Nursery of big house
Sunny arranging furniture again. He sensed from beginning that it was not going to be hard task. He kept setting furniture but it was not looking perfect. Entire house was not looking perfect. He started to arrangements but nothing was looking great. He didn't understand what was wrong but it was not right. He kept changing positions. But it didn't look great. He didn't understand where he was wrong but furniture didn't seem the way it should be. He didn't want to place furniture that way. It was their new house. It must be perfect. He remembered from childhood. He used to dream of big house. But he never got it. This time due to his wife Seema they took big leap. They decided that they wanted big house. Seema was so wonderful singer. Her every song was opening new window for her. She was just small singer when she married. She used to do it as hobby. He had small job limited salary. She always used to run house on it. He never thought. She could have any problem until she didn't express her trouble. One day when he saw relaxing after dinner she sat beside him and gave sweet smile. Seema " Can I suggest something? I hope you don't mind?" He was so confused by her attitude. He never behaved with her in harsh way why did she feel that way. He didn't understand why she was so scared. He smiled and said" Sure. Why does you feel scared of me so much? I never act harsh with you. Do you feel I am trying to keep you under my thumb?" She suddenly said in bitter way " You can't trust men!!" Then she controlled herself and said " Sorry. I mean I am demanding big thing so I suggested that you must forgive me." He was confused. She was telling everything to him. He began to think that she had some past. He smiled and asked " You were talking about what?" She took deep breath and said " Can I sing on professional level? I will be careful. I will keep everything perfect in house you will get clean house and tasty healthy lunch and dinner on perfect time." He started laughing. " Come on this our house not hotel that you can act as per your desire." She smiled. Seema kept her promise everything was just perfect. She took proper care of everything. At beginning she kept one maid then second man introduced to cook. He was such wonderful cook that Sunny was glad that Seema started to work and quit cooking. Sunny loved all his dishes. Everything was perfect. Seema was earning good. She didn't have more time but she always spent every minute with him in such style that he couldn't complaint. She arranged candle light dinner or romantic lunch. Once they went movie and one day she even booked a beautiful cuisine where they enjoyed their days in royal way. During those days she just kept romance as chapter of discussion. None of them were permitted to discuss anything else. It was perfect so she created new heaven everytime after few days. It was so wonderful and alive. She managed to keep him happy. One day she smiled and said " I have big surprise for you?" He nodded but he felt scared. He hoped that it was not about baby. He wanted to become father but he knew that he couldn't at this moment since he knew after child Seema needed to take break. He needed money. He had his salary but it was not enough. She was not talking about it but he was so scared that one day she might suggest. It was not optional. She was surely going to discuss it one day. After all if their servant could manage to raise two, three kids then they couldn't. He began to feel so tense when he thought about running household without Seema. She was important financial pillar. They were so helpless when she was not earning. But if she wanted child then he must adjust. Then she ran inside. She came with envelope. He was sure it was medical report but he was shocked when he sensed that she was showing some photo. He took it in hand which was not optional. She was insisting and he didn't find any reason to disobey her. He was so confused by choice of words in his mind. He was not obeying her. She always asked his advice while doing something. She kept calling him before choosing song. She always told him everything. When she met someone she asked his opinion. She never judged anyone properly without his advice. He smiled to himself and she said happily "So you like this house!! I am planning to buy it.." After that she kept talking and admiring everything about that house. She kept saying it was his dream. But it was wrong. It was her dream long ago not now. At this point he just wanted to earn more than her. He wanted to become father and provide properly for himself and family. He wanted to tell his wife to quit job. He wanted family but Seema was not concerned. Normally women loved kids so they wanted their own. Even after having their own they kept taking other's kids in hand and showered affection on them like their own kids but Seema didn't seem to interested in kids. He knew that he couldn't force his thinking on her. He smiled and looked at house. He smiled and said " Wow we take big house then we need big family too." She just nodded and smiled. She seemed to think it was not big issue. She just kept talking about house. She was enjoying every moment when he understood that she was with him. But still truthfully she was not with him. She was alone in her world. She started feeling happy while he was feeling frustrated since she was just in her world other things didn't exist for her. She kept talking about house. She kept keeping different names. She kept creating different heavens according to her thinking. He was not much happy about them. But she hardly noticed. She was too busy in her world. She didn't even sense he stopped nodding. She felt so happy. He kept agreeing to her every word. Finally they came in this house. She purchased furniture and began to arrange when her mobile rang. She talked and then she turned to him. Seema " I can't wait. My music recording is destroyed by some stupid assistant." He felt so shocked. He kept looking at her. She wanted this and she got this. Now she wanted to quit it and go back to her work again. She felt as if she didn't wanted it. Seema " Come on you can do it after all it was your dream so turn it in truth." Then she patted on his cheek sweetly and went away running. He was so confused. He didn't understand why did he took this work. He never desired it. But he was there working hard to get things as per Seema's choice. Actually not even by her choice but by choice of those people who would give her chance of singing. He clearly didn't like it. He felt as if he was no longer have control of his life someone else was ruling it and he wanted to get rid of that person. But he knew that it was impossible since they were getting money from them. He needed to please them and to make them happy so he started to arrange furniture.
