Broken Heart
Reva had started getting ready.Suddenly she saw,she was wearing red dress.She never loved this colour in fact she hated it.But today she wore that dress.Reva was very confused why did she wear this dress?Reva just throw away that dress.Reva was fond of blue colour.She decided to wear that colour.After all Reva didn't want to feel awkward in this matter.After all she didn't want show her sadness.She still remembered the day when Suresh dumped her for Chitra.It was all happened because of her Papa.He misunderstood everything said by Suresh.Suresh always came there talked sweetly to him.Papa always took in wrong way.Suresh just wanted to make friendship with them.He wanted to show that his family also had some relative.Suresh's parents had created enemies with all relative due to property disputes so he needed relatives.He continuously came into their house.He brought sweets and gifts for them.But there was no personal gift in it for Reva.He put that idea in the head of whole family.They all started encouraging Reva to get ready for Suresh.Slowly Reva also got carried away by all this.She also started getting ready for him.She was pretty sure that she saw him sometimes looking at her secretly.She was slowly began to like him.But he never asked her to come out with him.Many times he talked with her about interesting issues.He even asked about her hobbies her likes and dislikes.Reva was even convinced that he would even propose her.For many day Suresh came to their house.Once he even came to their family picnic.She still remembered that day.That all her family members specifically kept her with him.He talked to her for long times.They all said there was liking in his eyes.At one moment she even thought that he was going to take her hand in his hand.But he didn't do it because suddenly his mobile rang.Then he smiled at her very sweetly and took his phone.After that they walked beside the river.He was even holding her hand while walking.Her heart was beating so fast.When ever Reva reminded of those things;she felt that her eyes were wet.She looked in the mirror.She clearly saw tears was rising in her eyes.She brushed it away.After all she couldn't clearly say that he dumped her.Just walking beside her on a family picnic could be considered as commitment.Reva was not promised by Suresh.In his eyes it was might be just friendship.But for her it was not just friendship.Then Reva suddenly remembered that day when she finally decided to talk Suresh about their future.She started indirectly suggesting in which type of house,she wanted to live after her marriage.At that moment he also discussed the matter with her.At some times he even clearly said we instead of me.In his smile she clearly saw positively.He even said that he would get married after getting good job so she waited patiently.But Suresh never asked her for date.Then after getting job he slowly reduced times of visiting her house.At first she thought he must be to busy to come.But slowly she began to think that he was no more interested in her and one day he came in her home with his marriage invitation.Chitra was from rich family and big salary.Suresh acted with Reva as if he never made any commitment and truthfully he never made any commitment by mouth.But commitment by gestures were also valued to Reva and her family.Her Papa was very hurt by his behaviour.Papa was against attending his wedding.But Mom said it would look bad and Reva was not in love with him so it would not make much difference in her eyes.Reva was not going to contradict her statement.She wanted to scream to whole world that she was never in love with him.
