Saturday, May 31, 2014

Adventure story 139. The whole truth

                                                        The whole truth
Tushar started running in his hotel.He was late today.It was his hotel from his mind.He knew that he was not owner of that hotel.He was nothing but just a cook.But still he felt as if he owned it.He felt that it was his duty to get every thing right and perfect.He always felt that way.His owner also treated him properly.Whenever some one admired something special dish.He was called and then guest admired his talents.He just loved it.He wanted to have that admiration on every moment.He always made sure of one thing that he always did every thing personally.But now a days customer's number was increased so they had appointed many cooks.He just didn't like that idea because they were not as careful regarding cooking as he was.They always did some sort of mistake on every point. Tushar just didn't like to keep kitchen in their hands.But today that person who supposed to supply vegetables didn't came so he had to come out to buy them.After all those things were important on every part because those were going to decide that how did their food taste.He had to buy vegetables.Then when he reached there,he just didn't get vegetables as per his wishes.They all didn't look fresh at all.Those vegetables had that stale look which showed that they were not that much good.He had to travel for long distance.He didn't manage to get that quickly.He wanted to return to hotel as quickly as possible.He wanted to reach to hotel.He wanted to run towards hotel. But when he reach there he saw that hotel was burning from every side.He was so shocked.He wanted to help them but he could heard screams on every point.It was getting worst on every moment.He could see that he had to save those people but they didn't let him go near it.He felt so worst.He felt sure that it was his nightmare.His hotel couldn't burn like that.It was made with so much precautions.It couldn't get burned.They must had used those precautions.But it seemed like every thing was burning.Even fire brigade couldn't able to stop it.That fire had spread to each and every side.It was getting horrible on every moment.He could see that it was burning every thing but it was not getting in control.It was all so damaging.Then he just felt that hotel was getting destroyed.He felt that water was not enough.He wanted to do it.He felt that he could had done it in better way.He wanted to use water to do that.But no one was permitting him to get that water.He was doing nothing.But then when he was trying to push his way,he was sure of one thing that they were not doing it properly.He saw it all was burning.But when he saw that water,he felt that it was not enough.Then he saw his boss and owner of hotel was watching it.But he was not sad like him.He was just angry for his financial loss.But there was not any sorrow as Tushar was feeling. Tushar could see that attachment was missing.He wanted to scream on that owner and tell him that their life was burning.But owner was just interested in getting insurance amount.That owner was doing it wrong in every way.But then Tushar felt that owner didn't care. Tushar felt so sad.
        That day Tushar felt as if his dream and his life was fully destroyed.He had nothing to live for inside his life.He was doing it all wrong.He knew that it was not his hotel.But still he felt that attachment.When he finally reached to his home,he started crying.He told his wife every thing.But first question she asked was if every one inside that hotel was safe and alive.He just didn't thought about it at all.He was so obsessed with just hotel.He never thought about his colleagues.He felt so guilty regarding every thing. He should understand one thing from his mind.That he just cared for hotel and forgot his all staff.No,it was not his staff.He was employee like them,He was just cook.But he kept forgetting it.He felt as if he was owner of that hotel.He knew that he should care for his friends.But he just cared for that hotel which was not even owned by him. Tushar just didn't own that hotel.It was so horrible.That hotel was burning with fire before him.He felt that owner was selfish.But now when he thought just one thing that he was so wrong on every point.He never thought about every one else.He was so confused inside life.It was so strange then he felt one thing that it was greed.He was greed for that hotel.It was so horrible.His greed was not reduced.On every point Tushar was so confused on every point. He wanted to own that hotel.He felt that was just one thought on every point.He wanted that hotel so he didn't ever care for his friends.He still remembered that how did he use to scream on every one because that food was not perfect.He felt that it was his mistake that he let them handle that kitchen.They were new.But he felt that his worst mistake was he screamed on them before going out.Then he suddenly felt that he didn't remember anything about his friend's faces.It was so strange.They all had just vanished from his mind.It was not possible.He must remember his friend.He felt so confused and sad.He wanted to move ahead but still he was not getting things one thing.How did he forget them?But then he felt that he must ignore them.He started feeling strange in each and every way.But then he suddenly felt one thing from inside.He was going ahead on every point.He felt that he must forget it.Tushar screamed on his wife Rani"I don't know.Do you think that I can ask this to any one?Are you mad?I am so tense and nervous.That hotel was burning.That hotel was looking so horrible.He still remembered how dark that hotel looked when it was burned.It was so horrible like some old building.He just didn't want to remember it so he closed his eyes. It was so scary.He just didn't want to remember that hotel.He felt that he could forget it.He had one thing from inside that if he could forget those friends then he could forget that hotel also.Tushar screamed on Rani"Just forget it.These things are not going ahead as per my mind.I don't want to remember that hotel.Do you understand it?"Then Tushar started screaming so loudly.That their small son Ankit came out running to watch them.
