Relax
Dr. Hemant went inside his room. He looked at watch. It was his time for round. He had to check all his patients. He just got ready. He looked at himself in mirror. He was looking perfect. He was giving nice smile. That was need of his ward. Every patient needed his smile. He was cancer specialist. He had few cases of success but most of them were totally failure due to last stages or some cancers were not even curable. But he felt worst thing that he was never sure that once his patient returned to home. That patient would be perfect like other Doctors. Some times cancer just returned in worst way. His success turned into failure. He could clearly see anger in patient's eyes. For patients this was a betrayal. They knew that Hemant was not cheating. They were angry with god but still Hemant seemed like messenger of worst news. Mostly when patient came to him, they had cancer. Since their physician told them to come to him. That meant this physician sensed strong doubt regarding cancer. Mostly they turned out to be true. Hemant felt so sad when he had to sign their death warrant. He knew that some would survive and when some one survived. He just felt that he had reached to heaven. He worked on them. Some of the cases were cured. He also kept count of them. But their count was low and death count was high. Hemant felt so helpless sometimes he just wished that he was Doctor of other area. In other section he saw every day lot of success ratio. No Doctor had as much failures as him. But he knew that some one had to do this job. After all he was doing that important job to counsel those people who were going to die and it was hard task for him. But still he had to do it. It was also giving him lot of money. Hemant had come from a middle class family. He had money but never enough to fulfil those luxuries which other children had. He always had to save money for every thing. Now since he had became Doctor, he would able to make enough money for his family. He wanted to happiness for them. But he also wanted to do his duties towards his patients in best way so he started visiting wards. He saw each patient and tried to console them. Some accepted their future in peaceful way and some had not. But one thing was common for them all. Most of them were feeling scared from inside. After all death meant to visit unknown area of life. But some were happy to go in heaven. Hemant just wished from heart that all were that easy. But he felt worst when they were young or children. Young one had responsibilities and children were heart of their parents. It seemed so sure that they would become heartless when they lost them. It was not about one child even parents with two or three children felt same way. After all each kid was their heart. It was worst for whole family. But Hemant couldn't manage to change their future. He just had one option that was to talk with them in nice way and then let them die peacefully. It was never easy for Hemant. His job was hard but salary was higher and he had to do it because society needed Doctor like him. A Doctor with kind heart !! Every person in hospital said same thing to him.
When Hemant started going in those wards, he talked with every one in such peace and happiness. Even those who acted in worst way seemed to be treated in best way by him. Finally he went to that small child. He looked at that child's report. He expected condition to improve after operation but it proved useless. That operation didn't help them in fact it turned their condition into worst. He looked at child. That child was crying due to pain. He knew that this child was going to die. He wanted to give hopes to parents. But he didn't have much hopes in case of child. But parents of that child still hoped for some thing nice. At beginning Hemant thought that he could save that child but now their hopes were none. Hemant had to tell this to them. Hemant "Can you come in corner?" Both parents immediately nodded. When they reached to corner and they were far away from child. They felt sure that child would not hear them. Hemant talked " I am sorry to tell you. But operation was not helpful. I can't save him." Then both parents started screaming on him. Father of child "You took all our money and now you are even killing our child. You can't do that I will file complaint against you." "I have not done any thing wrong. If you feel that I am doing it wrong then you can take your child to any one." Mother "Of course. We will take our Babu to best doctor. Not stupid one like you. But just pray to god that you have not made mistake. Or we will not leave you." Hemant was so angry. Hemant "Do as you wish?" Then he told nurse to prepare discharge paper. Suddenly on that moment one of his patient became ill. Hemant ran towards that patient. At same moment parents of that child started screaming "Now you will kill this patient also. You are not doctor. You are death. No one should bring any patient to you. We will make sure that you will suffer." It was turning into some thing worst. Hemant knew that this patient was going to die but these screaming were even upsetting that patient's relative also. Hemant sensed that things were not going to be easy for him. Suddenly that dying patients wife began to say "I want to take my husband to some one else. You said that you have no hope." Hemant controlled himself and smiled. Hemant "As you wish. But it is useless still if you wish then you have full freedom. Any way I was planning to discharge only. Nurse discharge them both." Hemant went out without looking behind. He knew that his all patients were suspicious of him except those who had came after second opinion. But he couldn't do any thing. Sometimes even after hard work he get gift of abuse because he just couldn't win and people just didn't understand it. He felt so sad still he continued with his routine visit but he sensed that his patients were doubtful in life. But he talked in good way. He slowly managed to get their confidence.
