Adventure story 157. Family life

                                                                 Family life
Yogini knew that it was not good day to go out. But when her boss called her,she had to go.She just wished from heart that she could quit this job.It was so stressful. She had to run out on her boss's every call. She wanted to quit that job but still she just couldn't able to do. Pratap never let her did that. From start he wanted her to do her job.At that moment she wanted to marry and to get a nice and handsome husband. She decided so she would promise to do that job.She still remembered that day.Her family was convincing her that she should go for it. But she was confused even after engagement Pratap was always kept discussing about her job and kept telling her that he would cooperate with her in every thing like household works. He was showing his willingness even in helping her with cooking and laundry indirectly he was insisting that she had to keep working. She was so confused from her mind. After all Yogini wanted to quit her job after some time. Specially when she would give birth to their child.She wanted to stay with that child. But Pratap was not interested in those thoughts like their child needed her.She was so upset. That day she thought that she should call her friends. They all decided to meet in hotel. At first they ordered things to eat Yogini wanted to it to appear as if just celebration for her engagement. Then while eating Yogini asked "I just feel that it will be problem for my future if I keep doing my job."All her friends looked at her with smile.Then Nisha said "Come on, You can quit job whenever you want.""But Pratap want me to continue."Another friend "They all say this until we marry.My husband insisted that he want me to do my job.He told me that he would cooperate insisted even on studying that course. I took that course then I studied day and night.My husband was so nice and cooperative. He was even used to make coffee for me when I use to study at night.Finally my course was over and I got promotion. Then in just few months I got pregnant. Every thing was suddenly changed every one just began to think about our baby. My husband no longer interested in my professional side. They cared just about one thing that was baby. At beginning I was upset but then slowly I was convinced. That my baby is important to me so I just concentrated on my child.All my dreams regarding professional life were over.Sometimes I feel sad but sometimes I feel that this is my life.I want my child to be perfect so I have to do it."Yogini smiled happily."I just wish from heart that Pratap think same way after marriage.I want to quit my job after marriage."Nisha "Don't worry.They all think same way."Yogini was so happy on that day. She felt that they were right since they were already married and experienced.But things proved wrong for her. Pratap was serious regarding her job  on every point.He never let her quit. She had to keep her daughter in house with her mother-in-law and baby sitter.But Pratap insisted that she must do her job and she was stuck with that job.
      Today while driving that car Yogini was remembering those each and every fact of life. She was somewhere in her heart regretting that she agreed to that decision. If she didn't wanted to do job,she should had to be clear. But that was not truth she had to do that.She remembered on that time when she told some of suitors that she wanted to quit job.They just said no to her.Every one started telling her that she should not leave her job.
Then she would not get suitable husband.She had to do it so she decided to take a risk She wanted some one like Pratap to show whole world that she got suitable and perfect husband.She was attracted to him and on that moment she thought that it was love but slowly as Pratap started telling her that she must had to act according to his wish.In his mind he felt that he had made it clear from starting and now he didn't see any need to change things in life. She just hated her decision now.She just wished that she should not have married him.She wanted a family life where she could spend some time with kids and enjoy cooking for her husband.But she couldn't got it and worst thing was that even her job was not the one she wanted to do.It was all getting worst. She wanted to stay home and she started feeling suffocating in her life. She wanted to create new life for her. She wanted to quit her job and took care for her children. She wanted to take care of her household but she wanted to stay at her home.But things were not turning in positive way.She had to go to job every day.She wanted to concentrate on her children.But due to her job she never able to even talk with her children.She felt one thing that she wanted to have nice family life but she was forced to become one professional woman.She was doing each and every thing wrong. But then she had to keep going because she had promised Pratap. She had to do her job. She was no more interested in her life. She wanted to change her past decisions but it was not possible. She just wanted to change her life but she had to go just with the way her life was taking her ahead.She was so sad by ways of her life. She was thinking about it when she saw that road next to her was totally unclear due to heavy rain.She wanted to see that road but she couldn't able to see it. It was impossible to see any thing ahead. When she started driving,she had to look ahead and drive carefully. She just managed to look ahead.It was hard for her to see her way out of those cars. It was hard for her to search that way. She was so confused while driving her car. She just couldn't able to concentrate on her road. She was sure that she would kill someone. She was so tense about reaching to office.It was hardest task.Finally she reached in building of her office when she went inside.She saw that all lights were off.She went near Watchman and asked "What happened?""Some thing happened to light due to rain.""Then start generator.""It is also not working.I had called mechanic.But he did not come.""Now how did I suppose to go in office?I can't even walk on stairs in this dark.""What can I say Madam?I can give you my torch.""No thanks."Then Yogini started calling her Boss on mobile. Yogini " Sir I can't able to come electricity is not on." "I can see that but you can use stairs."But light is not on.""Then Wait for some time. We will start generator.""But Sir generator is not working.That watchman...""I know better than that watchman."She didn't said anything further.She just stood beside watchman.
