Saturday, February 25, 2017

Adventure story 282. Cupboard full of clothes

                                                  Cupboard full of clothes
Reema started to counting her clothes in cupboard. She never sensed that she took too much clothes. She began to see different clothes. She just seemed to lost in thoughts in life. She began to see different sort of colors in them. She began to select clothes. She began to see different styles of clothes which would show different looks on each step. She started to show different sort of clothes. She started to search and watch different styles of her clothes. She began to touch them. She didn't sense when she managed to buy all those clothes. Those clothes were showing different designs. She never thought properly while buying them. She just picked new style every day. She didn't feel concern about it. She start to feel happy from her soul when she bought it. She started to sense different appeals. But at this moment she didn't even remember which dress she bought on which day. She just didn't understand why did she kept purchasing dresses in such way every day. When she hardly had time to use them, she was always busy in her household work. She wanted to go out but her husband Jay hardly had time to take her out. She just had to keep working at home. Then she slowly start looking at her dresses. She felt that she never had chance to wear them. But she didn't even remember about buying few of them. It was totally strange. She just never remembered buy few dresses. It was so strange. She was so confused. She took out one of that dress. It was a stylish dress. She just loved it when she touched it. It was so soft. She just wanted to wear it. She decided that she might go for walk with that dress. This way she could wear that dress and use it. She began to feel so happy about it. When she wore that dress, she suddenly began to feel so nice. She never wore something so expensive in her life. She never had chance or money to wear such thing. But strange thing was that she didn't remember purchasing it. She started to feel different from mind. She began to think hard about her last shopping. Who was with her? She went with her Mom. She smiled. She decided to call her Mom. Her Mom took her phone. " Reema how are you?" " Mom I am fine but can you come today to meet me." " Meet you?" " Yes Mom. It's emergency." " What happened?" " Don't ask me Mom?" " Is it about .." Then her Mom stopped it. But Reema needed to know now. " Just tell me what you thought. Come on. Get over it." Then her Mom slowly asked " Is it about baby?" " No Mom. It is not about baby. I know very well. It was over. I don't think about it that much now. Mom why did you have to mention it? Mom don't you understand it hurt?" " But I was just asking one question. In fact I was even trying to stop but you pushed me." "That is enough Mom. You are so cruel. I hate you." She started cursing her Mom and then she just disconnected call. She was so angry. She started to throw things around. She just didn't understand why did chapter of baby keep coming. She wanted to ignore it and she felt wrong she was also do same thing. She was no longer interested in talking to her Mom. Her Mom was not acting in kind way. She needed someone who could really help her. But she was having so much problem in controlling her anger. She just started throwing stuff around. She just wanted to stop her anger She didn't want to hurt herself. She just started to remember last time when she hurt herself. She could clearly remembered how hard it was to hide it from all. She wanted to hide it from Jay. But she could clearly see pain in his eyes. Then he asked her that worst question. " Don't you feel I am enough for you? Why you need child to make full family?" She felt so much pain. Jay felt rejected by her. She didn't want him. He was always there for her. So from that day she started searching ways to hide her pains. It was working very well. But today she began to doubt. She had cupboard full of clothes and she didn't know when she purchased many of them. She kept crying.