Hemant was so patient that slowly every thing looked perfect. Those two patients were forgotten. Most of people from hospital felt that they were having mental problem due to relatives sickness. He was so much attached to those sickness that he felt they were leading to serious problems. Sometimes he just wished that he didn't have to deal with such a sickness. But at same time he wanted to be doctor. He wanted to help those patients. He ordered one black coffee and with that coffee he managed to relaxed. He was so happy from heart and mind. He began to work on patients. He started each and every patient. He began to treat patient in good way. It was his every day work. He treated each and every patient in good way and with perfect care. He sensed that every thing would turn in good way. He was good doctor. But then finally he decided to go home, He went in house. He started entering in house. He went to house. As soon as he entered in home, he wanted to relax. But suddenly his son Yogesh came running towards him to catch ball. Yogech fell on Hemant. Hemant felt so upset. He screamed on Yogesh " You stupid boy!! Don't you taught by your Mom that you are not suppose to play in home." He screamed "Heena...Heena..took him inside." By then Yogesh was scared. He started crying and ran inside. Heena came out "Sorry. Do you want tea?" "Of course do you feel I have to drink tea from road?" "No..No I was.." " Stop arguing with me. Bring me my tea." Then he sat on sofa and he started relaxing. He just didn't want any nuisance at home. He looked at television. He felt that it would relax him. But on all channel he saw same boring concepts. He just hated them. He switched off television. He started screaming Heena's name. His tea was late. He looked at watch. Even after five minutes she had not brought tea. But then Heena came fast. She bought tea and snacks for him. She prepared nice sort of snacks for him. Heena "Sorry. I was warming it. It took little time." Hemant felt so nervous. Heena had prepared snacks for him and instead of understanding it. He just kept screaming on her. This was totally wrong. He sensed that some thing was wrong inside him. But he just wanted to relax in home. He just wanted to feel no tension at home. After all his work was so hard in which he felt tense on every moment so his home must became place for his relaxation. He was here to relax so he closed his eyes and went to sleep. Then he felt that Heena was massaging his head. Heena "Are you alright? ""Another bad day. You know every day is just worst." "Your work is of that type only. Any way Yogesh wanted to go for trip. Shall I let him go?" Hemant once again screamed "Stop irritating with me those problems of home. You have to handle them on own." "Sorry. I will do it. Why don't you sleep for some time? ""Nice idea. I will go to sleep." That was Hemant's daily schedule. Hemant just did one thing at home that was relax in home. He just kept screaming on every one but he had to take out his tension somewhere and Yogesh was irritating him.
