Sunday, September 4, 2016

Poem 2924. Digging in life

                                                              Digging in life
Some people never sense when they dig ground they are opening graves on every time they think they are digging treasures on every step and every point
Some people feel that they are bringing treasure for them in their life but it never want truth on any point they are just having their own thoughts on every point
They kept thinking one thing from inside we need to learn those concepts from our thinking and our future at each step of life we need to understand treasure
From our thoughts of life we need to sense that pure thought which will start to show those effect that are giving new understanding to our mind we need to just
Sense that digging will not help us as they hope on every point we need to sense that we must not dig on each step with one thought from mind that start
To open new start of hope in life we need to learn those concept which are having so many hidden concepts in life we need to learn that digging will help in life
We start to feel those effect at every move of life with one thought that digging will be needed on every step of our future since we will start to open world from inside
We have to sense that digging will start to show those concepts which will be give new feel from mind we never sense they are doing wrong since it look great at beginning sometimes
We need to sense those concepts that will open digging as start of mind we need to sense that digging will give power to our life we need to sense it from inside on every point
We need to learn those concepts which tell us at every point one thought from mind we need to learn digging will give hope to mind we need to understand it in life
We need to sense those concepts which are creating that basic thoughts will start to show that concepts which will start to show that digging is basic need in life
But then digging will open new start to show those feelings from mind we need to value digging with one thought from mind which will start to sense so many appeals
On every point digging will start to open new world to that thought which will bring so many appeals from mind on every step and every point of our future and life
But those concepts are showing those effect which are changing world in different style we need to sense those appeals to our mind when we will start to move to that world
Which will give new style to our life we need to understand dig which will show those effect on every step of life those digging will start that art which change our life
We need to understand digging will form new touch to our thinking on every step of life those concept which we dig are not right at any step of life which will open new feel in life
Those concepts will start to show those reactions in life that will show those thoughts with meanings in life we sense those concepts from inside which will open thought of digging
That will create so much appeals that are so wrong at every step of life which will have so many directions on every step of life we sense those thoughts from inside those reactions
Digging will start to show world in different style we need to learn those concepts that are indicating new start on mind we need to learn those concepts which are giving meaning
To our thinking and mind on every point we need to sense digging as basic thought from mind we need to learn those digging will show those reactions on each step of life
We need to sense those digging will start to understand those reactions which will have so many effect on every move of life we think it from inside on every step of life
Digging will start to show those effect will manage to show those understanding at every step of life which will show those understanding on every step of life with one thought
From our thinking and mind we need to sense those digging will show different reactions on every step of life we need to sense on every point of our future and our life
Which will start to give new meanings of digging which will give power to our life but sometimes it start to harm us since we start to dig our own route at every step of life
Since digging will show that art which can even dig at our basic ground on every point we start to sense those concepts from inside on every point we need to learn that art at each point
We need to start to understand dig those effect which will form those impact on life that start to show so many impact on every point we start to sense those reactions on every point
We start to feel from inside digging is that art which change our life we need to understand digging will form so many impact on every point in our life
We need to start those effect on each point which will show world in that way which will start to change world at every step of our life we need it from inside
On every move we sense digging will change world at every step of life since digging will change those different steps of life which are changing world at every point
We need to sense those effect on every point we have to understand digging as that art which will open our world to that way where we desire from our thinking and mind
At every step we sense need of digging at each step of mind we have to sense those digging will open new world from inside that can have different impact on our mind
Digging will start with basic part on every move of life we need to sense that we have to move in different way with one thought that digging will needed on proper place of life
But sometimes people just don't know what they are digging and they feel they found some thing great and whole world appreciate them on that point
But we must repeat it until we are sure that they are not messing up in life we need to sense those concepts that are opening world to that way which we desire from our thoughts and mind
We need to sense at every step one thought that we must move ahead with every concept to open our world in new style we need digging in our life in right way on every point
Digging will have so many effect in life when we start to show those reactions on every step of life which will start to form those understanding in our life
Which will tell us digging will create so much effect on every step of life we start to have different understanding on every step of life which will become need of life
Since digging will show those concepts from inside on every step we start to have so many effect which will change those understanding that will start to learn those concepts in life
When those different directions on every step of life we need to sense those digging will have so many reactions which will have so many effect in life
We need to sense digging is basic effect on every step of life since digging will show world in different way at every move of mind we need to sense that
Digging will show world in that way which will show those moves in life to that step and feel from mind on every step we sense those moves which will take us ahead in life
We need to learn that digging will right and wrong on many times which will change our world to that step where we can sense those effect on every step of life
We need to learn what is hidden it will give new meanings on each step of life we need to move with one thought from mind digging will take us to that point
Where world will look great and we start to form effect on mind we need to sense those touches which will give power to our thinking and mind at every point
We need to sense that we can dig in wrong way and we just manage to destroy our life so never dig if not needed in our life at every step of life on every move of future and life
Since digging will start to show those impact on every step of life we need to move to that point which will open our life in new style on every step of our future and life
Digging will give meanings in life we need to learn those steps to correct work at every move of life we need to sense it from our thinking and from our mind at every point
We need to learn that digging will give new start on each step of life we need to understand digging will give appeals on every step of life which will show new start on every point
We need to sense digging will start world in different way on every point when we will start to show world in different way at every step on each understanding in life
When digging will give those effect which are having so many impacts on every move of life we need to understand digging which will show world in different style
When digging will show those effect that will start to give new start on every point we need to learn different concepts in our life digging will have so many reactions in life.