Seema sat in car she was very upset now. She kept running for her career entire day but she always kept few hours for her husband. Sunny was love of her life. She loved him so much that she never wanted to lose him. She always heard him telling that he wanted big house so she planned all this. But today she sensed that he wanted a baby. She felt so scared. She knew that his thinking was right. They must take chance and became mother and father soon. Every one was suggesting same thing. But she needed sometime. She was not ready yet. She needed more money and she also needed to share Sunny. She was so scared that Sunny might lose entire interest in her if they had baby. She was so confused. If she got pregnant then her professional career would stop for few months. After that she needed to enter again since no one was going to wait for her so long they would choose another singer. She was feeling so upset at that thought. She didn't understand that why she didn't able to create that mother instinct. She didn't want to become mother so soon. She knew slowly everything would become easy. She would start to like kid. She knew that she just needed few hours then her problem would be solved. Sunny was not going to insist so soon on baby. She knew that he needed sometime too. She saw that she finally reached to studio. She smiled happily. She wanted to go home soon. She went inside with full hopes. Then she sang her best. Soon they managed to get all that recordings which were deleted. They thanked her. She just nodded. She was not happy about this. She wanted to spend sometime with Sunny. Those were special hours. She went out without sharing smile. After sometime she sensed someone was calling. She looked behind. It was director of movie. He was so handsome and she knew that he even had interested in her. But she would never left Sunny. Now she didn't want to waste her time in entertaining this man. But she didn't have much option. She needed to stop. She stood up and waited. Director smiled. His smile was so wonderful. She just wanted to fall in love with him sometimes. But she knew that she couldn't. She needed to be honest with her husband Sunny since she loved him. She tried her best to feel not attracted by director but she knew that it was impossible. She always liked him. She took deep breath and asked " What do you want?" " If possible one date from you?!!" He said in such a way that he could say it was joke too. He always liked to play safe. She knew that very well and she didn't like to become part of his game. She wanted to return to Sunny. " Actually I am getting late. Sunny is waiting for me." " Ohh it was your special day!!" " Yes and sadly thanks to you it turned in to disaster." " So did Sunny became upset?" Director was smiling. He couldn't help feeling happy. He wanted Sunny to become upset. He desired that he should be out of his way. He wanted Seema and she was not ready to cheat her husband. It was so wrong. He never heard no from woman and it was shocking when that rejection came from Seema who was just middle class girl.He was so upset. He wanted her just for few days. He didn't demand the as that she should left her husband. He saw Sunny few times he was not anything interesting. In fact he felt that he was below ordinary. He tried to talk with Sunny but he looked so upset. It was clear that Sunny didn't like to chat with him. He was treated in wrong way. He really didn't like Sunny's attitude. He took it in insulting way. He wanted revenge on him. He hated that day. He still remembered that he went to meet him. He was so confident about all. Until now he always treated with respect by everyone but Sunny! He kept ignoring him. Finally Sunny said " I am getting late to my work so will you excuse me?" He was so shocked. He never heard another person saying this to him. He didn't remember how many times he gave same excuse to others but he never heard it from other. He was so frustrated. He began to hate Sunny from heart. He became obsessed with dream of stealing Seema from him. It would be perfect revenge. He wanted Sunny to suffer but he was not planning to tell Sunny anything. He never told husband about their wives. He always managed to hide it but in case of Seema his charm was not working. Even now at beginning she viewed him with affection as if she was going to fall in love with him. Then once again her eyes were clear and she