Practical
Nisha was getting ready for office.She had to arrange everything before going to office.Her day was always so busy and she loved it that way.She had to cook some food for lunch of every one.She wanted to keep maid.She couldn't manage to find one so she had to do it.Any way she never liked food that was cooked by maids.They just didn't do it as she did.She wanted it to taste perfect and nice.She just started doing every thing.She suddenly felt that she was little bit tired.But she didn't said anything because she was sure that even if she said some ward. Prem would tell her to just stay at home and she couldn't do it. Prem never helped her with her work.He just did his things and plus expected her to help him.She was so frustrated by all this. She was doing a charitable work which was precious for her but him.It was useless so he wanted her to quit it.He made that clear many times that since her work was not making money she should quit it.But when she didn't show willingness.He showed her that he would not help her in any way because he was the one who was earning money.She was one who was getting feed without earning so she must do all his work.She tried to do her best.But now a days she was feeling little bit tired.She wanted little help but no one was willing.Even her daughter was not ready.She could understand that her daughter Rucha had to study.But she was not even ready to help her when she was listening to music.Rucha had made it clear from beginning that she could never help her.Rucha always said that she was Mom so it was her duty.Nisha was so confused.If she had to do all her duties then where were her right.Her right were missing from every side.Nisha was so upset but this all.Today she was feeling more uneasy.She felt that something was wrong with her.She felt little breathless but she decided to ignore it.She was to go to her office so she started doing her work.She began to do things.Finally it was all done.She called Rucha and Prem.Both came inside and started eating their breakfast.They both were just talking with each other.Nisha was not even existed to them.Nisha knew that she was never there for them.Rucha was just like her father.She liked money and charity was useless thing in her eyes.Nisha never believed that she could have grow up such a practical daughter.After all she never had that quality.She was always kind but never that much be practical.Nisha just started serving when she looked at watch.Nisha"I am getting late.I must go.""Mom my school is more important that your hobbies."When she said that Prem smiled,Nisha felt so sad and at same time.She felt that she was too tired.As if she could faint but then every thing looked alright.She just did her duties and ran away to office.
When Nisha reached to that office she felt such a pleasure because every one was waiting for her.Whole staff was so excited about new project.They started showing her every thing.She was so happy from inside but still she was feeling little bit tired so she sat in chair.Her colleague" You are looking tired today,are you fine?""I am okay.Just little tired."Then Nisha went back to her work.But she was sure that she was not feeling alright. She had began to sweat now.Finally her friend suggested her that she should go home.Normally she never agreed but this time she felt that she should go.She went home.Her friend advised her to go Doctor but she decided that she would rest.Then she slept for hours without eating any thing.She began to feel acidic.She decided to take medicine.But those medicine for acidity didn't worked as she felt.She once again went to sleep.When Prem came,she was in worst situation.She started complaining that her hand was paining. Prem looked at her with concern. Prem"Something s wrong with you.I feel that you should not have gone to that charitable work.Your health was important."Then Rucha also came who joined him in lecturing her.Rucha "Dad is right.Why don't you just stay at home and do work at home?After all they are not paying.""Ya.That work is having bad effect on your health.Look at you.You have manage to destroy your health.You must quit it and I am telling you that."Prem was now screaming on her.She suddenly became breathless there was pain in her chest and suddenly she couldn't able to breathe.It was one horrible dream for her.Her breathing was not starting.Then she saw that every one was running.She was taken to hospital in that ambulance.Oxygen mask was tied to her when she breathed with her.She felt little relief but still she was feeling worst.Slowly she lost her conscious.Then when she woke up,she was sleeping in hospital's ICU.She wanted to talk to her husband but she was surrounded by unknown nurses.When she looked around,one nurse noticed her and ran to Doctor to inform her.Then she saw that she was checked.It was horrible.She just hated sleeping in that room.Those were horrible days of her life.She had heart attack and her husband and her daughter was blaming every thing on her job.Slowly Nisha was also convinced that she could do it.She decided to quit job.When she told this to her colleague Nikita and others,they were upset at first.But they had to agree with her because it was regarding her health.So like this her career was over.She was just going to miss it and no one else.She felt in fact her husband and daughter were happy by this change.
