Adventure story 213. Interview

                                                                     Interview
Sana began her work with full attention. She started understanding each point of that book. She required to understand every point. She tried to console herself that it was not first time that she was reading it. She had read it many times before. But she had to revise it for her interview. Sana was not scholar but she was wise enough to be admired and respected by her teachers and professors when they noticed her. Now this was hard task. She never get noticed because she just love to vanish. She always managed to find last bench in classroom. She used to come early in college just for that purpose. She never had any problem in locating some one who sat with her. Since many students wanted to enjoy their last bench. But she never used to enjoy. She just wanted to stay away from all. Few girls looked at her exchange smile when they wanted notes from her. Otherwise she was always on her different planet. She never chatted with any one. She just preferred her privacy and until now it worked perfectly for her. Since no one wanted to chat with her. She could enjoy her life as she wished. Of course sometimes she had to give tests where she had to answer face to face to her teacher and she never scored any marks in them. But still she managed well. After all just because she couldn't good at speaking. Her college didn't want her to suffer. She knew that she was valuing herself more because she was not bad in speaking. She just never opened her mouth at all. She just liked to keep quiet. She knew that it was not something she should feel shame about. Her Mom was not that much talkative. But still her Mom managed her life very well. Her Mom got nice job as a typist. Then she married to her father and every thing was perfect for her. Sana smiled so she needed a nice job and a nice husband. She would not expect a handsome. She could always compromise in looks and she could also compromise regarding place. But in case of salary she wanted some one who could provide them perfectly. After all she couldn't get any nice job. It was hard for her to find some job with big salary. She had to get some small job. She was day dreaming again about her husband and future when her Mom called her. Mom "Sana are you really reading that book or just thinking? Come on. You have to do this. Just stop day dreaming." Sana just nodded and returned back to her books. She had to answer her Mom. But she never thought about it. She felt that gesture was enough. Her Mom had become expert in reading them. She started once again revising every point of book. After all she had to answer in her interview in perfect way. But thought of practicing before mirror seemed to be perfect to her. She began to stand before mirror. She looked at herself. She was clearly scared. But then she started paying attention to her dressing style. She had dress in wrong way. She started changing her dress. She had started to changing her appearance. She began to change her ornament. She had to dress in perfect way. She must had to do it.
      Sana just kept changing dresses. Her Mom was watching her from corner. It was really strange. Her Mom came ahead. Mom "Sana why don't you practice answering before mirror? It will help a lot in interview." Sana "Yes. Sure." Sana once again looked in mirror. She began to answer herself. It was really easy. Her Mom was looking at her with admiring eyes and she just had to practice. Then finally it was over. Her Mom "It was perfect. I am sure that you will get that job." Sana smiled and hugged her Mom. She dressed in perfect way. She was just perfect. She went in auto. Her heart was beating so fast. But then she told herself to relax on every point. She started to search for office. That office which was located on many locations on many point. She started locating those locations where office should. She started searching them again and again on every side of life. She had to stop her auto. Then she looked around on every corner. She kept looking around for that office. She was looking at that office which had to understand every step in life. She started wandering on every corner of road. She had to go in that office on every time. She just kept searching for it around office. She started looking in every corner with one thought from inside. She must had to find office. She began to search with one thought that she must find that office on some corner of road. She started looking at every side of road. She worked so hard. Finally she located it. It was really small building. It was not that much good office which would give her some big job full of status and salary. She was clearly disappointed. But then she thought that she had to start on some point so she could start on that point. She decided that she must try it as practice interview. When she went inside, she saw that she was not only one who planned to give it a try. There was long line of candidates. She was so confused that she had to face so much competition for such small job. Every was taken inside one by one. She was waiting with patience. Finally her number came. When she went inside with full spirit, she just hoped that she would win. But as soon as she opened that door, she felt something strange happen to her. She was so scared. She felt as if whole world was falling on her. She just couldn't able to stand for long. She felt as if her legs were made of some weak butter which was melting. She just rushed to sat in chair. Then she sat before two man. They seemed to her as if some monster. She sensed that they were looking at her in strange way. Then one man asked " Are you alright?" She wanted to say " Yes." But her mouth stopped talking. She felt as if some one had managed to take away her voice. She just couldn't able to talk at all. She wanted to answer them. But she just kept sitting on chair. She felt as if some one took away her all abilities to talk. She just sat there. She wanted to talk but she couldn't. They kept asking her questions. But she just kept drinking glasses of water. Finally they told her to get lost. She was so scared that she couldn't even manage to walk but luckily she able to do that. She just stood and went out of that room. She was so scared but as soon as she manage to come on road every thing was fine. She was so confused. She just felt that something must wrong with that room or with those men. Why else she should feel like that? She was sure that some thing was wrong with all that place. She was glad that she didn't get that job. After all she didn't want to work in such a scary place for such a small salary. She decided that she would try something else. She was disappointed but not that much scared. She knew that her Mom would understand.
      When Sana reached home, she told every thing to Mom. Sana " I am sick." Her Mom touched her head to check but she didn't got temperature. Her Mom " I don't think you got fever. May be you manage to stress yourself too much?" " I don't know Mom. But I was feeling so sick. I just kept drinking water and never able to talk." " It happens sometimes. I don't feel you got fever and you are feeling fine now. So do you want to visit Doctor?" Sana was so confused. She was feeling perfect now. She just began to feel that it was useless to go and visit Doctor. Sana " Mom I am feeling fine now. Why shall I need to visit Doctor?" Her Mom nodded. Then slowly her Mom asked " Is it possible that you are scared?" She screamed " I know that I am little bit scared when it comes to talking before people but you know me. This is important situation and I will not let my fears control me. In school it was just small test so sometimes I just let those things happen." Her Mom looked confused. It was clear that her Mom was not convinced. In her heart Sana knew that it was not true. Any way she just didn't want to discuss it further. She was sure that she would find some job and then she would prove her Mom wrong. She sensed one thing. She must find a job so she just decided to move away. She began to move with one thought. That she didn't want to argue with her Mom. But her Mom screamed " Where are you going? I want to talk with you." Sana just stood there. She was not interested in her Mom's lecture. She knew that her Mom was going to tell her that she must talk before public. She didn't understand that what she supposed to do. She had to practice before mirror. But her Mom just couldn't seem to understand that she did her best. Her Mom always kept telling her. She knew that her Dad was going to be worst. He would start abusing her by calling her stupid so she had to hide it from Dad. But she knew that it was too late. Her Dad just loved spying on her. He must had understood this information by now. She just never sensed that how did he manage to spy so much on her while doing his work. She knew that people love to gossip. But she never understood who was source of her information. She was so scared of him. Then suddenly her mobile rang. It was her cousin Disha. Disha "So have you got that job? " Disha was like angel to her. She always knew that whatever might happen but she could trust Disha on every move. When she heard Disha's voice, she felt such relief. " Disha I was trying to call you for many days. Where were you?" "Ohh just busy with my project work." "ohh.." Sana knew that Disha was doing further study. It was so hard for Disha to manage it all. After all for further studies Disha needed to live in hostel. But Disha seemed to be happy regarding it. Sana never dreamed of staying away from her house. Sana " So how is your college? " " Actually I have decided to quit." " What? Why?" "Actually I am getting married." Now Sana was so confused. She was never informed about this. In fact few days ago same Disha was telling her that she was not going to marry for few years. Sana was happy about her marriage. But she just didn't understand that why did she lied. Sana "Congratulation." Then Disha invited her on marriage. Then she called her Mom and mobile was passed. Sana was so confused. Disha was good at pretending whole time. She never let Sana guessed what was happening in her life. Every thing came as shock to Sana but one thing was clear that one pole of Sana's life was dropped. She could no longer depend on Disha. She was so confused. But she convinced herself that she would sort out this mess by herself. She didn't need Disha.
      Sana just told Disha that this job was not that much good. She was no longer interested in telling her truth. She went back in search of job. She started creating list. But in her heart she was scared. She knew that her Mom was telling truth. She never manged to talk that much in public. She just hated it but still she knew that she could do it. She decided to look for second interview when her Mom came in. Her Mom "Sana what do you think about marriage? I feel that I must start to searching a suitable boy for you. Of course it will up to you which one you want but I feel I should began my inquiries by going in marriage bureau. Then we will get more boys this way. You can choose good one for you." Sana smiled happily. She liked idea of getting married. Sana " Okay Mom." Her Mom went out. Sana started once again found a suitable job. She marked it. She was so pleased from inside. She decided that she would try but this time she sensed one fear from beginning. She knew that she was not going ahead the way as she planned for. On every moment she wished from mind just one thought. That she would not get scared but she knew that it was not going to be happen. It seemed as if she was cursed. She was never getting any where in life. She just kept feeling so scared regarding every interview that she just kept inquiring about it. But she never wanted to go on that place. She just started to understand that she just couldn't able to chat with people. She was getting sick day by day due to that thought. She was hoping manage to her life in good way. She was searching for job. But whenever she began to search for building, she just began to feel so scared that she decided that she didn't want that job. She went back home. This started to happen on every time. She was so upset by all this. She knew that her father was blaming her and her Mom was also started getting suspicious. But still she just kept pretending that she was giving interview but she just didn't manage to get job. She wanted to understand her action but somewhere in her mind those fearful thoughts took hold of it. She just decided one thing that she wanted to go over her fear but she never managed to understood them. She was getting so upset on every point. She wanted to find some one who would understand her problem. But she seemed to be feeling lonely on every point. She just never understood who would be the best. Finally her Mom started telling her about suitable boys. She wanted to get married with nice boy. But when she started looking at photos, she sensed strange fear. After all talking with that boy and with his parents was like interview only. She knew that she had to do it. She started to feel as if her life was cursed. She wanted to go in every way but she was not managing to get happiness in her life. It was getting hard for her on every day. She just wanted to understand why her life was suffering. But she didn't know which way she would go. Her troubles were increasing day by day. She was suffering so much due to her fear. She knew that she had to understand many things in life. But her fears seemed to be more important than any thing. She was no longer even interested in meeting any boy. She was so scared. But she didn't dare to tell this to her Mom. She just told her that her Mom could choose some out of them. She liked them all. Her Mom was confused but then she nodded. She ran in her room and then she started crying after closing her door. After all she didn't wanted any one to hear her. She started crying. She knew that next day when that boy and his parents came, she would become biggest embarrassment for all.
     Sana couldn't tell her parents truth so she just decided to go for it. She got ready in perfect way. She convinced herself that this would not happen again. She knew that marriage and job were totally two different things so she could handle it. She saw herself in mirror. She was looking perfect and beautiful. She was so glad. She smiled at herself in mirror. She was so comfortable with all. She just decided that finally it was going to be fine. Then her Mom came from behind and said happily " They have come. Come out." Then suddenly she wanted to run away. She was so scared but she knew that she had to go out. She felt that she might feel okay when she finally saw that boy. She felt that he was perfect. But once again her fear took hold of her mind. She once again just sat. Every one was talking to her. But she was so scared. She just kept drinking water. Slowly every one started looking at with suspicious. Then her Mom lied " Actually she was feeling sick since morning." "Ohh then you should have inform us. We could have fixed another day." They all seemed very understanding. That boy even said " Get well soon  Sana." As soon as they went away, Sana once again started feeling normal. Her father " What's wrong with her? She was acting so much strange. Are you involved with some boy? " Then he started abusing her. But her Mom stopped him. Then her parents sat near her. They asked her why did she act like that. She confessed every thing. Her father " My god!! You should have told us. I feel that she need a psychiatrist." "Yes..Yes and we must do it immediately. Before that boy started talking about going out with her." Her father was so scared. He called immediately to his friend then an appointment was arranged. He managed to make it quick. They all were so scared that they didn't able to sleep on that night. Next day they all wanted to just visit psychiatrist. They just kept looking at watch. Finally time came and they went in clinic. They had to wait for long. When they went inside, once again Sana felt so scared that she just kept sitting. Her parents started telling her problems. Psychiatrist " Just relax. Let her talk. Now Sana don't be scared. Do as I say?" He explained her relaxation exercises. She did them then she started feeling little bit relaxed. She started talking word by word. It seemed odd. But at least she was talking. Then she explained every thing to Psychiatrist. Her father " So what's wrong with her? And it will take how many days to cure it?" "Come on. You have to relax. She is suffering from social phobia. It was fear regarding talking before public. But slowly it was increased so much that she was scared even to talk before two or three people. It happens when stress was created on her mind. But it is not that much serious. She would be fine in few months." Her Mom " Months? But that boy to .." "We have to take it easy. You can't just take a medicine and get fine next day. You need to give it time." There was anger in Psychiatrist's voice so they didn't insisted. Then they heard every instruction Psychiatrist had given to her. Finally when they came out, they knew one thing that Sana had to get mentally sound before marrying. Then her Mom's phone rang. Her Mom "Sorry. But Sana is not well. Actually she is sick so it will take some time. Like a month?" "Ohh you can't wait that long. You can go ahead. It's alright. Good bye." Her Mom turned to Sana " So this boy is not suitable for you. Don't worry we will find another." Sana nodded. She went in her Mom's arm and cried. Her father patted on her back to show his support.
                                                                      The End  

