Poem 1087. Other person's mind

                                        Other person's mind
How hard to understand another person's mind but still we just guess and
When ahead in our life because we feel that this is perfect for our life since
We can think as wish as we like about other person's thinking and their person's
True thinking is our problem inside life because some problem just start to trouble
And they manage to hurt our thinking without much try in our future and life
So we just create sometimes artificial thoughts in life and put them inside mouth
Of that person who hardly care about our thoughts in life that person have own
Thinking and thoughts about life still each time we just think that we must
Understand that our thinking about that person's thought is more right after all
How funny our thoughts that we think we know better about some other person's
Thoughts and their mind after all those person are someone who have those thoughts
For many years and life time but still we think just about our thoughts and our
Thinking about life and on each moment we just think that one day we will see
Some nice and bright sunrise in life because that person will able to see truth
Which is hidden inside our thoughts and life because every person have some
Thoughts which are perfect for life and that person will never win until that
Person will understand those thoughts which we have thought are proper for
That person's thinking and life how interesting is our this concept of life that
We just think what we thought about others is far better than what they think
About themselves in  life but when some person decide something then that
Must be this person's proper thought about life because we want everyone to think
The way we want them to think in life so slowly we began to change many
Meanings inside our future and our life because after all in our life we want
To be happy and for it we want everything to become positive and right because
Inside our life every moment this person will think just as we feel and like
But still somewhere inside our heart and inside our mind we feel that our thoughts
Are something left far behind from each and every side so inside our life
After all inside our mind we think that every time inside our life I think that
We thought that if we think that our thoughts are something which are important
For our life since in life every time we think if our thoughts are something
Which are important for our life after all in our life every time our thoughts
Are something perfect for our future and life because when we thought about
These thoughts which are something we imagine to make us happy inside life
So every time we want to think that from every side we thought that we know
Everything in proper way in our life because from each thought we went ahead
As we want in life we turn sentence just as we want and just as we like so in life
On every time we just think that if we change those words as we like then may be
They will turn into true for entire life so in our life on each and every time
We think that we will have happiness which is missing from our life but
When we borrowed those thoughts we are so convinced in life that we just
Think that we are perfect from each and every point we feel that it is all truth
Inside our future and inside our life because when we think in our life we feel
That we are on totally right side and we just continue to live our life as we prefer
And just as we like because living our life in our way is most nice thought for life
But by just assuming those thoughts we can't get happiness inside our life
Because those thoughts are something perfect for our future and for our life
But one thing when we assume those thoughts we never understood in life
That one day they will come before us as truth that we are not at all right
We will know that person's true thought after some day in life after all in life
People never understand truth about their thoughts inside their life because
After some days we will just see that we are wrong by all assumptions in life
So we must understand that one day we will have to face the truth and only
Then I can say you can assume those thoughts and be happy for entire life.

Poem 1086. Same thinking

                                                  Same thinking
Sometimes in life you can see a dream but hardest task is that to turn true
That dream because while turning you have to lose many things so sometimes
You just think that maybe you should quit the dream but your heart don't let
You to forget your dream so you just always stay alive and happy with that dream
Even when people scream against you on each moment after all inside your life
About your dream it is your attachment for that dream people just never
Understand that want about dream after all inside our life every time we just
Feel happiness about that so in our life we just can't forget our dream and
Then we think that just like us other can't forget their dreams because inside our heart
When some one tell us that person is just like us about dreams we began to
Believe that inside our life we must understand importance inside their future
And inside their dream may they win or may they not win we began to think that
They also at least try to pursue that dream we think that those people are just like us
They will also like something inside our dream after all inside our life we every time
Just think that we are so related with each other by same type of thinking and
When some one tell you about their dream we feel so convince by those talks of dream
We feel like we got one more partner in dreaming we really believe that person will like us
Fight for that dream we feel that this person also know power of flying inside sky
And touching our dream after all inside our life we must knew every time that we must
Understand their thinking after all in life every time we need to understand our thinking
And when they talk us that we think we have so same and unique thinking when
They say they also from childhood hoped for same thing we think that we just like it
When they grown up but they have childhood dream so they can never forget their dream
And we can fly in sky may in different direction but some day we both meet
Because flying in the sky with dream is something which on one spot finally meet
So we think that we both have same power of thinking and being alone we always
Like someone with us who have different thinking may people claim that they want
To be unique but truth is that no one want to be that unique every one want some one
With same sort of thoughts and same thinking so inside our life on every moment
We just wish to have partner who have same sort of problem and same sort of thinking
May many people appreciate our work or thoughts but still we want some one
Who have same style of living and have same type of want for some sort of dream
So inside our life in our thinking we always feel that we must understand that
Our thoughts and our dream are something just for our heart but still when some one
Tell us that they have just like us in their heart we feel so happy inside our heart
That we began to think we both think in same way so we began to connect
Our thinking and our dreams with their heart so inside our life in every thought
We just think that we must keep our brilliant sort of our heart because inside
Our thinking we just think that if we got some one with us  then we can help
Each other to achieve our thinking so even when that person hardly able to help us
Inside our thinking just by that one's some nice suggestion we began to think
That this person is helping so we began to think if any one's dream gets success
Then it will be our winning and then when that person start to get some fruit of success
We think that we can't able to get our dream but still we control our selves and
Be happy in that person's achievement and winning but then after some time
That person began to think that success is not that easy so that person in few
Second began to change thinking so that person have right to change thinking
But I learn just one thing that in life  easily we should trust that same person
Who said that one have similar thinking because that person is not lying but that
Person have one bad habit that is changing within moment their own thinking.

Poem 1085. Different view

                                                   Different view
I just feel one question rising in my mind whom can have right to read
My things are they only who agree with my thoughts but when some one
Disagree I feel such pain in heart but it's rule life that people don't always agree
With your thinking or agree with your thought but I always use to think that
Person who will read my thought will be always the one who agrees with me
And with my thought how strange is life on each and every way that in life
When you say your thought sometimes person who don't agree with thought
Stood with you again and again I just have one question if they are disagree
With me how can they understand my thought so well after all my thoughts
Are something which based on my mind and my thinking on each and every day
But when they don't agree what I say every day they how can they agree
To things which I always say so different is our thinking then how can they
Understand it either I don't understand my thoughts or they are not understanding
My thinking but when I say this thing my soul ask me did I really think that
My thoughts based on just one thinking whenever I start to develop other thinking
Suddenly I began to think that I must understand that my thoughts are not just
My one thinking some of my thoughts may differ from heart but that doesn't mean
Other person don't understand and respect me because the each person have
Their own thinking but just one thought never make us or destroy our thinking
There are some thought which never match with someone and there are some views
Which change entire thinking of our world but still every day in life I think
We need to understand in life that our thinking may differ with other person still
It have same value in our future and inside our life after all in our life on every point
We just think that we may have views which don't agree with each other in life
Because those views are something precious inside our life and those views are
Something we need to understand in our days and nights because when we form
One view we just find that other person have totally different view in entire life
Suddenly we feel so shock that we want to break that friendship on that spot in life
But just don't do it and understand that tide because sometime views come between
Our friendship but sometimes people manage to keep them on one side because
After all everyone have their view and that is our right just by some views you can't
Judge a person inside life but whenever someone gives a view strongly against me
I just feel that I am on wrong track or on wrong side in friendship but even in friendship
We need to understand our heart and we must respect what other thinks about our thoughts
In our life's some part but inside our life in everything we need to have some sort
Of problem in our life as human being because if we find friend with same thought
Do you really think that friend will like your thinking or your thought but that person
Likes your thought because they are different that own after all person like some thing
New that discussing same thing old so whenever in life we feel that we are lost
And we made wrong friends by mistake because they don't share our thoughts
Then on that moment inside our life every time we must understand what is our thinking
And what is our mind if it is different that others then why don't we think it in different
Way inside our life why don't we think that if we fail then our friend will help us
With their thoughts in life because between two friend is just argument and difference
Of opinion not a fight because friends always share with each other what they like
And dislike two friends never think that about each other as enemies in their life
So never in life think friendship can mean equal thoughts in life if your friend have
Different idea then your chances of winning always rise because your friend will use
That source and you will use this one in life so if you really like to win that race
Then having two sources is always best option in our future and our life so every time
Just think that when your friend have different view then you have another way to win in life.