One day Hemant's friends planned one party in which whole family was invited. His all friends from college decided to attend it. Hemant was so happy. After all he was most successful in them all. He was sure that he would receive just admiration from all. He phoned Heena and told her to get ready. When he put down his phone, his friend who came invite him said "You order your wife like that and she obey you. Great!!" That was first time. Hemant sensed that he did something wrong. He sensed that his friend was taunting him. But then he thought that his friend was just jealous. When he reached home, Heena and Yogesh was ready. First time Hemant noticed their faces. He saw clearly fear written on face of his son. He turned towards Heena. He expected her to relax. But he sensed that she was not even happy about it. She was also tense. It felt as if they just wanted to get over with party. Hemant gave sweet smile and tried to take Yogesh in his arms. But Yogesh was not ready. Yogesh just tried to hide behind Heena. Hemant was so upset. First time he sensed that he was far away from his family. He was sitting in perfect car with perfect driver which he had kept for Heena. He had given them luxuries still they were not happy with it. They were avoiding him. He was so upset. During whole party every one just admired him. Heena kept her plastic smile and Yogesh answered every question properly. But still Hemant sensed that every thing was not right. He knew that his family was just doing it to please him. He sensed that they were scared of him. On every moment they were watching him as if they seek approval for every task. He just sensed that they were not please with him. In fact they were not normal with him. He just kept him plastic smile. That night he even tried to act nice. But he sensed that he just couldn't make it up to them. He just sensed that every thing was lost out of his hand. He wanted happiness for his family. But he didn't give it to them. Next day he went to hospital. Once again he resumed his schedule. Once again he started his life. But he was feeling so much tense from inside at every moment. He felt as if he was a warrior who had lost his battle. That day for first time he sensed that something was wrong with him. He got little bit breathless. He wanted to take breath but some thing was not letting him take it. He wanted to scream but he couldn't. During that struggle a glass of water fell on ground. That sound was heard by a nurse who came running inside. He was immediately admitted to hospital. He sensed that he was having heart attack and he sensed that he might die. While having same thought in his mind he fell unconscious all world became dark for him. He sensed that he wasted his life. He just had one thought from inside that he must earn to enjoy it.
When Hemant wake up, he looked around. It was same old room. Not exactly same one but similar one. He was just in another ward but all room had just same set up. He used to visit them every day. But today he was not doctor. He was patient. Then his friend entered who was his Doctor. He explained it easily. One Doctor explained another Doctor. It seemed so easy. Then Heena entered in room. She looked so scared. Yogesh also came with her. Heena "Doctor said you are taking too much stress so you have to relax now. " "I know I am Doctor. My blood pressure was shoot up. But it is normal now. Slowly I will be okay." "But you have to control your anger now." Hemant looked so much angry. He screamed "What are you trying to say ? I get angry without cause. When some one irritate me then only I get angry.." Then he noticed that Yogesh once again started hide behind Heena. He screamed "Yogesh will you stop hiding behind your mother? I am your father. I am not going to kill you. " He was screaming so loudly that nurse came inside. Nurse "Will you relax? You are a Doctor. You have to understand that anger is not right for you on this moment." "Tell them to go out. I want to sleep. "Nurse forced Heena to go outside. After that Heena always came there with smiling face. She never said anything against him. He managed to improve his health. But then he had to do diet. Doctor felt that explaining Hemant was easy. He just said few words to Hemant and then Hemant went back to his home. Then Hemant once again started his normal life. But soon Heena noticed that he was acting too much normal. Like one day he bought oily fried vada, then one day he bought Pizza, then one day ice cream. Every day he was bringing something from shop which was so wrong for his health. Heena one day tried to convince him but he started screaming on her in such a way. That she felt scared that it would hurt him. She had to keep quiet. But Heena was scared from heart due to his every day habits. Even hospital staff and Doctors were shocked to see him eating this way. Until now Hemant never behaved like that. He was always sincere about every thing. But now a days he began eat all wrong things. In fact he had not use eaten those things before heart attack that much. But suddenly he began to love junk food and all wrong things. Every Doctor started feeling nervous regarding it. They tried to warn him against it but he was not listening to them. He was just addicted to those food. Finally one day he went for check up with Heena.
