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Tanvi was doing her work as fast as she could.She had to do work.Her boss was screaming on every point in life.Tanvi was doing every work carefully but still her boss wanted something different.At first her boss was telling her that she was doing many mistakes and she had to work carefully.Then she started working on every file with care.But now her boss wanted her to work fast.It was too much demands.She could work like that.Her boss kept telling her to look at her colleagues.She knew that she was not that good.But she was trying hard to match their quality but her boss wanted to do it fast too.She couldn't able to do all.She needed time to understand things.But her boss was not giving it to her.But then anyway she knew that she could never be that good.She was never that brilliant even in school.She was never that much wise on any point. But she wanted that job so she tried her best to look brilliant.But she was not getting success inside it.After all her work was good but her boss wanted fast as well as quality to be excellent. She was doing every sort of work on every point inside life.She wanted that work to look best on every point.She was doing all work carefully in life.When she was working on every point her best,but then she also had to reach to her office on time.She wanted to work in her best way.But she had to go in hospital to attend her ill mother.She had her duty.She just couldn't keep pleasing her boss.First she had to go in her house and had to take care of food for her husband and children.Then she had to go in hospital in spite of anger from her family.She knew that her husband hated it when she went in that hospital.He wanted her to stay at home with him.But she had to take care of her mother But inside her heart she had feeling that she was not doing justice to any relation.Since she never wanted to stay at home that much,she wanted to go in hospital.She always hated those responsibilities for children.She never wanted to get married to her husband Ajay.She hated him from beginning inside life.She felt that thought was totally wrong on every point.But still she had that thought on every thinking inside life.She felt one thing that those thoughts were managing to create worst impact on every moment of life.She never wanted to marry Ajay due to his different nature.He wanted her to be more social.Every day he came to her with demand to attend some party while she hated them.She tried to convince him many times that he should go alone.When she said it again and again,he finally started going alone.By then they had children so some one had to stay with them. Ajay had to agree that she should stay home.But every time when he went alone,he just used to taunt to her.She had those party for enough time.She never liked those people and their life style.Those parties and those drinking never suited her.But Ajay wanted her to adjust with it and worst thing was that he wanted her to come with him.But sometimes she felt that he was not even that much interested now a days in her.He was just using it to point out her mistake.When she found any sort of fault in him,he started pointing out her lack of interest in those parties.She hated him from heart.
Inside her heart Tanvi just didn't want to go home and hear those taunts.But at same time she wanted to go there to take care of her kids.She couldn't want to ignore her responsibility.But she knew that even her kids didn't care that much for her now.They had grown up and they no longer liked and appreciated her that much. She knew that it was natural but she no longer wanted to stay with them.She felt that from her heart.She just wanted to escape from her marriage.She felt that she was using her sick mother as excuse.But she knew that she was really needed after all no one was ready to take care of her.Her brother and sister were too busy so she took that job. Ajay hated that from heart so kept blaming her.But she just didn't care any more.She wanted to take care of her mother and she was doing it.But inside her heart she had confused feeling for her mother because she was the one who forced her to marry Ajay because she wanted to get her married to some one.It always proved worst for her.She didn't like her but still she was taking care of her.She felt that it was just out of duty.She never understood those thoughts.But then she looked at watch and started working with full speed and as carefully as possible.She had to go there as soon as possible.She was doing every thing fast.Then finally it was over.She just had to run for going to hospital.She had to stay with her mother for long time.She was getting ready but then Ajay was doing every thing totally wrong way.She had to ran to that house.She had to cook food first then she had to go in that hospital.She had to work hard so then she started moving packing every thing and getting ready.When she suddenly felt that she was so exhausted by all this.She began to think that she had keep some nurse for her mother.After all she could not just kept going there every day.She knew that she was suppose to take care of her mother.But her heart she knew that her mother was never that much mother to her.She just kept going ahead on her own while her mother kept ignoring her.She was never that much worthy for her mother.She used to get jealous of other girls when they talked about their mother and she was too much tired.She thought that today she would discuss this with Ajay first and then she would talk to other people. She had to relax for some time.But then she felt that she was okay with this arrangement after all she was not sure about her job.If she arranged this nurse Ajay surely taunt her about wasting money and she didn't want to waste it.She just hated it when she got blamed for it. She never wanted to waste any money.She always tried her best to save every thing but still when she started some thing luxurious like wandering around to some nice place which was needed for her. Ajay started taunting her.He just never wanted to spend any money on her while he could spend as much money as he want on himself.She just hated him for this.But the thing she hated most was staying at home for entire time so she decided that she would ignore that stress and go to hospital.She started running towards home.As soon as she went to home,she ran towards kitchen and started preparing food.She was in such hurry.
