Effects on soul
Purva started collecting everything from her old house. It was her parent's house. She used to stay there once upon a time. She started to laugh at that thought. She knew that she was settled with her husband now. But she never thought one day she would feel this way. She thought that she would always love her old house. But now it seemed like unknown place. She just didn't want to see those old rooms. They were scaring her as if they wanted to make her past alive. She just hated it. But her parents were dead. She had inherited that house. She went inside. Every thing was full of dust. She wished that only if her parents appointed some cleaner. But her father was totally useless. He just kept sitting at home. Her Mom tried her best. Her brother used to come and help them. But then her father even managed to fight with him. She just never understood why did her father needed to act so stubborn. After that her brother never took much interest in property. He just took care of them as responsibility. She just wished only if her Dad had understood on time. It would have been better. She never wanted this house. She was happy with what she got from her husband while her brother might needed it. After all her husband was rich but her brother was still returning home loan. She wanted her brother to have this house. But Tushar said clearly to her " This house is cursed." Purva smiled. " Stop joking. We spend our entire childhood there." " And what we got? A father who just kept taking away every thing from us. Come one Purva we both know. Our childhood was not happy childhood." " I accept it is not perfect but it is not even that bad." "Really? So what is bad in your eyes? Ohh bunch of starving kids? That will make a sorrowful picture in your eyes. But trust me. I feel people can live happily even in huts. But our Dad managed to make us miserable in that big house. He was never interested in giving any thing to us." " Come on. Our childhood was nice. Mom took such good care of us. She always gave us every thing." " Sure but she was always cursed by every one for doing this." Purva sensed that in memory of Tushar. It seemed as if their childhood have become sentence in jail. She wanted to convince him but suddenly her sister-in-law came. Her sister-in-law " Purva I am glad that you are Tushar's sister and you think so much about us. But we don't want any thing from Dad. He never wanted to give us and we don't want to snatch it." " You are not snatching it. I am giving it willingly. Come on. Why did you have to act so stubborn?" Tushar " We are not stubborn. But we have self respect. Thanks for your offer. But we don't need it so let's change subject. She wanted to pursue more. But Tushar said " No" in firm way. She didn't want to hurt her relationship so she came here alone. Now she was alone in that house. Suddenly she shivered that house was too cold just like haunted place. She felt so scared. She turned around. No one was behind. It was just her imagination. She just smiled to her thinking. She began to move inside. That house was horrible. She started to call her maid. She knew that her maid supposed to come there by now but she was late. She went inside. Then suddenly strong wind came and that door closed with loud sound. She just ran to door. It was locked. She started to pushing it. But it was not opening. She was so scared. She immediately dialed Tushar's number. Tushar took her call after few tries. Tushar " What happened? I am busy." She started crying. " I am locked in house." " What?" She screamed " I am locked in our old house. It's door suddenly closed and it is too cold inside." Tushar sounded confused. " Cold? But I feel temperature is not that low." " But it is cold inside here." She was scared. She began chanting name of god. Tushar " Don't worry. I will come." She started begging to him. He promised her that he would come and disconnected call. It was strange. She was shivering now. She just couldn't able to breathe properly in that cold. She kept chanting since she was sure something was there and her chanting was keeping it away. She just closed her eyes and kept chanting.
Tushar was so scared. He always hated that house. He felt that it was cursed but he never imagined this way. He couldn't imagine. It would do some harm to his little sister. Purva was always angel. She always there for him. Whenever his Dad started screaming on him little Purva tried to protect him. But he never understood how could she manage to become so brave. Purva was never brave one. She was little innocent girl with kind heart. He always considered some thing like delicate rose. She never managed to survive in harsh situations but for him she was ready to fought with their father. But he was never ready to take her help. He felt that he must act like grown up. He always took proper care of her. But when she went away after her marriage, he just lost touch with her. He felt that she was mature now. But this incidence began to create doubts in his mind. He didn't need to throw whole responsibility on her shoulder. He just took auto and literally ran toward that house. It was too old now. He started calling her name as soon as he reached there. But he didn't hear any thing. He started pushing door. It didn't open at first time but slowly it opened. He looked inside. He didn't able to see Purva. He was so scared. He started looking around that house. He just didn't able to locate her. He kept looking around and around. Finally he saw her. She was fainted near old room of Dad. He started to look at her. He tried to wake her up. He was so scared. He tried to search her heart beats. He managed to sense them. He started patting on her cheek. He felt so scared. He couldn't imagine facing her husband if something happened to her. He was man who loved his wife from heart but if something happened to his wife. He would never take it in nice way. He would start blaming Tushar. Tushar was relaxed after she woke up. Tushar " What happened?" She kept looking around with confused expressions. Then she started screaming. Purva " I saw a ghost." "What? You saw ghost? Whose ghost?" Purva " My god. You want to discuss this now. I don't understand how could you stay here." She just stood up and started running away. Tushar tried to follow her but he was too slow. She was running out in such a way as if some ghost could kill her now. Tushar started to feel scared too, He started running