Relation
Dipti started to get ready. She was so excited that her husband Mahesh was coming home. She was waiting for him since so many days. Her life was so strange. She was married but still she hardly able to enjoyed any happiness of married life. Mahesh always stayed abroad and she stayed in home alone. On every day since her marriage she spent entire life just managing her relationship with husband. She had never able to enjoy it. When she married to Mahesh, he was already settled in abroad. She hoped that one day he would take her with him to abroad. She just kept thinking on every point that one day he would take her. But he just couldn't afford that big house. He told her keeping family in India was cheaper. She just hated that idea. But somewhere in her heart she knew that it would help them and make them richer. She wanted to be wealthy and every time he was paying for her every expense. Inside her heart she knew that her expenses were not less. She knew that she had spend her money on every point. She started having so many luxurious habits. She never sensed when she had became addicted to those habits which were began to become necessity for her step by step. She just didn't understand when she manage to demand so many things but she knew one thing that she needed that money. She looked around that perfect flat. It was really so comfortable that no one could deny one fact that she was living a good life. She also had two children who were perfect in every way. Just one thing was missing in her house was a father figure but she sensed that her children had spend such big part of life without their father that they hardly missed him. It seemed to her that in her kid's eyes they were fine. In fact they hardly ever question about their father. Since whenever Mahesh came, he just kept bossing and children hated it. They were happy with this arrangement. But in her heart Dipti sensed just one thing that it was not right. She knew that every one was happy with this arrangement but she knew that something was wrong. She wanted to understand it. She knew that this time when Mahesh would come she would find it out. She was about to get ready. When her door bell rang, She went to door Sameer her neighbor was standing there. Sameer was always there to help her when she needed. Sameer was a widower whose wife died due to cancer. He didn't got any family so he slowly got attached with them. He was best help for them. Dipti always had sympathy for him from heart so he let him come to play with children. It would really helped them. But now when she saw him, he felt so upset from inside. She didn't want any disturbance while welcoming Mahesh. But she knew that she just could threw away Sameer out of house since her husband came back and she no longer needed his help. It would look fully totally wrong. It seemed as if she was just using him so she decided to that she had to welcome him. Dipti smiled and said "Sameer how are you? Come in. Today my husband is coming." She could clearly see that Sameer was looking upset. Then Sameer said " Okay. I will come later. You must be busy." Dipti was happy still pretended. Dipti " No...No you can come in." Sameer still denied and just went away. Dipti was glad to get rid of him. She wanted to spend some time with her husband when children were not in home.
Dipti was doing this just to get privacy. She waited for Mahesh for long time. Finally Mahesh came. He was talking sweetly with her. He got many things according to her list. Every thing was normal. Dipti sensed that she was getting scared unnecessarily. After all every thing was just like before in her life. Mahesh was still showing affection and love to her. Once again her house started to get happy with their laughs. She sensed from her heart that her fears were totally wrong. She just began to relax then Mahesh went to get fresh. She decided to choose shirt for him. She began to go through his bag when she noticed a card with red heart. She smiled happily. She thought that it must be for her. She looked at that card carefully. It was full of heart and there was a nice poem regarding love on every point. It was a poem regarding love that couldn't be achieved. She felt that her husband must be missing her that why he gave that card to her. She sensed one thing that this card was so beautiful. She felt that it was looking so nice. When she looked at that card, she was watching that card with care. She was about to read it fully when Mahesh snatched it from her. He took that card from her. She smiled. Dipti " Is it going to be surprise for me? " Mahesh looked confused then he smiled. "Of course. But now I don't need it." He just threw it out of window. Dipti wanted to see it but when he started showing affection to her. She decided to ignore it. But in heart she made one note that she would pick up that card after some time. Dipti and Mahesh were enjoying their time together when suddenly door bell rang. They both hated it. But finally Mahesh went out to open door Dipti followed him. Sameer