  Reema's Mom Shital was so nervous. Shital already started blaming herself. She could have asked that question when she was sitting before Reema. It would have been lot better. Those telephone conversation never helped any one when they were depressed. She needed to create personal touch. She needed to handle whole situation with care. She still remembered how did Reema acted last time. She just kept praying to god. She didn't over react this time. She didn't want in that worst way. Shital was so upset. Shital was feeling so tense every day due to Reema. She didn't know if she did right or wrong by not telling Jay. She was so confused. She just felt one thought from soul. She might had took wrong decision. But she started to think that she might had just told it to Jay. She was so tense. She just kept screaming on her driver to move fast. Taxi Driver " Madam I am trying. Why are you screaming like that? " " My daughter is sick." Then he seemed to understood seriousness. He started to drive fast. When she reached to Reema's building, she started to run. She was so happy when she saw that lift was there. Finally she reached to Reema's house. She started to ring door bell. She was so happy when Reema opened door. She hugged her. Reema " I wanted to show you something Mom just come inside." Shital could see that she was crying but she looked normal. But Reema was pulling her towards some place. Shital started to sense something must be wrong. Then Reema took her to cupboard. " See inside my cupboard." Shital started to look inside cupboard. She began to see many clothes which were so expensive. She started to look at those dresses. They were so costly. She loved just touching them. Shital felt that Reema went alone on shopping. She was so happy that Reema started to go for shopping alone. It was so great. Shital wanted her to go out of house. She wanted Reema to enjoy life. But those clothes looked too expensive. She started to think that Reema could relax for few time. Reema could enjoy her life. Shital " Nice clothes." " Yes Mom but they are too expensive and I don't remember purchasing them." Now Shital started laughing. She felt that Reema was joking. But Reema didn't join that laugh and Shital started feeling scared.  Shital " Reema how could you forget you have purchased those dresses? You have to remember them. You don't remember any?"  " No Mom I remember many dresses like this pink Punjabi suit. This black palazzo. But I don't remember this mini skirt. Or this red deep neck gown. I never wore something like that." Then Shital pulled out one pink bikini. My God! When you got this. Are you planning to wear it?" " No Mom. I never wear that kind of dresses." " Then why did you purchase them?" " Mom I did not purchase them. Or at least I don't remember purchasing them."  Shital was shocked now. Her daughter purchased so many expensive dresses and didn't remember purchasing them. It was shocking. Shital " May be you went out with Jay had bought it?" " Then why I don't remember. And Mom you know me very well I never wore that kind of dresses. Her Mom looked confused. Her Mom knew very well that Reema never waste money like that. Shital " Are you saying that you buy them and don't remember? Something strange happening to you." "What else can I say? Is it possible Mom that like some of those movies. I have started to get other personality inside me." " What?" " I mean how could I purchase and then forget." Shital was totally confused now. Reema was telling truth. It was not possible. Then Shital decided that they both needed to sit quietly before chatting so Reema. Shital went in kitchen and made one dark coffee for Reema. Now a days Reema began to drink it. Since she wanted to stay alert. Shital decided that she must ask Reema did she sleeping well. Shital began to think this was real problem due to lack of sleep. Reema started to forget things. Shital came out with smile. Shital " I feel that you are forgetting due to lack of sleep. You need to reduce this coffee." " Mom this is far fetched. I mean person can't forget like that due to lack of sleep." " Oh really? Then how did you got so much money to purchase them without permission of Jay." Reema started to look relieved. She started laughing " You are right Mom. I am getting too tense. I need to relax. " "Yes so go and sleep. I will make dinner today." " But Mom.." "Go to sleep and that's my order." Reema smiled and went in her room. She slept on bed. Slowly her attention went to ceiling. She kept looking at it. She began to feel cold touch of air conditioner's air. It was wonderful. Her Mom must had switched on AC. She started to get sleepy. Slowly she forgot everything and surrendered herself to sleep.
  Shital started searching in kitchen for things and she was shocked when she noticed that even kitchen was not normal. She saw that refrigerator was full of expensive meat. She was so shocked when Reema bought it. She just didn't understand why did Reema brought this. Reema never liked such type of expensive meat. It was not her choice. But her refrigerator was loaded with it. She started to search for vegetables. She decided that she might just use one of the meat and cook something tasty. It might help to cheer up spirit of Reema who was so depressed. But then she began to feel tense. She had to tell Reema about this too. But Reema must had checked her kitchen. After all she had cooked in morning. Shital started to feel convinced that it was possible that she might had bought it. Then she suddenly remembered Jay. She started to think about him. How could he permitted so much wastage of money. Reema might have decided to make those purchases in her madness but Jay had to object her. Shital suddenly began to feel tense. She started to think that it might be possible that this was hidden from Jay. She was so scared. But then she convinced herself that it was not possible. She started to cut vegetables to look nice rice out of chicken. She was doing every thing with care since she wanted to do her best. She didn't want Jay to sense any thing wrong. When she started to cook Reema started to smell. She was so happy by that smell. She started to feel hungry. She was no longer interested in sleeping again. She was so confused at beginning. She felt as if she was sitting in hotel since she had wonderful dream of eating food in hotel at night. It was wonderful thought. She began to feel so relief by this. She began to feel so nice. When she opened her eyes, she sensed her Mom was cooking. She smiled and went in kitchen. Reema " Mom when did you buy this chicken?" Shital " Your refrigerator is full of meat." " What?" Reema ran to refrigerator. She was so shocked. Reema remembered very well. That it was not full in morning. " Mom something is wrong with me. In morning I don't see any of this." Shital " But how could this happen?" " I don't know Mom. I feel that I might start to have some problem." Shital was so scared now. " I feel you must visit Doctor." " But