Poem 1653. Pretending to be forgotten

                                                         Pretending to be forgotten

Can I forget ever what I lose in life I just feel that is not possible for my mind but I can

Forget still on any moment of life what I got inside my future and from my mind because

Those things which I got inside my life seem to be forgotten but those things which I lose

Will remain with me inside my mind those things which are having effect on me at every

Moment and every point doesn't seem as if something which we need from inside those 

Thoughts which touch us on every point will not seem like some thing which are touching

Our thinking and our mind positively but they will have impact on me at every point

Those things which are lost where having effect on our mind they seem like some thing 

Which will never manage to take us ahead in life those things which touch me on every

Point are not something which are that much nice those things are just those dreams that

Are having effect on every point I feel one thought from inside of my mind that when things

Will went ahead as per our thinking on every point we just never understand when those

Things will began to hurt our mind we just keep telling ourselves that we don't need that

Thing in life but from inside we feel strange sort of need of that thing in life just because 

We are not getting that one in life we just began to tell everyone that we don't need in life

Because when we see that thing will have bad impact on life since they are not there for us

So we feel that they are not those things which will have effect on life I just feel one thought

From inside that some things are needed inside life while other things are not needed on any

Moment and any point when I want some things then I feel their need from inside and when

I don't want things I feel sorrows from mind those things which are having effect on life

Then seem like those things which are good as well as bad on every point I have one thinking

From my mind that I need to remember both things or may be I should forget both things

Inside life those things which are creating effect on every point will look totally wrong in

Our future and our life both things which are having impact on our mind are not moving

Ahead as we thought from inside those thinking which tell us that our needs are different

On every point belong to two types of thoughts inside life somethings are those things that

Will have impact on our mind but still we got them sometimes we lose interest in them on

That moment or point those things which are creating effect on our future are not something

Which are moving ahead at all in life it seem as if our future is just regarding those things

Which will have effect on our mind when we get some thing we just remember them in life

When we don't get things then we just want to forget every thing from mind those thoughts

Which touch us on that point doesn't seem that much good for mind because we just can't

Able to forget those things in life they will just have impact on us at every point we need

To move ahead in life after all we need to go ahead on every point those things which are 

So important for us to remember on that point seem so wrong on every angle of our life

Because when we just pretend that we have forgotten them and those things will remain 

A part of life I just feel one thing from my mind that I don't want to pretend I want to tell
Inside this world thought of my mind on every moment I just want one thing from inside

That those things which are so precious to me no longer seem that much important from 

Inside of mind those thoughts which use to touch us on every point don't seem as if that

Sort of thing which touch our mind I feel one thought from inside that my thinking will help

My mind those things which I want to remember inside life should be some thing which 

Will have impact on life when I will move ahead I have just one thought from inside that

Something which should be truly forgotten are remembered when we began to pretend 

That we want to forgot them in life when I will move ahead I just have one thought from

Inside of mind that those things which are part of my life are not moving ahead as per 

My thinking because I have pretending on many parts of my life when I will move ahead

That pretending become hardest task on life I just want to move ahead from my mind 

But still on every time when I pretend that I have forgotten I just remember that thing

From inside so those things which are having impact on life seem totally wrong on every

Angle and on every point so I feel just one thought from my mind that when I will move

Ahead then I feel I will just remember one thing that I want things inside life but if I don't

Get them then I will not pretend just feel sorrows about them for some time and then after

Some moment I will move ahead in life but I will not pretend because that feeling of 

Pretending never help me that much inside life just hurt and confuse my mind from inside.