Kishor's birthday
That day was special for Kishor it was his birthday. He started getting ready for his party. He was so happy about it. He was getting dress up when he heard that scream from kitchen. He was so confused by it. It was his happiest day. This day supposed to be pleasant on every side but that scream was spoiling it on every angle. He didn't want to here that scream he just wanted to enjoy his birthday. His special day which was bringing special happiness to him. He just sensed one thing. That it was happening again and again. Every time he planned some thing for birthday and crisis entered in life. He started remembering every plan that got spoiled so even today he heard that scream and it was going to spoil it all. He could sense it then he suddenly felt that he could just ignore that scream. He knew that he could go ahead that way. But then he felt that he had to go so he went down. He was so shocked to see his worst nightmare. His Mom was burning alive before him. That gas on which she was cooking must had exposed. She was screaming in pain. In fact when he looked at her. She did not had any face except those horrible burns. She was totally on fire. He couldn't help her. But she just didn't sense it. She kept screaming towards him. In fact she was trying to come near him. She never sensed that she could just manage to burn him. Kishor " Mom wait, I will bring water." He ran out. There were water bottles in freeze but they were useless before that fire. But still he ran with them. He tried to throw them on her to relax her. He was also screaming for help. Soon many people started entering. Every one managed to get some thing or another. They finally managed to defeat that fire but one thing was clear. His Mom was roasted . He knew that she was his Mom but on that moment he was so shocked that he just felt one thing that she was like some thing out of horror movie. He wanted to cry and scream. But he couldn't. He just kept looking at her in strange shock. He just lost sense of every thing. He began to feel thirst for his birthday. His Mom couldn't spoil it. He didn't let him. He would enjoy it. He started telling his heart that his Mom was always so evil. She never let him enjoy his birthday. She was always spoiled sport so he must had thought evil for her and god completed his wish. He sensed one thing that he killed his Mom by just wishing. He sensed that his anger had that power. Then he told his heart that it all was just a lie. He sensed one thing. He wanted his birthday but he couldn't able to have it even on that day. He just ran inside his room. No one followed him. He felt so lucky since he wanted to cry alone for some time. But he just didn't understand that why did he was crying. He didn't understood it's cause. Was it for his Mom or for his birthday? After that he just sat alone in his room. He just kept feeling hurt from heart. Finally he heard voice of his elder sister. The perfect girl of his family!! He always felt so less before her. Every time when he did something, it was just compared to his sister. He was getting so upset by her sound. He just didn't want her. He finally screamed " I want my birthday back. You witch get lost."
Komal was so shocked when she heard that scream from her brother. She knew that he was little bit spoiled but never thought it would increase so much. He even wanted to enjoy his birthday on his Mom's death. That was really selfish. She never thought he would scream like that. She knew that it was worst moment but still she felt that it would create worst impression of Kishor before all. She always wanted best for her brother. But he always kept doing every thing in wrong way. He was acting so strange. She was so scared that their Dad would arrive there in few moments and every thing would just turn in worst way. She just never knew that how did she could handle him. She knew just one thing only if Kishor act little wisely. Komal " I just don't understand what he is saying? " Neighbor " He was asking to celebrate his birthday. I think he is mad due to shock." Komal sensed first time that it could be the case. Now this was more scary. She never able to handle him in normal way. If he was mad then she needed a Doctor. Komal started calling Doctor who picked up phone. She told him every thing. He told her that he would come as soon as possible. She was confused. She needed to go back to her Mom's dead body. Komal was finding it so hard to control her tears. Komal " I am so happy that finally Mom got over her sickness. You know she was having serious problems for long time due to BP and high sugar. But she never gave up. Now she was getting better due to treatment. Yesterday she phoned me and told me that she was going to cook some thing special for Kishor and this happened.." Kishor heard it all. He just didn't want to hear it but he could heard her. She was blaming him once again for all this. She never thought once that she was hurting him. He asked for birthday. But he didn't feel it was crime. After all every one celebrates birthday. But for him celebrating birthday was crime. He remembered on each birthday. He suffered just humiliation and now his sister even blaming him for his Mom's death. He just wanted to scream and cry. He wanted to tell it all to world. But he just couldn't scream. He sensed one thing that he couldn't able to do that. He knew that if he did. Every one would blame him. But any way today he decided that he would not take that blame. He decided that he would tell whole world that truth. He decided that he would scream and he just ran towards door. He opened it and he started saying. But he was so shocked when he sensed that his voice wouldn't come out. Komal was looking at him in strange way. Kishor started trying to scream. But he couldn't hear his voice. He started holding throat. He sensed movements of veins in his throat so he was screaming but voice was not coming. He started banging his hand in hope that he would scream in pain. But he just couldn't hear his voice. He began to move ahead with one thought. That he needed his voice. But it was just not coming out. It was horrible on every step of life. He just kept banging his every body part. It was really hurting him. But he wanted his voice out. He wanted to hear himself.