Poem 2394. Power of words

                                                              Power of words
When words are sharp like sword which will have impact on our life that words are just creating so
Much understanding at every point those words will create sharp impact on mind when those words
Will show new understanding in life words will form new effect on mind those words will show new
Sort of meanings in life those sort of moment which will have effect on our mind when life will show
New understanding at every point words are cutting heart on every second of life when life will just
Move ahead to that point where world will look so interesting at every angles of life when word will
Show us new understanding on every point in those words will have show new effect on our life then
Understanding which will show word that sort of beginning on every point those words will capture
Inside new beginning at every step of mind then words will show us new start for life when words
Will have so much effect on mind when those sort of understanding which will word will create to
Our life those words are forming thoughts on every point which will show us new understanding
At every point words will show new start for our life we feel just one thing from inside those sort
Of effect will show this world new effect on mind when thoughts will capture our life we just never
Understand how easily one simple word can act as sword and it can create or destroy their life when
Word will create meaning from inside they are showing us new understanding for life those sort of
Understanding which we have for mind will show us new effect which world will have on our life
Those words which are full of meaning on every point they will create so much appeal to our mind
When words will form new impact on mind I just feel one thing that world will look so different on
Just every point words are having too many sort of life hidden inside we need to understand word
As something alive those words have show meaning on every point since those words are something
Which we desire in life when words will capture our thoughts then only we will understand them
On every point words are just for us at every angle of life we need to understand words as new sort
Of meaning for our mind those words are showing us new sort of feel from inside words will just
Manage to take us ahead to that point where word will show us new understanding at every point
That sort of words which will have effect on life will show us different sides on every point I just
Have one feel from my mind that there are two sides of words good as well as bad effect in life
Then those words will show us new sort of understanding at every step of life words will show us
Those concepts which will show us new light I just have one feeling from inside those words are
Creating different understanding in life we want those words to show us new life when words will
Show us new point may it be wrong or may it be right since every strong view will have power to
Cut our mind we need to understand each word will have power inside we have to understand
Those all words on every time they will show us new feel on every angle of life we have to just
Understand those words are important for us at every point since even if they are for our good still
They will have some effect on our mind which will look so good in future but when they began
They just hurt us from inside those words are creating new world for us on every point we need
To understand those words are creating different effect on our life we never understand those words
Which are having meaning in our mind we need to understand words are having so many power
Only when they will move ahead in right way in life those words are so strong since they are trying
To open new way for life since at every point those ways are showing new feel for life those sort
Of moments which will take us ahead to that side where world will look different at every point
In life words will have different thoughts on every point that words show us new understanding
In life only when they will show me those concepts from inside those words are forming new sort
Of understanding which will take us ahead in life we want this world to understand every thought
On every point when words are having different look on every point which will have so much
Appeal on mind when words are creating many parts in life they are sharp like sword on every
Moment and point world will look so wonderful for our mind they will change this world just as
They decide but we must not play with them since they can harm us in life so be careful for our
Thinking and life then at every step we feel they are just words so they can harm us on every point
Words will show different meaning on every point they are not easy things in life when those sort
Of words show different meanings in life we just feel one thing words are easy but they are having
So harsh impact on mind words are not something which used lightly in life think twice before you
Say something in life since words are having so much power that can harm us for entire life and
It never have come back on any point to change them or change that world which is destroyed.

