Poem 929. Important and right

                                               Important and right
Some dreams are so nice which stay with us morning as well as night
Some people are important for whom we can move mountain to just make things right
This what we do and waste our life for some people we do anything for others
We do nothing in our life and we always treat some people as special and right
But just remember one thing in life nothing is totally wrong and nothing is right
No one in our life can be called special or well wisher of our thoughts and right
Because life change it's route from time to time and some people just seem correct
On that particular time and we just prefer them in our life as well wisher and right
But problem is that we can never able to guess right what is best and correct
For our thoughts as well as our life on everyday of life we just keep thinking
We know many person around us and they are perfect well wisher of our life
But when suddenly our bright sun goes behind clouds in few moments
We realized how easily any one can come and fool us in our life and that
Moment we start thinking in our life no one is our friend and no one care about
Us in this life because our friend cheat us on some precious and important moment
And then we began to think that we can't ever see any honest and truthful person
Around us in our life just because the person whom we thought truthful cheated us in life
How much can you think we got our power and brain after all may be it was not
Much good what is called our logic or what is we called best judgement
But is it truly best judgement which we have made for future and life
So when you make some honest friend you can go ahead and trust them
But never think that in whole world they are best friend because world is full people
Whom you meet each and every day may be after some time you find
Better people than the one you called friend but if you made decision and
Thought that these people are just perfect then you are making mistake in life
And ruining future which you have planned and thought will be best
Because in your life you can never guess what is true and best
After each and every incidence you may feel you choose the worst
Instead of choosing worthy and best many times we read that diamonds
Are in coal but some time even richest person wear cheapest ornament
So we can never be sure what is perfect and what is truly best for us
So instead of getting depress and blaming whole world we must learn to shift on next
This logic of life we need to shift on next after all some times failure are destiny
Accept them and instead of sticking on some wrong thing shift it for best
It apply to everything from big decision to buying one nice toothpaste
After all this is our life so small things are as important and needed to turn in best
Just don't think in life we need this logic to be applied for some big in our life
Not in our life because in this life we need everything proper as we like
May it be a small thing still if we don't do it properly it may turn in mess
Never think that we need logic just for big issues even small thing needs best
How difficult it is in life to decide what we want to have in our life
After all we need logic for each and every thing which is needed to be best
Just spend your time on even small things and small kind of happiness
Because after getting all small things together in some big nice thing
If you just ignore that thing which are small and tiny before all
One day you will find they are together far more bigger than small things every day
So by those things which are important for heart are small one because
They are plenty in small parts which are true pleasures for heart
So don't always run after big changes in this world just try to win world
By using it's small and tiny part because if you turn around and see in old history
As life's part you can clearly see there are many storm which destroy things
Are normally made by small and tiny part so take each and every moment
In world for your pleasure and heart then change it into some thing nice and best part
Because who start the change from small thing of the world
Can only manage to change fully our big world because change must have to start
From it's smallest part after all we are all made by just life's small parts.

Poem 928. Different ways of life

                                    Different ways of life
This is always one important question of our life what we really want
Because sometimes it's moon and sometimes it's sunrise in our life
There are always beauty of nature but still we have like and dislike
Because some times we want to do the work and sleep peacefully some times
Our wants are something which please us and important for our heart
We just want fulfill them and still claim that others are fully wrong
When we see other person doing same thing we claim that it is wrong in life
But question is that do we act differently if we get opportunities in life
Those who act differently never scream because they don't have time
Since they have already began to do some kind of work in their life
How interesting it is to teach world what is proper and prefect type of life
And how hard it is to guess what is truth that lay behind every sight
It is so easy to teach others principle of perfect human being's life
But it is hard to find one or become one in any person's life
If you even do some thing that is good for one person and honest thing in life
It is enough contribution for human being because plenty of human being
Are existed in life but all don't do proper job of helping just one person in life
We have some sort of strange feeling that we must just fulfill our wish in life
So even when we grow up a kid we just concentrate on what our want
And desire as well as experience in life to teach things properly to that child
We just do what make us happy in our life because we can never able
To understand other person or their feeling about their own life
We just do what we think fair and proper for our feelings in our thought about life
And then we do all those things which we enjoy and claim that
Why don't others understand and enjoy that part of their wonderful life
Like if you love some outdoor you want every one on road of life
Any inside a house with a nice book seem like wrong way of that person's life
Even book which consider as lamp of education in darkness considered useless thing in life
And we just tell every one that we will be fat and useless if we don't go outside
But a person who loves book forces in library every one in that one's life
And never understand why those people can't able to enjoy those moment in life
So we all just knew what we like and dislike other humans are mystery to us
And many times I think I hardly able to solve those mysteries in my life
And even if you solve it still it remain same way in our thoughts and life
After all fish can't live in water and you can force flowers to stay in water
Because they have their own nature and structure which keep them alive
So we can't change our views and can't understand other person in life
Even if we understand them still what good will happen in our life
After all we can't adjust with them because we have our like and dislike
Many person say that we must learn to adjust and compromised in life
But how can we change the things if two things are totally different in life
Some thing are made in such way that they can't keep them with each other
And adjust them in life because they are totally different so can't stood with each other in life
How can we do something about so different type of things in our life
And how can we able to keep them with each other how hard we may try
So there are some points on which wrong thing is adjustment of life
Some times things look so bad that they hurt each and every part of life
You just can't change yourself on every point of your road of life
How nice it will be to live pleasant and happy sort of human life
But how hard will that life will be if we don't properly able to live that life.