When Doctor saw Hemant's reports, he was shocked. Doctor "Hemant what's wrong with you? You are doing every thing in wrong way. Heena don't you stop him. "Heena timidly " I have tried but he get so angry that I just couldn't stop him. " Hemant "I just feel so hope less. Now a days I just feel that I am going to die one day. So why shouldn't live life fully? Think about this. Can you say that if I eat properly I will not have heart attack again? Then why should I stop? " "Because I can give guarantee that if you eat this way. You will die soon. Come on Hemant what's wrong with you? You are use to be nice Doctor and reasonable person. Now look at yourself. You have totally changed." "Just feel all those experience near death. I have seen those cancer patient who died even when they were taking proper diet before their sickness and even after it. What did I get in life? Nothing. My family didn't like me. My patient hates me because I can't save them. "" That is wrong Hemant. Your patients and hospital loves you." Heena "Come on Hemant. I am taking so much care of you and still you feel that I don't love you." "You do it for money.""What? You feel this way about me." Heena started crying. Hemant once again started screaming on her. Then Doctor stopped him. Doctor" Hemant I think you are having problem of hypertension due to stress. You have to visit psychiatrist. He will help you to resume your diet." "But I am ..""Stop giving excuses to me. You have to go. I am your Doctor and you are patient at this moment. "Heena looked at him with full tension. After seeing her expression Hemant understood that he was becoming worst patient. Hemant decided to visit psychiatrist and every one was relaxed. Then next day they went to psychiatrist who chatted with Hemant for long hours. Then finally Hemant asked "So what is my problem? " "Well you are working for disease like cancer which hardly have enough success. It was hurting you to see those patients dying. You feel so depressed that your frustration was taken out on your family. Due to it even your family life started suffering. You felt more frustrated by it. So it become vicious circle for you. ""So what should I do? I can't quit my job." "Of course not. You just have to learn to look at it more positively and I am here to teach that to you." Then Hemant started visiting psychiatrist as per appointment. Slowly he started managing his frustration. He was no longer bringing his trouble from hospital at home. Yogesh started coming to him and play with him. Heena began to chat with him like normal wife. He felt so relax that he sensed one thing. That relaxing is not just sleeping or watching television or enjoying yourself. You feel more relax when you share others problems because then you will become one of them.
The End
Dr. Hemant went inside his room. He looked at watch. It was his time for round. He had to check all his patients. He just got ready. He looked at himself in mirror. He was looking perfect. He was giving nice smile. That was need of his ward. Every patient needed his smile. He was cancer specialist. He had few cases of success but most of them were totally failure due to last stages or some cancers were not even curable. But he felt worst thing that he was never sure that once his patient returned to home. That patient would be perfect like other Doctors. Some times cancer just returned in worst way. His success turned into failure. He could clearly see anger in patient's eyes. For patients this was a betrayal. They knew that Hemant was not cheating. They were angry with god but still Hemant seemed like messenger of worst news. Mostly when patient came to him, they had cancer. Since their physician told them to come to him. That meant this physician sensed strong doubt regarding cancer. Mostly they turned out to be true. Hemant felt so sad when he had to sign their death warrant. He knew that some would survive and when some one survived. He just felt that he had reached to heaven. He worked on them. Some of the cases were cured. He also kept count of them. But their count was low and death count was high. Hemant felt so helpless sometimes he just wished that he was Doctor of other area. In other section he saw every day lot of success ratio. No Doctor had as much failures as him. But he knew that some one had to do this job. After all he was doing that important job to counsel those people who were going to die and it was hard task for him. But still he had to do it. It was also giving him lot of money. Hemant had come from a middle class family. He had money but never enough to fulfil those luxuries which other children had. He always had to save money for every thing. Now since he had became Doctor, he would able to make enough money for his family. He wanted to happiness for them. But he also wanted to do his duties towards his patients in best way so he started visiting wards. He saw each patient and tried to console them. Some accepted their future in peaceful way and some had not. But one thing was common for them all. Most of them were feeling scared from inside. After all death meant to visit unknown area of life. But some were happy to go in heaven. Hemant just wished from heart that all were that easy. But he felt worst when they were young or children. Young one had responsibilities and children were heart of their parents. It seemed so sure that they would become heartless when they lost them. It was not about one child even parents with two or three children felt same way. After all each kid was their heart. It was worst for whole family. But Hemant couldn't manage to change their future. He just had one option that was to talk with them in nice way and then let them die peacefully. It was never easy for Hemant. His job was hard but salary was higher and he had to do it because society needed Doctor like him. A Doctor with kind heart !! Every person in hospital said same thing to him.
