Poem 570. Sharing happiness

                                                     Sharing happiness
On every time I feel there will perfect light inside my life when I accept that I don't want to win just
For myself and I want to share my prize and from that moment I will learn to live my life because
God have made us that way which tell us we must share our happiness and sorrows inside life but
When comes question of sorrows every one is ready to share them inside life on every moment
I just feel one thing from my mind every thing want to run ahead with sorrows inside life but then
I just feel one thought from my mind that those sorrows which are something so important inside
Life I always see people sharing sorrows from time to time inside life on every moment I just feel
One thing from inside that those sorrows are turning in wrong way inside life because people just
Come to share sorrows without even asking for it in life when sorrows knock on door every one
Want to include other in life but at same time no one want to open door for sorrows so all door
Seemed like locked inside life on every moment and on every time I just feel one thing from my
Thoughts and my mind on every point I feel one thing from inside that those sorrows are totally
Wrong inside life because those sorrows are something which are wrong on every moment and
On every point so no one want them inside their house or inside their mind on every thought then
They just feel one thing from mind that those thoughts of sorrows which enter inside our life
Are totally wrong on every moment and on every point inside life I just feel one thing from my
Thinking and my mind sorrows are something so wrong inside life on every point we just feel
One thing that sorrows are so wrong thing for our thinking and our life we just feel one thing from
My mind that no one want to share those wrong things inside life I just feel that sorrows are some
Part which are so wrong inside life I feel sorrows are something so totally wrong inside life but
Then I feel just one thing from my mind that those sorrows are something which are also
Uninvited inside life because they are creating problems for us on every moment and on every
Thoughts as well as on every point I just need to understand every thing from thinking and life
But then when happiness comes every one seem to remember us on last step to us inside life
On every moment we feel as if we are unwanted for them inside life on every thought we are
Touching happiness inside life that is our want from our thinking and inside because on every
Moment we just feel one thing from our mind that things should go as per our wishes on every
Moment and every point we feel one thought from mind that sorrows and happiness are two
Parts of life and we just feel one thing from our thinking and our mind I have just one thought
From inside that I just wanted happiness it is so important in life on every moment we just feel
One want from inside that those happiness which are so precious to us inside life because on
Every thought I feel that those sorrows are something inside life I feel just one thing from mind
That those happiness are so important to us inside life I feel that sorrows are something so wrong
To us on every moment and on every point but I feel that happiness will going to capture every
Thought from mind I feel just one thing from my mind I feel one thing from inside life I feel that
On every moment those sorrows which are so important inside life I feel that happiness is totally
So precious inside life I feel just one thing when we need to share happiness inside life I feel that
Sometimes sorrows are wrong inside life but then I feel one thing from my mind that sorrows
Are something so precious to me inside life I feel that those sorrows are something so wrong
Inside life after all those sorrows and happiness on every part of life those two feeling in which
Happiness is one thing we need to share inside life I feel just one thing from mind that no one
Is interested it sharing it I feel that sorrows are something so wrong on every thing inside life
But then I feel that sorrows are something which are totally wrong inside life I feel just one thing
From our thoughts inside life I feel that happiness is totally wrong inside life I have just one thing
From my mind that happiness is totally wrong on every moment and on every point but then
I feel just one thing from inside that those happiness which are so important to us inside life look
Totally wrong on every point I feel just one thing from inside then I feel one thing from inside
That every one want to share sorrows and happiness is something so wrong inside life on every
Moment I just feel one thing from our mind after all those sorrows and happiness is totally and
Fully wrong inside life I feel just one thing from inside I have one thought from inside I feel just
One thing that there are two thoughts in life one is happiness and other is sorrows of lie but then
I just feel one thing from my mind that those sorrows are totally wrong inside life and just because
Of that we need to share happiness in life so I need one thing from my mind I feel just one thing
From my mind I feel that happiness is something which are so important inside life I feel one thing
From every angle of life I feel that we need to share happiness inside life so let's face it that we
Need to give happiness inside life but happiness needed to share inside life so I feel that we need
Just one thing it is regarding sharing happiness on every moment and on every point inside life.