was standing outside. Sameer was looking pleased. Sameer gave that card to Mahesh. Sameer " You must be Mahesh. Dipti's husband." "Yes." "Then it must be your card." Then Dipti looked at that card. Dipti smiled "It was for me." Mahesh once again took it. But Sameer said loudly "No.. No..it was not for you. It was for your husband by some girl called Ronni. Am I wrong Mr. Mahesh?" Mahesh looked so confused. This time Dipti snatched that card. She saw it. Sameer was telling truth. It was for Mahesh by some girl. Dipti was so shocked and she felt so much cheated but she didn't want to show it before Sameer. She just went inside room. Mahesh ran after her. She didn't want to see his face. She locked herself inside her room. She just kept crying. She just didn't want to open door. It was so wrong. She waited whole life to get one chance to stay with Mahesh while Mahesh was busy with another girl. She never thought this way. Suddenly she understood every thing so that girl was the reason behind Mahesh's every denial to take her with him. He didn't want burden of family. He wanted to live by himself. She was so angry. She suddenly came out of her room and screamed on Mahesh " I want to go with you." Mahesh nodded. By then children were already came back. They hugged her with affection. Suddenly she came to her senses. What was she doing after all her children were her life not her husband who hardly stayed with her after their marriage. She took them in arms and started crying while Mahesh was making arrangements of taking them abroad.
When Dipti returned to her room, Mahesh got privacy with her. He started trying to apologize to Dipti. But she just kept ignoring. Finally he began to scream "Come on. What is big deal? That card was something which was part of my life in abroad when you are absent. Do you expect me to just keeping waiting for you? " "What do you mean? You can have affairs in abroad while I keep taking care of your children. You expect full honesty from me and you can.." "Full honesty!!"Then Mahesh started laughing. Mahesh " So that Sameer!! What was he doing here?" Dipti was so shocked" You can't relate just say such nonsense thing. I never have any affair with Sameer." " Yes not physical one but on mental level you liked him. Now don't lie to me. I can see it in your eyes when you see him." Dipti was so shocked. She never thought this way. But when Mahesh started talking about it, suddenly every thing started looking in totally different colors which would had effect on their mind. She was so confused. She never thought this way. She wanted to defend herself but Mahesh's confidence started to confusing her. She began to think on every point about her life. She never thought this way but then slowly she began to think that she might be thinking same way. She might want Sameer to replace Mahesh. She was so confused. Mahesh was bombarding her with questions. She was so sure until now that only Mahesh had cheated her. But she began to think that she might be also cheating her. She was not understanding any point. She suddenly began to feel that she was wrong. She began to cry, when Mahesh screamed "I had it enough. You never loved me. You just kept with me since Sameer didn't have money. I am not going to stay with you now. I will go with that another girl." Dipti was so confused. Suddenly every thing was turned on her. Mahesh went near her and said "Think about this. If I decide to leave you, then how will you live your life. With your children you need more money. You can never manage to get any thing. It would be hard for you. Think about it. This house in which you are sitting is mine. You will not get this luxaries without me. Can you? Think about me. Why do I keep a wife who was menatlly involved with some one else in home. What is your use now? You are just useless thing. Those girls were lot better than you. I have decided to quit you. Then what you would have done? Nothing. But I have stayed. You have to thank me. Instead of that you are screaming for those small cards. They are not big deal. I am not mentally involved with her. But in your case it is mental. Mental honesty is more important in marriage. You never valued it. You just kept remembering Sameer in heart. That was the reason behind your agreeing to let me stay abroad.""No.. No..you can't blame me for this. You have decided ..." " But you have never opposed. Just continued. Since you want money and comforts. You are greedy. But you never thought of my needs that's why I got involved. You are the one who was responsible for this." Dipti started crying. Suddenly it all seemed like her mistake. She just kept quiet. After that Mahesh moved around with pride. He never booked any tickets for them. He told Dipti that he didn't want to take them. Children were not looked at all interested in going. It was only Dipti's wish. Mahesh easily managed to ignore her. During his whole stay Mahesh just kept bossing and taunting Dipti about Sameer. It was worst days for her. She just felt happy to get rid of him.