Poem 1084. Return

                                                           Return
After all in life when we see beautiful scene in our life they just think that
From those window sunset and sunrise but sadly many times we can't see those
Sunset and sunrise but if you ask your heart do we really need that sight then
Sometimes it says it miss all but sometimes it says heart don't have that much time
To miss anything because even if we can't able to see sunset and sunrise
Still we can able to see many people fall and their rise which always make us
So busy in our life that we hardly have any time to spend on our sunset and
Our sunrise because in those scene in which we are busy are part of their and
Their sunrise and sunset if you are the one with kind heart then you will sit
With that person who is facing sunset and try to help that one instead of watching
Real sunset in life and that is what I was taught my mother on each and every time
That helping people is more important than watching sunset and sunrise but then
Once again I have one question inside our mind if we want to enjoy some part of life
Then how can we help those person and still enjoy our life then I was told other thing
By my mother about life when you went to enjoy you must cut all contacts of life
Because it is good to help but just don't go ahead and help on each and every time
If you do that then person will never learn to value your efforts and time after all
In life sometimes we need our time and when we start to enjoy we must have
Sunset and sunrise after all in life just watching nature is good for our life but
Always remember one thing you may have different means of enjoying your life
Some like to read book some like to watch movie in their life but we must understand
That we have to stop contacting people on that time helping some one is good and
Working is important for life but if you just do these two things then when you will
Enjoy your life so whenever you go somewhere just try to understand in life that
Helping someone is important for someone inside our life but we must understand
That those people who are coming to you on sunset may change on their sunrise
When something new happen inside our life something better got by that person in life
Then that same person will forget what is meaning of friendship inside your life when
People reach the top mostly forget you that is normal tendency of our mind but when
This happen instead of blaming those person blame your mistake in life that you just
Paid too much attention to them and forgot other things in your life when we give
Too much attention slowly we began to forget many things in life and our enjoyment
Is normally first one in list of life whenever someone show that this person need
You may wish to help that person that is natural for mind but just always remember
That this person will easily forget you after some time when you help someone then
You always think in life that we have found some friend who will help us on every day
Of our life but that person turn out to be something which are not at all friend of life
During their sunset every one speak nice because they want your help so you can
Never understand true nature and true mind because in life on every moment
We just feel they need us in life but truth is something which is important for life
That those person may show need on that moment in life but they hardly need us
After sometimes and when they don't need us then only we understand true nature
Of them even when we help some one never consider that one as friend because
Helping  some in life is always nice for heart but hoping they will do something in return
Will just increase pain in our heart so whenever you help someone just remember
One thing inside your mind and inside your heart that person may not help you at all
So when ever time will come for you to enjoy life just avoid those contacts which
Take you inside life always keep some time for your pleasures in life but since it is
So hard to say no so I feel it's better to switch off all contacts in your life because
Maybe you want to help others but many people will just use you in your life
So always help others but learn to keep balance in your life between doing good thing
And between enjoying your life whenever you help never expect return in life
Because return is something which you may not get and it will cause pain in your life
After all we are those human who cut those trees which give us food to make home in life.

Adventure story 104. Twins

                                                             Twins
After sometime Isha was so excited about going to that picture,she was waiting for so many days to watch that movie.Finally she got that time so she was ready to go just when she was about to go out on that moment phone rang.Isha didn't want to answer that call after all her boyfriend was waiting for her in parking lot.She didn't want to keep Adarsh waiting.Their friendship was new and Isha had gut feeling that Adarsh was going to propose her.But when her phone rang,she had to see her phone number.She saw that it was her Mom's number.She had to answer it.But she just didn't want to answer her.Now a days her Mom was pain in neck for her.Every day her Mom started complaining about something.She didn't want that irritating conversation to spoil her mood.But when she saw that number.She knew that she had to pick up that number.After all insulting Mom like this was not in her nature so she picked up her. Isha"Hello Mom I am busy now.We can talk later.""Just listen to me..""No Mom.Will you please listen to me?I am going out so I can't chat.""Now will you stop this?Your sister is in hospital.""What?What happen?""I can't tell it to you on phone.Just come home.""But I can't come there like this.I have to arrange train ticket and until then I will just get tense.Tell me what happen?""Just come."After saying this her Mom cut her phone. Isha came down running and Adarsh was standing there.He was smiling so nicely. Isha felt so sad but she had to break his heart.She couldn't go out with him.She had to go home because her sister was serious.She told Adarsh everything. Adarsh was clearly upset but still he showed support to her and told her that he would arrange ticket for her. Adarsh arranged every thing for her and even came to see off her.When she was going away Adarsh was capturing her every details.He was going to treasure them after all he was going to miss her a lot.He looked at those tickets.He didn't want to waste them but he didn't want to watch movie so he phoned his friend and told him about extra tickets.They willingly became ready to go on movie after all Adarsh was offering them free of cost.But then they insisted that they would pay for tickets. Adarsh didn't argue.He just said do as they wish.His friends didn't said anything but they noticed that something was wrong.
           Next day when Adarsh came to office.He noticed that his friends were waiting for him.He had group of three friends including Adarsh.They were always stood with each other.But both the friends felt that Adarsh was hiding something from them.They decided that they had to force Adarsh to tell them his problem.But when Adarsh came in office,he looked just fine.They thought that they had guessed it wrong.But any way wanted know how did Adarsh got those tickets.Adarsh"Actually I was planning to movie but suddenly thing didn't work out."Toni"With two tickets?""Not with two ticket.One was for my relative.A cousin!"Saket"Okay.Anyway it was nice movie.Thanks for tickets.This is your..""Now don't give me money.They were going to get waste.""But why did you skip movie?""My cousin got some appointment.Now let's forget it and start our work."Then they all noticed their boss and went back to their seats.At that moment Adarsh was laughing from his heart about his naughtiness.He was telling his friends anything.He wanted to surprise them.He was sure that they would appreciate his choice and then help him while convincing their parents.He was so happy about it.He could never forget face of Isha.He knew that he wanted to talk with her so he dialed her number.He waited in hope that  she would pick up his phone but after some time his call was disconnected.Adarsh was so shocked.Isha was not taking his call.He could believe that Isha could do it.Then he remembered that her sister was in hospital.He thought that she might be not able to hear his calls from hospital.He decided to ignore that matter.He continued with his work.Next day he phoned her again but she didn't pick up.He was so upset.He waited for some days but when she didn't pick up his any call.He decided that he must visit her.He was so shocked to see that her watchman was not letting him enter.Watchman"Madam told us that I should not let you go inside."Adarsh lost his control after hearing this and he screamed"Why?Why did she told you that?I want to talk to her.Call her."Then he pushed phone towards Watchman.Watchman looked at him with anger."I can't phone Madam like that.They would throw me out of job.She don't want you to come then you must leave.""But I wanted to meet her..."Adarsh started arguing with Watchman but it proved useless.Finally that Watchman told him that he would call Police if Adarsh didn't go away.Then Adarsh had to go away.
          That was horrible day for Adarsh and from that day his worst life was started.He was started feeling so useless that he just didn't want to move.He went to bed and kept sleeping inside it until next day afternoon.He didn't even phone office and he didn't receive any call.He just kept sleeping there.He was crying whole day.He didn't even eat any food.He could hear that his phone was ringing.But he didn't pick it up.He didn't even felt like walking.He just kept sleeping and crying.Finally at night on 8 o'clock.He heard that someone was banging his door and ringing his bell continuously.He decided that he would ignore it for sometime.He hoped that whoever on door would go away just like his maid.But they didn't stop.Finally he felt voices inside so he had to go out.He saw that his friends and his neighbors had entered inside house with spare key which he had given to his neighbor .Toni"Now look at him.Here he is and we are getting tense unnecessarily."Saket"What happen it seem like you have crying whole time?" Adarsh saw that his neighbor stood there and he knew that he must not tell everything before his neighbor.But he couldn't control himself.He screamed "She left me without even word.She broke my heart."Then he started crying loudly.He was doing this himself but at same moment he felt as if he was acting some part of movie.He never expected some like that would happen to him.But it was happening.His girl friend ditched him and he was crying.He could clearly see concern in his friends eyes and at same irritation in his neighbor's eyes.His neighbor"I just don't understand people like you.Just so big issue for such small thing.I was so scared." Adarsh was about to scream on neighbor but Saket came between and thanked his neighbor.Then Saket told him that he might leave.His neighbor was more than happy to leave because he had expected some serious like murder,suicide or robbery etc.This was nothing but waste of time for him so he went away angrily. Adarsh started crying more loudly now.It was horrible for him.He had proved such weak minded before every one but he couldn't control himself at all.
      For some time they convinced Adarsh that he could trust them.Finally Adarsh told them everything.Toni"I just didn't understand.Did you had some fight with her? I mean any small fight.You know something you thought not so big and she got hurt."Adarsh moved his head negatively.Saket"I think something wrong must have happen with her at her home."Adarsh"Like what?""I think they are forcing her to marry someone else."Toni nodded in agreement. Adarsh"I just didn't understand why did they do that?They didn't even meet me.""Some caste or some sort narrow minded thinking.""But they don't know my caste.I think she was bored of me.I know that one day this will happen.She was so perfect and I am nothing.I know that this is not going to work out."Then Adarsh started crying again.His friends tried to console him.But nothing worked. Adarsh just continued acting like for some days.His friends tried to convince him but every thing proved useless. Adarsh got fever due to weakness.They called Doctor.Doctor"Why are you not eating?"Slowly they told Doctor everything.Doctor"Why don't you two go to that girl?She might meet you and tell you her problem."Adarsh liked this idea.Doctor"They will go but you have to promise me that if she said no even after this.You will forget her."Adarsh knew it was hard.But he decided that he could do it so he promised. Finally one day his friends decided that they must go and visit Isha once.Then they went there.They were so scared but when they told watchman that they wanted to meet Isha.He was more than happy to permit because he was so scared due to her.He told them that she was not opening doors for days which was so strange.He had totally different story.He was telling that Isha must had found Adarsh with someone or some thing like that and due to which they had argument.He told them that this might be reason of Isha's sudden departure to her home town.Then this strange behavior had proved his suspicion true in his eyes.Now Adarsh's friends were confused.They decided that they must meet Isha personally and if this was true.Then they would not help him further in this matter.
            When Isha opened door,they were shocked.Isha looked weak just like Adarsh in fact she was looking worst than him.Isha"Who are you?""I am Toni and this is Sa..."Isha smiled"Of course I know that must be Saket.Adarsh always talk about you two.How is Saket?"So with this their all suspicion vanished and they looked angrily at watchman for spreading gossips who had already ran away.Saket"Actually Adarsh is not okay.He is sick.""What?..What happen to him?"Toni"You left him like that what else could have happen?"Isha looked on verge of crying.Then she looked around as if she was scared that someone would hear her.Then she told them to come inside.Isha told them to sit then gave them tea.Then slowly she began to tell her story.She told them that she was one of identical twins.Isha "We both have everything.Our choices and hobbies and looks are same so we must have everything same.Some say we will share our destiny.I don't know that but at least we shared genes and few days ago she died due to cancer so I am sure that I will die too.""Who told you this?""It is genetic.It was breast cancer.I confirmed that it is genetic on Internet so I am going to die and I don't want to kill Adarsh with me.""Kill him?You are killing him already and who told you this nonsense?How can you be so sure?I like to check with Doctor first."Then they told her everything about Adarsh.Finally she was convinced to see their Doctor.When they went there,Doctor seemed to shock after hearing."Who told you that you will die?You can do check up again and again.Even if some thing happen they can operate it immediately.It can be cured.""But I feel sure about it from heart.After all we are sister..."Then Isha started telling them every story of her life.How her sister was just like her and how did she died horribly."I just don't want Adarsh to suffer."Then Doctor told her"I think you need psychiatrist.You are not helping your boyfriend.I think that he was suffering from depression due to this.Just marry him."Then finally she met to Adarsh who forced her to visit a psychiatrist.That pyschiatrist told them that she was suffering from Depression due to her sister's painful death when she saw someone just like her dying somewhere inside her heart.She felt that she was watching her future so she thought this way.Then he gave her treatment.Finally she agreed to marry him.They lived happily but still Isha did her check up from time to time because she didn't want to die like her sister.
                                                             The End

