Gift from god
Tushar began his job.He was a Doctor and his job was to treat patients perfectly and he was doing it.But when he started entering in hospital,he felt strange panic.This was what happening now a days with him.When ever he entered in that hospital,he began to feel panic.Life was never easy for him.Especially since his father left his mother for that other woman.His father was a rich man and always had wrong habit.Every one knew it very well but no one dared to say anything against him.But when one day he announced that he was going to stay with that new actress.It was too much for his mother.She decided to take divorce.It was all so horrible for him.When it all started,he was just in tenth standard and every one started asking him strange questions which were not easy to answer.They all wanted to know that why his parents were taking divorce after so many years of marriage.He couldn't tell them all that his father was having affairs and they were so many that he had lost his count about it.His mother was forced to take divorce after his latest drastic step.His mother was scared that his father would give all his money to this woman.He couldn't say it all.He had to give just small answers and ignore it.That chapter just dragged for five years because his father was not ready to give them enough money. But finally that actress decided to break up with his father and his father once again returned to his mother. Tushar knew that he would cheat his mother again but he left that it was useless to convince his mother either her love was blind or her need of money blinded her.He didn't know which was the cause but when his father started talking sweetly his mother took him in his house again and it was worst for him.Anyway on that moment he got nice job in this hospital so he shifted here.Away from his parents and their all those family dramas.He hoped that he would find peace here.But..then suddenly he heard that he was called so he ran towards operation theater.
When Tushar started going towards operation theater.He noticed that patient's relative came running towards him.They wanted to talk to him.They needed to be consoled but he literally pushed his way out of them.This was perfect place for him.He didn't want to face patient's relatives so he went inside.His surgical mask was waiting for him.He felt so happy to see it.He immediately put on his mask.Then he felt relaxed.He went outside. Now he could easily talk with patient's relatives.He started talking to them.But in few moments he called again so he entered in operation theater.Tushar was relaxed now.He could talk easily with everyone now.He was instructing nurses and talking with senior Doctor.He was confident now.He was sure that he wanted to do it perfect and with that mask.He felt like some one who would win. Once again he operated perfectly.He smiled then he saw that every one was removing mask.He was scared now.At first he didn't remove this mask but then his senior asked "Dr.Tushar remove your mask.""Yes Sir."He removed his mask.Tushar was once more scared.Doctor Rohan noticed sudden change in Tushar's face.Doctor Rohan"Dr.Tushar what happen?"Now Tushar felt tense.His face was not normal.He could feel that.His jaw was turning in strange way.But before Dr.Rohan could ask him further questions.Relatives of patient came running towards him.Then Dr.Rohan observed that Tushar literally ran away from them.Dr.Rohan was so confused.Then he thought that Tushar might had some important case so he left this way.
For Tushar his worst day was started.He could feel that he was acting strange.He saw it clearly in faces of everyone.Just few years ago Tushar was such friendly Doctor to everyone.Each nurse and ward boy used to smile at him.Even when he was student and doing his internship even on that time his senior Doctor used to chat with him.But then suddenly he began to scared of facing them.Whenever someone came to chat with him.He started avoiding.Mostly people took it as insult so he was all alone in his world.Then he turned on that moment he saw Pradip.He was chatting happily with someone.He felt that his anger was rising inside him.It was all Pradip's fault.No.Not just fault.It was Pradip'd sin.Tushar wanted to him to be punished.Not just him Tushar wanted Rosa to be punished also.He was imagining them to be died in some painful accident or then he thought that slab which was above Pradip fall on his head and his head was broken .He just liked his idea.He was smiling to himself when he felt touch on his shoulder.Tushar was scared that some one had noticed him.But it was nurse.Nurse "Doctor your patient is waiting for you."That nurse was looking at him with smile.But still he felt nervous.He knew that some thing was wrong with his expression because her smile vanished.He was sure that he would not face any one now.He was shivering with fear and this nurse was telling him that he must attend patient.Tushar"I will attend them tomorrow.""Tomorrow?You have avoided them for one week.I don't think that I can avoid them any more.If you do this then they will report it.Please Doctor handle your case."Tushar nodded.Once again he looked at Pradip was smiling happily.Tushar thought that he must be boosting about this love and relationship.Tushar felt more upset.He was turning in to chicken and Pradip was turning into macho man.This was all wrong.God was doing injustice towards him every time.He wanted to cry.But he had to attend his patients.He knew like always.He would more upset his patient and they left his cabin unsatisfied.He never understood that how did they come to visit him.Then he remembered that he was surgeon and he was perfect in operation theater.He thanked his stars for that choice in career.