For some time Nisha stayed in hospital.Then she was discharged. Doctor told her to stay away from stress and exertion.According to Prem it was just her job so she quit that job.Then she started staying at home.For few days she took it easy then slowly she started moving around and after some time she began once again to work.She was once again cooking for every one and she started doing every duty.But she was no longer going out of that house.She no more cared even for food.She ate it limited.She just felt that due to salt less taste of food.She hated it.But then Doctor relaxed her diet.But still she hated her food.She was no longer even able to sleep peacefully.She was working like some robot.She was just doing her job.She no more cared for any thing else.She no more even spoke to any one.At first relative came to meet her but slowly they stopped.But every one told her that something was wrong with her.She felt that it was all physical problem which would be cured.But slowly she began to feel as if she was no longer working in her body.She felt as if she was in some far away place while here was just body working for her.She no more cared for any thing.Her appearance started looking worst.At beginning Prem felt it's physical.But then slowly he started noticing her change. Prem"Why are you dressing like that?"At first Nisha just decided to ignore it.But Prem just didn't let that matter go away.Prem" Come on.You are fine now.Look at your face and hairs.Do you comb them today?"Nisha moved her head negatively."My god!!Then brush them.And change that gown.You are looking so ugly.I just don't recognize you.Come on you are my wife.You have dress up decently.I want you to dress properly.When you are going on job,how you dressed up? Now look at yourself.""But then I had to go out.Now I don't have to.""So you just dress for that job not for me."Nisha was confused by that answer that she didn't say anything and Prem assumed it as a no.He started throwing things away from that table.She was now more scared.After some time Prem came to his senses and started gathering them.Then he started to go in bedroom.He was upset by this all his married life seemed over now.But then next day once again he came with cinema tickets.Prem"Come on. Go and dress up.I have bought ticket of movie.Let us go to movie."Nisha looked so confused. She nodded.Then she tried her dress every thing was so loose to her.She just didn't understand that what did she suppose to wear.She just kept looking at dresses.Finally Prem came in room.Prem"What is wrong?Why don't you come out..My god your all dresses are so loose."Then finally they adjusted with one loose dress.Prem forced her to get dress up so she got ready.But she was no more interested in anything and she sensed it from inside.
When Prem and Nisha went to that movie,during that whole comedy movie Nisha just kept looking at screen.But she didn't even smile once. Prem was laughing so much.Then he looked around every one was laughing except Nisha. Prem sensed that something was wrong.He waited for interval.Then he asked her that she wanted something.But she just kept looking at him with confused expression. Prem finally sat back.He sensed that his anger was making every thing worst.Prem"What happen just tell me?""I just don't feel alive any more.""What?""Yes.I feel as if my body is so heavy.I just don't want to move it.I do every thing because I must have to work.But before that heart attack I use to enjoy everything.Now it all became things of past.""Nonsense every thing is fine.""But I no more feel that way."He saw that she was crying.He tried to convince her that she should enjoy film and she was careful now so she didn't have that heart attack again."I feel so scared.I feel as if my heart will stop on any moment.I feel every happiness is gone.I just no more feel like some alive thing.Every moment become a burden for me.""I feel may be you need a check up."Nisha nodded.After that Prem hardly able to laugh on any scene.He was so tense so she just kept sitting there without laugh.So then both of them didn't feel hungry.They took appointment of Doctor. Prem was so upset when they came home. Rucha was at home and she was full of complaints because she had to do work.But then Nisha went to sleep.Next day Nisha told them that she was not feeling well and kept sleeping.Then Prem took her to Doctor who checked her and told them that she was too weak.He suggested few tonics.Nisha nodded.Then few reports were suggested and they were done.But still nothing seemed wrong.But Nisha was no more fast in her work.She started waking up late.Her work was so slow that Prem and Rucha had to help her if they wanted to go on time.She just kept sleeping that's all.They were so shocked.Rucha"What is wrong with mom?""I don't know.""But Mom kept sleeping on every time.""I know that but she is not well.""But she had to do work.I will not do all.""She is doing her best.""But Dad she was doing every thing so slow.""If you want fast do it yourself.""Dad but Mom must do it.""I know.But she can't.""Then what is use of her?"Prem was so upset that in frustration he spoke"I don't know."Rucha was so convinced by it.That she started treating Nisha in worst way after that.She started screaming on her every moment.But still Nisha did it all in slow speed.In fact she did it slower.Sometimes Prem felt as if she was doing it with intention.He was so upset by it all.He started screaming on her.But she just kept crying.Nothing was working.
