Poem 1878. Expectations from gift

                                                      Expectations from gift
Some gifts are so small still precious in life when they are manage to come as surprise when
Some gift is expected I just feel that I expect too much from people in life so surprise thing will
Have some effect on our mind when gift are small things which will have some reaction on our
Thinking and mind those small gift will so important in life because that gift which will look
So much great in life after all small gift will look so wrong when we expect it from others in life
After all those gift which are so nice in life then when gift will seem so small on every point so
That small gift will having nice look in life when small gift that are so small on every angle of
Our future and life that small gift which take us ahead from mind when small things will come
Some effect on our mind those small things will look so much great on every point but then those
Small things will have some impact on our mind but still then small things will look so great on
Every point inside our mind so then small things will become bigger to our life when small things
Will have importance when they are given in special way in life but worst thing is that something
Bigger things seem like some thing so useless for our life we just keep searching for satisfaction
Which we feel from inside that big thing which will look so much great on every point but one
Thing so useful that things will not look that much great when we move ahead slowly in life with
Just selfish thought of getting things it will never look that much great like that small surprise
Gift of our life it is small thing so I never feel one thing that it could have that power inside
But even one jewel can't bring but small chocolate will bring that smile for our life on every
Moment and on every point since that small gift which will wake up our mind will seem like
Some thing that will bring freshness on every point we need just that happiness but we just never
Understand it in life we just feel we need things because we feel without things we can't live
Our life since those things become that part of our life which we just began to feel needed in life
Those things which are leading to that section on every point from where we can see just small
And nice cute sort of small gift which will look so nice on every point that small gift will touch our mind
When that small gift will look so touching to us on every point because those small gift are nothing
But just one thought from inside that touch us when it is given without expectation of life I just feel
One thing from inside how right is my teacher when she said that expectation are only problems of
Our thoughts and mind when we expect something then nothing can give us happiness in life then
We just want to move ahead with perfect hope of life those thoughts which tell us that small gift
Which we get in life is precious is one that never expect any thing on any point that small gift for
Which we feel happiness is something so nice for every point those gifts which are so small seem
So important inside life but then small thing which are little will look great when we expect them
As least in life those things which will so much good to us on every point when small things will
Matter more when they are given to us suddenly on some point it seem as if expectation are that
Enemy which take away joy of life those sweet and small things will look so great on every point
When small things will have some effect on our mind we feel just one thought from inside that
Small things will look great and big thing seem useless when we feel someone will give us just
Something precious in life because big things are just investment of future when we feel that those
Things are so great on every point those big things will look so great on every point that big sort
Of thing will  have some effect on our life but then big things will not look great because those
Big thing will have some nice effect on our mind but then small things will look so less on every
Point of life we feel one thought from inside bigger things are more important inside life but then
Small things which will have some effect on our mind those big things are great only for our future
And investment in life since that there are some things which are bigger and important inside life
That big things will have some effect on our life small things will create positive effect inside life
Many sort of things which will have effect inside life big things will look great and small things
Will look great when we don't expect in life that expectation will have some impact on our mind
After all expectation is that effect on our mind which will look so much great on every point and
I just feel one thing that expectations are that thought which I have inside my mind when I will
Move ahead I just feel one thing gift from some one who care for me will be precious for mind
But when it comes with expectation suddenly it doesn't look that much nice so on every moment
I feel one thought from inside I need to reduce my expectation if I wanted to live perfect sort of
Life on each and every point then only I will understand true meaning of gifts inside life because
Expectation never let my mind understand meaning of those gifts on any moment or on any point.

Poem 1877. Vanishing of feeling in life

                                                      Vanishing of feeling in life
Can some smell tell me on every point those smell will look so much great on every sweetness

Of life I just want to be happy on every point but some smell can have power to bring happiness

Inside life like sweet smell of rose feel horizon with sweetness on every point but still sometimes

I feel that I must not use it too much in life because when sometimes those sweetness when come

Again and again in life I feel just one day it will vanish from my life that is one thought and one

Fear we all have in life that our sweet and nice things will one day vanish in life why can't we just

Live on this moment of life and why can't these sweetness will help us on some point when we 

Know that our today is our own why we think of tomorrow on every point I just feel one thing 

That if I will learn to enjoy that sweetness in today then may be on every day that sweetness will

Be something that may lead to that point where I can see sweet thought from my thoughts inside life

When sweet things will enter in our life those sweet thoughts which will capture on every point

