"There was clear anger in Ramesh's voice.But it didn't scare Varun.He just kept smiling.Varun"Of course Dad."Then Ramesh lost his cool.He slapped Varun.But Varun didn't seem to care. In fact there was smile on his face.Rani came out running.Rani"Don't hit him.You know that it is useless.""This is what happened just because of you.Every time I tried to do something.You just started saying it is useless.Let me try it.""But.."Then Ramesh started hitting Varun. But Varun just kept smiling.When he felt pain,he screamed little bit.But still there was no guilt on his face.Ramesh was telling him to promise that he would not do it.But Varun was not ready.It was worst.When finally Ramesh quit hitting him,Rani ran to Varun.There was marks on Varun's body.Rani hated this all.She wanted to stop Ramesh.But he never stopped.She didn't know that what did she suppose to do.Then Rani started applying medicine on Varun's marks.She saw clear expression of pain on his face so he felt those pain and he was hurt.
Rani"Why did you do that?""Because my heart felt that way.""You want to become robber.""Now what is wrong in it?""What?""Come on Mom.I liked that thing so I pick it up.I want it.""Then why don't you pay?""I don't want to.""But it is wrong."Varun looked at Rani in strange way and if she was speaking some strange language and then start laughing.Varun"Mom I just don't understand right and wrong."Then Varun ran to his room.Rani was so scared by this.Her son was so small still he was already started getting involved inside fight and shop lifting.She just didn't want to think what would be next.Her each day was turning into horror step by step. Varun was started getting involved in wrong activities on each day.She was sure that she needed some one's help.But no one was ready to help her now.It was getting worst day by day.Ramesh just always kept abusing her about Varun's each mistake.She heard Ramesh's scream and she could guess what was going to be next."Just because of you this all was happening."Then he started cursing her.She didn't want to hear those insults but she knew that she didn't have any options.She just kept hearing him.Ramesh was so upset about every thing.He wanted to blame it on some one and she was his best bait.She just kept hearing it.But she knew that it was not going to stop.Each day things were getting worst.There was not even one day when she could relax.She was so scared that Varun could do something wrong.His teacher was calling her daily with complaints.She was sure that one day Varun would be thrown out of school.But then suddenly one day she was called in school.She was sure that Varun was standing there and his clothes could clearly show that he was involved inside fight.He was just standing there as if nothing had happened. Then she entered in Principal's Cabin.Rani"What happen Madam?Did Varun do something wrong?""It seems as if you know that your son is going wrong way even before me so why are you not doing some thing about it?""We tried every thing.""Like beating him?"Rani looked scared."I don't.His father did.""This is not excuse and it will not even help you.You are such educated people.You should have consulted some one regarding your son.Instead of beating him like this.""Consulting whom?""Of course. A psychologist.Don't you see that your son is having mental problem.He just didn't able to differentiate between right and wrong.He doesn't seem have any morals and guilt consciousness.Don't you feel that this is strange?""It is.But I never thought it can be some mental problem."Then that principal gave her number of psychologist.Rani smiled.She saw first sign of hope for her son.But when she went home,Ramesh didn't seem to agree with her.They had big argument.But this time Rani didn't quit.She was suffering daily.When Ramesh slapped her,she just went out of her house.She knew that her brother wouldn't able to keep her for more days.But she still decided to stay there for few days.