When Tushar entered in room,he immediately started looking at pictures on this wall.Then he noticed that there was not any picture on them except as dirty painting because he never spent any time on decorating room.But he spent lot of time on decorating his home.He suddenly began to remember that how nicely he used to decorate his house with help of Rosa.He started remembering every time in which they both lived happily.Then suddenly patient spoke"Doctor.."Tushar came back to his present tense.Suddenly he began to remember all that money he wasted on interior of his house whole wastage.He was never going to marry now so it all was waste of money.Then once again he sat on that chair and started looking at patient's reports.He made all diagnosis which was perfect.He knew that his patient was upset because he was not making eye contact.It was new patient so he didn't know his habit.New patient mostly wasted lot of time in efforts to chat with him.Old patients knew him very well.After some time finally they gave up and took report with which they went away.He was sure that they would ask for second opinion and only if they didn't find any better Doctor then they would come to him.Number of his patients was reducing.They were no more satisfied with him as once they used to be.But he knew that it was his mistake.After some time there was knock on his door."May I come in?"He looked up.It was his old friend from college.He was just shifted to this hospital.Obviously he expected Tushar to introduce him to every one.Tushar was avoiding him.Finally his friend Kunal came in.At beginning Kunal chatted about every thing around him.Tushar just nodded.Whole time Tushar was looking at tabel.Kunal"Tushar you are Doctor right?""Yes I am.""But still I think you need a Doctor.""Come on.I am fine.""Physically you are.Mentally you are not.Today your nurse was telling me that you were postponing your patient's appointements without reason."Tushar suddenly got angry.He was about to scream on her.But Kunal stopped him."Come on Tushar can't you see?She was concern about you.Even Dr.Rohan mentioned your strange behaviour today." Now Tushar was tense.Tushar"What did he say?""He did feel anything that wrong.But he just suggested that you were in too much hurry today.You didn't even waited to say good bye before going."Tushar was so shocked.He was making mistake everywhere now a days.Tushar wanted to cry but not before Kunal.He didn't trust his friends any more.
Tushar wanted to change his behaviour but nothing was changing.He was trying to avoid every one and slowly eye contact with patients or even with other Doctors became impossible for him.Then one day Pradip told everyone that he was going to marry Rosa.Everyone looked shocked.They all looked at Tushar even when they didn't want to hurt Tushar.After that everyone in hospital started gossiping.Tushar's problem was doubled by it.He just wanted to avoid hospital but he couldn't do it.Then one day Kunal came in his office.Kunal"I think you should visit psychiatrist.""I ...am..fine""Then look at me."Tushar tried but he just couldn't.Kunal "Dr.Rohan wanted you to do it and you must go.I have taken appointment."Before Tushar could say anything.Kunal forced him to come.Tushar wanted to object but somewhere in his heart he knew that he needed this.So he went there.As soon as Tushar went there,Kunal immediately left him alone with Psychiatrist.Psychiatrist smiled and said "Now tell me your story."Tushar never felt that he was that much eager to tell it.But he started telling it.After his father's behaviour he always thought that he would be honest to his wife.Then he met Rosa who was staying in his neighbourhood.At first they were just friend then slowly they got involved.But Tushar never crossed his limits.Finally one day he proposed her.Then they got engaged.At their engagement he introduced her with Pradip his best friend.At beginning it was all nice Pradip never came near her always treated her respectfully before Tushar.But one day when Tushar was free from hospital unexpectedly.He returned to his home.Then he noticed that some one was inside Rosa's house.It was horrible.When he saw that Pradip was with her,she told him clearly that he wanted Pradip more than him.She broke their engagement without any feelings.Then Tushar came back after that his problem started.Tushar never told any one about it.Tushar"Now Pradip is enjoying his life and look at me I am useless.God is so unfair.""What is unfair?You got everything.You have brain and perfect body every thing and you want god to come running just because you made wrong choice.""But I loved her.""So what?She didn't love you.Don't you think that you are repeating your mother's mistake.Kids normally do it.Now let me explain medically.You are suffering from Social Phobia.It happened due to continous stress in your parent's relationship and now this incidence triggered to in full force.Don't worry.You will get over it."Then Doctor started counselling him.After that for some time Tushar had to go to Doctor.Slowly his stress was reduced.He started meeting every one happily again.But there was just one person he still prefered to avoid his ex friend Pradip so he never went to attend Pradip's marriage.In fact his many friends had avoided it tactfully.But those who attended it had told him many things.This time he didn't took it to heart.He just looked at his body which was perfect and that one gift from god was enough for him.