Poem 1083. Blind or safe

                                                     Blind or safe
Life is so strange game some like to play it blind and some likes to play it safe
And each side have some positive sides and some negative effects after all in our life
On each and every moment after all inside our life those life have some nice side
After all there are something which have some side inside our life but after all
Inside our life every time people think that each have perfect game for our life
Those games are something which are something perfect for our life these games
Are something inside our life but life have something which is perfect and nice
Life have always nice and perfect style because our life is something which is nice
After all in life when we play blind it have risk from each and every side and
Sometimes it just destroy our life because risk is something which is perfect
For our life until it doesn't take us on wrong side sometimes when we play blind
We win war one after another which will give us happiness inside our future
And inside our life then when it gives happiness we began to get so fond of blind
That we just began to fall in love with those risks inside life if you take them
In limit you can always win in life but sadly many began to take too much risk
And began to play each thing in blind they began to think that playing blind is
Always best way of our future and our life because they think they have so many
Things just because they play blind but there is always one risk in playing blind
At beginning it is nice but slowly it turn into too much for our life because when
Person get habit of playing blind there is risk of losing in just one game of life
Every thing that this person got while playing game of life in way of blind will be
Just lost same way as it came in life when this one win confidence in this person
Is so bright that this person began to think that winning can be achieved only when
We manage to play blind but as days went away in our life we can't get things
Just always by playing blind because playing blind is wise just sometimes and
Sometimes it will take us on wrong side inside our future and our life but there
Is always one other side which will tell you that you must learn to play safe in life
So some people always play safe in life they never take any risk and never walk
Without precaution in their life so they play so safe and sound in their life that
They never like to gamble and gambling is crime in their eyes so they don't gamble
It is something best in life after all gambling can't give anything useful in our life
But when setting bet is seem so nice we think that we must understand what is
Meaning of our life safety is something which is precious for our future and life
But then there is one concept that will harm even safety in life since they don't
Gamble doing business never enter in their future as well as inside their life because
Safety is something important for life but in business you need to take risk and gamble
In it sometimes so do you think without business you can live your life after all
Business is also heart and soul of our life so just playing safe will stop us from going
Ahead sometimes and some opportunities just go wasted because they are not
That important for our future and for our life because when we see our profits
In our life how can we stop our self from taking that opportunity which will give
Benefit to us in many times in our life because in our life on every time we need
To understand that they are perfect for their life after all safety is something
Which is required for our life but it will not take us ahead if we start to skip every
Opportunity inside our life and those chances are something which take us ahead
In our life so we can't play safe and say we are wise on each and every time
Sometimes we need to play blind while sometimes playing safe is needed for life
But sadly it is common in life when person start walking one way that person will
Walk in that way for entire life so some people just play blind every day and some
Play just safe in their life so this is what truth of our life some play blind and
Some plays just safe in life so we just play in one way inside our future and our life.