         It was worst. Yogini was waiting for hours. Then finally at 3 a.m. her Boss called and told her that she could go back home and told her that she must report in office at normal time.She was so upset by this. First she had to wait for no reason then her Boss didn't even given her credit of overtime. It looked so wrong and injustice to her.But she knew that she didn't able to quit her job because Pratap would not permit and her children had got use to staying without her.Her elder daughter no longer cried for her.In fact she was not even interested in talking to her that much. She was so upset by what happened before her Boss's call to her. She had decided that she wanted to cook cake for her daughter.Yogini was so happy. But when she started cooking it. Suddenly her baby sitter came in kitchen."Madam don't cook cake. Roshini Baby Will not like it?"Yogini was so shocked. She was sure that Roshini would love her cake. "Nonsense when she was kid,I use to make this cake for her on each and every day.""But Madam she never use to eat it. I had to throw it away on many times.""But she use to insist that I should make it.""It was just attention gaining tactic Madam.""What? But ...""Now she is grown up.She didn't do such things.She would just ignore it.""Then I will do something else..""Madam she love things from outside more. She says that she was grown up now so she could eat outside.""Ohh.."Then Yogini went out of kitchen. All her spirit was down.Then she went to Roshini and tried to talk with her but she was listening to music and hardly seemed interested in any thing else.She was so upset.She decided that she would go and check out her younger daughter Mini.When she went in her room,she saw that Mini was playing with dolls.Mini was bigger girl now.But still Mini was interested in dolls only. Yogini thought that she must convince her to look at other things in life like books. She sat near Mini and started talking"Mini sweetheart why are you playing with dolls? You can read books or so other things.""No Mom.I like dolls.""But you can do other things like play with balls or do drawing in drawing books. There are many things which you like to try.""No..NO..Mom I love my dolls.""But sweetheart why do you love your dolls so much? Other things are also nice."Then Yogini went near one drawing book and took out some crayons. She started showing Mini that how did she supposed to draw things. Mini started showing some interest when suddenly Yogini's mobile rang,it was call from Boss. She wanted to ignore it.She was about to disconnect when she remembered that her Boss would sent some one to her house to fetch her if she didn't took it.Those incidence were worst one. It would have effect on every one in house. She had to took that call. Then Boss called her,she had to go.She turned towards Mini and told her that she had to go.Mini looked at her with sad eyes full of sorrows. Mini said"That's why? I just play with Dolls.They give me company when you and Dad always go away."Then Mini threw away drawing books away and started crying. Yogini sat with her and console her.But Mini once again sat with her Dolls. On that moment she noticed that in Mini's Dolls there was one Doll which was looking just like her. Another one was looking just like Pratap. Mini was missing her parents and that's why she was playing with Dolls.It was sad but truth of Yogini's family life.Yogini was so upset by this.She just wanted to change her life and on that moment first time she sensed that some thing was wrong with her car.Her car was not moving ahead smoothly.But she thought that it was okay until it did stopped.It stopped suddenly in middle of road.She was sitting inside that car for long time. But she sensed something was wrong.