Then those sweet things have impact on every point after all sweet things are leading to goodness

On every angle that sweetness which I want to capture my thought from inside that sweet feel which

I have inside life will have some sweetness from inside I need to use from heart but I just store them
In life because I feel so much scared that they will just vanish with time but sometimes
I feel I need to understand one thing from inside that life is that joy ride on which I like to
Spend my money every time that ride which take me on that dangerous peak for just some time
But still I run to take that ride I never stop myself from spending some money on it for
Some moment and for some time but life seem to show us many angles on that moment
And on that point of life I will never understand one thought from my mind that
I need to think of every thing in same way in life I can store smell or moment in my life
But I can live it fully if I decide with my thoughts and mind but when I decide to store with
My mind I am just creating confusion for life each step took me to good side manage
To tell me that I need to understand that I need to live every moment that is my life
I can't store happiness on every point when we move ahead on every point I just feel one thought
From inside that some sweetness which we can store on every point but then that nice and pure
Sort of things on every point those soft feeling which will look so nice on every point but just
Try to hold them on every point those smell which will look so nice on every point so then I feel
Just one thought from inside we can enjoy softness for some time but trying to hold them can harm
And damage them in life try to live in that moment but then harshness from our mind which will
Show us negative on every point those thoughts which will look so much great on every angle of
Our life because when we move ahead step by step in life those sweet feeling which we feel on
That point must be lived in full faith on every point we must not try to store them on every point
When those soft thinking which are leading to some area of life then those feeling which are just
Something which are having just few part of our mind those soft feeling will stay with us on
Some point from inside I feel one thing that we can't store just one thing from inside that those
Feeling which are having effect on our mind seem like as if we feel one thing from our mind
That we need to spread that feeling for long time those feeling which are important to our life
I feel that important feeling will be just have some effect on our mind so those feeling which
Are leading to different angle in life but still we must understand just being capture my own feeling
Will never be okay in life we need to move ahead on every point one feeling is for that moment
We must live it fully on that point why did we need to feel that there will be just one beautiful
Smell in life we have so many smell which excite us on every point just trust your future on every
Moment and point then understand one thing that feeling are not for just one point they will just
Manage to change from one point to another point and every feeling will be special and nice but
You can just make space for next area of life but then those feeling which are moving ahead with
Good thought on every point because from one feeling we need to move ahead on every point but
Then when next feeling which will look great when from one feeling we are needed to next feeling
From inside but then when one feeling will be come to end since another need it's place in life
We need to understand it so that we can move ahead from one feeling to another feeling from inside
Those feelings which are so great on every point will never look same on any point we need to
Keep those feeling on every point in one limit in life we need to keep those feeling to just
One angle of life where we feel that those feeling vanish and we find new feeling in our life
They will move ahead on every point those feeling will vanish after some impact inside life.