Adventure story 91. The Camp

                                                                   The Camp
Slowly Sarika began to go ahead in those mountains,she was so thrilled by all this.She was hiking for first time and every one from her group had gone ahead.She looked around mountains where full of greenery.She was going with camp for first time.Her parents were against it.But she didn't listen to them this time.She saved all her pocket money and birthday's money for this trip.She just wanted to do it.She was so thrilled.Every thing was nice until she noticed that blood.She saw that it was red.But when she came near it,she was no longer sure if it was blood.She just thought that it could be something else.She didn't want to show it to anyone else because it could be risky.She was first timer and if she told this.She was sure that they would crack a joke on her.She just decided to ignore it.She went ahead.But when she started running.She could clearly feel that she was running too fast which was not necessary.She was sure that it was nothing important.But she just couldn't help.She was too scared to give attention to any one.She didn't want to tell any one about that blood.She was sure that she could avoid it.Finally she reached near others.They were so fast.Finally she came near one fat boy.She was so shocked by his speed.She was so sure that he would be slow like her.She tried hard but she didn't able to match his speed.She was literally breathless.Finally that fat boy looked at her and smiled."What happened?Is it your first time in hiking?"Sarika was so breathless that she just nodded.Then that boy pointed out a rock and said "May be you should sit on that rock?"Sarika didn't want to stop there special after seeing that blood.But she could see kindness on that boy's face so she decided to trust him.She felt that he would at least not laugh on her. Sarika"There is blood there...on that .."Then she started pointing there.That boy looked confused but any way he ran where she was pointing.She ran after him.Then she saw that he was bending.Then that boy turned towards her.That fat boy"It's blood.But don't worry it is just few drops of blood.If some one is hurt,it is just little bit.I will not harm that person much.In fact I think it is animal's blood so just relax and we should go ahead now."Sarika nodded.She was relieved now.After all now she got at least one friend in hiking.That fat boy was walking slowly now and trying to match the speed with her.He was still ahead but he was looking back for her from time to time.He even waited for some times and told others to go ahead so finally that camping didn't turn now that bad. Sarika thought and smiled happily while walking between trees.Tree were still hurting her but she was relieved that some one was going to pay attention if she went missing.
          Finally when they reached on top their main guide told them that they must set tent now.Then they were told to select partner.At that moment Sarika saw Kiran.Kiran was in her class in school.They were not on same bench or anything like best friend but Sarika knew Kiran better than any other person.She decided that it would be better if she get Kiran as partner because there were just five girls and number was odd so they needed to keep three girls in one tent or one girl was forced to sleep alone and Sarika didn't want to be that one.Sarika noticed that all three girls were chatting with each other.Just Kiran was sitting alone under the tree so Sarika went near her.Kiran was one of good ranker of school.Her intelligence was admirable and she was not snob.That knowledge was enough for Sarilka to decide that Kiran was her best partner. After all she didn't know any other girl and they were in group so there was no chance for her.Sarika had know that there was no chance of friendship there.When she smiled,Kiran returned her smile.Sarika "Remember me.""Of course."Then they both started talking about their old days.Slowly they started laughing together.Then they choose a tent.They both set it according to their likes.Sarika thought that Kiran was fine.But then she noticed strange picture of some person in unique dress.Sarika "Who is this?"Kiran immediately bowed before that picture.Kiran"This is my god."Sarika was confused until now she saw many gods.But she never saw a god dressed like this.But any way she didn't know all religion so she bowed.Kiran smiled happily.Kiran"I think we will be best companion on this trip."Sarika loved this compliment.Until now no one liked her due to her slowness.First time she was admired.She was on top of world.In her eyes Kiran was her best friend in whole world.Most kind and understanding girl after all what else did any one want.Suddenly Sarika felt terrible warmth towards Kiran.Sarika started feeling Kiran was best looking and nicest girl in whole world.She was never going to believe anything against her.
          Then they arranged everything properly.That tent turned into their second home.After that Sarika went out with Kiran.When they were served breakfast,they all supposed to sit together.But suddenly Kiran vanished in tent living Sarika alone.Sarika started feeling lonely again because those three girls were not in mood to talk with her.They were happy while cracking their jokes which were too much for Sarika.Then suddenly that fat boy came near her.Sarika gave him a nice smile.She didn't know his name but still his kindness touched her heart.She liked his company.He sat near her.Sarika felt little shy.When he sat beside her,she felt that he was not that fat and not that bad looking also.He sat near her but not too near her.He kept suitable distance."Hallo my name is Vinay.""Hallo I am Sarika."Then they discussed about their school and college.Then slowly they began chatting with each other when suddenly Vinay asked "Where is your room partner?""Kiran?I just don't know.She went away and left me alone."Vinay looked angrily in all directions.Vinay"She should not leave you alone like this.You are new and you are her responsibility.""responsibility?""Yes.When some new member come on camp.We,seniors suppose to take their responsibility.It is unwritten rule of this camp.Don't you see there are lot of kids in this camp?"Sarika nodded."This number is increased because not just guide but we,campers who had come to this camp before took responsibility of new comer.The new comer will get encouraged and they began to like this camp and then they will come again and again.""Ohh?!"Sarika was disappointed when she knew Vinay was giving her attention just because she was new.She assumed many wrong things.She felt that she was stupid.She just wished that Kiran appeared there from somewhere and saved her from embarrassment.But that didn't happen and Vinay continued talking "Actually at beginning Kiran was very sincere about this camp.She used to do many thing then suddenly she got some mad idea in her brain.She quit.Her parent's religion and started her religion.""What her religion?""Ya.Don't you see her own god?"Now Sarika understood that why that god was unknown to her."My god!!But who is in her religion?""She is."After saying this they both started laughing.They just couldn't help it.After all creating own religion and following it was too much for Sarika.But they were laughing so loudly that slowly they got attention of every person.Then every one started asking question them about their joke.Vinay reacted a joke instantly and told it.Then every one gathered around Vinay and Vinay started telling them funny jokes.Then even others started telling jokes and stories.Some even came forward with ghost stories.
                Then finally Kiran came and Sarika quickly went away with her.She didn't want her name to be attach to Vinay.After breakfast they all were given tasks like searching things like water and food.Each person was given one partner and Kiran was Sarika's partner.They were enjoying everything but even after going to some distance they didn't find any food.Slowly Kiran started getting upset and Sarika got tense.She thought that if they didn't get food.They might be starve so she wondered on one side and Kiran went to other side.Sarika just walked little bit distance when she noticed that she was getting confuse.She returned back to the spot from where they started.She went near it and she was shocked.There was blood there.Sarika started screaming Kiran's name.She was sure that she was injured.When she started running,she once again bumped on Vinay who was with his partner.Vinay asked with irritation"What's wrong?"Sarika was nervous now.But she had to say"There is blood once again.""Show me."Then once again they all ran to the spot with Vinay's partner in tow.When they reached on spot.Vinay's partner Sudhir"My god!!Blood??""These are just drops.""Just drops!!It is blood.Some one must be injured."After hearing Sudhir Surika got encourage.She told him last incidence.Now Vinay was more irritated"Come on.It is nothing.You are just encouraging gossips of wrong sort."Sarika"I am encouraging.I saw it twice so I just pointed out and my partner Kiran is missing so I am nervous.Are you telling me this is all my mistake?"Suddenly Sarika started to hate Vinay more and more."No..no.I am not blaming you.I was just suggesting to ignore it."Sudhir"Ignore blood.Are you mad or some thing?I am going to tell this to our guide."Sarika nodded in agreement and they both started going to guide.But Vinay stopped them.Vinay"I think it is blood of animal.I know it is blood but if it is animal's blood then we will be a laughing stock before all.Try to understand."After that Vinay convinced them for long time and finally they agreed and quit the idea of telling it to guide.But Sarika began to hate Vinay from heart.She no longer trusted him in any way.She wanted to go to guide but Vinay convinced Sudhir against it so she had no option.She had to keep quiet about it.She began to think that some thing was wrong with Vinay.
         Then they all searched for Kiran for long time.But they didn't find her.Finally Vinay said"Let search for food first.""But Kiran..""She must be in guide's tent."Suddenly Sudhir whistled."Oh My god."Vinay looked irritated."Nothing is like that.She just went to him and started telling him about her religion and trust me.They were never alone.Guide always kept some one with him when ever she entered in this tent.""Now that is strange.."Sarika was upset now by this gossiping.Sarika"But I know her in school.She was nice girl...""That was in old time.She is different now.On each camp she just create some problem.May be on next camp.I will convince guide to reject her."Now Vinay was just talking to himself that other two people.He was so upset.Finally they got some food.When they returned Sarika was very disappointed to see Kiran in guide's tent.She wanted to discuss the blood with her but then she decided against it.Then she went into her tent.She was so shocked once again there was blood in tent.It couldn't be animal's.Now she screamed loudly.Whole group gathered in tent.They all were so shocked to see that blood.It was just few drops but no one was ready to ignore it now.Then guide told every one to go back to their work.Sarika was so upset that guide was not doing anything about it.Then after some time guide called Sarika in his tent.There were few members there.Guide "Sarika every time you see that blood.Why are you doing this?""Doing what?""Injuring your self or how else could you bring that blood?""I never did anything of that kind.I am not even hurt except those scratches from trees."Then guide told other girl to search Sarika for wound.Vinay"Sir I don't she is doing it.Please try to understand there is no sign of pain on her face every time."Sarika was on verge of tears but when Vinay took her side.She got encouraged. Sarika"I just have keen eyes that all.I don't have any problem to do such thing."Vinay"Sir just think about it.She is just a new comer.She couldn't hold a grouch against camp.Why did she try to spoil it?She even kept quiet at beginning.You have to understand this was too much for her now."Sarika"He is right Sir.Blood was in my tent."Guide suddenly looked anxious."Ohh my god.Blood was in her tent.Kiran was also there where is Kiran."Then they all noticed that Kiran was not there so they started searching for Kiran.Finally they found her under a tree.There were lot of cut on her forearms.There was lot of blood.It was horrible site.Then they all called ambulance.But they had carry her for some distance on stretcher made by them.Every one in group started gossiping now about Kiran.Some said that she did suicide because guide rejected her love.Some said that it was some one in school.Some even claimed that she was pregnant.Every thing was turning into horrible mess.When they finally reached to hospital,all parents were present there.They all wanted to know the reason of Kiran's suicide attempt.Finally Doctor came out and told them that she was out of danger.Police were called every one was questioned.It was horrible day for them all.Then Sarika was crying now.It was all terrible for her.She just wished that she was never went to that camp.Vinay was always supportive to her.But after some time Kiran's parents came with psychiatrist.Then Psychiatrist told to Police"Kiran is my patient and she is suffering from Borderline Personality Disorder.In this some times patient act like that.She cut herself which razor blade when she felt anxiety.She thinks that it reduce it.But she never cut herself so deeply until now.This time she must have made some mistake."Guide"Mistake?? She spoiled my whole camp and after that no one will come on my camp.My business is destroyed just because of you.You should have kept her at home."Kiran's mother started crying then slowly she began talking"You expect us to lock our daughter in house.My god.We can't do it.She was coming to camp since childhood.She thought that you are her friend.When she used to help you in handling tour.You always said that she is like your sister.Now since crisis start you want her to be locked in room like prisoner."Guide "You don't understand this destroyed my source of earning and it could have killed your daughter."Sarika was hearing argument from both the sides.Both looked right and fair.Then she felt a hand on shoulder.Vinay was standing there.He pointed towards her parents.Vinay "They are waiting for you."She nodded and went there.She sat inside her car.Whole time she was seeing face of Kiran before cutting herself and after cutting herself.She was not sure that what was right way to handle it.But she was sure that it was just horrible thing for a person to suffer like this.She looked at her forearms and started crying loudly.
                                                                The End