Poem 2923. Reading some face

                                                            Reading some face
When I see some face I just never sense that I can read mind but then after some time I sense if I am good at soul and right at my heart why I need to read mind
I am honest to my soul then I can get things as per my choice I no longer have that thought which will open my world and tell me I need to read other person's mind
I just need to be honest in my soul and in my mind I need to read things which are part of my world and develop understanding in my life at every move and every point
When I read some face I just sense one feel from my mind that face will not tell me all but still it is need of our future and of our life at every step of our thinking and mind
We need to study face which will give hope to our world but when we are truthful on every step of our life at every move of our understanding we read new start for our life
When we will move ahead in every face which will start to show those effect which will start to show world in that way which is right when we don't have evil in our soul and mind
We need to study at every step one thought from inside we have so many thoughts which will open world in that style which will give power to our thinking and our mind
Since face will have power hidden on every step of life which will give those effects that will start to open world in different way and in different style which will start to show
New meanings on every point which will tell our soul that we need new face from our thoughts and from our mind which will meanings but we don't think so much from inside
When face will tell truth we need to adjust with it but when we work with innocent mind every truth will start to form that idea which is need of our future and of our life
Those face will start to show gestures which will show those understanding that will start to form new start on every step of life we need to understand face from our mind
When we study some face we start to develop strange sense from mind we have appeals which can change our world and our mind on every step and on every point
We start to study those face which will show those effect at every point but those face are showing world in different style those meanings which are part of face will
Show different effect which will start to open our world on every point of life since faces are having hidden meanings which will show those impact on every step of life
When we see those faces which will have hidden concept that will start to open world in new style we need see those faces which are giving understanding to our thinking and mind
When we move ahead inside every face we sense new world that will open world in that style which will start to show world in that way which we desire from mind
We need to sense again and again at every step one thought from inside that must not become obsessed with reading of face at every step of life since it will not right
Since those touches are giving new meanings are not needed on every point after judging world at every point we need to understand and sense one thought from mind
That we need to understand face with one thought that our thinking will give meaning to our life we need to understand it on every movement at every step of our life
When face will start to show those effect on mind we need to sense them but studying them all time is never need of life which will start to show those effect which are having
Those meanings that will show hidden meanings which will give new power to our mind we need to study that power of world not with faces but with thoughts from our mind
We need to face those looks which will give power to our mind we have to study our face with those effect that are changing our world in totally different style on every point
Face will have so many hidden concepts inside we just keep thinking about them on every point but we can't study and tell them if they are touching to our heart at every face will not
Have that capacity in life we care for few and only they will rule our life but still many times faces manage to hide some thought which are mystery for our mind we sense them from inside
Those faces will start to show those impact on mind we need to learn those faces which are giving new meanings in our life at every step of our life on every move and point
When face will show those touches that will start to open new beginning in life we need to sense that face will open new world but with one thought that tell us we need to move
Towards that hope which will give new meanings to our mind have power hidden inside on every strike of our thinking and our life when we will move ahead
On every step we sense those understanding from our thinking which will start to show world at every step of life with one thought from mind which will start to show
Those faces which will began to form new meanings in our life when face will give new start that will give appeals in our life when face will give impact on our life
Faces will give meanings which start to show different impact on our mind we need to study them but what is use of studying when we hardly understand them in life
When we see faces those touches which will form new feel on every move of life we need to study that face which will start to form those effect that will change our life
When face will give meanings which will start to show those shines which we desire from our thinking and mind on every point we need to understand effect in life
We need to understand face will give good effect on each point we need to understand every step of our life that will give basic appeals in life from our soul and mind
We need to learn those concepts from mind which will open world in new style we sense those power from inside at every step of life which will change new start in our life
When we will start to show those reactions on life that will began with faces and with meanings on every step of life we need to study face from thinking which will start new appeals in life
Those faces are opening which will start to show those understanding that will show those reactions in life at every step from mind from our thinking that tell us face show truth of life
But there is not need to study them on every step of life which will give meanings that will give new start in life we need to sense face will show world in different way and style
Faces are giving meanings to our mind those faces are needed to study every concept in life we need to move ahead with those faces which are showing so many meanings in our life
That will create new concepts in life we need to locate faces which will change our world at every step of life which will start to show those effect that are changing world in different style
When we start to sense those concepts from inside faces will start to show new start to have so many effect on every step of life we need to study those effect will show different reactions in life
Face will give different looks on every step of life which will have so many effect on life since face will have so many appeals on each step of life we need to sense from inside
But face will needed to show those looks that will change world from mind we need to learn face which will have wonderful effects on every step of life at each point
Since we need to sense world on every step of life with thought and mind we need to study those faces which will give new start on every step of life we need it from mind
We have to learn that face will give new start on every stage of life we need to study face which will start to change world at every step of life which will give power to mind
But then face will show those looks which have so many wonderful touch in life but then those effect will change new start on every step of our life we need to study face from mind
We have to value face in life which will show world in different style we need to understand face from mind which will give power to our world and our future in life
Since we need to sense those concepts from mind which will start to show world in different style we need to learn those concepts from mind which will give power to our life
We have to learn those faces which are giving those powers that will start to give effect on our mind we need to understand those impact on our mind from inside
When we see those faces we start to study those reactions on each step of life we need to understand those concepts which are giving meanings to our life
When we study hard on every step we sense from mind on thought from inside which will give appeals which will help our world on every point we sense one thought from mind
Face will have so many powers hidden on every step of life we sense that faces which are showing those wonderful touches which are having so many effect in life
But that doesn't mean we can sense it always in your life since some faces have more positive feel even than you hope so never hope less about face never judge them in life.

