Saturday, October 4, 2014

Adventure story 157. Family life

                                                                 Family life
Yogini knew that it was not good day to go out. But when her boss called her,she had to go.She just wished from heart that she could quit this job.It was so stressful. She had to run out on her boss's every call. She wanted to quit that job but still she just couldn't able to do. Pratap never let her did that. From start he wanted her to do her job.At that moment she wanted to marry and to get a nice and handsome husband. She decided so she would promise to do that job.She still remembered that day.Her family was convincing her that she should go for it. But she was confused even after engagement Pratap was always kept discussing about her job and kept telling her that he would cooperate with her in every thing like household works. He was showing his willingness even in helping her with cooking and laundry indirectly he was insisting that she had to keep working. She was so confused from her mind. After all Yogini wanted to quit her job after some time. Specially when she would give birth to their child.She wanted to stay with that child. But Pratap was not interested in those thoughts like their child needed her.She was so upset. That day she thought that she should call her friends. They all decided to meet in hotel. At first they ordered things to eat Yogini wanted to it to appear as if just celebration for her engagement. Then while eating Yogini asked "I just feel that it will be problem for my future if I keep doing my job."All her friends looked at her with smile.Then Nisha said "Come on, You can quit job whenever you want.""But Pratap want me to continue."Another friend "They all say this until we marry.My husband insisted that he want me to do my job.He told me that he would cooperate insisted even on studying that course. I took that course then I studied day and night.My husband was so nice and cooperative. He was even used to make coffee for me when I use to study at night.Finally my course was over and I got promotion. Then in just few months I got pregnant. Every thing was suddenly changed every one just began to think about our baby. My husband no longer interested in my professional side. They cared just about one thing that was baby. At beginning I was upset but then slowly I was convinced. That my baby is important to me so I just concentrated on my child.All my dreams regarding professional life were over.Sometimes I feel sad but sometimes I feel that this is my life.I want my child to be perfect so I have to do it."Yogini smiled happily."I just wish from heart that Pratap think same way after marriage.I want to quit my job after marriage."Nisha "Don't worry.They all think same way."Yogini was so happy on that day. She felt that they were right since they were already married and experienced.But things proved wrong for her. Pratap was serious regarding her job  on every point.He never let her quit. She had to keep her daughter in house with her mother-in-law and baby sitter.But Pratap insisted that she must do her job and she was stuck with that job.
      Today while driving that car Yogini was remembering those each and every fact of life. She was somewhere in her heart regretting that she agreed to that decision. If she didn't wanted to do job,she should had to be clear. But that was not truth she had to do that.She remembered on that time when she told some of suitors that she wanted to quit job.They just said no to her.Every one started telling her that she should not leave her job.
Then she would not get suitable husband.She had to do it so she decided to take a risk She wanted some one like Pratap to show whole world that she got suitable and perfect husband.She was attracted to him and on that moment she thought that it was love but slowly as Pratap started telling her that she must had to act according to his wish.In his mind he felt that he had made it clear from starting and now he didn't see any need to change things in life. She just hated her decision now.She just wished that she should not have married him.She wanted a family life where she could spend some time with kids and enjoy cooking for her husband.But she couldn't got it and worst thing was that even her job was not the one she wanted to do.It was all getting worst. She wanted to stay home and she started feeling suffocating in her life. She wanted to create new life for her. She wanted to quit her job and took care for her children. She wanted to take care of her household but she wanted to stay at her home.But things were not turning in positive way.She had to go to job every day.She wanted to concentrate on her children.But due to her job she never able to even talk with her children.She felt one thing that she wanted to have nice family life but she was forced to become one professional woman.She was doing each and every thing wrong. But then she had to keep going because she had promised Pratap. She had to do her job. She was no more interested in her life. She wanted to change her past decisions but it was not possible. She just wanted to change her life but she had to go just with the way her life was taking her ahead.She was so sad by ways of her life. She was thinking about it when she saw that road next to her was totally unclear due to heavy rain.She wanted to see that road but she couldn't able to see it. It was impossible to see any thing ahead. When she started driving,she had to look ahead and drive carefully. She just managed to look ahead.It was hard for her to see her way out of those cars. It was hard for her to search that way. She was so confused while driving her car. She just couldn't able to concentrate on her road. She was sure that she would kill someone. She was so tense about reaching to office.It was hardest task.Finally she reached in building of her office when she went inside.She saw that all lights were off.She went near Watchman and asked "What happened?""Some thing happened to light due to rain.""Then start generator.""It is also not working.I had called mechanic.But he did not come.""Now how did I suppose to go in office?I can't even walk on stairs in this dark.""What can I say Madam?I can give you my torch.""No thanks."Then Yogini started calling her Boss on mobile. Yogini " Sir I can't able to come electricity is not on." "I can see that but you can use stairs."But light is not on.""Then Wait for some time. We will start generator.""But Sir generator is not working.That watchman...""I know better than that watchman."She didn't said anything further.She just stood beside watchman.