Adventure story 170. The child

                                                                     The child
Pari was looking out of window. She was looking outside. Ramesh was sitting inside car.She was looking at him. Every day as soon as he went out of that house her life used to begin.She had married Ramesh just due to her family. She never liked him that much. In fact she hardly used to like to talk with him.They were never compatible. But since it was just sort of business deal. They were introduced to each other for marriage proposal.At that point their business was going on in sort of trouble since her father could able to manage it. She had seven sister.Her grandfather who used to do business died suddenly due to heart attack. Her father needed some one to manage business.While Ramesh's family was wealthy and they needed some business to take over so that Ramesh could manage it on his own. Since they were four brothers, Ramesh was youngest.All brothers were settled in business.They needed new business for him.They didn't want new partner in business. They wanted to settle business for Ramesh. So then they decided that they would take over Pari's Dad business.But when Pari's Dad asked for bigger amount, they felt that they didn't want to spend so much money.They were wealthy but their lavish spending were slowly eating away their earning.But then Pari's father noticed Ramesh. He sensed it as if best opportunity to get good husband for daughter and get rid of her. Pari knew that she should not think of her father like that. But she knew that her father was just thinking of one thing at that time that Ramesh would run that business for her and he would get security for old age because he kept that business on his name only.Next name was of Pari so Ramesh got whole business on his wife's name .Her father got security.Ramesh got business and she got just one thing hatred from her sister. Since she got every thing and all remaining sisters got nothing. They just hated her. They felt that Pari planned it all.But she was just forced in this marriage by her father.Her father would  used to take her some where outside in name of lunch or dinner.Then he used to call Ramesh there.Slowly he managed to convince her that she had to marry Ramesh.Pari sensed that it was not perfect match even Ramesh sensed it. Pari always hoped that Ramesh would say no.She even tried to indicate it.But he never did that.Ramesh wanted that business at any cost and in his eyes Pari was good wife for him.Pari could take care of his home and kids.He was not interested in any thing else. He knew that their choices were different and their views were different but he didn't care.When Pari pointed out,he just said that it was fine with him and if she wanted to say no then she had to tell it to her father also. Pari tried but when her father told her that they would become poor if she didn't agree.She got scared and matter was over.So in this way Pari married to Ramesh.That decision
was never made by love.It was just business deal out of which they meant to find their love.Pari didn't know about Ramesh.But she never found it.
       Pari was so bored in that life which she had with Ramesh. She wanted to live with some one who had understanding of art. He got irritated on every point when she tried to discuss about art.He tried to show interest but he didn't able to show that much enthusiasm since he was not really interested. At beginning Ramesh used to come with Pari.But then one day he told her that he was busy.She didn't know that if that was real reason or just excuse but she just wanted to go.She told him that she would go alone.At beginning he tried to object but then finally he said yes.He just insisted that she must took his car and driver.After that she started going out.It was so nice.She was enjoying perfect freedom. She never had to think about her husband. But whenever Ramesh was at home,she used to obey him.She was so perfect wife before him that he never sensed that she was enjoying her another life.She made many friends behind him.They all didn't even knew that she was married. She was enjoying her life.She was careful not to make any boyfriend. Since she didn't want to attract anyone's attention, She was happy with those friends.Each one of them was not that much happy with life. Some had their husbands in abroad.Some were just like Pari unhappy and they didn't ask about each others husband.Some wanted to discuss like those friends whose husband were forced to stay abroad for money.They welcomed their chatting about husband.But Pari sensed clearly that none of them was happily married like her.Of course she was happily married to whole world. They both wondered like perfect couple before world.Then finally she got pregnant. Ramesh was so happy to get his next generation in business. While Pari was so upset,she didn't want to loose her freedom. But things were not as per her thoughts now.She had to remain at home due to her pregnancy. She sat down when her mobile rang her friend was calling. Neena"Where are you? We all were planning to go for film.But Trusha told that you can't able to come. Why? Are you went on some vacation alone?""No..No..I am stuck here.""You are stuck there.Why?""I am pregnant.""What? My god. Are you married?""Of course."Then Neena start laughing.Neena"So sorry. I just never asked you and misunderstood everything. Then what is tension?" Pari finally said what she never dared to say to any one. Pari" I just don't want this child.""What? Why? You are not happy with your husband. Did he abused you? Did he hit you?""No..No.He is nice man but I just don't like him.""Why?""Actually he is not compatible..""Now stop this nonsense Pari.You said that he is nice guy then why are you so against him.""You are my friend.You have to understand it.That man is so different. He just never understand anything about me.""Like?""He hate films.""So?? Many people hate them. You can go to films with us like we go now.""No.. No not just films.He just never like what I like.He never want to go anywhere except business deals and works." Neena started laughing. Neena" All men are like that only." Pari was so upset. She knew that Neena was not understanding her feelings. She just said"You are right. I have to go to..""Where? To gynecologist?"Pari wanted to escape from her so she said yes and disconnected mobile. She just hated this all.She knew that she was mother but still she just didn't like her baby.
