Binocular
Rajiv was reading paper before going to office every thing was set in perfect way.Tina and Rishi were eating their breakfast. Priti was serving it to them.Every thing was normal.But she could feel that some thing was wrong with Rajiv today.He was not in bad mood or upset about some thing.In fact he was looking to happy as if he got some thing so important which could change their entire life on every point.He was so shocked by all this.He just didn't understand seem to care about any thing.Then he smiled at her. Rajiv"Did you saw it?""Saw what?"Then he showed her paper.There were one mobile in it.It was fancy and nice."What about this?""Have you ever thought that how good it will be if we have binocular in mobile?"Tina ,Rishi and Priti screamed together"Binocular?!!"Tina"But why did we want them?"Rajiv"You don't understand those things.You are just kid.On every point you feel one thing and other feel different thing.Elders need binoculars in life.You will not understand their uses in life.These binocular are so precious to every grown up.."Now Priti was confused.She didn't understand those uses of that binoculars .Priti "I just don't understand it.Why do we need binoculars?""For watching things.""Like what?""People or birds."Now Rajiv looked so frustrated as if no one could understood him while he was telling something simple. Priti was so confused. Rishi"But looking in some one's house is crime.""Now who taught this nonsense to him?"Rajiv started looking at Priti with anger. Priti"Don't tell you want our son to start looking at others house.He is boy and people will take it in wrong way.Don't you understand that if he started looking at others window then people will start getting upset by it.Every one wanted privacy.Some people may even complained against him."Rajiv started laughing. Rajiv"Who told you this?It is nonsense.No one complain.Any way I have just watched that mobile and I got this new idea of mobile with binocular.We can do many things in Television too.If you give me few days.You can see how does your husband change things and create magic."Then Rajiv start smiling with so much happiness that Priti just didn't want to contradict him.She just smiled back and said "All the best."She never felt that this was going to be that much serious for her after all Rajiv was doing his job for years and they were perfectly secure with it.If he wanted to experiment with some thing.Then they could afford that luxury.She felt that it was just like buying some costly thing.They might feel some clutch but then she could adjust it for Rajiv.She just didn't want to take away that happiness from him.Then he came near her and started dancing with her even children enjoyed that dance.It was wonderful morning for them.Rajiv's new enthusiasm in things looked perfectly nice to them.They all enjoyed it while sharing views.But most of Rajive's idea were nonsense in everyone's eyes.But still they enjoyed with him.After all no one wanted to spoil that moment.
But when Rajiv returned home,Priti was so regretted and shocked because he told her that he had quit his job.Since he felt that he could do better in this business.She wished from heart that she could only go back and changed morning.She wanted to stop him from doing that stupidity.But she didn't able to do it so she start cursing him for resigning without finding new job.But Rajiv was still full of spirit and just ignored her.He start making call to many people and started discussing this business.Priti was so shocked to hear this.It was so embarrassing for her.One day when she was buying vegetables,she was called by her neighbours.It was group of ladies who used to stay in her building.One neighbor"Your husband called at my house yesterday."Another neighbor"In fact he called to every one.I just don't understand what was he talking about?I just can't believe that you are planning to create such a horrible thing.Do you really feel that spying on other people is okay?"Priti was so nervous now."No..No.I don't agree with my husband.""Then convince him to stop this nonsense.Or no one from this building will like to keep any friendship with you.This is nonsense.He was suggesting that we should invest in his stupid project.""So true.Such things would destroy our children."Priti was so upset now.These ladies were blaming her for spoiling their children when most of their kids were already spoiled.But she couldn't dare to say it because she knew that Rajiv was wrong so she was not going to take his side. Priti"I know I am trying to convince them for hours but still nothing is working.He is not listening to me.He had resigned from job even before telling me.""What?It is totally madness.How will you manage house now?""I just don't know. Rajiv's had made enough saving to fulfill our need for some time.But then we need more.""You are right.You have children to grow and their demand will increase day by day. How can you manage?"Priti could feel change of heart by every lady.She could feel little bit relief but at same time she wanted to cry. She knew that her problem was real.She just didn't understand that how did she would manage it.Now every women started advising on how did she supposed to change heart of husband.She nodded but sadly she had already tried most of them and some were impossible to try.She was so upset by all this.She was sure that Rajiv was taking wrong decision and their whole life was getting destroyed but he was just not interested in listening to her. Then slowly after some time he started to talking to every one just about one thing that was his project.He was just kept telling them about it.Every time people were getting shocked.But Rajiv just couldn't stop himself from telling those things. Priti was seeing all this so one day she decided to talk with him.She felt that she had to stop him.But it seemed so hard.Whole time he was just running after that project.He was not even considering hours and money that he decided to spend on it.It was all wrong.