Dipti started feeling strange dislike towards every thing. She just didn't understand when she did that mistake. She got attached to Sameer. But she never sensed that she was doing it. Even now she was not feeling as if she wanted to meet him. But she started thinking about those times when she by mistake while doing her work touched her. She had just remembering on every point how wrongly her finger touched Sameer's hand while taking some thing . Every time she did something by mistakes she touched him. She started thinking if that time she was creating troubles in life. She was doing every thing wrong. Then suddenly Sameer came near her and said "Hello." She scremed on him. "Get lost. You have destroyed my marriage." Sameer was so shocked. Sameer" Are you mad? It was your husband who made mistake. He did affair. I was the one who help you and your children..." "Shut up. One thing is clear. I don't want to see you again." "Sure fine with me. I will have same feeling now. You can enjoy your life with your cheater husband." Sameer went away with anger. It seemed as if nothing special between them. She was so confused. But she was sure that Mahesh was not lying. She did had affair with Sameer. She went home and throw away every thing which Sameer brought for them like toys or some gifts on birthdays. She was so upset. She started throwing and breaking things. She had one thinking from inside. She started throwing all things related to Sameer. She was so upset. She started cleaning every thing which was related to Sameer. She started searching for things which were related Sameer. She was out of her sense on every point. She knew that she was acting strange but she didn't stop until she didn't become sure that Sameer's things were thrown out. She wanted to understood one thought Sameer was her mistake. But when children came back, they noticed that some of their things were missing which were costly and useful for them. They started screaming but she screamed loudly on them. She noticed that children looked scared. She must had acted in strange way. But she wanted to just get rid every memory of Sameer. She wanted to clean every thing. Finally whole day was over and she went to sleep. But then when she just lay down on bed, she began to feel that she must clean all things which Sameer had touched. After all if she touched them then she would again touch Sameer. She didn't want his touch, She decided that she would clean it in morning. But then she could help. She went in bathroom. She took rug and soup water. She started rubbing every thing in this house. She wanted clean every thing. She started rubbing it. She wanted to clean every thing on every corner. She wanted to clean it all. She just kept cleaning it. She didn't stop. She looked exhuasted on every point. She looked tired. She was looking so pale. She was so tired. She started to clean every thing. She could sense that night was getting over but she couldn't help it. She just kept cleaning. She didn't even tried to wake up children. When alarm clock rang, they came out by themselves. They started insisting that she must stop cleaning and help them to get ready but she just couldn't. She just kept on. She just didn't want to stop. Finally she forced her self. She went in kitchen and did every thing as she always did. But today she was too tired. She did all work when children went to school. Once again she started cleaning. She just kept cleaning. Slowly her hand started to hurt but she didn't want to stop.
Finally Dipti's maid came. She was so shocked when she noticed Dipti's condition. Her hand were already red and swollen. But Dipti ignored all her suggestion and when her maid suggested that she would call Sameer. Dipti just fired her. It was something so wrong. That maid was working for years but still Dipti didn't want to hear Sameer's name so she fired her maid. From that day she started working whole day on just one thing that was cleaning Her hands were getting worst but she didn't stop. Even her children started complaining regarding her condition. But she just felt going like that. One day finally her mother came to visit her with her brother. When her mother saw her, her mother was shocked. Her mother "What happened?" Dipti started crying then finally she told every thing to her mother and brother. Her brother" How can you believe it? Sameer was never related to you like that. That man was just using you. You have to stop him." "But I have not cleaned house yet." "Clean? What is remaining?" "I have to." Then once again she started cleaning. Slowly her mother came near her and started convincing her that she must go to doctor. "But Mom I have to clean this house." Brother "You can clean it when you come back." Dipti was not convinced but her brother forced her to come with them. Finally they went to psychiatrist. When they waited whole time Dipti was cleaning table near her with handkerchief. It was so wrong. Finally their number came. Then her mother and brother told psychiatrist that her children had called them and told about their mother's condition. Dipti was so upset. She wanted to stop herself. But her hand just wanted to clean every thing as if Sameer had already visited that psychiatrist also. Then psychiatrist talked with her. Slowly she stopped cleaning and paid attention to him. She told him every thing. Dipti " So I had affair.." "No you never have. Even Sameer was also helping you since he wanted a family and think about