Saturday, September 3, 2016

Adventure story 257. Coughing

                                                                    Coughing
Nisha was looking around. She was so happy that she managed to get house just as per her choice. Her life was perfect. She managed to even get bigger house as per her choice. Now her both kids would have their separate room. She knew that she had to manage things of both room. Her kids might promised to take care of their room. But they couldn't in their busy schedule they hardly had time to waste on other things except study. She knew importance of education like every mother who just wanted their kids to study and when finally their studying was over. They needed their spare time for their entertainment so that they could concentrate more on studies next time. It was so important that they also had some time to enjoy so she knew that she would not insist on putting their things on proper places. It was so hard for them. She started looking at her daughter's room. It was just perfect for a teenage girl. She was so happy that she managed to decorate it in good way. Her last room was so confused. Some thing were belonged to girl but then her brother entered in her room .Nisha saw clearly that her son Tushar was getting so upset by girls' things in his room. As he started growing up he needed those things to be removed from his room. It was needful for him. He couldn't let his friends see his room in pink color. He didn't want things of girl's to be entering in his room so it was clear that Rati couldn't keep her things in her room. Nisha sensed her sorrows. She started feeling that it was not right. She started insisting to Rohit for big house who seemed to sense the trouble. He knew that Rati was nice girl. She deserved some freedom. But Tushar just couldn't keep those things in his room. But it was so hard. They had to save money on each day. But they both managed it. She saved lot of money and she was happy that Rohit gave her full credit of it. He was a person who gave credit to every one for his work. She felt so glad to have husband like him. She suddenly felt on that point her throat was hurting. She looked around. She sensed suddenly that she was getting breathless. She started coughing uncontrollably. She wanted to stop it but she just couldn't. She finally ran towards bottle of water. She started drinking it. But she couldn't take it inside. She suddenly felt that she had to throw out. She ran to wash basin. She started vomit. She sensed on that point some thing was wrong with her. She sensed that she was sick. She started to looking around. She felt that she was going to faint. She just sat in chair. She was so shocked. She suddenly felt that her whole happiness was destroyed. She never received so much happiness in life. When she was kid, her parents were rich but then they suddenly suffered losses in business. Every thing went away and with it many of their friends and relatives managed to turn back on them. She had to see it all. It was not easy for her. She sensed every day. She needed to go to her friends but they didn't come. When she entered in her friend's house, it was different. She still remembered it like event of yesterday. She went in her friend's house where mostly her Mom invited her to snacks whenever she went there. But that day when she went in that house, her friend didn't smile. In fact her friend's Mom looked upset. Her friend looked scared. Her friend " Actually we are going out." "Ohh really where?" Her friend's Mom " On vacation in abroad. We want to do packing now so it will be better if you leave." She nodded and went away. Then she saw another girl from her class was invited to play. She saw that girl's posh car. She sensed that she was not needed now. Her friend came happily to invite this new girl. She could see there was new doll in that girl's hand. Her friend was also talking about her new doll. She looked at her old doll. They didn't want to play since she had old doll. She was so upset. Then Nisha suddenly felt one thing. She never got any happiness in life. She never had enough money to make good friends. But she wouldn't let this happen to her kids. She knew that she might be sick. But she decided that she could wait after all she felt that her sickness must be serious so why did she needed to get bad news so soon. She decided to wait for some days.
    Nisha controlled her emotions very well. She manage to give pleasant smile to all. Her throat was full of pain. She needed to sense those pains should be hidden her soul. She didn't want those pains to be seen on face. Every one was so happy about big house. She didn't want to them to sense her trouble. Then suddenly Rohit said " Let's go out for dinner." Nisha was so confused. She didn't want to go out now. She knew that it would hurt her health. But she didn't even want to confess before she could say anything kids started planning they started making list of items which they wanted to eat. She felt just one thought from heart. She must disturbed them so she just told them she got ready. She went in her room. Her throat was killing her. She decided they she needed pain killer. She took just normal pain killer. She felt relief that she didn't feel pain at least for few hours. She got ready. She could clearly hear those wonderful noises of kids. They were jumping with joy. They were planning new look for their rooms. But she was glad that they were not wasting money in it. They sensed that their parents working hard for this house. So instead of wall paper or painting on wall they just decided to frame posters. But she knew that their walls still look beautiful since they were choosing every thing with such a care. She was so happy to have such nice kids. They had their tantrums. But still they both were nice kids with understanding. She knew that her daughter would get dressed in just perfect way which she liked. Every day she might get dressed with her choice but today when she wanted to go out with her parents, she dressed in way that please them. Her son would do same thing. But still she felt so scared about their safety. She read newspaper every day. She read those horrible news. Sometime she just felt as if she should quit reading them. After all they were not offering any solutions. But then she needed to know about world. She felt one thing from mind that things must be same even in past but they were not exposed. Then she felt that it might be some thing evil that was going to happen. She began to feel as if god had decided to quit on human being. She sensed one thing that things were not as she hoped. Today she was so upset due to her health. She was so upset. She decided to tear newspaper. She was so upset. She wanted to take out her anger. She wanted to be healthy and best for her family but she was not. She was still feeling those pains. She started sensing them. She wanted to take out her anger. She just took that paper which was telling her again and again that her family was not safe. She didn't want them to be suffering after her death. She wanted them to happy and safe. She sensed it that she was going to die. She knew that her sickness would finally managed to kill her. She could sense her trouble from every part of body. It was paining. She just had few days. She