Reva once again looked at mirror.She saw in a mirror.Until now she used to see a beautiful girl in mirror.But today she saw completely different girl.She was looking below ordinary.She just didn't look beautiful in any colour.She tried to apply make up.But she looked bad in every lipstick.First she tried pink one.Then she tried red which looked worst.Finally she began to apply brown.At that moment she noticed her lips turned red because of rubbing.She could see clearly.She had damaged her lips fully.Now she couldn't improve them.Reva went to wash basin.She started washing her lips.But no use instead of curing her lips.She messed her mascara and powder.Now her face got black patches under her eyes.After seeing this she started crying loudly.Her mom entered inside with her sister.Mom"What happened?""My make up is spoiled."Mom looked at her face.Mom"My god!Now how do I suppose to improve it?"After Mom's this question.Reva felt sadness rising in her head.Everything started frustrating her.She started feeling that she was most useless creature of the world.She felt little dark black hole was develop inside her which was going to absorb her.Slowly only her sadness would remain.She would always remain unhappy.After feeling this.She started washing her face.But she was making it worst.She just started feeling that it was a nightmare and it would go away.She closed her eyes in hope that it would go away.But when she opened her eyes all was the same.In fact her sister and mother were brushing her cheeks slowly with cotton.Then finally her sister said"Mom,let me Didi stay in house.I don't think her make up will be okay.I think you and Papa shall go to marriage.I will stay with Didi."Her sister was mentioning Reva make up but in heart she meant her mental condition and Mom could easily guessed her meaning.Mom could not dare to let her stay alone with Reva in this condition.Mom"May be we shall all skip that wedding.""That's great idea."After that they all discussed that issue in detail.Papa never wanted to go there so he easily agreed with them.Whole time Reva just kept quiet.Finally Mom pushed her."Reva what's wrong?"Reva suddenly stood up.Reva smiled and said"Let's go to wedding."After that she carefully washed her face and applied proper make up to her face.She wore red dress and red lipstick.She was looking beautiful in that combination.They all were happy with her change.Her Mom patted on her cheek.Reva"Mom what happened? Let go to wedding."They all got ready.Reva was looking very happy which seemed strange to her sister Charu.Charu knew very well that Reva really liked Suresh.Her decision to got ready for his wedding.Charu found it strange.But that was for the best so she kept quiet.Reva was suddenly very happy.She just didn't know cause of it.But she started feeling that she no longer care about Suresh.At that marriage ceremony she was happily talking to the people.Many people admired her beauty and some admired her cooking.It was Reva's best quality.She was a great cook.Everyone admired her cooking.Whenever anyone asked about Reva's cooking.Reva started feeling very happy.She was full of energy now.There was no sign of fear in her heart.She felt that she had defeated the black hole of sorrow and now she was going to fly just towards success.She no longer felt scared of anything at all.Then she knew what did she was going to do.She was an excellent cook.If she started a hotel it would surely work.She suddenly came to Mom.Reva"What do you think if I started to run a hotel?"Mom smiled"I will be happy.But money will be required.You know small food corners are also costly.""No Mom I am not talking about small hotel.I am talking about big hotel like Taj, Leelapentta.A big five star or seven star hotel."Mom laughed."You are joking right?You don't know how to run a small food corner and you are thinking about hotels.""Mom you just don't know.Until I began I will never get experience.But giant hotel!I will start planning about it as soon as I reached home."Reva was excited about her dream.Mom and Charu both looked at each other.After some time they all went on stage to congratulate bride and groom.Reva was very happy to meet Suresh.It seemed as if she no longer cared about them still they found it strange.Suddenly Reva seemed to lost every interest in him.She began to talk about her plans of hotel.She just carried on talking.There was a long line of guests waiting to meet bride and groom.They all started getting upset because of Reva's talkative attitude.But Reva was so engrossed in her plans that she just didn't stop.Finally Suresh had to say bye to her and forced them to go down from stage.Other guests were already irritated by waiting.Charu clearly noticed them angrily looking at them.Reva was acting too strange.After that they all went home.Reva went to the computer.After opening computer she started classes for all sort of cooking.She joined chineses cooking class,Moghalai cooking class,North Indian cooking class etc.She just kept one hour difference in two classes.Then she went to Mom and Papa and told them.She wanted to join all these classes.Mom"But why?"Papa stopped Mom.He told her to let Reva join them and gave her the money.Papa was doing it because he wanted to keep Reva engaged so that she would forget Suresh's incidence.Finally it was decided that Reva started to going to all cooking classes.