it . You were never interested in Sameer but if Sameer was interested in you then it was not your mistake. In fact I feel that it might be not even his mistake. Sameer must had sensed that Mahesh was cheating you so he wanted to have a nice family for himself. Sameer must sensed that you are cheated so he wanted to help his friend and thought that if you are interested in him after divorce what was wrong in it. But you were never interested in him. Mahesh used Sameer's interest against you and use it as weapon on you. He slowly convinced you that it was your mistake so that he could keep his mistress and wife. But if you ask me, you never done anything wrong. But still when Mahesh planted this guilt. You started feeling guilty and obsessive-compulsive disorder began. You started doing same thing to remove your guilt which was never your fault. Your cleaning was not cleaning of house. It was cleaning of guilt which was convinced to you but never existed." Dipti listened to him. She was not relaxed at first but step by step psychiatrist convinced her. She started acting normal. She sent divorce notice to him. She just shifted from that home in her mother's house. Her brother started living separately so that Dipti could stay with her mother. Finally after large argument Mahesh divorced her. He just wanted to save his money but he had to give alimony. Dipti finally settled in her house. But sometimes she still remembered her friendship with Sameer. She never realized what was in her mind. But in her mind she was sure of one thing to her he was best friend. Now she had lost that friendship. Sometimes she even felt that Sameer also wanted to just friendship and Mahesh destroyed it all for his selfish purpose but once broken she was sure that she couldn't create again that friendship. She felt sorrows regarding it somewhere from her heart.Since it was not just about her, but her children missed Sameer on every day. They hardly remembered their father Mahesh for them Sameer was their father figure. But sadly Dipti never loved him so it was that relationship which had to forgotten by all. Dipti and children had to accept it.
The End
Dipti started to get ready. She was so excited that her husband Mahesh was coming home. She was waiting for him since so many days. Her life was so strange. She was married but still she hardly able to enjoyed any happiness of married life. Mahesh always stayed abroad and she stayed in home alone. On every day since her marriage she spent entire life just managing her relationship with husband. She had never able to enjoy it. When she married to Mahesh, he was already settled in abroad. She hoped that one day he would take her with him to abroad. She just kept thinking on every point that one day he would take her. But he just couldn't afford that big house. He told her keeping family in India was cheaper. She just hated that idea. But somewhere in her heart she knew that it would help them and make them richer. She wanted to be wealthy and every time he was paying for her every expense. Inside her heart she knew that her expenses were not less. She knew that she had spend her money on every point. She started having so many luxurious habits. She never sensed when she had became addicted to those habits which were began to become necessity for her step by step. She just didn't understand when she manage to demand so many things but she knew one thing that she needed that money. She looked around that perfect flat. It was really so comfortable that no one could deny one fact that she was living a good life. She also had two children who were perfect in every way. Just one thing was missing in her house was a father figure but she sensed that her children had spend such big part of life without their father that they hardly missed him. It seemed to her that in her kid's eyes they were fine. In fact they hardly ever question about their father. Since whenever Mahesh came, he just kept bossing and children hated it. They were happy with this arrangement. But in her heart Dipti sensed just one thing that it was not right. She knew that every one was happy with this arrangement but she knew that something was wrong. She wanted to understand it. She knew that this time when Mahesh would come she would find it out. She was about to get ready. When her door bell rang, She went to door Sameer her neighbor was standing there. Sameer was always there to help her when she needed. Sameer was a widower whose wife died due to cancer. He didn't got any family so he slowly got attached with them. He was best help for them. Dipti always had sympathy for him from heart so he let him come to play with children. It would really helped them. But now when she saw him, he felt so upset from inside. She didn't want any disturbance while welcoming Mahesh. But she knew that she just could threw away Sameer out of house since her husband came back and she no longer needed his help. It would look fully totally wrong. It seemed as if she was just using him so she decided to that she had to welcome him. Dipti smiled and said "Sameer how are you? Come in. Today my husband is coming." She could clearly see that Sameer was looking upset. Then Sameer said " Okay. I will come later. You must be busy." Dipti was happy still pretended. Dipti " No...No you can come in." Sameer still denied and just went away. Dipti was glad to get rid of him. She wanted to spend some time with her husband when children were not in home.