didn't want to tell any one it. If she made one visit to Doctor, she was sure that it would confirm it. She didn't want to visit any doctor. She just wanted to live with her family and smile. She teared whole paper. But then she sensed that she did biggest mistake. Now Rohit would sensed that some thing was wrong. She started removing piece of paper. She cleaned every piece. She didn't want to any piece in sight. Her heart was beating. She was so tense. She could understand that Rohit could enter in house. Then he could sensed every thing. She didn't want to happen. She threw it all in dustbin. Then she was on last piece. Rohit looked confused. He sensed something. " What happened?" She started to say " Nothing" But her coughing was started. She couldn't able to say a word. Rohit was looking at her with tense expression. She wanted to hide it but she could see clearly that it was not going to be easy. If she kept coughing like this soon, some one would sense but she just couldn't stop her cough. She wanted to hide but she couldn't it. She knew that she had managed to spoil that evening at least for Rohit. She didn't want to cry so she just ran in toilet to hide her troubles. Rohit was so confused. He just let her go.
   Rohit was so confused. Nisha was looking clearly sick but she didn't mentioned it. He just didn't like the way she was coughing. He felt that she must not eat outside. He decided that he could convince kids. But before he began to talk any thing. Both kids came in room. They looked scared. Rati " What happened? Is Mom alright?" Tushar " Dad she is coughing again and again. I just don't like it." Nisha heard this. She knew that what was going to happen next. They all would cancel plan for her. Nisha was feeling fine now due to pain killer. She smiled. "I am just fine." They all turned to her. Rohit " But you seem to have sore throat. " " It is not sore throat. It is just allergy. I will be fine. Let's go." She forced them all to go out. Tushar " Mom but you can't eat today. I feel you might able t eat tomorrow." Nisha " I know but I can go out today. I will come with you. I have made dinner so I can eat it when I will come home." Rohit " If you want to come then you have eat at home first. Don't you know how did those hotel serve late?" Tushar " Mom Dad is right. Let's go." Nisha nodded. Then she took out dinner. She had made special dinner for them. As soon as she took it out, suddenly every thing was changed. They all decided that they might just ate it on table. Slowly she sensed that no one wanted to understand to go out now. They all started eating that special dinner she had cooked. Rati " Mom why don't you tell us that you cooked such special dinner?" " I felt you want to eat outside." Tushar " Come on Mom. We love your food." She was supposed to be happy with this statement but she was feeling sad. She knew that she was going to die so it would be better if they loved food which they get from outside. But they all were enjoying her food with so much pleasure. Nisha " Come on. My food is nothing compared to that hotel food." Rohit " Nonsense. We are not people like those advertisement who die to eat outside. We just love your food. I thought that you might relax after shifting so I suggested that we would eat outside. We all just love your home made cooking." " Yes. Three cheers for Mom." They all screamed for her. She was so confused. She wanted to tell them that they must adjust but they just kept admiring her. Rati " Why don't you write a book on cooking Mom? It will make you famous." Rohit " Now that it is nice idea. But then your Mom will not have time to cook for us." They all started laughing. It was so much nice. She didn't want to break that worst news on them. She wanted just happiness for their soul. She smiled. But in her heart she was crying. She started eating. She could still sensed pains. That pain killer was not enough. She knew that she needed to start some strong pain killer. She had to manage. She looked around while keeping smile. She was so scared that she would once again start coughing. She just tried to avoid eating before them. But Tushar sensed it. Tushar " Mom why are you not eating dinner?" She smiled at it. Nisha " So you are going to become my Mom now? Come on let me in my way." Tushar smiled. They all started eating their food. Then slowly they became busy in chatting. She slowly managed to threw away her food in dustbin. It was too much for her. She knew that she acted in wrong way. But she had to do it. She just had to hide it. She thanked her luck even on second time Tushar didn't notice. She never sensed that Rati was standing there. She saw it all but she decided to keep quiet. Rati sensed one thing that her Mom was not fine. Rati knew that her Mom was sick. Rati didn't want to cry since she knew that if some thing happened to her Mom, she needed to took her place. After all if her Mom became sick who would take care of every thing, her Dad had to go to office to earn money. She was so scared. She just went in her room locked herself and started crying loudly.
    In that locked room Rati managed to take out all her fear. But then she came out of room with determination. Rati went in kitchen. "Mom what happened to you? Are you sick?" Nisha sensed it already that Rati managed to guess something when Rati didn't come out for dessert. She had already created a nice plan to hide matter. Nisha " No. Who told you that?" " Mom stop lying I saw you were showing away that food." " Ohh actually I am fasting." "Fasting? Since when you start these rituals?" " Come on. You are acting as if I am doing crime. That's why I hide it from every one?" After saying this Nisha went to basin to clean pots. She just wanted to avoid facing Rati. She was not good lair. She could clearly sensed that Rati was going to dig in that matter. She turned still Rati came after her. " But why?" " Since I was tense about house." " How long are you going to fast?" " For seven days." Rati exclaimed with shock. Rati " Mom you will get sick this way. " "Come on. I am your Mom and I know how to take care of things." Nisha kept moving and Rati kept following her. Then suddenly Nisha started to sensed that her throat was paining again. She sensed that painkiller was not working now. She started coughing in worst way. Rati " Mom you are sick and still you are fasting. I feel you must stop it. I have to tell Dad." Nisha stopped her. Nisha " Don't tell him. I don't want upset him. I will take medicine." "But Mom?" " Aren't you going to listen to me?" Nisha said it in such a angry voice that Rati had to nod. It was too much for Rati. That night Nisha was planning to read about throat cancer. She began to count symptoms that were matching. She was having trouble while eating. She was having pain. She was coughing uncontrollably. She didn't read further. She just closed her lap top. She was sure that she had throat cancer. She had no doubt about it. But she was so tense. She didn't want to irritate any one. She wanted to die peacefully without hurting Rohit or kids. But she knew that it was not possible. They were attached to her. She began to feel that she might act in worst way to them then this would reduce their love towards her. But then she thought that it would also give them bad memories. They would