Unfaithful
Dipesh was working hard on this project.All the staff was doing as per his orders.They all were working on days and nights.They just had to finish their project.Dipesh turned every stone for it's success.He wanted to do a job of which he would proud for rest of life.But his boss was not that cooperative.His boss never took much interest in work.But his boss always threw every failure on him and his staff.Last time boss put all the blames of his incompetency on Dipesh's best friend and threw him out of the job.Dipesh was very upset about it.He saw his best friend was crying.Still he get angry when he remembered the incidence.His friend still didn't got good job.He was still struggling.Dipesh tried to help him.But it was not working so Dipesh had to work hard and his boss was getting credit.Even the staff didn't like the way office was working.But everyone was scared to make complaint.No one wanted to lose job.So Dipesh was working hard and credit of it was going to his boss.Dipesh just wanted to stop this thought.He should have to concentrate on finishing his work.Dipesh once again turned his mind towards his work.
Whole day Dipesh was working when he reached home.He expected Sapana to be home waiting for him and every angry.He imagined that she might be upset about his absence in home.He had been coming late for many days.He always thought she would fight with him about his work hours like his colleague's wife do.But Sapana was very patient regarding this matter.Some times Dipesh thought that Sapana's love is unconditional.But inside his mind he didn't believe a thing like unconditional love existed.He felt that it all had been rubbish and one day all the anger inside Sapana's mind would exploited like a boiler which was heated too much.He was just waiting for that day because these kind of things showed real love in his eyes.He wanted see his wife's boiling anger outside.He wanted a heated argument.He was pretty sure.Today he would have to bear with her anger.But as soon as he entered the home.He saw Sapana was happily smiling at him.He thought this was very strange.Sapana"What do you like to have?You must be very exhaust after working for whole day.""No,I am just fine."Sapana smiled more sweetly.He suddenly began to feel that she was hiding some secret from him behind her smile.Dipesh could felt it from heart.Sapana's smile was mask to hide her cheating.After this thought he felt,he missed heart beat.He suddenly saw it clearly Sapana in arms of the other man.While he was working hard to run their house.She was enjoying another man's company.Suddenly Dipesh felt a touch on his hand.He looked up.Sapana had brought tea and snacks for him.Sapana,"I made your favourite tea.I am pretty sure you will like it's taste.It will make you fresh."Suddenly Dipesh understood she might wanted some thing so she was acting such a nice to get a piece of jewellery.He was very happy by this thinking.It was putting every piece of puzzle in correct place. "What do you want?"Sapana looked surprised."Don't be crazy.I don't want anything expensive."Dipesh smiled.He thought it meant that she wanted something cheap.But instead of telling him her demand.She just came in his arms and said"I just want your happiness and I hope it will not be expensive."She looked at him lovingly.But he felt that she was a fox hiding in lamb's coat.He just had to keep a watch on her.
Next day Dipesh came home earlier than usual time.He slowly went near the home.Dipesh was convinced that he was just doing it to give Sapana a pleasant surprise.When he went near the flat he clearly saw Sapana was talking to a man.She even smiled at him.Then that man suddenly ran away.Dipesh thought he must have felt his presence.There was no reason for running away like this.This time he straight a way when to Sapana."Sapana,who was that fellow?""Oh!that it was our milkman.He came to take his bill.""So late.""You are right.He is such careless fellow.I am telling you with this attitude one day he will be bankrupt.""But you are laughing with him.""What?what do you mean by this?"Dipesh saw anger in Sapana 's eyes and he got confused again.But he decided to stick to his statement.After all he needed to get his doubts cleared.He wanted to live peacefully.He asked her clearly,"You were laughing with him?""So.He cracked a joke and I laughed on it.That's it.Why are you behaving like this?What is in your mind?"After seeing in Sapana's eyes he clearly saw that he had hurting her.Dipesh started massaging his head.Dipesh"Sapana I am trying to tell you.Your too innocent to understand these people's meaning.I know their meaning .Don't be over friendly like that.Everyone will misunderstood you."Now Sapana looked confused.She just said"As you wish."and went inside.Dipesh silently followed her.