      Pratap was waiting for Yogini for long hours. He noticed that it was getting late. He was about to go out when his mobile rang. Yogini was screaming on phone that some men were attacking on her.She was screaming on top of her lung. Pratap was so scared. He just didn't understand that how could he help her.He took location from her and then he phoned police. He ran there when he came near her car.No one was around it but Yogini was screaming and crying inside.He went inside. Pratap "What happened?" Yogini just looked at him with shock. Yogini opened the car door and ran inside his arms. Pratap "What happened?""There were men who were standing near my car.I think that they ran away because they saw you.""Don't worry. I have called Police."Yogini looked more scared. "But if we do Police complaint then they would took revenge on us."Pratap was so confused now.He felt that he did wrong.Pratap "Let's go.""No..No..Pratap we can't go like that Police will get angry and will not come to help us on next time."Pratap was so confused. But any way they stayed there.Finally Cops came.They filed complaint.Yogini described those people perfectly and then they went home.But from that day Yogini started feeling scared. She just didn't want to go out of her house.Pratap could easily understood her fear.Pratap told her that she could stay at home.Yogini was so happy. She sensed that now she could spend some time with her daughters.Roshini was not interested in her but Mini started staying with her for more time. Mini started acting normally. Now she was not attached to just Dolls, She started playing other game. Slowly she even started making friends. Yogini told babysitter to take Mini in garden with her. Yogini never dared to go out.She could sense that risk.She was calling cops on every day in just one hope that they would manage to catch those men. She was telling every day to Pratap that some one was standing on opposite side of road. Pratap was so shocked to hear that. One day she pointed out a man. Pratap ran to catch him. Yogini ran behind him. She was so scared that this man would hurt Pratap. Finally Pratap took hold of that man. That man looked at Pratap with shock."What are you doing? Why are you pulling me?""You have tried to harass my wife. How dare you!!...""No.. No.. I have never did such thing." Yogini screamed "You are lying. I have seen you many times standing here and watching our window."Now that fellow looked upset but when Pratap started calling cops that person stopped him."Madam is saying right thing. I am watching from hear but not in your window but in other window." Then he pointed out another window. That was window of their neighbor and his daughter was doing dancing practice."I am sorry." Pratap was any way angry after this so he slapped that man.Then they went inside. Yogini was totally wrong but Pratap felt that at least he stopped harassment of another girl who was like sister to him. He went in their home and told that girl to keep her window shut while practicing. She thanked him again and again. But she also told them that they must not tell it to her parents because if they did that then they would stop her dancing. Pratap agreed and they went away.
               For many days Yogini just stayed at home. Finally a call came from Police station. Those people whom Yogini had described where caught.When they went there,Yogini started screaming after seeing them.But that men screamed more loudly "We have done nothing.This woman was just sitting inside and we came to help."Pratap angrily"Then why do you think my wife is screaming like that?""We don't know.But Inspector you can check our records.We have never done such things. We are family man. We never act like that this woman was so scared so we thought that we should help her."They tried to convince Pratap.But he felt that they were lying.Finally cops said that they could not prove any thing so they just warned those men and sent them away.But from that day Yogini started claiming every day that some one would be their man.It was so scary.At beginning Pratap believed her but then slowly he sensed some thing was wrong. He saw that Yogini was getting scared of every thing. One day he just decided to look at record of those men.But he was shocked when Police told him that none of them were near by. That Inspector told their location perfectly to Pratap with help of mobile.Inspector " I feel that something is wrong with your wife.She is lying.""But she never do that.""But then why should I lie,Think about it. Every one shall not lie.Something is wrong with your wife."Then Pratap remembered catching that man.First time he sensed that some thing was wrong.When he came back home,he saw that Yogini was happily playing with Mini. Even Roshini was sitting with them now. It was perfect family but when Roshini suggested that they should go out suddenly Yogini looked scared. She rejected that idea. She was really scared and Pratap was more confused.Yogini's Boss called her for few day. Then finally he fired her. But Yogini didn't look that much upset.But she was not ready to go out.Finally one day Pratap felt that something was totally wrong with her. He decided to talk to his Doctor who suggested that he should take her to psychiatrist."But she is not mad? And she will not agree?""Tell her that she must if she want to go back to office."Pratap smiled"You are right. She loved her career." But when he tried to convince her.Yogini looked more scared. But slowly as time went ahead. Yogini felt that something was wrong with her.She decided that she needed to go out so she agreed to talk with psychiatrist.That psychiatrist told Pratap to go out and then chatted with Yogini for long time. Then he called Pratap back "Well your wife is suffering from Anxiety disorder. She is scared of every person.""But why?""Because she don't want to go in office.""What?"Then Psychiatrist slowly explained Pratap all her problems with her daughters."She wanted to take that decision but she didn't dare because she was scared that you will force her to change it or say something which will hurt us.She just kept doing it but one day when Mini cried,it became too much. She wanted to quit from her mind. Then her mind played that game with her.Suddenly her helper became villain and she told that story totally wrong way.""So she didn't go out just because she wanted to quit that job."Pratap was so angry."Yes.But she is not even conscious of it.""What?""Her subconscious mind was playing this game so we need to handle it carefully."Pratap was so shocked. "What do you think I suppose to do?""Just avoid it and let me handle."Pratap did as psychiatrist told.At beginning it was scary but then slowly she became normal and every thing turned out fine. But one thing she never did was that job. Pratap also decided to keep that subject away.After all in his eyes he needed his wife more than that money. He never thought that it would hurt her so much but it did so he decided to ignore his wish.And Yogini started enjoying her perfect family life.