         It was worst. Yogini was waiting for hours. Then finally at 3 a.m. her Boss called and told her that she could go back home and told her that she must report in office at normal time.She was so upset by this. First she had to wait for no reason then her Boss didn't even given her credit of overtime. It looked so wrong and injustice to her.But she knew that she didn't able to quit her job because Pratap would not permit and her children had got use to staying without her.Her elder daughter no longer cried for her.In fact she was not even interested in talking to her that much. She was so upset by what happened before her Boss's call to her. She had decided that she wanted to cook cake for her daughter.Yogini was so happy. But when she started cooking it. Suddenly her baby sitter came in kitchen."Madam don't cook cake. Roshini Baby Will not like it?"Yogini was so shocked. She was sure that Roshini would love her cake. "Nonsense when she was kid,I use to make this cake for her on each and every day.""But Madam she never use to eat it. I had to throw it away on many times.""But she use to insist that I should make it.""It was just attention gaining tactic Madam.""What? But ...""Now she is grown up.She didn't do such things.She would just ignore it.""Then I will do something else..""Madam she love things from outside more. She says that she was grown up now so she could eat outside.""Ohh.."Then Yogini went out of kitchen. All her spirit was down.Then she went to Roshini and tried to talk with her but she was listening to music and hardly seemed interested in any thing else.She was so upset.She decided that she would go and check out her younger daughter Mini.When she went in her room,she saw that Mini was playing with dolls.Mini was bigger girl now.But still Mini was interested in dolls only. Yogini thought that she must convince her to look at other things in life like books. She sat near Mini and started talking"Mini sweetheart why are you playing with dolls? You can read books or so other things.""No Mom.I like dolls.""But you can do other things like play with balls or do drawing in drawing books. There are many things which you like to try.""No..NO..Mom I love my dolls.""But sweetheart why do you love your dolls so much? Other things are also nice."Then Yogini went near one drawing book and took out some crayons. She started showing Mini that how did she supposed to draw things. Mini started showing some interest when suddenly Yogini's mobile rang,it was call from Boss. She wanted to ignore it.She was about to disconnect when she remembered that her Boss would sent some one to her house to fetch her if she didn't took it.Those incidence were worst one. It would have effect on every one in house. She had to took that call. Then Boss called her,she had to go.She turned towards Mini and told her that she had to go.Mini looked at her with sad eyes full of sorrows. Mini said"That's why? I just play with Dolls.They give me company when you and Dad always go away."Then Mini threw away drawing books away and started crying. Yogini sat with her and console her.But Mini once again sat with her Dolls. On that moment she noticed that in Mini's Dolls there was one Doll which was looking just like her. Another one was looking just like Pratap. Mini was missing her parents and that's why she was playing with Dolls.It was sad but truth of Yogini's family life.Yogini was so upset by this.She just wanted to change her life and on that moment first time she sensed that some thing was wrong with her car.Her car was not moving ahead smoothly.But she thought that it was okay until it did stopped.It stopped suddenly in middle of road.She was sitting inside that car for long time. But she sensed something was wrong.