When he went inside,he saw Sapana was busy with cooking.He suddenly thought if she was doing dinner now.What was she doing for whole time?Dipesh"You don't have time for me now.What were you doing for whole day?""Actually all friends from my college were gathered today so I went there.I thought you will come late as usual.You should have phoned me.I was not at all prepared for you.""So now a days I need to take your appointments."Sapana came out of the kitchen.Now she was giving her special smile which always used to melt his heart.But not today; today he wanted answers of his all questions.Sapana "Let go somewhere we shall eat dinner outside today.That way I don't have to waste my time for cooking and we can enjoy each others company.""Where do you want to go?I think to meet your friends again."Dipesh clearly saw a spark of anger in Sapana's eyes this time.But she stopped herself again and once again her smile returned on her face.Sapana"Now will you stop teasing?I like to watch cinema."After this Dipesh had no options but had to agree with her.So they went to cinema.
As soon as they reached on the road,Sapana hurried towards a taxi.Dipesh was coming fast but just couldn't match her speed because his shoes were stuck in odd ways.Sapana stopped that taxi driver.Dipesh knew that she smiled because she got the taxi so easily.She hated to wait for taxi.But still he just didn't like it.When they sat in taxi,he noticed the taxi driver was looking in the review mirror.It seemed normal from outside.But still Dipesh found it strange.He was looked just like milkman.This thought disgusted Dipesh.He began to think 'May be he is Sapana's boyfriend.Who is wearing disguise to confuse him?This way he can go out with Sapana and he never know."When he was thinking this.Sapana suddenly hold his hand.He just looked at her with disturbed thoughts.Sapana"What's wrong with you?Why are you looking so upset?""Don't you think he is looking like our milkman?""Don't be silly.Our milkman is young.This man is very old fellow.Look at his wrinkled face.Now stop being paranoid.No one is following us."After this Sapana gave him a nice smile and put her head on his shoulder.He was shocked by her behaviour.She never came near him like this in public.She was doing it to hide her affair.He was pretty sure.She had an affair and he decided to first find the guy.Then confront her with the evidence.He decided to continue his search.
For few days he just continued with his work.His boss was not giving him any vacation.Dipesh desperately needed one.He wanted to locate all clues to prove Sapana's guilt.Finally one day he got time off for some hours.He literally ran home.When he reached there.Sapana was in the house.He slowly opened the door with his latch key.Sapana was cooking in the kitchen.She must had felt something was strange because she came in the hall.But when she reached in the hall.Dipesh was hidden behind sofa.She just looked around.After some time she was convinced that no one was there.She thought that she must had imagined it.She went back in the kitchen.She was very angry with herself for being such a over imaginative.When she finally went in kitchen,Dipesh went to their bedroom.Slowly he opened their cupboard.Then he opened Sapana's drawer.Luckily Sapana had not locked it.She didn't seem to afraid of thief.After all no thief had ever robbed in their building.But still Dipesh always told Sapana to lock her drawer.He always got angry with her about this carelessness.But today he was happy about it.He easily opened the drawer.He slowly took out each and every item from the drawer.He was looking for her secrets.But there was nothing in that drawer.Finally he found some receipts.She had purchased some movie tickets so she was going on the date with someone.He wanted to ask her face to face this time.But he wanted concrete evidence.Then he suddenly remembered that his friend mentioned Private Investigator who did such a job.He was going to contact his friend.But he surely needed some evidence to prove his point before detective.He could go to detective if he had some proof to support his suspicion.Sapana's some extra expenses,her love letters, at least some pictures etc. were needed.By this he could at least convince his friend to support him.He would able to get number of that detectives.But if he took away movie tickets.Sapana was surely going to notice the difference.Then he found Sapana's telephone diary.There were many male names and numbers in it which were unknown to him.He just wanted to torn the every page of diary.Then he felt Sapana was entering in the bedroom.He literally ran under the bed.Sapana sat on the bed.She was singing happily.For sometime she slept on the bed and continue her singing.She was daydreaming while daydreaming she was looking every beautiful.Dipesh was fascinated by her beauty.But suddenly he felt sad.She was no longer his.She was surely daydreaming about someone else.Then she went to her cupboard.She opened it and took out her new dress.She slowly started moving her hands on it.Dipesh could feel her dream and he had become more and more sure that he was not part of it.He waited there patiently.He had to hide there.But he was finding it hard to tolerate her affair and watching her daydreaming like this.He had to expose her before whole family.He had to show them her real face.