Dipti was doing this just to get privacy. She waited for Mahesh for long time. Finally Mahesh came. He was talking sweetly with her. He got many things according to her list. Every thing was normal. Dipti sensed that she was getting scared unnecessarily. After all every thing was just like before in her life. Mahesh was still showing affection and love to her. Once again her house started to get happy with their laughs. She sensed from her heart that her fears were totally wrong. She just began to relax then Mahesh went to get fresh. She decided to choose shirt for him. She began to go through his bag when she noticed a card with red heart. She smiled happily. She thought that it must be for her. She looked at that card carefully. It was full of heart and there was a nice poem regarding love on every point. It was a poem regarding love that couldn't be achieved. She felt that her husband must be missing her that why he gave that card to her. She sensed one thing that this card was so beautiful. She felt that it was looking so nice. When she looked at that card, she was watching that card with care. She was about to read it fully when Mahesh snatched it from her. He took that card from her. She smiled. Dipti " Is it going to be surprise for me? " Mahesh looked confused then he smiled. "Of course. But now I don't need it." He just threw it out of window. Dipti wanted to see it but when he started showing affection to her. She decided to ignore it. But in heart she made one note that she would pick up that card after some time. Dipti and Mahesh were enjoying their time together when suddenly door bell rang. They both hated it. But finally Mahesh went out to open door Dipti followed him. Sameer was standing outside. Sameer was looking pleased. Sameer gave that card to Mahesh. Sameer " You must be Mahesh. Dipti's husband." "Yes." "Then it must be your card." Then Dipti looked at that card. Dipti smiled "It was for me." Mahesh once again took it. But Sameer said loudly "No.. No..it was not for you. It was for your husband by some girl called Ronni. Am I wrong Mr. Mahesh?" Mahesh looked so confused. This time Dipti snatched that card. She saw it. Sameer was telling truth. It was for Mahesh by some girl. Dipti was so shocked and she felt so much cheated but she didn't want to show it before Sameer. She just went inside room. Mahesh ran after her. She didn't want to see his face. She locked herself inside her room. She just kept crying. She just didn't want to open door. It was so wrong. She waited whole life to get one chance to stay with Mahesh while Mahesh was busy with another girl. She never thought this way. Suddenly she understood every thing so that girl was the reason behind Mahesh's every denial to take her with him. He didn't want burden of family. He wanted to live by himself. She was so angry. She suddenly came out of her room and screamed on Mahesh " I want to go with you." Mahesh nodded. By then children were already came back. They hugged her with affection. Suddenly she came to her senses. What was she doing after all her children were her life not her husband who hardly stayed with her after their marriage. She took them in arms and started crying while Mahesh was making arrangements of taking them abroad.