When Hemant started going in those wards, he talked with every one in such peace and happiness. Even those who acted in worst way seemed to be treated in best way by him. Finally he went to that small child. He looked at that child's report. He expected condition to improve after operation but it proved useless. That operation didn't help them in fact it turned their condition into worst. He looked at child. That child was crying due to pain. He knew that this child was going to die. He wanted to give hopes to parents. But he didn't have much hopes in case of child. But parents of that child still hoped for some thing nice. At beginning Hemant thought that he could save that child but now their hopes were none. Hemant had to tell this to them. Hemant "Can you come in corner?" Both parents immediately nodded. When they reached to corner and they were far away from child. They felt sure that child would not hear them. Hemant talked " I am sorry to tell you. But operation was not helpful. I can't save him." Then both parents started screaming on him. Father of child "You took all our money and now you are even killing our child. You can't do that I will file complaint against you." "I have not done any thing wrong. If you feel that I am doing it wrong then you can take your child to any one." Mother "Of course. We will take our Babu to best doctor. Not stupid one like you. But just pray to god that you have not made mistake. Or we will not leave you." Hemant was so angry. Hemant "Do as you wish?" Then he told nurse to prepare discharge paper. Suddenly on that moment one of his patient became ill. Hemant ran towards that patient. At same moment parents of that child started screaming "Now you will kill this patient also. You are not doctor. You are death. No one should bring any patient to you. We will make sure that you will suffer." It was turning into some thing worst. Hemant knew that this patient was going to die but these screaming were even upsetting that patient's relative also. Hemant sensed that things were not going to be easy for him. Suddenly that dying patients wife began to say "I want to take my husband to some one else. You said that you have no hope." Hemant controlled himself and smiled. Hemant "As you wish. But it is useless still if you wish then you have full freedom. Any way I was planning to discharge only. Nurse discharge them both." Hemant went out without looking behind. He knew that his all patients were suspicious of him except those who had came after second opinion. But he couldn't do any thing. Sometimes even after hard work he get gift of abuse because he just couldn't win and people just didn't understand it. He felt so sad still he continued with his routine visit but he sensed that his patients were doubtful in life. But he talked in good way. He slowly managed to get their confidence.
Hemant was so patient that slowly every thing looked perfect. Those two patients were forgotten. Most of people from hospital felt that they were having mental problem due to relatives sickness. He was so much attached to those sickness that he felt they were leading to serious problems. Sometimes he just wished that he didn't have to deal with such a sickness. But at same time he wanted to be doctor. He wanted to help those patients. He ordered one black coffee and with that coffee he managed to relaxed. He was so happy from heart and mind. He began to work on patients. He started each and every patient. He began to treat patient in good way. It was his every day work. He treated each and every patient in good way and with perfect care. He sensed that every thing would turn in good way. He was good doctor. But then finally he decided to go home, He went in house. He started entering in house. He went to house. As soon as he entered in home, he wanted to relax. But suddenly his son Yogesh came running towards him to catch ball. Yogech fell on Hemant. Hemant felt so upset. He screamed on Yogesh " You stupid boy!! Don't you taught by your Mom that you are not suppose to play in home." He screamed "Heena...Heena..took him inside." By then Yogesh was scared. He started crying and ran inside. Heena came out "Sorry. Do you want tea?" "Of course do you feel I have to drink tea from road?" "No..No I was.." " Stop arguing with me. Bring me my tea." Then he sat on sofa and he started relaxing. He