Next day he went to his friend and tried to convince him.But his friend didn't seem to be convinced."I don't agree with you.The things you are describing look very common to me.""You just don't understand.It's just gut feelings...""OK!OK! I think I will take you to Private Investigator tomorrow.""But I don't have everything.If you want to please your boss,forget Private Investigator.If you want to do it,forget everything else."Dipesh needed to prove his point so he decided to go against his boss's wishes.Private Investigator read all his case."I will give you all details.But I have gut feeling.You are imagining.""What?""These kind of disguise is just for films.In real life it's impossible.But still for peace of your mind.I will search in the case."Dipesh smiled happily.After that on each and everything he was looking at her with suspicion.Then the day came when Sapana was planning to go on movie with her mystery man.From the morning she was looking every happy.She was smiling at him unnecessarily.He knew her plan.But he wanted the proof.So he went to office and continued his work till late night.But after sometime Private Investigator's phone came.""Sir your wife never left the home.She was inside house whole time.When she didn't come out,I went near home. I watched through the window.She was wearing the dress you described and crying before cake.May be you forgot her birthday?""If I forgot her birthday,why didn't she told me about it in morning.No that fellow is late or not coming.You just keep a watch on her.""As you wish Sir."After that Dipesh didn't come home until early in the morning.By then Sapana had cleared everything and went to sleep.
But from next morning Sapana was every upset.Her anger and frustration was clearly seen on her face.Dipesh thought she was mad at her lover.He was very happy about it.After all every cheater should had to suffer.Slowly her smile was vanished.She started getting irritated by him.Dipesh was convinced that one day she would confessed.But she continued looking more and more angry day by day.Dipesh was very sure that Private Investigator would give him some evidence.But Private Investigator submitted report that had given his wife clean chit.This was too much for Dipesh.He straight away went to his office."You said my wife is honest.I just don't believe it.May be you are double crossing me?"Now Private Investigator seemed very angry."Oh God!!This is too much.Your wife don't have that much money.""Then her boyfriend must have the money.""I just don't understand.Your wife is completely honest with you.Why are you wanted to prove otherwise.Are you interested in other girl?Do you want to divorce her?""Shut up!I know she is having affairs.I can feel it by heart.""Then may be you shall need a doctor.A psychiatrist."After this Dipesh left the room angrily.Then he began to go to other Private Investigator.He went to many Private Investigator.Everyone gave him same report as first one and finally he had to confess this to Sapana.
Sapana was shocked hear it.Sapana"But it was our date.I planned for you.As a surprise.How can you think this way?I acted this way just to you my support because your best friend thrown out of job.I can feel your tension.But you just seem to be always blaming me.Why do you always act like this?Now a days even when I talked to shopkeeper you get jealous.You have to stop acting like this.I can't live like this.""I think may be we shall have to leave this area.If we got rid of that milkman...""Stop it.Please let's go to psychiatrist."Dipesh was not ready at first.But slowly it became unbearable to him and he decided to go to psychiatrist.
The psychiatrist at first asked Dipesh general questions because of it Dipesh relaxed little.Then he slowly began to trust the psychiatrist and told him everything without keeping anything back.Then after hearing everything for sometime he sat thinking and finally he told them"I think he is suffering from Delusional Order.Jealous type is characterized by the delusion that one's sexual partner is being unfaithful.For example a man may be mistakenly convinced that his wife is having an affair and he may construct a set of "evidence"of routine domestic events to "prove" her infidelity."But looking at Dipesh it could be clearly seen that he was suffering from these symptoms."I think Dipesh has recently experienced tremendous stress at his job.Although he has avoided dwelling on his job problems.He has begun to develop irrational beliefs about his wife."Sapana"Can he become alright?""Of course slowly he will be alright."After that Dipesh's treatment was started.But next day when he went to office, first thing he had done was complaint against his boss.