started talking about Sunny. Director knew that in few moments she would vanish. But Director wanted to stop her as long as possible to irritate Sunny more. Seema clearly saw his intentions on his face and started to say bye. She went ahead with looking back. She didn't understand what was wrong with Director but she didn't like it. She had signed contract so she was stuck but she decided that she would never do it again. From next time she would make sure this Director must not cross his path. She tried her best to avoid crisis. It was frustrating. He kept coming behind her like some irritating fellow. She didn't like him. She immediately called Sunny. She was so confused when her phone kept ringing. No one was taking call. She was so upset. She began to think that it was possible Sunny went out for walk or study area. But then her mind disagreed. Sunny had good habit of carrying mobile everywhere so he must have it in his hand. Then she suddenly began to think of loud music. It might be only cause. But Sunny was not fond of music. But still he heard it sometimes. She began to fear that she managed to irritate him too much. She didn't want to upset him. She turned her attention to road and started driving car. She decided that just thinking would give nothing. She needed to go and watch what was going on. She was so upset. She took breath of relief when she reached home. She saw that curtains were closed. She could sense someone was arranging all. She smiled and ran towards lift. She wanted to return in her dream again. She wanted to be happy. Her hard work was paying for it but now she wanted to stop working and enjoy it's reward too. She was on top of the world when she saw the way Sunny decorated hall. He did it exactly same way as she desired. She was so happy. He had his back turned towards her. She couldn't see his face. But she felt as she entered in heaven everything was just perfect. She looked around in confused way. She brought some men to help they were clearly not in picture. She felt that it was possible that those men went back and Sunny paid them. She decided that it was his choice so she must not argue. Now a days Sunny was complaining about her bossy attitude. She didn't want to get in argument with him. If he felt that he could do it alone let him do it. But somewhere in her heart she felt concerned for his health. He needed to go for check up. But she told herself not today. She could discuss it later. She smiled and called him sweetly. " Sunny I am back so what did you want me to do?"
Sunny felt as if he suddenly came back in his body when Seema called him. He didn't understand what was happening until now. He was in strange trance like situation. In this situation everything was looking different to him. He was working hard to please Seema but he never felt like that. Suddenly entire world around him became upsidedown. He didn't understand where he was standing. Such things never happened with him before. He controlled himself and looked behind. Seema was clearly shocked to his face. His face was looking white like paper no colour was left on it. Seema was so scared. She felt that he might be having heart attack. " My God!! Where are those people who supposed to help you?!! Then suddenly those people came from other room." Seema screamed " Help him to come down he is having heart attack!!" Sunny started laughing seeing her face. Sunny was just exhausted but he was perfect now. Sunny "Come on I was just lost in my thoughts. I am not so weak that I will have heart attack. And don't scream on those innocent men. I told them to arrange other rooms. I am not planning to waste one week in just interior. I want to go back to my work too" Seema felt so guilty. She planned all and then she vanished while keeping all burden on him. She said in small voice " I am sorry." But Sunny said nothing and told others " Don't keep looking at my face like that. Go back to your work." They went back. Everyone started working. Seema felt so hopeless like child who forgot to study for exam. She didn't understand when she managed to hurt Sunny so much. She slowly went near him and said " I am really sorry. I don't meant to hurt you. I have sign that contract. It is my mistake. Next time I will never sign anything with that Director." Sunny " And what will you do if afterward they changed Director? Quit that project!! Come on you can do nothing. You are just