Move on
Kishori was getting ready for her classes when she heard that arguments.Kishori was so tired of these arguments.She always felt so scared when she heard them.She was scared that someone would heard them.She didn't want anyone to hear them.It was so she started shutting each and every window.It had become hard task but she did it every time.She just never wanted anyone to know about her parent's fights.But she could sense it that they were getting worse.She had to go down and calm them.She ran downstairs when she saw that her father was about to hit her mother who had started fighting back.It seemed like some wrestling match.She never saw anything like that so she screamed on them.Then suddenly her father went to his room when he returned back.He was with bag.He just went out of room without saying anything.Kishori"Mom you have to adjust.""No.We can't.I feel that it is better if we stay away from each other.""No Mom.Never think of divorce.Kids from my school would taunt me.I can't take it.""But sweetheart we can't live together.You have to understand...""No Mom.You and Papa have to manage.I just can't accept it."Then Kishori looked at watch.She was late.She knew that her parents would manage everything until now same thing had happened.She had to go to class so she ran.She never thought any other way out of this mess.She wanted them to patch up and she didn't want to think other way because it was so horrible in her eyes.Her parents couldn't divorce.Much things only happened in stories and she was sure that it was not going to happen in her life.She just went out to catch her bus and she just came in time so she smiled at her luck.Inside her heart she felt that this was good omen so nothing bad would happen in her life.Kishori was perfectly normal in that day until she reached home and her Mom told her that her father was not going to come back.Kishori screamed"Mom will you stop this nonsense.First that is totally wrong who told you that.I just don't believe it.Dad will return in few days.""I don't think so.He went to abroad.""Then he would return after some months."Kishori ignored her Mom.But slowly days started going ahead.Her father didn't phone them for lot of days.On that time her school introduced a function in which Kishori was supposed to give bouquet to special guests.It was decided by their class teacher because every one liked Kishori.She never argued with any one so she looked best.Kishori accepted it happily.But in her heart she knew that special guest was strict so every one wanted to shift that burden so it was given to Kishori.She was happy to do it.
That day when she was getting ready for that ceremony,her father called.Her Dad"Kishori how are you?""Fine.But Dad where are you?I am waiting for you since so many days and you are not coming.""Listen sweetheart I am not going to come.Your Mom and I have decided that this was enough.We are going to get divorced."Kishori was so shocked.She had heard such things but she had never expected it."Dad you can't do it to me?I need both of you.Just think what will other kids say about me.You are my father.You have to understand that at this age you can't start new life.I mean it is hard to find new companion...""It doesn't matter what happen to me after that I just can't live with your Mom and you know that very well.It is impossible.""But Dad..""You have to accept it.."He was explaining ahead but Kishori just banged his phone and ran to her Mom.She hoped that Mom would do something.Mom"I just have to agree.He didn't want to spend life with me and I can't force him sweetheart.""But you can convince him.You have to try harder.""I have tried my best but it seem impossible.""Mom nothing is impossible in world.You told me that when I was small and too scare to run in that running race.I won it Mom and so will you.Try harder."Her Mom smiled"Kishori you are not little girl now.You are grown up.You have to understand that sometimes you can't change the thing.This is that case.Your father and I can't manage to stay together so it is better to stay separate and give respect to each other.""But Mom.."Kishori kept screaming and her Mom ran to washroom.Kishori could hear it that her Mom was crying.Kishori went back to her room and started crying while hiding her face in pillows of her bed which were bought by her father from some tour.They were used to enjoy their time in that room.Her Mom and Dad used to sit on each of her side and used to read story to her that were their happy days together before her parents started to fight or it was possible that they were fighting even on that time but they could able to manage to hide it from their daughter but now it was impossible to hide so Kishori had to face it all.She was so scared to face it before whole school but she had to do it that was her destiny and she had to accept it.Whenever she liked it or not no longer seemed to be matter to any one much.Her father left them and took his decision.Now they had to suffer the results.Last thing they had to do together.