think that their Mom hated them. It was possible that they started to give her so much troubles that she started to hate them. Now she never wanted to plant that thought in their young innocent soul. She didn't want to hurt them more. She just turned look around. She saw that Rohit was coming in room. She gave him nice smile. Nisha " Rohit can you survive without me?" Rohit was so angry and confused. He screamed " What do you mean? Why I have to leave without you?" He suddenly looked so much angry. " You are going to left me for some one else." She couldn't stop laughing. She was thinking about her death and her husband was thinking about her extra marital affairs. " Stop getting jealous. I was just solving quiz." He started laughing. " You scared me so much. I can't control this circus without you." " Circus? They are our kids. You can't talk like that about them. You need to learn to handle them. What if something happen to me?" Rohit managed to make one sad face and said " Then I have to marry another woman." Then he started laughing uncontrollably. One thing was sure that he was not serious about this. She felt so sad. She just started to feel that only if she didn't had to die. But she must. She looked once again at her lap top. She started crying. Rohit was shocked. He started laughing and telling her that he never marry any one except her. She was hearing those promises but she feeling scared more and more. It was worst moment of her life. She suddenly started coughing. Rohit tried to help her but she ran away as far as possible from him. It was so strange. She didn't want to touch by him. She felt that she might had some serious sickness. But this time Rohit didn't stop. Rohit " What happened to you?" " I am sick and this is serious sickness. I am going to die." " Did you went to Doctor?" " No..Since I don't want to upset you with that sad news." " What sad news? When you quit this game, you did same thing last time when you have virus and then you even repeated it on tooth ache. You said that you will not repeat it again last time. I gave you this chance. Now this is enough. " " No..No..I am sure this time." He touched her hand. " My god you are burning with fever. I am calling Doctor." Nisha nodded and slept on bed. Rohit called family Doctor.
    Rohit went out and told kids that Doctor was going to come. Rati " Mom is having some serious sickness." Tushar " Nonsense. It is Mom's drama again. Don't you remember how many times she said same thing." Rati " But she was sick on both times and needed medical attention. She just don't go to Doctor." " You are right and that's why I called him. I know it is night hour but Doctor is my friend and he was driving from here only so he will visit now so go to your room and don't disturb." Both kids nodded. They went inside room. Doctor came. Doctor " What happened?" " She did it again. She managed to hide her throat infection for so long that she started to get high fever. She was doing it again and again. She managed to find some disease which is too deadly then she started thinking that she was having it. She did tell any one. Today she was even ready to come with us for dinner outside. She didn't even able to eat any thing due to that coughing but still she was not ready to go to you since she thought that she had some deadly disease and you will break that news to all." " This is happening again and again. Trust me this is not safe. One day she might managed to hurt her." Then Doctor went inside room. Doctor checked her. Doctor " My god your throat infection is so increased. I have to give you strong antibiotics. You do this every time. Can't you just come to me?" " So I don't have throat cancer?" " Why did you suppose to have that? Are you a Doctor? Forget Doctor just tell me where you read this rubbish." " On internet. They tell all symptoms and .." " And in end they tell you to visit Doctor if you have them. Don't they? If you are visiting proper medical site, I am sure they always tell you never take medicine without consulting Doctor. They tell you that you must visit Doctor time to time. They tell you how strong medicine can damage your health so an on time visit to Doctor is important. Don't them tell you?" " Yes but I feel so scared that you will tell some bad news and then it will give worst effect on kids." "Don't you feel this will already creating worst effect on them?" Nisha started crying slowly. Doctor " Now relax listen to me. Why don't you visit psychiatrist?" " Psychiatrist?" Rohit looked confused. " But she is having fever." " I know and I am going to give medicine for it. I am not talking about this fever. I am telling you after getting well she must visit psychiatrist." Nisha "But why?" " For your this fear of sickness. This way one day you will damage your health by avoiding Doctor." Nisha looked away. She was so ashamed of what she had done. Then Doctor went away with Rohit. She started crying slowly. Rohit came in room. " Now don't cry. I will talk to this Doctor. He will make every thing right." " But what if he didn't able to? " "Then we can survive like that. Come on relax. You are just fine." Then kids came inside room. Rati " What did Doctor said?" Rohit " He gave medicine and suggested another Doctor who will take away Mom's fear." Tushar smiled " Psychiatrist? I was hoping for it since so many days. Dad you are educated people. We need to understand psychiatrist is not just for mad people. They are also for people like Mom who have just minor problem." Rohit and Nisha sensed for first time that their son was lot more mature that they thought. He was suggesting them such logical solution but they never listened to him. Nisha and Rohit both sensed that he was showing them again and again many books and movies regarding psychology but they never sensed it. Now they understood. Then Tushar just decided to go away. They let him do that. So they waited for few days until Nisha didn't get over her physical infection. Then finally they went to psychiatrist. He was nice friendly elderly fellow. Nisha felt happy after meting him. He reminded her of her father who was considerate regarding every thing. Her father was like that even after they lost all money but every one started calling his fool. She told him all how did she wanted to prove her Dad was great father. She wanted to convince world that money was not every thing. But she couldn't. Then she married Rohit who used to respect her Dad and his values. She got every thing. She wanted a big house like once she use to have she was so happy. But she began to fear scared of sickness. Nisha " What is happening to me?" " Nothing to feel so scared about. You are suffering from Hypochondriasis or Nosophobia. In simple language fear of sickness. People have fear of any thing like dog or cat. It is just like that." Nisha suddenly felt so relax. It began to look so normal. She smiled happily. Then slowly psychiatrist told her that these things happened due to her stress things in past. She felt so scared that she would lose her happiness that she started imagining it. He explained it properly to her. Nisha began to relax and Rohit began to play with mobile. He knew that he needed to hear it but he was getting so bored.
                                                               The End
    