          Pari was so bored by sitting in house,She wanted to go out.But she just didn't understand that which place would be good. Then Door bell rang.She didn't have to go and open the door.She had maids for it so Ramesh kept every thing for her. There were maids and servants.But they were not those people who were attached with her. Her servants just did their jobs.She was not going to chat with them.She had her standard. She hated that nature of Ramesh.He was so friendly with servants that sometimes even servants tried to advise  her.But she was careful to show them their places.He was acting totally different way. Ramesh was always friendly with servant. She knew that she must treat them properly but she never liked to treat them like equal because she just hated advice. She knew that when she started to go out.Some maid would inform Ramesh about it. Then Ramesh would ask driver that where were they going.Driver would answer him.Until now Ramesh just never cared where she went because she was going to some movie or hotel would not hurt him.She never made friendship with any male.So he never felt any threat.Even when her maids kept complaining that she was going outside too much.He never cared because he was not that much concern about her lavish spending.After all it was her father's money and he was increasing it every day by crores so spending of few thousand was not big deal to him. But those maids were sensed that it was wrong from beginning.They were indicating that she was developing bad habits. But Ramesh wanted her to live there quietly and happily so he let her act per her wish. But now he was scared. He wanted this baby for him.Somewhere in heart even Ramesh sensed that she was not interested in kid.But he hoped that her mother instinct would work. Pari was so angry and upset. She just wanted to go out.She wanted to go and watch some movie.She just went out towards car.Pari "Driver take me to theater.""Okay Madam."Then they went to that theater.When she went out,Driver told"Madam it is not safe for you to go in theater in this condition. You have to walk to those seats.You have to walk in dark..""So do you feel I just sit whole time at house?" "No..NO..I just feel that you have to take sir with you.""But your sir don't have time. Now don't irritate me."Pari started walking fast in anger.Driver sensed that things were not moving in right way.He called Ramesh and told him every thing who immediately phoned Pari.Pari "Ramesh I am going to watch...""Fine.Fine. I have just called one of your favorite maid Geeta. She will sit with you."Pari just hated that Geeta. In fact she hated every servant. They all were just honest to Ramesh no one else. They always told every thing to him. But she knew that she had no option so she decided to do as per his wish.Then finally that maid came. During all duration of pregnancy she sensed that she had to tolerate this.But she decided that she was not going to stay like that for her whole life.She decided that she would talk with Ramesh about it.Then she went to select film.She just decided on horror movie. She knew that it was not good but she decided it because she wanted to do every thing against Ramesh's wish.She just hated her child.
      When film was started, Geeta immediately tried to warn Pari against watching it.But Pari just ignored it. She started watching film. But then within few moments Ramesh came in theater.He forced her that she must come out with him.She was so upset by that show off.But she had to out because other audience started screaming.After that she created so much show off, Due to her anger Ramesh was so scared.Finally he said "Pari try to understand until baby was born.You have to take precaution.""And after that? I have to take care of that baby.I have to do every thing."Ramesh looked so much confused. Ramesh "But? It is also your baby.""I know but when you become Papa.You just enjoy every thing of baby and then go to office as per your wish.But my life is wasted.""Wasted?""Yes.I don't want to run after baby."Ramesh smiled."Ohh so you don't want responsibilities. Fine I will keep maid. In fact Geeta can do it.You can enjoy every thing but for nine months you have to take care. Then you can enjoy freedom of whole life,I will not ask this favor again.I promise."Pari was not happy but still she wanted to get over it so she nodded.Then for nine months she stayed at home. At beginning Ramesh thought that she would slowly like that child.But then he sensed that it would not happen.He arranged every thing for their child.When baby was born,every thing was ready.Her room,her maid.Every thing was perfect. But it was girl.But Pari didn't care for that child.She just wanted to enjoy her life. Ramesh did big party on Isha's birth on which Pari pretended like perfect mother. But