From that day Kishori felt that something was wrong and missing from her life.She felt so lost that she didn't know that what did she suppose to do.That day when Kishori entered in school her best friend Nina came running towards her.Nina"Kishori can you give me your book in class?I have forgotten mine."Kishori felt so scared.She didn't feel sure that she had her book.She didn't want to upset Nina.She was her best friend.Kishori"I will search."Then she started searching for that book.She was so confused.Her hands were shaking.She just did able to hold her bag properly.It just fell out of her hand.When Nina took it,Nina"What happen?".Kishori"What if I forgotten that book?""Ohh!!Then we both will get punished."Kishori suddenly felt so scared.She felt as if all world around her was moving when Nina screamed happily"You got that book.Come on let's go to class or our teacher would get angry."They both ran but Kishori ran more fast and sat on her seat.Nina sat near her.Nina sensed that something was wrong.Nina was noticing for many day that Kishori was looking something different but she avoided asking about it until now.She knew that Kishori didn't like to be questioned about personal matters.But now a days she heard one rumor from her friends that Kishori's Parents were taking divorce.She wanted to ask Kishori if they were true.But she didn't dare because Kishori was looking so disturbed.Then their class teacher came inside.Their class teacher was nice woman but now a days Kishori had become huge fan of her.Kishori's face glowed with happiness when she saw that Madam enter.Kishori"She had come.She was so great.You know she had entered many degrees and she had married to a rich man.She come to teach just as a hobby."Nina nodded."She had two children and she took care of all things."Nina nodded again.Nina was irritated by this blind admiration because she knew that next thing was Kishori started admiring their teacher's dressing style.Nina knew that next day Kishori try to dress just like her.Kishori was so convinced that if she dressed like that teacher.Her life would be perfect like her.Kishori wanted just perfect and nice life.Kishori had decided in her heart that she would follow her footstep.When that teacher asked for book,Kishori ran to give it without thinking that they got just one book.
Nina was so shocked.She felt that how could Kishori act in such stupid way.Nina had noticed that Kishori was doing every thing now to please some people.Like yesterday when their that rich friend asked to Kishori about her pin and told her that she wanted to try it.Kishori gave it to her.But when that rich girl said that it was cheap.Kishori started crying because she felt that now everyone call her cheap.When that rich girl was just saying that this shopkeeper cheated Kishori.Nina was so confused.Now this she was running to gave their only book.Teacher looked at Kishori with admiration but when Kishori turned back.She saw her friend Nina was looking at accusation.Then Nina took out some other book and they both pretended that they were reading.That whole lesson was wasted due to Kishori's stupidity.Finally when it was over.Nina looked at Kishori with anger.But Kishori was crying .Kishori started shaking like leaf"I made mistake.Are..you..You will ...quit my ..friendship."Nina was shocked.Nina"Nonsense."Kishori smiled then their teacher called Kishori.Kishori wanted to go ahead but she noticed that she was sweating and shaking.When she came near teacher.That teacher asked her about her health.Kishori wanted to say that she was fine.But she didn't able to say a word.Finally that teacher just went away.As soon as that teacher went away,Kishori began to speak.Kishori was so upset.She was sure that her teacher was angry.But her lips were so sealed by fear.Nina"Are you okay?""I am so sorry.I am doing everything wrong."Then Kishori started crying loudly whole class was watching her in shock.After that Kishori went in temple.From childhood her mother used to take her to temple.She had strong faith in god.She was even used to do fast on each Monday.Every day she used to go to temple.Nina was not that strong believer of god but still she used to give her friend company so they both were going in temple.Nina knew that after going inside Kishori would keep chanting and taking round around gods as per her fixed number.Nina didn't knew numbers.But she knew that they were fixed when they would be over.They would chat happily until school time would come.Nina loved it so she was sitting there when she noticed their teacher.Teacher turned to Nina.Teacher"Do you believe in god?That you are sitting here."Nina was confused but then suddenly Kishori came there.This time she spoke but her voice was shaking and she was sweating"Yes Madam I always worship."Their teacher started laughing on them.Teacher"Did god fulfill your wish?"Nina noticed there was terrible pain in Kishori's face.Nina knew that she was thinking about her parent's separation.Kishori's wish was not fulfilled.Then that teacher started convincing them that trusting god was stupidity.She told them that she had came here just because she wanted to return their book.