Poem 927. Quiet sufferings

                             Quiet sufferings
Something are so lovely and something are so nice but
There are also something which we really don't like
Then when that things come before us we act like child
Try to turn away from them and try to ignore they exist in life
When we don't like some thing we just prefer to ignore it
But do you think just ignoring can solve that thing
I just say I have heard this line for lot of times in life
But truth is that we do something it just turn in to fighting
After all when some disliked thing enter suddenly in our life
There is no option except adjust with it's thinking and thoughts
But many times some thing are so impossible to adjust that
They damage our thinking as well as our beautiful thoughts
How can we stop that thing from doing it all to our future and life
How much do I hate to face that thing but some say we must
Come ahead and try to understand and fight with that wrong thing
But question is that how do we suppose to fight with such thing
No one taught us about it in our school or other kind of training
We are just told one thing if you act with truth and good heart
You will win the game and no one will come ahead and do harm
Every time we are told that truth will finally win in every time of life
We have kept so faith in that truth that we just forget need of fight
But in our life every day we just have tolerate many kind things
Which can be ignore because they are worst type of thinking
But in our life every day we thought that we are truthful in our life
So fighting for justice will not may be required in our life
But when it comes to practical life as a person or human being
Truth can't live peacefully because it always irritated by many things
There are example like greed and power's want we can't have these things
Because they are something which really don't touch our feeling and heart
Every person have some part of these feeling but some have them so much
That they began to harm them and change their heart and feeling
On each and every day we can't able tolerate person's who have those things in heart
So we can't every time just try to stop them since they come from life
And we can't just make vanish life's some unwanted and irritating sort of part
These part are some thing which are always remain there how hard we try to stop
But tolerating them is become life's worst type of part for human heart
But bad thing is that people ever understand it's worth in life or for our heart
They just keep ignoring us as human being for what worst happen to our heart
They never understand what is true pain we have to suffer and feel at heart
They never understand how much pain we have to suffer while ignoring those part
They easily talk about other person and give them lot of praise from heart
But those who try to ignore and suffer quietly never get one word of praise from heart
They say we must learn to fight but fighting is not possible for some human being
I wish people understand it and learn to give respect even those quiet sufferings
After all you can say those who fight are some brave heart of our life
But that doesn't mean there are all coward who don't able to win in their life
Some time thing turn such a wrong way in some person's life that they can't
Able to about one word that is justice and fight for their right in their life
Just never jump on conclusion by small and tiny evidence in your life
Some times without resources even brave hearts found their hands are tied
And some person are not smart to organize such a big fight and not being smart
Is not world one of crime after all for fight you need brain as well as skill in life
So don't hate those people who don't able to tried but I always hate those
Who pretend to be heroes of our life and in truth they do nothing but
Just use other people on their front and fight their each and every type of fight .

Poem 926. The showcase

                                                     The showcase
When I see some statue it just turn my heart I put them in my showcase
Some times I think in showcase of our home we can see our life in parts
When ever we see some thing which touch your thoughts and heart
Then only we brought that thing to turn it into our life's important part
Showcase will get filled only one by one and with each piece in that showcase
We can slowly and unknowing telling every one about our thoughts
As individual or as person if some one is obsessed with show off then showcase
Has just thing which have some cost we may observe them for many moments
But that person hardly look at that showcase and that showcase's any part
But since it is fills some one else like some interior of world we can see in that showcase
Missing feel of any individual or any person's personal touch it is like museum
In which everything is so cost and lovely that we can't touch it's any part
But unknowingly same thing apply to that person's feeling and that person's heart
That one is too costly and too much to touch any person because that
Person always stays away in t'oo posh place to touch by normal person's heart
But in case normal person you see what is their hope and past in their showcase
You can see their heart you never able to understand what they really mean by heart
But whenever they see showcase you can see their dream as truth and their part
Because in showcase they keep all those pieces which show their lovely dream
And everything which they want to have or remember and loved as human being
But how sad we all feel when our showcase get full of show pieces of all sort
It is like our dreams are overloaded by our thoughts and our dear heart
In each showcase we see nice sort of our pleasant dream but some times
Our dream get so overload that we can able to accommodate them in showcase
Which too small for us as human being some times I think that is why in every house
You may see many thing but one thing is so common that showcase is never empty in heart
Each and every showcase is loaded full of stuff which are said to be for visitors
But guest hardly look at that sort of stuff they just look around and they just want to talk
To a person whom they want to visit in their life and they want to personally talk
Why did they look at their showcase and look small things inside them all
Rare showcase are on some place which get enough attention in life
And many of them are so loaded that we can't see anything unless we come near them in light
How hard we may feel it is that a guest pays attention to our showcase with his eyes and heart
Truth is that showcase is some thing last which guest watch only when there is nothing
For guest to entertain them in that house and they just get so bore from heart
Instead of decorating it just to please our guest we have decorated it fully from heart
To please our mind and complete our dream of doing thing which we want for our self
Only some people who like to observe everything around them in life watch inside showcase
And find some thing nice it is best opportunity of owner to tell with pride
How much precious and valuable is that showcase for owner in life
You can see many things in that showcase in any house if you see carefully
You can understand you are watching dream inside some one's heart and house
So never forget that showcase which is part of your life and heart
May it will not please other but one thing showcase always does that it please our heart
So instead of complaining put thing in showcase as you want and like
After all showcase is some thing which may look like some one's mirror of life
Even that person who hate to tell you personal things about their personal life
May easily show you their house and their beautiful time of showcase with pride
So without hurting some one's feeling how easily you can understand that person's mind
It may get so troubled and frustrated when you ask person about personal life
But when you can't visit some one inside that person's house it is hardest task
For some person to understand that person's complicated brain and mind
So it is easy to understand person only if we able to spend proper time
But problem is that every house don't have such showcase to show about their life.

Poem 925. The child

                                            The child
When I saw something innocent it looks so nice to my eyes
Innocent is one thing that always attracts each person in life
Like we always turn when we heard innocent words of small child
We always hear this sentence every day in our life and nod our head
And gives one nice smile now can you tell do you truly believe in life
That we just see innocence in one small child whom we meet in life
I don't think I see just innocence in small cute child because
I see many times they are smarter than me when I stood in line
They just manage to break it and went ahead of me with their innocent smile
There are many things which are unknown to me and there are
Many sort of knowledge which you can see they have better than me
Even if it's child it have brain that can win over plenty of mind
And they know when how they get the thing they want in their life
Sometimes I think we have more confused mind and we can't decide
Just what we want from our life while one small child can easily decide
What he want without thinking what others think about them in life
Child knows how to ask when they want the thing and when to stop asking
One word of anger can stop them just in time and if they see softness
They just manage to scream until they get that thing in their life
But look at our self just one insult on us and we just went out  without thinking in life
How wrong we manage to do in our life instead of bringing patience our ego wins in life
How many times you may break but child just love to trying in life
If you try to stop them they just found other ways to get it in life
They just never stop until they don't get what they want until they think
They have some chance to get that thing they fight with all spirit and heart
But there is one more thing which is important precious in a small kid
When they see they can't get some thing how quickly they forget that thing
And in five seconds they found something which they love and like
As if when we are born god taught us everything about our life
And then that was forgotten by us when we began to spend our life
So when you see a child don't think you are looking at just innocent child
Observe that child very carefully and you will see a great teacher for life
Even if that child is innocent that one has already learn many things of life
And on every day as human being that child manage to live perfect way in life
While we scatter our every feeling and thought directly they are spoken by child
We are involved in our egos that we just feel frustrated expressing them in life
While a child can easily see and do as that one like so if that one does some mistake
People will understand it easily and help them to improve their mistake in life
While adults are shows they are above everything and very smart in life
So teaching them seem turn out to be so bigger task that every one prefer a child
So child get benefit of their innocence in every part of their life
While elder ran for solutions around the whole world which can be answered by child
So if you observe carefully child's play is life while elder don't know how to play
So they get confused and remain stuck for each and every thing in life
May be innocent but smart and more clever are child when it comes handling life
They knew when to have ego and on which moment is right to stop in life
May be small but they are too smart in handling issues arise in our life
When we see a small child we never able to guess their power of mind
We just observe their small body and get convince there power in child
But they can move many things  when ever they manage to cries in life
If you don't believe me just look around you in place full of child in life
You saw elder's running after them behind those innocent prince or princess of life
When ever we have problem may be to solve it we don't go elder for advice
We must go to some one who always win over them that is their child.