Poem 569. Others choice

                                                              Others choice
Sometimes while trying to do things right we just did them in wrong way inside life when we
Start to move ahead inside life we just feel one thing from our mind that if we did that thing just
On that time we will do it perfect and then we are winner of life so we just did that thing with
Just one thinking that it is best for every one inside life we are just so much prejudiced that we
Can never thought inside life that may be on each picture there are other thoughts inside life when
I will move ahead I just have one thinking from inside that those ways in my thoughts moved
Are totally wrong on some occasions and on sometimes I just keep one feeling from inside of
My thinking and my mind that those wrong ways which I see today can be right ways if I will
Wait for sometime I just think one thing from my mind that may be we should stop insisting to others
That they should follow our ways inside life when I will move ahead I just have one thought from
My thinking and from my mind that those ways which I walk are not that good for my future
And for my life but when I start moving ahead I just feel one thought from my mind that may be
I should try to walk on them because others insist that they are good for life but when those people
Just start telling me that I must say I like those ways in life I just feel I can't say it because I just
Don't like them at all inside life when I walk ahead I just feel one thing from my mind that I want
To walk on different way and I am forced in different way inside life when I start to move ahead
Then I just feel one thing from my mind that those things which are good for me inside life are
Not going ahead as per my wishes on any point because those things are confusing me on every
Time and on every moment of life when I start to move ahead I just feel one thing from my mind
That those people should accept one thing that they are responsible for what we get inside life but
Those people just never like to take responsibility in life they just began to act as if every one have
Agreed willing to do that thing inside life when I began to move ahead in my life I just feel one
Thought from inside that I want to adjust in life because those people are insisting and I want to
Adjust with them instead of fight inside life when I will move ahead I just have one thought from
My mind that those things which you decide to do in life should be done at least on your thinking
Inside life but people just have one strange habit inside life they just keep saying every one would
Like to act that way inside life so they don't want to look responsible for any thing inside life but
Still they can just turn things as per their wish inside life I just feel one thing that I can adjust in
Case of things inside life but I feel that those people who goes ahead in life with their choices and
Then they force them in life should at least say that they are responsible for every thing that have
Happen inside life but when sorrows enter they just say other also said same things in life so when
We move ahead we feel one thing in life that we are just given burden and happiness are always
Kept away from us inside life on every moment we just feel that we are trapped in something in life
Because even when we showed our dislike people just act when they fail as if we are also with them
When they choose that way for every one in life after all when majority plan something people are
Forced to go that way inside life so blaming all seem almost fair inside life but when we stood against
Even if that persons are just two or three they all want to mention it in life because they want to tell
Every one they are not stupid but they are wise still they can't able to do because life forced them
To stand with friends inside life and our friends are doing every thing in wrong way inside our life
I know we all want to be independent but that can't be truth of life sometimes we need to stand
Together even when our views are standing on totally different side of our life when I will move
Ahead I just have one thought from inside that my life is not going ahead as per my thinking on
Any moment and on every point I just feel one thing from inside that those truths which I see in
My life are not going ahead as per our wishes and as per our mind but when I will see that truth
That even when I don't agree still blame will be land on my shoulder every time I feel just one thing
From my thoughts and mind on every moment I just feel one thing from inside that those things
Which are part of our life but still forced on us we just wish one thing from our mind that at least
Those people should accept it in life but when we make adjustment we feel one thing inside life
But then I feel one thing from our mind because on every moment and on every point I feel just
One thing from inside that those thoughts are so precious to our mind are one thing that we neverWant to accept it inside life but on every moment and on every point we just feel one thought from
Inside that when some people force on us some ways inside mind at least it is not blamed on us
Inside life but this is what happen every time when people fail they never take blame inside life
Of their wrong choice so always remain clear inside your mind and tell them clearly inside life
That you will never take blame even if they scream on you inside life then only they will learn
All those things which are so important and precious on each and every point inside future and life.