Ramesh sensed already that she was pretending. Then slowly Pari started going out every day.Isha was princess of her Dad.Isha was perfectly taken care of.In fact Ramesh made it sure that Isha would not miss her mother because Geeta was perfect replacement.Geeta was a childless woman and even her husband started working there as watchman so that Geeta could stay there,Ramesh arranged one servant quarter in house.So every thing was perfect.Only Ramesh was there,Isha used to come there.In fact Isha hardly recognized her own Mom. She was considering Geeta as her Mom. Every thing was perfect for Pari. But one day Ramesh was invited by one of client in party. They all went.They looked like perfect family but Isha just stayed in hand of her father and it was first time. Pari sensed that she had lost something. She started trying to convince her daughter. Isha kept crying and started hitting at Pari when she tried to take Isha in her arms. But Pari kept trying due to it Isha screamed so much.That every one in that party started watching them.Those voices were attracting so much attention. That Ramesh took her back.But by then all guests had already realized that Pari couldn't able to take her own daughter Isha. Some guests even came to advise her and some came to taunt her.Ramesh sensed that it was all wrong.Every one was laughing on Pari and him.He wanted to leave that party but he knew that he had to attend it. He didn't want to create drama.But he hardly able to guess that it was just beginning.
       After that as soon as Ramesh reached home,Pari once again started taking Isha in her hand.Isha was screaming.She wanted to go in Geeta's hand. There was big drama.Whole time Isha was screaming. Those screams were so horrible.Ramesh tried hard to control Pari.But he could sensed that situation was going out of his hand.When he screamed,Pari finally stopped trying.Ramesh thought that it was over.But in her heart Pari was making many plans.She decided to go in market and at morning she went there.She bought all best toys and sweets.Then she came in house.By then Ramesh had already went out for work.Pari started showing every toy to Isha.But Isha was scared of her.Pari just kept running after her.Then finally Pari hit her.But Geeta took Isha out of her hand.Geeta"You should not hit your daughter like that.She is so small."Then Pari started screaming and abusing every one. She started throwing things around.Geeta just took Isha in hand and ran out of that house.Pari just kept screaming and throwing things.She hurt herself on lot of places.All servant just ran out of house.Then one of them phoned Ramesh.Ramesh came there with Doctor.They both found it so hard to control Pari.Finally they gave her injection for sleeping.Doctor suggested Ramesh that he would start Pari's psychiatric treatment. When Pari woke up,once again she started asking for Isha.Ramesh knew that Isha was not going to come in her arms.He tried to console her.But she just kept crying.Then she just quit food and kept looking at ceiling.Finally one day Ramesh took her to psychiatrist.But when they went there, Pari was sitting like stone.Slowly Psychiatrist started talking to her but Pari was hardly talking with psychiatrist.Then he told Pari to go out with nurse,Pari just obeyed without questioning. Pari was never object any thing now a days,As soon as she went out Ramesh asked "What happen to her?""Was it forced marriage? Your wife wanted to marry some one else.""I don't know.I mean.I never thought this way.I just got married to her and then took care of her.""But you took care of her every wimp without much thinking.""What else should I do? It was her father's money.She had full right to it and her demands were not that harmful.""That demand in which she told you that she didn't want to take care of your daughter?""It was unreasonable.But she didn't want to be mother and I force motherhood on her.""But she is mother.She have to take of her child.I don't mean to spend whole day around it. But at least she have to spend few hours.""But it was her choice."Then he told Psychiatrist whole incidence in theater.Psychiatrist"I feel that she was taking revenge of her father on you.She was just forced in this marriage so she just kept showing her anger.But slowly she started feeling lonely.Then suddenly one day she felt that she lost her daughter and she lost her mental balance,She went in depression.""But it was not my mistake.""Of course not.But don't you sense that your wife dislike you?" Ramesh said this with tears in eyes"I sensed it.But after marriage I have no option.I have to adjust with.It was hard for me so I gave her full freedom.That's why I wanted my daughter.At least I have one person who love me.""Now don't feel your heart with wrong thought.It is not about you.It is about that marriage which forced on her.I feel she should have hated any one who married to her.It was about taking away her freedom.But I feel that slowly she will be fine."Ramesh"Do all the thing you can do.After all it is her money.I don't want any one to blame me,"Ramesh said it in such way that Psychiatrist sensed that Ramesh might had married willingly but now it was forced even for him.Psychiatrist nodded.In heart Psychiatrist knew one thing.That he could cure Pari but he just couldn't create love between them because it was never existed.He knew that they both wanted Pari so they would stay together for her like all those couples who stayed together not for their love but just for their children.After all no one could change destiny some times.
                                                                          The End