away. It was too scary. He finally came out of door. He saw that Purva was sitting on corner of road. She was totally breathless. Slowly people started looking at her with suspicion. One lady even came near her. That lady " Are you alright?" Purva didn't said any thing. She just kept shivering. That lady sat near her " What happened?" Slowly people started gathering around her. Purva was looking like some kind of victim of accident. While running her clothes were managed to damage. She even got bruises on her body. She didn't said anything. Tushar came near her. Tushar " Purva what's wrong with you? Let's go home." Purva started smiling. " But that was my home?" She started going back in that house. Tushar was so confused. He ran after her. Tushar saw that she went inside kitchen. Tushar " What are you doing?" " I am cooking for you." " You are cooking for me?" " Tushar come on go and finish your homework." " What?" Purva gave her strange smile. She was looking so different. " I am your Mom so you must listen to me." Tushar was shocked. She was trying to pretend like their Mom. But it was not working. Tushar started laughing. Tushar " Stop it. Mom never talk like that." Then Purva started laughing in strange way. She was speaking in totally different voice. It was voice of some man. " You are right. I am not your Mom. I was just joking." Tushar was so confused. Then he saw Purva's mobile was ringing. Purva started to take call. Tushar felt that this joke was over. But he was shocked when she talked on phone in man's voice. Purva " Hello Samir carpenter speaking. What do you want?" Then call was ended from other side. She screamed " World is full of stupid people just kept giving blank calls." Purva " So tell me. Sir what work did you have for me?" Tushar was so confused. Tushar " Purva who is Samir carpenter?" " I am." Purva started looking at Tushar with anger. Purva " Enough is enough. I am going out." She started walking. She was walking like man. Tushar was so confused.
Purva slowly came out. She slowly looked behind. She started smiling. She wanted to pretend like man and she did it. She was so happy about it. She wanted to show Tushar that she was not normal. She hated it when he ignored her. She didn't want to take care of house. But Tushar forced it on her. She wanted to take his revenge. She knew that Tushar was scared of her husband. He would never told it to him. But Purva felt so happy while pretending it. She was perfect but still she kept pretending that she was getting sick. She looked behind. She saw Tushar. She decided that now she would show Tushar that she was normal. She needed to go back to her house. Purva " When did you come here? You said you don't want to come." Then before he could say anything. She called Auto and vanished. She was so happy. She liked this idea. This way she could irritate every one. She started to sense that she needed to use it again and again. She started to smiling of herself. She was so happy regarding her idea. She started to sense that this idea could move ahead on every step. She needed to learn different steps. She began to form those ideas in life. She was so happy that Samir carpenter would be useful for life. She started to learn different things in life. She began to sense different ways of life. She felt that she might use it on others too. She started laughing again. She never sensed that Auto driver was looking at her with scared expression. She was laughing at herself. But she didn't sense it. Purva felt so sure that she was thinking in proper way. She knew one thing that Tushar needed to learn lessons for using her on every time. He needed to sense that it was not her mistake that Dad was like that. She was so soft with him. But then she suddenly began to think about her husband. Paresh was also too harsh. He never understood her feelings. But he loved her so she did't want to scare him like that. But then suddenly she felt that she might just try it on some time. Finally her house came. She went out. She opened her door with key. Kids were not arrived home. But she knew that they would come soon. She went in kitchen. She began to plan some nice stories about Samir carpenter. She felt that he lived near station in small hut. This would look perfect. He was died due to accident. Then she felt that it looked so obvious. She needed something different. She started thinking. She suddenly got one idea. He had committed suicide since his wife left him. She ran away with some rich man. It was so interesting. She began to imagine different scene in life. She started to plan many things. She knew with confidence now that she could create Samir in best way now. She decided that she must keep him alive before Tushar. She needed more planning. She started concentrating so much at this that she managed to ignore her cooking completely. She didn't understood when she managed to put too much chili powder in food. She just kept cooking. She didn't even care what she was cooking. She was so busy about planning irritating Tushar that she didn't care what she was cooking. Then door bell rang. She opened door. Her daughter Pinky entered. She smiled. She needed to start act of loving mother. She suddenly began to hate it. She sensed for first time. She was not thinking like she always do. She began to hate her kids. It was so strange. She used to love Pinky. Pinky was giving same cute smile which supposed to melt her heart. It was normal route in life. She started to sense those different thoughts in her mind. She began to feel that Pinky was going to just use her. Pinky smiled " Mom give me something tasty to eat." " Pinky it is time of lunch. You must eat it." " No..no.." Pinky was arguing when suddenly Purva screamed on her " Shut up." She just went ahead and gave one slap to Pinky. Pinky was so hurt. She started crying. She ran away from her. She just went in her room. Pinky locked door. Pinky was so scared. Pinky looked at her Mom. Pinky felt her Mom was not like her Mom. She was different. Purva was so confused. She slapped her daughter. She couldn't believe it. She knew that she was pretending to be that Samir. But she never thought that she might start to act like him. Then she just started laughing at that thought. She was just got too much angry. She decided that she should go to Pinky's room and start to tell her to come out. She went near Pinky's room. She started to tell her to come out. But Pinky decided to stay inside.