Poem 568. Interesting problems

                                                      Interesting problems
From one part of our life we feel that it is interesting inside life it is for some moments then
We just feel one thing from our thoughts and our mind that those parts which are nice on every
Point I just feel one thing from my thoughts and my mind that those thoughts which are so exciting
For us on every moment and on every time but then I just feel that how can I call my problems
Any thing which will come near nice thing inside life because on every moment we just have one thought
From inside I feel just one thing from my mind that problem can't be interesting inside life so I have
Just decided one thing from inside that on every moment and on every point I just feel one thought
From my thoughts and my mind that problems are something so bad that I can't consider it as bad
Inside life because those problems are something totally wrong for our future and our life and they
Are hurting other people also inside life so for other people we can't enjoy them inside life because
On those moment people just hate our laugh or smile so on those moment we must understand that
We can't just smile on every moment inside life as per our thoughts and as per our mind because
Those smiles will manage to hurt us from time to time inside our life so on every moment we just
Feel one thing from our mind that those problem which we don't hate inside life we need to learn
To hate on every moment and on every point because those hate of problem is created due to others
Trouble and when problem fall on some people are totally inside our life we feel just one thing from
Inside life that those problems which are so precious in life are something which are so important
Inside life because they are showing us those truths which are hidden to us from every moment
And on every point I just feel one thought from my mind that those problems which enter inside
Our thinking and our life are not that exciting because other people just have learned enough things
And they don't want to learn more inside life when we move ahead on every moment and on every
Point we just have one thought from inside that those things which we learn on every moment and
On every point are useless for other people because they just want to avoid problem and don't care
Even if that problem teach them so many facts in life they just want one thing from mind that
On every moment we feel one thing from inside problems are hurting us on every moment and
On every point I just never understand one thing from my heart on every moment inside life but
Then we feel one thing from thinking inside life that those people who are having problems inside
Life on every moment and on every point we just have one thing from our mind that other are
Hating those problems but they are nice for us in long run of our life on every moment we just feel
One thought from our mind that problems are something which are totally wrong on every point
Suddenly began to look us nice is that moment when we see our true identity inside our future and
Inside our life on every moment I feel just one thing from my mind that those problems are so
Wrong inside life because those problem become challenge for us inside our life when we began
To move ahead on every point inside life because those problems are bad inside our future and
Our life because those problems are something which are harming us on every moment and on
Every point inside our life I just feel one thing from my mind that liking problem is something
Happen so naturally in life when we see people supporting us and we see some people who are
Stood by us on that time even when  we are happy we are not sure about them inside life so
When we move ahead on every point we just feel one thought from inside that from every moment
And from every point we just feel one thing from our mind that those problems which enter in
Our life are going ahead with totally different way inside life on every moment I feel just one thought
From inside I feel that those things which are problems showing truth of our life so then on every
Moment and on every time other just remain hating while we began to like problems inside life
But we just never understand one thing from our mind that those problems which enter inside our
Future and our life are not coming ahead on every moment and on every point inside our life but
Then when we went ahead we just have one thought from our thinking and our mind that on every
Moment and on every point we need to go ahead inside our life because those problems which are
So important inside our life are not going ahead as per our thinking and our life sometimes they just
Manage to help us inside life and then we began to like them inside life but other never like our
Thought and thinking because those things which we get by problems are already inside their life
So even if we find problem interesting inside life still we need to keep our face straight and without
Any sort of sign of smile inside life because it will keep our friends happy inside life when they see
Just like them we hate problems in our life because they want to see us in same way inside our life.                           