Nina saw it clearly that Kishori was hurt from inside of her heart.After that day on daily basis they started going straight to school.Kishori was very upset.Kishori was looking so confused.She just started looking out of window.One day Nina asked "What are you doing?""I am talking to my new father of my dream world.""What?""He will not quit me."Nina was so shocked.Nina"Kishori are you sick?"Kishori just continue staring out of that window.Nina could sensed that some thing was not right.That day she went with Kishori to her home.She saw that Kishori's Mom was not at home.She had to leave Kishori alone.As soon as Nina left,Kishori saw that there was her new friend.She began to chat with her for hours.She knew that it was wrong but she needed it.At beginning it was limited but slowly Kishori even began to hear voices.Suddenly one day she felt that someone was calling her from bathroom.She ran there.She even fall on floor while doing it.She was hurt but when she reached there.She saw that no one was there.Finally it began to turn into too much.She sensed that it was not going away.She didn't trust god.She didn't had any one to ask so she finally turned to Nina and told her everything.Nina was small but she had enough brain to know that this was not right.Nina"Maybe we shall go to my Mom?""But what did she do?""She talked to your Mom.""No..it will just make my Mom angry.""So you want to keep hearing those voices and keep talking to those people."Kishori nodded head negatively so they went to Nina's Mom who visited Kishori's Mom and broke this news slowly to her.Kishori's Mom started crying but Nina's Mom consoled her.Nina's Mom"Don't worry.Psychiatrist will help her.""But..""No buts.Many children have problems when their parents get divorced.They don't able to handle it."Then Kishori's Mom took her to psychiatrist.Kishori's Mom"Do you think that it was my mistake.I should not have divorce.""Now don't start your mental problem.You can't able to adjust with your husband so it bound to make problem and according to your description you had tried enough.She had to accept it.She was developing anxiety and fear due to your separation and for coping with her.She was trying to defense everywhere who can give her security but instead of getting it.She was increasing problem by creating wrong hopes.Like she was trying to keep every one around her so she would not feel scared.But she had to accept reality and she would do it with my help."Then for some days that psychiatrist called Kishori.After long treatment she finally accepted her parent's divorce.Kishori even began to chat with them without hoping or thinking of their patch up.She learned one thing on young age that was meaning of move on.
The End
Kishori was getting ready for her classes when she heard that arguments.Kishori was so tired of these arguments.She always felt so scared when she heard them.She was scared that someone would heard them.She didn't want anyone to hear them.It was so she started shutting each and every window.It had become hard task but she did it every time.She just never wanted anyone to know about her parent's fights.But she could sense it that they were getting worse.She had to go down and calm them.She ran downstairs when she saw that her father was about to hit her mother who had started fighting back.It seemed like some wrestling match.She never saw anything like that so she screamed on them.Then suddenly her father went to his room when he returned back.He was with bag.He just went out of room without saying anything.Kishori"Mom you have to adjust.""No.We can't.I feel that it is better if we stay away from each other.""No Mom.Never think of divorce.Kids from my school would taunt me.I can't take it.""But sweetheart we can't live together.You have to understand...""No Mom.You and Papa have to manage.I just can't accept it."Then Kishori looked at watch.She was late.She knew that her parents would manage everything until now same thing had happened.She had to go to class so she ran.She never thought any other way out of this mess.She wanted them to patch up and she didn't want to think other way because it was so horrible in her eyes.Her parents couldn't divorce.Much things only happened in stories and she was sure that it was not going to happen in her life.She just went out to catch her bus and she just came in time so she smiled at her luck.Inside her heart she felt that this was good omen so nothing bad would happen in her life.Kishori was perfectly normal in that day until she reached home and her Mom told her that her father was not going to come back.Kishori screamed"Mom will you stop this nonsense.First that is totally wrong who told you that.I just don't believe it.Dad will return in few days.""I don't think so.He went to abroad.""Then he would return after some months."Kishori ignored her Mom.But slowly days started going ahead.Her father didn't phone them for lot of days.On that time her school introduced a function in which Kishori was supposed to give bouquet to special guests.It was decided by their class teacher because every one liked Kishori.She never argued with any one so she looked best.Kishori accepted it happily.But in her heart she knew that special guest was strict so every one wanted to shift that burden so it was given to Kishori.She was happy to do it.