Poem 924. Effects on new mind

                                  Effects on new mind
How easy in life to start some thing perfect and nice but problem
Start when we have to keep it all in proper way and route in life
How hard it will be for some person in his life to continue that thing
Until it fully becomes perfect and nice for their future and their life
We start many thing at beginning they are nice but as days pass
Those things seem to lose their strength and logic in our life
When we start some thing it seem so perfect when things are new
They always look nice and on each and every way in life they look perfect
This is our logic of life that if some thing is so nice and beautiful in start
It will be more and more better as time goes ahead since it's better start
So in our life we never get any thing in easy and simple way as we think
Because once thing go ahead problem were waiting ahead in life
They are not in start in new thing but they increase ahead in life
With each and every step we just fall in biggest type of mess in life
Because new thing is so brand new that it never have suffer any bad side
So every day of life we just spend as we like and we never able to see
What is wrong effects of some thing which is around us in our life
But never every thing turn in a perfect way in our life because
Bad effects of surrounding going to happen on that thing in life
When this thing happen why do we feel so shocked and tell me
Why each worst change manage to hurt our mind and heart
How hard we may try but we can't change that effect on other person or things in life
You think you keep yourself as same as you were before in life
But truth is that you were also effected by our surrounding on every day of life
May be it creates good effects on some part of our thinking and life
But there is also bad effect on our thinking which effect our life
So some thing which is new looks perfect at first but slowly it effects our life
As well as everything around us look at those fruits which are fresh at first
But slowly they will get damaged in their content as well as colors
So our life with use of it's time teach us what is truly rotten in our life
You can see in nature every thing after some time rotten and turn to bad side
After all on each day of life we see wrong thing and their totally wrong side
So with time every thing has some effect on it in their mind as well as life
But there is only one thing which can develop with time and may have less effect
Of bad side of surrounding and can have good effect on life
That is our mind which can only have some sort of positive side effect on life
Because if you learn proper things and develop proper sense in your life
You may develop it in proper way and be helpful for all man kind
So at least for some time you can develop your mind after all human being in life
Have many years to develop proper sources with use of proper mind
But strange thing is that even our mind some times instead of developing
Just rotten with time we can read in many things from time to time
Which tell us some times even after nice training and many efforts still in life
Time have some bad effects on some type of mind and then that mind in life
Used in such a bad way that it gives us so worst types of effects on life
So each one have some kind of effect on that side which will effect on life
A new thing can't ever remain same for whole life it will change every day of life
Because our surroundings are so strong and they will have some effect on life
And they will slowly change us day by day with help of our thinking in our life
So when some thing changed never get shock and they blame your self for wrong change in life
That one will change because what happen in surrounding around that one in life
And you just can't stood between that person or that change effect your life.

Poem 923. Shadows of life

                               Shadows of life
Some times our answers seem so complicated like question
We get so confused by answer that we began to think that
We are far more less confused with that strange question
When we began to see that answer which is worst for you or me
Those answer are so strange as if they are made such way
That person never understand it's meaning with even full concentration
At first when you see that answer we began to think that
We have so limited knowledge that we don't able to understand
Our life as well as our that answer we need some guide to understand
That answer in fact in life that question began to seems so simple
Before that complicated answer which we received in return from life
But we never trust our brain and think that it is our lack of brain
So when we get that answer we began to run to each and every person
Who will help us to find proper meaning of that answer so
Instead of one two person began to search for meaning of answer
Then we once again read everything from each sector of life
And began to search for proper answer so we began to search
Answer also of one full answer in our life and so how hard
We may try but still we are without answer in fact now with one more question in life
When some answer turn into question it is worst moment of life
With just one extra question we manage to mess up every thing in life
How difficult it is to understand answers of life which turn into question
Whether you like or dislike but these are most worst answer of our life
Which instead of helping us more and more complicates our life
How hard we may wish to find some solution in life but these answers
Just manage to disturb our thought as well as all part in our life
I just feel so upset about this problem in our mind and life
Because every time when we see answers we thought that we will manage to go ahead in life
On every day of life we just want some sort of proper advice about life
Any in those answers we have hoped that we get some type of advice
But instead of giving advice and helping us they turn against us in life
And manage to complicate and some times even hurt our feelings in life
How we always hoped that answer will take us on next step of life
But when answer goes against us and turn into question of life
We just wish that we have never search for that answer in our life
Because when answer don't give solution we feel like some stupid person in life
And we began to think that we are so wrong that we asked answer in life
If only all answers turn clear and nice as sun and it's brightness
Have power to enlighten it's whole and nice sort of horizon in life
But sadly all answers are not that simple some even create many questions in life
And easily began to irritate our feeling and create more problem in life
But if we just ignore that question will it solve our problems in life
But I don't think so because once question arises in mind
It vanishes from our mind it will always remain there like shadow of life
But even after getting answer it was so tricky that shadow never desserts our life
But there is just one question is this shadow so important that we think about it in life
But if I tell you the truth I think from many parts of heart that
This shadow really matters in life that answer never leave us in peace or quiet
Because that question is also one necessity of our mind and our life
We can't forget that answer or we can forget that question in our life
On each and every day in life we just search for meaning of that answer throughout life
But then suddenly we realized that may be we are all ignoring many things in life
Which always happen to us during our day as well as during our night
But if answer is so complicated may be we really need to ignore that question in life
Because there are many questions which went away without answers in life.

Poem 922. Team work

                                        Team work
Whenever I see nice picture we just like some place
But we never able to guess what is true and what behind the face
Many times picture cheat us and show us something totally wrong
If we want to proof that we can search in our kitchen for wrong
In our kitchen there are many thing we bought because we saw
On their pack a picture what is called the best even if we turn
The whole mountain and invite one of best cook of world
Still that thing cann't change in it some thing delicious seen on cover face
How easily our eyes can be deceived in our complicated life
May be we should depend more on other feeling like some thing as a smell
But then some thing we can smell the nice but when we put it
In our mouth we can easily understood we made world's greatest mistake
How sweet was it's smell and how disgusting it's taste so may be
We must trust our mouth to judge everything in way which is best
But then when you eat too much tasty food it is not good for health
So we can't trust just our mouth to judge what is always best
So no organ from body can tell you properly what is best then
Why did we get so much upset when our heart does same mistake
If we trust some wrong person we began to blame our brain
We just say why do we use emotional heart instead 0f using logical brain
If each organ can make mistake don't brain and heart have same sense
Nothing is better and nothing is bad they all together in every way
If some part does mistake other part need to have tolerate it
And have to bear what ever nature have kept for in it's safe
Some times we get nice and beautiful things and some times it's waste
But we never understand that we also have right to make mistake
So when some one began to blame us tear began to rise in eyes
Again and again even our nose get red and throat began make sound with them
So in life they are together they never separated from each other in life
Even in any sort game because they are some thing true examples of best friend
They just always stood with each other even in crisis when some one
Attack on our eyes our breath starts fast our hand comes ahead and mouth screams for help
They never think just for their safety and alone for their need and want
On every place and every spot they are stood on each point together again and again
If you want true friendship or true team work we must learn it from them
This is best team made by god may be to show us what is team work ahead
But when we start our teamwork first we want what is easy for us and
What is important and best we never want to take too much risk in life
If possible some people avoid hard work and put it on shoulders of other again and again
When we do team work we are never together as team and may be
We like each others company for enjoyment but we never want to work and help
We just keep our personal motives ahead and tell other that I will just do this
And then only I win my game when you work as a team you have never
Right to choose partner in it ever in game do you think eyes and throat choose
Partner while working together and help if it is so then how can a blind's throat
And smell work better instead of quitting the game no my friend in life
This is what human  nature never act this selfish way
Even if person can't talk eyes watch and try to make everything the best
No organ is so selfish that it just quit it's partner because it want to win the game
When you choose the best partner and make your team with him
It is not your team work it is that you are taking from other's what is the best.