The End
When he went inside,he saw Sapana was busy with cooking.He suddenly thought if she was doing dinner now.What was she doing for whole time?Dipesh"You don't have time for me now.What were you doing for whole day?""Actually all friends from my college were gathered today so I went there.I thought you will come late as usual.You should have phoned me.I was not at all prepared for you.""So now a days I need to take your appointments."Sapana came out of the kitchen.Now she was giving her special smile which always used to melt his heart.But not today; today he wanted answers of his all questions.Sapana "Let go somewhere we shall eat dinner outside today.That way I don't have to waste my time for cooking and we can enjoy each others company.""Where do you want to go?I think to meet your friends again."Dipesh clearly saw a spark of anger in Sapana's eyes this time.But she stopped herself again and once again her smile returned on her face.Sapana"Now will you stop teasing?I like to watch cinema."After this Dipesh had no options but had to agree with her.So they went to cinema.
As soon as they reached on the road,Sapana hurried towards a taxi.Dipesh was coming fast but just couldn't match her speed because his shoes were stuck in odd ways.Sapana stopped that taxi driver.Dipesh knew that she smiled because she got the taxi so easily.She hated to wait for taxi.But still he just didn't like it.When they sat in taxi,he noticed the taxi driver was looking in the review mirror.It seemed normal from outside.But still Dipesh found it strange.He was looked just like milkman.This thought disgusted Dipesh.He began to think 'May be he is Sapana's boyfriend.Who is wearing disguise to confuse him?This way he can go out with Sapana and he never know."When he was thinking this.Sapana suddenly hold his hand.He just looked at her with disturbed thoughts.Sapana"What's wrong with you?Why are you looking so upset?""Don't you think he is looking like our milkman?""Don't be silly.Our milkman is young.This man is very old fellow.Look at his wrinkled face.Now stop being paranoid.No one is following us."After this Sapana gave him a nice smile and put her head on his shoulder.He was shocked by her behaviour.She never came near him like this in public.She was doing it to hide her affair.He was pretty sure.She had an affair and he decided to first find the guy.Then confront her with the evidence.He decided to continue his search.
For few days he just continued with his work.His boss was not giving him any vacation.Dipesh desperately needed one.He wanted to locate all clues to prove Sapana's guilt.Finally one day he got time off for some hours.He literally ran home.When he reached there.Sapana was in the house.He slowly opened the door with his latch key.Sapana was cooking in the kitchen.She must had felt something was strange because she came in the hall.But when she reached in the hall.Dipesh was hidden behind sofa.She just looked around.After some time she was convinced that no one was there.She thought that she must had imagined it.She went back in the kitchen.She was very angry with herself for being such a over imaginative.When she finally went in kitchen,Dipesh went to their bedroom.Slowly he opened their cupboard.Then he opened Sapana's drawer.Luckily Sapana had not locked it.She didn't seem to afraid of thief.After all no thief had ever robbed in their building.But still Dipesh always told Sapana to lock her drawer.He always got angry with her about this carelessness.But today he was happy about it.He easily opened the drawer.He slowly took out each and every item from the drawer.He was looking for her secrets.But there was nothing in that drawer.Finally he found some receipts.She had purchased some movie tickets so she was going on the date with someone.He wanted to ask her face to face this time.But he wanted concrete evidence.Then he suddenly remembered that his friend mentioned Private Investigator who did such a job.He was going to contact his friend.But he surely needed some evidence to prove his point before detective.He could go to detective if he had some proof to support his suspicion.Sapana's some extra expenses,her love letters, at least some pictures etc. were needed.By this he could at least convince his friend to support him.He would able to get number of that detectives.But if he took away movie tickets.Sapana was surely going to notice the difference.Then he found Sapana's telephone diary.There were many male names and numbers in it which were unknown to him.He just wanted to torn the every page of diary.Then he felt Sapana was entering in the bedroom.He literally ran under the bed.Sapana sat on the bed.She was singing happily.For sometime she slept on the bed and continue her singing.She was daydreaming while daydreaming she was looking every beautiful.Dipesh was fascinated by her beauty.But suddenly he felt sad.She was no longer his.She was surely daydreaming about someone else.Then she went to her cupboard.She opened it and took out her new dress.She slowly started moving her hands on it.Dipesh could feel her dream and he had become more and more sure that he was not part of it.He waited there patiently.He had to hide there.But he was finding it hard to tolerate her affair and watching her daydreaming like this.He had to expose her before whole family.He had to show them her real face.