One day when Priti confirmed that children had slept,she went in hall .Rajiv was sitting there.He was reading some papers.She was sure that they were about that project.She wanted him to stop running after just that one project.She was sure that it would not work as he hoped.In fact it seemed totally waste of money when she thought about it.People wanted more important things in mobile than binocular because those binocular made those mobiles more expensive.She was not sure about their costs but she was sure that if some one wanted powerful binocular then that person should need to spend lot of money.She went near Rajiv.He was reading every thing in such a speed as if he was writing paper for examination and had to complete it on time.She could see that he was just interested in that project so much that nothing was important to him than that project.Even when she started talking to him,he was not even paying attention to her at first.But then she grabbed his file and he had to pay attention to her.Rajiv"What is it?Give me my file back."He screamed on her in such a way as if she was killing him .Priti"I wanted talk to you.But you are not paying attention to me.""What is it?Just speak and then let me go back to my work.It is so important to me.""I want to talk about this work only.""My work?It is miracle.I will tell you that how did we can do it..."Then he kept lecturing her about his project.Most of the things seemed technical to her so she didn't understand them.But she was not very interested in those technical things.She was interested in another thing that was customer and money.She wanted her future to be secured .Priti"Did you find customer or investor?""Don't you worry?We can invest from savings."Now Priti was so angry.She was not ready to destroy their children's saving.First Rajiv gave up that nice and perfect job.At that moment she felt that he must had some problem at place of job.She expected him to start searching for new one or at least find some stable business.But it seemed as of that things were not going to happen.She had to think about her future and her family now.Since Rajiv no longer seemed to capable of doing it.She was so frustrated by all this.Priti "Don't dare to touch investment of children.How could you do this to your children?Don't you care for them?""Come on.It is a big success.Just see how did I increase that money.You just wait and watch.""No.Don't touch our savings."But when he gave her his strange smile.She knew that it was too late.She wanted to cry but she didn't dare because she still had some saving on joint name and she wanted them on her name."Okay.At least kept those savings which are on our joint name."Rajiv looked upset but since he didn't had any option so he nodded.But most strange thing was during this time of chatting whole time he was doing his work .Priti watched him.It was really strange.It seemed as if he didn't need rest.Priti wished from heart that he was doing this for some useful thing.But she knew that it was not going to happen so she just went in bedroom to sleep.She knew that it would not peaceful but still she needed sleep.When she went in bedroom,she tried to sleep.For long time she just kept looking at fan and ceiling.But finally she went to sleep.As per guess it was not peaceful but at least it was little bit relaxing.She needed it in this worst roller coaster ride of life.