         Ankit was so shocked by this.He just started crying.Tushar saw his small son crying loudly and scared.He wanted to control himself. But he just couldn't understand that those things were effecting him so much.But he just couldn't stop his anger.He went inside his room and started throwing things.He could sense that Ankit was watching him but still he just couldn't stop.Then he just closed that door.But Rani was so scared that she started hitting on door and telling him to open it.He wanted to be alone for some time.But it was not happening at all.He was so upset by all this.He just couldn't control himself.Finally after some time he opened his door. Rani was standing outside. Tushar screamed on her "I want to eat food.Serve me my food or are you going to wait until I die."He was screaming with such strange expression that Rani was shocked.It was not words but it was his expression which seemed so strange.He seemed so strange.His body was shivering.He was not even talking in normal way.His voice was so scary on every point after all those voice were managing to to look so strange on every point.That sound was something so strange.He was speaking as if he was scared but still at same time he was looking scary.It felt as if he could kill them all.Rani just didn't understand which of his expression were true.But Ankit was crying from top of his lung and Rani was having hard time to control Ankit.Tushar was getting more angry.Tushar"Come on.Give me food."Then he suddenly turned towards door and screamed "I am going out.I don't want to tolerate this."Rani was so confused by this.But as soon as Tushar left house,Ankit stopped crying. Ankit"Papa looked scary.I don't want to see him again.""What are you saying?Yesterday your Papa gave you such a nice toy and you went out in garden to play with him.""But yesterday he was looking so nice but today he was looking so scary.I just hate it.""But you are so happy about it.When your Dad played with you yesterday in fact before today on every day you use to say that you love your father and you want to spend time with him.""But Mom he was so different today.He never use to scream and call bad names like this before."Rani knew that she had to convinced Ankit each and every thing. After all whole day Tushar was stressed by this whole incidence.But then Ankit was so small.He could not understand it. Rani took Ankit inside her laps.Then slowly she started telling him in most easy language that things which happened.Slowly Ankit got convinced that it was not Tushar's mistake.He felt that his father was feeling very sad due to friend's death.He didn't understand what was death.But Ankit knew that it was something bad so he nodded. Ankit was doing it totally wrong on every point. Tushar was taking every thing in wrong way. Rani knew that it was wrong but she felt sure that he would be normal next day.But then she saw that he was not acting normal.But then in few moment she saw that Tushar returned inside home.
        Tushar was packing suitcases.He was so upset by this.He was arranging all his luggage.He was arranging every thing.He was so upset by this all.But Rani was so confused that where did he was going. Rani"Where are you going?""I am going out.I want to be alone.""But where?"He looked at her with such a anger as if he wanted to slap her.She felt so scared that she just moved away.He started packing every thing and then without answering her he just went away.She was standing there in shock.How could he act this way?She could understand that he was upset but then he had to stay with them.But instead of that he went away.Rani was so confused.She decided that she must phone her in-laws.She knew that they would blame her but still it felt same on that moment.When she phoned there,her mother-in-law took phone, her mother-in-law had one habit.Her mother-in-law always blamed her. Rani told everything to her mother-in-law.Mother-in-law"I just don't understand that how can you become so insensitive towards your husband.Look at his problem and still you had created so much trouble for him that he had to move out of house.He was so upset but instead of understanding you have created scene...""But I have not done any thing wrong.""Ya.You say the same thing every time but .."Then she heard door bell at mother-in-law's house.Her mother-in-law went to open the door.Then she heard voice of Tushar and immediately her mother-in-law slammed phone.There was big voice of phone.Rani was so upset by this.It was not her mistake.She started crying.But in heart she hoped that Tushar would come to her senses next day.Ankit came running in her laps.She had to stop crying but things were worst for her.Next day when Tushar didn't came home,she phoned him on his mobile.But he just told her that he didn't want to come and then disconnected phone.She kept waiting for him.But when she went to meet him,he was doing every thing wrong.He screamed on her told her that he didn't want her any more in his life. Rani"But why?I have not done any thing wrong.We were happy and you never thought about leaving me today.Just think about Ankit."Then Tushar took hold of his head and ran inside house.He came out with glass of wine and started screaming"I was happy.But now I don't want to stay with you.Since that hotel was gone.I don't want any pressure on me.I can't give you anything.Just go away."He was saying it all in strange way.There was strange sort of sorrows and fear in his eyes.He was screaming with anger but any one could see clearly that he was not sleeping for long time."Don't you able to sleep?""Yes..Yes.I have nightmares every night.I just can't sleep so are you happy now that I have began to suffer."Now Rani started crying.She just didn't understand that why did she was getting blamed this way.She never hurt Tushar in any way and now he was claiming she wanted sorrows for him.Then he started screaming on her and told her to get out.She was so upset.She wanted to argue with him but she sensed that it was useless so she went away.