Komal was so confused when Kishor opened door. She sensed one thing that he was not normal. His eyes had strange fear but his mouth was moving. She tried to talk to him but he suddenly started banging his head. It was not making any sense. He was acting like totally mad person. She tried to hold him. But he just managed to bleed himself . It was worst scene. She knew that she had to control it. She tried to hold him. But on that point she realized that she did mistake. Kishor was not in his sense. He started screaming on top of his lung. He just didn't understand what he was doing. He kept banging on every thing. Then suddenly his banging became strong. She sensed that she must run behind but before she could do any thing. Kishor just threw her away. She was so shocked. Other people around them were watching it. Kishor pushed Komal in such hard way that Komal was threw away on another corner. Her head was banged on marble. There was blood on floor. Every one started screaming. They all were scared of Kishor now. They all wanted to call Police now. In their eyes Kishor was scare. Some one just ran in corner and made call to emergency number. Kishor's Dad came but no one allowed him to go near him. Kishor just kept throwing things around. Some people tried to help Komal. But they all sensed that she was serious. Soon Police came, they took hold of Kishor. Then Kishor sensed for first time that some one was around him. Kishor started pointing at his throat. Police " Why did you hit your sister?" He was so shocked to hear it. He tried to deny it. He just never sensed that he did some thing like that. But then he was so confused. After all he never tried to hurt any one. He just looked around. He could sense every one was scared. He knew that he must had done some thing totally wrong. He started searching for paper. He didn't find one on that time. He wanted to move but Police took hold of him. He could sense that if he moved then they would hit him. But they just kept screaming on him that why did he done it. He kept pointing for pen and paper. Finally one Police asked " Can't you speak?" He signaled yes. But another person said " He can." Then he started pointing again at paper and pen. Those Police were holding him so tightly that he felt as if his arms would broke from his shoulders. Finally some one gave him paper and pen. He wrote on it all. That Police " My god. He lost his voice and that's why he killed his sister." Kiran was so shocked. They all turned to Komal. She was still on floor. Every one could sense that she was dead. They all were looking at her in shocked expression. It all was mess. When one person screamed "Shut up. She is not dead. I am Doctor. She is just fainted. I have called ambulance. " Police "But if she died, we need her dying statement to put him behind bar." Kiran was so shocked. They felt that he had murdered his sister. Kiran wanted to run to Komal. But they didn't permit. They forcibly took him. He sat in Police van with Police. He was so shocked. He felt that it all must be dream. After all he was common and normal man. Such a thing would not happen with him. It just happened in picture. He just hoped that he would wake up from dream and every thing would become normal. He just felt one thing that he would get things as per his wish. If he tried to wake himself up, he started banging his head. But it didn't work. Instead of waking up he was tied by Policeman. He sensed one thing that it was not dream. He was thrown in lock up. He just sat in corner all alone. His birthday seemed like worst nightmare of his life. He wanted to cry but instead of that he just kept laughing and laughing. He just couldn't control himself. Police tried to stop him. But he couldn't. Then one Police man said that he would die if he kept laughing like that. Then Doctor was called. He could see that he was injected. He just couldn't stop laughing even while watching his horrible condition. Laugh just seemed to stuck on his mind.