When her brother saw marks on her cheek,he just didn't ask her much questions.But she saw dislike in eyes of her sister-in-law.But she decided to ignore it.She knew that no one was wanted her there.But she was in need so she tried to ignore it.Then she told her brother about that appointment of psychologist who agreed to help her with it.Then in few days she started searching for job.But soon she found out it was not easily to get one so she started working from house on computer.She could hear criticism from her sister-in-law.She was so scared that Varun would do something wrong so she was keeping eye on him every moment which was hardest task for her.Finally after some days Ramesh came to his sense and said"Sorry" to her.She had to go back because she knew that she couldn't manage on her own.She had to make payment to psychologist also.Then finally they went to him.That psychologist chatted with Varun for hours then called Ramesh and Rani inside and told nurse to take Varun with her.Psychologist"Your son was suffering due to Conduct Disorder and you have came on time.If you have come little bit late,I would have able to do nothing for him.It is serious problem.It could lead to serious problems in adulthood.Your son didn't have guilt conscious.People respect law due to that conscious not due to just punishment.I heard from him that even Ramesh seemed to have anger problem.Am I right?"Ramesh nodded."So it could be genetic or due to environment. Mr.Ramesh first you have to control your problem which will lead to further problems. Varun was getting wrong encouragement.""But it increased due to Varun..""You were not abusive with your wife before your son's birth?"Ramesh didn't able to answer it because he knew that it was not true.He was abusive from beginning only.But only on those times he used to stay in control and it was not that much frequent. Ramesh admitted it.Ramesh was looking at ground now."Can I suggest you something?I feel you need treatment."Rani was sure that Ramesh was not going to take it because he was suggested regarding it on lot of time. Rani"But what about Varun?""I can treat him.But still I feel that it will be easy if Ramesh..""I am fine."There was anger in Ramesh's voice."As you wish."When they came out Ramesh started abusing psychologist.He started suggesting that they should not go to him.But Rani just remained stuck to her ground even Varun told them that he would go.So Varun started visiting Psychologist.Even when Ramesh hated it and started abusing about it.After all they knew that they need psychologist. Slowly Varun started learning to act properly.He started getting more marks and started giving respect to other and most of all even after seeing Ramesh's abusive behaviour he never followed it.Rani was always supported by Varun after Ramesh's wrong behaviour.Rani was so pleased that even if she couldn't able to change her husband,she could at least able to save her son.
The End
Rani was looked at phone.It was ringing and her hand was full of flour.She screamed with name of "Varun."She felt that one thing that little Varun would come running and help her.She knew from heart that it was not going to happen.But still every time she hoped that Varun would help her.But when he didn't come then she went near phone."Hello""Yes who is speaking?""Is it Varun Shukla's house.""Yes it is.""Ohh, I like to inform you that your son was caught in shop lifting.""That is impossible.He is in his room.""No mam.."Rani just put down her phone and ran to room.She was so shocked that Varun was not inside her room it was so surprising that Varun was not in home.She was so scared.Ramesh told her many times that she should pay full attention to Varun.She tried her best.She was searching for each and every thing which would help her to control Varun.But nothing was working.She was so upset.Every day she was receiving complaints about him.At first it was their neighbor who told her that Varun was irritating their dog.On that time Ramesh protected Varun by calling that neighbor irritating person who complaint on every thing.But Rani didn't like it at first sight in seemed so wrong.But Ramesh just never agreed with her.He just kept blaming that neighbor.But slowly those things started increasing.One day they received phone from school then suddenly Ramesh realized that something was wrong.They were told that they should come to school immediately.When they went there,it turned out to be worst.Varun was standing there with some small kid who had swollen eye.Teacher told them that Varun hit him.When teacher asked Varun before them why did he acted like this.Varun just said that this little kid was not giving him tiffin box.Then Rani looked confused.Rani"But if my son fought for his tiffin box then what is wrong?"Teacher started laughing in strange way and then said"It was not Varun's tiffin box.It was that small kid's box."That small kid nodded.Then that small kid's parents came they started abusing and cursing Varun and Rani,Ramesh.But They just kept quiet because they just didn't blame them.Their kid was hurt so they said sorry.Then Ramesh told Rani to take Varun at home.Then she remembered that how hard Varun was beaten by Ramesh when he came back from office.She never liked it but she was sure that she could not stop him because Ramesh never listened to her suggestion so she just kept watching.But those punishments proved useless because once again today Varun was vanished and Rani was sure that this time she would get blame because Ramesh warned her that she must keep an eye on him and now this had happen.She picked up the phone and apologized.She took address which they gave willingly because they wanted money not police case. Rani was so scared.She just ran to that address.She felt sure one thing that she was blamed on every moment and on every time.