Poem 1876. Tolerate pain

                                                           Tolerate pain
Sometimes that wall which is behind back never felt to me until I decide to feel that touch I know
It is there just like twitter of that bird but sometimes things just turn so much confusing in world
That nothing comes ahead and nothing can change the world because people decide not to see
That things which they want to see from heart sometimes people just don't understand on every
Point and on every part I feel one thought from my heart sometimes even visible things will look
So much different on every part when we see them they are so much clear to our world and our
Thinking and our heart when we move ahead that thought will take us in life that what we can see
In this world can be seen on every point when we move ahead with positive thinking from our
Thoughts and mind I just feel one thing that people will not see what I want them to see in life
They don't even see what truly there in life what they see is just one thing what they wish from
Their mind so how useless it feel to see things as per our thinking and mind only if people start
To see the truth as it is in life on every moment it feel that life will move on every area of mind
We just never understand what we feel from inside we have one feeling that when we move ahead
One day people will see that truth of life which will be crystal clear after some point which will
Have that thinking from inside that will just manage to confuse our mind because if some one
Want to ignore that wall then some one can do it in life after all if you decide to just ignore
Something then it is possible in life when we move ahead on every moment we just have one
Thought from inside that those things which are existed on some point are not those which are
Truly existed in mind I just have one thought from my thinking on every point that when people
Want to feel that wall then they will feel that wall on every day of life but when people just don't
Understand that wall what will they feel from inside they just feel one thing that this wall is just
No longer part of life but one thing is so sure that this wall is existed so it will stay on that point
And it is just up to us that will we except that wall or will we ignore that wall on every point
When I will move ahead then I want to see truth in life but people just want to ignore that thought
Or truth on every point that wall which is there and made of solid things will not be that much
Strong to understand for some mind then we just can't wake up that thoughts or wake up that
Thinking of mind we need to understand just one thinking which hurt us from inside that when
We move ahead then those solid things will have some effect on our mind but if we just reject
Their existence from our mind on every moment we feel just one thinking from inside when we
Move ahead when we just feel so much shock from inside that those thinking that will seem like
Some thing which seem existed more than actual thing in life can't be defeated on any point when
I will start to move ahead with my thought from inside I just feel one thing that some people will
Have power to reject every thing in life on every point it seem as if their wrong thinking will
Have power even over existing things in life when we move ahead we just never thought once
From our mind that one day we will see some people who have such a strong thinking and mind
When I will move ahead I just feel one thought from inside that strong wish sometimes manage
To destroy even good things from our mind we need to move ahead slowly and step by step
In our life we need to understand that being having solid proof will not be enough for mind on
Each and every step we just manage to get hurt from inside those thoughts which are taking
Us ahead are not getting to any good point because we just hoped one thing that people will see
Truth since it is clear as rock in life but it will never happen since it is not possible for my thought
And for my mind to see that sometimes even solid things are rejected by mind and on that point
We need to convince ourselves to ignore it even when we are right we have to tell ourselves that
We are alone in truth even if it is truth in life on that time it seem not like sunset but seem as if
We are drowning in sea of sorrows on that point only if we decide on that moment it's just pool
And we can swim in it then we can come out of them on every point those sorrows are just those
When this are not something which are part of solid thing which will create impact on our mind
After all those things which are truly existed in life never seem like something which will look
So good on every angle of life I wanted those things which so sure for eyes to look real in life
But solid things will have some impact on our mind when on every day we will move ahead in
Our life I just feel one thing even concrete thing can become invisible in life when people decide
That it is not existed by their mind and this all will turn totally wrong in life because existed thing
Will not vanish it will harm us in life but sometimes when people say we have to tolerate pain
In life not because we are guilty but because we never manage to convince people just on time.

Poem 1875. Confused thoughts

                                                         Confused thoughts 

How confused we all are in this life we just never understand what are we telling each other on

Every moment and point those confused thoughts will lead to that side where we never able to 

See what we feel from inside those thoughts which are having so many colors in life shows us

Just one thing that we need to move ahead in life when we move ahead our thinking should be

Just some thing positive in life we need to find that right thought which no longer confuse our 

Thinking and our mind those thoughts will manage to take us on wrong side we need to understand

One thought from inside that confuse thought will lead from one problem to another problem

In life because confusions are those thoughts which manage to confuse our mind our thoughts

Are no longer moving ahead as per our wishes and our mind we need to understand that this 

Confusion is that thought which we have in our life never seem that much great or good for life

When confusions are form in one thinking from inside we feel just one need that confusion will

Turn good and right those confusion which we face are just because we don't talk straight in life

Or sometimes we just don't accept what we feel from inside on some moment and on some point

We need to face that confusion is not due to destiny but due to troubles which are made to move ahead

On every point those confused thoughts which will show us some angle of life because those sort

Of confused thoughts will lead to many area of life that confused thoughts will have different sort

Of effect on our life when thoughts are taking us from one point to another point of life but then

I feel one thing from inside that confused thinking will look so much great when we move ahead

On every point when confused thoughts will show impact on life but then right thoughts are there

With us in life but we are not moving in straight way and just leading to confused way since 

We want to think from our mind thoughts are confusing on every point of life we need to move

Ahead on every point of life when we move ahead we need to move ahead with just one hope 

From inside that confusion is that thought which will show us many good thoughts and light

Which will show us we need to move ahead with confused point so then these confused thoughts

Will look so much great on every point but then confused sort of thoughts which show us many

Sort of effect on our life that confusion which we store in life lead to that point where confusion

Is that thought which will look so much great in life those confusions which we face on every

Day on every point confusion which will look so many results in life after all confusion is that