Poem 1082. Change in plan

                                                Change in plan
Whenever someone does something different than what we thought

Our first thought is that this person did something wrong because we have

Prepared our self for so many times and after so much thought and we also

Convince other person to act as per that person's want so when we do it all

We just feel sure about our work and feel great that we have done our task

We think that our thinking help that person from every front and heart

When that person spoke to us that person have convince us so much about

That person's need and that person's want that we just thought that we are

Doing best thing by fulfilling that person's want when we convince others

And finally that one get accepted and appreciated by all persons who stood

Around us and who began to feel nice due to those convincing point in our part
We feel that we have change the world and made it just as better as that person
Wanted from that one's heart and special when for some younger one we do
This task we need change our views before adjusting to this task so sometimes
We even force our elders to change their thinking just because we want that
Younger one to get in this world a fair chance we just think  that person
Will want a change in life and we think that person want to fly freely in sky
Then we think that even at our younger age we have outdated thought and
Then we feel so convince that we have done right task when we convince elder
And they accept that change and then we began to tell everyone our life has
Began again so inside our life and inside our thought we congratulate that
Person for new way that this person had found and wanted as that one began to walk
But just when we feel that person will finally get success of some sort why that person
Suddenly change that is one moment I just always hate when someone change
Even after we make so many efforts to accept their thought again and again
Because I just have one question inside my heart if that person want to change
Why first that person did those so much talk how wrong it feel for our heart that
Kind of change it seems like some setback for thing which started by us just to
Please that person and give that one success but then when that success is in hand
That person suddenly decide that person have that want so inside our life
On each and every time we just feel that if that person don't want it in life then
Why did that one suggested us or maybe we can say that one force us to
Waste our so much time in getting that thing in their life when it is so hard
To accept in life when that person found to get that thing so hard in that one's life
Then why that person struggle so much to get that thing perfectly in their life
We start from some place and we change our way sometimes but it irritates us
So much when someone does that again and again in life and still blame other persons
For wrongness in life some people have strange habit of changing thing on every day
Of life but when they force us to get involve we feel really hurt in life because
We are not there just to waste our time and we are not there just to entertain
Their moods and thoughts in life why don't these people understand that other people
Also have their thinking in life on one spot we think that we did every thing perfect
In our life but when these person change suddenly we feel that we have fall on our face
And people are laughing on us in life but when such things happen maybe we must
Understand people have their life so when someone says no that one have right
Even if you for that one moved mountain or even if you just clap for that one in life
You just feel that this person should not change so quickly their mind but people
Do it and say that they are doing right and when we try to understand them then
We feel we are stupidest person to trust their first statement in our life but just
Remember one thing we are not stupid nor old fashioned in our life we are what we are
And we don't have any problem inside problem is  those people who are not
Sure about them self so changes on each time we have done our job so we must
Learn to forget what we did in life because we did since we thought it's good for life.

Poem 1081. Sad song

                                                           Sad song
Sometimes some song touch our heart but every day I hope that it is not
Any sad song because liking sad thing seem nice but then they tease our heart
And bring out our sorrows every time some people says bring out sorrows
Is wrong for our heart but at same time some people says that sorrow should not
Be hidden inside our mind or heart so can you tell me what shall I do with
Sorrows inside heart because we all know sorrows are our life's part because
No one have lived without sorrows even if they don't wish to have them
From our thought but still they are something which began to touch our heart
Because those thoughts are something which attracts our heart but question is
That they are good or they are bad for our heart every day in our life we just
Feel one thing that do we really need to store sorrows inside our heart or
May be they will slowly vanish when time turn in something which is just
Dust's part but I just never understand can sorrows really vanish from heart
So hiding them inside can solve problem of our heart but then just remembering
Them with each song will be so irritating and wrong it will seem like something
Which will just hurt heart and they are always there to touch our heart but
When we like some thinking which is inside our heart I always wish it should be
Nice not sorrows inside our heart but sometimes I feel I just like sort of sad songs
When I know it's not nice to have that type of songs because they will just
Bringing out all sorrows from heart those songs or those stories seems to bring out pain
But some people says it's for best when once they come out then you will feel light
In your mind and heart but I have just one question do we really know so much
Inside our mind or our heart we just manage to get things which are store in one
Secret corner of our heart in that corner their are always stayed unwanted feelings and
Unwanted parts which always touch a person and that person's heart after all
In life many think from many sides but question is that can we take out all sorrows
By using thing of that sort or we just create sorrows out of small thing after watching
Those sad songs because in this life on each and every moment I feel that when
I heard that sad song I know at beginning my sorrows come out of my heart but
After some time I began to think that I start to create sorrows out of all in world
Even small thing which may happen in our world it will seem so perfect for
Our thinking and our entire world so inside our life when I listen that song then
I just have one question I doing right or wrong so difficult is our mind that
On each time I just don't know if I should listen to that song and will it please
My thoughts and my mind but then one day I feel that this is my life I have
To learn to do as I wish in days which are so limited in every life if I start to think
On each and every time what is good for my mental health and what is healthy
For my mind then one day I feel that even when I tried so much in life still
My mind is not as happy as it should be in it's life we always feel this way
In our life because on each and every moment we just find some aspect of life
Which manage to hurt our mind our mind is so delicate so we must use in carefully
In our future and life sometimes I think it is wrong concept for our future and
Our mind after all so delicate is small child but we handle them with care but
That don't mean we keep them locked for entire life because locking them means
Ruining all pleasures in our life because our mind also want freedom for our life
After all we can't always keep locked our mind because mind will want freedom
Inside our life and if our mind hate those songs slowly it will be understood by mind
On each and every moment I just hate to think about those sorrows but they are
Began because we listen to wrong song in our life they just began because they are
Hidden inside so we must convince our heart in life then those song will not matter
At all in our future or life and we can listen to them as much as we prefer and like.

Poem 1080. Educated

                                                    Educated
How is it possible that is one question in our mind when some educated
Person shows ignorance in life it seems like even after having so bright light
We are just in darkness which have began in our starting of life because
When we all went ahead and see those modern culture stood before us in life
And when we see people smiling on each day and each night we just feel that
We need to understand modern thoughts of life and we never feel need to think
That we need to tell them that there is powerful light which will burn only when
We keep our morals on highest point because when person read so many books
I thought it inside my mind that this person must have learn something proper
From those books and inside life after all when that person read those books
I hardly notice in mind that this person might be just reading them but financial
Good and moral learning never crossed that person's mind because when you
See someone reading you always think that one is grasping it all and one thing
You never thought is that this person never understood what is written by heart
After all when some one have power of reading every time we just think that
This person have read it from heart because when someone read something
So carefully one thought never cross my mind that this person is reading just
Because it force that one in life and that person prefer those thoughts inside life
That person never want to accept those thoughts inside life because that person
Never agreed to those thoughts in life sometimes person write something because
They are told they must write just by reading nice book people don't improve in life
Some will remain same even after so many tries because improving them is something
Which is important for thinking of that own person in life because some people
Just nod before you and say that they agree with you just because they want
Something from you inside life just like that some person just read books because
They want to use knowledge inside them on each and every time because whenever
We want to go ahead books are required inside our future and our life so in our life
On every moment we just think that we need to understand thoughts that arise
Because some people get knowledge by books while some read them just because
They want to go ahead in life sometimes we think that when someone dress up
In modern way and read modern book that person have nice sort of mind but
Sometimes even educated person needs proper thinking inside our life and just
Because we think that person is modern it means that this person got intelligent
Sort of mind so we just tried to convince ignorant people and don't tried to
Convince educated type of mind after all when we are learning to read on that time
We never thought that we have done something perfect in life and when we learn
From those book we think other will also learn from them inside our future and
Inside our life but sadly in our life every time we just think that book will teach
Others just as they taught us inside our life but in life when your slate is blank
You will easily write on that slate and mostly in childhood our parents told us
We must listen to our teachers on each moment but even after this sometimes
We just listen to what is told us in surroundings in which we are brought up and
Learn  things to say so inside our life we can't have black slate sometimes
Some thoughts are so planted in our heart in each and every way that we just
Think that we need to read those books just because we want money in exchange
But when some one think in this way that person thinks that books are nothing
But ladder to success and when we walk on ladder we never read what is
Written on them and for them books are nothing but things which are useless
In case of getting morals they just can't understand anything inside them so
Never get shocked when you find there are not morals and superstition in educated people.