When Kishor woke up, he was sleeping on hospital bed. He looked around with scared expression, His father was sleeping near him. He was so scared. He just sensed one thing that he must be under Police custody. He was so scared. He just wanted to run away so he just ran out of their. It was large hospital. He just kept running from one side to another. He just didn't understand it's architecture. He was so scared. He just wanted to go on top of it and jumped from there. He knew that he could no longer enjoy his birthday. He wanted to cry on every point. But he just couldn't because he seemed to had lost even power to cry. He felt so scared that he would started laughing instead of crying. He knew that his birthday would become worst day for him. He just wanted to turn it into his last day. But then suddenly a ward boy came before him. That ward boy looked at him in alert way. That ward boy "Who are you?" Kishor wanted to tell him some thing. But his voice just couldn't come out. He just kept looking. Then he just decided to run across him. But that ward boy was faster than him. That ward boy took hold of his arm and started calling. Soon many Ward boys, Nurses and Doctors appeared. They forced him to stop there and he was injected. He never able to see that his Dad was standing near stair. His Dad was crying. When Kishor was taken, his Dad turned to Doctor " What is wrong with him? " Psychiatrist " This is post traumatic symptoms. When some thing horrible happened in life, sometimes people started to get affected by it." "But in such a horrible way!! This is so horrible. I just feel one thing. After my wife's death I was expecting support from my children but first my son lost his mind then he pushed his sister in such way that she is still in hospital recovering. I every day thank god that she is alive. She was so serious. We all thought that she is going to die. I was so tense. She didn't even gave any statement regarding that incidence. Finally she woke up. She gave statement which proved that it all happened accidentally but by then Kishor was already in this mental hospital. I just don't understand that why did he wanted to hurt himself." " I just feel that there must be some confusion in his mind. We need to let him get relax first. We need to talk to him." "But he is not talking. Doctor that is another biggest problem. My son who use to talk just fine from first day of his life. Suddenly couldn't able to talk. What is wrong with him?" " I know. It is all so sudden for you that nothing is making sense to your mind. But try to relax." "But how could I? Few days ago my house was full of hopes and in few days it become just one empty flat. My daughter is in hospital. My son-in-law is upset with me because I didn't come on time to handle Kishor. My wife was burned and my son is mad. How could this happen in just few moments? " " I know it is so wrong but such a things happens in person's life. Our dream shattered in few moment. Since one wrong thing start then step by step all other things will start to move in wrong way. On those occasions we need to find right way to correct those wrong things." "But how can I handle this? My daughter want to see her brother but her husband is not ready to let her come here. He told her that he would kill himself if she did that. I will also having some mental trouble after seeing my wife in that condition. Who will help me? " " I will help you. What did you say about your son-in-law. He is not letting your daughter to meet her brother?" " Yes. He is against it." "But I need her for her brother's treatment. Can you bring him to me?" Kishor's Dad looked tense. He said " I will try." Then he went out in every way his gesture was tense. He just wanted to just relax but it was so hard for him.