I don't want Jay to know about it." " Come on. Jay will understand it." Reema started to look scared. She suddenly began to remember. Jay's new friend Isha. Isha came in her home twice. She was talking very nicely with Reema. Isha showed so much concern about her when it was told that Reema couldn't have baby. But one thing Reema sensed on that time. Jay trusted her too much. Jay told Isha about her fertility problem. It was strange. Normally people didn't discuss such things. But then Reema felt that he might have expressed his sorrows. After all he was not going to be father. He must had felt those pains. On that time she never tried to kill herself so she needed help. But then Reema started to sense that Jay was mentioning Isha again and again. But she knew that Isha was not threat to her. Since Jay told her few days ago, that Isha was getting married to some businessman. He looked happy about it. So Reema was convinced that he was not interested in her at least on that point. But then she didn't feel so sure. They were never invited to her marriage. It was possible that Isha kept it small. But so small that she didn't even invited Jay in it. Reema didn't want to take any risk. She didn't want to tell her Mom. But then she thought that she might just say it. After all she was telling it just to her Mom. She told her every thing step by step. Shital " I don't believe that Jay will cheat you like that but still I can't deny risk regarding him getting involved with other girl. I feel we can easily avoid him." Reema smiled happily. Then Shital called her friend who was receptionist to Doctor. She told every thing to her. Soon they managed to receive appointment on next week. When Shital disconnected call, she spoke first question from mind. " Why Jay didn't sense that you are spending too much?" " Mom stop searching logic. I am so scared. What if I did something wrong before it?" " Don't worry. Just keep faith and move ahead." Reema nodded. Then Shital suggested that they would watch some nice comedy film. Reema nodded. But she just couldn't concentrate on that movie. Her mind just kept coming back to that issue. She was so tense that she could do something wrong. Shital was laughing on every joke but Reema couldn't. Shital was trying hard to force her to join them. But Reema just couldn't get involved. She was so scared. She just kept thinking on every point that Jay might get bored of her if he knew that she had mental problem. She couldn't give him child. It was already her fault in her eyes. She didn't want to show another fault. She just kept praying that she just managed to hide it with some way. 
  Shital sat with her for long time. But soon Shital started to sense that Reema was not relaxing. Shital " Come on. You were acting fine until today. It will go in right way for you." Reema nodded.  Then Shital went home. Reema knew that she had to act normal before Jay. So she prepared best way. She opened door for him with smile. But he looked at her and started to give strange look to her. Jay asked her " What happened?" She smiled." Nothing." Then he started going in kitchen. She started trying to stop him. " What do you want?" " I want to drink some water. Why are you stopping? I want to take look in kitchen." " Nothing is important." " Then why are you trying to stop me?" He started pushing his way. He pushed her in such a strength that she fall far away. She was so scared. She started to run back. Jay opened kitchen. Jay " My god you have spend so much money on this. Do you know? You managed to spend every rupee from that bank account. You used credit card like some mad person." Reema started crying. Reema " I don't know why I purchased it." Jay started screaming on her. " You have managed to throw away entire money. And I am sure that it is not all. Where are other things?" Reema was shivering by now. She didn't understand what she supposed to do. She started crying. Jay was moving around house like mad person. Then he went to cupboard. He was so angry when he saw those dresses. He began to scream on her in loud voice. She just started to feel so helpless. She began to sense that she was no longer needed in that house. She just ran to kitchen. She pulled out on knife and cut once again on hand without second thought. She could see that first mark on hand. She needed to control her soul. But she decided against it. She thought that she needed to die. That pain started increasing. She could see blood from her hand falling on kitchen floor. But she was no longer unhappy by that pain. She was so happy that she managed to get over this life. She didn't want to become burden on Jay. She didn't want Jay to suffer due to her. She started to take deep breathe from her mouth when she started to faint on floor. She saw that Jay was turning towards phone. He was calling ambulance. But she wanted him to come near her. She wanted him to stay with her on her last moments. She didn't want to survive. But he was not interested in sitting near her. He seemed more interested in telling world. He was not even looking at her face . He was telling someone that she finally cut her wrist. Jay " I knew from beginning something was wrong with brain. But no one believed me. Now I  have to handle this suicide case. You are lawyer will you come?" This was last line she heard before she fully fainted on kitchen floor. But before falling she sensed one thing that Jay was not coming near her. Then she once again woke up little bit when she felt touch of people. There were ward boys. She was taken in ambulance. She was searching for Jay on that point. She was feeling so much pain and so much weakness. She wanted to see him before her death. But he was not around there. She just couldn't turn her head. She could hear his voice. But it was not making any meaning to her brain. She was feeling one thing that was pain. She was feeling as if her life was draining away with that horrible pain. She was so scared on that point. She wanted to turn back but then once again she started to feel so useless. She was nothing but burden on this world. She just started to feel that she deserved this pain. She started to surrendering to that pain. But then on that last moment once again Shital's face came before her. Her Mom did so many things for her. She didn't deserve so much pain. She remembered that she promised her Mom that she would not do it again. She cheated to her. She suddenly felt guilt and on that point. She asked to Doctor who was trying to stop that blood. " Doctor I did mistake. Can you save me?" Doctor gave a angry look. Doctor " Why don't you understand this before? Don't you sense value of your life?" She started to cry. She knew that she didn't value her life. She needed to think twice before this. Then suddenly other Doctor spoke sweetly " Don't worry. You will be fine." After that she closed her eyes. She didn't want to face any one now. She was feeling so ashamed. She did that mistake again. She didn't want to woke up.