Poem 567. Without sportsmanship

                                                      Without sportsmanship
Have you ever thought life can be nice try if we decide to play it with sportsmanship on each and
Every try I just feel one thing that we all claim that we want to win on every try but truth of life
Is that we just never stop ourselves from taunting others when we win inside life suddenly our
Sportsmanship began to vanish in sky why always sportsmanship seems like thing that is said
Just by those people who lose in life why sportsmanship seem so wrong on every point in winner's
Thought or in winner's eyes after all we are winner of one moment and of just one point after
Some days we will began to lose inside life when we will move ahead I just feel one thing from
My thoughts and from my mind that those truths which are part of our life are not accepted
When we win on sometimes on those moment we just feel one thing from our mind that we will
Lose some day inside life and on every moment we just feel one thought from our mind that
Sportsmanship is needed but we just don't remember it when we win in life because on that
Moment we are so busy in celebrating our success that we just forget that there are also losers
Who felt pain inside mind but worst are those moments when winner began to think that they must
Understand one thing from inside that those things which are something so good inside life but
When we went ahead inside life we just feel one thing on every point that those people who are
Winner sometimes like to insult others just for sake of fun inside life and on every moment then
It feel as if every thing will turn in wrong way in our life because when winner loses sportsmanship
Then problem began to rise start of dictator which is something which began on that point because
When you insult others because you are winning then you are making worst mistake inside life
And you are proving worst person have managed to win inside life when we move ahead then
We just want one thing from our mind that winner should be some one who is not  perfect then
At least some one who is decent inside life when we move ahead we always find another truth
Of life that all winner are not that much decent to understand feeling of other party inside life
And world consider those people as practical or powerful in life but do you think that our power
Lies in insulting people inside life when we want to move ahead we need some one who is nice
But people just look at those people who talk loudly and manage to scream and scare every one
In life but that feeling of scare will remain just for limited time people who really want to go ahead
Don't just scream and insult other in life we all just love drama so sometimes we prefer to watch
Movies inside real life but I just feel that movies are better inside theater never include them in life
Just when some one says something with confidence and tell you with gesture that gives you
Excitement in life doesn't mean that you should start thinking that one is perfect winner because
Those people have just one thing that is style inside life but those people never manage to win
What we want in life because we may think that we want money or power but truthfully we all
Want that is peace of our thinking and of our mind when on every moment we went ahead in life
We just feel that those people are not giving us any thing as we want in life because just by
Insulting others you can't make any thing better inside life it will just please you for sometime
Because they are feeding on your anger and you feel they are going to give you something nice
They just take out that anger which you feel for that loser inside life and then tell you that you have
Right to insult that person because that person have cheated you in life but have you ever thought
Those talks are not one trap of cheating for you inside life after all we all know that insult will never
Bring any light for our future on any moment or on any time I just feel one thing from my mind
That sometime we just like those drama which are cheap but still we need to understand that
We are not going ahead with help of those things may those things have inside them as much
As spice on every moment I just feel one thing from inside that those talks which people do
Inside life are looking so wrong on every point I have one feeling from my mind that those people
Who are going ahead in life with lot of screams and loud talks are not that much good for life
When we went ahead I just feel one thought from my mind that those things which we talk
In our life are not going ahead as per our thoughts and as per our mind I just never wish one
Thing from my mind that we get confused by those talks and appreciate them inside life but
Then when I will move ahead I feel just one thought from my mind that those people who are
Talking with those insults will one day look so wrong to even your eyes because cheap drama
Is some thing we prefer to watch for sometime but question is that it will create victims in life
And then when you woke up it will too late for you inside life because once sportsmanship manage
To left the ground then there will time for war which will manage to enter on that spot of our life.

Poem 566. Slow success in life

                                                        Slow success in life
On every moment inside life I just feel one thought from inside I feel that sometimes I just
Get convince too early in life that success can't touch me on every point I feel one thought
From my mind that success is slow one which will manage to come so late inside life but
When I will move ahead on every moment and on every time I feel one thought that my
Winning is not dependent on just my thinking inside life sometimes one thought enter in my
Thinking and in my life that success is something so wrong on every moment and on every
Point inside life after all I just never like to wait for success for days and nights because on
Every moment inside life but then I feel that those success which are totally wrong on every
Thinking and on every point inside life I feel one thought from our mind that success which
Is so precious inside life so then I feel for so many hours inside life but then I feel one thought
From my mind I feel just one thing that success is taking many wrong things inside life but
Then I feel just one thought from our mind but I feel one thing from inside those success
Which will look so good inside life but then I feel one thing from my mind but then I feel just
One thing from our mind that success are something which are doing every thing inside life
Because those success which come after some time but then I feel just one thing from our
Thinking and our mind that those success which are taking so long on every moment and
On every point inside life but then I feel that those success which are so hard inside our life
But then I feel that this success is something so wrong on every moment and on every point
I feel that we are going ahead on every moment and on every time I feel one thing from every
Moment I feel that those success which are precious inside life but then I feel success is that
Which is totally wrong inside life I feel that success are something which will not help us
Inside life because they will give light to us on every moment and on every time I feel one thing
From mind that success are taking us so ahead on every point but still I feel one thing from
My thoughts and from my mind that success is something which we get step by step inside
Our thinking and our life on every moment and on every point I just have one thought from
My thinking and from my mind I feel that success is something which is so perfect inside
Our future and our life I feel one thing from inside that success is something so wrong on
Every point when I get it slowly inside life because I want to have it fast and quickly in life
But success comes so slowly that mostly by then I am convinced that success is going to
Ahead in every point inside life I feel that those success which enter inside life but then I feel
One thing from my mind I have just one thought from inside mind because success will be
Something so perfect inside life but then I feel just one thing from one area of life that success
Will be something totally wrong inside life I have one feeling from every side that success is
Totally wrong inside life I feel one thing from inside life I feel that success is something so
Special inside life I feel one thing from my mind that those success which we have inside life
Is something so wrong on every moment that those things which are important in the life but then
When I went ahead success is something so precious inside life I feel just one thought fromMy mind but then I need success and to get it inside my life but working to get it step by step
Is hard for our life on every moment and every time but then I feel just one thing from inside
Those things which are important for us on every point I feel that success will have so wrong
Effect on us each and every time I feel just one thing from my mind that those success which
Is precious to us inside life look totally wrong on every moment and on every point we feel
That success will nice on many points but then I feel that I just can't have that much time to
Waste inside life not because I want to work step by step inside life but then I feel one thing
That success is so important to us on every point because when I walk slowly inside life butThen I feel one thing from inside mind that success will be something so important in our life
I can work hard on every point inside life but I want success quickly in my life but then I feel
Just one thing from our mind that if I don't get it people will taunt me on every moment and on
Every point inside life after all I don't want to hear taunt inside life but now a days I feel that
Maybe my thought of quick success will also don't help me in life because even after getting
Success people taunt you inside life but then I feel one thing why should we need to fight for
Getting quick success inside life so I don't understand success is something important in the
Life but then slow success will be fine inside life because those slow success is so importantAnd precious on every moment and on every point because slow success will help us on every point.