Kishor's Dad tried so hard to convince Komal's husband. But he was not ready to cooperate. He just sensed one thing that it was not working. He started feeling so uneasy. He decided that he might also need some Doctor if he carried on like that. He just took some pills given to him by doctor and slept. Next day he told every thing to psychiatrist. Psychiatrist " Fine. I got new idea. Can you talk with your daughter on video chat?" Kishor's Dad looked confused. " I never did it. But I will try." Psychiatrist smiled. He gave him computer and told him to do as he said. Slowly chat was connected. Then he called Komal told her to give call to her doctor. Psychiatrist talked with doctor who agreed immediately to give laptop to Komal. Then Dad started talking with Komal when Psychiatrist told nurse to bring Kishor. Kishor came inside. He looked at computer in confused way. He just couldn't understood how could his dead sister talking. Then he sensed that it must be video. He started crying. Then slowly he spoke just one word "Komal.." He didn't sense it. But other people around him sensed it. They all were so happy. Psychiatrist " She is not dead. She is alive. Come and talk to her." Kishor just ran to her. He tried to talk to her. He wanted to say sorry but his words were not coming out properly. He started trying too hard. When he felt a firm hand on his shoulder, it was Psychiatrist's hand. Psychiatrist " Don't hurry up. You must move ahead slowly. Now you are exhausted go to sleep." Kishor nodded because he was really sleepy. When he went out, Kishor's Dad asked "How did you understood that he was thinking that his sister is dead?" "Why else he want to punish himself by killing. Actually it must have started like this. He wanted to enjoy his birthday. But it was not happening to make him happy. His Mom decided to make some surprise item which turned out totally wrong way. It managed to create that disaster which burned her alive. He saw her but he just wanted to be stuck in memories of birthday so he just kept claiming that he want his birthday. He just never accepted that some where in his heart he was feeling guilty regarding his Mom's death. He wanted to tell her to stop making that surprise for him. But he didn't confess it instead he pretended that he missed his birthday but his subconscious started punishing him by taking away his voice. He wanted to speak but he didn't able to do that. He was so upset that he started punishing himself more to bring out his voice. On that spot he hit Komal by mistake and his guilt came on surface so he decided to kill himself without confirming truth. He still didn't understand that he is feeling guilty. He just wanted to hide that guilt even from himself. But you just need to relax. Slowly step by step he would accept it and he would be fine. " Kishor's Dad smiled. Psychiatrist " Can I suggest you something?" "Sure." "Go to Doctor and do full check. I don't want my patient to have another guilt regarding his Dad." Kishor's Dad smiled and nodded. After that he straight away went to physician for routine check up. He was not going to act negligent like his wife.
The End
That day was special for Kishor it was his birthday. He started getting ready for his party. He was so happy about it. He was getting dress up when he heard that scream from kitchen. He was so confused by it. It was his happiest day. This day supposed to be pleasant on every side but that scream was spoiling it on every angle. He didn't want to here that scream he just wanted to enjoy his birthday. His special day which was bringing special happiness to him. He just sensed one thing. That it was happening again and again. Every time he planned some thing for birthday and crisis entered in life. He started remembering every plan that got spoiled so even today he heard that scream and it was going to spoil it all. He could sense it then he suddenly felt that he could just ignore that scream. He knew that he could go ahead that way. But then he felt that he had to go so he went down. He was so shocked to see his worst nightmare. His Mom was burning alive before him. That gas on which she was cooking must had exposed. She was screaming in pain. In fact when he looked at her. She did not had any face except those horrible burns. She was totally on fire. He couldn't help her. But she just didn't sense it. She kept screaming towards him. In fact she was trying to come near him. She never sensed that she could just manage to burn him. Kishor " Mom wait, I will bring water." He ran out. There were water bottles in freeze but they were useless before that fire. But still he ran with them. He tried to throw them on her to relax her. He was also screaming for help. Soon many people started entering. Every one managed to get some thing or another. They finally managed to defeat that fire but one thing was clear. His Mom was roasted . He knew that she was his Mom but on that moment he was so shocked that he just felt one thing that she was like some thing out of horror movie. He wanted to cry and scream. But he couldn't. He just kept looking at her in strange shock. He just lost sense of every thing. He began to feel thirst for his birthday. His Mom couldn't spoil it. He didn't let him. He would enjoy it. He started telling his heart that his Mom was always so evil. She never let him enjoy his birthday. She was always spoiled sport so he must had thought evil for her and god completed his wish. He sensed one thing that he killed his Mom by just wishing. He sensed that his anger had that power. Then he told his heart that it all was just a lie. He sensed one thing. He wanted his birthday but he couldn't able to have it even on that day. He just ran inside his room. No one followed him. He felt so lucky since he wanted to cry alone for some time. But he just didn't understand that why did he was crying. He didn't understood it's cause. Was it for his Mom or for his birthday? After that he just sat alone in his room. He just kept feeling hurt from heart. Finally he heard voice of his elder sister. The perfect girl of his family!! He always felt so less before her. Every time when he did something, it was just compared to his sister. He was getting so upset by her sound. He just didn't want her. He finally screamed " I want my birthday back. You witch get lost."