Friday, September 2, 2016

Poem 2922. Some road

                                                        Some road
When some road seem so much great we start to sense from inside one thought that is we need to sense our thinking from our soul and from our mind
We need to study that road for so many days and for so long time but just because every one told us it is wrong we just prefer to avoid but then comes a time
When we see clearly with our eyes that this world is so great and full of hopes that we must not leave this road behind we need to see this road with our thinking and eyes
We start to see those different things which are giving meanings to our world and to our life we need them from inside on every step and on every move of our life
We need to learn that roads are creating different touches are giving world new start on every point we start to sense those  roads are hope of our future and life
We need to learn at every step one thought from our mind which tell us we need to move to that hope which can and will change our every move and every step of life
We need to learn at each move those roads which will give hope to our world and new thinking to our mind we need to sense that roads are that start which will give new feel
To our thinking but still people keep objecting us on every point when we will move on every road we see those colors of hope which are hidden inside but some times people
Just stop us to move ahead by creating false hope from our thinking and mind we need to just sense one thought from inside on every step we need to learn those thinking
Which are creating new world for our thinking at every point we will start to open our world in that way which will give meanings to our life on every point
But sometimes we just avoid that road which is ahead just because people warn us against it on many times but we just need to think is that thought proper and wise
We have some road ahead of them we must judge by our own sense what we think about it on every point since what we never need is one thing prejudice
We need to sense those steps which are opening our world to that point which will give new understanding to our world
And our life we need to sense that roads which are given to us are our different options which will appeal us in our future and in our life we need to sense
Those roads which are giving meanings to us on some moves and on some point we need to sense those roads from inside since they are giving beginning to our world
In such a way that we can sense different touches that will open our thinking and our mind at every step we need to learn from our road those meanings which are hidden
At every step of life we need to sense that roads are those opening which will give power to our future and our mind with one thought that we need light
We have to sense on every step one thought that tell us we need wonderful feelings from our soul to capture our world with one thought that it will give beginning
To our thinking and new start to our mind we need to sense those touches which are opening new start that give new breathe to us at every move of our life
We need to just feel those touches which are giving new start for our thinking and new hope for our world at every step of our thinking and of our mind
We need to learn from roads those fronts which will change our world in that way which will give new hope to our life we need new start on every step and point
Some roads are forming different effect on our mind we need to sense they are always there for us in life we need to sense those appeals at every step of life
When road will come before us on every point with one thought from mind which will give meanings to our life with one thought from mind that tell us those roads
Which are hidden on every point since that start to create those appeals from inside which will show different impact on mind we need to learn those roads which will give power
From thinking of mind we have one thinking from inside roads are opening new start for our mind we need to understand and learn those concepts in life
We need to learn roads that give hope to mind on every road we see so many things which will open our world and life we need to learn those roads on every point
Those roads will give meanings to mind which will start to show new start on every point we need to understand roads as hope from our thinking and mind
That road will show those hopes that will take us towards that point which are showing those meanings in our thinking that will show wonderful touch in mind
When road will have so many appeals that will show those points which are having so many directions that will open world in totally new way on each point
When some roads are ahead we need to search them with our eyes just what world will say will not be enough in life we need to start in our way then only we sense from mind
What we feel from inside those roads are giving new future to our life so we need to judge those roads at every step of life which will give precious start on every point
Road will show so many directions which are giving new meanings in life that will start to show world in different way and style
Since roads will have so many fogs in life when those effect which will give new meanings to our mind then roads will have meanings which will change world on every point
At every step roads will show those understanding which are forming effect on mind we need to study road at every step of life which will open world in new style
We need to judge them with our eyes before we decide value of that road which will start to change moves in our life when roads will start to change on every point
We need to learn about road at every step of our life we need to understand meanings of road on every step of life which will give power to our understandings in life
Roads will show those effect on every step of life since roads will open new meanings in our life we need to sense that roads are opening our life in that way which we desire from mind
There are many concepts in road which will give new feel from mind those effect are having so many moves at each move of life which will change our thinking at every point
We need to study those roads are showing so many meanings which will start to learn those effect which are changing steps on every effect in life but then those effect in life
We need to learn those roads which are giving new meanings to our mind we need to sense those different effect which will show road in different way at every step of life
Road will show new start to our mind we need to learn them from inside on every point we need to judge those roads in our own way and world can't take us ahead in our life
Since those roads are forming new meanings to our mind we need to study them with our soul and with our thinking and mind on every point of our future and our life
Road will have so many ways we need to understand them as basic fact from mind we need to learn one thing that we need to sense those roads are full of meanings at every step of life
We need to sense those roads from inside which will give hope to our world and new meanings to our life that will show us in new way and style on every move and every point
Roads will open world in different style we sense those roads will create new touch on every step of life which will give new meanings in our life but then those roads will open
Those meanings which will be giving power from mind then those understanding which will start to show those touches which will give power to understand road from mind
We need to study those roads from inside at every step we need to study those roads which will show those lights are opening new start on every step of life we need new shine
Roads will show those feelings which will open world in new way at each step on every move of life we need to study roads which will form new touch in our life
When roads will open those reactions that will start to show those impact which will show those reactions in our life that will change those directions that will start to show power in life.

Poem 2921. Every tendency

                                                                     Every tendency
Every tendency we need to learn on every point those tendency will form effect on each point when we start to show those tendency which are related to things in life
When tendency will form effect on life we need to learn tendency will start to show different effect on life we need to understand effect on our future and life
On every step we seen different tendency will start to show those effect which are having so many effect in life when tendency start to change our life we need
To sense tendency will show those concepts from mind which will show world in that way which we desire from mind we need to sense tendency on each step of life
We need to sense those concepts which are changing our world at every move of life we need to sense tendency that will start to show those effect which will have
Reactions in life when we will began to create those directions which will start to form those effect on each point when we start to sense those tendency from mind
Those power will have so many effect which will manage to changes that are creating new effect on our mind we need to have so many tendency hidden at each point
We need to study tendency from our mind we need to learn those concepts from our soul and life which tell us that those tendency on every point which will
Give us new start on every step of life that tendency which will start to show those effect on every point we sense those tendency will start to show those effect in life
There are many meanings which are showing new tendency which will open new start to have so many impact on mind we need to learn those effect which
Tendency will show those understanding that will give power to our mind which will have understanding from our soul and mind we start to sense those effect will
Give meanings to life we sense those tendency that will have some thinking to mind that will start to show those effect which will show world in different style we need to study
On every point of life with one thought from our mind we need to sense those concepts which are changing our life at every step of our life with one thought from mind
Tendency will change our world at every step of life we need to study and learn tendency from our thinking and mind we need to learn them on every point
With one thought from mind we need to learn those tendency which will change those concepts that are moving world in different way in life which will form
New effect in life we need to have those effects which are changing those effect which will form too different effect on our life that will start to show those meanings
That tendency will change every step of life we need to learn those tendency with soul that will create different feel on every step of life which will differ on every point
We need to learn those tendency will start to show those effect which will give new opening to our life we start to sense those effect on every point from our mind
We need to understand tendency that will show world in different style which will give new effect on our life since those impact which will show those chances that
Start to show tendency that will open new start on each point we need to learn those moves which will form those effect that are showing world in totally different style
Tendency will start to have those effect on mind which will show those effect that are showing world in different understanding on each step in our life at every move of life
Tendency show different impact on each point we need to sense those meanings from inside on every step we sense those touches which are giving meanings to our world and life
We will have those tendencies which will change world to that point where we can sense different effect on our life we need to learn those tendencies at each step of life
We need to learn from tendency different effect on life when those tendency will start to show those different touches which will have so many impact on our life
We have to show sense those tendencies which are having so many directions that are hidden at every point we need to form inside on every step of life which will open new world
On every point of life tendency will show those touches which are having effect on every step of life which are showing those impact on every step of our life to give our world shine
Since those tendency will start to show world in new style that will start to show world in different way in life that will form those concepts on every step of our life
We need to sense those tendencies which will show those different effect on every move of life we sense one thought from our thinking and mind on each step
We feel that tendencies are opening our world in that style which will give power to us on every step with one thinking that we need to learn about our mind from inside
Tendency will have so many effect on each step that will start to show those concepts which will have so many effect on each point of life we need to learn them from inside
Since those tendency which will have effect on nature that start to show those forms on every move of life that will start to show that effect on every move of life
Those effect which will show that tendency which form those effect at every step of life which will have so many touches on our future and on our life at every move of life
When tendency will start to show those touches which will create those impact that will show world in different effect on life that can start to show those touches
Which will start to show those power which will give power to have effect on our life we need to sense tendency on each step of life that will give appeal to our mind
But some tendency are so bad which turn in wrong way our life we need to sense those tendency which will give power to our world at every point it will give new start to life
Those tendency will start to open new start to show those touches which are giving power to our mind on each point when we start to sense those touches which will open our life
We need to learn those tendency which will form those impact that will start new beginning on every move of life which will give our world new start and shine
Tendency will start to show those different reactions in life which will show world in that way that start to open world in different style tendency will give meanings in life
When tendency will start to show those touches which are creating different effect on every move of life since they are showing hopes from inside at each and every point
Since tendency will form those effect which will start to give new meanings in life we need to start to show new start on every step of life with one thought from our mind
We need to study those tendency will start to show those touches which will start to show those reactions that will start to form those effect which will give hope to mind
We need to understand tendency which will new start to show hopes in new start to our mind we need to sense that tendency from inside on every move we need that start to life
When we will move ahead tendency will have so many effect on mind we need to understand which tendency is good and which is useless for our future and life at every point
Which will start to have so many impact on mind we need to learn those thoughts which are giving meanings to our life we need to understand them at every step of life
Those tendency will start to show world in different way which start to create world in that style which will give meanings to our thinking and our mind at every point
When tendency will start to show those touches which are showing world with one hope that will start to show new start to our thinking and our mind at each step of life
Since those tendency which start in different way our future and our mind we need to study them before we adopt them in our life we need to learn from them our thinking and mind
We have to move ahead with one thought that tendency is something which will be hidden at every move of life from our soul and from our mind that will have effect on mind
Since tendency will show so many different effect on mind we need to learn those tendency from inside which will open world in new style from our soul and from our mind
Tendency will show those touches which will start to give world new light we sense those effect on every step with one thought that tendency will start to show hopes on every step and point.