Poem 565. Reading cunning eyes

                                                       Reading cunning eyes
From some people's eyes I just feel one thought from inside that those eyes have that wrong
Feelings from every point but then I just have one thought from my mind that in those eyes I feel
That wrong mistake which are so precious to us in life on every point we feel one thing from
Our mind that I can see clearly inside life that those things which are so important inside life
I feel those wrong shine on every moment and on every point I feel just one thing from my mind
That those feelings which we like to see are good one inside life but then I feel one thing from
My mind that those eyes have that thing which is totally wrong on every moment and on every
Point but still on every thought and from my mind I just feel one thing from my mind that some
Times I see that cunning look just inside those eyes when I see I feel that people around me
Can also see it inside life but still I just can't found any one who see it in life on every moment
People just see niceness in that person's act and that person's sweet smile I just never understand
How can people ignore that eyes but I feel that people are not able to see it inside life because
People are so much prejudiced about any one who speak against that person in life that they just
Ignore it and some start to insult those people who speak against them in life when we move
Ahead with each step we just understand one thought from mind that those eyes have that feeling
But those are seem like invisible to other people inside life I just never understand what is that
Magic and what is that power which those people posses inside life that on every moment we just
Feel one thing that our power is inside our thinking and inside our mind but when we decide to
Admire some one we just see goodness in that person on every time I will never understand
What people feel from inside but I just have one thought that was I wanted people to have it in
Their future and life I will never understand what people see inside those eyes but I can so sure
That they can't see truth but still they began like that person inside life how confused are our
Thoughts when we see other person is making mistake in life but when that mistake is intentional
You just can't help them in life but then on some moment I feel that maybe they just don't able to
What I saw inside life maybe that person who look so wrong to me inside life have some magic
In talking in life because when I will move ahead in life I feel just one thing from inside that talking
Is one skill that is needed inside life to make us understanding from our mind but then I feel just
One thing from every angle of life I just have one thought from inside life but then I feel just
One thought from inside life I feel that those eyes are something nice inside life because then inside
Our eyes I just feel one thing from my mind that some people who have some wrong feeling from
Our thoughts and our eyes because on every moment I just have one thought from inside if only
Those people can see what I see in those eyes but then sometimes I feel same thing happens with
My thoughts and my mind on every time we just feel one thought from inside that those things
Which other saw in some eyes I just never able to see them and I get in problem inside life but
Then when our life went ahead on every time I just found that person was so wrong in life just
As those people told us inside life because on every moment I feel just one thought from inside
That those people who are talking sweetly to me on sometimes also have same hidden wrongness
Inside eyes and even when time prove it still I just can't believe it from my mind that how can
Things will turn in good way inside life after all those things which are so important to us in life
But then I feel one thing from my mind that when I can make that kind of mistake while judging
In some part of life I have one thought in life then I have those thoughts inside life but then
I feel one thing from inside life those eyes have some thing so important inside life then I just feel
One thing from my mind after all those eyes have nice feelings from inside life but then I have one
Thought from my mind mistakes are always part of our life some look so nice on every point butThen I feel just one thing from my mind that some times I don't understand but then I feel one

Thought from inside that sometimes I don't understand but sometimes people are not understand
Those feeling inside those eyes so we all make mistakes inside life so why should blame each other
In crisis on every point because those crisis are something so important inside our future and life
Because those crisis which are hard for us in life and each of us make sometimes mistake and
Bring them on every one time or another time so why should waste our time we must go ahead
And fight with those problems inside life because they are basic things finally in life to be solved
On every moment and on every time we must learn to ignore others things inside our life every time.