Then once again Prem decided to take her to doctor.But then she felt that this doctor was totally wrong in life.After all he felt that inside life then everything was totally right but on every moment Nisha was acting wrong. Nisha wanted to visit another Doctor.But things did work out as per her wish so once again they came to same Doctor.But this time Doctor acted differently.He didn't say that every thing was right.Doctor"I feel that she need psychiatrist.""What she is mad?"Doctor looked at Prem with anger."When will people understand that psychiatrist didn't mean mad people inside life?She have minor depression due to that heart attack.She will be fine in just few days."Prem looked relieved.But Nisha was so scared.When Rucha heard this,she had become upset. Rucha"Mad people never get cured.In fact psychiatrist increase their problems."Nisha was so shocked to hear this.But Prem had full faith on Doctor."Your Mom will be fine.Doctor is more educated than you."Then he turned to Nisha and patted on her shoulder"You will be fine."Then they took appointment.First they had to wait in that long queue.At one spot in heart they were happy to see that so many people had problems and on other hand they were upset by all this. After all they didn't want to wait.Finally they went inside.Then psychiatrist heard every thing from them.Psychiatrist asked many things.They all noticed that she was so happy when she talked about her job.Psychiatrist"Why did you quit your job?" Nisha just looked at Prem and said"I was getting exhausted."Psychiatrist"Now tell me the truth I am Doctor.How can I cure you if you keep quiet."Nisha just kept looking at Prem."Do you insisted by your husband?"Prem was angry now."I did this all for her."Nisha suddenly screamed"No.You did it because it was not practical.It was not giving money.You always wanted me to quit and you forced.You never helped me.Finally I got sick.I know that neither your daughter nor you care for me or my job.""That is not true.She is also your daughter.""My daughter?She never respect me."Then Nisha started every thing about how Rucha treated her.Psychiatrist listened to her."I feel she can go to job.She is fine now.Charitable work is nice thing. Nisha you must keep it up and ignore them."Then psychiatrist turned to Prem"Why don't you keep one servant? Or you can help her?"Prem nodded.He was so shocked by turn of events that he just nodded. Nisha"I don't feel I need them.I am feeling fine.I will manage now..""As you wish but if you feel exhausted always keep servant or start tiffin." Nisha nodded.Now Nisha was so relieved.She started going to job from next day.She met psychiatrist for few times but her job was her real cure.She no longer felt useless.But now she learnt one thing that she started ignoring screams of Prem or Rucha when she didn't manage to do their things on time.After all they were grown up.They could always do their things on their own.
The End
Nisha was getting ready for office.She had to arrange everything before going to office.Her day was always so busy and she loved it that way.She had to cook some food for lunch of every one.She wanted to keep maid.She couldn't manage to find one so she had to do it.Any way she never liked food that was cooked by maids.They just didn't do it as she did.She wanted it to taste perfect and nice.She just started doing every thing.She suddenly felt that she was little bit tired.But she didn't said anything because she was sure that even if she said some ward. Prem would tell her to just stay at home and she couldn't do it. Prem never helped her with her work.He just did his things and plus expected her to help him.She was so frustrated by all this. She was doing a charitable work which was precious for her but him.It was useless so he wanted her to quit it.He made that clear many times that since her work was not making money she should quit it.But when she didn't show willingness.He showed her that he would not help her in any way because he was the one who was earning money.She was one who was getting feed without earning so she must do all his work.She tried to do her best.But now a days she was feeling little bit tired.She wanted little help but no one was willing.Even her daughter was not ready.She could understand that her daughter Rucha had to study.But she was not even ready to help her when she was listening to music.Rucha had made it clear from beginning that she could never help her.Rucha always said that she was Mom so it was her duty.Nisha was so confused.If she had to do all her duties then where were her right.Her right were missing from every side.Nisha was so upset but this all.Today she was feeling more uneasy.She felt that something was wrong with her.She felt little breathless but she decided to ignore it.She was to go to her office so she started doing her work.She began to do things.Finally it was all done.She called Rucha and Prem.Both came inside and started eating their breakfast.They both were just talking with each other.Nisha was not even existed to them.Nisha knew that she was never there for them.Rucha was just like her father.She liked money and charity was useless thing in her eyes.Nisha never believed that she could have grow up such a practical daughter.After all she never had that quality.She was always kind but never that much be practical.Nisha just started serving when she looked at watch.Nisha"I am getting late.I must go.""Mom my school is more important that your hobbies."When she said that Prem smiled,Nisha felt so sad and at same time.She felt that she was too tired.As if she could faint but then every thing looked alright.She just did her duties and ran away to office.