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Poem 1720. Pure things

                                                                 Pure things
Those pure things which touch our life are entering in life just when we do some serious kind
Of efforts on every point we just feel one thought that pure things can enter so easily in life
But they never come that much easy way on every point so I feel one thing from inside that
Pure thing is that fact which will enchanting impact on every angle of life those pure thing will
Have some effect on life those pure thoughts are creating impact on every point when those
Things which look pure and perfect inside life I feel one thing from inside pure is that thought
Which look so nice and good on every point so then pure thing will lead to so different effect
Inside life then pure things will have beautiful shine which will have good effect on every
Angle and point so then I feel one thought from inside that pure is that which will be just
Like that rain which will give dessert that water which will cool and good for life that water
Which will have cold touch on every point even in heat that sand will burn on every point so
Then when night will look cold on every point after all that cold will be like ice which will
Have that nice water on every point that water will look so cold and nice when that water will
Look so pure in life that pure thing will have good effect on life which always gives us that life
But as we hope from heart that we get it easy in life it is not possible when we walk ahead in
Our life because god have given us pure many things like our heart and our life but we manage
To damage it for our greed or fear inside life we just manage to use our voice instead of helping
Others we manage to hurt so since we have already proved we are not that much worth ahead
In our life we can't get without proving ourselves anything pure each and every thing which
Is perfect and pure in your life what have proof that you are worthy for it in life when we
Just move ahead inside our world we feel that pure things are those things which will lead to
Good point and show us pure and perfect inside life that pure thing will have some impact
Inside life that pure sort of things will have some effect on every point after all those pure things
Which are so perfect on every point after all pure thing will create impact on our world on
Every point pure things will create effect on life I want those pure things will create some
Good effect on life I feel just one thing that pure will be that one word which will lead to so
Many reaction inside life they will have that effect which look pure on every point in our life
Those pure things are not that kind of things which will create effect on life we feel just one
Thing from inside that pure means that shine which will create so good impact on every point
Those pure things that have created effect on some point will look so wrong inside life but
When we move ahead pure things seem to have that sort of shine which will look so good
On every point those pure things which will have impact on every point then that sunshine
That pure thought will give in life it is one thing for which every one will fight but still our
Life those pure things which we need inside life will look so nice on every point so then
I feel one thought from inside that pure things will lead to many achievement inside life so
Then these pure things have some impact on every point those pure things will look so much
Great on every point  but our greed and other wrong thought keep them away from our life
But then when we see some pure thing in life after all those pure things will have some
Good effect and they are need of life so when we see them we just run after them in life
But what we forget is that we forget to make sacrifice inside life so then pure things just
Never come those life who just did what they think best for them and morals will create
Effect on our life after all those pure thing is that thing which we really need in life but we
Just went so far away from our mind those pure sort of things which will touch our thoughts
As we feel from inside those pure things will have some good effect on life so then these
Pure things are creating that impact on life those good things will look so bright on every
Point I feel that pure is that thing which will have good effect on every point it will need
To positive side inside life but then those pure things will look so important in life but then
Pure things are having good effect on our life that pure things will lead to good effect on
Our future and life pure things are need of our life we want those pure things to look so
Nice inside life so then pure things will have some good impression on every point I want
Those pure things to look great in life pure thing is need of heart we feel it every time but
Our mistakes will lead us to far away from it in life so we need to understand just one thing
From inside for getting pure thing we need to struggle inside life since pure things no longer
Trust us inside life after all pure things are those treasure which will have effect inside life.