Rani went according to address. Rani went to that place.Big crowd was gathered there.Every one was talking loudly and in excited way. Rani was looking at that scene on every point. But then she felt that from that scene.They wanted to sort those things.Then she saw even police was standing there.She went there running but then she felt just one thing from her mind.She must go ahead and save her son.After all her son was there.When she went there,she saw that police was holding Varun in harsh way.Rani"Leave him.He is just a little child."Policeman smiled in strange way and said"Child?!!He was taking away those precious perfumes which will cost a lot and you are saying he is just child.Who are you?"Rani was so confused now.She didn't want to confess now that she was Varun's mother but she had to say it.Rani"I am his mother.""I just can't believe it.You can let your son act this way.You looked like some one of good house.How can you let this happen?You should have taught your son better ways in life.On every moment I just feel one thought that this must be some one of poor family.But you looked quite well to do then why did your son is doing such a wrong things in life?You should have taught him."Rani felt something strange had happened inside stomach.But still she had to control her feelings. Rani"I am sorry."Then suddenly shopkeeper came out and told her to pay that amount of those goods which took by Varun.Rani nodded and paid that money.Then she wanted just ran to home with Varun.She didn't want to know Ramesh about it.She knew his anger.Many times she had even suffered due to it. Unknowingly her hand went to that mark which created on her hand when Ramesh pushed her in his anger.He was doing every thing. On that point she thought that she would just left her husband/But next day he just fall on her feet and say sorry.Ramesh was standing with her and then he felt something wrong then he insulted them.But then he felt just that he was doing wrong then he started apologize inside life.He had some wrong thoughts from inside.Then he start abusing but when some big mistake happened inside life. Ramesh always started abusing her.Rani was sure that if he knew this then he would create problem so she paid amount.Rani started pulling Varun with her.Rani was so angry but she noticed that Varun was smiling.She was so shocked that even after so much abused by every one from that crowd.Her son was smiling.She felt so strange.Rani was so shocked.She started screaming on Varun"Why are you smiling?What is so funny?"Varun"I like it.""What you like this?Police abused you.What is nice in it?""I really like it.But then I feel just one thing from my mind.That it was so perfect every one was looking at me.""But they are abusing you and hitting you.""But Mom they are looking at me.That's all."Varun was really so happy.He was dancing with joy.
When Rani reached home,she started cooking as fast as she could.She didn't want Ramesh to notice that any thing was missed.She was looking at Varun.He was so relaxed.He was smiling as if he had won some medals.When Ramesh came home,Rani pretended to act her best.Everything was fine until Ramesh turned his attention on Varun he was smiling happily.Ramesh asked"So how was your day?You are smiling so much.You must have found something nice.You are smiling so happily.""Nothing.Just I stole something from a shop with CCTV.And then they found it on so they just started to arrest me.It was so nice.They caught me by my shirt and even slapped me once.Then big crowd appeared,they started calling me thief."Varun was saying it all as if it was film and Ramesh was smiling because he felt that it was just film.Ramesh "So your mom took you to film today.""No Dad it is real."Ramesh started laughing.Rani didn't know what to do.But she didn't dare to tell truth to Ramesh so she just smiled.Ramesh assumed that it was all just a film and enjoyed it.But Rani was so scared.She was sure that something was wrong with her son.He was enjoying it. Rani just didn't understand how could her son enjoyed that he was acting strange day by day.He just wanted to do something wrong and then he was not even guilty about it.He was not that small that he could understand things like morals.But he was never concerned about them.She was sure that when Ramesh would understood that he was not just joking.It would worst for him.She didn't want to discuss it.But she could clearly sensed suspicion in Ramesh's eyes.After all Varun was not small kid to live in his dream world.He was grown up boy of thirteen years. Ramesh no longer believed that he was lying.Ramesh turned to Rani who was not even looking at him.Then Ramesh knew every thing. Ramesh"You were really arrested by Police?"There was clear anger in Ramesh's voice.But it didn't scare Varun.He just kept smiling.Varun"Of course Dad."Then Ramesh lost his cool.He slapped Varun.But Varun didn't seem to care. In fact there was smile on his face.Rani came out running.Rani"Don't hit him.You know that it is useless.""This is what happened just because of you.Every time I tried to do something.You just started saying it is useless.Let me try it.""But.."Then Ramesh started hitting Varun. But Varun just kept smiling.When he felt pain,he screamed little bit.But still there was no guilt on his face.Ramesh was telling him to promise that he would not do it.But Varun was not ready.It was worst.When finally Ramesh quit hitting him,Rani ran to Varun.There was marks on Varun's body.Rani hated this all.She wanted to stop Ramesh.But he never stopped.She didn't know that what did she suppose to do.Then Rani started applying medicine on Varun's marks.She saw clear expression of pain on his face so he felt those pain and he was hurt.