Thursday, September 1, 2016

Poem 2920. I as we

                                                                        I as we          
At every step of life we sense different thoughts of every kind we need to sense those touches which are giving new hopes to our life
At every move we understand those thoughts which will start to show different words at every point we sense from inside that thought
Which tell us on every point one thinking which will show world in that way which we desire from our thinking and our mind
On every step we need to sense those concepts that are showing world in different way and style we need to just feel one thought from mind
Which tell us at every step one thought from inside at every step we sense kind touch will change our life which will show new light on every point
We need to sense those concepts that are forming new effect on our soul and mind we need to sense again and again on every step one thought
From our thinking and mind which tell us we need to move ahead with one feel that tell us we need to sense we have happiness inside our soul at every step of life
We have to understand different concepts of life which are giving new meanings to our world and give new start to opening of our mind at every point
We never tell world one thought from inside those concepts which are changing our world with one thought from mind that tell us we need to move ahead
With one thinking that we must move ahead to that step where world will look great on every step of life we sense those understanding which are having effect
On our soul and start to indicate new feel from mind when we move ahead we need to sense from our soul one thought of our mind which tell us at every time
Just one thinking that we must move ahead with one thought that it will give new opening to our mind we need to sense those thinking which will open our life
But question is that what we think and that thought confuses me on every time since I just found myself on different boats with some people but then I can sense
We all are standing on same boat with different views in our life so I just have to help them even when I just feel for them that dislike which tell us we must move
Towards that state which will give new hope to world at every step of life we need to sense those hopes as that beginning which will start to open new feel for our world
And new start for our mind we need to sense at each move we must learn different things which different thoughts on some step of our thinking and life
When we move ahead we need to sense again and again at every step we need to learn that concept which will start to show world in different style
We need to sense that we are together but still I sense that I am different than them on many point how confuse is that thought which I sense from inside
Even when I don't agree I have protect some since we just stood on same boat and help them in life we need to just sense one thought from mind that
Start to tell us we need to move ahead and sense those concepts which are giving different and new opening to our future and our life at every point of mind
We need to sense on every step of life one thought which will open new start for our mind we will began to start new appeals from souls from inside
On every step we sense those effect that will start to change steps of life I am nothing but me then when some moves enter I sense one thought that
I change into we even before I sense it in life because we don't need to do it with force it will happen if we give it some time we start to sense different concept
Which are showing new thinking from our mind we need sense that we will become we even before understanding in life after some moves on every step of life
We need to sense that we don't need to become we by force in life just start to move in right way we will become we at every step of life since those touches
Which are showing world in new style we need sense that I will become we even before we sense it inside our future and life we need to sense
On every step one thought from mind will tell us that we can't decide when we will become that we instead of I since it is not some we need to taught in life
Because we are taught together in every classroom of school so I will know that we concept from my soul and heart on every point I just never accept it
Since I am angry but that anger will stay for few moments and finally true feelings and hopes will enter and we will that we which is our teaching on every point
How hard it is to understand what we are doing when we change from I to we and never even sense it in life after all when voice will become chorus we never sense it before many times
We never understand when instead of one person we will become two and how soon we are a group in our life after all one more friend never seem like burden to that heart which hurt from inside
We have that desire which tell us we want to become that we which will give new light to our mind I just sense that one thought which will open world in different style
When we will start to sense other people are with us mostly we just never sense it will just happen in our life and we never feel it on any move and on any point
We need to sense those concepts which are opening our world in that way which we desire from our soul and mind at every move with one thought from inside
That we want to move ahead and when another person enter with same voice we never just sense that turn of I into we at any step of life we need to sense we from inside
When I will become we life will change on every point but so different is that touch which will open new way our life it start to make that we in that way in life
We need to sense one thought from our mind that we are so together on every point that we never sense what difference is inside I and we on any point
When we will start to sense thought which will give new meanings in life we will start to sense on every step one thought from mind that those touches
Which are having so many concepts in life  we need to have so much power hidden on every point when we need to start to show those effects in life
When we start to work on every point with one thought from our mind we will sense those meanings in life which are showing powers on every step of life
But then we need to sense we is as basic feel which will start to show those effect in life we need to learn those concepts in life we need to understand we as thought
Which will open world to that way where we can sense different concept from thought of we on every point we need to move ahead with one thought
That when we will start from I then we will finally land on to that concept where our world will look so hopeful on every point we need to sense that we can
Have power which will take us ahead to that point where world will look so different at every step of life with one thought from our mind which tell us we need to learn
Those concept which will start to show world in that style which will give new meanings to our life we have to sense one thought from our thinking and our mind
We need to value I over we on every step of life we need to move towards that concept which will open our life we need to sense those thinking from inside
Which will open in new way our life we start to sense those sense which will have power hidden on every step of life we need to find those feelings on every point
We will have so many concepts which will start to show those powerful touches on every step of life which will give effect on every step of our world and our life
But we never sense since when we enter we never think that I have changed into we that we need to move on every point with one thinking from mind we need to be togetherness in life
We need to understand I is never important on every step of life but then we need to sense value on every start of life since we will come and then rule our life on every point.