When Nisha reached to that office she felt such a pleasure because every one was waiting for her.Whole staff was so excited about new project.They started showing her every thing.She was so happy from inside but still she was feeling little bit tired so she sat in chair.Her colleague" You are looking tired today,are you fine?""I am okay.Just little tired."Then Nisha went back to her work.But she was sure that she was not feeling alright. She had began to sweat now.Finally her friend suggested her that she should go home.Normally she never agreed but this time she felt that she should go.She went home.Her friend advised her to go Doctor but she decided that she would rest.Then she slept for hours without eating any thing.She began to feel acidic.She decided to take medicine.But those medicine for acidity didn't worked as she felt.She once again went to sleep.When Prem came,she was in worst situation.She started complaining that her hand was paining. Prem looked at her with concern. Prem"Something s wrong with you.I feel that you should not have gone to that charitable work.Your health was important."Then Rucha also came who joined him in lecturing her.Rucha "Dad is right.Why don't you just stay at home and do work at home?After all they are not paying.""Ya.That work is having bad effect on your health.Look at you.You have manage to destroy your health.You must quit it and I am telling you that."Prem was now screaming on her.She suddenly became breathless there was pain in her chest and suddenly she couldn't able to breathe.It was one horrible dream for her.Her breathing was not starting.Then she saw that every one was running.She was taken to hospital in that ambulance.Oxygen mask was tied to her when she breathed with her.She felt little relief but still she was feeling worst.Slowly she lost her conscious.Then when she woke up,she was sleeping in hospital's ICU.She wanted to talk to her husband but she was surrounded by unknown nurses.When she looked around,one nurse noticed her and ran to Doctor to inform her.Then she saw that she was checked.It was horrible.She just hated sleeping in that room.Those were horrible days of her life.She had heart attack and her husband and her daughter was blaming every thing on her job.Slowly Nisha was also convinced that she could do it.She decided to quit job.When she told this to her colleague Nikita and others,they were upset at first.But they had to agree with her because it was regarding her health.So like this her career was over.She was just going to miss it and no one else.She felt in fact her husband and daughter were happy by this change.
For some time Nisha stayed in hospital.Then she was discharged. Doctor told her to stay away from stress and exertion.According to Prem it was just her job so she quit that job.Then she started staying at home.For few days she took it easy then slowly she started moving around and after some time she began once again to work.She was once again cooking for every one and she started doing every duty.But she was no longer going out of that house.She no more cared even for food.She ate it limited.She just felt that due to salt less taste of food.She hated it.But then Doctor relaxed her diet.But still she hated her food.She was no longer even able to sleep peacefully.She was working like some robot.She was just doing her job.She no more cared for any thing else.She no more even spoke to any one.At first relative came to meet her but slowly they stopped.But every one told her that something was wrong with her.She felt that it was all physical problem which would be cured.But slowly she began to feel as if she was no longer working in her body.She felt as if she was in some far away place while here was just body working for her.She no more cared for any thing.Her appearance started looking worst.At beginning Prem felt it's physical.But then slowly he started noticing her change. Prem"Why are you dressing like that?"At first Nisha just decided to ignore it.But Prem just didn't let that matter go away.Prem" Come on.You are fine now.Look at your face and hairs.Do you comb them today?"Nisha moved her head negatively."My god!!Then brush them.And change that gown.You are looking so ugly.I just don't recognize you.Come on you are my wife.You have dress up decently.I want you to dress properly.When you are going on job,how you dressed up? Now look at yourself.""But then I had to go out.Now I don't have to.""So you just dress for that job not for me."Nisha was confused by that answer that she didn't say anything and Prem assumed it as a no.He started throwing things away from that table.She was now more scared.After some time Prem came to his senses and started gathering them.Then he started to go in bedroom.He was upset by this all his married life seemed over now.But then next day once again he came with cinema tickets.Prem"Come on. Go and dress up.I have bought ticket of movie.Let us go to movie."Nisha looked so confused. She nodded.Then she tried her dress every thing was so loose to her.She just didn't understand that what did she suppose to wear.She just kept looking at dresses.Finally Prem came in room.Prem"What is wrong?Why don't you come out..My god your all dresses are so loose."Then finally they adjusted with one loose dress.Prem forced her to get dress up so she got ready.But she was no more interested in anything and she sensed it from inside.