Poem 921. Plans in life

                                             Plans in life
Every day when I wake up I decide to do some thing in my life
But how many times do you think we act according to plan in life
Most of time we change our plan in just minutes or seconds in life
When some one just don't turn up on time which happens many times   in life
Our plans will be the best if they are based just on our self and our life
But sadly they include others in it most times in our thoughts and life
Situation always change and person change their view and person who promise
That they will come just don't appear as they suppose to do this is our life
We have to improvised our each and every plan because many people don't kept their word in life
When some one don't keep word I use to get upset at first but now I know my life
Very well to understand that we can't expect honesty each and every time
We have to feel that it is okay in life when other break the word it is part of life
How hard you may try to blame that person for fault but truth is that in life
We must win every thing on just our own strength and intelligence in life
I know we need others to help us in each type of sectors and many time
But we can't sure that these person will come and help us on perfect time
Some times they may vanish in sky like some bird and never show their face in life
While some other come to you next day and don't even apologized just walk away
There are some person who even manage to apologized but that don't make us sure
That they will not make same mistake next type some people just love to apologized in life
They never mind repeating same mistake for plenty of times in their life
So what is use of our plan which we made as soon as we wake up on sunrise
So some people told me that they stop making plans in life
But I just don't think it is proper way and proper approach towards life
We just need some plans on each day to live in our proper sort of life
These plans keep our spirit high and make us feel useful on each and every day of life
Otherwise we feel just like some useless thing and broken person in our life
We must make plans and try to go according to them and if life don't permit them
Then may we can change them we can't be always successful in each plan of life
In fact some time we just can't able to make any plan successful in life
How hard you may try but you can't always act as per plan have decide
But making plan is like creating stories for your enjoyment in life
It is like a kid's which make stories while playing nicely with toys
How hard it is to win and be successful and achiever in your life
But it is easy to keep one nice and peaceful sort of dreams for your life
So let's make some plan on each and every day of our precious life
May be they don't become successful but at least we can try to think some nice
Just making nice plan help a lot in world and we can at least think one day we win in life
Making plan is nice and best thing in world for each and every person in life
Without plan we are so upset that we can't go ahead in our precious life
We may win or lose it is always result which we can never know in this life
But planning is always worth trying for our dream and motive in life
After failing many times one day one plan will work in our life
But many failed plans are reasons behind that successful plan in life
First plan may be fail or may be no plan win in life but still in life
Plan are some thing we must make to take us ahead in day to day life
So make plans but never think your success is dependent on plan in life
Because many time your plans are failed but success will visit your life
But there is basic wish when you made this plan is firmly stood behind
Because it is wish that always make success possible in your life
So unsuccessful plan have use of it's own in your mind after all
Every plan is important and needed in each and every day of life.

Poem 920. Learn to fly

                                       Learn to fly
When you look at sky you can see many things which fly
But tell me which is better airplane or birds that fly
That is one question always confuse me which one I should choose
Because one I like and other one is always useful and help me to fly
I love the beauty and grace of that nice innocent bird but bird can fly
I can't even fly like them above the earth then comes airplane that fly
When I watch it don't look innocent in fact some thing it seems like
It is polluting that beautiful and nice sky so I must say I don't like
It that much but still after some time I think it will so useful to help me to fly
What is nice and what is ugly is one question comes in our heart daily
Because one is beautiful but it have life and freedom to fly
While one is under our control and it can fly where ever we want to fly
But still when we look at sky we just love that natural bird and watch it fly
And some times I think if only we can skip airplane and just manage fly
How nice it will be learn to fly and our fairy tale will become true in sky
Each and every day how hard we may try but still we can't fly in sky
This is some skill given as gift to bird which we just can't have it
Even if we decide to move our earth but we can still use our dear brain and fly
In sky so high that we can keep behind all birds which are naturally trained
When we reach in sky it is so nice to see us up and flying high
At that moment we can't think of other things except looking out of window toward sky
We never feel any sadness that we are polluting the sky when we fly
We feel like king or queen and we never thought about our every day sky
But as soon as we see other airplane fly we began to pollution created in sky
When we have benefit we just see them as our right to have in our life
But when some one uses same benefit suddenly many things come in sky
We want to fly high as much as we can able to go and touch sky
But when other's try to touch it instead of helping them we just want
To stop them and polluting out sky tell me just one thing  it's fair
That we want every thing for us and others never matter anywhere
We want a airplane for us and nice clear and beautiful sky for us
But we never thought what other may need for them as human
We just wish to fly and want to touch our sky but we forget one thing
It is not our sky it belongs to all who can learn to fly may it be a bird or airplane that fly
When you use some thing as you want to use never stop other from using it
Just by word pollution if want to change the world first change your self
And if you don't want change then let other live their life their way
Blaming other is always easy and simple task but when it come on you
Are you ready to change your self and pay what ever is it's cost
Even if you agree to pay that cost do you think people around you agree to that part
So you can't change the world so don't try to change it
You can grow new thing to improve or try to protect things in world
But never try to other people stop from doing things because if you try this
You just create more problem and mess then world only blame you
Because you tried to do what is best no one is perfect and we are human being
We must learn to adjust what ever we got in life as a human being
Human can't fly but if they decide to fly pollution will always remain part of sky
If you take some gift which was not naturally given to you
Then it will not come free we must have to give price which is due.

Poem 919. The drive

                                           The drive
Some time we jump with joy while some times we feel sorrows
Life is some thing strange vehicle which is lost on roads of tomorrow
We know where we want to go but don't know road to take
So our vehicle get confused when ever we decide to drive to take
On each and every road we just look around and hope that we will take
Proper road to see what we wanted to find in our dreams and life
We can't just keep on guess so we some times stop our vehicle
And ask other people who are walking or standing around our vehicle
Some times they shows us proper road and some time they don't
But we have to take suggestions if we want to know proper road
With all hopes we try each and every road which is suggested to take
Some times such roads improve our life and get us on right road
But mostly they confuse us in life more and more so we must
Be careful when we use vehicle of life because this is one
Journey which is without any guide or without any kind of maps
In life we may think some person is our guide but question is that
How much that person really know about truth and depth of our life
Our life is some thing unknown to every one some type road
And some type even our destination are changed while travelling on road
So never get upset when you can't able to see proper road or sights
Because life is such a journey which is so complicated for our life
That on each and every sight we see different type of vehicle of life
It is interesting because we have right to that driving seat in life
We can drive the way we want and wish to drive and no one can stop us in life
But there is always risk of taking totally wrong turn in our life
That vehicle always changes every time when we wish to change the route
But problem is that we can never know which is proper route
So being a driver don't seem a blessing on every time in our life
Some times it even confuse us from each and every part of world
Some times we goes to totally wrong way and get one big dead end
But not stopping this vehicle is rule of this life so we take a u turn in our life
And once again we start for brand new route and right until we reach
Finally reach to destination we like and then we may think
We can relax in our life but we can't do it in our precious life
Because after finally getting one destination we can't stop vehicle
Our life stops on one destination after passing one exam there is
Another one was waiting for you in your life it doesn't matter
If you pass in first exam or you fail in it but it doesn't matter
But you have to appear for next exam in our life because this vehicle
Never stop so never feel sad in your life because failing is part of life
Because any way you are qualified for next destination for all
Life is so strange vehicle that we like to driving and it is as entertaining as terrible
For every one in life every one say that it is a worst drive still every want to drive
Many claims they are so much bored in their life but still when there is
Any problem or illness first these people cries so for no one useless is life
It is like having big vehicle and claiming that we kept it just for pride
After all we all like that vehicle and like to drive but still some claim
Otherwise but when it come to give up some thing they really like
We can clearly see how much they greed for their vehicle called life
Claiming I don't care is so easy in our life but we just don't understand
It is not entire truth of our life we just claim that we don't care but
We can for it on each and every day and every precious moment in life
This is that kind of drive which we love every day and every way but
Still every time when some thing goes against our wish we claim
That we don't like to live that kind of frustrating life but inside heart
We all know that we really want and in heart we care for our life .