Pinky was shivering inside her room. Her cheek was paining too much. She could easily sensed that her Mom was not normal. She felt that her Mom was some body else. Her Mom never hit her like that. She went to mirror and saw her cheek. It was swelling. She was so scared. Then her Mom came to door and started calling her. She remembered that story which she heard in class of three little pig. In that story wolf pretended like some body else. She felt as if her Mom was not truly her Mom. But she didn't understand how could some one look so much like her Mom. She needed to call her Dad. But she didn't know his number. She was not that big. She was so small. But she was not going to open door. She sat in corner and started crying. Now Purva started talking to Pinky in sweet voice but Pinky was too scared. Pinky didn't want to come out now. It was strange. Purva didn't understand why was this happening. Pinky never acted with her in this way. Purva " Just tell Mom why are you scared? Mom says sorry to you. I will give you even your favorite chocolate or you will like to have nice doll. Let me guess. Of course that one you saw in shop. The one with pink frock. You wanted it but Mom said no to it. Since it was costly." Pinky started to remember that doll. She threw such big tantrum for it. Whole mall was looking at her. Many ladies even gave angry look to her Mom for not beating her. They felt that her Mom should not beat her hard. But little bit punishment was needed. But her Mom was against punishment. She felt that Pinky needed to be taught good manners without it. Until now her Mom never slapped her. But this time she just didn't see even cause behind it. Her Mom was doing too much. Her mistake was not big. But she needed to go out. She needed to stay away from this Mom. She knew that her Mom would let her go to play after some time. She came out. Pinky gave artificial smile. It was too much. She needed to now look in eyes of that Mom. She needed to give her sweet smile. Purva could clearly saw disobedience in her eyes. She knew that Pinky was lying to her and her mind suddenly got so upset. She wanted to punish her. Purva screamed " You are lying to me." " But Mom I don't say anything." " That your smile is lie. You are nothing but a lair and when you grow up, you will turn into worst person. You will keep cheating to your husband. You will never become honest wife." Pinky didn't understand meanings fully but she could sense that her Mom was blaming her. She sensed one thing that her Mom was cursing her. She decided that she didn't want to face her Mom again. She started to run in room. But her Mom hold her hand tightly. " Say sorry." Pinky was so scared still she said " Sorry." Then suddenly Purva sensed that she made biggest mistake in life. Purva started laughing " Mom was just joking. So you will eat now?" Pinky nodded. But she was shivering. She started eating her food. It was so tasty. She was enjoying it like every day. Slowly Pinky started to sense that she was so hungry that she started to feel fear after eating some food. But she needed to call her Dad. Her Mom was looking normal but Pinky could sense that she was not. But she was too scared. Then she started to think her Mom was normal. Pinky started to eat happily. Purva was relaxed now. Pinky seemed happy. She kept smiling whole time. She took Pinky to mall and gave her that doll. Soon Pinky decided to forgive her. So Purva was relaxed. When her husband came back, Pinky was happy and peaceful. Purva was so glad. From that day she started to hide her anger. But soon she began to sensed that Pinky mostly tried to avoid her. But then Purva was not no longer interested in spending time with her. Purva was so angry with her. But then Pinky was not acting in any way against her so she had to understand Pinky. She began to sense that she must let Pinky move ahead in her way. But then slowly she began to sense that she was getting angry again and again. One day she screamed on milkman and one day she started threatening her watchman. It was worst. She was calling watchman from balcony when she started to feel angry. Suddenly she sensed that anger took control of her mind. She began to feel this watchman was doing this with intention. She began to curse him in loud voice. Slowly whole society came out. She was acting in strange way. But she didn't able to control her. She felt that watchman was scared of her looks. Soon he agreed to every thing. He just apologized and went away. She smiled happily and went inside. Then she suddenly said that she was cursing. She was acting in totally different way. She was acting as if she was some other person. It was so strange. She was no longer acting like herself. But then she started smiling at herself. She looked inside mirror. She didn't smile like that Sameer. Did she? She saw a female then she suddenly began to doubt it. She was acting so strange. Then Pinky slowly entered in room. Pinky " Mom you are angry?" " No sweetheart what happened?" " I just heard secretary Uncle wanted to talk with you." " What? Why?" " I don't know. I just opened door for him. I am sorry." " It is fine. I will talk with him." Purva went out. At that time she was totally normal. But she knew that she needed to handle with softness. She decided to do it.