Poem 1079. Perfect life

                                                    Perfect life
When sun rises from east side I think we need to feel sure that
Everything is perfect and all right because inside our life every moment
Something happen to which will bound to disturb your future and your life
Because world is so full of changes that those changes will bound to shock
You and your mind those things are something which are never expected
By you inside your future and they are of shocking kind and if you really
Want to know the truth no one really like to change what is old habit of their life
But when something new enter then it's rule of nature that old thing just
Vanish from each and every side so inside life on each and every time
We just never want to see the change inside our life because when we adjust
With that change then it will be worst habit for our life so inside our life
From every side we can do anything which is not wrong for our entire life
But when something new introduced it seem to trying for our life because
We feel so scared that we can't get that thing right and if it goes wrong then
We are in worst mess for our entire life but just for sometimes think that
Don't you manage to survive many crisis in life so on this time why we need
To cry but then when I think about it I feel I have cried on each and every time
Inside life when change knock on my door for my future on every time in life
Then those sounds upset me because they are not proper for sources in life
They just take me ahead in life but somewhere in life they are not that good
For future of our life we always start from one way and then land on other side
But that doesn't mean we can always able to walk same way in life and whenever
Our route change people always scare us and tell us that we are on totally wrong side
So inside life never feel scared that we are on wrong side because when life
Changes it shows many good as well as bad days in life you may need hours to
Adjust with things that happen in life but finally we need success inside life
There are always many dark sides in life because they are the one's which
Are always kept inside life we can never know why did god have kept those
Dark sides but there is always some way and solution on them in our future or life
Just think about those sickness which killed lots of people in past and our ancestor's life
But don't they still found ways to survive then why did we feel scared on
Small problems which enter in our life and why did we feel that we have lost
Our hopes just by such small tides may be they scare you and seem to you big one
At their first sight but always try to trust your senses in your life but only those
Which tell you that you can fight and then only you can live relaxingly in life but
If you trust your sense which are telling you that problems are inside life then
You can just feel scared on each day and each night because those tides are
Something which are truth of life and those tides are something which take them
Ahead in future and in life after all even after many days and nights we just feel
That we are lost in those tides because new changes are something which take us
Many days to adjust inside life and which make us happy and fulfilled every time
Because when happiness touch us it will always comes after expecting those
Changes inside that water or inside those tides which touch our feet's with each point
After all inside life on each and every time we just see changes as part of our life
When those tides touch you and your future inside life they also manage to tell you
That you are something outdated for some time but don't feel depress with them
And don't leave your each thought behind just pick up useful part of them and
Then learn to swim inside life because when new day touch same time it is written
In destiny there will be touch of night because night will give us sorrows if we thought
That why in night because on one side of that darkness is peace of sleep and rest
For our tired soul and body in our life it is depend on you that how you will see night
So whenever you see sun is still rising from same side just feel sure every in perfect in your life.

Poem 1078. Different thinking

                                               Different thinking
I have just seen some person change his view how exciting it will look
When someone comes before you at first and say that one is against you
But after little bit of convincing that person seems to be agreeing with you
You feel from your heart you are so great that you can convince and
Manage to change their views after all our life is all depend on views and
If someone agrees with you about those views then it will be a big success
To change some one's view when other person nod head and show that one
Agreed we suddenly began to feel that we have win some sort of castle
From strong opponent or enemy first thing in our dream is that we are fighting
Some big war and in that we turn one big musketeer against them form their camp
When we do it we will feel that pleasure of winning we feel as if we are so great
That we are going to go ahead with conquering so in our imaginary war then
We must have win some heart even if they are one or two it will not matter us
Because this is how our life's going to start so when few people agree we think
We started some new force and it will fight for us for centuries and centuries
So what ever we read in our history suddenly become one big true story so
Even when one person agreed with our heart we think that mean we can
Conquer as many heart as we want from heart because inside life on every point
We just feel that winning only happen when our enemy lost their soldier in fight
Now in our view when some person changes their view enemy must have made
Some mistake in their life and so we are winning because every one can able to
See true face of our enemy in their life so how happy we will be when we began
To think in our life that our enemy is defeated just power of our eyes so we feel
That we are so strong and we can do anything but then we think god must get credit
Of all so we began to claim god have done this and god have come on ground to
Defeat our enemy may be god have come to defeat some person or may be
God have done it by some angel but question is that why are we putting every thing
After me why do we always think god will defeat my or our enemy because
If some one is wrong god will do the thing but that person is not defeated because
That one is your enemy if you keep such thought inside your heart slowly you will feel
That god is doing everything for you and you are really something big but just ask your heart
Do you really think that one was your own enemy because sometimes those person
Are enemies of the world and god will do it because they did wrong enough but that
Don't mean that god is trying to fulfill your wish and god is trying to do as you think
God is just going what is rule of nature from beginning and we can never able to change
Any person's view because views are changed by those person who have that view
We feel so convince that we manage to create miracle out of everything but sadly
Inside world slowly every thing becomes clear to you and me after all those views
Are changed temporarily those who have strong views can never change them and
Those who have soft views could have change them with any wind so when some one
Change their views because you convince them just remember it happened just
Because they are never strongly with them some people get convinced easily in life
They easily began to think that person who stood before them telling truth and that is
Right sort of thinking so convincing such person is not big rock climbing it may feel
Like some success but inside life it will be useless for you as well as for me and
Inside our life we feel we have win when we get success in our life as human being
Because when our thought began to be understood by other it will be surely a big
Success for our thinking and our world but just having it as false hope to thinking
Is not at all useful for your thinking you never in life change other person's thinking
It is that other person's own mind which decide to adopt different sort of thinking.

Poem 1077. Smile

                                                           Smile
Smile is something perfect and so nice but still some people seem to have
Problem with our smile even when it comes on right time because I accept
In life my smile is on wrong time sometimes like when someone died and
Due to I get vacation I can't help myself but I suddenly give a smile because
After all I never meet that person who died on that moment but may be that
One is someone great and we must bow in respect from my heart so when
I smile it looks fully wrong so I accept that on that moment I acted wrong
But sometimes in our life we acted so wrong even when we know it not right
Smile just comes on our face without warning from our heart so this is what
Happen when we smile on wrong time we are insulted by our friends who are
Some people who always claim that they are on our side so when we did
Wrong they must point it out in life so I can understand it because I have
Smiled on wrong time but then one day I was smiling on right occasion in life
Suddenly someone said I smile in wrong way in life they say my teeth are
Not that proper so does it mean that I don't got right to smile I just have
One question inside my heart that why did we get objected when we smile
After all we are insulting someone in their life but people just seem to get
Irritate with someone's smile and they give any excuse to it like that person
Make strange noise or that person doesn't have beautiful smile but inside
My heart I want to ask that one what is need to point it out in our life because
It was just friends and we are drinking tea or coffee not some beauty competition
Which needed best smile but even when we all know this when someone say
Such thing suddenly vanishes our smile because our smiles is something so nice
But still so emotional that it vanishes even on one wrong sentence by person
Who is around us in our life how difficult it is for us to retain strongly our smile
Because even with one wrong sentence vanishes by precious smile until now
I use to think that I must have to answer to that person or may be I need to
Fight that sorrow but now I just feel one thing if only I can able to keep that smile
That smile vanishes before my eyes and I just keep looking at those smiles
Which are most precious gifts to me but still sometimes which turn into sorrows
By just some statement said by other person in life on that moment I just wish
That someone will support me on that spot in my life but that never happen
Because people hardly want to come ahead and support other person in life
They just keep nodding or ignore that statement from their thoughts then
They all just think that we should change subject but trust me my friends sadly
My heart never change subject sometimes I think I turn my lips in such a way
That no one can see my teeth at all because in our life on every point seem so
Much affected by those people's thought that on every spot we just think that
We must not show what they think totally wrong so when even I don't claim that
I am most beautiful girl in world still people keep telling me what is wrong inside me
And what should be changed in my world so inside our life on each and every time
When we are insulted we think that person is right and just started doing what
That person suggests but I just feel something is wrong when my smile vanishes
Inside thin air after all only for that smile I spend my days and nights and
How many times I don't remember but before god I just bow to keep that smile
But when some one just said something wrong if I can't retain my smile then
How can god help to keep me smiling in life we just need to remember on thing
On every day of our life that is our smile is something precious and perfect for
Our future and our life so inside my life I have decide that I will try to keep one thing
In my mind next time I am entering in any beauty contest so looking beautiful
And perfect in my face is not my duty of life I am beautiful enough if I keep my smile.