Next day Rajiv came home with lot of electronic gadgets.He had purchased it from shop on big price.He was expecting every one to admire it.But Priti and children were just shocked.They all had just one question that why did he wasted so much money.But he was not interested in answering.He just kept talking about some strange dream project and every aspects of that project.All those things went above every one's head.He was just too excited to make sense out of it.Then he started working on that project.It was so hard thing to do.He was doing many things on mobiles.Slowly he began to tell them that he was changing those mobiles into more and more interesting things.They all were watching it.But nothing was making any sense.He was just breaking one mobile after another .Priti was so scared about his health because he was not even eating any thing.It was so horrible for her.He was just working.But she hoped that at night he would sleep but he was not even ready to rest for few minutes.He just wanted to do his work.She tried to talk to him but he was not interested in talking.Whole time he was doing his work.He was so involved in it that nothing seemed important to him.She thought that he was excited because it was first day of his work.She was sure that on next day.He would not get so much busy and then she would talk to him.But next day when she woke up,he noticed that he was working for whole night.It was so horrible.He didn't even slept for few moments.Still he talked with her as if nothing was wrong with him.She told him that he must take it easy.But he was not convinced. He just kept doing one thing after other. He was trying hard to do some business which was good for him.He wanted to set that his business just the same way.He wanted to look totally best on every moment inside this business.He wanted some thing so nice regarded every direction of business.He managed to set that business in best way.Every electronic thing he had bought was best for him.He managed to give adjust those things in best way.But they were so many things and so costly.That she was shocked to see them all together.She was sure that they were not that useful inside life.She started watching those gadgets carefully on every point. These gadgets were silver colored objects but their beauty was extraordinary and she was sure so was price.She just kept thinking about financial clutch which she suffered due to their prices.But then she thought that those prices were not that much important when she saw Rajiv's face.It was extraordinary pale.She was sure that he needed that some rest.After all he was not slept for three days and nights.Since this project started he was not even sleeping properly.But yesterday was worst.On yesterday he didn't sleep at all.It was so wrong for him.He just kept hoping that things would improve for him.But nothing like that was happening inside his life.He was just trying to get it properly.But it didn't seem to work at all.He was so shocked by all this. He was trying hard inside his life.
For next few days he just kept working so hard for days.But slowly his resources were exhausted but still he was full of energy on every point.He just kept working with what he got.But then slowly he started feeling that something was wrong because he could able to sleep.One day finally Priti convinced him that he must went to Doctor.When they went to Doctor and told him every thing,Doctor suggested one psychiatrist.At beginning Rajiv was not willing but after some time he was convinced because he was feeling restless that he was not even willing to sit in Doctor's waiting room peacefully.He was wandering in that room.Priti was relieved when he agreed to visit Doctor.Finally one day they went to Psychiatrist.Even when Rajiv entered in Psychiatrist's room,he seemed so restless but that psychiatrist slowly talked with him.Rajiv told him every thing.Then Psychiatrist asked about his family"Do you know any one of your family who had idea like that?""My Mom used to had that energy.She used to work on every point and use to work on many ideas.But it never considered as big problem in life.On every moment it seemed so useless to us.She used to go out and did shopping as much as she wished.But my Dad used to keep limited money at home so it was never a big problem.Still one day when we brought all money for my sister's marriage at home that point my Mom went to Kitty party and spend all money.My Dad screamed on her and then he just kept money locked.But nothing big ever happen.""Did she have sleeping problem at that time?""Yes.She used to wander in house for whole time.I just remember it so well.It all looked so strange when she wander in fact dance for whole night in house.We,children used to try that we will sleep but mostly things didn't work out.We just get so disturbed and she never able to control herself.""Did you ever show her to Doctor?""No..No at that time we just thought it was swing of moods.Any way my Dad was fully against those things.He never wanted to make big out of it so we just ignored.""Do you feel that you are full of energy?""Of course.I feel that I want to run around and I want to show you all those mobile.Come on Doctor."Then he gave strange smile and said"I know.You also like to use binocular.Every one want to look in neighbors house.Stop pretending.In fact I am planning to visit every one known to me since childhood and show them."Priti was looking so scared.Psychiatrist gave a forced smile and then turned to Priti"I suspect your husband is suffering from Bipolar I disorder in it people have mania period like this.Is this first time?"Priti nodded negatively."Last time he was just purchasing lottery tickets and too much money was wasted on it.I felt that it was strange but I felt that it would go away with time.My hope turned out to be true on that time.But this time it was worst.""Don't worry.Medicine will reduce it We will start the treatment."Then Psychiatrist started explaining Priti that what was it's treatment. Priti knew that it was hard but she had to do it.She could see still restless Rajiv but she knew that she had known that it could happen due to her mother-in-law's problem.But she took risk because Rajiv was handsome and he had money.And most important thing was that she wanted a suitable husband as soon as possible to show every one she was great.She knew from inside even now with so much money.She could hide problem and show every one.She was happy and their married life was perfect.After all she wanted to show every one what was best.She planned every thing properly in mind.She was tense but sure that like every time she would handle this problem.She was good at hiding faults in Rajiv and showing off just best to her friends and relatives.After all no one had binocular to watch in their life after thinking that she started laughing.