Adventure story 61. Unique song

                                                                   Unique song

Many times Ronit just loved sit at home and enjoy music quietly.Today he had brought some interesting songs from store.He just loved to hear them.Everything was peaceful quiet in his house.His parents were gone out and he was all alone.Since his younger brother always stick to him like glue he never felt any privacy in his life.Now this time he also went on trip so Ronit was enjoying full privacy.At that moment all world seemed like a dream to him.That song was interesting.But then suddenly he heard some strange irritating voice as if some one was calling some spirit.He heard those songs in movie.Then slowly he really liked that song.It had some unique quality.It was attracting him.He was listening to it very carefully.Ronit was shocked.He never heard that song before it must be song from new movie.He was about to look on back side for name of that song but that music was so nice that he just got too involved in listening to it.It was the best music he had ever heard.He got so much involved in those lyrics that he just couldn't think about anything else.He didn't wake up from his dream until he felt a pain on his back of slapping.He was so shocked.He was about to hit back that person when he saw that it was his Dad. Ronit immediately pulled away his Walkman. Ronit Dad when did you come back?"Dad was looking very angry.Dad"How irresponsible of you?When you were so involved in that music our maid came and rang the bell for many times.She also waited for some time.But when no one came,she went away so your Mom had to do washing because you were daydreaming.Ronit this is not fair.You have to act responsible.I just can't tolerate this kind of behaviour.You have to learn responsibilities. You have not just born to enjoy.You have your jobs to do..."After that Ronit was forced to hear all his Dad's screaming.In other times his Dad's talking seemed to hurt him but no today.Today he was lost in those lyrics.He just continuously heard them in his brain.He didn't able to hear any of his Dad's sentence.He was not just interested but he never heard such a music which helped his forget it.He just fall in love with it.

       Ronit took that C.D. in his room.He was so happy.He began to download it in computer.He wanted to store it in permanent bases.Then he began to hear it once again.He just loved it.After sometimes his Mom came inside in his room.Mom"Why didn't you drank your milk? and you didn't even eat your toast.Look at them.They are wasted now."Then Mom showed him the plate.That food was really wasted.No one could able to eat those toasts now.Ronit felt very guilty for wasting it.Ronit said in small voice"Sorry Mom."Ronit was sure his sorry was enough for his Mom.His Mom just wanted to point out his mistake.She was not interested in punishing him.Then Mom asked next question which even shocked Ronit."You must eaten lunch where are your plates?Did you wash them?"Ronit was shocked now.He forgot eat his lunch.He looked at wall clock.It was 4'o clock and he forgot to eat anything since morning.He was shocked that he forgot even his hunger.Ronit"Actually I was so involved in listening to music that I just forgot.""What?!!You were so involved in your music that you forgot to eat.Now don't you think this is too much.You can't act like this."Ronit just kept looking at his feet for some time.He didn't know that what did he suppose to say to his Mom.Mom"Come on I will bring you your food.""No Mom.If Dad see this,he start screaming on me.I just don't want to hear his insults."His Mom was confused now.She didn't want him to remain hungry.But she knew nature of her husband.He would never let Ronit eat peacefully.If he observed that Ronit forgot to it his lunch today.His Mom felt that Ronit did a mistake but it was not that big.But she knew that his Dad create but issue out of it and didn't let Ronit to eat his lunch.Mom"May be I will bring lunch slowly when he will be busy in watching television?This way he wouldn't understand and you can also able to eat.""Mom you know him very well don't you remember what happened when last time Sunil pushed my plate by mistake and my dinner fall on ground.He started screaming on top of lung as if I had made biggest mistake.He insulted me in every possible way.No Mom I don't want  it to happen to me again.When he did same mistake,it was no big deal.But when I made that mistake,it suddenly turned into crime.No Mom I don't want."Mom could still remembered that day Sunil younger brother of Ronit by mistake pushed Ronit's plate and her husband created issue out of nothing.Mom totally agreed that if Ronit's Dad noticed taking that food would be useless.Mom"Don't worry I will bring it without noise.""Mom you can't able to do it.He always pays attention on this room like hawk.""It is not just this room.He act like that in every room..""Mom will you stop arguing?Moral of the story is that you can't bring food it this room without getting attention of that dictator."Then Ronit started cursing his Dad.His Mom knew that cursing some one like that was wrong.But Dad was acting with Ronit in such wrong way that she didn't know in which way she could console her son.But then she thought that bringing his food was more important at that moment.She just said"Don't worry"and left that room.
         Ronit was very tense now.He suddenly began to hate his Mom also.She had never able to control Dad.But each time she promised that she would do it perfect at that time.Then once again his father found it out and then those taunts and insults.Dad was making his life impossible.Sometimes he just wished that he could just finish himself.But then he thought about all those things,he read about suicide.They said that suicide was act of mad and coward people and he didn't want to prove himself coward before his Dad.He didn't want his Dad to prove right.But then he began to think that his Dad was his own father if he thought that he was so bad who would like him.No one was clear answer.He just wanted to stop that thinking.Then he suddenly thought about music.Surely that music could give him peace of mind.He needed it so he once again started that music.He was so involved in that music that he just kept listening to it.Until he felt slowly someone touched his shoulder.Mom"It's you lunch."Mom was smiling and Ronit was on top of the world.He got his lunch without much trouble.He started eating it.Mom noticed that music.Mom"You are listening it again.I heard that same song few minutes before.""Mom I just loved that song.""You can listen it after some time now go ahead and eat your lunch."Ronit nodded and stopped that song.That song had become magnet for him.He was just stuck to that song.He didn't want to shut it.But when Mom forced him.He had to obey.Then after lunch she told him to finish his studies.He knew that he had to study hard this time after all last time his marks were not that good.He had to cover up for them so he started studying after finishing his chapter.He was about to get relax little bit when he suddenly heard a sound of car brakes.There was accident on road.He saw it but still he turned his attention back on books.He was studying seriously when he heard his Dad's voice."I am sure that he was looking out of window.Why did he have to act like this?Look at other boys.They all act so seriously.He is the one who always act lazy and never took life seriously."Mom"Now will you stop it?Ronit is very good at every thing.I think your expectations are too high.""High!!What is meaning of high?Now a days every one expect that much marks.In life you need to do some thing big or you will just remain a small fish of big pond and bigger fish will eat you..."After that Dad started telling how hard he worked and how practical he was.In his opinion he was the perfect.But Ronit had totally different opinion about him.But it seemed as if no one care for his views. He needed that song once again.