Poem 1719. Interesting effect in life

                                                      Interesting effect in life
How can I find some interesting way in life I use to think that I need to find but then I found out
Strange thing about life interesting ways are not needed to be found by us on our horizon they just
Rise every morning like sun on every time when we start to move ahead in life we just have one
Feeling from inside that interesting are those thoughts which will create impact on our life and
On every moment we just feel need of finding interesting ways on every point those thoughts that
Are capturing our mind will lead to that position which will create impact on life when interesting
Thoughts are having effect on our mind I feel that those effect which help us to move ahead are
Something so unusual in life when we move ahead we are just thinking on one front of life that
Those thoughts which capture our peace will show us that we are standing on right spot of life
When interesting thinking become that thought which we never understand in life we just feel
One thing that interesting is something so hard to adjust in life but then when we took some steps
Which take us on that spot where we find right things of life we see that our horizon is shining
With many pretty colors of life because when we solve that interesting puzzle success will give
Us something pleasant and nice but problem is that mostly after walking in just half way we feel
That we are walking on interesting ways of life is not that much good for our mind those ways
Which are called interesting no longer have any appeal for life because those ways are creating
Those effect which will began to harm us on some points those thing which create special sort
Of effect on our life will take us to so many different directions which will have impact on our
Every day of life we want some thing golden that will give us power like sun in life but we just
Never want to walk on those hot coals to get that thing in life when we walk on those paths
Feet burn so much that we just don't want  to bear that pain in life we want to move ahead but those
Pain which cut us never seem that much good or nice we need to walk ahead on every time but
Our life just never let us walk ahead as per our wishes and choice we force to choose just one
Color from horizon which is given to us in life so this is one complaint we always make in life
But those colors which are we receiving I feel are enough nice they never seem less if we start
To choose from them proper thing in life we need to choose again and again things in life but
We are given choices and it is our destiny which gives us so many things in life when we move
Ahead that destiny told us that interesting things are part of it on every time we just never understand
What we feel from our mind those interesting thoughts which will manage to hurt us on every
Moment and point are something which are showing worst sort of colors in life but still we need
To understand that judging just by those thought our fortune is so wrong from inside we need
To feel that those many colors which have that beauty are truly part of our life those effect
Which we have on every direction of life seem something so wrong on every moment when
We start to move ahead in life those interesting ways are having effect on our life so then those
Ways which are confusing us in life are not good on every point because then I feel one thing
From inside interesting ways are creating effect on every angle of life there are so interesting
In life after all those colors will have good effect inside life interesting fact are so important
Inside life so then I don't need to understand have side effect on every point there are some
Good effect inside life because interesting things are started with choice of our life not that
It will have some effect on any point we need to create them in positive way inside our life
But life is not that way it will provide different types of interesting things in life but then
Things will have some good side of interesting inside life those good effect will turn into some
Good side we will have some nice kind of effect on every point after all those interesting
Fact which we needed inside life I feel that good things will have some nice impact on life
We feel just one thing from inside that interesting things will lead to different effect in life
Because those facts are creating so many bad effect inside life so then I feel that interesting
Things will create positive impact on every point but they are not due to our demand they
Come since they are rule of life so interesting is something which is rule of life it happen to
Our life on each and every point we just feel that interesting is that truth of life which will
Remain with us until our thinking on every point interesting will be something inside life on
Every point then I feel one thought from inside interesting thing will be good on every point.
It will look so nice on every point because world have many nice colors and interesting effect in life.