That day when she was getting ready for that ceremony,her father called.Her Dad"Kishori how are you?""Fine.But Dad where are you?I am waiting for you since so many days and you are not coming.""Listen sweetheart I am not going to come.Your Mom and I have decided that this was enough.We are going to get divorced."Kishori was so shocked.She had heard such things but she had never expected it."Dad you can't do it to me?I need both of you.Just think what will other kids say about me.You are my father.You have to understand that at this age you can't start new life.I mean it is hard to find new companion...""It doesn't matter what happen to me after that I just can't live with your Mom and you know that very well.It is impossible.""But Dad..""You have to accept it.."He was explaining ahead but Kishori just banged his phone and ran to her Mom.She hoped that Mom would do something.Mom"I just have to agree.He didn't want to spend life with me and I can't force him sweetheart.""But you can convince him.You have to try harder.""I have tried my best but it seem impossible.""Mom nothing is impossible in world.You told me that when I was small and too scare to run in that running race.I won it Mom and so will you.Try harder."Her Mom smiled"Kishori you are not little girl now.You are grown up.You have to understand that sometimes you can't change the thing.This is that case.Your father and I can't manage to stay together so it is better to stay separate and give respect to each other.""But Mom.."Kishori kept screaming and her Mom ran to washroom.Kishori could hear it that her Mom was crying.Kishori went back to her room and started crying while hiding her face in pillows of her bed which were bought by her father from some tour.They were used to enjoy their time in that room.Her Mom and Dad used to sit on each of her side and used to read story to her that were their happy days together before her parents started to fight or it was possible that they were fighting even on that time but they could able to manage to hide it from their daughter but now it was impossible to hide so Kishori had to face it all.She was so scared to face it before whole school but she had to do it that was her destiny and she had to accept it.Whenever she liked it or not no longer seemed to be matter to any one much.Her father left them and took his decision.Now they had to suffer the results.Last thing they had to do together.
From that day Kishori felt that something was wrong and missing from her life.She felt so lost that she didn't know that what did she suppose to do.That day when Kishori entered in school her best friend Nina came running towards her.Nina"Kishori can you give me your book in class?I have forgotten mine."Kishori felt so scared.She didn't feel sure that she had her book.She didn't want to upset Nina.She was her best friend.Kishori"I will search."Then she started searching for that book.She was so confused.Her hands were shaking.She just did able to hold her bag properly.It just fell out of her hand.When Nina took it,Nina"What happen?".Kishori"What if I forgotten that book?""Ohh!!Then we both will get punished."Kishori suddenly felt so scared.She felt as if all world around her was moving when Nina screamed happily"You got that book.Come on let's go to class or our teacher would get angry."They both ran but Kishori ran more fast and sat on her seat.Nina sat near her.Nina sensed that something was wrong.Nina was noticing for many day that Kishori was looking something different but she avoided asking about it until now.She knew that Kishori didn't like to be questioned about personal matters.But now a days she heard one rumor from her friends that Kishori's Parents were taking divorce.She wanted to ask Kishori if they were true.But she didn't dare because Kishori was looking so disturbed.Then their class teacher came inside.Their class teacher was nice woman but now a days Kishori had become huge fan of her.Kishori's face glowed with happiness when she saw that Madam enter.Kishori"She had come.She was so great.You know she had entered many degrees and she had married to a rich man.She come to teach just as a hobby."Nina nodded."She had two children and she took care of all things."Nina nodded again.Nina was irritated by this blind admiration because she knew that next thing was Kishori started admiring their teacher's dressing style.Nina knew that next day Kishori try to dress just like her.Kishori was so convinced that if she dressed like that teacher.Her life would be perfect like her.Kishori wanted just perfect and nice life.Kishori had decided in her heart that she would follow her footstep.When that teacher asked for book,Kishori ran to give it without thinking that they got just one book.