The End
Rajiv was reading paper before going to office every thing was set in perfect way.Tina and Rishi were eating their breakfast. Priti was serving it to them.Every thing was normal.But she could feel that some thing was wrong with Rajiv today.He was not in bad mood or upset about some thing.In fact he was looking to happy as if he got some thing so important which could change their entire life on every point.He was so shocked by all this.He just didn't understand seem to care about any thing.Then he smiled at her. Rajiv"Did you saw it?""Saw what?"Then he showed her paper.There were one mobile in it.It was fancy and nice."What about this?""Have you ever thought that how good it will be if we have binocular in mobile?"Tina ,Rishi and Priti screamed together"Binocular?!!"Tina"But why did we want them?"Rajiv"You don't understand those things.You are just kid.On every point you feel one thing and other feel different thing.Elders need binoculars in life.You will not understand their uses in life.These binocular are so precious to every grown up.."Now Priti was confused.She didn't understand those uses of that binoculars .Priti "I just don't understand it.Why do we need binoculars?""For watching things.""Like what?""People or birds."Now Rajiv looked so frustrated as if no one could understood him while he was telling something simple. Priti was so confused. Rishi"But looking in some one's house is crime.""Now who taught this nonsense to him?"Rajiv started looking at Priti with anger. Priti"Don't tell you want our son to start looking at others house.He is boy and people will take it in wrong way.Don't you understand that if he started looking at others window then people will start getting upset by it.Every one wanted privacy.Some people may even complained against him."Rajiv started laughing. Rajiv"Who told you this?It is nonsense.No one complain.Any way I have just watched that mobile and I got this new idea of mobile with binocular.We can do many things in Television too.If you give me few days.You can see how does your husband change things and create magic."Then Rajiv start smiling with so much happiness that Priti just didn't want to contradict him.She just smiled back and said "All the best."She never felt that this was going to be that much serious for her after all Rajiv was doing his job for years and they were perfectly secure with it.If he wanted to experiment with some thing.Then they could afford that luxury.She felt that it was just like buying some costly thing.They might feel some clutch but then she could adjust it for Rajiv.She just didn't want to take away that happiness from him.Then he came near her and started dancing with her even children enjoyed that dance.It was wonderful morning for them.Rajiv's new enthusiasm in things looked perfectly nice to them.They all enjoyed it while sharing views.But most of Rajive's idea were nonsense in everyone's eyes.But still they enjoyed with him.After all no one wanted to spoil that moment.
But when Rajiv returned home,Priti was so regretted and shocked because he told her that he had quit his job.Since he felt that he could do better in this business.She wished from heart that she could only go back and changed morning.She wanted to stop him from doing that stupidity.But she didn't able to do it so she start cursing him for resigning without finding new job.But Rajiv was still full of spirit and just ignored her.He start making call to many people and started discussing this business.Priti was so shocked to hear this.It was so embarrassing for her.One day when she was buying vegetables,she was called by her neighbours.It was group of ladies who used to stay in her building.One neighbor"Your husband called at my house yesterday."Another neighbor"In fact he called to every one.I just don't understand what was he talking about?I just can't believe that you are planning to create such a horrible thing.Do you really feel that spying on other people is okay?"Priti was so nervous now."No..No.I don't agree with my husband.""Then convince him to stop this nonsense.Or no one from this building will like to keep any friendship with you.This is nonsense.He was suggesting that we should invest in his stupid project.""So true.Such things would destroy our children."Priti was so upset now.These ladies were blaming her for spoiling their children when most of their kids were already spoiled.But she couldn't dare to say it because she knew that Rajiv was wrong so she was not going to take his side. Priti"I know I am trying to convince them for hours but still nothing is working.He is not listening to me.He had resigned from job even before telling me.""What?It is totally madness.How will you manage house now?""I just don't know. Rajiv's had made enough saving to fulfill our need for some time.But then we need more.""You are right.You have children to grow and their demand will increase day by day. How can you manage?"Priti could feel change of heart by every lady.She could feel little bit relief but at same time she wanted to cry. She knew that her problem was real.She just didn't understand that how did she would manage it.Now every women started advising on how did she supposed to change heart of husband.She nodded but sadly she had already tried most of them and some were impossible to try.She was so upset by all this.She was sure that Rajiv was taking wrong decision and their whole life was getting destroyed but he was just not interested in listening to her. Then slowly after some time he started to talking to every one just about one thing that was his project.He was just kept telling them about it.Every time people were getting shocked.But Rajiv just couldn't stop himself from telling those things. Priti was seeing all this so one day she decided to talk with him.She felt that she had to stop him.But it seemed so hard.Whole time he was just running after that project.He was not even considering hours and money that he decided to spend on it.It was all wrong.