When Secretary entered, he was very angry with Purva. He had just heard from watchman how did she cursed him. Secretary had just entered in society from office when he heard Purva cursing that watchman. It was getting too much for him. He heard her scream many times on her daughter. He even felt sad for that small girl. This had started since few days. He began to hear her loud voices of screaming as soon as her husband went out of house. He even noticed once red mark on Pinky's cheek. But he thought that he was just imagining. He knew Purva for long time and she was never like that. She was always nice and peaceful girl. But every thing was changing now. Secretary decided that she was even screaming on watchman so it was her business now. He started talking to her with anger. Purva was giving nice smile to him at beginning but then in few moments she felt relieved when anger suddenly took hold of her. She wanted to express it all. She started cursing him. She got so aggressive that she took hold of collar. Secretary started shivering. She enjoyed his fear. It was strange. She had started to enjoy fear in soul. She was feeling so happy in understanding it. She was on top of world. She needed to understand different steps of fear until now. But now she saw that man turned from a strong man into a scared person. She saw that he was shivering with fear now. She started laughing in strange way. Then she finally let that person go away. She didn't want him to faint on her floor. She just began to hate him. She screamed " Ran.." He just managed to run to door. He was shivering like leaf. Then he fainted there. She was so upset when dirt like him landed on her floor. Pinky was so scared. She was watching every thing. Purva screamed " Pinky call watchman and tell him to take away this idiot. He is making my floor dirty." Pinky nodded. She was small but she had enough sense to understand what her Mom wanted. She ran away. In few moments watchman came. He started taking away that secretary when Purva screamed " And clean my floor too." Watchman was so shocked but then another fellow came. Watchman told that person to take secretary at home. He started cleaning. Purva was so glad. She just began to love fear of soul. She was so happy. She started ordering him and he kept obeying her. Then she sensed Pinky was not there. " Where is Pinky?" Watchman " Pinky?" Then Pinky entered slowly. " I was standing outside since I don't want to spread dirt on floor." " You can't spread dirt my angel. Let's order Pizza and Ice cream today. Happy?" Pinky gave nice smile. In few moments she heard voice of car. It was her husband. She was so scared. She knew that she had to manage some way. She remembered Samir. " Samir is doing it." " What?" " That carpenter. Ask Tushar." He called Tushar. Purva started smiling. It seemed that Tushar had managed to convince him. Then her husband gave her sweet smile. " Purva it's okay. Go to your room and sleep. We will order something to eat." Purva was so happy to get rid of all work. She went in room. She was so shocked when nurse and ward boy came to took her. Purva " I am fine. I was lying about Samir. Let me go Doctor." Psychiatrist " You are not fine. You were lying about Samir. But you are hurting people by your own will. This is not right state of mind." " No..No.. I am fine." They took her away. Then Psychiatrist turned to Tushar." She was having Borderline Personality Disorder. Did she even tried to commit suicide?" Tushar looked embarrassed but then he confessed " Yes twice before her marriage but we manage to save her. But she was fine after marriage." Psychiatrist " Did you see swing of mood in her?" " Yes many time at one point she was smiling then without reason she got angry. But when I look upset normally she managed to get control on anger." " No..she didn't got control. She just manage to hide it. She was using this Samir as cover only. Did any of your parent was abusive?" " Yes. My Dad was always abusive towards us. He even managed to hit me many times but he never hit her." " But effects are creating on mind of other child too. Any way it is possible that it might have genetic factor too. I need to check." " So it will happening with Pinky too." Psychiatrist smiled " Why are you thinking in such negative way? You are not abusive so it will not happen to her. Think positive." Purva's husband nodded. They all saw as they took Purva away in ambulance. Whole society was watching it, Purva's husband sensed one thing. He needed to change his house. He couldn't stay here. He knew that Pinky needed a normal life and in this society where people knew her Mom was having mental problem. She would never able to get it. He said " We need to search new home." Tushar " Don't worry. I will help you. Truthfully I never sense that Purva is having such problem. I just thought that it was Dad. When he died, I thought it was over." " No..effects always remain on soul. But Psychiatrist will heal them now." Then both nodded and took Pinky inside with them. They had to do lot of packing now.