           Sunil came in house.When he saw their room's door was open.he knew that his Dad was already gone outside.He felt sad after all today he received a prize in one competition today.He was Dad's favourite. He always showed him prizes and Dad always loved them.But he knew that Ronit hated Dad and if Dad was there in house Ronit must had kept the door of their room closed.But when he went near the room,He saw that Dad was standing near the door of room and looking inside.There was a sound of music from inside.Sunil went near him.Sunil"Dad what is it?""Now look at your brother from morning he is listening to this music.I just don't understand.What is so unique in it?"Sunil listened to it.That music was okay but nothing unique in it.Then Dad finally screamed"Ronit do you shut that music?"Ronit suddenly jumped at his voice.He was so shocked to see them as if they were aliens from Mars.Dad"Why are you looking at us like this?I am your Dad.This is your brother.We are your family not ghost from some planet."For few moments Ronit didn't spoke anything.After some minutes he finally spoke.Ronit"I am so sorry.I was listening to that music..""Not music just one song.I heard it all.You were listening to just one song."Dad's determination clearly showed that he was not going until Ronit gave some reasonable answer which Ronit didn't know.He just loved that song.That'all but in his Dad's eyes he could see the issue was big.But he decided to ignore it.He just liked it so he would hear it.Then he thought that he might stop computer and use Walkman again who could guess what he was listening.Ronit"Don't worry Dad.I will shut down it."Dad smiled happily and went away.But then Sunil saw that Ronit downloaded that song in new Walkman from computer and he began to listen.It was so strange.Sunil saw whole time Ronit was just stuck with Walkman. Now this was so too much.Ronit no longer seemed to be interested in even talking with Sunil.Sunil just hated it so he went out in kitchen.He turned around and saw that Dad was no longer there.He didn't want to complaint before Dad.He wanted his brother to began to talk with him.But he didn't want to see him cry.Sunil found it so strange that even at this age still Dad kept too much control over Ronit.Ronit didn't cry before every one.But Sunil could feel that Ronit was crying after looking at his eyes and he hated it.After all Ronit was fine and good boy.But still Dad always wanted something different from him and Dad's demanding nature was taking toll over Ronit.
        When Sunil entered in kitchen,Mom was busy in cooking."Mom don't you think Dada is listening too much to that song.""Now Ronit have his choice.Any ways what's wrong in listening to music.Music always helped to relax.It is good for peace of mind.""But Mom he is doing too much.""Now stop complaining. Do you think that music is too loud for you?I will tell him to reduce the volume.""No.He is listening on Walkman ""Then let him do as per his wish and don't bother him."After that Sunil saw every day Ronit was just with that Walkman. Only at time of studying and going to college.Ronit was without Walkman  Sunil thought that he might be listening to new other songs.But he seemed so involved in that song.Sunil found it very strange.Sunil slowly got curious about this music so one day when Ronit went to bath,he decided to search his things and listen to his Walkman  But then he was shocked when he saw that Ronit was taking bath with his Walkman  Sunil just couldn't able to guess that how did he manage it without getting that Walkman wet.But any way Sunil wanted to search so he decided to search stock of his C.D.s.There were some old C.D.which were bought before Ronit fall in love with this music.After that just stock one C.D.All copies belonged to song of that film only so Ronit was listening to that C.D.only.Then he heard that Ronit came out of bathroom for that he had to remove his Walkman which clearly irritated him.Then while going to college he was forced to leave that Walkman  Ronit wrapped that Walkman in some clothes so carefully as if it was small child of few months.Sunil was watching everything.Then as soon as Ronit went out,he started to listening to that music.It was that strange song with strange beginning.Sunil didn't like it that much.Then when it was finished,he hoped to starting of new song.But same song started again.Then when it was finished.It started again and again.That whole C.D. was full of just one song.Now it was so shocking.Sunil just didn't understand that why did his brother loved that song so much.He didn't know what he suppose to do next.He didn't want his Dad to involved and his Mom was not paying attention so he just kept quiet.