Next day he went to his friend and tried to convince him.But his friend didn't seem to be convinced."I don't agree with you.The things you are describing look very common to me.""You just don't understand.It's just gut feelings...""OK!OK! I think I will take you to Private Investigator tomorrow.""But I don't have everything.If you want to please your boss,forget Private Investigator.If you want to do it,forget everything else."Dipesh needed to prove his point so he decided to go against his boss's wishes.Private Investigator read all his case."I will give you all details.But I have gut feeling.You are imagining.""What?""These kind of disguise is just for films.In real life it's impossible.But still for peace of your mind.I will search in the case."Dipesh smiled happily.After that on each and everything he was looking at her with suspicion.Then the day came when Sapana was planning to go on movie with her mystery man.From the morning she was looking every happy.She was smiling at him unnecessarily.He knew her plan.But he wanted the proof.So he went to office and continued his work till late night.But after sometime Private Investigator's phone came.""Sir your wife never left the home.She was inside house whole time.When she didn't come out,I went near home. I watched through the window.She was wearing the dress you described and crying before cake.May be you forgot her birthday?""If I forgot her birthday,why didn't she told me about it in morning.No that fellow is late or not coming.You just keep a watch on her.""As you wish Sir."After that Dipesh didn't come home until early in the morning.By then Sapana had cleared everything and went to sleep.
But from next morning Sapana was every upset.Her anger and frustration was clearly seen on her face.Dipesh thought she was mad at her lover.He was very happy about it.After all every cheater should had to suffer.Slowly her smile was vanished.She started getting irritated by him.Dipesh was convinced that one day she would confessed.But she continued looking more and more angry day by day.Dipesh was very sure that Private Investigator would give him some evidence.But Private Investigator submitted report that had given his wife clean chit.This was too much for Dipesh.He straight away went to his office."You said my wife is honest.I just don't believe it.May be you are double crossing me?"Now Private Investigator seemed very angry."Oh God!!This is too much.Your wife don't have that much money.""Then her boyfriend must have the money.""I just don't understand.Your wife is completely honest with you.Why are you wanted to prove otherwise.Are you interested in other girl?Do you want to divorce her?""Shut up!I know she is having affairs.I can feel it by heart.""Then may be you shall need a doctor.A psychiatrist."After this Dipesh left the room angrily.Then he began to go to other Private Investigator.He went to many Private Investigator.Everyone gave him same report as first one and finally he had to confess this to Sapana.
Sapana was shocked hear it.Sapana"But it was our date.I planned for you.As a surprise.How can you think this way?I acted this way just to you my support because your best friend thrown out of job.I can feel your tension.But you just seem to be always blaming me.Why do you always act like this?Now a days even when I talked to shopkeeper you get jealous.You have to stop acting like this.I can't live like this.""I think may be we shall have to leave this area.If we got rid of that milkman...""Stop it.Please let's go to psychiatrist."Dipesh was not ready at first.But slowly it became unbearable to him and he decided to go to psychiatrist.
The psychiatrist at first asked Dipesh general questions because of it Dipesh relaxed little.Then he slowly began to trust the psychiatrist and told him everything without keeping anything back.Then after hearing everything for sometime he sat thinking and finally he told them"I think he is suffering from Delusional Order.Jealous type is characterized by the delusion that one's sexual partner is being unfaithful.For example a man may be mistakenly convinced that his wife is having an affair and he may construct a set of "evidence"of routine domestic events to "prove" her infidelity."But looking at Dipesh it could be clearly seen that he was suffering from these symptoms."I think Dipesh has recently experienced tremendous stress at his job.Although he has avoided dwelling on his job problems.He has begun to develop irrational beliefs about his wife."Sapana"Can he become alright?""Of course slowly he will be alright."After that Dipesh's treatment was started.But next day when he went to office, first thing he had done was complaint against his boss.
The End
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