The End
Purva started collecting everything from her old house. It was her parent's house. She used to stay there once upon a time. She started to laugh at that thought. She knew that she was settled with her husband now. But she never thought one day she would feel this way. She thought that she would always love her old house. But now it seemed like unknown place. She just didn't want to see those old rooms. They were scaring her as if they wanted to make her past alive. She just hated it. But her parents were dead. She had inherited that house. She went inside. Every thing was full of dust. She wished that only if her parents appointed some cleaner. But her father was totally useless. He just kept sitting at home. Her Mom tried her best. Her brother used to come and help them. But then her father even managed to fight with him. She just never understood why did her father needed to act so stubborn. After that her brother never took much interest in property. He just took care of them as responsibility. She just wished only if her Dad had understood on time. It would have been better. She never wanted this house. She was happy with what she got from her husband while her brother might needed it. After all her husband was rich but her brother was still returning home loan. She wanted her brother to have this house. But Tushar said clearly to her " This house is cursed." Purva smiled. " Stop joking. We spend our entire childhood there." " And what we got? A father who just kept taking away every thing from us. Come one Purva we both know. Our childhood was not happy childhood." " I accept it is not perfect but it is not even that bad." "Really? So what is bad in your eyes? Ohh bunch of starving kids? That will make a sorrowful picture in your eyes. But trust me. I feel people can live happily even in huts. But our Dad managed to make us miserable in that big house. He was never interested in giving any thing to us." " Come on. Our childhood was nice. Mom took such good care of us. She always gave us every thing." " Sure but she was always cursed by every one for doing this." Purva sensed that in memory of Tushar. It seemed as if their childhood have become sentence in jail. She wanted to convince him but suddenly her sister-in-law came. Her sister-in-law " Purva I am glad that you are Tushar's sister and you think so much about us. But we don't want any thing from Dad. He never wanted to give us and we don't want to snatch it." " You are not snatching it. I am giving it willingly. Come on. Why did you have to act so stubborn?" Tushar " We are not stubborn. But we have self respect. Thanks for your offer. But we don't need it so let's change subject. She wanted to pursue more. But Tushar said " No" in firm way. She didn't want to hurt her relationship so she came here alone. Now she was alone in that house. Suddenly she shivered that house was too cold just like haunted place. She felt so scared. She turned around. No one was behind. It was just her imagination. She just smiled to her thinking. She began to move inside. That house was horrible. She started to call her maid. She knew that her maid supposed to come there by now but she was late. She went inside. Then suddenly strong wind came and that door closed with loud sound. She just ran to door. It was locked. She started to pushing it. But it was not opening. She was so scared. She immediately dialed Tushar's number. Tushar took her call after few tries. Tushar " What happened? I am busy." She started crying. " I am locked in house." " What?" She screamed " I am locked in our old house. It's door suddenly closed and it is too cold inside." Tushar sounded confused. " Cold? But I feel temperature is not that low." " But it is cold inside here." She was scared. She began chanting name of god. Tushar " Don't worry. I will come." She started begging to him. He promised her that he would come and disconnected call. It was strange. She was shivering now. She just couldn't able to breathe properly in that cold. She kept chanting since she was sure something was there and her chanting was keeping it away. She just closed her eyes and kept chanting.
Tushar was so scared. He always hated that house. He felt that it was cursed but he never imagined this way. He couldn't imagine. It would do some harm to his little sister. Purva was always angel. She always there for him. Whenever his Dad started screaming on him little Purva tried to protect him. But he never understood how could she manage to become so brave. Purva was never brave one. She was little innocent girl with kind heart. He always considered some thing like delicate rose. She never managed to survive in harsh situations but for him she was ready to fought with their father. But he was never ready to take her help. He felt that he must act like grown up. He always took proper care of her. But when she went away after her marriage, he just lost touch with her. He felt that she was mature now. But this incidence began to create doubts in his mind. He didn't need to throw whole responsibility on her shoulder. He just took auto and literally ran toward that house. It was too old now. He started calling her name as soon as he reached there. But he didn't hear any thing. He started pushing door. It didn't open at first time but slowly it opened. He looked inside. He didn't able to see Purva. He was so scared. He started looking around that house. He just didn't able to locate her. He kept looking around and around. Finally he saw her. She was fainted near old room of Dad. He started to look at her. He tried to wake her up. He was so scared. He tried to search her heart beats. He managed to sense them. He started patting on her cheek. He felt so scared. He couldn't imagine facing her husband if something happened to her. He was man who loved his wife from heart but if something happened to his wife. He would never take it in nice way. He would start blaming Tushar. Tushar was relaxed after she woke up. Tushar " What happened?" She kept looking around with confused expressions. Then she started screaming. Purva " I saw a ghost." "What? You saw ghost? Whose ghost?" Purva " My god. You want to discuss this now. I don't understand how could you stay here." She just stood up and started running away. Tushar tried to follow her but he was too slow. She was running out in such a way as if some ghost could kill her now. Tushar started to feel scared too, He started running away. It