Poem 2393. Some dream

                                                           Some dream

Some dream which will show us new feel in mind they will show us new dream from inside then

On every point dream will show meaning in our life then dream will show us many sort of meaning

In life when life will show us new meaning on every point when those dreams will show us new 

Sort of start in life when life will show us new dream which will have so much power inside that 

Sort of dream will wake up those thoughts which are hidden inside so those sort of feelings from

Inside when dream are included in thought on every point that dream will show us new understanding

In life when dream will have so much effect in life when dream will show us new sort of understanding

On every point when dream will show us new meaning from inside every dream will show us that 

Feel which we desire from our mind those dreams will start to show us new feelings in life when 

That dream will have so much need on every point that dream will show new meaning of life but

If dream is what thought I just think sometimes how much negative we must be thinking in our life

Since we all can claim some of worst nightmares in life just as part of dream which we never desire

On any point we just want to run away from that thought from inside of mind when dream will just

Create for our world new feel we just need to understand our mind those dreams are creating just 

So many different directions in life those dreams will show us many worst sight so sometimes those

Dreams also show what we fear in life they show what can worst happen on any point we need to 

Understand dream as start of our life we need to understand that even in that dream we can see many

Sort of thoughts and sides which can have effect on our mind dream will show us many different 

Sort of things which will show our life new feel that we need to understand dream which can become

One nightmare when we see all that we don't desire in life but still it happen on sometimes we see

Those things which we never want to see in life in our dream and they seem as if desire which is 

Hidden inside those sort of dreams which are created by my mind seem like something which will

Create effect on our mind we want our dream to have understanding in life we just feel one thing

That those dreams which will create worst effect can show us new light when dream will began to

Just create positive impact on our mind we just desire one thing that our dream should show us just

One positive side those dreams which are hidden inside seem as if some thing that can show us new

Sort of light dream will change our world but not always they are our desires in life I just feel on

Some moment only if I can live just my beautiful dream from time to time only if I can live that 

Dream in which I fly like bird and see whole world with my peaceful eyes only if I can see that 

Wonderful dream in which I am enjoying my every moment with my friends and enjoying adventure

Which never have any argument or ego in life but that will not happen even on my dreams I feel 

Sometimes I lost my hold and they become something worst than real life since in that dream I just

Can't speak and scream manage to stop on every point so if those dreams are my desires why I just

Can't get pleasant one in life it is not as if I want to be princess in my dream I want to become that

Small bird on some times but it will not happen those beautiful dreams never repeat in life those 

Pleasant moments which we live them just vanish after waking up in life but nightmares can repeat

As much as they like I just feel one thing that may be we think too much negative that lead to just

So much troubles in life we need to understand dreams are those world which give us different 

Feelings on every point we need to have them good way but for that good thinking is required from

Inside some dreams are never wanted by us but they are part of our life while something never 

Become our dream we never thought they can become part of our life we want something simple

But that doesn't mean our mind will say yes to it all time then comes next question then why to

All negative mind say yes every time only if mind will learn one thought from inside that we can't

Understand those negative factors which will show us wrong feel on every point may be I need

To work more on thinking positive in life but I don't how to catch good dream on any point I can

Sleep with peace but I can achieve that dream on any point but then some one told me if I don't 

Dream why I need that dream at any point sleep is for peace not for dreaming as per our desire 

In our life since we can entertain ourselves by using gadgets during daytime then why should we

Need even our sleep to entertain us in life we need to tell ourselves just one thought from inside 

That our sleep is just for our peace it never suppose to turn in entertainment in life so we need to

Just understand we need to sleep peaceful not while thinking about last dreams on any night.

Poem 2392. Golden look

                                                              Golden look
Golden look will have so much interesting look on every point when that look will have great feel
Even at sun rise that sort of look which we see in that sight that sort of look will have so much nice
Scene at every point when life will show us new feel from inside when we see that golden touch on
Any point but no one will like that golden touch on any point that gold look will show us new sort
Of feel for our life that sun rise will show new look in life but still people never care for that golden
Look since it comes free in life does free things are so useless in life do you feel if that sun stop that
Lovely sunlight your gold jewel can give you enough in life but then people say gold is my security
Of my life they never understand what we are telling to them on any point for them we are just one
Stupid person who never suffered so don't understand importance of gold in life but they never just
Understand if this air and sun will vanish who will  care for those golden jewels in life it seem
As if every day prayer don't tell them any thing in life since it never prayed from heart it is just habit
Which they repeat on every point they never hear those sort of appeal on our mind those sort of
Wonderful prayer for soul and mind then those prayer will appeal our mind but then that prayer will
Show us new effect on mind when prayer will show many sort of feelings which will appeal to our
Thinking and mind when prayer will show us new understanding in life we feel that those sort of
Prayer will show us new feel in life which tell us we have to understand wonderful thoughts on just
Each and every point those sort of golden words which are hidden in them on every time hardly get
That much attention as a jewel get every time we want to see just those golden beauty on all time but
We just claim that we are believer of god on every point when we start to believe on that god which
Will show us new feel in life we feel just one thought from inside that may be we don't understand
This life but just things are just one feel from physical effect on mind we feel one thought from inside
Things which touch our life are important to us but can we purchase this weather or rain on some
Moment and point those sort of golden look will have that appeal to our mind which will show this
World new start on every point golden look of that thing will not touch to our life as much as we
Feel from inside those golden things will purchase for us things in life at some point those things
Are touching our life we need to understand them on some point where life will look so much
 Different at some point when weather will look so nice we just feel that thing look so nice when
It will show wonderful look in weather is that golden beauty which we desire on every point then
That jewel look so nice on every point those jewels will appeal us in life when weather will look
So great we feel one thought form our mind that weather will touch us on every point that sort of
Look which will appeal to weather on every point will show physical things to that point then at
Just every sort of feel from inside when that look of weather will have appeal to nature that will
Just show us new sort of look in life we feel those golden touch will appeal our mind we need to
Just understand our life when nature will look more great on every point when those sort of touch
Which will have so much understanding at every point when gold will have so much wonderful
Look on every point we feel that gold will look better in nature that weather on every point then
That feel show us importance of weather on every point we see just one thing from inside that
Weather will create so much appeal to our mind but at every step of our life we feel one thought
From inside that we have never understood importance of that gold on any point just since that
Thing is free we can't be sure of that concept of life we never understand golden weather will just
Create feel of mind when golden touch in life when weather is created in natural way of life then
Those tangible things will show us new sort of feel in life when those things will show us new
Sort of start in life when those things will come from physical part they will appeal to our mind
They seem to just life some thing which will create so much effect on mind since every concept
Will have so much understanding in life golden look will have so much effect on mind and it is
Not about thing but about need of life we need to get that thing on every point with just one thought
From mind that gold look of things will not appeal to us that much as weather from inside when
I start to move ahead in life I feel weather is just that thing which truly needed in life we have to
Just understand one thought of mind things are not that much exciting in life we need to understand
Golden touch of weather is needed not look of gold desire that much in life but people will not
Understand it until in life weather move against them and caged them in darkest night that free
Gift of pure weather is needed than any other thing or any other gold inside our life at each point.

