Heena started walking on the road.She looked at the sky.It was fully clouded.She suddenly felt worst.She was going to drive with her husband and their twins today.She didn't want that bad weather.Heena was always superstitious in her husband Rocky's eyes.She didn't want weather to turn cloudy when she wanted to take her twins out of house for first time.But this was not first time their twins were five years old now.But still Heena hated that cloudy weather.It gave her feeling that some thing bad was going to happen.Heena just hated it.She expected Rocky to console her.Then she saw her twins Raj and Jay came out running of their house.They were very excited to go out with their father in a car.She saw them and she was so pleased to see her angels dancing around.They were looking so happy and healthy.She saw watching them and at the same time their neighbour saw them.She came out give them a kiss on cheeks and they gave them a big chocolates.They both were started smiling as if they got moon in their hands.How easy a child could happy.Heena wished that she could be innocent like them.But she was not then she saw Rocky came out of house and started walking towards car.Both the boys were so excited.That they started running towards car.But Rocky suddenly stopped them and started talking to them angrily.Heena didn't able to hear but she could easily feel that kids were on verge of crying.She just didn't understand few moments ago kids were laughing and playing.Suddenly they were started crying.She ran near them then she saw Rocky forcefully took chocolate out of Raj's hand and threw it in dust.Before he could take out Chocolate from Jay's hand.Jay ran towards Heena and Raj followed him.They both ran in arms of Heena.She could clearly feel that they were scared and they needed protection from Heena.Heena didn't like it.She took chocolate out of Jay's hand who began to cry in protest because he thought that Heena was doing same thing.She would throw away his chocolate.But Heena opened and divided it in to pieces and gave to both the kids.They both smiled happily and went away.It was clear that they no longer interested in going out with their father.Then Heena saw that Rocky was angrily coming towards her.
Rocky"Why did you gave them that chocolate?""My god!! I was the one who suppose to ask you why did you throw that chocolate instead of that,you are asking me why did I gave them that chocolate? I am just shocked.""Why don't you feel it?I can clearly see that neighbour is jealous of us.""Why shall she be jealous? She never did anything which seem like that.""You just don't understand it. I can see it in her eyes.Any way don't worry.I will give them bigger chocolates and make them happy once again."Then he began to walk towards car.When he entered in the car,both the boys sat quietly.Rocky tired to encourage talking but both boys preferred to keep quiet.Rocky was started looking upset now.He looked at Heena for help.Heena"Boys Papa says that he is sorry.He will never do such thing again."Raj and Jay together"Promise."Rocky was not willing but still he agreed because he knew that it was only way to console kids.Then they both started smiling.Jay"Now I want ice cream.""Not I we.."Raj screamed angrily on Jay.Jay just nodded.After all saying I was a big mistake for them.They both just fight for every thing together so their parents always had to suffer more.Rocky smiled.Rocky"Let's go ice cream parlour.""No Papa I want that candy on road."Then Raj pointed out to a hawker selling on road.Now Heena always hated this.She was about to protest when Rocky spoke"You can't eat thing like that.They are not healthy."Jay looked confused.Jay"But Papa last time you gave it to us."Heena was shocked to hear this.Now she clearly understood that Rocky was just pretending before her.Heena"No need to pretend.If last time didn't harm them.Then they can try again.But just one time.I don't want this to happen again and again."Both the kids nodded.But Rocky didn't stop his car.He didn't stop until they reached to the ice parlour.Rocky"Come on kids.Let's eat ice cream."Now both the kids started crying again.This time it was with big and loud voices so all people who were walking on the road started looking at them.
Heena"Now both of you no need to cry.You are never allowed to eat that ice candy.Your Papa made biggest mistake by giving it to you.It is not safe."Heena could clearly see all crowd was gathered around them.People were looking at two lovely twins and their tears.They all were angry with their parents.Heena thought that innocence was best weapon of children and they knew how to use it.They were so much show off as if their parents were abusing them instead of taking for ice cream.Heena could clearly see anger on Rocky's face.She didn't want him to hit kids.Normally Rocky never touched kids.But today they were creating so much drama.They were literally throwing tantrum and Heena was sure Rocky was finding hard to control his anger.Heena"Rocky don't hit them now.They would create more drama.Let me handle this."Rocky looked at Heena with anger.Rocky"It is your fault.You are spoiling them.""Oh really!!You are the one who gave them that candy.""I..I didn't mean to...But..may be you are right.I am spoiling them.But you have to help.Don't you help me?"Now Heena was shocked Rocky accepted his fault much willingly.This had never happened before.He was really acting strange today.Then Heena went ahead and scolded kids.Finally after lot of crying they agreed to forget candy.But by then Heena felt a raindrop on her face.When she felt that raindrop kids were already out of car and Rocky began to scream on them to go inside.But today they were not in mood to listen to Papa so they went inside the ice cream parlour and completely ignored him.Rocky stood near Heena.Rocky" My god!Kids got wet."Heena looked at them.They were just little bit wet.It was shocking than person like Rocky called them wet.She clearly remembered that few days ago.Same Rocky had took kids out in just because they wanted to dance in rain.Heena was screaming against it.But Rocky didn't pay much attention to her.This change in Rocky was strange.