Poem 1076. Hopes

                                                        Hopes
In life from every side we just see some interesting things inside our future
Only if we think that way and tried in our life if we look at world with new light
Maybe we can never that dull light which bore our heart on days as well as nights
So different is our life if on each point we teach our self to go ahead in life but
Mostly in our life when someone misguide us about our life we just choose
Other way and forget what we wanted from our life so this can be our life
If we learn to live it as we like instead of being scared of some crisis we learn
To live as we like because we are neither god nor some angel from sky so
How can we able to win on crisis even after so much try after all luck is one side
Of this coin we need to learn to try and then for result we need to look away
From report card of life because sometimes our life plays such a game that even
After playing your best you just get worst thing there when you get bad marks
You say you can make more in next exam but at that moment you know that
You don't studied that hard but in case of life many times it's not our mistake
And our report card of life get such bad result without any cause in any sense
So inside our life on each moment we just feel that we need to find some way
But when we don't find way to improve life we just keep looking at that report card
Again and again as if by looking at it we can change our luck and our eyes have
Power to change those results but sadly in our life we never got that power inside
Our mind or inside our brain so every time we just feel that we are not getting
What is wrong and what is our mistake in our life so whenever we fail even
After trying we just keep looking at our report card of life and we are so shocked
That we don't think we will manage to win inside our life and then we began to
See that every report card of our life printed same way as if we have just only
Negative points which will make true winner inside our future and our life but
We never thought that may that report card is something which happen just on one time
And it will not get repeated again and again inside our life because our life is something
After all those report cards are nothing but just useless part of our life because
Even when we fail on one front but it is just one front of life and who will remember
That front when we will win on another front of life because failures are something
Which become medal of some person who is winner so on which reports you
Spend hours after hours can be just something great when you become winner
And if you really think this way your life slowly losing and winning will not matter
Because one thing in our life is most important for us that we should never skip
Hope of winning is something important for our entire world so inside our world
We just need to keep alive our hope because hope is something like breath
Required for our future and our world so I just feel I want to keep alive that hope
But some people say what good it will be have false hope now that is also one truth
Of our life false hope will destroy our days and nights so inside our world and
Inside our life we are so confuse while keeping hopes in life sometimes it seems
That we have kept perfect hope and we will win but then next moment everything
Seem on wrong link so confuse is my life on each day and night that just don't
Understand what is truth of our life because our hopes are something important
For our world and at same time they are destroying our future so for those hopes
We need make proper choice never ever try just to throw them away from life
Because one day these hopes are going to improve our future and our life and
One day they are going to bring bright light so in your life on each and every time
Just try to get some hope instead of searching every day for some failed report card
Of our past life because future will change only when we decide to change it
Inside our future and our life after all our small failures are not total destiny of our life. 

Poem 1075. Our self

                                                   Our self
May it be sunset or may it be sunrise still I think one thing in my life
Sometimes I can't able to see them as I prefer and like because people
Had strange habit of interfering everywhere inside our future and our life
So I can't able to see as I prefer and as I like those sunset and sunrise
Because every time dark cloud of other people's thought enter inside life
But question is that if they are others thought then why can't I throw them
Far away from our life and our heart so inside our life on every part
We just think that we are near our future and heart but question is that
If we are so near our thoughts then why others thoughts have more
Affect on us than our own thought because I think on each and every day
If I can ignore others thought and live my way as I want to then
Don't you think that our sun will shine brightly on our feelings and heart
Mostly important is my that feeling which always tell me one thing
I can't win because those thoughts are not others thought even if they are
Voiced by some else but still are inside my heart because those thoughts
Are some thing which are our life's part and they are something we all thought
But question of life is that why we love to blame it all on someone else
May that person planted those thoughts but if you ask your heart then
They are your own thoughts so you need to improve your self on each moment
Because our life have some cost to pay since you accept wrong thinking there
Even if we show that we are not totally wrong and we are convinced by wrong thought
Still one question is still alive there why don't we believe on right thoughts which
Stood before us and there because we are angry or we are upset so we choose
What we thought solve our problem but don't you think for our justice we need
To stand our self instead of repeating others thoughts again and again because
These things seems like some chant which are always repeated on every moment
I just have one question don't we have our own brain and don't we know how to
Make things correct so why we like to repeat what others said after all every time
Blind following have lead us to many mess I wish this time I will think my way
And instead of following their chant I will create my song in my way after all
In life we have some ways to get our things if we decide to get them our ways
But then there is one question which we will always face do we need to become
That much active in our life to start our new way sadly many people just prefer
Old ways because we are too tired to find our new ways we just want to follow others
And want to live in their ways but when we find that old people are not that perfect
We just went to find someone new and fresh so inside our life we find some other
Person to follow again until we don't find that person's true face and when we find it
I am so sure once again we will claim that these where that person's thought which
Convince us wrong way I just have one question why do we get convince in wrong way
And why do we need to follow someone in their way but many people said that
Our leader is needed but I just have one question in our life when we got leader
Don't we think same thing about last time for leader even in our school for our want
We want some person to come ahead and talk to our teacher and so we thought
That we need someone to talk with our respected person or someone from authority
In our future and world that is one bad habit we created in this world after all
Inside our world we never gather enough courage to fight for our own motives
We always run for our objectives to another person and when they claim that
They can do it and change our world we run after their thoughts inside our world
Because they promise with their courage to win our ambitions in our world but
I just think for once why do we try our self to get what we wanted from our world
Instead of running from one person to another person after all don't you think
That we have seen now enough world to understand we need to stand for our self
And no sun or moon can rise in our world until we decide that we want it from world.

Poem 1074. Misfortune

                                                               Misfortune
Mistakes are part of our days and nights but how sad it feel when our misfortune
Show as mistake in our life sometimes we do something wrong and they are mistake
Of our doing but sometime when we even do everything right things turn wrong way
For our future and our life but it feel so sad when person don't understand these things
In their mind and began to blame us for even our misfortunes which are just bad luck
For our future and our life when we get blame for mistake we can improve it in our life
But sometimes when luck take wrong turn in our life I feel that our every act turn into
Mistake of some kind so every day inside our future and our life we think that then
Our misfortune is our bad luck but not our mistake while doing thing in our life because
When we do something then our luck turn it into something totally wrong for life
Then sadly we get blame from each and every side even when we have done best
And we can see no mistake in our act for our life but still people began to blame
Everything which we do in life sometimes I think because people are so scared of
Bad luck inside life that they don't want to believe that bad luck is existed as part in life
Because when they believe in bad luck life seem to go out of their control and it is
Scariest thing to accept by mind but I have just one question why don't we accept
Truth inside our life do we think darkness will vanish from our life just because
We all keep closed our eyes so inside our life on every misfortune of our life
We just feel that we are in control only when we blame other people in our life
But I feel so sad that instead of accepting truth in life we just love to run away
From those truth of life it like running away in rain as fast as we can in life
But just tell have you ever manage to never get wet and stay dry on days when
Rainy season enter in our life because rain is something which always touch us
Even when we wish and when we don't wish in life you can't stay locked in house
Just because rain will one day enter in your life because rain is some nice but
Our misfortune are not like rain so nice but still they have power like rain to
Enter and disturb our life but rain is something precious while misfortune is
A bad luck for our entire life but still we need to adjust every time with it in life
After all bad luck is something that will stick with us in one time or other time
It is not possible to stay away from bad luck for entire life because bad luck
Is something so important for our future and our life whenever we see bad luck
We want to ignore it's existence in our life because our bad luck will scare us
On each and every time we just love to blame other person and love to say that
Misfortune will never enter in our future or inside our life because good luck
Are something precious for our life and we are always scared that this good luck
Will never enter in our future or in life because bad luck is something so common
In life and good luck seem so rare thing in life but if you just ask your heart that
What is truth of our life then I can just say one thing we have good luck as well as
Our bad luck as part of our life but we just love good luck and hate bad luck in life
So just to hide from bad luck we do many things in our life some of them are
We just say other person did some mistake in their life so if we don't do mistake
Then misfortune will not follow us in our life because our life is something precious
And important for our life and misfortune is it's worst enemy from our view and eyes
Because misfortune will always manage to take us on totally wrong side in life
So our misfortune is something so important for our life that we think on every time
We will get misfortune if we believe in our life sometimes when you think about
Just one thing it becomes part of your life even if that thing is your enemy of
Most horrible and worst kind in this life every time we just think about possible misfortune
In our future and life so we just try to turn each misfortune into mistake of some kind
And I just wish that people should understand this is not fair for other person in their life
After all blaming others never help your future and improve your fortune in life.