     Then Sunil noticed whenever Ronit came back from college.He was so obsessed with song that he looked so pale as if he was without food for whole day.Then he heard that song.He was normal again.Sometimes that song reminded Sunil of drugs without which a addict couldn't live.Slowly he began to keep it in his ears while sleeping also.But one day Ronit did the worst Sunil saw him putting it inside college bag.Sunil"Dada you can't do this.They will suspend you.""You just shut up.I am bigger than you.I know how to handle this."Then Ronit went away.But Sunil straight way went to Mom and told her each and every thing.Mom"Why don't you tell me this before?""I tired Mom but you were never ready to listen to me."Mom looked at Sunil with sad expression.Mom"I noticed it also.But he took it in college.If something goes wrong.."Mom didn't anything further but Sunil could guess her thoughts.Then Sunil went to school.After some times phone rang,it was from Ronit's college.She was called.When she entered principal's room,she immediately saw Ronit was there but his eyes were still on that Walkman like an addict.When she went inside,Ronit didn't even turn to look at her all he wanted and cared for was that Walkman  Principal"Now don't tell me,you don't notice it."Mom suddenly started crying.Then she slowly told everything to principal."I think he need a psychiatrist ""But his Dad...""You have to do it or he will not be normal."Mom just nodded.Ronit just wanted to grab that Walkman again but Mom forcibly took him out of there.Mom could clearly see that he couldn't live without that music.He started crying for it then he began to screaming for it.Mom just couldn't able to control him.Finally Dad came but this time he didn't even listen to him.Ronit just wanted that music.Finally. they took an appointment of psychiatrist. Those were their worst days.Finally they went to that psychiatrist. Whole time Dad was screaming that How well he knew that Ronit was mad.Then they went inside first Psychiatrist told Ronit's parents to wait outside.Then he spoke Ronit for some time.Then he called them back inside.Dad"So what is wrong with him?""He is fine just minor problem."Dad looked shock then Psychiatrist explained everything to Ronit and told him to do it properly.Finally he turned to his parents"Ronit is suffering with Obsessive-compulsive Disorder.In it people do something repeatedly whenever they are in stress.In his case his Dad is triggering it."Dad"Now you can't blame me.I don't believe this Doctor.I knew from beginning only he was mad.."Then his Dad stormed out of room.But Ronit and his Mom stayed.Ronit'a Dad never changed his attitude but Ronit changed his ways.He started living his life according to Doctor's instruction and cured.In his Dad's eyes he was still mad and useless.But now he didn't care.He just went ahead with his life.After all life was very precious thing you can't just waste it on one person's opinion.

                                                                           The End