Thought which we store from inside we never want to store confusion there are many sides in life

When confused destiny which we lead to life those things which will have some effect on life 

Confused thoughts are created many sort of thinking in life those thoughts which we decide to 

Change in life when we start from one thought and another thought because we just don't want

To dare and say straight thing in life after all moving ahead on every point when we move ahead

I feel one thing from inside confused thought are created by our mind because we are truly scared

To say things in life only if we understand from our mind that confused thought will show us 

That light which will show us many angles of life because confusion will be that effect which 

We have in life will lead to that point from which we see many angles of our life we never think

Clearly from our mind just want to do some thing at our thought is just arranged in that point

So while capturing that point we create so much effect on our life then our life will seem like 

Some thing which will show us many sort of lights of our life we never understand that instead

Of facing truth we start creating false things in life because we are scared of straight way or 

We feel that moving straight way in life but we are just trying to move away from every point

Those thoughts which will show us straight way will began to get in wrong way in life those 

Thoughts which we use to read easily will manage to create effect on our mind I just feel one 

Thing from inside that we are confusing ourselves on every point with our own thinking in life

We need to be clear but still we are too scared to become clear in life on every point we just feel

One thought from inside that confused thought will show us nice concepts of life but when I will

Move ahead I feel confused thought will no longer look that much great in our life those sort of

Confusions which I have in my mind no more look that much great in life I feel just one thing

From my mind that confusion is that thought which will lead to that angle where we see many

Sort of thinking which are creating trouble for us in life and then after some point finally we see

That confusion is wrong thought for our mind that confused thing will have some impact on my

Mind so we need to act straight way and it depend on us when confused thinking inside our mind

It is just because us from every angle of life because confused thought will go away from life.

Poem 1874. Being winner or loser

                                                             Being winner or loser
Can I tell something from my mind to this world I just never feel I am one winner since never once

In life I can win on some point I will win and I will lose on some point people says

It positive when you see glass on only full side but I just  feel one thing why empty glass becomes such

A big crime why don't we just say that half glass is empty and it is fine for me in life why can't we just

Say I need just half glass then why I want other to be full in life when we need just half glass why 

We just keep for whole glass crying some people says ambition take you ahead in life but I say just may

Be on some moment and on some point it turn into such greed which take your peace of mind I just

Don't mind to be loser but being winner scares me sometimes because when you are winner no longer

Your friends remain that trustworthy in life from loser you can't expect much in life but from winner

There is just long list of demand on every point but then when I think that every loser will turn one

Day in some kind of winner that thought scare me in life I know people are scared of losing but then

I feel one thing that I am scared of winning on every point because winner never become true winner

Of life it just for just that moment or for just that tide and on that point you are given that position

And world began to feel you are something great in life but I feel every winner is have one loser at

Heart on some point and every loser can win but winner have to retain that seat on every point I feel

That is most hard task of life because we need to find ways of keeping that treasure which will so 

Hard on every point just being winner is not enough for some one in life and mostly those who love

To be winner never care for others in life those winner are that tigers which eat us at lunch or may

Be even at breakfast so hoping something good from them in never that much great task so when 

I sit with winner I always get scared from heart I know sometimes even a nice dove become winner

But it seem like thing of past when tiger become winner I just want to sit with loser that can feel safe from 

My heart and being loser may hard for you but at least you can hope to win on some part but when

You  see winning of wrong person you just want winning to become that part where you can't see good

Things as part of your heart on every point once I want to be winner now winning no longer tempt me

Because when I win something I just feel that I need to protect it and bowing before wrong thing 

Just never my nature and never my thought so being winner is that task which I like to forget for 

Some life's part I want to be happy and pleased with my heart but for that winning no longer seem

To apply since winner are no more some one who I prefer to talk with they are those from whom 

I want to stay away as much as possible from heart so if I lose then may be it will not that bad for

My thoughts and heart after all changing thoughts and turning morals just don't appeal my heart

On every point I just feel one thing from inside that thoughts are no longer going to touch my 

Thinking and my heart that I want to be winner because what I want is just one thing winning of my