Poem 1718. Creating one plan

                                                                Creating one plan
Once again in life I just can't guess thing my plan doesn't work as I wish it to work and
I felt it will be good for every human being this is what we think inside life when we do things
We just feel one thing that we are doing favor not to us but to each and every human being
From inside of mind we feel just one thing that we have done every thing just for world and
We are doing anything just for us as a human being but inside this life it is totally wrong thought
Or thinking on every moment I feel just one thing that those plan which I have made in life
Are not for whole world but just for me as human being we never accept one thing that how
Good may be our thought but our first motive is to achieve things for us as a human being
When we move ahead in life on every thinking I just feel one thought from my mind as human
We all think we are doing best for other in life we just never accept that we always wish for
Our own good inside but I never feel that is crime but when we do something totally wrong
For our own profit inside life and we just harm others on every point we need to think just
One thought from inside that what are we doing inside our life because we all plan to do good
Not just for us but for whole world on every point but sometimes we just don't manage to do
That much good inside life because those things which are leading us ahead on every point
Will look so perfect inside life I just never able to guess what I feel from inside but one thought
Surely touch my mind those plans which I made inside life are not going ahead as per my
Thinking on any point I feel one thing from inside that those plans are good one in my eyes
But every one have different view on every point and every one want different things before eyes
So when we move ahead in life we just feel one thing from inside that those plans which are
Created by us inside life never look that much good on any point my plans will not work as
I feel from inside because those plans are created with different thoughts on every point those
Things which are having effect on my life are always turning in different way inside our life
That plan which we have created inside life will look different on every point those feelings
That touch us on every angle of life will make our life good and alive but those works which
We do it in life no longer seem that much great on any point we feel just one thought from
Inside that human being are so precious to us in life but still we are harming them in life with
Just one hope that we are doing best for them on every point those thoughts which awake us
In life are telling us on every point that we must on our plan because it is best for our life
But only if we understand from inside that our plan is not taking us ahead on life but it is just
Managing to hurt us on every point that plan which will show us true light will be the one
That have good look on every point because when some people are so against it then we need
To adjust with our plan and create it with different style because when that plan is set in that
Perfect way in life I feel that we have made mistake of including our personal benefit inside
That plan which was once so good will look totally wrong on every point just because of
Those personal views on some point that plans which are created by us inside life are having
Different type of thinking on every point I just feel that I need to create such a plan in life
Which will look interesting on every point because when that plan will look wrong in life
Then I feel other will never accept it in life so may be some part of that plan is regarding me
And that creates problem every time because ego is something which every one have inside
That personal things don't let us change our plan but if we want to achieve something then
We must need to change plan inside life so that plan which will have effect on life then I feel
Just one thought from inside that when life move ahead with it we feel one thought that our
Plans are confused on every point those thinking which touch us in life have different reaction
On every point those plan which will lead this world to positive side should be made on many
Moment and on every point I feel one thinking from inside that plans are made in such a way
That we need to understand those plans from every point we need to understand when our
Feeling enter in that plan and when those feeling are far away in life because those feelings
Are managing to harm our plan sometimes and sometimes they make that plan is winner inside life
Because we put our thoughts and feeling in limit we are winner inside life but when we cross
Those limits that plan just talk about us and others were just ignored from that plan on every point.

Poem 1717. Mistakes and pointing

                                                       Mistakes and pointing
On horizon of life we can see many types of situation and act according to them in life but
Then comes one question do we acted right in our life we see many types of life so then
I have just one question from inside that how did we move ahead inside our life and just
Start telling other people on every point there are many things which they have done wrong
Sometimes we just forget our heart on every thought and on every point I just have one
Thinking from inside that when we start locating mistakes which will hurt many people
Inside life because those colors which we show in life will look so wonderful as well as
Enchanting on every point so then I feel one thing from inside circumstances are leading
From one point to another horizon of life I have different thoughts will have reaction on
Every point those things which are hurting us on every point where not going ahead as
Per our thinking in life because when we just start pointing mistake slowly I just observe
That we are not just hurting that one but hurt people who surround that person in our life
We feel just we have one feeling that different colors are having effect inside life so those
Mistakes which we point should not just to bring out frustration inside life when we point
Mistake we did some crime in those people's eyes who like that person and have good
Opinion in life so I just feel one thing until we are personally victim of some injustice in life
I just feel that we need to attend every one feel one thing from inside that they knew the
Truth but no one truly true from inside so why are we just pointing our finger on every
Point like we want to catch the bird and look at every angle in life then we need to catch
That flying bird which we never able to truly catch in life so when we point our finger
We are just catching bird on every point but we can never truly catch mistake inside life
Because we just keep guessing things which are giving us different light on every point
When we start from one mistake to another mistake in life because mistakes are those
Part which will have reaction inside life that things which are mistakes which are creating
Effect on every point after all those situations which will differ on every point so according to
Those reactions we will see many effect on life I just feel one thing that mistakes are
Those effect which will create effect on life but sometimes when we see that correcting mistake
Will have effect on our mind I feel one thought from inside that mistakes which are having
Effect on our life but then when we start pointing inside life I have seen many times those
Mistakes which will have effect on every point because those mistakes are some thing
Which will have effect on our mind but then mistakes are also having effect on every
Point inside life so then on front of life mistakes will have wrong effect inside life so
Then I have one thing from inside that some pointing will have so much worst effect that
Mistakes doesn't seem some thing that much worst in life I feel that I must understand
Those mistakes on every point after all effect on our life will differ from point to point
I just have one thought from inside that mistakes are those things which may have some
Reaction on every point but when we cross all limit with just one view that we want
To point on every point and that is when every thing turn into dark for our life because
We also feel that by pointing mistake from inside that different thoughts will have some
Effect on every point but mistakes are those facts which we never want to include in life
But that doesn't mean that we can insult people who done mistakes as we wish in life
Because when we start this game on every point I just have one thinking on every point
Mistakes and pointing are two parts of life which will have effect on every point I just
Have one feeling from inside that mistakes can be ignored sometimes but when we start
This pointing game people generate that anger which never leave our life we want to
Move ahead on every point we just have one thinking from inside that those mistakes
Which we are pointing were leading to different effect on every part of life after all those
Pointing of fingers will lead to so many fights that finally we feel one thing from inside
That mistakes are those parts which are truth of our life but sometimes it seem better to
Ignore them inside life because those mistakes are wrong but pointing seem worst in life
Because sometimes pointing is used with private motive in life so never get carried away
When you point some mistake in life because then problem will increase on every point in life.