Nisha saw that her Mom Tanvi once again inside kitchen.She was cooking.Nisha was watching her every day.Now a days Tanvi hardly had time for any one.Until now Nisha never cared that much but today she wanted some moment from Tanvi. Some boys on road were irritating her. Nisha didn't understand which way would be better to tackle them.At beginning Nisha thought that she should scream on them and then they would go away.But she noticed that as soon as she went near them.They just ran away from there.She didn't feel that following them would be wise decision.She wanted to know that what should she do about them.Nisha wanted to talk with her Mom peacefully.But once again her Mom was busy.She had decided that she would just talk with her today.Nisha never trusted her father regarding anything.She just had faith inside her Mom.She saw from childhood that her father was just interested in parties and outside life.She was sure that he would say that Nisha was treating issue out of nothing so she just wanted to talk with her Mom.But now a days she saw that her Mom was no longer interested in talking to any one.But Nisha went inside,Nisha"Mom I wanted to talk to you.""Now?!!..But I am busy..""I know that you are always busy in one thing or another.You just never have time for any one.I feel as if I am without Mom.This is wrong on every point.You just care for your Mom and never cared for your daughter.Don't you feel it is wrong.Come on MOM.I need your time.Don't you understand this thing.Every girl needed Mom.But you are just vanished from our life.."Nisha was talking so loudly and Tanvi was confused on every point. Tanvi never thought that her daughter needed her.In fact she remembered that on last time when she tried to talk with Nisha.Nisha screamed on her and then she told her that she was grown up so she Tanvi must not keep telling her every thing.But now Nisha suddenly began to blame her for avoiding her when Tanvi was in such a hurry.Tanvi"Can you tell me what is your problem?When I wanted to talk with you,you seemed so busy that you said you will not talk and now suddenly when I have busy schedule.You have came to blame me.Will you stop this?If you really wanted to talk with me then why don't you talked when I have time?""Ohh really!!So I suppose to handle my timing with your schedules. Do you think that I have lot of time to waste.No..MOM...I have busy schedule also.I have to do many things.But still I will manage time for you if you need me.""When did you manage to time for me?""When did you ask for it?No you never ask.You just expect us to understand it on our own."Tanvi was getting irritated by all this.She wanted to get over with this. Tanvi "Okay.I will go late."Then Nisha smiled and forced her to sit on bed. Then slowly Nisha started explaining every thing to Tanvi. Tanvi was scared inside but still she kept relaxed smile on her face.This was horrible for her.She was so scared but then Tanvi said"Why don't you avoid that road?I mean you can take long cut instead of short cut.It will take more time.But you can manage it and I feel that they will not cause trouble after that.After all they don't know any thing about it."Nisha smiled.She looked convinced and went once again inside her world. Tanvi was back to her work again.