One day when Priti confirmed that children had slept,she went in hall .Rajiv was sitting there.He was reading some papers.She was sure that they were about that project.She wanted him to stop running after just that one project.She was sure that it would not work as he hoped.In fact it seemed totally waste of money when she thought about it.People wanted more important things in mobile than binocular because those binocular made those mobiles more expensive.She was not sure about their costs but she was sure that if some one wanted powerful binocular then that person should need to spend lot of money.She went near Rajiv.He was reading every thing in such a speed as if he was writing paper for examination and had to complete it on time.She could see that he was just interested in that project so much that nothing was important to him than that project.Even when she started talking to him,he was not even paying attention to her at first.But then she grabbed his file and he had to pay attention to her.Rajiv"What is it?Give me my file back."He screamed on her in such a way as if she was killing him .Priti"I wanted talk to you.But you are not paying attention to me.""What is it?Just speak and then let me go back to my work.It is so important to me.""I want to talk about this work only.""My work?It is miracle.I will tell you that how did we can do it..."Then he kept lecturing her about his project.Most of the things seemed technical to her so she didn't understand them.But she was not very interested in those technical things.She was interested in another thing that was customer and money.She wanted her future to be secured .Priti"Did you find customer or investor?""Don't you worry?We can invest from savings."Now Priti was so angry.She was not ready to destroy their children's saving.First Rajiv gave up that nice and perfect job.At that moment she felt that he must had some problem at place of job.She expected him to start searching for new one or at least find some stable business.But it seemed as of that things were not going to happen.She had to think about her future and her family now.Since Rajiv no longer seemed to capable of doing it.She was so frustrated by all this.Priti "Don't dare to touch investment of children.How could you do this to your children?Don't you care for them?""Come on.It is a big success.Just see how did I increase that money.You just wait and watch.""No.Don't touch our savings."But when he gave her his strange smile.She knew that it was too late.She wanted to cry but she didn't dare because she still had some saving on joint name and she wanted them on her name."Okay.At least kept those savings which are on our joint name."Rajiv looked upset but since he didn't had any option so he nodded.But most strange thing was during this time of chatting whole time he was doing his work .Priti watched him.It was really strange.It seemed as if he didn't need rest.Priti wished from heart that he was doing this for some useful thing.But she knew that it was not going to happen so she just went in bedroom to sleep.She knew that it would not peaceful but still she needed sleep.When she went in bedroom,she tried to sleep.For long time she just kept looking at fan and ceiling.But finally she went to sleep.As per guess it was not peaceful but at least it was little bit relaxing.She needed it in this worst roller coaster ride of life.