Komal was so shocked when she heard that scream from her brother. She knew that he was little bit spoiled but never thought it would increase so much. He even wanted to enjoy his birthday on his Mom's death. That was really selfish. She never thought he would scream like that. She knew that it was worst moment but still she felt that it would create worst impression of Kishor before all. She always wanted best for her brother. But he always kept doing every thing in wrong way. He was acting so strange. She was so scared that their Dad would arrive there in few moments and every thing would just turn in worst way. She just never knew that how did she could handle him. She knew just one thing only if Kishor act little wisely. Komal " I just don't understand what he is saying? " Neighbor " He was asking to celebrate his birthday. I think he is mad due to shock." Komal sensed first time that it could be the case. Now this was more scary. She never able to handle him in normal way. If he was mad then she needed a Doctor. Komal started calling Doctor who picked up phone. She told him every thing. He told her that he would come as soon as possible. She was confused. She needed to go back to her Mom's dead body. Komal was finding it so hard to control her tears. Komal " I am so happy that finally Mom got over her sickness. You know she was having serious problems for long time due to BP and high sugar. But she never gave up. Now she was getting better due to treatment. Yesterday she phoned me and told me that she was going to cook some thing special for Kishor and this happened.." Kishor heard it all. He just didn't want to hear it but he could heard her. She was blaming him once again for all this. She never thought once that she was hurting him. He asked for birthday. But he didn't feel it was crime. After all every one celebrates birthday. But for him celebrating birthday was crime. He remembered on each birthday. He suffered just humiliation and now his sister even blaming him for his Mom's death. He just wanted to scream and cry. He wanted to tell it all to world. But he just couldn't scream. He sensed one thing that he couldn't able to do that. He knew that if he did. Every one would blame him. But any way today he decided that he would not take that blame. He decided that he would tell whole world that truth. He decided that he would scream and he just ran towards door. He opened it and he started saying. But he was so shocked when he sensed that his voice wouldn't come out. Komal was looking at him in strange way. Kishor started trying to scream. But he couldn't hear his voice. He started holding throat. He sensed movements of veins in his throat so he was screaming but voice was not coming. He started banging his hand in hope that he would scream in pain. But he just couldn't hear his voice. He began to move ahead with one thought. That he needed his voice. But it was just not coming out. It was horrible on every step of life. He just kept banging his every body part. It was really hurting him. But he wanted his voice out. He wanted to hear himself.