  Shital was so confused. She kept calling to Reema but no one was picking up her phone. She didn't want any one to guess it. Shital knew that if this news went out then people would start talking against Reema. Reema was considered culprit since news spread which told every one that she could not become mother. Shital just didn't understand how could people act in such cruel way to other person. She just had to talk to Reema. Finally she decided that she should just go and visit her. When Shital reached to her home, she was shocked. Since many neighbors were standing near their door, she sensed something was wrong. One of the neighbor came running towards her. Neighbor " Reema's Mom do you know?" "What?" Another person " How could person act like that? Jay didn't even inform her Mom." Shital " What happened?" " There was big argument between Jay and Reema. Reema finally cut her wrist." " I don't understand why did they argue?" Shital was about to call Jay, when she heard another neighbor talking. " It was really strange. Yesterday I saw Jay bring so much meat while hiding from Reema. I thought he was throwing some surprise party for her. I mean it was great in her situation. She is feeling so depressed.  But then why did it turn in such a wrong way?" Shital was so shocked. She ran towards that neighbor. " Jay bought them?" " Yes. Why?" " Reema thought she was buying it without understanding." Neighbor started laughing. " Come on Reema was not mad. Jay was buying things for her." " Yes he used to buy gift for her on every day." Shital was so happy. She just needed to tell this to Reema then every thing would become fine. Shital " Will you come with me? I want to convince Reema that she was not doing this. If Jay say it, then she felt that he was doing it out of love." Many neighbors agreed to come with her. After all Shital needed help. They said that Reema was always helpful. When they reached, Police was talking to Jay. Shital came running towards them. Shital smiled. Shital " Reema was confused since she thought that she bought it all. Just we have to tell her you bought it." Jay " No. She is mad. She never understand it. She kept buying things." Neighbor screamed in anger " You are lying. We all saw you bought it." Police started looking at Jay with anger. Now Jay started looking scared. Police " I got it all. Are you involved in some one else?" Jay started looking in some other place. Shital understood every thing. Jay wanted to get rid of Reema. " Why did you want to hurt her like that? You are trying to disturb her mentally." " Since I need baby. She didn't give to me." Shital felt so sad. Shital " Get lost." Police " You can file complaint against him. This way at least he had to give alimony to your daughter. This man was so selfish." Jay started to feel scared. Finally Shital filed complaint and neighbor supported it. Jay finally told to stay away from Reema. Shital started observing Reema in nervously. Shital " She will never understand this. " Then Doctor came from behind. " Don't worry she would fine." She turned towards him. " Hell Madam I am Doctor Sharma. I am psychiatrist. I think you have taken my appointment." " Yes..yes. How did you understood?" " Actually Reema had my address written on her table. Police found it. They were suspicion about Jay so they searched his house. I am here to help her. Don't worry." " But how did she survive in life? She can't survive without family." Shital started crying. Psychiatrist " Stop this thinking. I will change it all. She will get those ways which will show new corner in life." Shital felt so sad. But then she sensed that she needed to show spirit. If she wanted to take Reema out of depression, she needed to move over it on every step. She needed to understand those problem would vanish after sometime. First time she needed to sense that baby was not so important. She needed to convince herself that Reema could live normal life. Shital " Doctor you are right. She can be happy without husband and child, if we start to show her other ways." " Now you are talking in right way. We will show her new ways in life." "Actually she wanted to become singer but I never gave her chance. I thought Jay was best for her." " But now she would become singer." Then Shital smiled. Psychiatrist " I promise you that I will make every thing right."
                                                       The End
     

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