Poem 2391. Good moods

                                                            Good moods
Life is so wonderful gift on every point but hardest task is sticking to one point sometimes we just
Decide to do something in life and then in few moment life will turn in some totally different point
Life will show us new beauty from inside life will just start to understand that it will show us that
Sort of heaven in life when life will show us different point that this life will show that sort of feel
Which will have so much effect in life when at every point this life will look so wonderful effect
On our mind that life will show us new start on every point life will start to change that our thought
Will take us ahead to some point when life will show us new thinking from mind when life will
Sometimes it will change with every mood of life we need to understand every point when life will
Show us new effect on life then those sort of effect on life that life will start to change from one
Point to another point when life will differ on every point when life will differ on every point since
Life will show us new change of mind we need to understand our thought on every point we need
To understand just one thing on every point when life will show different effect on life since
With every mood we need to understand change of life we need to show those effect of moods
Will just look nice on sometimes but sometimes they may hurt others in life we have to take care
Of those moods on every point those thoughts are showing us new start from inside those sort of
Mood that change on every point will show us different feel of life we need to understand just one
Thought from inside mood will change on every point when life will show us new point we will
See those sort of understanding on every point which tell us change of mood can be like on just
Every point when mood will differ and hurt others they are not hurting just them but they are also
Hurting us inside since we are human and we care for others that only make us human in life but
When our mood cross limits we just do many things in life since every part of life will show us
Just change of every point with that mood which will create so much effect on life when life will
Have so much understanding for our mind that mood will have so much impact on mind we need
To understand mood will show us new effect on life those sort of feelings which will have so much
Feeling to this world on every point when we start to think mood will have impact on our mind
So those sort of mood will have up and down on every point when those mood will change so much
Effect on mind we feel just one thought from inside those mood will change our life different sort
Of mood will change on every second of life when mood will change our life when those sort of
Moods will change our life then at every section of life since mood will have so much understanding
On every part of life we need to have just one feel from inside that mood will create so much effect
On our mind when mood will have up and down at every point when mood will start to change in
Our life at every step of life when life will show us in way due to our mood on every point we just
Feel one thought from inside that mood will change fully our life we feel one thing that our life
Will look so much great at every point life will show us new start by change of mood on every point
So sometimes we start something great in good mood in life but we must not stop it just on that point
We need to understand mood will have effect on our life but if we change our life just according
To those moods from time to time it will look so much great for life to understand those moods
On every point we have to understand life must not jump just on our mood but we have to move
Our life with peaceful mind it happen to all on sometimes that mood will look bad and mood will
Look good on some point they will create effect on our mind we need to understand our life as
Something precious on every point we no longer need to move ahead at any point of life when
We move ahead in life that life will show us new feel from our mind at every point we need to
Just understand our life those moods which will have so much impact on mind then it will show
Different feel on every point moods will change our life but when good mood will give start to
Some good thinking we must not stop it with bad mood in life we need to understand mood will
Have impact on our mind we have to think again and again on every point should we let our mind
Think once again in positive way in our life good mood should be kept in positive way in life
We need to retain that mood on every point which will have so much feel from inside since that
Mood will retain peace of mind so we feel one thought from inside peace is need of our mind
We must try to keep positive way in life so good mood is always give shine in life so it's up to us
At every time to understand mood is one task of life we must understand and keep good mood
In life we may not succeed at first time but just remember friends it is always worth trying in life.

Poem 2390. Different tastes of life

                                                        Different tastes of life
Those sort of taste which will take us ahead in life when those taste will show nice feel on every
Food will many tastes in life when life will move ahead on every point we need to just understand
Our life even this life will have so many tastes inside those tastes are creating effect on life we have
To understand one thought from inside tastes are not just of food but they are also part of life we just
Need to understand on every point one thought from mind that life will also show different tastes
On every point it will also have many effects on mind life will show us those sort of tastes which
Will shock us from time to time we need to understand our life since every part of life will just
Show us new understanding of taste on every point our mind will get to show us life will have just
Different section on every point we need to understand our thoughts from inside then life will show us
Those tastes of mind which tell us life can have any kind of sweetness as well as bitterness on just
Same time when we start to move ahead at every point taste will show our life new understanding
In life when taste will have impact on our mind we need to understand taste will be not for just that
Food but also for other things in life we never judge our life sometimes with sweet taste and then
On sometimes bitter way in life at every step life will show us new taste on every point we need to
Just understand those tastes which will take us ahead in life those tastes are those part of food which
Will look great at every point but we just can't understand taste on every point those tastes will have
Effect on life when those tastes are having impact on mind some part of food look great but then
Some part will have bitter taste in life and we all just scream in same way on both point we have
Different tastes in life on sometimes those tastes will capture that thought from mind which tell us
On every point food will have many tastes and when they are bad we scream in life and mostly
We do same thing with our life at each step we start to move ahead on every point with just one
Thought that we are just screaming against taste nothing big have happen in life since many sort of
Troubles which happen in life we have just one feel from inside that food and those sort of incidence
Which will happen in life just confuse us by telling us they are bigger on every point when this life
Will move ahead to that side where it can be easy we just get so much shocked on every point
Since then those taste are something which we never hope from inside to show that sort of feel
On every point that taste will show us new understanding of life which show us wonderful look
At every side of life when life will goes ahead on every angle of mind I just feel one thing that
Those sort of interesting spice will enter in life when those different incidence will show many
Sort of things at every point we just have one thinking from inside taste will create so great effect
On mind those tastes are moving ahead towards that point which will tell us taste will create so
Much effect on life every step of life will show us new start to life we just have one feeling will
Show world with one thinking from inside that life will have so many different angles which will
Manage to show us new light at some point those sort of taste which are just small problems in life
Since every taste is just for few moments and for small time we need to understand our mind that
Life must show us one concept from inside those sort of thoughts which will show us new light
Just seem to create so much understanding on every point taste will have effect on life when
That taste will show us new interesting effect on our mind we just feel one thing that this taste
Is our need of our life sometimes we need even wrong taste to keep healthy ourself in life so
Some troubles are not that much troubles but just beginning of bitter taste on every point when
Troubles will enter in our life they are not that much bad as we assume on sometimes they are
Just creating so much effect on mind we want to understand those troubles will showing in life
New effect on some point by coming for short they manage to reduce our big problems in life
Just same way sometimes too much sugar create troubles in life some times too much sweetness
Is sign of trouble in life when some one talk with you too sweetly on every point it is sign of
Trouble ahead in life when we start to understand those troubles with one thought that we have
To move ahead with one thinking and mind that sweetness is great then sometimes those bitter
Words of warning hurt us in life but life need bitter taste also in life and if it is given properly
With sugar of sweetness we can adjust with it in life every point this life will show us new sort
Of understanding on every point those troubles are welcomed in life when we start to just understand
Different ways of life troubles seem as if something which cure our every problem so they are need
Of our life which will show us on every point just one thinking that we need to understand our life.

Poem 2389. New feelings

                                                           New feelings
When new feelings will start our life we need to understand that new dawn of our life may that
Dream will become true or false in life it will not matter that much in life since new feelings will
Start to new section of life which will take us ahead to some point that new sort of angle of life
New section will show new start in life when new feelings will start to that point where new sort
Of beginning which will have so new thinking from inside when new thought will have that sort
Of direction which will show in new way our life when we move ahead that new sort of understanding
Will be enough to open new way of life we have to understand new ways as that beginning which
Will have so much understanding on every point when new side will open in life that sort of thing
Just begin with our mind we need to understand new thought from mind which will show us new
Beginning to our life that new thought will show us new section of life which will open on that
Moment and point we need new sort of feeling which will give us new thought of life we need understanding
At every point when new thinking will start it will not give us success on every point new sort of
Feelings will open for us new world and life those new start will be precious for life we never just
Understand new angle of life when new thought will show us new thinking of mind when it start
They may it fail on first time but it is just beginning of that dawn on every point just show us those
Clouds in life new dawn will show us new feel from inside those new feelings will show us that
Sort of touch that will have so much effect at every angle of life we have just new understanding
At every point new sort of beginning will have so much effect on mind when we move ahead on
Just every point of life we feel just one thinking that new start will open new side of our life we
Have just one thinking that we just never able to understand thought from inside that new thinking
Will show us different effect on mind new start will not win but it will give beginning in life then
That beginning will start new sort of understanding in life we need to just began it to create so much
Effect on mind that new feel will start those style of life that never expected us on every point
When new feelings will have so much appeal in life we need to understand new sort of beginning
Will show new start for new light when failures will began to form new feel from inside that sort
Of thinking which will created new section of life we feel one thing that new effect will form
That feel manage to have so much new start on every point when those new feel will start then
Those sort of thinking will show us new effect on minds it will introduce new feel and open for us
New understanding of life even if it fail we need to understand them from mind we have to think
Again and again on every time just of one thought from inside those thinking will show us just
New thought will open new understanding of mind those thinking will create so much appeal to
Our thoughts and mind we need to just understand that one thought our mind will never begin
To move ahead with successful feelings but sometimes even failure will have impact on mind
When feelings will start to show new world on every point we just feel one thing from inside that
Those sort will show us new understanding for our mind when new feel will start to move ahead
We need to understand just one thing that new feeling will be welcomed on every point we need
To understand those feelings from inside new things will began to new effect which are basic
Of every new thought of life we have to understand we must not underestimate new thinking in
Our life they fail or success but they are those new dawns of life which will have value since
They will make us alive those new dawns are needed on every point when those new start will
Create new effect on mind we need to understand new start is precious it will not matter if that
Start will give immediate effect on life since those starts will show new understanding that will
Create effect on mind at every point I feel life will create so new start that it will show new life
That beginning in life when those feelings will show us new sort of appeal to our mind and then
Those beginning will show understand to our life which will show new life when we start to just
Move ahead that beginning and that start will show us that shine which we will desire from inside
Those things will happen just due to new feelings in life so never discourage them on any point
We just need to understand that those understanding will show us new start on every point we feel
Just one thing that beginning will have start to create new form of life when new feeling will just
Manage to show us light so never feel you have wasted your time just because one new feeling
Will fail in life it will grow like new tree on some point and show us wonderful sort of light.