Reva was feeling full of confidence.She felt sure that she could buy a hotel and be a successful.She knew it was expensive.But she was feeling full of unknown energy.She just wanted to work from tomorrow.Her cooking classed were going to start from tomorrow.But she didn't want to waste her time so she started reading about hotels on computers. She began to gather all the information regarding hotels.She was going to buy a big hotel.While doing this,she didn't even noticed that whole night was passed.When Charu work up at morning and tapped on her shoulder.Reva noticed the watch and started getting ready for cooking class.She was not even interested in breakfast.Mom forced her to eat it.Only when Charu was sure that Reva left the home,she started talking to Mom.Charu"Mom this is crazy.Didi doesn't done hotel management still she is talking about buying and running hotel.""Don't worry slowly she will forget this madness.""But Mom she started awake for whole night.""What?But why?""She wanted to investigate about that hotel.""Hotel?!What hotel?I just don't understand I told her clearly we couldn't afford it.""I know Mom.But Didi is not listening to you.She was joining those classes just because she wanted to run the hotel.""But by learning to cook she will become a good chef.For running a hotel she need many things.""I know.But you have to convince her.""No.Not now.She was very upset regarding Suresh.Let her remain busy in this cooking."Charu was quiet agree with Mom's this idea.But she was afraid that her sister was getting carried away with her dream project which was never going to be true.Reva was all day busy because of her cooking classes.When she reached home,she was still full of energy.Mom wanted to talk with her.But Reva was not in mood to talk with anyone.She had bought many food items to cook the food.Then she began to cook.She just continued cooking.She had clearly cooked too much food for four people.In fact it was suitable to ten people.When Mom tried to stop her.She clearly said was practicing for hotel.Mom "But we don't have that much money.""Then I will take a loan from bank.""But you don't have guarantee or experience."Now Reva was very angry.She began to scream on Mom."You are jealous of my success.I can't believe my own mother is trying to pull me back.I just can't believe Mom can act this way..."She just continued insulting Mom.Charu was angrily watching this.She was about to say something.When Papa entered in the room.Papa"What's going on?Why Reva is screaming like that?"Reva"Papa ask your wife.From now on I will never call her Mom."After saying this Reva left the room.Papa looked at Mom.Mom slowly told him everything.Papa just smiled"Don't worry.No one will give her loan and she will just forget about it."But Mom and Charu were not agreed with Papa.They could clearly see the wasted food and Reva's drama even after closing their eyes.
Next day Reva started searching in the computer for banks who could give her loan.But she found out it was hard to get loan without guarantee or security.But she still didn't feel hopeless.She felt that if she personally go in that bank and explain them her idea.She would surely get the loan.She decided one bank.She made a call and tried to meet manager.But manager never talked to her.His juniors tried explain her uselessness of her plan.Reva was not ready to accept her failure such a easily.She was going to fight this type.She started getting.Suddenly she began to remember the day when she got ready for Suresh's wedding.But this time she was not going to make mistake.She made perfect make up.When she started going out,Charu and Mom started asking questions to her.But she didn't answer to them.She just continued going out.When she started going out,Charu and Mom started asking questions to her.But she didn't answer to them.She just continued going out.When she reached in the bank,She asked about manager.But they told her to wait.For many hours she wanted but manager didn't show any interest in meeting her.Mom,Papa,Charu were continuously trying reach her by phone.But she just switched off her phone.Finally after some time manager called her.When she entered,he told her that he was a busy man.She was told on phone that they were not interested.But still she was wasting his time.Reva requested him to listen to her project.He nodded and listened.Even after listening he said no.Then Reva felt her anger started rising.She began to see that manager as her own enemy.She began to scream at him.Then she started throwing things at him.Police were called and to take to jail.But she fainted there and they took her to hospital.She was carrying her paper with her so they got her address from it when her family reached the hospital.They all were crying.Papa told doctor about everything.He showed them a psychiatrist.Then psychiatrist saw her.Psychiatrist"She is suffering from Bipolar I disorder.In this disorder a person shows undue energy.Actually it was a depression normally came because of brain abnormalities.But in case of Reva it came because of stress.""She will OK?""Of course and don't worry."After her treatment Reva was cured.But she never became found of cooking as she was in the past.
The End
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