Poem 918. Language

                                                 Language
One thing I always heard that human can understand the language
Which speak from our mind and heart but do you really agree to this
I think language of words matter in our life a lot and in that language
We learn many sort of things which will help us to decided our friend and enemy
But when we don't understand language every thing is useless to world
Even if we think we understand feelings of some one because language
From heart is so hard for you and me that we can never understand
Thought behind it and it's all meaning and thinking when we try to understand
That language of that human being we always get confused about meaning
Just by looking in some one's eyes you can understand the feeling
But hardest task is to understand cause behind that thought and feeling
Because same feeling on same time show for two different reasons in world
It seems as if difference in them is of sun and moon for whole world
So just by reading some one's eyes we can't get proper and truthful meaning
In fact by reading them we just increase our thoughts and misunderstanding
In life every day our heart show joy and sorrow for different reasons and meaning
Just by reading joy or sorrow we can never able to get proper type of feeling
Eyes always seem to us as window of heart but just my looking in window
Can you able to tell what is happen in that house and it's heart
It is not possible to know whole world just by looking at it's heart
So in our life we must understand whole truth before just claiming
We understand everything with heart instead of it words seems like door to heart
They seems more concrete that just feeling from some one's heart
Even when they don't obesses to prove still it feel as if they are proof for heart
Once we heard them we feel we have understood it properly not by just heart
So instead of heart we many times trust our hearing our skills of ears
They seems like a big proof and assurance for our heart without words
Everything seems missing and all meaning seem lost because just by trusting
Our heart may able to read this with help of our eyes and heart
But still we never trust anything until we able to understand all in language
And word without language everything seem wrong and mysterious to world
Until we able to understand language of some one our friendship from heart
Seems like stuck inside some thing which we can't trust and
Then we can't able to trust window of eyes and heart and we just trust
Something which are made by our ancient and mind that is language
Which we understand more clearly than other person's thought and mind
May be word written on paper break in few minutes still we trust
Just language on it than person's eyes because if you don't understand
What is written in eyes properly in life what is sure of that language in our world
So we must need to understand language to make friendship in world
I just never understand how can person understand without understanding
That person's language or word which are just part of that human being
In life we just trust person who know our language not some one whose heart
Have good wishes and truthful as well as fair meaning because just by being
Fair you can't make friendship without language as barrier in between
Until we understand their thoughts and their proper meaning without language
Language is something which is necessary in life without it trust seems so rare in our life
Many may think that language don't matter when we know some human being
But finally when it comes on understanding trusting suddenly language began to matter
To our heart more and more than any other thoughts or feeling.

Poem 917. Other person's mind

                            Other person's mind
One thing is so true in our thoughts and in our life
We hardly ever thought for other people some moments and times
Even in our mind we have many problems and we are so busy with our life
That we can never able to think what other think in their mind
But still sadly in our life we always claim with pride that we know
Perfectly well what are other people's true wishes and likes
When we are so busy in our own thinking and in our life
How can we able to understand what other people think in their life
When mind is busy in solve one problems and handling thoughts of one mind
It just can't able to think about others thoughts and views in life
So for us others mind are some kind of deep well in which can never
Able to go deep and inside because we can't able to know deepness of our mind
How hard you may try to work out what others thought in mind
But still they can never understood fully because many sentences can't complete our life
On every day of life we do as we like and then assume even those thoughts
Which we claim are in other people's thoughts and minds which are part of our life
Every day we do as we wish from heart and then claim that we understand
What others saying in their thoughts and heart but they claim is something
Far away from truth in life we can never try to understood others person's truth
At one time our mind just concentrate on one type of thoughts
And those thoughts are just important for us and for peace of our heart
So understanding others is impossible art which we never able to do
In our life or in our heart and still we feel from heart that
We understand other person and what that one is truly thinking
But actually we just do it on experience which is limited to our thoughts and thinking
It based on some moments which we live in life or one some books which
Were written by some writer who know about truth of life
But do you really some person knows the truth in which life can be describe
And able to tell other person's that honest truth but that writer may be wise
And know many things of life or their could be a anchor who solves problem
Of other on show as part of him or her every work and life
But I don't think they know what is truth of life because
Life is some thing so complicated that we just can't understand it
Because others thoughts and others mind are always part of our every day life
So we must have understand that we never know other person in our life
Because we are too busy in understanding our own thought and mind
We are that sort of person who never understand their own mind
Then how can they understand what others thought and mind
Once our mind began to do one job in life it can never able to do
Other job on same time in our life and so we get stuck on each and every way
Because we claim that we know other when we never able to guess
So this is our life we are all confused still we are so confident that
We can guess others feeling without any efforts like they are written
On paper with pencil and pen with proper thinking and they are like
A river clearly seen by our eyes while they are secretive as breeze
Which is in life some times hot and some time nice and cool
So that is why we always found it hard to understand other person in life
Because we see their face and believe what they say to us in our life
But they are not true we have in our life many type of complicated mind
After all in life we spend many hour in just searching person in life
Because we feel so sure that we understand that human being in life
When we really don't know that person's mind I think may be
We should every time think about a person who is like a new book in life.

Poem 916. Meaning of success

                             Meaning of success
Once again some song when we sing repeatedly in life
How easily we can sing it and how easy it is to guide rhythms and lines
That song become perfect with practice by singing many times in life
But when we see something repeatedly happen to us in life
Instead of thinking that we will perfect in it for whole life
We began to feel that thing might prove irritating as well as boring
Instead of perfection we just run after results without thinking
For moment what are we doing with our future as well as life
After all success is some thing we want achieve in life
But we can't achieve it unless we learn how to win in our fights
But in our life we just look around us and see stories of quick success
But I just don't understand how did we manage to find such person in life
Or may be they are all trying to hide their hard work in their life
Many people think that no work is too hard in their thoughts and life
They are such people who may move a mountain with their efforts
But still claim that they had done nothing big in their view and life
For such people ambitions never stop and for them each task in life
Which was done in their life is as easy as eating apple pies
But that is not truth they have work too hard and it is view in life
To put their work as nothing big but just life's easy and small part
But never think that they are telling truth because they are not
Lying but they are so busy with their work that they don't realize the truth
That they working so hard in their life that we work so hard in life
If we want success we need to repeat that thing on each and every day of life
Repeating is sometimes so boring and most irritating thing in life
But it is something which is repeatedly needed for success of life
You have to repeat something until it becomes some thing near perfect in life
Some people may say they got it all perfect in first time when tried
But it is just a sentence or they are underestimated their efforts
They did for some other thing and on totally some different time in life
When they don't able to get that thing they think their efforts are useless for their life
And those all hours spend on that efforts slowly slip out of their thinking and mind
So they don't get anything perfect on first time they just forget
What they all did on each and every day was important part of human being's life
What you do first time can be good and nice but it can't be perfect in life
You have to do it again and again to make it more good and perfect in life
Getting success can't be some thing you can achieve in overnight in life
If it comes only when you try it on each and every day of life
Only after efforts which we make again and again in our life
We can never win until we decide to try that thing again and again in life
So we must have to repeat until what we get it perfect in your life
You can't do anything perfect without tries we can never get anything on first time
May be it is good on first time but after some effort we can understand
What will that thing on next time if we have to make it perfect in our life
We must give it proper tries and we have to verify that it is perfect on every time
After all we must do every thing properly only after repeating it in life
And can claim to world that we have achieve it perfect in our life
So never let your self get irritate when you have to repeat some thing in life
Because it is always necessary for each and every sort of success in our life
Repeating is one process which is necessary when ever you want a success in life
Never turn your back to repeating because it will teach you how to move mountains in your life
And then only one day you will see and understand face of true success and meaning of life
After all repeating is also one source of success and other name of life.