Rani"Why did you do that?""Because my heart felt that way.""You want to become robber.""Now what is wrong in it?""What?""Come on Mom.I liked that thing so I pick it up.I want it.""Then why don't you pay?""I don't want to.""But it is wrong."Varun looked at Rani in strange way and if she was speaking some strange language and then start laughing.Varun"Mom I just don't understand right and wrong."Then Varun ran to his room.Rani was so scared by this.Her son was so small still he was already started getting involved inside fight and shop lifting.She just didn't want to think what would be next.Her each day was turning into horror step by step. Varun was started getting involved in wrong activities on each day.She was sure that she needed some one's help.But no one was ready to help her now.It was getting worst day by day.Ramesh just always kept abusing her about Varun's each mistake.She heard Ramesh's scream and she could guess what was going to be next."Just because of you this all was happening."Then he started cursing her.She didn't want to hear those insults but she knew that she didn't have any options.She just kept hearing him.Ramesh was so upset about every thing.He wanted to blame it on some one and she was his best bait.She just kept hearing it.But she knew that it was not going to stop.Each day things were getting worst.There was not even one day when she could relax.She was so scared that Varun could do something wrong.His teacher was calling her daily with complaints.She was sure that one day Varun would be thrown out of school.But then suddenly one day she was called in school.She was sure that Varun was standing there and his clothes could clearly show that he was involved inside fight.He was just standing there as if nothing had happened. Then she entered in Principal's Cabin.Rani"What happen Madam?Did Varun do something wrong?""It seems as if you know that your son is going wrong way even before me so why are you not doing some thing about it?""We tried every thing.""Like beating him?"Rani looked scared."I don't.His father did.""This is not excuse and it will not even help you.You are such educated people.You should have consulted some one regarding your son.Instead of beating him like this.""Consulting whom?""Of course. A psychologist.Don't you see that your son is having mental problem.He just didn't able to differentiate between right and wrong.He doesn't seem have any morals and guilt consciousness.Don't you feel that this is strange?""It is.But I never thought it can be some mental problem."Then that principal gave her number of psychologist.Rani smiled.She saw first sign of hope for her son.But when she went home,Ramesh didn't seem to agree with her.They had big argument.But this time Rani didn't quit.She was suffering daily.When Ramesh slapped her,she just went out of her house.She knew that her brother wouldn't able to keep her for more days.But she still decided to stay there for few days.
When her brother saw marks on her cheek,he just didn't ask her much questions.But she saw dislike in eyes of her sister-in-law.But she decided to ignore it.She knew that no one was wanted her there.But she was in need so she tried to ignore it.Then she told her brother about that appointment of psychologist who agreed to help her with it.Then in few days she started searching for job.But soon she found out it was not easily to get one so she started working from house on computer.She could hear criticism from her sister-in-law.She was so scared that Varun would do something wrong so she was keeping eye on him every moment which was hardest task for her.Finally after some days Ramesh came to his sense and said"Sorry" to her.She had to go back because she knew that she couldn't manage on her own.She had to make payment to psychologist also.Then finally they went to him.That psychologist chatted with Varun for hours then called Ramesh and Rani inside and told nurse to take Varun with her.Psychologist"Your son was suffering due to Conduct Disorder and you have came on time.If you have come little bit late,I would have able to do nothing for him.It is serious problem.It could lead to serious problems in adulthood.Your son didn't have guilt conscious.People respect law due to that conscious not due to just punishment.I heard from him that even Ramesh seemed to have anger problem.Am I right?"Ramesh nodded."So it could be genetic or due to environment. Mr.Ramesh first you have to control your problem which will lead to further problems. Varun was getting wrong encouragement.""But it increased due to Varun..""You were not abusive with your wife before your son's birth?"Ramesh didn't able to answer it because he knew that it was not true.He was abusive from beginning only.But only on those times he used to stay in control and it was not that much frequent. Ramesh admitted it.Ramesh was looking at ground now."Can I suggest you something?I feel you need treatment."Rani was sure that Ramesh was not going to take it because he was suggested regarding it on lot of time. Rani"But what about Varun?""I can treat him.But still I feel that it will be easy if Ramesh..""I am fine."There was anger in Ramesh's voice."As you wish."When they came out Ramesh started abusing psychologist.He started suggesting that they should not go to him.But Rani just remained stuck to her ground even Varun told them that he would go.So Varun started visiting Psychologist.Even when Ramesh hated it and started abusing about it.After all they knew that they need psychologist. Slowly Varun started learning to act properly.He started getting more marks and started giving respect to other and most of all even after seeing Ramesh's abusive behaviour he never followed it.Rani was always supported by Varun after Ramesh's wrong behaviour.Rani was so pleased that even if she couldn't able to change her husband,she could at least able to save her son.
The End
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