Poem 2388. Breaking cage

                                                         Breaking cage
How hard you may try to escape from that cage sometimes you manage to fly but sometimes you just
Remain stuck inside your cage but your tries which is need of your mind on every way I just feel one
Thing on every moment that tries are worthy and life's important base but when we fail I just have
One thought on every moment tries are those thinking which are hurting me at every point that sort
Of cage which will have so much hard for life we try to break that cage but sometimes we just get
Stuck in it on every point that cage is not that much easy for our life so we sometimes just don't want
To manage to break cage since it will have so much effect on my mind when those cages will have
So much feel from our life why even after so much those ratio at every point we just find those cages
So hard concepts in life that sort of thinking in which we are stuck on every moment to just one sort
Of thought on every point in life we need to understand since that cage have locked on every point
In life since that thought will have so understanding in life when we are caged for so many day in that
Thought or on that point at every thinking we need to understand what will happen to us in life when
Those cage are so powerful in life how can we expect them to vanish after some time those cages
Are full of so many troubles on every point that I feel breaking every cage will show us new light
When those cage are showing new thinking that stop on some point we feel just one thing that those
Cages are having so much understanding on each angle of life that complicated feel which it manage
To create effect on mind we need to understand at every step just one thing form inside those thought
Are hard for life they are not letting us move ahead towards that point where world will look so much
Better and with understanding in life we can't move ahead on every point since that cage is strong so
We need to break that cage after some point we need to understand that breaking that cage will have
So much power inside at some steps I feel that cage will create troubles in life they are some obstacle
Which will have effect on mind we can't easily break them on every point so many times we can just
Manage to break them but then on some times we can't break them on some point which will have so
Much effect on mind we can't break that cage which will so hard to understand our life those sort of
Cages which will form effect on mind those sort of effect which will have so much impact on our
Thinking and mind when our life show us new point I just have one feeling from my mind that
Our cages of emotion which will lock us in life are so wrong on every point those moment which
Will take us to that side where world will look great on every point since cage will show different
Feel of mind from inside on every point we have one thought from inside that we can break that
Cage on just first point but it never happen then we will start to confuse from inside with one sort
Of thought from our mind that we must break that cage but it will have wonderful effect on our
Thinking mind but when we can't do it on every time it is just due to that thinking which will
Have so much wrong understanding in life that if we can't do it on first time then we just can't
Able to do it in any time of life when we start to move ahead at every point when we start to
Create so much cage which have just one feel from inside that life will no longer look that much
Great at every point when thinking will start to just one thought from inside that once that cage
Is not open if it don't open at first time we just began to feel that we need to understand our thoughts
And our mind that opening first time is not possible that doesn't mean we can't open it on any time
We need to understand that cage will have effect on our mind that sort of cage which will change
Our life will start to create so much impact when we can't open it in life we just began to think
That cage will be something that have locked us on some point but we can alway unlock it after
Few tries we need to understand unlocking that cage is not easy task of our life we have to just
Work hard to unlock it on every point life will show us different feel in our mind we need to just
Understand life is not that much easy on any moment in that cage so we must open that cage with
Lot of tries never feel that you will remain locked since you remain lock for some time when
You will try hard that cage will open and show us new light we want to open that cage but sometimes
That cage will open and sometimes it will just remained closed in life we need to understand that
Opening and closing of that cage is different sides of same coin once it will open on one side then
That cage will show another side when we learn to open it on every point so then that cage will
Have impact on mind but we can open it if we gave it more tries and act wisely inside our life.

Poem 2387. Effect of age

                                                            Effect of age
When every section of life will have so much impact on life at every section will have some effect
On our life when life will have so many sections  those many sort of effect on life that every
Age will new part of our future in life at every part we can see different part of life which will show
New feel of life each section will have it's power at just every point after all life have stored wonderful
Thing on every point we just have one sort of thinking from inside every age will show some effect in
Life but when don't understand just one fact from inside that age will have some effect on future after
Some time at that age we see many sort of facts in our life we have to understand age will show
Different effect on our mind then at just every point we sense one thought of mind then every section
Of age will show us new feel from inside when each section will just have so hard effect on mind
Since each age have some dream which worth living on every time but we need to understand it on
Every point those dreams which are touching our mind seem to have impact on mind when we start
To move ahead with mind we have one feeling from  life we like some section and we just hate
Age since on every point that age will show us new thinking of life when that age will show those
Sort of different meaning on every point in that age will have so much impact on mind when that age
Will show new effect on mind I just feel one thing that this age will show new meaning to our life
When we start to understand this age on some point it will just manage to please us when we decide
Those sort of thinking which we have from mind seem to tell me on every point just one thing that
Age will have many incidence in life every age will show many circumstances on every point we
Need to understand that age and that mind when we learn to enjoy that moment and that point then
That age will become that thought which will show us new feel of mind when some age will show
Our life perfect shine we need to understand age will not matter that much in life we need to just
Understand our thinking and thoughts on every point different section of that age will show us just
Different angles of life every age will show our world wonder of every point what that age have done
For us is nothing but just effect of age on our mind when we learn to accept different concept of that
Age then it will be perfect for life nothing is wrong with any section of any age it is just we need to
Understand every age from our mind when life will show us new shine I just feel age will not matter
That much on any point age will start to show us new beginning of life when we decide that age is
Something worthy then that age will become that thought which will just manage to hurt our thoughts
And our mind we need to understand age have power to fulfill our dream on every point since most
Of our dreams can be fulfilled with our mind when we start to think positively then world will just
Show us new shine when age will help us to understand our mind we need to understand that age
Which will just show us new impact on life when age will show us new feel from our mind when
Age will show different incidence in life that age have some thoughts which will have section that
Will show us new life we need to understand that age from every point our thoughts are just creating
So many forms on every point when life will turn in totally different way we have just one thought
From inside that we need in different part new things for life this life will be good if we live our each
Section by our choice we need to understand those section as thoughts of our mind age will show this
World one thought from inside age will have different parts in life every part of age will have with
That age some thought for mind we need to understand age as part of life which will show us new
Start for our mind age will tell us how to act perfect and in right way on every point this age will
Just manage to create so much appeal for mind that we just never understand age will show us new
Feel on life we have to create understanding on every point age will not move in right way on just
Any point of life age will show different feel for our mind it seem to show this world in totally
Different way in our life age will have interesting effect on our mind that age will show us new
Understanding at every point when we act in right way with first age then we can turn to next age
In right way for life age will show us new understanding for our mind I need to understand that
Age as basic of our mind when age will cross some limit it will show us new understanding for
Our thinking and life when we act in perfect way then only age will show us on next step right sort
Of light for our future at every time age will began to matter only when first track goes in wrong way
In our life then our life will just manage to truck us on some point age will be perfect on it's place
On every point when we act properly with every age then we can see that age in proper sort of light
For our future and our life since age will have good effect only when age turn in right way for our life.