was too scary. He finally came out of door. He saw that Purva was sitting on corner of road. She was totally breathless. Slowly people started looking at her with suspicion. One lady even came near her. That lady " Are you alright?" Purva didn't said any thing. She just kept shivering. That lady sat near her " What happened?" Slowly people started gathering around her. Purva was looking like some kind of victim of accident. While running her clothes were managed to damage. She even got bruises on her body. She didn't said anything. Tushar came near her. Tushar " Purva what's wrong with you? Let's go home." Purva started smiling. " But that was my home?" She started going back in that house. Tushar was so confused. He ran after her. Tushar saw that she went inside kitchen. Tushar " What are you doing?" " I am cooking for you." " You are cooking for me?" " Tushar come on go and finish your homework." " What?" Purva gave her strange smile. She was looking so different. " I am your Mom so you must listen to me." Tushar was shocked. She was trying to pretend like their Mom. But it was not working. Tushar started laughing. Tushar " Stop it. Mom never talk like that." Then Purva started laughing in strange way. She was speaking in totally different voice. It was voice of some man. " You are right. I am not your Mom. I was just joking." Tushar was so confused. Then he saw Purva's mobile was ringing. Purva started to take call. Tushar felt that this joke was over. But he was shocked when she talked on phone in man's voice. Purva " Hello Samir carpenter speaking. What do you want?" Then call was ended from other side. She screamed " World is full of stupid people just kept giving blank calls." Purva " So tell me. Sir what work did you have for me?" Tushar was so confused. Tushar " Purva who is Samir carpenter?" " I am." Purva started looking at Tushar with anger. Purva " Enough is enough. I am going out." She started walking. She was walking like man. Tushar was so confused.
Purva slowly came out. She slowly looked behind. She started smiling. She wanted to pretend like man and she did it. She was so happy about it. She wanted to show Tushar that she was not normal. She hated it when he ignored her. She didn't want to take care of house. But Tushar forced it on her. She wanted to take his revenge. She knew that Tushar was scared of her husband. He would never told it to him. But Purva felt so happy while pretending it. She was perfect but still she kept pretending that she was getting sick. She looked behind. She saw Tushar. She decided that now she would show Tushar that she was normal. She needed to go back to her house. Purva " When did you come here? You said you don't want to come." Then before he could say anything. She called Auto and vanished. She was so happy. She liked this idea. This way she could irritate every one. She started to sense that she needed to use it again and again. She started to smiling of herself. She was so happy regarding her idea. She started to sense that this idea could move ahead on every step. She needed to learn different steps. She began to form those ideas in life. She was so happy that Samir carpenter would be useful for life. She started to learn different things in life. She began to sense different ways of life. She felt that she might use it on others too. She started laughing again. She never sensed that Auto driver was looking at her with scared expression. She was laughing at herself. But she didn't sense it. Purva felt so sure that she was thinking in proper way. She knew one thing that Tushar needed to learn lessons for using her on every time. He needed to sense that it was not her mistake that Dad was like that. She was so soft with him. But then she suddenly began to think about her husband. Paresh was also too harsh. He never understood her feelings. But he loved her so she did't want to scare him like that. But then suddenly she felt that she might just try it on some time. Finally her house came. She went out. She opened her door with key. Kids were not arrived home. But she knew that they would come soon. She went in kitchen. She began to plan some nice stories about Samir carpenter. She felt that he lived near station in small hut. This would look perfect. He was died due to accident. Then she felt that it looked so obvious. She needed something different. She started thinking. She suddenly got one idea. He had committed suicide since his wife left him. She ran away with some rich man. It was so interesting. She began to imagine different scene in life. She started to plan many things. She knew with confidence now that she could create Samir in best way now. She decided that she must keep him alive before Tushar. She needed more planning. She started concentrating so much at this that she managed to ignore her cooking completely. She didn't understood when she managed to put too much chili powder in food. She just kept cooking. She didn't even care what she was cooking. She was so busy about planning irritating Tushar that she didn't care what she was cooking. Then door bell rang. She opened door. Her daughter Pinky entered. She smiled. She needed to start act of loving mother. She suddenly began to hate it. She sensed for first time. She was not thinking like she always do. She began to hate her kids. It was so strange. She used to love Pinky. Pinky was giving same cute smile which supposed to melt her heart. It was normal route in life. She started to sense those different thoughts in her mind. She began to feel that Pinky was going to just use her. Pinky smiled " Mom give me something tasty to eat." " Pinky it is time of lunch. You must eat it." " No..no.." Pinky was arguing when suddenly Purva screamed on her " Shut up." She just went ahead and gave one slap to Pinky. Pinky was so hurt. She started crying. She ran away from her. She just went in her room. Pinky locked door. Pinky was so scared. Pinky looked at her Mom. Pinky felt her Mom was not like her Mom. She was different. Purva was so confused. She slapped her daughter. She couldn't believe it. She knew that she was pretending to be that Samir. But she never thought that she might start to act like him. Then she just started laughing at that thought. She was just got too much angry. She decided that she should go to Pinky's room and start to tell her to come out. She went near Pinky's room. She started to tell her to come out. But Pinky decided to stay inside.