singer not boss in movie or album. Producer decide all. " She felt so upset and insulted. He was showing before all that she was nothing just like her parents. She was so frustrated when this thought entered she decided that she didn't want to think about it. Then Sunny started cursing that Director. " He is after you. I can sense it." She gave small laugh. Sunny turned towards her and asked " Am I wrong?" She looked around to confirm no one was in listening range when she confirmed. She said slowly in his ear while shivering with fear " Actually he asked for date but I immediately turned it down. He wanted to make me his 50th or 60th girlfriend who had husband still hang out with him. He felt strange pride in it." She was expecting anger from Sunny but he started laughing and she felt relaxed. Sunny " So as part of revenge he destroyed your surprise!!" Seema screamed " Nothing is funny in it." Then she threw pillow on him and started pillow fight. It was so nice. They kept running around and making noises until they didn't sense helpers were standing in corner and laughing. Then Sunny stood up and screamed on them angrily " Go back to work." But helpers started laughing and slowly Seema joined them. Finally Sunny stopped pretending and joined their laugh too. It was so funny. He never thought that he could relax so much. He suddenly looked around. He sensed that he might needed to concentrate more on house decoration. This was helping him. He felt as if he had touched sky. He was laughing in normal way. He was enjoying. He had became such positive energy that everyone around him was happy. Seema was so shocked by this change. He didn't understand it's cause but she was happy that he was changed. He was on top of the world. Every one enjoyed working on that day. By the end of day they were tired but happy. Seema and Sunny sat on sofa. They were so happy. Sunny " I like the way we worked today. But I want to keep it same way. I don't want my house to be dirty so don't bring those old maids!!" She was so confused. She didn't dream of firing all servants. She couldn't manage house without them. She needed to do job. She couldn't able to do household things. Specially in this big house she was surely going to need cleaner. Seema " I can't fire them all. You know very well how much I enjoy singing and it is even bringing extra money in our house. Look at this big house. It manage all. I know you got salary and you can keep us happy but don't you sense we need more money to become happy." Sunny looked at her with anger. He knew that she considered his income as useless. He hated it when she gave her opinion in this style but still he accepted it since he hardly had option. He smiled and said " I know honey my salary is nothing compared to your payments. Thanks for reminding me." He just stood up and went away. She tried to stop him but it was too late. She managed to destroy that moment. Then Sunny came to her and said " I want all room to be clean. But specially nursery." Seema was shocked. Seema " Nursery?!!" " Yes..you must see it. It is so beautiful." Seema's face became pale. She said " But I am not pregnant." " I know but you will become after sometime." She nodded. But she was not looking convinced. She was looking frustrated. She didn't understand how could she handle this. She never thought that he would bring this subject like that before her. She was so confused. Seema " Actually I thought we need to wait." Sunny smiled and nodded. " I know but furniture can survive for long time. Just come with me." He took hold of her hand and took her inside room. That room was perfectly decorated. She could see so many beautiful things around room. He was enchanted by them. But she began to feel so sad. It was not right. She didn't want to become mother so soon. She was feeling so sad after entering in that room. She sensed that something was wrong. She was so confused. She decided that it was time to take decision and she should start family. After all pregnancy was better in young age. When she began to look in nursery slowly she began to imagine baby. She suddenly began to thrill with this idea. She had already paid all installments of house. Today she would pay last installment. Then she could take break and anyway Doctor might give her permission of singing too. She smiled at thought of baby. She said dreamily " Sure we can have one soon." Sunny laughed.