Poem 2386. Wonders in life

                                                          Wonders in life
Some wonder of our life will show some effect on our life those sort of wonderful things which will just
Happen in life without any proper notice on any point we just desire one thing from our mind that
Those sort of wonder will never understand one thought from our mind we feel those wonder are
Just part of our life when those wonder will enter on some point we feel they are showing us new
Feel from inside those things which are never accepted on every point are something which will just
Look like wonder on every point those wonders are those part of life since they are something which
Will stay with us on each and every point we need to understand those wonder from inside of our
Thoughts and mind when those unique wonder feel will show us new feel from our mind since those
Wonders are not normal things which are creating so much impact on our mind we will began to
Just wonder with one thought from our mind whatever happen those wonders are creating so much
Understanding of our mind those wonder will show us new things on every point those wonders
Are creating which are showing so many effect on our mind when wonder will have so much effect
On our mind when wonder will show us new limits of our life then wonder have so much good feel
On our thinking and mind when wonder will show us that interesting feel for our mind when we start
To understand new thoughts and mind those wonder will look so great on every point when those sort
Of wonder will have so much impact on our mind we just feel one thing that wonders are some of
Those thoughts which are interesting part of our mind when wonder will show us new understanding
On every point when world will show those wonder they will show us new effect on mind we just
Need to understand wonderful things in life then those wonder are interesting things on every point
They are those great things which will have effect in life those wonders are creating so much impact
On our mind when those wonder will show world in different light we need to understand that sort
Of thinking from inside those wonder which will take us ahead to some point we feel those wonder
Will show us new thinking inside life on every point wonder will look so much great on mind then
Those wonders will show those unique feel which will look so much great at every point those that
Sort of uniqueness will show us those understanding on every point we need to understand on just
Every step wonder will show us new sort of feel from inside when wonderful sort of things which
Will have so much understanding from inside those new start will show us new thinking but those
Wonder are unique part of world at every point then those wonderful feelings will look so much
Great look on every point at every thought from inside then wonder which make our life alive will
Show us in different way our life when we start to wonder how did we want to move ahead in life
We just want one thing that wonder are those sort of unique things which will manage to capture
Our thoughts and mind that wonder will show us new world on every point when those wonder
Will have so much look at every point when wonder things will have so much beautiful look on
Every point when wonder will have so hard to make at every point when we start to understand
At every point those wonder look have effect on our mind we need to create those wonder which
Will show us new look on every point when wonder will show us that point which will show us
Just new understanding in life when those wonder will show us new feel from our mind when
We start it will have so much effect on our mind then wonder will be that sort of things which will
Show us new effect on our life wonder are those basic which will show us new beginning in life
Those wonder will have so much impact on mind those wonder are so much hard to understand
In our life because they have that beauty which touch us on every point those sort of wonderful
Sort of effect on future in life when we start to understand those wonder are showing effect on
Our thinking in life when life will have so hard effect on life when those wonderful look at every
Moment and point then those effect will show new understanding in life then those wonders
Which will have so much interesting effect in life when we start to understand our life those
Wonder will give unique feel in life which will show us wonderful effect on our mind then those
Sort of wonder which will show us new understanding in life are something which will just create
New effect on mind those wonder are some thing which will have so interesting construction in
Our life at every point when wonder will show world wonderful look on every point we just
Have one thinking from inside when those wonders are created they are unique for world at
Every point but sometimes even small things are wonder for us in life just like small toy is
Wonder for child so wonder is not about cost and prestige on every moment and point in life.

Poem 2385. Negative thinking

                                                  Negative thinking
How interesting is that thought which is positive in life how wonderful are those things which are
So wonderful on every point but positive thought will have so much power on every point when
We start to understand positive feel from our thinking at every point we feel just one thinking from
Inside that positive sort of thoughts are showing us new feel from inside those thoughts which just
Manage to capture our mind no longer matter that much on any point when positive thought will
Just enter in our life our life will look so positive on every point which will have positive feel of
Our thinking and mind those positive thoughts are something which are more worthy than those
Jewels to store in life those positive thinking will show us that sun shine which we desire from
Inside on every point when we start to move ahead on every point those positive thinking will just
Have effect on our mind that positive feel will show us new understanding on every point when
Those positive thoughts are showing us new rise we want positive feel on every point when that
Positive thinking will start to move ahead on just every point that positive will become truth of life
Those positive feel are something which are always powerful in life we want that power to just
Understand positive in life when positive feel are so lovely at every point but then positive feel
Just one thinking from inside those positive thinking will have power to take us ahead at some point
We need that positive feel will show us new wonderful feelings in life when those positive feel will
Manage to show us shine we want to understand positive side on just every point we need to just
Understand one thought from inside those interesting feelings will show us new thinking at that point
When we have interesting positive thought from inside at every good feeling there is need of just
Good start on every point positive feeling will show us new thought from inside then at every point
Positive thinking will show us wonderful colors on every point when positive feelings will have
So much understanding in life those positive feeling will show us new start to world on just each
And every point when positive will began it will show us light those positive will give us that sort
Of understanding which we will desire from inside my mind will just have one thinking on every
Point those positive and interesting effect on our mind those sort of positive feel will show us just
New understanding on every point this positive feel will look so much nice at that side when we
Start to understand positive feel from inside our life then positive feel will show us new thought
Which will show us new light that positive feel will show our world most nice feel at every point
Positive means it will look so much nice but that positive thinking seem so hard to content in life
But then if we can keep it in life then we can have understanding new side of life since those sort
Of effect on our life which will have so much effect at every angle of life then we start to just move
Ahead to that point where positive feel will show us nice but if that positive feel will not say then
May be negative should also not say in life when we start to move ahead positive feel by our
Thinking and mind when we start to understand thoughts on every point those sort of different
Sort of bad and good thoughts in life when we start to understand at every step we need to just
Judge them thought on every side our thoughts must not stop at any point when we start to just
Understand that thought will have meaning but they will not permanent on any point but then
Those positive and negative sort of thought from mind when we start to move ahead on just every
Moment and point different thoughts will look so nice on some part but if positive thoughts will
Not remain on any point so may be we can try to put them away in our life when negative thought
Will have so much worst impact in life but mostly they will not vanish until we try it at just each
And every point but then negative will have impact on us at every point we have just one feel from
Inside positive feelings will show us new interesting shine when we start to move ahead on just
Each and every point we have one thinking that world will look great only when we keep positive
Sort of shine for our life at every step we keep moving with one hope from inside when we start
To show new effect on our life positive and negative thoughts in life some thoughts are just managing
To confuse our mind but sadly we need to include those positive thoughts of mind we have just
One thinking from inside that every thought will differ on every point we need to understand one
Positive thought on every point those positivity will start on every point with just one thinking that
We will start with negative feel from our mind when we start to move ahead we need to think just
Again and again from heart negative will have effect on our mind since we just can't part it our life
Negative feel will have just destruction for life but still we keep them like treasure on some times
Since we think they are precaution but negative thinking is never right precaution can take even
With positive thinking and practical thought negative thinking is never required on any point of life.