Then when they went inside Rocky took out his handkerchief and started rubbing head of both the boys.They both tried to escape from Rocky.Raj and Jay were enjoying this.But for Heena it was embarrasing.All people in ice cream parlour were upset by this running.After all kids were dumping on other people.Due to which some people's ice cream was about to split.Even people from counter started to scream.But neither Rocky stopped nor kids.Heena finally forcibly held kids.Heena"Rocky what's wrong with you?Why are you running after kids?""They are wet."Heena touched kids.Their clothes were not wet."What wet?They are completely dry.""Don't you saw rain falling on them?""Rocky!!Just few drop will not wet them.They are your kids not small ants."Now kids started laughing on Rocky.Rocky got very nervous.Then he started moving towards counter to get ice cream.When Rocky was buying ice cream,rain was started.Then they all heard voices of thunder and lightening.They all were stratlled by those sound.But Heena clearly felt both boys were holding her hand tightly.But she was shocked when she felt third hand which was holding her so tightly that she wanted to scream.She turned at shocked when she saw Rocky was holding her hand.Then she saw that he was looking at sky and ice creams were about to fell from his hand.Heena moved fast and held that ice creams.Heena never saw that scared look in Rocky's eyes.She was now sure that something was wrong with Rocky.But she just couldn't point out.After some times kids went to seat and took out ice cream from Heena.They began eating their ice cream.But Rocky was still scared.He was looking out of window again and again.As if any one was going to attack them out of that window.Heena was afraid that if he continued acting like this.Kids would notice.But then she saw that they were too occupied in eating their ice cream and telling their story to her.Heena thanked god for that and continued talking with them.
Finally after some time rain stopped completely Heena was so happy.She started getting kids ready to go home.But Rocky just screamed on her.Rocky"What are you doing?"Every one started observing them.Even those who went to door to go out stopped to watch.Heena was confused.Heena"I was getting ready so that we can leave as soon as possible.""No we can't leave in this rain.We will wait."Heena just nodded and stopped.Slowly all Parlour became empty.Every customer went home.Still Rocky didn't show willingness to go.Boys slowly started screaming that they wanted to go home.But Rocky wanted to stay there.Finally manager of that parlour came there and suggested them.They should leave.Still Rocky was not willingly.He just continued telling that it was too risky for his family.Heena could clearly felt that if they didn't leave that parlour now that manager might throw them away from parlour.Heena didn't blame him.They were sitting in that parlour for three hours and they had finished their ice cream in half an hour only.In fact the staff of parlour shown lot of patience with them.Finally Heena held the hands of both the children and went to car.Then finally Rocky had to come out of that parlour.When he saw Heena and kids were already gone out and there was no option remained,he came out and entered in car.As soon as he started driving,he began to look out of window.Rocky"It's still cloudy.That is reason that I want to stay inside.""We were inside for many hours and they just wanted to throw us out now."Rocky could feel anger in Heena's voice.Rocky"I am so sorry.I just wanted to you all to be safe."Raj"But sitting there was so boring."Jay"And what is so scarry in that rain?"It was the one question Heena was dying to ask so when Jay asked it.She just wanted to jump with joy.Rocky just looked at them all.Then after some time Rocky began to speak"You don't know but life is full of uncertainties.We can't be sure what will happen to us on next moment.Heena you also don't got that kind of exprience of world.You are always protected.But real world it is full of foxes and wolfs which can attack you on any moment.Even god will not help us.After all we all are sinner and god no longer care for us.One day this world is going to be destroyed before that we have to live life carefully.If we don't be careful,any one will harm us and we just sit watching it all.We must have to take care of ourself.Look at the weather it can rain any time or storm can come.Do you want go out unprepare?"Both the boys nodded.They were scared after hearing this and Heena didn't like this kind of talk.Heena"Come on Rocky.You are scaring them.They are small.""But one day they have to face the world.""World is not that bad."Then Rocky gave her that kind of smile which you give to kid who didn't know the world and Heena hated it.But Heena knew that there was no use of arguing.Kids would not believe her now.But she would convince them later.Heena had decided now that she had to talk about Rocky to some one who would help her.But everything as a big secret.