The End
Tushar began his job.He was a Doctor and his job was to treat patients perfectly and he was doing it.But when he started entering in hospital,he felt strange panic.This was what happening now a days with him.When ever he entered in that hospital,he began to feel panic.Life was never easy for him.Especially since his father left his mother for that other woman.His father was a rich man and always had wrong habit.Every one knew it very well but no one dared to say anything against him.But when one day he announced that he was going to stay with that new actress.It was too much for his mother.She decided to take divorce.It was all so horrible for him.When it all started,he was just in tenth standard and every one started asking him strange questions which were not easy to answer.They all wanted to know that why his parents were taking divorce after so many years of marriage.He couldn't tell them all that his father was having affairs and they were so many that he had lost his count about it.His mother was forced to take divorce after his latest drastic step.His mother was scared that his father would give all his money to this woman.He couldn't say it all.He had to give just small answers and ignore it.That chapter just dragged for five years because his father was not ready to give them enough money. But finally that actress decided to break up with his father and his father once again returned to his mother. Tushar knew that he would cheat his mother again but he left that it was useless to convince his mother either her love was blind or her need of money blinded her.He didn't know which was the cause but when his father started talking sweetly his mother took him in his house again and it was worst for him.Anyway on that moment he got nice job in this hospital so he shifted here.Away from his parents and their all those family dramas.He hoped that he would find peace here.But..then suddenly he heard that he was called so he ran towards operation theater.
When Tushar started going towards operation theater.He noticed that patient's relative came running towards him.They wanted to talk to him.They needed to be consoled but he literally pushed his way out of them.This was perfect place for him.He didn't want to face patient's relatives so he went inside.His surgical mask was waiting for him.He felt so happy to see it.He immediately put on his mask.Then he felt relaxed.He went outside. Now he could easily talk with patient's relatives.He started talking to them.But in few moments he called again so he entered in operation theater.Tushar was relaxed now.He could talk easily with everyone now.He was instructing nurses and talking with senior Doctor.He was confident now.He was sure that he wanted to do it perfect and with that mask.He felt like some one who would win. Once again he operated perfectly.He smiled then he saw that every one was removing mask.He was scared now.At first he didn't remove this mask but then his senior asked "Dr.Tushar remove your mask.""Yes Sir."He removed his mask.Tushar was once more scared.Doctor Rohan noticed sudden change in Tushar's face.Doctor Rohan"Dr.Tushar what happen?"Now Tushar felt tense.His face was not normal.He could feel that.His jaw was turning in strange way.But before Dr.Rohan could ask him further questions.Relatives of patient came running towards him.Then Dr.Rohan observed that Tushar literally ran away from them.Dr.Rohan was so confused.Then he thought that Tushar might had some important case so he left this way.
For Tushar his worst day was started.He could feel that he was acting strange.He saw it clearly in faces of everyone.Just few years ago Tushar was such friendly Doctor to everyone.Each nurse and ward boy used to smile at him.Even when he was student and doing his internship even on that time his senior Doctor used to chat with him.But then suddenly he began to scared of facing them.Whenever someone came to chat with him.He started avoiding.Mostly people took it as insult so he was all alone in his world.Then he turned on that moment he saw Pradip.He was chatting happily with someone.He felt that his anger was rising inside him.It was all Pradip's fault.No.Not just fault.It was Pradip'd sin.Tushar wanted to him to be punished.Not just him Tushar wanted Rosa to be punished also.He was imagining them to be died in some painful accident or then he thought that slab which was above Pradip fall on his head and his head was broken .He just liked his idea.He was smiling to himself when he felt touch on his shoulder.Tushar was scared that some one had noticed him.But it was nurse.Nurse "Doctor your patient is waiting for you."That nurse was looking at him with smile.But still he felt nervous.He knew that some thing was wrong with his expression because her smile vanished.He was sure that he would not face any one now.He was shivering with fear and this nurse was telling him that he must attend patient.Tushar"I will attend them tomorrow.""Tomorrow?You have avoided them for one week.I don't think that I can avoid them any more.If you do this then they will report it.Please Doctor handle your case."Tushar nodded.Once again he looked at Pradip was smiling happily.Tushar thought that he must be boosting about this love and relationship.Tushar felt more upset.He was turning in to chicken and Pradip was turning into macho man.This was all wrong.God was doing injustice towards him every time.He wanted to cry.But he had to attend his patients.He knew like always.He would more upset his patient and they left his cabin unsatisfied.He never understood that how did they come to visit him.Then he remembered that he was surgeon and he was perfect in operation theater.He thanked his stars for that choice in career.