Poem 1073. Different mind

                                                      Different mind
Human nature is something always confuse for our mind we can
Understand many creature but we can't understand human mind
When we get something inside this world we just never feel satisfied
With those things which are important for our world after all in our life
We must think inside our world after all inside our world we have
Many sort of creatures after all those creature which are have something
Special for their world so inside their world they will remain happy
While human want something more from their world so inside our world
After all inside our world we must think that human need more and more
And when all other creature stayed happy what with they got we search
For something better inside our future after all inside our world we need
Something more special we just never feel satisfied in our mind so get
That pleasure we fight every day as we like until we get that special thing
We never rest peacefully as living human being after all inside our world
We need some that what we first wanted for our world after all inside
Our future and our world after all inside our world something was wrong
For our world because our world is something so important for world
Those special things are important for us because we as human being
Want something important and special after all human being are something
Important for our world that is one thought which kept us always alive
Even in this difficult world on each day we just do lot of struggle and
Even after bearing with them we don't feel satisfied with our world so
We start always on new front and our fronts are never closed around world
Because human being always manage to find something new or some
New kind of thing in this world after all new thinking of this world because
We think that there are many things which are needed inside our world
So every time human search for new thing in old and so strange is that thirst
That which never stops in life human being just want something special
In their future and life slowly they get those things which are nice for their life
And that is so great that human being went ahead so much inside their life
Because we never thought that will happen inside our life we feel that
We can't get those things in life but still human nature never let them stop in life
So out of cave we started and now we have apartment of our own choice
We have learn to rule on all animals and dominate world as we like and
Once those creatures which are our death now in our control for entire life
So we have become leader of this world that is one thought of wrong kind
And from that human being starts to go one wrong side may be we are winner
But that doesn't make us creature of world or leader of whole creature in our life
If we start thinking about just our need just think where we will go in this life
We have won many things with this precious mind but that doesn't mean that
This mind doesn't have bad side in our life sometimes mind which is too sharp
Will turn to totally wrong side it began to demand many things which are not
Even belong to us in life and slowly it began to hate every other creature in world
Because it want to have everything in life how much may we try but still it remain
One unsatisfied mind whenever someone enjoy it want to stop them from that enjoyment
In their life because it just want success and happiness no longer matter in life
That mind want every day to act just as that mind want in life because that mind have
Strange thirst of winning which will destroy many sides of that mind and finally
Mind just think that winning is important task for human mind so that mind which
Once gives us success goes to wrong side so different is human being and how
Different is our mind on one side it's best and on other side it's worst for our own life.

Poem 1072. Sun behind cloud

                                                      Sun behind cloud
How lovely it look when rain touch our window in our life how nice it seem
Like something beautiful for sight after all sunlight was so beautiful sight when
I see from clouds that nice feel of sunlight in our life those sunlight have some
Special beauty for our sight in that sunlight I feel first time that beauty in sky
After all in sky that was pleasant sort of light which is perfect for our sight
When I see in sky that sun is hiding behind I just feel I can't help but give smile
Because when I look at sun I feel it seems to show one difficult rule of our life
How easily that sun was force to hide by just few clouds in monsoon of our life
Because those clouds are something so perfect and nice for our future and life
Behind those clouds I can see many times that beautiful sun as a guardian of life
When it come out I feel it look so perfect for my mind it's beauty is so nice
And so nice was it's sight so inside our future and inside our life we can see
Things which are perfect for our future and our life in that sunlight because
When sun is behind the cloud it was most pleasant sort of sight because then
I thought that it will learn a lesson of life because when it was summer that
Same sun use to come so strongly that it was horrible sight we have to sweat
A lot and water had become precious sight that sun never care what happen to us
Inside our life some people will faint due that bright sun and feel sick due to
It's sight but sun never care what will happen to us sun acted as sun wished
For his entire time that time when sun use to burn my skin how much I hated
And wished that sun should get punish that heat just made miserable my days
And my night even that heat was not reduced when sun was not in sight like
Even when sun was not in sky still that sun's heat use to create trouble for
Our atmosphere and air so even on hot night we just scream for wind and
Sun never give us pleasure of any kind that sun reminded me of people of same sort
Who just gives us problems of many sort and we can't escape from them
And even when those person went away their problem will just stay inside air
Don't you feel same thing about some person in our life again and again that
When even they are not in our sight still we feel as if we are standing near them
They are cause of our trouble from every side and every way they just create
Problem even when they breathe in room even when we are on different corner
And too far away because their voice create so much trouble for us on each moment
That we feel as if we can't breathe in room in which they stood for few moment
Like a sun of summer they cause for so much pain that we just think that like
This sun they deserve punishment so when  sun hidden behind the clouds
I remember those people and their punishment because it is truth of life that
God hide them behind something and take their power and give them lesson
In life so I thought happily then same happen to those people who create trouble in life
But when I was watching it my friend came from behind and said one sentence
Which taught me more about our life my friend said that now might sun look
Defeated and beautiful but sun will never change it will once again rise in summer
In same horrible way or may be more horrible next time sun will never change
His way how much may sun defeat in life after hearing this I understood one rule
Which is written on stone in life some people never learn how much you may punish
Or show them defeat in life they just act same way one after another day in life
So when I saw sun from behind the clouds in our life I feel that it will teach sun
A lesson and it may not give bright sunshine but if you ask me I just say one thing
About life that sun will shine every day in each and every sunshine how much
Can you hide it behind the clouds it may hide behind them for some time but
Truth of life is that sun will not change it's nature or it's lifestyle because
Sun is something which suppose to shine in bright daylight and it will be it's nature
And person's nature never changes how much may that person get punishment in life
So some people will just come to their same nature after some time in their life.

Adventure story 103. Small Problem

                                                                     Small Problem
Sara was so happy on that day because she had completed every work on time.She had feeling okay today.For many days she was so upset.She was feeling lazy.She didn't know that why did she felt that way.She just began to think waking up was hard task.She used to force herself to do her job.She packed every one's lunch box.But anyone could see there was sorrow in her eyes.Yesterday it was worst her little daughter Nina asked her that why she was so upset.Nina thought that her mother had fight with her father.But Sara told her that this was not true.She was upset just because she was not feeling okay.She began to think that since when it started then she felt that she might be upset because her husband Arvind was transferred to Delhi on job and she was forced to live alone.Now she was sure that was the truth.She didn't want to live alone like this after all she was not comfortable with this lifestyle so she decided that she could ask Arvind to do something about it.But suddenly today she was feeling fresh again.She wanted to do all time of work so she started cooking lunch.But then she felt it's not enough so she started cooking cake for her daughter.Then she suddenly felt that she might give party to all Nina's little friends.On Nina's birthday she was so upset that she had to cancel party so her party was pending.She took out her book and dialed each and every friend's home.Most of them agreed to come.Then she called magician.But magician was costly so she decided to save money by cooking food at home.She began cooking.She was feeling so much energy that she cooked cake.Then she began to do pasta.Then she began to cook Indian sweets like Gulab Jamun and barfi. Then she made Biryani. Even after that she was not tired so she decided to make pizzas.Then she looked around her home was not decorated.She decided to decorate every part.Then she went market to buy new princess dress for her daughter.Even after doing so much work she was not tired.In fact she started getting ready for party.