When Heena came home,she just remembered one person who would understand her and that was her Mom.Heena waited still Rocky went to sleep.She tried to behave normal with him.It was first time she was hiding some thing from him.Finally Rocky slept and Heena called her Mom.Mom"Heena you are calling such late at night?Is every thing all right?""Mom every one is just fine.It is some thing about Rocky irritating me.."After that Heena explained the whole incidence.Mom"It is strange.But this first time right.""Of course Mom.Did I ever complain before?""I know sweet heart that's why I am reminding you.May be it's first and last time so give it a chance.Before coming to any conclusion.""As you wish Mom.But I don't think that it will be last.."Then suddenly Mom changed subject.Then they both talked on some other subject.But morning Heena's fear turn out to be true.Now Rocky began to insist that he wanted to change school of kids because it had one big crossing.Heena"Come on Rocky.I take them every day.""It is risky so I insist you shall have to stop it."Heena "That's it.Boys let's go."Both the boys got confused.They were not sure whom should they listen their Mom or their Papa.Until now both Mom and Papa were on one side.Now this difference hurting them from inside.Raj"Mom Papa please don't fight."Jay"Ya you are scaring us."Suddenly Heena looked at Rocky with anger and Rocky returned her angry look.Heena thought that this was too much he was not even guilty of this.Heena just held hands of both boys and took them with her.Rocky was screaming and cursing from behind.But she just ignored it.This was too much for her.She could wait like that.Heena dropped boys to school and then she went to her Mom's house.
Heena started crying as soon as she saw her Mom's face.She slowly told her everything.Mom"I can't believe it."Heena"Mom you have to believe it.Rocky is acting so strange.""It all started suddenly.Are you sure?"Then as Heena began to think.She remembered that Rocky first began to throw away vegetables which were little bit old.Then he started checking expires of all products.Then he started checking door and windows locks every day.Slowly it was increasing but she preferred to ignore it.Heema began to cry.Mom"So it is not sudden?"Heena nodded."When did it started?""Mom I just don't know.It is all my mistake I never paid attention on him that way.I was so busy with boys that I just don't have time to look at other things."Heena was crying loudly now.Mom was so scared that some one would listen it.Mom didn't want to any one to notice it.Mom"Heena will you cry in low voice?"Heena was so shocked.Then Mom told"Actually your sister-in-law is inside."Heena never wanted her to know about it so she controlled herself.Then she heard door bell some one was ringing it like crazy person.Mom" Now who is it?"Then Mom went to open the door.Heena suddenly heard Rocky's voice and her sister-in-law's laughing.Heena literally ran towards the door.Her sister-in-law"Rocky had brought an umbrella for you.You are really lucky after so much argument your husband brought that umbrella.I hope your brother learn something from him."Then she went in to room.Heena was now very upset.She couldn't control her tears.Heena"Why Rocky?Why?Why did you act like this?Why did you want to insult me like this?""I was just concern about your health.I thought that it might rain.""This is enough.I don't want to stay with you any more."Rocky"Are you out of your mind?""Just get lost."Then Heena ran inside her room and locked herself.She started feeling so sad.She never thought her marriage turned into such a mess.Rocky was so loving husband.But suddenly every thing seemed to be turned into worst.
After that every day Rocky just continued coming there.One day it was an umbrella next day some thing else.He just seemed to be spending everyday outside Heena's Mom's house.Slowly Heena's brother and sister-in-law started complaining and forcing Heena to go back to her house.Even boys were nervous around their cousins so Heena got tired.But she just didn't know what to do.One day her friend suggested she should go to marriage counsellor.Every body liked this idea so they went there.That counsellor listened to both the sides and finally suggested that Rocky needed a psychiatrist.At first Rocky was totally against it.But that counsellor convinced him so they went to psychiatrist.When Rocky began to talk to Psychiatrist,he slowly told many things which he had never confessed to Heena.He told that Now days he was worried over every small thing.He just couldn't control it.He tried hard but it proved useless.He didn't able to concentrate on any thing.Some times even his mind went blank.Doctor"When did it started?"Then Rocky looked at Heena in nervous way.Doctor"Come on Rocky.You can trust your wife.Tell every thing before her."Finally Rocky spoke"When my best friend thrown out of job without reason."Heena"What Dinesh was thrown out?But why?""No reason.They just want to reduce staff.Now I can also lose my job any moment.What will happen to our boys if I lose my job."After that Rocky started crying,Heena held him and told him"Don't worry I am with you."Doctor"You husband is suffering from Generalized Anxiety Disorder because of this stress.If you cooperate he will be fine."Heena knew Rocky would be cured now.But biggest question before her was that until how did they handle their financial crisis if Rocky lost his job and did do they right thing by wasting their money on psychiatrist.Why didn't Rocky told her it straight way?She suddenly started feeling angry with whole world.She was just worried about her boys.She could have never guessed that it was beginning of her own mental problem.