Poem 1716. Color of happiness

                                                            Color of happiness
May it be silver or golden inside life light on every point it will beautiful in life those colors
Which look so nice just look so pleasant for our mind because they are that color which have
Power to please us in life we just start to think from point to point that multicolored shades
That please our life I feel we should always welcome from time to time we just feel one thing
From inside that there are many colors inside life but some colors are such that give pleasure
On every point we need those colors on every angle of life because they are that beauty on
Horizon of life which always get destroyed by wrong thoughts of mind when we move ahead
We just feel many colors of life which tell us that our beauty lies in those colors which look
So pleasant on every point but question is that sometimes those colors enter with sorrows in
Our life do we need to understand those color and accept them or should we reject them like
Those sorrows from life I just don't want to think but one thing is so true on every point that
We just concentrate on darkness when it enter in life we just manage to let our mind to be
Controlled by darkness in life on every point those colors which capture our mind seem nothing
But just one strong example of turning wrong way on front of life when we move ahead then
That part of sky which have different colors of life will once again show us that we are seeing
Many types of colors from one point to another point those colors which attract our mind
Are something which tell true beauty of our life but when they enter with sorrows suddenly
We just prefer sorrows in life but sometimes I feel it's not us but it is those people around us
Who force us in crying they want to see those tears inside our eyes when we fail they want us
Just to do one thing that is crying then never want us to win on any point they never want us
To think that we have right to smile they want us to destroy our smile because when wrong
Color enter in our life we just feel that pain from inside but sometimes we just have another
Nice color on every point which look so pleasant on every angle of life when we move ahead
We have one thought from our mind that we don't want to cry and that is our mistake or that
Is our crime that we just can't understand what we feel from inside but I just have one feeling
From every point that sometimes people convince us that sorrows are some thing so perfect
And right on front of life we just can't collect all sorrows on every point we need to forget them
But people seem to think that we must remember them in life when we move ahead with those
Sorrows in life because people want to make them our that part of our life that we just can't
Able to ignore it on every point we just began to carry it's burden of pain fully in life when we
Know it from somewhere inside we just never need to carry that burden of pain but we just
Carry it on every point because people told us that it is our duty in life to cry when we move
Ahead inside our life those pleasant thoughts which we feel from our heart on every time
Will be buried on every point because we want them to be stopped on that point we want to
Forget pleasure just because we told by world that right but I just feel one thing from inside
Why we are forced to destroy our colors like that in life when we want pleasure we just
Destroy it from our life on every point we feel that colors are those effect which will create
Effect on our life just because we never stood for those colors which will give good effect on
Our life which we are forced in life to choose wrong colors and we obeyed it inside our life
But then when we start to go near that darkness don't we feel one thing until we even last
Moment in life why we have to cry for failures if we don't feel pains from heart in life but
Still we ignore that question and just give up one pleasant sort of smile on every time of life
And cry instead of it because people say it is right to cry in life those beautiful colors will
Vanish after some time so we miss that pleasant sort of feeling on every time inside life but
We just don't find it on that horizon in life because happiness will not wait for us in life but
Strange thing is that we are waiting for tears just because people told us when happiness was
Shining in life because those happiness was not suitable we reject it on that point I just feel
One thing from my mind that is it right thing to do in life when that happiness will vanish from
Our horizon we are the one who are going to cry for our entire life other will go away without
Showing sorrows or sometimes after showing limited sorrows inside life but we just never
Get that happiness inside life because we are not winning by telling others that sorrows are
Those things which really don't look like part of our life so we need to understand one way
For our life that we must understand that sorrows must be left behind when happiness appear
Inside our life never let happiness behind because we live for happiness we must put it before
Every thing in life because we are just living for that peace which happiness bring inside life.