When Dipti returned to her room, Mahesh got privacy with her. He started trying to apologize to Dipti. But she just kept ignoring. Finally he began to scream "Come on. What is big deal? That card was something which was part of my life in abroad when you are absent. Do you expect me to just keeping waiting for you? " "What do you mean? You can have affairs in abroad while I keep taking care of your children. You expect full honesty from me and you can.." "Full honesty!!"Then Mahesh started laughing. Mahesh " So that Sameer!! What was he doing here?" Dipti was so shocked" You can't relate just say such nonsense thing. I never have any affair with Sameer." " Yes not physical one but on mental level you liked him. Now don't lie to me. I can see it in your eyes when you see him." Dipti was so shocked. She never thought this way. But when Mahesh started talking about it, suddenly every thing started looking in totally different colors which would had effect on their mind. She was so confused. She never thought this way. She wanted to defend herself but Mahesh's confidence started to confusing her. She began to think on every point about her life. She never thought this way but then slowly she began to think that she might be thinking same way. She might want Sameer to replace Mahesh. She was so confused. Mahesh was bombarding her with questions. She was so sure until now that only Mahesh had cheated her. But she began to think that she might be also cheating her. She was not understanding any point. She suddenly began to feel that she was wrong. She began to cry, when Mahesh screamed "I had it enough. You never loved me. You just kept with me since Sameer didn't have money. I am not going to stay with you now. I will go with that another girl." Dipti was so confused. Suddenly every thing was turned on her. Mahesh went near her and said "Think about this. If I decide to leave you, then how will you live your life. With your children you need more money. You can never manage to get any thing. It would be hard for you. Think about it. This house in which you are sitting is mine. You will not get this luxaries without me. Can you? Think about me. Why do I keep a wife who was menatlly involved with some one else in home. What is your use now? You are just useless thing. Those girls were lot better than you. I have decided to quit you. Then what you would have done? Nothing. But I have stayed. You have to thank me. Instead of that you are screaming for those small cards. They are not big deal. I am not mentally involved with her. But in your case it is mental. Mental honesty is more important in marriage. You never valued it. You just kept remembering Sameer in heart. That was the reason behind your agreeing to let me stay abroad.""No.. No..you can't blame me for this. You have decided ..." " But you have never opposed. Just continued. Since you want money and comforts. You are greedy. But you never thought of my needs that's why I got involved. You are the one who was responsible for this." Dipti started crying. Suddenly it all seemed like her mistake. She just kept quiet. After that Mahesh moved around with pride. He never booked any tickets for them. He told Dipti that he didn't want to take them. Children were not looked at all interested in going. It was only Dipti's wish. Mahesh easily managed to ignore her. During his whole stay Mahesh just kept bossing and taunting Dipti about Sameer. It was worst days for her. She just felt happy to get rid of him.
Dipti started feeling strange dislike towards every thing. She just didn't understand when she did that mistake. She got attached to Sameer. But she never sensed that she was doing it. Even now she was not feeling as if she wanted to meet him. But she started thinking about those times when she by mistake while doing her work touched her. She had just remembering on every point how wrongly her finger touched Sameer's hand while taking some thing . Every time she did something by mistakes she touched him. She started thinking if that time she was creating troubles in life. She was doing every thing wrong. Then suddenly Sameer came near her and said "Hello." She scremed on him. "Get lost. You have destroyed my marriage." Sameer was so shocked. Sameer" Are you mad? It was your husband who made mistake. He did affair. I was the one who help you and your children..." "Shut up. One thing is clear. I don't want to see you again." "Sure fine with me. I will have same feeling now. You can enjoy your life with your cheater husband." Sameer went away with anger. It seemed as if nothing special between them. She was so confused. But she was sure that Mahesh was not lying. She did had affair with Sameer. She went home and throw away every thing which Sameer brought for them like toys or some gifts on birthdays. She was so upset. She started throwing and breaking things. She had one thinking from inside. She started throwing all things related to Sameer. She was so upset. She started cleaning every thing which was related to Sameer. She started searching for things which were related Sameer. She was out of her sense on every point. She knew that she was acting strange but she didn't stop until she didn't become sure that Sameer's things were thrown out. She wanted to understood one thought Sameer was her mistake. But when children came back, they noticed that some of their things were missing which were costly and useful for them. They started screaming but she screamed loudly on them. She noticed that children looked scared. She must had acted in strange way. But she wanted to just get rid every memory of Sameer. She wanted to clean every thing. Finally whole day was over and she went to sleep. But then when she just lay down on bed, she began to feel that she must clean all things which Sameer had touched. After all if she touched them then she would again touch Sameer. She didn't want his touch, She decided that she would clean it in morning. But then she could help. She went in bathroom. She took rug and soup water. She started rubbing every thing in this house. She wanted clean every thing. She started rubbing it. She wanted to clean every thing on every corner. She wanted to clean it all. She just kept cleaning it. She didn't stop. She looked exhuasted on every point. She looked tired. She was looking so pale. She was so tired. She started to clean every thing. She could sense that night was getting over but she couldn't help it. She just kept cleaning. She didn't even tried to wake up children. When alarm clock rang, they came out by themselves. They started insisting that she must stop cleaning and help them to get ready but she just couldn't. She just kept on. She just didn't want to stop. Finally she forced her self. She went in kitchen and did every thing as she always did. But today she was too tired. She did all work when children went to school. Once again she started cleaning. She just kept cleaning. Slowly her hand started to hurt but she didn't want to stop.