          From that day Rani's worst day of life began.She had to accept first that her husband had left her so she had earn for herself and her son.It was not easy.She started searching for job.But nothing was enough to give her that much money in which she could live comfortably.So she started reducing her expenses and started spending all money on her son Ankit.It was getting harder for her every day.Tushar was never available for any help.She just kept working and managing on her own.Then finally one day Tushar came to meet her.She was so upset to see him.She didn't want him to visit her any more.Tushar was looking so strange.He was full of smell of alcohol.He started getting ready on every point.He was so dirty.She just hated to see him that way.She wanted to help him on one hand.Her love for him was telling her that she must do something for him.But he was doing it all wrong. But then when she thought about condition of her and Ankit.She began to scream on him"Why have you came now?When we needed you,on that moment you decided to quit us.Now you want to visit.How dare you come this way in my house?You are drunk.Ankit will see..""I want..I want .."He didn't even able to speak properly.Finally Rani closed door on his face with anger.He screamed for some time then finally he went away. Slowly his visit began to become horrible for them.Even people from society started complaining.Finally one day watchmen were told to stop him and threw him away. Rani didn't want to thing turn into this way.But there was not any option because Tushar was getting drunk every day and it was creating problem for every one.She didn't want to find new house.He was doing it totally wrong way.She knew that she must not hurt that society.She didn't want to hurt them because they were helping her in many ways after Tushar left her.It was horrible.She heard Tushar screaming her name and abusing her.Once even police were called.She was so upset by this.Then after some days it was stopped.But one day finally she received call from Psychiatrist who told her that he wanted to meet her regarding Tushar.She was not interested in him was one sentence she wanted to say but she knew that it was not true.She still cared for Tushar and she was concern about Ankit's future so she decided to visit that Doctor.When she went there,she was shocked to see Tushar in normal clothes.He was looking weak but he was looking better.He felt that it was good.Psychiatrist was interested in telling her every thing.He told her that he was treating Tushar for few days and due to his success Tushar was not visiting her at night.Psychiatrist was told her that Tushar was suffering post traumatic stress disorder and he could treated on every point. It happened due to fire in hotel.Since that fire was destroyed his favourite hotel.That hotel was burning all sides which took peace of his mind.Psychiatrist told her many things but finally she understood just one thing. That her husband was little better now.She was so confused but she didn't want to suffer again.But then Tushar talked with her and finally he told her that he was working in nice hotel now.She got all that information.She wanted to patch up with him.But she was scared but then she thought about money. She needed it so she decided to include Tushar in life.She was scared but she needed money for Ankit's future so she decided to take risk.She just hoped that every thing would go well.But then she just requested one thing that she wanted her in-laws out of her life.Tushar agreed with this and she took Tushar with her.But she was so scared.She was sure of one thing that Ankit would not be happy.But Tushar was happy.She thought that it was worth trying.She took deep breath and went home.But Ankit was adjusted with Tushar quickly.But they had to leave society. Rani hated to do that but she did just for that salary which Tushar was getting.Sometimes people had to think about money. Ankit wanted his father but Rani just needed Tushar's salary.But she always managed to hide those feelings.One thing was just truth that she no more loved this Tushar.But she could pretend and it was working very well for them.After all who wanted to knew whole truth.
                                                                   The End

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