Poem 2919. Stalls on road in life

                                                                Stalls on road in life
Fruits will look so much fresh which will have so many wonderful look at every step in life so then fruits which will have that look at every point
When fruits will show those colors in life that will looking  nice when we see them in stall we start to sense those effect in life but then those stalls will have
So many fruits which will look so much interesting on every part we start to sense from heart one thought from mind those effect will start
To show those impact which we want to see in life we see so many colors together as if they are giving hope to our future and life on every step of life
Since in a stall fruits of different colors will look so good and nice with them we can sense those tastes which are having power inside on each point
Those fruits are  giving those tastes which are having so many effect that will show those wonderful touch in life those effects will
Start to show those different effect in life when fruits will show those wonderful look which will start to show those effect on our life we need to sense from mind
Fruits are showing those looks at every point when in stall they will give that smell which we prefer and like must not turn in wrong way on every point
Since stall will show those effect on every step of life those fruits as our life we need to sense that with just one stall of fruits on each point
We seen in that stall of fruits so many effects which will start to show different impact on mind we need to sense on each point
One thing will start to show those effect on mind we need sense fruits in mind which will give power of variety on every point
We need to sense those different look at one point we need to sense them as truth of our life we have to just understand one fact
That we need to create those effect on every step of life with one thought from inside fruits are showing those meanings in life
In that stalls fruits will show so many reactions on every point which will start to show those smells in life those wonderful touch
Which will have so many effect in life when we sense those fruits which are having so many meanings in that stall on every point
We need to show those understanding which will give power in life those fruits will start to show new start on every point we need to understand
On every point inside our life we need to learn at every step one thought from mind we need to have so many variety in life
We have so many stalls full of fruits on every step of life we need to learn those concepts from inside we need to learn every step from mind
We need to sense fruits will show those wonderful touches on every step of life we need to learn fruits as basic thing in our life
We need to understand fruits are telling us different effect on  life we need to learn people from mind we need to sense
One thought on every point with one thinking from our appeals and our mind we need to sense that stalls will have variety in our life
Since those effect will start to show world in that style which will form that effect on our world which will start to change world in life
We need to sense those impact on each point which will show those reactions in life which will form effect on different way in our life
We need to learn one thought from inside on every step we need to learn those concepts which are giving new power to our future and our mind
We have to sense one feel from mind which will tell us we need to create those impact on our world at every step of our life with one thought from mind
We need to sense fruits are having so many colors in life when stall will have so many enchanting looks in life but then those effect
Which will start to show those different looks which will show world in that way which will have so many enchanting effect on every point
When stalls are having so many fruits which are showing different effect in life people will have so many different looks on every step of life
We need to sense different looks which will have so many qualities that are creating new start on every step of our life at every move of life
We can see so many effect on every step of life we need to sense those effect which are showing those reactions in life but then those effects are
Showing world in different way at each step on life which will have power to give us that wonderful touch which those fruits give us in life
We might choose one of them but we need to have them all in life we start to choose those fruits since we can't have all in life
We need to choose one of them on every step of life we need to sense every fruit is need of life when those stall are having so many fruits on each point
We need to understand we need all but we choose few on every step of life since we can't have all in our future and in our life at every move of our life
When we will start to understand we need all variety on every step of life we need to sense we need every step of life we need from inside those touches
Which are giving new feel from mind but then at every step of life we need to sense those touches which are opening our world in new style
We need to sense those effect in our life we need every thing but still we need to choose few things in our life we need them on every point
But then at every step we need to sense those touches which will form those effect on our mind but then those reactions which will change our life
We need to choose things on every point we have to learn those concepts that are opening our world in different style on every step and move of life
When we will began to move ahead at each step we need to judge every step of life since those effect which are having so many effect on our mind
In every step we need to understand those variety which will show different things in life we need to sense those effect in our life at every step of life
Which will form those effect which are creating new start on every step of life which are showing those reactions on every step of life
We need to sense  those touches which are giving new meanings to our life we start to sense those thoughts from mind at every step of life
We need to learn different styles are showing those effect at every step of life which are having so many power at every step of our life on every point
We need to understand we must have to choose few things since we can't have all in life but we also need to sense one thing from inside that
Those things which we don't choose are not less in life we need to value every thing on every step and point we need to move ahead in our life
We need to choose things but that doesn't mean other things are less in our life on every step and every point we need to value them in our life
We just have to sense one thing from mind we might choose few but we need all in our life one day we choose one fruit but next day we need another in life
We have to choose proper fruits on every step of our life we need to decide on every point one thought that we can choose fruits as per our choice
Stalls is best example of our life we need sense that same way in our life we might choose few skills but finally we need all in our life to move ahead in life
Those who don't sense it never able to survive since we need to value all then only we can move ahead in our future and in our life.

Poem. 7735 That step from soul

                        That step from soul That step from soul create new journey to mind which form new spirit to direction for light ...