      Pratap was waiting for Yogini for long hours. He noticed that it was getting late. He was about to go out when his mobile rang. Yogini was screaming on phone that some men were attacking on her.She was screaming on top of her lung. Pratap was so scared. He just didn't understand that how could he help her.He took location from her and then he phoned police. He ran there when he came near her car.No one was around it but Yogini was screaming and crying inside.He went inside. Pratap "What happened?" Yogini just looked at him with shock. Yogini opened the car door and ran inside his arms. Pratap "What happened?""There were men who were standing near my car.I think that they ran away because they saw you.""Don't worry. I have called Police."Yogini looked more scared. "But if we do Police complaint then they would took revenge on us."Pratap was so confused now.He felt that he did wrong.Pratap "Let's go.""No..No..Pratap we can't go like that Police will get angry and will not come to help us on next time."Pratap was so confused. But any way they stayed there.Finally Cops came.They filed complaint.Yogini described those people perfectly and then they went home.But from that day Yogini started feeling scared. She just didn't want to go out of her house.Pratap could easily understood her fear.Pratap told her that she could stay at home.Yogini was so happy. She sensed that now she could spend some time with her daughters.Roshini was not interested in her but Mini started staying with her for more time. Mini started acting normally. Now she was not attached to just Dolls, She started playing other game. Slowly she even started making friends. Yogini told babysitter to take Mini in garden with her. Yogini never dared to go out.She could sense that risk.She was calling cops on every day in just one hope that they would manage to catch those men. She was telling every day to Pratap that some one was standing on opposite side of road. Pratap was so shocked to hear that. One day she pointed out a man. Pratap ran to catch him. Yogini ran behind him. She was so scared that this man would hurt Pratap. Finally Pratap took hold of that man. That man looked at Pratap with shock."What are you doing? Why are you pulling me?""You have tried to harass my wife. How dare you!!...""No.. No.. I have never did such thing." Yogini screamed "You are lying. I have seen you many times standing here and watching our window."Now that fellow looked upset but when Pratap started calling cops that person stopped him."Madam is saying right thing. I am watching from hear but not in your window but in other window." Then he pointed out another window. That was window of their neighbor and his daughter was doing dancing practice."I am sorry." Pratap was any way angry after this so he slapped that man.Then they went inside. Yogini was totally wrong but Pratap felt that at least he stopped harassment of another girl who was like sister to him. He went in their home and told that girl to keep her window shut while practicing. She thanked him again and again. But she also told them that they must not tell it to her parents because if they did that then they would stop her dancing. Pratap agreed and they went away.
               For many days Yogini just stayed at home. Finally a call came from Police station. Those people whom Yogini had described where caught.When they went there,Yogini started screaming after seeing them.But that men screamed more loudly "We have done nothing.This woman was just sitting inside and we came to help."Pratap angrily"Then why do you think my wife is screaming like that?""We don't know.But Inspector you can check our records.We have never done such things. We are family man. We never act like that this woman was so scared so we thought that we should help her."They tried to convince Pratap.But he felt that they were lying.Finally cops said that they could not prove any thing so they just warned those men and sent them away.But from that day Yogini started claiming every day that some one would be their man.It was so scary.At beginning Pratap believed her but then slowly he sensed some thing was wrong. He saw that Yogini was getting scared of every thing. One day he just decided to look at record of those men.But he was shocked when Police told him that none of them were near by. That Inspector told their location perfectly to Pratap with help of mobile.Inspector " I feel that something is wrong with your wife.She is lying.""But she never do that.""But then why should I lie,Think about it. Every one shall not lie.Something is wrong with your wife."Then Pratap remembered catching that man.First time he sensed that some thing was wrong.When he came back home,he saw that Yogini was happily playing with Mini. Even Roshini was sitting with them now. It was perfect family but when Roshini suggested that they should go out suddenly Yogini looked scared. She rejected that idea. She was really scared and Pratap was more confused.Yogini's Boss called her for few day. Then finally he fired her. But Yogini didn't look that much upset.But she was not ready to go out.Finally one day Pratap felt that something was totally wrong with her. He decided to talk to his Doctor who suggested that he should take her to psychiatrist."But she is not mad? And she will not agree?""Tell her that she must if she want to go back to office."Pratap smiled"You are right. She loved her career." But when he tried to convince her.Yogini looked more scared. But slowly as time went ahead. Yogini felt that something was wrong with her.She decided that she needed to go out so she agreed to talk with psychiatrist.That psychiatrist told Pratap to go out and then chatted with Yogini for long time. Then he called Pratap back "Well your wife is suffering from Anxiety disorder. She is scared of every person.""But why?""Because she don't want to go in office.""What?"Then Psychiatrist slowly explained Pratap all her problems with her daughters."She wanted to take that decision but she didn't dare because she was scared that you will force her to change it or say something which will hurt us.She just kept doing it but one day when Mini cried,it became too much. She wanted to quit from her mind. Then her mind played that game with her.Suddenly her helper became villain and she told that story totally wrong way.""So she didn't go out just because she wanted to quit that job."Pratap was so angry."Yes.But she is not even conscious of it.""What?""Her subconscious mind was playing this game so we need to handle it carefully."Pratap was so shocked. "What do you think I suppose to do?""Just avoid it and let me handle."Pratap did as psychiatrist told.At beginning it was scary but then slowly she became normal and every thing turned out fine. But one thing she never did was that job. Pratap also decided to keep that subject away.After all in his eyes he needed his wife more than that money. He never thought that it would hurt her so much but it did so he decided to ignore his wish.And Yogini started enjoying her perfect family life.
                                                                         The End  

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