Pinky was shivering inside her room. Her cheek was paining too much. She could easily sensed that her Mom was not normal. She felt that her Mom was some body else. Her Mom never hit her like that. She went to mirror and saw her cheek. It was swelling. She was so scared. Then her Mom came to door and started calling her. She remembered that story which she heard in class of three little pig. In that story wolf pretended like some body else. She felt as if her Mom was not truly her Mom. But she didn't understand how could some one look so much like her Mom. She needed to call her Dad. But she didn't know his number. She was not that big. She was so small. But she was not going to open door. She sat in corner and started crying. Now Purva started talking to Pinky in sweet voice but Pinky was too scared. Pinky didn't want to come out now. It was strange. Purva didn't understand why was this happening. Pinky never acted with her in this way. Purva " Just tell Mom why are you scared? Mom says sorry to you. I will give you even your favorite chocolate or you will like to have nice doll. Let me guess. Of course that one you saw in shop. The one with pink frock. You wanted it but Mom said no to it. Since it was costly." Pinky started to remember that doll. She threw such big tantrum for it. Whole mall was looking at her. Many ladies even gave angry look to her Mom for not beating her. They felt that her Mom should not beat her hard. But little bit punishment was needed. But her Mom was against punishment. She felt that Pinky needed to be taught good manners without it. Until now her Mom never slapped her. But this time she just didn't see even cause behind it. Her Mom was doing too much. Her mistake was not big. But she needed to go out. She needed to stay away from this Mom. She knew that her Mom would let her go to play after some time. She came out. Pinky gave artificial smile. It was too much. She needed to now look in eyes of that Mom. She needed to give her sweet smile. Purva could clearly saw disobedience in her eyes. She knew that Pinky was lying to her and her mind suddenly got so upset. She wanted to punish her. Purva screamed " You are lying to me." " But Mom I don't say anything." " That your smile is lie. You are nothing but a lair and when you grow up, you will turn into worst person. You will keep cheating to your husband. You will never become honest wife." Pinky didn't understand meanings fully but she could sense that her Mom was blaming her. She sensed one thing that her Mom was cursing her. She decided that she didn't want to face her Mom again. She started to run in room. But her Mom hold her hand tightly. " Say sorry." Pinky was so scared still she said " Sorry." Then suddenly Purva sensed that she made biggest mistake in life. Purva started laughing " Mom was just joking. So you will eat now?" Pinky nodded. But she was shivering. She started eating her food. It was so tasty. She was enjoying it like every day. Slowly Pinky started to sense that she was so hungry that she started to feel fear after eating some food. But she needed to call her Dad. Her Mom was looking normal but Pinky could sense that she was not. But she was too scared. Then she started to think her Mom was normal. Pinky started to eat happily. Purva was relaxed now. Pinky seemed happy. She kept smiling whole time. She took Pinky to mall and gave her that doll. Soon Pinky decided to forgive her. So Purva was relaxed. When her husband came back, Pinky was happy and peaceful. Purva was so glad. From that day she started to hide her anger. But soon she began to sensed that Pinky mostly tried to avoid her. But then Purva was not no longer interested in spending time with her. Purva was so angry with her. But then Pinky was not acting in any way against her so she had to understand Pinky. She began to sense that she must let Pinky move ahead in her way. But then slowly she began to sense that she was getting angry again and again. One day she screamed on milkman and one day she started threatening her watchman. It was worst. She was calling watchman from balcony when she started to feel angry. Suddenly she sensed that anger took control of her mind. She began to feel this watchman was doing this with intention. She began to curse him in loud voice. Slowly whole society came out. She was acting in strange way. But she didn't able to control her. She felt that watchman was scared of her looks. Soon he agreed to every thing. He just apologized and went away. She smiled happily and went inside. Then she suddenly said that she was cursing. She was acting in totally different way. She was acting as if she was some other person. It was so strange. She was no longer acting like herself. But then she started smiling at herself. She looked inside mirror. She didn't smile like that Sameer. Did she? She saw a female then she suddenly began to doubt it. She was acting so strange. Then Pinky slowly entered in room. Pinky " Mom you are angry?" " No sweetheart what happened?" " I just heard secretary Uncle wanted to talk with you." " What? Why?" " I don't know. I just opened door for him. I am sorry." " It is fine. I will talk with him." Purva went out. At that time she was totally normal. But she knew that she needed to handle with softness. She decided to do it.