Finally Dipti's maid came. She was so shocked when she noticed Dipti's condition. Her hand were already red and swollen. But Dipti ignored all her suggestion and when her maid suggested that she would call Sameer. Dipti just fired her. It was something so wrong. That maid was working for years but still Dipti didn't want to hear Sameer's name so she fired her maid. From that day she started working whole day on just one thing that was cleaning Her hands were getting worst but she didn't stop. Even her children started complaining regarding her condition. But she just felt going like that. One day finally her mother came to visit her with her brother. When her mother saw her, her mother was shocked. Her mother "What happened?" Dipti started crying then finally she told every thing to her mother and brother. Her brother" How can you believe it? Sameer was never related to you like that. That man was just using you. You have to stop him." "But I have not cleaned house yet." "Clean? What is remaining?" "I have to." Then once again she started cleaning. Slowly her mother came near her and started convincing her that she must go to doctor. "But Mom I have to clean this house." Brother "You can clean it when you come back." Dipti was not convinced but her brother forced her to come with them. Finally they went to psychiatrist. When they waited whole time Dipti was cleaning table near her with handkerchief. It was so wrong. Finally their number came. Then her mother and brother told psychiatrist that her children had called them and told about their mother's condition. Dipti was so upset. She wanted to stop herself. But her hand just wanted to clean every thing as if Sameer had already visited that psychiatrist also. Then psychiatrist talked with her. Slowly she stopped cleaning and paid attention to him. She told him every thing. Dipti " So I had affair.." "No you never have. Even Sameer was also helping you since he wanted a family and think about it . You were never interested in Sameer but if Sameer was interested in you then it was not your mistake. In fact I feel that it might be not even his mistake. Sameer must had sensed that Mahesh was cheating you so he wanted to have a nice family for himself. Sameer must sensed that you are cheated so he wanted to help his friend and thought that if you are interested in him after divorce what was wrong in it. But you were never interested in him. Mahesh used Sameer's interest against you and use it as weapon on you. He slowly convinced you that it was your mistake so that he could keep his mistress and wife. But if you ask me, you never done anything wrong. But still when Mahesh planted this guilt. You started feeling guilty and obsessive-compulsive disorder began. You started doing same thing to remove your guilt which was never your fault. Your cleaning was not cleaning of house. It was cleaning of guilt which was convinced to you but never existed." Dipti listened to him. She was not relaxed at first but step by step psychiatrist convinced her. She started acting normal. She sent divorce notice to him. She just shifted from that home in her mother's house. Her brother started living separately so that Dipti could stay with her mother. Finally after large argument Mahesh divorced her. He just wanted to save his money but he had to give alimony. Dipti finally settled in her house. But sometimes she still remembered her friendship with Sameer. She never realized what was in her mind. But in her mind she was sure of one thing to her he was best friend. Now she had lost that friendship. Sometimes she even felt that Sameer also wanted to just friendship and Mahesh destroyed it all for his selfish purpose but once broken she was sure that she couldn't create again that friendship. She felt sorrows regarding it somewhere from her heart.Since it was not just about her, but her children missed Sameer on every day. They hardly remembered their father Mahesh for them Sameer was their father figure. But sadly Dipti never loved him so it was that relationship which had to forgotten by all. Dipti and children had to accept it.
The End
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