Komal was so confused when Kishor opened door. She sensed one thing that he was not normal. His eyes had strange fear but his mouth was moving. She tried to talk to him but he suddenly started banging his head. It was not making any sense. He was acting like totally mad person. She tried to hold him. But he just managed to bleed himself . It was worst scene. She knew that she had to control it. She tried to hold him. But on that point she realized that she did mistake. Kishor was not in his sense. He started screaming on top of his lung. He just didn't understand what he was doing. He kept banging on every thing. Then suddenly his banging became strong. She sensed that she must run behind but before she could do any thing. Kishor just threw her away. She was so shocked. Other people around them were watching it. Kishor pushed Komal in such hard way that Komal was threw away on another corner. Her head was banged on marble. There was blood on floor. Every one started screaming. They all were scared of Kishor now. They all wanted to call Police now. In their eyes Kishor was scare. Some one just ran in corner and made call to emergency number. Kishor's Dad came but no one allowed him to go near him. Kishor just kept throwing things around. Some people tried to help Komal. But they all sensed that she was serious. Soon Police came, they took hold of Kishor. Then Kishor sensed for first time that some one was around him. Kishor started pointing at his throat. Police " Why did you hit your sister?" He was so shocked to hear it. He tried to deny it. He just never sensed that he did some thing like that. But then he was so confused. After all he never tried to hurt any one. He just looked around. He could sense every one was scared. He knew that he must had done some thing totally wrong. He started searching for paper. He didn't find one on that time. He wanted to move but Police took hold of him. He could sense that if he moved then they would hit him. But they just kept screaming on him that why did he done it. He kept pointing for pen and paper. Finally one Police asked " Can't you speak?" He signaled yes. But another person said " He can." Then he started pointing again at paper and pen. Those Police were holding him so tightly that he felt as if his arms would broke from his shoulders. Finally some one gave him paper and pen. He wrote on it all. That Police " My god. He lost his voice and that's why he killed his sister." Kiran was so shocked. They all turned to Komal. She was still on floor. Every one could sense that she was dead. They all were looking at her in shocked expression. It all was mess. When one person screamed "Shut up. She is not dead. I am Doctor. She is just fainted. I have called ambulance. " Police "But if she died, we need her dying statement to put him behind bar." Kiran was so shocked. They felt that he had murdered his sister. Kiran wanted to run to Komal. But they didn't permit. They forcibly took him. He sat in Police van with Police. He was so shocked. He felt that it all must be dream. After all he was common and normal man. Such a thing would not happen with him. It just happened in picture. He just hoped that he would wake up from dream and every thing would become normal. He just felt one thing that he would get things as per his wish. If he tried to wake himself up, he started banging his head. But it didn't work. Instead of waking up he was tied by Policeman. He sensed one thing that it was not dream. He was thrown in lock up. He just sat in corner all alone. His birthday seemed like worst nightmare of his life. He wanted to cry but instead of that he just kept laughing and laughing. He just couldn't control himself. Police tried to stop him. But he couldn't. Then one Police man said that he would die if he kept laughing like that. Then Doctor was called. He could see that he was injected. He just couldn't stop laughing even while watching his horrible condition. Laugh just seemed to stuck on his mind.
When Kishor woke up, he was sleeping on hospital bed. He looked around with scared expression, His father was sleeping near him. He was so scared. He just sensed one thing that he must be under Police custody. He was so scared. He just wanted to run away so he just ran out of their. It was large hospital. He just kept running from one side to another. He just didn't understand it's architecture. He was so scared. He just wanted to go on top of it and jumped from there. He knew that he could no longer enjoy his birthday. He wanted to cry on every point. But he just couldn't because he seemed to had lost even power to cry. He felt so scared that he would started laughing instead of crying. He knew that his birthday would become worst day for him. He just wanted to turn it into his last day. But then suddenly a ward boy came before him. That ward boy looked at him in alert way. That ward boy "Who are you?" Kishor wanted to tell him some thing. But his voice just couldn't come out. He just kept looking. Then he just decided to run across him. But that ward boy was faster than him. That ward boy took hold of his arm and started calling. Soon many Ward boys, Nurses and Doctors appeared. They forced him to stop there and he was injected. He never able to see that his Dad was standing near stair. His Dad was crying. When Kishor was taken, his Dad turned to Doctor " What is wrong with him? " Psychiatrist " This is post traumatic symptoms. When some thing horrible happened in life, sometimes