Adventure story 212. Replica of palace

                                                         Replica of palace
In grand hotel there was big inauguration party. Every one was so excited. Every guest was looking at each pillar of that hotel. They seemed as if some sort of antique structure. Ramesh had created a wonderful replica of palace. There was an ancient palace in corner. Owner of that palace was also invited. It was so much hard on every point to recreate it. But still Ramesh had created it in such perfect way. Every one was so shocked. Ramesh was watching from gallery. All crowd that was gathering step by step. He was so happy. Until now he had created many places but they were for other people. It was for him. Since he had started his company and he had created this all. Of course his best friend helped him with finance but still he was partner and that was enough for him. First time he had achieved his dreams. He had created that palace which was his passion from childhood. He used to wander around that palace. He used to create so much appeal that he just wanted to create that palace again like replica. But he never thought that he could become some one so strong who would create that palace. But his all projects just seemed to reach success and he started to reach on top of ladder. Then his one old friend came to his house one day. He told him about this place. That old friend was the one who always used to share dreams with him. But he never thought that such rich fellow would ever care for him. He had seen many people rejecting him as useless. But his rich friend Prakash stood with him regarding this project and they had created it. He knew that he hardly had much money to invest but Prakash told him that it would be his work not money which would needed and he had create one free house for Prakash. Prakash provided him every thing. First Ramesh created house for Prakash which was considered as another best example of house and architecture. So Ramesh just encountered with success. He never seen failure for few days. But He had seen enough life to understand that ups and downs were part of life. He just wanted to be happy. But he knew that sorrows would come after some time. When he saw that grand hotel, he just felt one thing. It was perfect. He could easily sensed that every one who was entering in that hotel was saying just one thing that it was perfect replica. He could see them enjoying. When owner of real palace came, he thought that this person might complain. But that fellow looked above. Then when he saw Ramesh, he screamed happily " Perfect!! So I don't have to keep that old palace clean if I want to stay in it, I just book room in hotel." Ramesh smiled and said " Be my guest. You will always have one room absolutely free since it is idea of your ancestor." That fellow gave thumps up and Ramesh relaxed. On that moment he noticed that strange woman. She was beautiful. In that light her dark and shining skin was looking so perfect like some statue. In fact she looked like some statue of old time. Any one could fall in love with that beauty. But still her appearance seemed strange. He didn't understand why but he sensed one thing that some thing was wrong with that girl. But then he decided to ignore her.
    Ramesh started doing every thing as per plan. There decided orchestra was started. Every one should start to hearing singing. Those songs of orchestra were so touching, Every one was enjoying it. Ramesh slowly forgot about that lady. But then suddenly he heard a scream. A woman came out running from toilet. That woman " That woman is trying to kill." That same beautiful lady came out. But this time she was looking deadly. She smiled and showing her sharp knife. "This is my palace. Never try to replica it. I told it to you." She pointed towards owner and then she started talking in unknown language. It must be mother tongue of that owner because he looked so shocked. He started sweating. He tried to talk again and again. But his voice just didn't come out. He kept looking at finger of that lady. He wanted to talk but he just couldn't able to. It seemed as if that lady was holding his mouth just by one finger. He seemed as if under her control. He was so scared. He started asking for forgiveness by hands and all other features except his mouth which seemed to be sealed by her fingers. Ramesh was so shocked. That woman was looking like some sort of witch. He looked around. He could sense one thing. That she had created worst effect in people. All his customer just wanted to rush out of hotel. He could see it as worst situation. Since he knew that if so many people started rushing to door. There would be stampede in his hotel and it would be worst for him. Since his hotel was supposed to be famous for good reason not for bad reason for stampede. He screamed loudly " Security!! Stop every one. Don't rush like that you will hurt yourselves." Some people stopped but many people just didn't. He was standing upstairs while hearing screams from people. He could hear those horrible sound of child who cried in pain when people start rushing on his or her. He no longer cared for negative publicity. He knew that his security couldn't handle this. He just called Police. In his heart he wanted to turn back time and wanted to slap that woman and threw her out of his hotel. He never wanted to see blood in that hotel. But this woman managed it. He just hated her from heart. He sensed that she must be some character sent by his rivals. It was so strange. She managed to kill so many innocent people. He was so relieved when he finally heard that siren. He knew that it was too late for some people but some of them were saved. When Police came, they stopped that chaos. But Ramesh could clearly saw many people were injured. He saw that the child was dead when Police managed to take away confusion. He was angry towards that woman. When Police officer came near him, he just screamed on that officer " I want that woman behind bar punished." Officer looked at him with anger. Officer " Speak properly Sir. You can't scream like that." "Sorry but she killed that child." "Not just kid. There were 4 people killed and 50 injured." Ramesh was so shocked that he just didn't understand how did this happened. He had arranged security. He started discussing every thing with officer. " I want to arrest that woman." Officer " Don't worry we will do it. Just draw portrait by describing." Officer started working. Ramesh was so much tense from inside.
       Ramesh went in house. He always lived alone for many years. He was living happily. He used to move around house. He started to moving around house. He began to like living like that. But today he felt so much scared. He began to wander around house. He just kept remembering those voices which were touching his soul on every point. He just kept remembering incidence. There was so many big crowd. He wanted to forget every thing. He decided that he would relax but he just could not able to relax. He decided that he would take some wine. It was the one he decided to drink for his success. He couldn't help laughing on himself. He hoped that he would smile with all but he just managed to create funeral. He just wanted to every thing to be perfect but that woman. He just couldn't stop picturing her. He just wanted to stab her with his hands. He wanted to kill her but it was not helping him. He just couldn't able to feel peace. He decided that he must talk with his Mom. After all he had to take some help. But then he decided that he was not small kid. He must learn to handle it by himself. He went to sleep. He closed his eyes. He had dreams which were hidden inside his mind. He started having nightmares. Those nightmares were indicating which were having effect on mind. Since those dreams were turning into nightmares. He slept on that bed. He started having those nightmares. He was so scared from heart. He just kept shaking whole time when he saw those dreams. They would had nightmares. There were worst look that was horrible in life. He just felt one thought from his mind. Now he couldn't able to sleep. He just didn't understand one question from mind. He just kept having nightmares. Inside those nightmares there was so many worst on every point. He just kept looking at those crisis. Those crisis would had so much effect hidden inside. There was lot of blood in his dreams. That he just kept waking up. He didn't understand how did people manage to survive it. He knew one thing. He had to sleep. When he slept on bed, he had worst nightmares. There were so much worst situation which kept happening in his dreams that they were far more worst that things which he had thought. They were really worst at every step in life. He started looking for those things. Those nightmares were worst on every point. He just started to feel one thought from mind. He didn't want to see blood shade. It was so worst those blood were having so much effect on his mind. He just wanted to forget. But he wanted to forget those worst dreams on each point. He just didn't understand that why did his mind kept disobeying him. He just never sensed that he was in such big trouble. But he didn't able to slept that night and he sensed all his troubles were started. He just wanted to turn time clock. He wanted to return to his past. But he couldn't. It was getting worst for him on every point. He knew that he needed help. He looked at watch and he sensed that in night he slept just for two hours.
       Next day Ramesh went to police station before going to his work. Ramesh "Have you caught that woman?" "Yes..But it is so strange that woman just didn't remember any thing. In fact it was not her plan." "She is lying." "I don't think so. Why don't you talk to her by yourself? I feel that it will reduce all misunderstanding." "What? Why shall I talk to that horrible woman?" "I am not forcing you. Just suggesting because that will show you the truth." "What truth? She is not mad." "Please try to understand. Control your temper and listen to me. She is mentally unsound." "Ohh then why don't they lock her in asylum?" " They just can't lock them for entire life. If they start to do that then there will no place in mental hospital. Come on. She just started that drama out of her mental trouble. Even that owner is fine. He was just shocked to see her." "But he seemed as if he was sick." "Yes. His blood pressure was increased but it is stable now. We can't just arrest her for creating that drama." Ramesh was so shocked. They were defending her. He suddenly understood. They must had took money from her. Ramesh " Ohh she is bribing you." "What are you saying?" "I know it all. I will go to court. I will not leave her so easily." " You can't insult me like that. Get lost or I will put you in lock up." "Yes. You will put me in lock up and free her. So that she could go and destroy my hotel. I will not going to let that happen. If you will not help me then I will find some one else. I will manage by my security." Then Ramesh ran out. He immediately went in his car. He started driving it. He went towards hotel. He just stood before it. It was empty. He knew that no one was going to come after what happened. He wanted to cry but then once again his anger took hold of his mind. Even if no one came, still he would not let that any one enter in that hotel. He would protect it. Security guard came to him. "What happened sir? " "Nothing. I will stand here to protect my hotel. That woman can come on any moment." " Which woman?" Ramesh screamed " Don't tell me that you don't know that woman who tried to destroy hotel yesterday? " That Security guard looked scared by Ramesh's screaming. "Sorry sir. But on last night different guard was on duty." "Then how did you recognize her? All people are so careless. I will just kept standing here. I will protect my hotel." He just didn't want to hear any thing from that Security guard any more. He could no longer trust any one. He screamed " I will protect my hotel from that witch." He just kept looking around. Due to heat his head was paining. Security guard tried to convince him to sit in cabin. But he just didn't listen. He kept standing at gate. Slowly people gathered to inquire then media came. Every one wanted to know about it. He just kept standing there. He was just looking for that woman. He was sure that she must be in that crowd. He had to point out her. He had to do that. He couldn't repeat his mistake. He just kept looking at searching for her. Every one was asking him question. Security wanted to take him inside. But he just kept standing and screaming " I have to get her. She will do it again." He just wanted to correct his mistakes. He just kept screaming. He had not eaten any thing but he didn't care. He just didn't want to eat or drink. He just wanted to catch her red handed. He wanted to show her hands full of blood to all. He wanted justice.
     Slowly situation got out of control. Security guard sensed that Ramesh must had lost control on his mind. He phoned Prakash regarding it. Prakash sensed trouble. He went there. When his car reached, he saw big crowd. But still out of it he could hear Ramesh's hysteric screams. He went near Ramesh. But one thing was clear. Ramesh was lost in his strange imaginary world. He just didn't recognize Prakash. He just kept screaming for justice. Prakash tried to talk to him. But every thing seemed useless. Finally Prakash called Doctor. An ambulance arrived which took Ramesh with them. Prakash followed them. When they reached to hospital, Prakash admitted Ramesh in psychiatric ward. Then Prakash went in Psychiatrist's cabin. Psychiatrist " What happened? " "We both own one big hotel. It was Ramesh's first project. But our luck was just not with us. Suddenly in that hotel one schizophrenic woman appeared there out of some where. She started pretending that she could kill owner of that palace. Actually we used idea of one palace while doing hotel. She acted in such a way that people got scared and there was big stampede in hotel. Due to which our hotel was damaged in every way. People are no longer that much interested. But I feel after some time people will forget it and come. In fact negative publicity is not that bad publicity. But Ramesh suddenly became obsessed in punishing her. How can any one punish a mad woman? I know that it must have hurt him to saw those people dying but we can't change it. I tried to talk but he just kept screaming against her. Today he just began to stand before hotel and kept screaming that he would not move from there. He was so upset by all this. He just seemed to lost his mind. I just want him to be normal. I know that there will losses but his sickness is not going to help me. After all it is just going to increase our troubles and expenses. So what do you think? How soon he will be fine?" "Now don't hurry up like that. Slowly he would be cured. But can't hurry up like this. He is suffering from post traumatic symptoms. This happens on every time when person just see success and failure suddenly enter in life. And then those horrible deaths. He felt responsible for them. He had never seen some one die young like that. He was first time that he saw those things so trouble is obvious. But don't worry. He will be fine in few days. I will give him treatment. I know how to handle it. " Prakash " But I will hardly able to visit him again and again will check be enough." Psychiatrist smiled " Psychiatric patients hardly get visitors. Most of the people wanted to keep away from them. But don't worry. Ramesh is not that much complicated. He would be fine in few days and become as good as new. Just remember one thing. You have to pay fees. I can't just carry on treatment without payment. After all I have my family to feed in home." "Don't worry. I will pay. And I just prefer to hide it from his Mom. Will it be okay?" "Suit yourself." Prakash smiled happily. He didn't want to attend Ramesh's Mom now. He told her that all those show on television was for insurance and that old lady was convinced. He just wanted profit and he was getting losses out of Ramesh. But he needed to correct it. After all Prakash never tolerated losses. He had to make Ramesh perfect again. After all Ramesh was his big source of making money. He needed Ramesh. He just looked at calendar and hoped that Ramesh's this sick leave end soon and come out of hospital.
                                                        The End
       