Seema began to imagine her new life with baby. She started planning all. In morning she took out all her bank account and began to do budgeting. On that point Sunny came out of room. Sunny " What happened? You are still here. I thought you must have gone to studio." Seema smiled and said " I was planning for our baby." Sunny looked so scared. Sunny " Actually yesterday I was excited that I said those things I don't want child so soon. We need settle little bit first." Seema was so upset. Seema " Yesterday you wanted baby and today you don't want !! do you think I am some doll that you can charge battery and decide where to put it?!! I have emotions too." " Really!! Yesterday you were saying my salary is not enough now it become perfect suddenly." Seema was so shocked that he took revenge. She never expected this from him. He was always so kind and understanding. Then she felt that she was too bossy. She needed to handle it with care. She smiled and said " So you don't want child now?!!" Sunny looked confused then he screamed on her " You are acting as if I am only one who desire child. You don't want any? Don't you desire to become mother?" " Yes so let's take chance!!" " Then how could we pay for these luxuries." He pointed towards costly furniture around her. Seema " I don't feel Doctor will object my singing during pregnancy. For some months I might need rest.." Sunny looked shocked. Sunny " I don't want you to be working and taking stress in that condition. You might do as hobby but not for purpose of earnings." " Come on. It is my hobby. I want to do it." Sunny looked scared. " No..no not with Director!! What if he hurt you with purpose to harm me or just for sake of revenge." Seema laughed and said " He is not like that. He would lost interest in me as soon as I get pregnant." She slowly showed big stomach. He joined her in laughing. She was telling right but still he didn't like this idea. " I don't like this idea." " Come on!! You made that nursery for kids. You must have some plan?" " No I just did it on impulse." Sunny sat near her. He was looking so pale and tired as if he grew up three four years in last night. Seema didn't like colour of his face. She immediately said " No need of explaining things to me now. You are not looking fine. I will call your office and tell them. You are viral infection. Then I will add you are having fever. Then they will feel scared and give you few days off." Sunny nodded. He wanted to sleep in bedroom and think. He went in his room and slept on bed. He kept watching ceiling in strange way. He began to get absorbed in it. He started to count every curve of that design. He was so confused. He knew that he had decorated entire room. But he didn't remember when he went in market to buy products. But he knew that he must had chosen them. They all had personal touch. A different effect which might able to change his entire world. He could sense his feeling on each object but he didn't remember properly when he bought them. He kept looking at each part of ceiling as if it had solutions for his troubles. He didn't understand any word out of his thoughts. He didn't remember anything properly. Suddenly his thoughts seemed like some scattered papers. He could understand from where he should start thinking and where he should stop. It was so frustrating. He was hoping that after sleeping peacefully. He would create some sense. It would bring light in his life. He was feeling like man who was walking darkness with total confusion. He didn't understand what he desired. He was so confused. He didn't understand what he supposed to do. He had decorated that room. He couldn't doubt it but he didn't understand why did he needed to do it. He didn't want kid so soon and he instigated Seema. He wanted to avoid it but he created that problem himself. He was so frustrated. He suddenly got idea. He needed to destroy beautiful room. He must do it. He went in that room and he started destroying it. He began to tear all. Seema came running from behind him. She started screaming "What's going on? Stop this. Why are you destroying such beautiful room?" Sunny gave her smile and said " Actually we don't need nursery now. I needed study." Seema " Then why don't you chose another room?!! This is big house. Don't waste those wallpaper." She literally pushed him down. He didn't like it. He started fighting against her. Finally they both landed on ground. It was horrible since he left strange pain in his hand. Seema was also hurt. Her ankle was twisted. He sensed that they both managed to hurt themselves. He decided that he must call Doctor. He dragged himself to mobile. Then he dialed to Doctor. That mobile kept ringing. Finally Doctor took call. He told him situation in his pains. Doctor told him to relax. Doctor said that he would bring ambulance. He took breath of relief even with those pains. He didn't understand why they acted like kids. Seema was trying to put it in right way but he screamed " Don't try. Let Doctor do it. Ambulance is coming." Seema nodded. Seema " I wished I shouldn't have pushed you." Sunny nodded. " Yes. You are too strong. You can smash anyone." Then they smiled but soon they began to scream and sensed laughing was painful. Finally Ambulance came. Then when they started to took them away, Sunny began to lose his sense again as he did on that day. He began to get lost in dream. He was so happy in it. He was with his full family. Seema had little baby in arms. He was smiling and they were going in garden. A wonderful garden full of flowers!! And soon he managed to feel that happiness which touched his soul. He kept smiling. He heard nurse saying "Strange!! this man is laughing even in so much pain." Then someone hushed her and she kept quiet. Sunny sensed something was wrong with his brain. He couldn't stop seeing that child and laughing. He didn't feel any pain just his dream. When Doctor gave injection to Sunny then he finally stopped laughing and fall asleep.