just didn't want any nuisance at home. He looked at television. He felt that it would relax him. But on all channel he saw same boring concepts. He just hated them. He switched off television. He started screaming Heena's name. His tea was late. He looked at watch. Even after five minutes she had not brought tea. But then Heena came fast. She bought tea and snacks for him. She prepared nice sort of snacks for him. Heena "Sorry. I was warming it. It took little time." Hemant felt so nervous. Heena had prepared snacks for him and instead of understanding it. He just kept screaming on her. This was totally wrong. He sensed that some thing was wrong inside him. But he just wanted to relax in home. He just wanted to feel no tension at home. After all his work was so hard in which he felt tense on every moment so his home must became place for his relaxation. He was here to relax so he closed his eyes and went to sleep. Then he felt that Heena was massaging his head. Heena "Are you alright? ""Another bad day. You know every day is just worst." "Your work is of that type only. Any way Yogesh wanted to go for trip. Shall I let him go?" Hemant once again screamed "Stop irritating with me those problems of home. You have to handle them on own." "Sorry. I will do it. Why don't you sleep for some time? ""Nice idea. I will go to sleep." That was Hemant's daily schedule. Hemant just did one thing at home that was relax in home. He just kept screaming on every one but he had to take out his tension somewhere and Yogesh was irritating him.
One day Hemant's friends planned one party in which whole family was invited. His all friends from college decided to attend it. Hemant was so happy. After all he was most successful in them all. He was sure that he would receive just admiration from all. He phoned Heena and told her to get ready. When he put down his phone, his friend who came invite him said "You order your wife like that and she obey you. Great!!" That was first time. Hemant sensed that he did something wrong. He sensed that his friend was taunting him. But then he thought that his friend was just jealous. When he reached home, Heena and Yogesh was ready. First time Hemant noticed their faces. He saw clearly fear written on face of his son. He turned towards Heena. He expected her to relax. But he sensed that she was not even happy about it. She was also tense. It felt as if they just wanted to get over with party. Hemant gave sweet smile and tried to take Yogesh in his arms. But Yogesh was not ready. Yogesh just tried to hide behind Heena. Hemant was so upset. First time he sensed that he was far away from his family. He was sitting in perfect car with perfect driver which he had kept for Heena. He had given them luxuries still they were not happy with it. They were avoiding him. He was so upset. During whole party every one just admired him. Heena kept her plastic smile and Yogesh answered every question properly. But still Hemant sensed that every thing was not right. He knew that his family was just doing it to please him. He sensed that they were scared of him. On every moment they were watching him as if they seek approval for every task. He just sensed that they were not please with him. In fact they were not normal with him. He just kept him plastic smile. That night he even tried to act nice. But he sensed that he just couldn't make it up to them. He just sensed that every thing was lost out of his hand. He wanted happiness for his family. But he didn't give it to them. Next day he went to hospital. Once again he resumed his schedule. Once again he started his life. But he was feeling so much tense from inside at every moment. He felt as if he was a warrior who had lost his battle. That day for first time he sensed that something was wrong with him. He got little bit breathless. He wanted to take breath but some thing was not letting him take it. He wanted to scream but he couldn't. During that struggle a glass of water fell on ground. That sound was heard by a nurse who came running inside. He was immediately admitted to hospital. He sensed that he was having heart attack and he sensed that he might die. While having same thought in his mind he fell unconscious all world became dark for him. He sensed that he wasted his life. He just had one thought from inside that he must earn to enjoy it.