Adventure story 90. Julia's Palace

                                                                 Julia's Palace
They all were insisting that Julia should return home after so many days in hostel.Until now Julia always stayed away from house.She hated going back in her house even on vacation.She normally managed to go with some friends but this time it all had gone against her wishes.Her new friend Trisha convinced everyone that they all should visit Julia.Julia knew every one from heart wanted to visit Julia's house.After all Julia was from one of richest families in country.Julia knew it but since her mother died.Julia never went in that home.Julia was looking very upset by this and her best friend Nitu saw it clearly.But until now all their friends took Julia with them in every vacation so they all thought that it was her turn and worst thing was her father specially send a message for every one to come.There was some ceremony at their house.It was regarding her father's new victory and entry in politics.So her father wanted to click all family photograph.After all this money and status had came from Julia's mother.But after her mother's death her father married to another woman. Nitu didn't know much about Julia's mother.But she knew that Julia hated her. Nitu didn't find it surprising because no girl could accept such replacement easily and specially when it happened just in six months after her mother's death.Then after few months Julia's step sister was born so Julia's father forgot her mother quickly and that hurt Julia's heart.Julia didn't say anything against him openly.But she just preferred to avoid them.This time it was impossible to avoid.Since every one was so excited by fancy invitation.Then Tisha started screaming"I heard that Julia lives in palace."Other girl"What palace?""They lived in big palace away from city.They brought it from an old family which was royal family but got bankrupt.Every one just wanted to know about it so they all turned to Julia.Julia"My mother bought it and decorated it at that time.But I don't know how much it has change now.""You never visited it."Now Nitu decided that she must interfered. Nitu "Now are you all going to keep questioning?Look at the watch.They all saw that they must go in classroom so started running towards it.Julia's father had invited whole class and every girl wanted to come after all it was girl's school and hostel so boys were out of question.
         Julia was so upset by this every one just wanted to discuss about her palace.She thanked god when finally class was started.She was safe on her bench because her friend Nitu never hurt her with question about her family. Nitu knew it very well that Julia didn't want to discuss.But she needed to talk today. Nitu"Can I ask you some thing?"Julia looked terribly upset about it.But Nitu just couldn't ignore it now.She wanted to clear this matter. Nitu"Why are you so upset regarding going back?"Julia smiled "So at least you don't care about palace and really concern about me.Look at all those my so called friends.They are just interested in place.Not in me after all in this life they just want to visit palace.""Now will you stop complaining and tell me.What is wrong?You hate your step mother so much...""I don't like her but that is not that big problem.Actually my Dad is so strange.He just every time speak about himself and he always keep insulting every one.You just don't understand."Nitu started laughing. Nitu "Come on every one's Dad or Mom have some fault after all they are all human not god so they don't do everything perfect.""You just don't understand."After that Julia didn't said anything but she looked upset on each and every day. Nitu wanted to talk.But Julia said just one thing that she would understand only when she would meet her father personally. Nitu was so confused.She didn't understand that what should be that worst in any person.Finally it was decided that they all would go in Nitu's father's special bus.
       That bus was okay.Then finally they reached to that palace.They all were shocked to see it.That place was so huge.But it's painting was already destroyed from weather.Then that palace looked worst.Due to negligence that whole house was just damaged.Then they slowly went near it.Tisha "My god this house looks like ghost house.Why don't you live in modern raw house or bungalow? I mean you have so much money."Julia gave them a strange smile and said "All what glitter is not gold."All her friends looked confused.Then suddenly a butler came.He bowed.But he seemed too old to carry any bag.Butler gave a affectionate smile to Julia.Julia"How are you Uncle?""I am fine.Your highness."They all stayed laughing.Tisha"Now this is so strange.Julia is not princess."Suddenly from behind a man screamed "She is princess from my side.My grandfather used to lord of Tamanpur."They all looked confused.That man was up to date in appearance.He had addressed like some lord.Julia gave him a forced smile and said "Hello Dad.""How dare you call me Dad.Your highness.I am Lord and you are princess."Julia just ignored her Dad and started going inside.But all her friends stopped there to hear stories of lovely palace from her Dad. Nitu was listening to him attentively.His stories were really interested.But Nitu had enough knowledge to know that they were far away from truth.She just didn't understand that why did Julia's father lying like this.But all other girls believed him and impressed by his lies.They all started showing special respect to him.Then Julia's father smiled.Then suddenly Nitu remembered Julia's stepmother and her stepsister.She was about to ask some thing.When a lady came out,she was in very cheap clothes and there was small girl with her.They both were carrying glasses of water.Julia's Dad screamed on them and ordered them to serve it. Nitu noticed that they both were shivering when they started serving glasses.They all took that water and went inside.
        When they went inside they noticed that interior was better than exterior. But it was not much fancy most of the things were cheap copy of some art piece. But all other friends were impressed by this.Whole time Julia's father was telling every one how did he manage to get that piece.How he went some exotic place and buy that costly piece.They all were observing this.Finally they all went to their room.Their room were far more better.They were set perfectly for every one.They all just liked them. Slowly they all told come down for breakfast once again table was set perfectly.There were fresh fruits arranged properly for all.Then Julia's father asked "What do you like to drink?"Tisha "Anything you think best."Julia's father smiled.But suddenly a girl screamed"I like orange juice."And Julia's father looked her with anger."Orange Juice is worst for health in morning.It will increased your acidity and damage your health."Another girl "I like cornflakes.""My god don't tell me you eat out of that box.Come on you are here to stay with nature so eat healthy food.No box is permitted in this palace."Tisha"So what do you think is best?""Those who are non vegetarian can eat eggs and those who are vegetarian can eat bananas."One girl"But banana don't suit me.I get cold."Julia's father looked upset but then he smiled."He pointed at apple on table and said"You can eat that."So they were once again served by same servant that butler,that lady and small girl. Nitu was confused.She wanted to ask lot of question to Julia.But Julia was suddenly became invisible.Then they all were given a nice lunch after that they were taken to home theater and showed a nice Movie.They all enjoyed it.At first it all seemed nice but slowly as days went they all started counting days.They all had came there just for seven days but in just three days they were bored.That celebration which mentioned in invitation was not taking place in fact.They all were bored and wanted to go out but didn't dare to ask because they were scared of Julia's Dad.When he looked at them with anger all girls were scared.They even heard him once slapping that lady servant because by mistake take out wrong C.D.They all saw that mark on her cheek.They wanted to talk about this to Julia.But Julia was just invisible.They never saw her.Until finally last day came and bus came to receive them.They all ran inside the bus.Finally Julia appeared and sat with them.
       Finally when they started going towards hostel on that moment finally Nitu spoke.She didn't intended to speak it loudly but she spoke"Julia your father was strange.I mean.I think he was lying about some thing."Other girl "And he is so bossy.I think he even hurt that lady servant."Other girls also nodded.Julia started crying slowly.Julia "He was not lying about some thing.He was lying about everything.""What?""That woman was not maid.She was my stepmother and that little girl was my step sister.That old butler was only our servant from my Mom's time.All other servant left because my father was too bossy and he never able to pay salary.My father was not lord.He is just a normal man but he loved to pretend like he is lord.Every time he called his friends and pretend like this.We don't have any servant.I used to cook with help of all other persons.That's why I never came to meet you.It was exhausting.That is why I never go back to home"Nitu "Oh my god from next time you can come to my house on every vacation."Tisha "Not just at Nitu you are also welcomed in my house"After that every girl in that bus told her that she could stay with her.But finally Julia"Thanks friends.But I can't act like this whole life."Nitu asked"But why did he act like that?" "Because he is suffering from Narcissistic Personality Disorder. My mother tried to treat him. But he never responded properly to treatment.My mother lived life in stress.There was never much money in any side of family and my Dad wasted as much as possible in pretending richness.Then my mother died and he got everything.He started showing off more and more.He married a woman from poor family who always lives under his thumb.He wanted me to join him so that he could use me in his plan.But I stayed in hostel and my mother had already arranged everything for me with help of other trustees so I am safe from his cruelty.But my step mother and sister are continuous victim of this.I can't help them."Julia cried.They all showed sympathy to her but they all knew that just financial security was not enough for Julia's future.She needed family and family was going to be missing from her entire life due to her father's problem.
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Poem 915. Description of sadness