           Nina was so shocked when her Mom came to pick her up and she was completely dressed up.She clearly remembered that her Mom was sick when on morning she was going to school.But her Mom was perfectly healthy now.In fact her Mom was ready to go to party.Nina"Mom are you going to party?""No sweetheart.We are giving party.Now don't you remember that on your birthday.We don't give big party.Don't you think that we should forgot your birthday party."Nina jumped with joy.She was feeling so low and embarrassed because she couldn't able to give birthday party and now it was gone.She was going to celebrate her birthday.Then Sara started jumping with joy.It seemed that she was more happy and enthusiastic than Nina.Then Sara started taking to Nina to market.It was first time when Sara was running faster than Nina.Nina was so shocked and confused but she didn't said anything.Then Sara did every shopping for Nina.Finally She took Nina to home.Nina was shocked to see decoration.Nina"Who did this?""Of course your Mom."Then Nina went in kitchen.Nina was shocked to see so many tasty things.Nina"And from where did you bought all those things?""Now this is too much.I cooked this all.""What you liked all this!!?""Of course."Nina once again looked around kitchen.She couldn't believe it.This was too much but her Mom was so strange.Sometimes she just felt easy to do any job.She could do marvels in life.But after some days she suddenly became sick and couldn't able to move herself.Nina just didn't like such changes in her Mom.But her Mom was like that and she loved her so she smiled and agreed to go as per wishes of her Mom.Then Nina went inside to get ready.She wore her lovely dress.She knew that today was going to be happiest day for her because her Mom was in good mood today.Nina looked at mirror.She was looking so perfect like some princess.Nina smiled at her mirror image.When Sara came in room,she looked at her daughter and gave her a nice kiss.
             That day was most pleasant day for Nina.All her friends came.Then they cut her cake after that snacks were served.Nina was eating it when suddenly magician came inside her house.Everyone jumped with joy.Nina was so happy.She began to enjoy each and every thing in that day.She enjoyed it jumped with joy.Her Mom clicked photos and also shoot Video of her.It was so nice.Every one was admiring Sara's arrangement and her strength.Nina thought that her mother would get exhausted next day.But when next day Sara woke up,she was feeling so fresh.She started cooking breakfast.She was so excited about doing something special today.But there was so much leftover that she decided that she must not cook.Then she went in Nina's room.Nina was sleeping.She woke her up to go to school.Nina was rubbing her eyes.She was so shocked to see her Mom so fresh.Nina was looking tired.Nina"You are tired?""Of course not.Why are you asking this honey?Oh my god!Do you feel tired.Let me check your temperature.No.You are not hot.You must rest.Let me...."Then Sara started talking so fast that Nina got confused.Sara was explaining things one after other without stopping.Finally Nina asked"Can I take off from school today?""Of course you can."Then Nina went to sleep.Sara began to feel bore again.Then Sara  noticed a stitching class.She suddenly liked this idea.She could go to this class because it would finish in Nina's school time.She smiled at this idea. After learning this she could start a nice shop and make money out of this after all this was perfect profession for her.Then she looked at watch there was just three hours left before going to class.She suddenly got an idea.She could call her Mom and start it from today.She was sure that her sadness was gone just because she started those activities.She phoned her Mom and asked her.Her Mom"Are you sure that you will not quit it this time?"Sara was so angry just because her health didn't permit her sometimes and she quit the things her Mom always discouraged her.She always saw other Moms encouraging her daughters but her Mom never did.Sara screamed on phone"Of course I will do it."Then she banged phone and started getting ready for her class.
          When Sara's Mom came,Sara was already ready to go for her class.She told her that Nina was sleeping and gave her every instruction then she started running for class.Sara's Mom was looking at her.In frustrated way Sara could feel it but she didn't understand her Mom's attitude.But she didn't have time to waste so she ran away.Sara's Mom looked around kitchen.Everything was perfect and Sara had cooked some extra food.Sara's Mom started going to Nina's room when Nina came running in her arms.Nina"Granny So nice.You have come.But where is my Mom?""She went to stitching class."Now Nina was shocked."Granny am I sick or something?""No sweetheart you are perfect.Why did you ask that?""Mom is not feeling tired at all and I just didn't want to move today."Then Nina told her that whole story.Nina"Granny Mom is so strange.Some days she didn't want to move them.Next day she was so excited.""Yes.You are right."Sara's Mom knew that it was indeed strange.She knew about her daughter a lot more than Nina.Until now Nina was small.She didn't understand things.But now she was going up and Sara's Mom sensed it.Then Sara returned to home.But she was not alone.She had bought stitching machine and salesman from shop came to deliver it.Sara's Mom looked at it's price and she was shocked."Sara you have wasted so much money on it!!""Wasted?Mom I am planning to open shop.You just wait and watch.Then Sara showed lots of garments.She had bought.Nina was shocked too.Nina"I think Mom will like it this time."Sara"Of course.I will do it that hobby of candle making and pot making was mistake.This time it is perfect."Nina nodded and started helping her Mom.But Sara's Mom just kept looking at it and said just one sentence"You wasted so much money on this Arvind will not like this."But Sara didn't pay attention to her and just continued doing her work.Nina was so happy when Sara was working on pot making ,she was not allowed to go near it.But this time she could help her Mom.Sara requested her Mom to stay with her for some days.Sara's Mom was not any way planning to go anywhere after seeing all this.She afraid to see that at what level would Sara do this time but it was her daughter so she had to stay.
        Next day Sara came with lot of paper.It was loan paper against her house.Sara's Mom was shocked."You can't mortgage this house.""But Mom I need a shop to sell this clothes.""No..You can't do it.If you try this,I will phone to Arvind.You can't dare to do it.""But then how can I start a shop?"Nina"Mom you can rent a shop."Sara jumped with joy and her Mom jumped with anger on Nina.Sara"I can manage this."Then Sara ran out.Sara was not at home for whole day but at night she came back.Now she was looking tired but still she didn't want to sleep,she start stitching clothes.Slowly Sara's shop started in excellent way and Nina was so happy every day her Mom was working hard and her grandmother was taking care of her.When Nina went to that shop every day lot ladies came there and admired her clothes.Even her teacher admired her mother from heart because inside her life on Nina's mother was doing great work every day.Nina was so proud of her mother.But when she told this to her grandmother.She said"Don't keep your expectations too high regarding your Mom and went away.But after some days her grandmother had to go back so she went back.At beginning every thing was fine but suddenly one day Nina's Mom just kept sleeping.Nina looked at watch,she was getting late for school.She forced Sara to wake up.But Sara just kept looking in sky.Finally after some time she said that she was not feeling well.Nina asked her that what was wrong with her.But Sara didn't answered her.Nina was so scared.She decided that she couldn't leave her Mom like that.So she went in kitchen and started to do something but she could not able to do any thing.While she was cutting milk bag whole milk was fallen.Nina started crying.She didn't understand what did she suppose to do.Then she suddenly remembered her Grandmother's number.She started calling her.But her grandmother didn't pick up her phone.Now she was very scared.She went to Sara again.She tried to talk but Sara just kept looking at ceiling.Nina was crying now but Sara was not responding.Finally Nina phoned Arvind,when she told him everything.Arvind got tense.Arvind told Nina that she should  sit near her Mom and she didn't dare to do anything in kitchen.It was dangerous for her.So Nina just kept sitting near her Mom.Nina was so tense.She felt as if she was going to turn into some statue like her Mom.
         Then after sometime Sara's grandmother came there."What happen?Your Papa told me Sara was not talking and you went into kitchen to heat milk.Never do it sweetheart you are so small.""Sorry Grammy."After that Nina went into her Grammy's arms and started crying.Then Sara's Mom went near her.Sara was not even reacting to her.Finally she decided to call Doctor.Then Sara suddenly spoke"I am tired.I just can't move my body.It is too heavy."Sara's Mom was happy.She started talking to Sara but after that Sara didn't say a word.Finally Sara's Mom called Doctor.Doctor checked Sara and told them that she was physically fine.Then he suggested psychiatrist.Sara's Mom was so tense now.If her daughter was mad then can it go to her grand daughter?She had that first question in her mind.Then she worked whole day.She went to shop to sell all those clothes which Sara had made and they were plenty.After all by selling these clothes she could at least get amount of rent.Then finally she went to Doctor with Sara which was hard task because Sara was not ready to move.Psychiatrist"Did something like that happen to her before?""Yes mood swing was so common in her since childhood.One day she used to come first in class and next year she used to fail.But she didn't suffer this extend.We thought that we can adjust with her.This time she is just statue.""Actually she is suffering from Bipolar Depression.Did any one inside your family suffer from this problem?""No.But my sister-in-law was suffering schizophrenia.She used to sit in same position hours after hours.Do you think my daughter is having...""No..No.Her problem is not that serious.She would be normal after some days but she will get depress like that again and again.I suggest you some medicine.They will surely help.""But do you think it will happen to my grand daughter also?""Actually it matter of luck if she carried defective genes then it happen to her but if she don't have,she is safe.Any way it is better if you stay with her because if your grand daughter stay with your daughter only.She was going to suffer from that problem surely because it is observed that those children who stays with that parents alone mostly suffer from it.""No..No.I will stay with her."After that Sara's Mom came out but she just didn't understand one thing.She should happy because her daughter was suffering from small problem or sad that her daughter was having problem.Then she decided that she would not think about it and phoned to tell her son that she was shifting there.When she talked she could sense that her son was tense now about future of his family after all those genes could go anywhere.