people started to get affected by it." "But in such a horrible way!! This is so horrible. I just feel one thing. After my wife's death I was expecting support from my children but first my son lost his mind then he pushed his sister in such way that she is still in hospital recovering. I every day thank god that she is alive. She was so serious. We all thought that she is going to die. I was so tense. She didn't even gave any statement regarding that incidence. Finally she woke up. She gave statement which proved that it all happened accidentally but by then Kishor was already in this mental hospital. I just don't understand that why did he wanted to hurt himself." " I just feel that there must be some confusion in his mind. We need to let him get relax first. We need to talk to him." "But he is not talking. Doctor that is another biggest problem. My son who use to talk just fine from first day of his life. Suddenly couldn't able to talk. What is wrong with him?" " I know. It is all so sudden for you that nothing is making sense to your mind. But try to relax." "But how could I? Few days ago my house was full of hopes and in few days it become just one empty flat. My daughter is in hospital. My son-in-law is upset with me because I didn't come on time to handle Kishor. My wife was burned and my son is mad. How could this happen in just few moments? " " I know it is so wrong but such a things happens in person's life. Our dream shattered in few moment. Since one wrong thing start then step by step all other things will start to move in wrong way. On those occasions we need to find right way to correct those wrong things." "But how can I handle this? My daughter want to see her brother but her husband is not ready to let her come here. He told her that he would kill himself if she did that. I will also having some mental trouble after seeing my wife in that condition. Who will help me? " " I will help you. What did you say about your son-in-law. He is not letting your daughter to meet her brother?" " Yes. He is against it." "But I need her for her brother's treatment. Can you bring him to me?" Kishor's Dad looked tense. He said " I will try." Then he went out in every way his gesture was tense. He just wanted to just relax but it was so hard for him.
Kishor's Dad tried so hard to convince Komal's husband. But he was not ready to cooperate. He just sensed one thing that it was not working. He started feeling so uneasy. He decided that he might also need some Doctor if he carried on like that. He just took some pills given to him by doctor and slept. Next day he told every thing to psychiatrist. Psychiatrist " Fine. I got new idea. Can you talk with your daughter on video chat?" Kishor's Dad looked confused. " I never did it. But I will try." Psychiatrist smiled. He gave him computer and told him to do as he said. Slowly chat was connected. Then he called Komal told her to give call to her doctor. Psychiatrist talked with doctor who agreed immediately to give laptop to Komal. Then Dad started talking with Komal when Psychiatrist told nurse to bring Kishor. Kishor came inside. He looked at computer in confused way. He just couldn't understood how could his dead sister talking. Then he sensed that it must be video. He started crying. Then slowly he spoke just one word "Komal.." He didn't sense it. But other people around him sensed it. They all were so happy. Psychiatrist " She is not dead. She is alive. Come and talk to her." Kishor just ran to her. He tried to talk to her. He wanted to say sorry but his words were not coming out properly. He started trying too hard. When he felt a firm hand on his shoulder, it was Psychiatrist's hand. Psychiatrist " Don't hurry up. You must move ahead slowly. Now you are exhausted go to sleep." Kishor nodded because he was really sleepy. When he went out, Kishor's Dad asked "How did you understood that he was thinking that his sister is dead?" "Why else he want to punish himself by killing. Actually it must have started like this. He wanted to enjoy his birthday. But it was not happening to make him happy. His Mom decided to make some surprise item which turned out totally wrong way. It managed to create that disaster which burned her alive. He saw her but he just wanted to be stuck in memories of birthday so he just kept claiming that he want his birthday. He just never accepted that some where in his heart he was feeling guilty regarding his Mom's death. He wanted to tell her to stop making that surprise for him. But he didn't confess it instead he pretended that he missed his birthday but his subconscious started punishing him by taking away his voice. He wanted to speak but he didn't able to do that. He was so upset that he started punishing himself more to bring out his voice. On that spot he hit Komal by mistake and his guilt came on surface so he decided to kill himself without confirming truth. He still didn't understand that he is feeling guilty. He just wanted to hide that guilt even from himself. But you just need to relax. Slowly step by step he would accept it and he would be fine. " Kishor's Dad smiled. Psychiatrist " Can I suggest you something?" "Sure." "Go to Doctor and do full check. I don't want my patient to have another guilt regarding his Dad." Kishor's Dad smiled and nodded. After that he straight away went to physician for routine check up. He was not going to act negligent like his wife.
The End
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