Poem 1715. Beauty of star called life

                                                          Beauty of star called life
So beautiful is our life like some star on horizon which always shines on time sometimes it give
Us that laugh which touch heaven and gives us those sparks and shine which will bring happiness
Inside life that full of roses and their smell which touch our mind but sometimes it also have that
Strange mystery of darkness and fog which never let us see what is stood ahead of us on any time
But still I just love that twinkling star every time just because it is precious gift of lord to me and
That is my life I value it with my heart on every time and for it I will learn to fight from time to
Time on every occasion may how hard problem arise but still I promise on this to that twinkling
Star that I will never let it vanish due to my mistakes on any point in life when I see that star on
Horizon which look so shiny and lovely in my life I feel just one thing from inside that it is most
Precious thing in life after all I don't receive such gift from god every time so why should just
Ignore it just because some one decide that it is not as good as other feel it should be in life when
We start to move ahead on every time I just feel one thing from inside that life is that most precious
Gift on every time that I need to it on every point may whatever colors arise on that horizon on
Any time still that gift is needed inside my life those precious star of life which twinkle on that
Horizon will look so nice and enchanting on every point because that star have it's own shine
Which keep me truly alive when life is there we can do many things with it on every point I just
Feel one thought from inside that those sparks which enter in my life are not that much beautiful
And nice they are just those thoughts which are part of our precious life that star which shine
In so good way inside life I just feel one thought from inside that on horizon I need life's shine
On every point those look which attract that star will bring happiness inside life if we learn to
Like what we get from that star on every time we feel just that this star have same steady light
On every point because when those star shine in corner of sky they have some power inside
That help us to understand true meaning of acting right but it's up to us how much we understand
That star in life and why it is given to us on every point some feel that this star is supposed to
Become just bright and that brightness is important point in some people's eyes but that shine
Doesn't seem enough in life when it is something which attract us on some point inside life so
Those star which could look so pleasant in life if we have then with sweetness and purity of mind
Then I feel just one thought from inside that star which will look marvelous on every point then
I feel that star will have that look which tell me that it is one gift which we need to use with care
All time but we all busy with our ego on every time just in understanding wrong part of life so
That we just never understand how good and precious things goes missing life may it be just
From breeze of cold wind which please heart for sometimes people just say that it will goes away
In just some moment in life but I have one question from every point that if those people who just
Run after that crown don't know that it will also goes away like breeze after some time what
Remain just what faithful and true relations inside our life we feel just one thought from inside
That crown is precious and breeze is nothing inside life but those crowns are something which
Are made by human and they will bring lot of troubles on horizon of life like people just start to
Fight with you even if you don't do that much harm to them inside life they just kept screaming on
You from top of their lung inside life just because they want you to be at bottom in your life
Since every one like to be crowned person it seem that people just hate that one from inside and
Just abuse that one without thinking much about morality of life so why should we consider it
Better than breeze on any point I feel that I prefer cold breeze of wind than crowns in life since
They just have some trouble on every point but sometimes we are forced to have them in life
And that is worst part of life because sometimes our cold breeze which use to touch us in such
A friendly way that we can enjoy heaven in life stopped by those who hold crown of those diamond
Inside life start to stop that breeze which we like so then we are forced once again to start to
That fight which is not for crown but just for that breeze inside life we never want that crown
From inside we want just that cool and pure breeze inside life but we need that crown to get it
For life so I just feel that many times most revolutions are not for crown just for simple breeze
Inside life no one want that crown every one just want to see happiness of that star called
Precious gift from god that is our life so truly from heart I feel just that breeze in life which
Is not polluted by people who claim them they are god of life because I feel just one thing that
I believe in one the one who have created this cool breeze can become god of my life on every point.