When Secretary entered, he was very angry with Purva. He had just heard from watchman how did she cursed him. Secretary had just entered in society from office when he heard Purva cursing that watchman. It was getting too much for him. He heard her scream many times on her daughter. He even felt sad for that small girl. This had started since few days. He began to hear her loud voices of screaming as soon as her husband went out of house. He even noticed once red mark on Pinky's cheek. But he thought that he was just imagining. He knew Purva for long time and she was never like that. She was always nice and peaceful girl. But every thing was changing now. Secretary decided that she was even screaming on watchman so it was her business now. He started talking to her with anger. Purva was giving nice smile to him at beginning but then in few moments she felt relieved when anger suddenly took hold of her. She wanted to express it all. She started cursing him. She got so aggressive that she took hold of collar. Secretary started shivering. She enjoyed his fear. It was strange. She had started to enjoy fear in soul. She was feeling so happy in understanding it. She was on top of world. She needed to understand different steps of fear until now. But now she saw that man turned from a strong man into a scared person. She saw that he was shivering with fear now. She started laughing in strange way. Then she finally let that person go away. She didn't want him to faint on her floor. She just began to hate him. She screamed " Ran.." He just managed to run to door. He was shivering like leaf. Then he fainted there. She was so upset when dirt like him landed on her floor. Pinky was so scared. She was watching every thing. Purva screamed " Pinky call watchman and tell him to take away this idiot. He is making my floor dirty." Pinky nodded. She was small but she had enough sense to understand what her Mom wanted. She ran away. In few moments watchman came. He started taking away that secretary when Purva screamed " And clean my floor too." Watchman was so shocked but then another fellow came. Watchman told that person to take secretary at home. He started cleaning. Purva was so glad. She just began to love fear of soul. She was so happy. She started ordering him and he kept obeying her. Then she sensed Pinky was not there. " Where is Pinky?" Watchman " Pinky?" Then Pinky entered slowly. " I was standing outside since I don't want to spread dirt on floor." " You can't spread dirt my angel. Let's order Pizza and Ice cream today. Happy?" Pinky gave nice smile. In few moments she heard voice of car. It was her husband. She was so scared. She knew that she had to manage some way. She remembered Samir. " Samir is doing it." " What?" " That carpenter. Ask Tushar." He called Tushar. Purva started smiling. It seemed that Tushar had managed to convince him. Then her husband gave her sweet smile. " Purva it's okay. Go to your room and sleep. We will order something to eat." Purva was so happy to get rid of all work. She went in room. She was so shocked when nurse and ward boy came to took her. Purva " I am fine. I was lying about Samir. Let me go Doctor." Psychiatrist " You are not fine. You were lying about Samir. But you are hurting people by your own will. This is not right state of mind." " No..No.. I am fine." They took her away. Then Psychiatrist turned to Tushar." She was having Borderline Personality Disorder. Did she even tried to commit suicide?" Tushar looked embarrassed but then he confessed " Yes twice before her marriage but we manage to save her. But she was fine after marriage." Psychiatrist " Did you see swing of mood in her?" " Yes many time at one point she was smiling then without reason she got angry. But when I look upset normally she managed to get control on anger." " No..she didn't got control. She just manage to hide it. She was using this Samir as cover only. Did any of your parent was abusive?" " Yes. My Dad was always abusive towards us. He even managed to hit me many times but he never hit her." " But effects are creating on mind of other child too. Any way it is possible that it might have genetic factor too. I need to check." " So it will happening with Pinky too." Psychiatrist smiled " Why are you thinking in such negative way? You are not abusive so it will not happen to her. Think positive." Purva's husband nodded. They all saw as they took Purva away in ambulance. Whole society was watching it, Purva's husband sensed one thing. He needed to change his house. He couldn't stay here. He knew that Pinky needed a normal life and in this society where people knew her Mom was having mental problem. She would never able to get it. He said " We need to search new home." Tushar " Don't worry. I will help you. Truthfully I never sense that Purva is having such problem. I just thought that it was Dad. When he died, I thought it was over." " No..effects always remain on soul. But Psychiatrist will heal them now." Then both nodded and took Pinky inside with them. They had to do lot of packing now.
The End
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