When Tushar entered in room,he immediately started looking at pictures on this wall.Then he noticed that there was not any picture on them except as dirty painting because he never spent any time on decorating room.But he spent lot of time on decorating his home.He suddenly began to remember that how nicely he used to decorate his house with help of Rosa.He started remembering every time in which they both lived happily.Then suddenly patient spoke"Doctor.."Tushar came back to his present tense.Suddenly he began to remember all that money he wasted on interior of his house whole wastage.He was never going to marry now so it all was waste of money.Then once again he sat on that chair and started looking at patient's reports.He made all diagnosis which was perfect.He knew that his patient was upset because he was not making eye contact.It was new patient so he didn't know his habit.New patient mostly wasted lot of time in efforts to chat with him.Old patients knew him very well.After some time finally they gave up and took report with which they went away.He was sure that they would ask for second opinion and only if they didn't find any better Doctor then they would come to him.Number of his patients was reducing.They were no more satisfied with him as once they used to be.But he knew that it was his mistake.After some time there was knock on his door."May I come in?"He looked up.It was his old friend from college.He was just shifted to this hospital.Obviously he expected Tushar to introduce him to every one.Tushar was avoiding him.Finally his friend Kunal came in.At beginning Kunal chatted about every thing around him.Tushar just nodded.Whole time Tushar was looking at tabel.Kunal"Tushar you are Doctor right?""Yes I am.""But still I think you need a Doctor.""Come on.I am fine.""Physically you are.Mentally you are not.Today your nurse was telling me that you were postponing your patient's appointements without reason."Tushar suddenly got angry.He was about to scream on her.But Kunal stopped him."Come on Tushar can't you see?She was concern about you.Even Dr.Rohan mentioned your strange behaviour today." Now Tushar was tense.Tushar"What did he say?""He did feel anything that wrong.But he just suggested that you were in too much hurry today.You didn't even waited to say good bye before going."Tushar was so shocked.He was making mistake everywhere now a days.Tushar wanted to cry but not before Kunal.He didn't trust his friends any more.
Tushar wanted to change his behaviour but nothing was changing.He was trying to avoid every one and slowly eye contact with patients or even with other Doctors became impossible for him.Then one day Pradip told everyone that he was going to marry Rosa.Everyone looked shocked.They all looked at Tushar even when they didn't want to hurt Tushar.After that everyone in hospital started gossiping.Tushar's problem was doubled by it.He just wanted to avoid hospital but he couldn't do it.Then one day Kunal came in his office.Kunal"I think you should visit psychiatrist.""I ...am..fine""Then look at me."Tushar tried but he just couldn't.Kunal "Dr.Rohan wanted you to do it and you must go.I have taken appointment."Before Tushar could say anything.Kunal forced him to come.Tushar wanted to object but somewhere in his heart he knew that he needed this.So he went there.As soon as Tushar went there,Kunal immediately left him alone with Psychiatrist.Psychiatrist smiled and said "Now tell me your story."Tushar never felt that he was that much eager to tell it.But he started telling it.After his father's behaviour he always thought that he would be honest to his wife.Then he met Rosa who was staying in his neighbourhood.At first they were just friend then slowly they got involved.But Tushar never crossed his limits.Finally one day he proposed her.Then they got engaged.At their engagement he introduced her with Pradip his best friend.At beginning it was all nice Pradip never came near her always treated her respectfully before Tushar.But one day when Tushar was free from hospital unexpectedly.He returned to his home.Then he noticed that some one was inside Rosa's house.It was horrible.When he saw that Pradip was with her,she told him clearly that he wanted Pradip more than him.She broke their engagement without any feelings.Then Tushar came back after that his problem started.Tushar never told any one about it.Tushar"Now Pradip is enjoying his life and look at me I am useless.God is so unfair.""What is unfair?You got everything.You have brain and perfect body every thing and you want god to come running just because you made wrong choice.""But I loved her.""So what?She didn't love you.Don't you think that you are repeating your mother's mistake.Kids normally do it.Now let me explain medically.You are suffering from Social Phobia.It happened due to continous stress in your parent's relationship and now this incidence triggered to in full force.Don't worry.You will get over it."Then Doctor started counselling him.After that for some time Tushar had to go to Doctor.Slowly his stress was reduced.He started meeting every one happily again.But there was just one person he still prefered to avoid his ex friend Pradip so he never went to attend Pradip's marriage.In fact his many friends had avoided it tactfully.But those who attended it had told him many things.This time he didn't took it to heart.He just looked at his body which was perfect and that one gift from god was enough for him.
The End
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