Poem 2384. Those rules

                                                                 Those rules
Sometimes those rules are moving us to that point where rules seem to show what is wrong and right
But sometimes those rules are cutting our life to that sort where new world will show us those kind
Of rule which will show us new life we need to understand rules on every point when rules are just
Making shine for our life those rules are just those movement which I need on every point those rules
Are those thoughts which will show us new world that will be just wonderful on every section on life
Which will show those rules that will create new feel for our life at every step we have just one sort
Of thought from inside we want to see those rules which are capturing our life but when they are just
Right one how right seem our life but when rules are wrong they are just cutting us from inside those
Sort of rules with which we live our life those sort of thinking which will show our world just new
Sort of unique style we need to understand on every point rules are creating so much appeal which
Will show us new feel for our mind when rules are interesting for our mind then at some point we
Just see new rules which are taking us to new point those rules which are opening for us new doors
Of our life when we start to move to that world which is full of rules that will show us new life when
We start to move ahead on just every point we need to understand our thoughts from our mind when
Life will show us understanding in life we have one thinking why rules are not showing new ways
Which will decide if we are showing new ways on every point when rules are creating so much effect
On our mind we just began to think rules are basic of our life we need to understand rules are those
Basic sort of thought which will create so much impact on our mind are just leading to so many
Troubles on every point of life we have to understand those rules are those basic which we desire
In life they will start our life in new way on every point when rules will show our world new way
Of our life we feel world is something so wonderful on every point those sort of thoughts which
We have in life are not alway agree with our rules and then only rules will create trouble in life
If rule is of hard work we can adjust with that rule on every point but when rules will show us
New sort of light suddenly rule will become one thinking from inside that we can turn in right way
How much will show us that appeal which will introduce to our world new thinking from inside
So those rules are showing us understanding which will create new appeal to our life when those
Sort of thought which will show new effect on mind when we start to move ahead at every point
Those sort of thought which are showing new thinking which are creating impact on every section
Of life when world will show new understanding on every point that sort of rules are capturing
Our world at right side we need to understand that world with one thought from inside
But when those rules turn against morals how can we move ahead with right thought of mind those
Feelings which are hurting us from inside I just have one feeling from mind when we start to move
Ahead at every point rules are showing those effect on our life when rules are showing new sort
Of meaning inside life we need to understand those rules from our mind when rules will show us
New world in life I just feel one thing that rules are creating good morals are right when we see
One sort of thought which will have much understanding in life when those sort of thoughts
Which are having different meaning from inside when life will have so much effect on our mind
Rules are showing new understanding for my mind when rules turned wrong they will create just
Crisis on every point those rules which show bad effect on mind then those sort of rules which
Are showing different appeal which have so much power at every point since those rules are just
Showing important thinking on every point those sort of rules which are taking us ahead on just
Every point when rules are setting to that side which are showing new effect on every point when
Rules are wrong they are creating so much effect on life when rules are having impact on mind
When rules are showing different effect on mind since rules are showing new understanding on
Every angle of life when rules are showing bad effect on life those rules are showing new impact
From inside those rules are starting to new understanding on every point when rules began to just
Move ahead we have one thinking rules are not going ahead with powerful effect when they are
We are in biggest trouble in life but when rules are wrong always act with total wise thoughts
In life we need to understand rules which are showing new effect on mind those sort of rules
Which are having bad effect on life so bad effect of rule will show new feel from inside on just
Each and every point never surrender to that rule even if that not obeying takes away our life
Since humanity must come first on every point we are first human then only something else in life.

Poem 2383. Blame in life

                                                             Blame in life

When that day come on which I will not get blame when world will see the truth and understand

That I am not even part of that way whatever happen is just some thing that happen not due to me 

But due to others which will lead them in this mess but my teacher told me at every thought will be

Just based on mind I will not get that blame when I will decide when I will ask my heart did I done

Some mistake on any point when morals start to count I must count them at every step of life when

We move ahead at each step of life morals seem like something for which I have many counts in life

I will like to understand my thoughts on every point when world will show that day when I will not

Blame it will come only when I will learn to ignore false accusations it's up to us on every point 

How we will and we can handle blame in life world will move as per my thinking on any point but

That thinking which show me my heart on every positive side when only I will learn to understand

What is wrong in life that is when I expect others to act right I can't force them on any point to just

Understand those thoughts which are showing our life just one thinking that blame will show us 

Just different kind of thoughts on every point but blame is that thought which will show us new

Understanding on every point when blame are up to  us they are showing us life will not give us

Justice on every time we can't control others and make them right on every point we feel just one

Sort of thinking on every point when life will show us blame is that beginning of escaping from 

Duties on every point those work which we need to do are always showing new factors of life then

We just feel on every time one thought from inside that blames are those thoughts which will show

Our life new understanding on each point we feel just one thing that blame is that factor which will

Have so much effect on life when blame will began to hurt us inside we just manage to give others

Whole right on every point we feel blame have so much power to hurt us not because it is true but

Since we give importance to us on every point when blame will show us understanding on just each

Point when blame will hurt our life we feel that it is burning us from inside every blame will show

Our life that sort of feelings which will show new thought which take us down to that point where

We feel we are just negative on every side when life need to show positive sort of light but then 

Those negative feelings will show us that we are wrong on every point when negative start on just

Every point of life those negative things will hurt us towards that point heart will cut that negative

Thought and shows darkness on every point when that dark feel will open new sort of worst feel 

On every point negative feelings will show that hard sort of thought from inside when those sort
Of understanding which will show our life those dark feelings are something which are showing

To us to understand negative thoughts which are hurting us in life one day those negative feel on just

Each point with one thought that negative feel will show us new hard thoughts on every point we

Just need to understand negative feelings will began after some point when that blame will start 

Our negative thought we just can't stop them if we don't understand from inside that it's up to us

How will we take ahead our thoughts on every point those negative thinking which are just manage

To show light to our life we have one feel from inside those negative thinking are formed with 

Those blame in life we have to move ahead with every step towards positive way of life but that

Negative blame which we accept is never belonged to us in life why we start to react to it so much

As if it is truth of life we can just protest for some time but then we need to ignore that blame on

Just every point when those blames are conducted on their own efforts in life we feel that blame

Are that positive thought which will show this world that we must not keep faith on that blame 

At any point when life will move ahead on just every moment we have to understand our thinking

And our mind blame are those games which will show this word new feelings of life those game

Of blame will never give us any thing until we don't learn to ignore that blame on every point 

When it is your mistake correct that thing and then leave it behind since if you carry blame with

You for all your life people will keep blaming you since some want to chance to show that you

Are nothing in life but that is not your mistake that it is their mistake that they never want others

To see positive side we need to understand blame is that thinking which will give this world just

One hard touch in life when blame will manage to hurt us it will lead to lot of troubles in life so

We need to understand blame is that thought which will just cut our heart on every point we need

To understand blame will does just one thing that is hurt our soul on each point that blame is that

Darkest thought of life which will hurt us on every point blame will manage to cut thoughts in life.