That night when Tanvi was sleeping inside hospital.She was looking so much stressed by Nisha's incidence that she went to sleep while thinking.She suddenly woke up from sleep.She was relaxed at first when she saw her mother was sleeping peacefully.Her mother was looking so old and tired. Tanvi felt pity for her and on that moment she suddenly saw one black snake which was near her Mom.She wanted to stop it and wanted to hit that snake with something.But her right arm turned into some stone.She just couldn't move it.That hand turned into something lifeless again.She wanted to move it but it was just dead.That snake was coming near her mother but she couldn't able to move her right hand.It was horrible for her.Then she looked at her hand.Her fingers were turning into small snakes on every point.Then she was that those snakes had even monsters on tip on that finger.She was so horrified that she screamed. But then she felt that some one was touching her shoulder.It was nurse from hospital.Nurse"Why are you screaming like this?You are in hospital and you are suppose to control yourself."That nurse was saying it with such anger.She sensed that every thing was wrong.She must have slept then she went in restroom and washed her whole face.She felt that something was wrong with her.She never dreamed this way but then she decided to ignore her feeling.She once again sat near her mother.After that she slept peacefully.But then after some time she felt those sorrows from inside.Then she finally woke up.She was in hospital.It was morning and every thing was fine.She decided that she would ask for her nurse to someone.She no longer cared about what Ajay would say.She just wanted her health to be best.She asked for nurse.Every one was fully convinced that she must keep nurse after all whole hospital heard her scream last night.It was costly but she agreed.Then she reached home.Ajay was waiting for her.She cooked breakfast and Ajay was getting ready for his office. Ajay never wanted to help her in any time. Tanvi"I appointing nurse for Mom.""And who is paying money?I hope it will come from your mother's pocket.""You know very well.Mom don't have that much money.We have to ...""Not we.You have to pay.Your salary was nothing.You shall have to ask to your brother and sister for money too."Tanvi was upset now.She knew that it would be hard task."Can't we just pay money?"Ajay started screaming"You just always liked to throw money.You just never have brain to earn much.You just never value any money.You just kept throwing around.."He kept abusing her.Finally she started crying then he went away.She decided that she should phone her brother and sister.But her guess proved wrong .They agreed willingly to share and finally she got nurse.Then Tanvi went to office every thing was good for her.Until she noticed that branch of tree.It reminded her of that snake and dream.She decided to look at other side.But it was too late.Her hand was not moving again.She wanted to go to office.But she could move her hand.She was so scared that she ran back to her home.There she started trying to open her door.But she couldn't able to use her right hand so she started using left.After long hours finally that door was opened.She managed to get inside.
As soon as Tanvi went inside,she immediately called her Mother's doctor who told her that she must come to hospital.She couldn't do it alone but she had no option so she just did it.She totally forgot about office.But when she reached to hospital her boss called her.When she told her problem,instead of showing sympathy he started abusing her.It was worst for her.She decided that she had enough.She had to quit job.But she didn't dare.She knew that Ajay would be more abusive so she just kept talking sweetly while she was waiting for Doctor's appointment.Then Doctor called her inside.She was told to make payment and all her tastes were done.But when she reached into hospital by then she was feeling a lot better.She told Doctor every thing.She had to pay lot of money for tests but finally it was over and she was able to get reports after some days.When she went to home and took medicine.She had able to sleep peacefully but when Ajay came finally.Whole drama began he started screaming on her because she had wasted his money.She didn't said any thing.But she was so scared about reports.After few days report came every thing was normal. Ajay once more abused and taunted her.But by now that nurse was called because her sister and brother were ready to share and Ajay forced due to it.It was getting worst day by day when ever she saw something which reminded her of that dream her right hand was turning useless and it could happen any moment.She had to quit her job due to it and she was so upset.She was not even going out that much.She never able to guess when her hand would become useless.Finally one day Nisha suggested her "Mom have you thought about psychiatrist?""Psychiatrist?I am really suffering.I am not pretending for attention.""I know Mom.But such a things happen due to stress.Mom you suggested that I should change road and I have obeyed it.My problem is solved."Really I am so happy.""Yes Mom.Now you have to listen to me then you can see that your problem will also get solved.Just go to psychiatrist.Please Mom."Tanvi saw tears in her daughter's eyes and she agreed to it.In her heart she thought it was useless but she took an appointment.When she went there,she had to sit in long line which proved that many people had problems.When she finally reached inside,she told psychiatrist every thing.Psychiatrist talked with her for long time then slowly she told him each and every thing.Then Psychiatrist saw her physical reports carefully and finally he told her"I think you are suffering from conversion Disorder due to stress.""I don't understand.""In this disorder due to mental stress people started feeling many physical defects like paralysis of arm, leg or loss of vision etc.in your case you are feeling that way in your hands.""My god.It is mental.But it seem so real to me..""Now no need to get so upset.It happens to many people you can get fine."That psychiatrist gave her nice smile.It encouraged her and most important thought that encouraged her was that.Her daughter Nisha really cared for her.She might not able to show it to Tanvi.Nisha might not have time to chat or go out with Tanvi.Still Nisha cared for her mother.Just Nisha's one suggestion solved her big problem and told her that she was not alone.Now Tanvi smiled happily because now she could fight with whole problem since she had her daughter with her.One suggestion changed her whole world.