When Prem and Nisha went to that movie,during that whole comedy movie Nisha just kept looking at screen.But she didn't even smile once. Prem was laughing so much.Then he looked around every one was laughing except Nisha. Prem sensed that something was wrong.He waited for interval.Then he asked her that she wanted something.But she just kept looking at him with confused expression. Prem finally sat back.He sensed that his anger was making every thing worst.Prem"What happen just tell me?""I just don't feel alive any more.""What?""Yes.I feel as if my body is so heavy.I just don't want to move it.I do every thing because I must have to work.But before that heart attack I use to enjoy everything.Now it all became things of past.""Nonsense every thing is fine.""But I no more feel that way."He saw that she was crying.He tried to convince her that she should enjoy film and she was careful now so she didn't have that heart attack again."I feel so scared.I feel as if my heart will stop on any moment.I feel every happiness is gone.I just no more feel like some alive thing.Every moment become a burden for me.""I feel may be you need a check up."Nisha nodded.After that Prem hardly able to laugh on any scene.He was so tense so she just kept sitting there without laugh.So then both of them didn't feel hungry.They took appointment of Doctor. Prem was so upset when they came home. Rucha was at home and she was full of complaints because she had to do work.But then Nisha went to sleep.Next day Nisha told them that she was not feeling well and kept sleeping.Then Prem took her to Doctor who checked her and told them that she was too weak.He suggested few tonics.Nisha nodded.Then few reports were suggested and they were done.But still nothing seemed wrong.But Nisha was no more fast in her work.She started waking up late.Her work was so slow that Prem and Rucha had to help her if they wanted to go on time.She just kept sleeping that's all.They were so shocked.Rucha"What is wrong with mom?""I don't know.""But Mom kept sleeping on every time.""I know that but she is not well.""But she had to do work.I will not do all.""She is doing her best.""But Dad she was doing every thing so slow.""If you want fast do it yourself.""Dad but Mom must do it.""I know.But she can't.""Then what is use of her?"Prem was so upset that in frustration he spoke"I don't know."Rucha was so convinced by it.That she started treating Nisha in worst way after that.She started screaming on her every moment.But still Nisha did it all in slow speed.In fact she did it slower.Sometimes Prem felt as if she was doing it with intention.He was so upset by it all.He started screaming on her.But she just kept crying.Nothing was working.
Then once again Prem decided to take her to doctor.But then she felt that this doctor was totally wrong in life.After all he felt that inside life then everything was totally right but on every moment Nisha was acting wrong. Nisha wanted to visit another Doctor.But things did work out as per her wish so once again they came to same Doctor.But this time Doctor acted differently.He didn't say that every thing was right.Doctor"I feel that she need psychiatrist.""What she is mad?"Doctor looked at Prem with anger."When will people understand that psychiatrist didn't mean mad people inside life?She have minor depression due to that heart attack.She will be fine in just few days."Prem looked relieved.But Nisha was so scared.When Rucha heard this,she had become upset. Rucha"Mad people never get cured.In fact psychiatrist increase their problems."Nisha was so shocked to hear this.But Prem had full faith on Doctor."Your Mom will be fine.Doctor is more educated than you."Then he turned to Nisha and patted on her shoulder"You will be fine."Then they took appointment.First they had to wait in that long queue.At one spot in heart they were happy to see that so many people had problems and on other hand they were upset by all this. After all they didn't want to wait.Finally they went inside.Then psychiatrist heard every thing from them.Psychiatrist asked many things.They all noticed that she was so happy when she talked about her job.Psychiatrist"Why did you quit your job?" Nisha just looked at Prem and said"I was getting exhausted."Psychiatrist"Now tell me the truth I am Doctor.How can I cure you if you keep quiet."Nisha just kept looking at Prem."Do you insisted by your husband?"Prem was angry now."I did this all for her."Nisha suddenly screamed"No.You did it because it was not practical.It was not giving money.You always wanted me to quit and you forced.You never helped me.Finally I got sick.I know that neither your daughter nor you care for me or my job.""That is not true.She is also your daughter.""My daughter?She never respect me."Then Nisha started every thing about how Rucha treated her.Psychiatrist listened to her."I feel she can go to job.She is fine now.Charitable work is nice thing. Nisha you must keep it up and ignore them."Then psychiatrist turned to Prem"Why don't you keep one servant? Or you can help her?"Prem nodded.He was so shocked by turn of events that he just nodded. Nisha"I don't feel I need them.I am feeling fine.I will manage now..""As you wish but if you feel exhausted always keep servant or start tiffin." Nisha nodded.Now Nisha was so relieved.She started going to job from next day.She met psychiatrist for few times but her job was her real cure.She no longer felt useless.But now she learnt one thing that she started ignoring screams of Prem or Rucha when she didn't manage to do their things on time.After all they were grown up.They could always do their things on their own.
The End
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