The End
When Heena came home,she just remembered one person who would understand her and that was her Mom.Heena waited still Rocky went to sleep.She tried to behave normal with him.It was first time she was hiding some thing from him.Finally Rocky slept and Heena called her Mom.Mom"Heena you are calling such late at night?Is every thing all right?""Mom every one is just fine.It is some thing about Rocky irritating me.."After that Heena explained the whole incidence.Mom"It is strange.But this first time right.""Of course Mom.Did I ever complain before?""I know sweet heart that's why I am reminding you.May be it's first and last time so give it a chance.Before coming to any conclusion.""As you wish Mom.But I don't think that it will be last.."Then suddenly Mom changed subject.Then they both talked on some other subject.But morning Heena's fear turn out to be true.Now Rocky began to insist that he wanted to change school of kids because it had one big crossing.Heena"Come on Rocky.I take them every day.""It is risky so I insist you shall have to stop it."Heena "That's it.Boys let's go."Both the boys got confused.They were not sure whom should they listen their Mom or their Papa.Until now both Mom and Papa were on one side.Now this difference hurting them from inside.Raj"Mom Papa please don't fight."Jay"Ya you are scaring us."Suddenly Heena looked at Rocky with anger and Rocky returned her angry look.Heena thought that this was too much he was not even guilty of this.Heena just held hands of both boys and took them with her.Rocky was screaming and cursing from behind.But she just ignored it.This was too much for her.She could wait like that.Heena dropped boys to school and then she went to her Mom's house.
Heena started crying as soon as she saw her Mom's face.She slowly told her everything.Mom"I can't believe it."Heena"Mom you have to believe it.Rocky is acting so strange.""It all started suddenly.Are you sure?"Then as Heena began to think.She remembered that Rocky first began to throw away vegetables which were little bit old.Then he started checking expires of all products.Then he started checking door and windows locks every day.Slowly it was increasing but she preferred to ignore it.Heema began to cry.Mom"So it is not sudden?"Heena nodded."When did it started?""Mom I just don't know.It is all my mistake I never paid attention on him that way.I was so busy with boys that I just don't have time to look at other things."Heena was crying loudly now.Mom was so scared that some one would listen it.Mom didn't want to any one to notice it.Mom"Heena will you cry in low voice?"Heena was so shocked.Then Mom told"Actually your sister-in-law is inside."Heena never wanted her to know about it so she controlled herself.Then she heard door bell some one was ringing it like crazy person.Mom" Now who is it?"Then Mom went to open the door.Heena suddenly heard Rocky's voice and her sister-in-law's laughing.Heena literally ran towards the door.Her sister-in-law"Rocky had brought an umbrella for you.You are really lucky after so much argument your husband brought that umbrella.I hope your brother learn something from him."Then she went in to room.Heena was now very upset.She couldn't control her tears.Heena"Why Rocky?Why?Why did you act like this?Why did you want to insult me like this?""I was just concern about your health.I thought that it might rain.""This is enough.I don't want to stay with you any more."Rocky"Are you out of your mind?""Just get lost."Then Heena ran inside her room and locked herself.She started feeling so sad.She never thought her marriage turned into such a mess.Rocky was so loving husband.But suddenly every thing seemed to be turned into worst.
After that every day Rocky just continued coming there.One day it was an umbrella next day some thing else.He just seemed to be spending everyday outside Heena's Mom's house.Slowly Heena's brother and sister-in-law started complaining and forcing Heena to go back to her house.Even boys were nervous around their cousins so Heena got tired.But she just didn't know what to do.One day her friend suggested she should go to marriage counsellor.Every body liked this idea so they went there.That counsellor listened to both the sides and finally suggested that Rocky needed a psychiatrist.At first Rocky was totally against it.But that counsellor convinced him so they went to psychiatrist.When Rocky began to talk to Psychiatrist,he slowly told many things which he had never confessed to Heena.He told that Now days he was worried over every small thing.He just couldn't control it.He tried hard but it proved useless.He didn't able to concentrate on any thing.Some times even his mind went blank.Doctor"When did it started?"Then Rocky looked at Heena in nervous way.Doctor"Come on Rocky.You can trust your wife.Tell every thing before her."Finally Rocky spoke"When my best friend thrown out of job without reason."Heena"What Dinesh was thrown out?But why?""No reason.They just want to reduce staff.Now I can also lose my job any moment.What will happen to our boys if I lose my job."After that Rocky started crying,Heena held him and told him"Don't worry I am with you."Doctor"You husband is suffering from Generalized Anxiety Disorder because of this stress.If you cooperate he will be fine."Heena knew Rocky would be cured now.But biggest question before her was that until how did they handle their financial crisis if Rocky lost his job and did do they right thing by wasting their money on psychiatrist.Why didn't Rocky told her it straight way?She suddenly started feeling angry with whole world.She was just worried about her boys.She could have never guessed that it was beginning of her own mental problem.
The End
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