When Hemant wake up, he looked around. It was same old room. Not exactly same one but similar one. He was just in another ward but all room had just same set up. He used to visit them every day. But today he was not doctor. He was patient. Then his friend entered who was his Doctor. He explained it easily. One Doctor explained another Doctor. It seemed so easy. Then Heena entered in room. She looked so scared. Yogesh also came with her. Heena "Doctor said you are taking too much stress so you have to relax now. " "I know I am Doctor. My blood pressure was shoot up. But it is normal now. Slowly I will be okay." "But you have to control your anger now." Hemant looked so much angry. He screamed "What are you trying to say ? I get angry without cause. When some one irritate me then only I get angry.." Then he noticed that Yogesh once again started hide behind Heena. He screamed "Yogesh will you stop hiding behind your mother? I am your father. I am not going to kill you. " He was screaming so loudly that nurse came inside. Nurse "Will you relax? You are a Doctor. You have to understand that anger is not right for you on this moment." "Tell them to go out. I want to sleep. "Nurse forced Heena to go outside. After that Heena always came there with smiling face. She never said anything against him. He managed to improve his health. But then he had to do diet. Doctor felt that explaining Hemant was easy. He just said few words to Hemant and then Hemant went back to his home. Then Hemant once again started his normal life. But soon Heena noticed that he was acting too much normal. Like one day he bought oily fried vada, then one day he bought Pizza, then one day ice cream. Every day he was bringing something from shop which was so wrong for his health. Heena one day tried to convince him but he started screaming on her in such a way. That she felt scared that it would hurt him. She had to keep quiet. But Heena was scared from heart due to his every day habits. Even hospital staff and Doctors were shocked to see him eating this way. Until now Hemant never behaved like that. He was always sincere about every thing. But now a days he began eat all wrong things. In fact he had not use eaten those things before heart attack that much. But suddenly he began to love junk food and all wrong things. Every Doctor started feeling nervous regarding it. They tried to warn him against it but he was not listening to them. He was just addicted to those food. Finally one day he went for check up with Heena.
When Doctor saw Hemant's reports, he was shocked. Doctor "Hemant what's wrong with you? You are doing every thing in wrong way. Heena don't you stop him. "Heena timidly " I have tried but he get so angry that I just couldn't stop him. " Hemant "I just feel so hope less. Now a days I just feel that I am going to die one day. So why shouldn't live life fully? Think about this. Can you say that if I eat properly I will not have heart attack again? Then why should I stop? " "Because I can give guarantee that if you eat this way. You will die soon. Come on Hemant what's wrong with you? You are use to be nice Doctor and reasonable person. Now look at yourself. You have totally changed." "Just feel all those experience near death. I have seen those cancer patient who died even when they were taking proper diet before their sickness and even after it. What did I get in life? Nothing. My family didn't like me. My patient hates me because I can't save them. "" That is wrong Hemant. Your patients and hospital loves you." Heena "Come on Hemant. I am taking so much care of you and still you feel that I don't love you." "You do it for money.""What? You feel this way about me." Heena started crying. Hemant once again started screaming on her. Then Doctor stopped him. Doctor" Hemant I think you are having problem of hypertension due to stress. You have to visit psychiatrist. He will help you to resume your diet." "But I am ..""Stop giving excuses to me. You have to go. I am your Doctor and you are patient at this moment. "Heena looked at him with full tension. After seeing her expression Hemant understood that he was becoming worst patient. Hemant decided to visit psychiatrist and every one was relaxed. Then next day they went to psychiatrist who chatted with Hemant for long hours. Then finally Hemant asked "So what is my problem? " "Well you are working for disease like cancer which hardly have enough success. It was hurting you to see those patients dying. You feel so depressed that your frustration was taken out on your family. Due to it even your family life started suffering. You felt more frustrated by it. So it become vicious circle for you. ""So what should I do? I can't quit my job." "Of course not. You just have to learn to look at it more positively and I am here to teach that to you." Then Hemant started visiting psychiatrist as per appointment. Slowly he started managing his frustration. He was no longer bringing his trouble from hospital at home. Yogesh started coming to him and play with him. Heena began to chat with him like normal wife. He felt so relax that he sensed one thing. That relaxing is not just sleeping or watching television or enjoying yourself. You feel more relax when you share others problems because then you will become one of them.
The End
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