Poem 1618. Fears hidden inside

                                                                Fears hidden inside
How can I tell someone what is inside my mind when my mind is so confused on every time

It just never understand what is thinking from inside it just never understand how did I am suppose

To move ahead in life that mind which is so precious to me on every side will look so confused

On every moment inside my life that I feel I just can't walk ahead in life but then when it really

Happen I will shock myself on every time because on that moment I just manage to move ahead

With such a confidence that people can't guess what is inside that is what we all do in our life

We just move ahead with so much confidence that we just can't able to guess what we have inside

Those thoughts which are hidden on every point are leading to confused thinking inside our life

I feel just one thing from my mind that shocks which I receive in my life will confuse me on each

And every point because those things which I show to others are not that much true inside life

I just feel that is why we are so confused on every time because we are never showing true face

To any one in life and that is not even our mistake on any point since no one is ready to show 

Those true scares which are hidden inside those fears are something which will stay inside for

Our entire life because they are those feelings which are managing to hurt us from time to time

I just feel one thing from inside that those feelings which confuse me are not that good for my

Thinking and my life since all feelings are just so much mixed with each other that I just can't

See what I have from inside those thoughts which touch me never look that much good for my

Thinking and for my mind when I will show my true feeling then I feel that world can use it 

Against me on any time and every one is sure about that thought on every point those feelings

Which enter in our mind on every time are those feeling which are staying on different sides of mind

I just never understand what sort of thoughts we have inside but I feel one thing sure that I don't

Feel I try to guess how I will handle situation in my life because when I began to guess what I will

Do on next moment I just feel one thing that I can't guess it inside life and that will just confuse me

And my thoughts on every point that thinking which tell me I can't manage some thing in life that

Doesn't help me that much on any point those thoughts which touch me on every angle of life
Because those fears are going to hidden on every time of life no one will understand what I feel
From inside that I never understand what I feel from inside because while keeping safe from
All outsider I just manage to hide my thoughts from my mind since those thoughts are managing
To touch different concepts are not telling me all truth from inside since they are not managing
To bring out true light from inside I just have one thought from my mind that I will never manage
To understand those thoughts on every point but still on every point I feel one thing from
Mind and every angle of life that my feelings are hidden so much inside that I just can't understand
Those thoughts on every point because I have hidden them so much that I just never let those
Fears even touch my outer mind but now a days I have just one question from inside that those
Things which are touching my mind are creating effect on every point because those thoughts
Which are keeping awake are from inside of our mind those thoughts which touch us on every
Moment and on every time seems like something which will hurt me on every moment in life
So what is use of hiding them from inside those thoughts which are so important on every side
Of our life I feel just have one thought from my mind that fears are something which are living
Inside but I have to hide them just because I want to stand tall for my right but still their existence
Told me every time until I start to believe on that power which I have never seen in life I just
Never forget those fears from my life on every point I will have one thought on every point
That fears are something which will never let us move ahead in life but just hiding them will
Not solve problem in life we need to move ahead with them on every time we need to keep our
Faith so much inside life that one day we will manage to conquer fears in life that is one solution
On every problem of life when we move ahead I just feel one thought from inside that those
Problems are not that much important in life only when our faith is strong on that thinking that
Fears are not true part of life pretending is so easy but solving that problem is always real task
Of our future and our life when I will move ahead I just have one faith from my mind that
Those crisis which enter inside life solve only when we face them in life those thinking which
Manage to touch my mind will not help me that much until I learn to develop faith on something
Which we all call life because it is one precious gift which is given to by god on every time.