Seema managed wake up soon. She tried her ankle. It was clearly wounded. It was not just twisted ankle. But she was feeling better. She didn't remember anything at beginning then slowly all came back to her mind. She started calling nurse. She wanted to know about Sunny. Nurse came inside. Nurse " Just relax!!" " Where is Sunny? My husband!!" " Relax..relax he is fine." " He was injured still he dragged himself to mobile to call Doctor." Nurse gave her confused look. Nurse " I don't get it so your husband didn't got violent and did those things?" She started laughing. Seema " Who told you this nonsense? He is such simple soul. Actually he was pulled wallpaper which was against my wishes so I tried to pull him down. He tried to stop me and we fall. It could be considered my violent fit. I was the one who was using full strength on him." Nurse was shocked. Nurse " But it is in every morning newspaper. In fact they are doing same story on every news channel. Your Director and crew members were telling he used to hit you." Seema was so angry. Seema " I am going to sue this man. I am going to take him court for spreading those lies." She started searching for mobile. Seema " Where is my mobile? I want to call lawyer." Nurse " First you must tell this to Police. They are creating case against your husband. Poor fellow dragged in this issue entirely wrong way?" Seema took deep breath. She sensed that Nurse didn't tell her all. Seema " Tell me everything." Nurse looked nervous. Nurse " Actually I can't. Cops will tell you." Then soon Cops entered. They started asking " Did your husband pushed you or you fall by accidentally?" " Actually I pulled him down. He tried to protest but I feel I have underestimate my strength and he became weak. I managed to pull us both on ground." " Why did you pulling him?" " Since he was taking out wallpaper." " He was removing wallpaper of your choice." " No..no his choice he was angry since I said he earn less. He wanted baby. And I agreed but when he saw budget. He changed his mind. He decided that he must remove nursery. You know frustrated due to financial crisis." Cop looked at inquiringly " Are you telling truth?" " Of course." " There was no other reason?" " None!!" " You don't argue regarding friendship with your director?"" Who told you this nonsense? I never have any friendship with that fellow. He was harassing me so I complaint sometimes to Sunny. Maybe due to it he was so frustrated!! I mean a man is harassing your wife still you need to send her on that job. He was so upset. He just took stool and started pulling wallpapers. His fingers were hurt so I tried to pull him back.." Seema started crying slowly. " I want to protect him but I managed to hurt him." Cops looked confused when she started crying. He called Nurse in room. Then Nurse came ahead and gave her glass of water. When she started to go out, Seema asked Cop " Is it okay if she stop here?" " Sure!!" Seema " This director kept asking for my one date I denied every time. But due to him I began to fear that if I get pregnant I will lose my career as singer entirely." Cop nodded and wrote. " So I kept avoiding pregnancy. In fact I started to lost desire of child. But when I saw Nursery. I suddenly began to desire it. I started to plan but suddenly Sunny changed his mind. Might be because I mentioned his salary as small before and he took it on heart. But he never touched me. He just pulled away his wallpaper. I tried to argue and this happened." Cop " I must say your Director is horrible man. He is spreading rumours about you and your husband. He and his crew told many media interviews that you are having affair with him and your abusive husband hit you for it. You are filing for divorce." She was so upset. She started cursing Director. Cop " Relax. You can file complaint against him." Seema said " Yes I will." Then she suggested to cop about calling her lawyer. Cop agreed. She told Nurse that she must see Sunny. But Nurse say next day she could use wheel chair but today she must take rest. She nodded. Then another doctor came. He smiled and said "I am your husband's psychiatrist." Seema was shocked. " But he is mentally perfect. He never hit me." " I know but he kept purchasing toys of kids and kept hiding them." Seema started crying. Seema " If he told me, I should have.." " It was not about you. He was scared of responsibilities. You move ahead so fast that he felt useless before you. And let me make one thing clear. It was not your mistake. I will manage all. You must not quit your career until you are not advised by your Doctor since it's unhealthy for baby and you must took chance. Of course after getting well. I mean you can't handle weight of baby and yourself on broken ankle. And Sunny must get fit too since he is needed to fulfill your all trantrums during pregnancy." They all bust out laughing. Seema knew that she and Sunny had hard way ahead. She knew convincing Public was not easy but she didn't care since with these type of friends she could manage all. She asked to all of them " Promise me. You all will help me." " Sure" They all said in chorus. She smiled and went back to sleep again as Nurse suggested.
The End
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