Right view and right thought on every part just being winner of things never going to please my
Thinking on every point because thoughts will lead to problem when I start to sit with those winner
In life but then some one told me why should we feel shy on any point we are not wrong that
So called wrong person is winner of life just being winner doesn't mean god on our side on every
Moment and on every point I feel just one thought from inside that we should not feel that winner
Have one thinking from inside those winning is good thought from inside but then those thoughts
Which are having problems in life those thoughts which will lead to winning will look so much
Great on every point only when we keep faith that wrong people are not true winner in life they
Are just one bubble which will burst with time we need to understand one thought from our mind
Because those thoughts which will make us winner are truly throwing positive side those thought
Which make us winner are not right always on every point sometimes they are right and then
They are sometimes wrong in life we need to be aware which will lead to that side where that
Thought that just being winner is not enough in life so those winning will be that problem which
Will have some impact on life but winning will show some problem on every section of life
When we decide that wrong thought will lead to good angle of life I feel one thought from inside
When we decide to become a person with good thoughts from inside becoming winner and
Becoming loser will not matter that much in life we must not lock ourselves in that form of life
We can be winner and loser with need of life and understand truths of our life on every moment
And each point with one hope that one day we can win in our life and see many pure things in life.

Poem 1873. Dream as well as logic

                                                      Dream as well as logic
On some point of life we have best friends in life but on some point we are all alone not because
Just since our selfish friend quit us but because we are so scare to take others with us in life since
We feel that we are not sure where we will guide but on that moment I feel we must take risk of
Taking others with us on that point because sometimes risks are worthy of many things and success
In life sometimes our future is depend on how we move ahead in life we need to move step by step
And with care on every point we need to understand that risk are needed to be taken on some point
Of our thought and like we just never understand when we will move ahead with proper thought
From inside our thoughts are just confusing us on every point we are not sure that we can reach to
That spot and point where we can see this world in good angle of life we just keep hoping that one
Day our life will shine but never we think even for one moment that our future will show us so
Many good things on every point our thoughts are so confusing regarding each thing of life but
Still we are just sure of one thing that we can hurt others by taking them on hard way of life but
Just remember one thing many times these thoughts are nothing but confusion of mind since that
Other person will walk on same way as us in life because when we are in same boat what is use of
Thinking that one corner will be more safe when that boat get drown in life because finally when
That boat get drown no one will survive when we are traveling on same boat we need to save it in life
And human being need to help each other to move ahead in life never just think that you can move
Ahead alone in life because that will not happen after some time people will need you and you need
Them in life sometimes at beginning wrong people become your friend but right one will surely
Enter in your life after some time never just feel that when you ask for help you are doing wrong
In life if it is not hurting others then bowing before other never make you low in life because when
You ask only then other will understand your need on that point and then only that person will come
Ahead and help you in life you just never sense how much help is needed on any point but truth is
That we all need help on some point help is that need which we have on every angle of life but
Sometimes our ego don't  ask us for it and we feel it is our pride asking for help again and again
Is never right but never asking for it is also wrong sometimes we must understand that in limit
We need each other on every point but we need to understand that limit also in our life when we
Cross limit on any side it will be wrong for our life when we truly need help we must ask for it
On that point and we must not keep asking for help on every moment of life we need to understand
When other will also need us in life and when we need them and in return we can give them just
Something worthy in life because if we don't ask then one day we have to stop that valuable work
Which we are doing for all others in life because one person can never do something so big that
Will change the world on any point we never understand true need of time when we just ignore
Our need and went ahead with life we never understood how to move ahead until we start to move
Ahead after using our logic and emotions in life just using one of them will create problem for
Our future and life I know we all use one of them but slowly we can learn to use others  in life
Because one quality we have from birth but others we need to learn in life our need of learning
Things never look that much great on any point we just never understand what we feel from
Inside until we give ourselves one chance to learn other thing in life may world blame you for
One quality but that doesn't mean you need to quit first one in life because both things are just
Needed on every point our need of having them inside our life seem so important on every point
That we just never understand when we learn both if we give ourselves chance in life if we start
Learning then one day we will learn when to start a dream and when to stop that dream in life
Until we can afford to keep some dream why not give it try in life we need to understand that
Our each dream worthy of many millions for our heart on every point just because others feel
That it is useless we must not quit it in life we must need to find some people who dream just
Like us on some point and then we can move together and with logic to that dream on some point
We need to move ahead with just one thought that our dream can be understood with logic of
Our future and life we need to understand that each dream can be adjusted with logic if we find
Few people who can help us in life because those people will need dream while we need logic
In life and that is one truth that we never feel so much troubled if we keep faith on that logic
And they keep faith on dream because god made this world in such way that we need each others
Help on every peak and point because life is connected with dreams as well as logic on every point.