Next day Rajiv came home with lot of electronic gadgets.He had purchased it from shop on big price.He was expecting every one to admire it.But Priti and children were just shocked.They all had just one question that why did he wasted so much money.But he was not interested in answering.He just kept talking about some strange dream project and every aspects of that project.All those things went above every one's head.He was just too excited to make sense out of it.Then he started working on that project.It was so hard thing to do.He was doing many things on mobiles.Slowly he began to tell them that he was changing those mobiles into more and more interesting things.They all were watching it.But nothing was making any sense.He was just breaking one mobile after another .Priti was so scared about his health because he was not even eating any thing.It was so horrible for her.He was just working.But she hoped that at night he would sleep but he was not even ready to rest for few minutes.He just wanted to do his work.She tried to talk to him but he was not interested in talking.Whole time he was doing his work.He was so involved in it that nothing seemed important to him.She thought that he was excited because it was first day of his work.She was sure that on next day.He would not get so much busy and then she would talk to him.But next day when she woke up,he noticed that he was working for whole night.It was so horrible.He didn't even slept for few moments.Still he talked with her as if nothing was wrong with him.She told him that he must take it easy.But he was not convinced. He just kept doing one thing after other. He was trying hard to do some business which was good for him.He wanted to set that his business just the same way.He wanted to look totally best on every moment inside this business.He wanted some thing so nice regarded every direction of business.He managed to set that business in best way.Every electronic thing he had bought was best for him.He managed to give adjust those things in best way.But they were so many things and so costly.That she was shocked to see them all together.She was sure that they were not that useful inside life.She started watching those gadgets carefully on every point. These gadgets were silver colored objects but their beauty was extraordinary and she was sure so was price.She just kept thinking about financial clutch which she suffered due to their prices.But then she thought that those prices were not that much important when she saw Rajiv's face.It was extraordinary pale.She was sure that he needed that some rest.After all he was not slept for three days and nights.Since this project started he was not even sleeping properly.But yesterday was worst.On yesterday he didn't sleep at all.It was so wrong for him.He just kept hoping that things would improve for him.But nothing like that was happening inside his life.He was just trying to get it properly.But it didn't seem to work at all.He was so shocked by all this. He was trying hard inside his life.
For next few days he just kept working so hard for days.But slowly his resources were exhausted but still he was full of energy on every point.He just kept working with what he got.But then slowly he started feeling that something was wrong because he could able to sleep.One day finally Priti convinced him that he must went to Doctor.When they went to Doctor and told him every thing,Doctor suggested one psychiatrist.At beginning Rajiv was not willing but after some time he was convinced because he was feeling restless that he was not even willing to sit in Doctor's waiting room peacefully.He was wandering in that room.Priti was relieved when he agreed to visit Doctor.Finally one day they went to Psychiatrist.Even when Rajiv entered in Psychiatrist's room,he seemed so restless but that psychiatrist slowly talked with him.Rajiv told him every thing.Then Psychiatrist asked about his family"Do you know any one of your family who had idea like that?""My Mom used to had that energy.She used to work on every point and use to work on many ideas.But it never considered as big problem in life.On every moment it seemed so useless to us.She used to go out and did shopping as much as she wished.But my Dad used to keep limited money at home so it was never a big problem.Still one day when we brought all money for my sister's marriage at home that point my Mom went to Kitty party and spend all money.My Dad screamed on her and then he just kept money locked.But nothing big ever happen.""Did she have sleeping problem at that time?""Yes.She used to wander in house for whole time.I just remember it so well.It all looked so strange when she wander in fact dance for whole night in house.We,children used to try that we will sleep but mostly things didn't work out.We just get so disturbed and she never able to control herself.""Did you ever show her to Doctor?""No..No at that time we just thought it was swing of moods.Any way my Dad was fully against those things.He never wanted to make big out of it so we just ignored.""Do you feel that you are full of energy?""Of course.I feel that I want to run around and I want to show you all those mobile.Come on Doctor."Then he gave strange smile and said"I know.You also like to use binocular.Every one want to look in neighbors house.Stop pretending.In fact I am planning to visit every one known to me since childhood and show them."Priti was looking so scared.Psychiatrist gave a forced smile and then turned to Priti"I suspect your husband is suffering from Bipolar I disorder in it people have mania period like this.Is this first time?"Priti nodded negatively."Last time he was just purchasing lottery tickets and too much money was wasted on it.I felt that it was strange but I felt that it would go away with time.My hope turned out to be true on that time.But this time it was worst.""Don't worry.Medicine will reduce it We will start the treatment."Then Psychiatrist started explaining Priti that what was it's treatment. Priti knew that it was hard but she had to do it.She could see still restless Rajiv but she knew that she had known that it could happen due to her mother-in-law's problem.But she took risk because Rajiv was handsome and he had money.And most important thing was that she wanted a suitable husband as soon as possible to show every one she was great.She knew from inside even now with so much money.She could hide problem and show every one.She was happy and their married life was perfect.After all she wanted to show every one what was best.She planned every thing properly in mind.She was tense but sure that like every time she would handle this problem.She was good at hiding faults in Rajiv and showing off just best to her friends and relatives.After all no one had binocular to watch in their life after thinking that she started laughing.
The End
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