                            Description of sadness
How easy it is always to keep our self sad in life and
How hard it is always to keep our self happy even for minutes
So happiness seems like some sand which goes away in minutes
From our hand on the beach or on any kind of land
But why happiness sand and sorrows are some river
Which just stay on one place years after years
But river is some thing nice and beautiful for eyes
So we just can't claim sorrows are some kind of  river
It never give us quietness or even give us any peace
They just disturb all our thoughts and our hidden feelings
I just can't describe sorrow as river for living and
Inside my heart I think about dark and I think sorrows
Can describe as a dark when they comes on us
We can't able to see anything we are so blind to world
That we just want forget each and everything
Then like dark they are scary and hidden we can never
Able to go ahead when sorrow come to visit and meet us
Everything become as scary as night and we think that
Sorrow are perfect way to describe nights but then
I suddenly thought about those campfires and fun
And those ghost stories I heard in those campfires
They all just moment full of fun and still I enjoy them
With my friends and sisters so those moments can't be called sad
As much we wish you tell every one they are not at all sad
So on those nights of life we may enjoy our life
Then I thought about peaceful sleep and nice dreams in life
I just don't able to find any kind of sorrows and pains in darkness
Of night since may they look dark but they are not sad
They are just as playful as mornings which are bright with light
So we can't call them sorrow and sadness of our life
They all give us nice and pleasant feeling in our thinking and life
So I just got confused we just can't describe sadness of life
Each thing seem to have some other brightest side in our life
Even thorny bush have some sort of use but still we can't manage
To say that sorrows are some pleasant and nice part of life
Because they may teach many things and teachers of human being
Still they just express some feeling which can't be describe
With help of any thing in their life and then all things of life
Just seem to confused our mind because they all seem helpless
When it come to describe sadness and saddest part of life
We can write it but still it is incomplete and we can sing it
But still song can't say it properly so it can't be described in life
But same apply to happiness when it come describing all things
Seem incomplete and useless to describe so we should quit
And stop trying to describe just we can say sadness is just
Opposite side of happiness which is always part of our life
But I always wish people should understand happiness is also just opposite side
Because people have many times you too many words to have it describe
So sadness become biggest thing which we just happily cherish in our life
Instead of cherishing happiness sadness becomes our biggest prize.

Poem 914. Wastage

                           Wastage
We have many dream due to them some times
We plan many things but worst thing that when our dream
Don't fulfill what will happen to that kind of planning
Many thing just get wasted because our dream
And then we feel so guilty that we just try to stop dream
But stopping our dream is not easy part because our dream
Always come back and manage to touch our heart and some times
We even waste our money as well as feeling just in hope that
One day sun will shine on us and we can able to fulfill dream
But only if we learn not to treat it as wastage when we dream
Because one day that money which we spend on planning
Can become useful for us and for our future planning
This money which seem like wastage to you and me
Can also become some sort of investment in our future planning
We need many things in our life as human being so if for one dream
We spend some thing then why shall we need to feel so upset as human being
It is our life and we can't get on each and every day perfect advice
So some times we may do some wrong investments in our life
Such investments are just mistake they are not crime
Don't treat them ever as crime in our dream or our life
They are just wrong investment and you can use them properly in life
You just need to think twice before understanding how to use them in life
No thing is ever wasted in your life if you use them with wise mind
When you just keep your mind quiet and try to use it like wise
Every thing has some use of it nothing is ever wasted in our life
We just jump on conclusion due to our frustrated mind
And think these things are some thing useless in our life
We may want to change every aspect and concept in our life
After all we don't need to think just because our planning failed
Our things are wasted in our thoughts as well as in our life
If we use same thing for different mean and need it will become
Once again most beautiful and useful thing in our life
After all we need to use each and every bite of our life
Just by failing of one dream don't think that you will fail or win
There are lot of moment and chances in life and you can win
If you have use every skill and every thing which you get in life
After all using and placing things properly is our future and our life
Our destiny is like some puzzle which we all need to solve in this life
Placing all things in proper places of our destiny and our life
All things which are beautiful and nice should be properly used in life
Nothing is useless our each effort is always useful in our life
Just we can't see them in proper way and with proper eyes
Each thing has some kind of price and help you to enjoy life
So just keep that thing with you and wait for proper time
And then understand what is true value of it and it's price
After all if you just throw away you are wasting some part of life
You have spend so many effort in having that thing in your life
Just always learn to value your efforts in your life
And every day try to give each thing importance in your life
Because nothing is wastage everything is important for life.

Poem 913. Webs

                                   Webs
What is more beautiful nature or person's heart
I just don't know which one better in life and
What should be better for our like and dislike
But truth is that this is problem of life on each day
We just think what is our choice and what is our life
We never went above our like and dislikes and
Which are like webs of our life,we always get
Stuck in our like and dislike never we manage
To go above them and just stuck inside those webs
Those webs are some thing which never let us
Live properly in life and they are some thing which
Are many times form in our brain when we are child
We never like some thing which is goes against
Our rule because rules are some thing which
We think protect us from every storm and wind
So for our safety we just love to keep those webs
We never understand they are spider webs for us
And we are not spiders to prefer that webs so
We never go out of that webs in life and never
Get what we truly worthy and deserve in life
So may be for just some times we must think freely
And forget our likes and dislikes these things are one
Which never let us see what is true light and
We just get confused after seeing what we saw outside
If only we can go above those webs may be we find
True meaning of life or at least we can find a truth in life
Just by being caught in that web we are restricted in all
I just wish one day when I forget all those likes and dislikes
And without being partial I can manage one day of my life
But when ever I start my any day of life I just feel
That first thing that come in my mind is my mind's like and dislike
Likes and dislikes are some thing not born with us
But may stay with us until we die if we don't take proper steps in our life
How we all wish to live happy and proper life but
Still we never try to break those webs in our life
We just keep them to our heart and think they are for our best
At first they intentional and slowly they are automatic in life
When ever we see that person our face will show clearly and
Straight away from our face as well as our eyes
How inside we have already planted our thinking and
Those weds which capture our eyesight that even in life
Bright sun and morning can't walk up us from that dark nights
If only we able to learn what we truly doing with our life
May be we can throw away those webs that surrounded our life
On every day we all try to stop that dislike and like of life
Then  after many years we can able to breath clean air in life
After these likes and dislikes always manage to pollute our life
And totally changes what is true and faithful meaning of our life
Cleaning fresh and nature air is necessary for our body in our life
While throwing away this likes and dislikes is necessary for our mind
In this life we may feel some thing we really worship and like
But think twice before jumping on conclusions and be sure about your life.
                                  

Poem 912. The voice

                                     The voice
When I was doing it I was confident that I will win it
But when I heard that voice I feel suddenly that losing
Is what written in my destiny and this is what my life
So this what happen to us when we heard some voice
That voice take us on totally wrong and opposite side
So just when you feel this way think which was that
Thing or which was that voice your heart can surely tell that
If you ask yourself peacefully as with quiet of your life
You can clearly see which was that voice and what is that noise
But problem is that we don't know how to handle that voice in life
When we found out that voice we just try to avoid that voice
But how hard you may try but still in this life we can't avoid that
Irritating voice because no one want to hear that sick voice
Every one just want to avoid and stay away from that voice
So that voice already knows no one is going to accept it
Or no one is going to like that sort of fully negative kind of voice
That voice will follow any one whom that voice like
It is so strange that we can't have freedom even to avoid that voice
I just hate  when I heard that voice because I am sure
All negative feelings inside me are going to arise with that voice
Still from other side of life which negative and dark that voice
Come loud and clear in our life and destroy our sky of dreams that
Always disturb us on each and every front of our thinking and life
How frustrated we feel when our sun rise on totally wrong point
And when we think we are going to achieve everything that
All thoughts vanish in just few seconds with our thoughts and life
I just don't want to hear that sort of strange and steady voice
But it is not our right to decide if we can able to ever hear that voice
I just never understand what is our mistake in our life
That we just never able to avoid that non stop disturbing type of voice
I just don't know from where may comes that voice
It is like playing with demon games of hide and seek for life
But then some one told me that it happens because I don't adjust
With that voice and don't gather courage to hear that voice
So from many corners and many sides we all hear that voice
If we manage to stood against it and fight we may began to ignore that voice
If we can't ignore at least we can adjust with that voice
Because it is coming from each corner and every side of life
So success can be achieve only by ignoring those voice
Or some even use it and turn it as they like and use it for benefit of life
Those are most intelligent and brilliant mind in all I have respect for them from heart
Using such voices for benefit of world is most useful art in life
This can also reduce those irritating sound from all other people's life
But still I feel scared when I heard that voice which they make me depressed
How hard I try not to but still they got that strange power in voice
So I use many times my walk man and music to avoid that voice
But still some time I just force to hear that strange type of voice
Then some one told me I must block them from my mind
Because using such thing will not help me much in my future and life
When I use them properly in my life I will understand how to went ahead in life
Our mind have that power just keep confidence on mind and
Slowly you can see your self going ahead and blocking those voice.