Nina was so shocked.She felt that how could Kishori act in such stupid way.Nina had noticed that Kishori was doing every thing now to please some people.Like yesterday when their that rich friend asked to Kishori about her pin and told her that she wanted to try it.Kishori gave it to her.But when that rich girl said that it was cheap.Kishori started crying because she felt that now everyone call her cheap.When that rich girl was just saying that this shopkeeper cheated Kishori.Nina was so confused.Now this she was running to gave their only book.Teacher looked at Kishori with admiration but when Kishori turned back.She saw her friend Nina was looking at accusation.Then Nina took out some other book and they both pretended that they were reading.That whole lesson was wasted due to Kishori's stupidity.Finally when it was over.Nina looked at Kishori with anger.But Kishori was crying .Kishori started shaking like leaf"I made mistake.Are..you..You will ...quit my ..friendship."Nina was shocked.Nina"Nonsense."Kishori smiled then their teacher called Kishori.Kishori wanted to go ahead but she noticed that she was sweating and shaking.When she came near teacher.That teacher asked her about her health.Kishori wanted to say that she was fine.But she didn't able to say a word.Finally that teacher just went away.As soon as that teacher went away,Kishori began to speak.Kishori was so upset.She was sure that her teacher was angry.But her lips were so sealed by fear.Nina"Are you okay?""I am so sorry.I am doing everything wrong."Then Kishori started crying loudly whole class was watching her in shock.After that Kishori went in temple.From childhood her mother used to take her to temple.She had strong faith in god.She was even used to do fast on each Monday.Every day she used to go to temple.Nina was not that strong believer of god but still she used to give her friend company so they both were going in temple.Nina knew that after going inside Kishori would keep chanting and taking round around gods as per her fixed number.Nina didn't knew numbers.But she knew that they were fixed when they would be over.They would chat happily until school time would come.Nina loved it so she was sitting there when she noticed their teacher.Teacher turned to Nina.Teacher"Do you believe in god?That you are sitting here."Nina was confused but then suddenly Kishori came there.This time she spoke but her voice was shaking and she was sweating"Yes Madam I always worship."Their teacher started laughing on them.Teacher"Did god fulfill your wish?"Nina noticed there was terrible pain in Kishori's face.Nina knew that she was thinking about her parent's separation.Kishori's wish was not fulfilled.Then that teacher started convincing them that trusting god was stupidity.She told them that she had came here just because she wanted to return their book.
Nina saw it clearly that Kishori was hurt from inside of her heart.After that day on daily basis they started going straight to school.Kishori was very upset.Kishori was looking so confused.She just started looking out of window.One day Nina asked "What are you doing?""I am talking to my new father of my dream world.""What?""He will not quit me."Nina was so shocked.Nina"Kishori are you sick?"Kishori just continue staring out of that window.Nina could sensed that some thing was not right.That day she went with Kishori to her home.She saw that Kishori's Mom was not at home.She had to leave Kishori alone.As soon as Nina left,Kishori saw that there was her new friend.She began to chat with her for hours.She knew that it was wrong but she needed it.At beginning it was limited but slowly Kishori even began to hear voices.Suddenly one day she felt that someone was calling her from bathroom.She ran there.She even fall on floor while doing it.She was hurt but when she reached there.She saw that no one was there.Finally it began to turn into too much.She sensed that it was not going away.She didn't trust god.She didn't had any one to ask so she finally turned to Nina and told her everything.Nina was small but she had enough brain to know that this was not right.Nina"Maybe we shall go to my Mom?""But what did she do?""She talked to your Mom.""No..it will just make my Mom angry.""So you want to keep hearing those voices and keep talking to those people."Kishori nodded head negatively so they went to Nina's Mom who visited Kishori's Mom and broke this news slowly to her.Kishori's Mom started crying but Nina's Mom consoled her.Nina's Mom"Don't worry.Psychiatrist will help her.""But..""No buts.Many children have problems when their parents get divorced.They don't able to handle it."Then Kishori's Mom took her to psychiatrist.Kishori's Mom"Do you think that it was my mistake.I should not have divorce.""Now don't start your mental problem.You can't able to adjust with your husband so it bound to make problem and according to your description you had tried enough.She had to accept it.She was developing anxiety and fear due to your separation and for coping with her.She was trying to defense everywhere who can give her security but instead of getting it.She was increasing problem by creating wrong hopes.Like she was trying to keep every one around her so she would not feel scared.But she had to accept reality and she would do it with my help."Then for some days that psychiatrist called Kishori.After long treatment she finally accepted her parent's divorce.Kishori even began to chat with them without hoping or thinking of their patch up.She learned one thing on young age that was meaning of move on.
The End
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