The End
Tanvi was doing her work as fast as she could.She had to do work.Her boss was screaming on every point in life.Tanvi was doing every work carefully but still her boss wanted something different.At first her boss was telling her that she was doing many mistakes and she had to work carefully.Then she started working on every file with care.But now her boss wanted her to work fast.It was too much demands.She could work like that.Her boss kept telling her to look at her colleagues.She knew that she was not that good.But she was trying hard to match their quality but her boss wanted to do it fast too.She couldn't able to do all.She needed time to understand things.But her boss was not giving it to her.But then anyway she knew that she could never be that good.She was never that brilliant even in school.She was never that much wise on any point. But she wanted that job so she tried her best to look brilliant.But she was not getting success inside it.After all her work was good but her boss wanted fast as well as quality to be excellent. She was doing every sort of work on every point inside life.She wanted that work to look best on every point.She was doing all work carefully in life.When she was working on every point her best,but then she also had to reach to her office on time.She wanted to work in her best way.But she had to go in hospital to attend her ill mother.She had her duty.She just couldn't keep pleasing her boss.First she had to go in her house and had to take care of food for her husband and children.Then she had to go in hospital in spite of anger from her family.She knew that her husband hated it when she went in that hospital.He wanted her to stay at home with him.But she had to take care of her mother But inside her heart she had feeling that she was not doing justice to any relation.Since she never wanted to stay at home that much,she wanted to go in hospital.She always hated those responsibilities for children.She never wanted to get married to her husband Ajay.She hated him from beginning inside life.She felt that thought was totally wrong on every point.But still she had that thought on every thinking inside life.She felt one thing that those thoughts were managing to create worst impact on every moment of life.She never wanted to marry Ajay due to his different nature.He wanted her to be more social.Every day he came to her with demand to attend some party while she hated them.She tried to convince him many times that he should go alone.When she said it again and again,he finally started going alone.By then they had children so some one had to stay with them. Ajay had to agree that she should stay home.But every time when he went alone,he just used to taunt to her.She had those party for enough time.She never liked those people and their life style.Those parties and those drinking never suited her.But Ajay wanted her to adjust with it and worst thing was that he wanted her to come with him.But sometimes she felt that he was not even that much interested now a days in her.He was just using it to point out her mistake.When she found any sort of fault in him,he started pointing out her lack of interest in those parties.She hated him from heart.
Inside her heart Tanvi just didn't want to go home and hear those taunts.But at same time she wanted to go there to take care of her kids.She couldn't want to ignore her responsibility.But she knew that even her kids didn't care that much for her now.They had grown up and they no longer liked and appreciated her that much. She knew that it was natural but she no longer wanted to stay with them.She felt that from her heart.She just wanted to escape from her marriage.She felt that she was using her sick mother as excuse.But she knew that she was really needed after all no one was ready to take care of her.Her brother and sister were too busy so she took that job. Ajay hated that from heart so kept blaming her.But she just didn't care any more.She wanted to take care of her mother and she was doing it.But inside her heart she had confused feeling for her mother because she was the one who forced her to marry Ajay because she wanted to get her married to some one.It always proved worst for her.She didn't like her but still she was taking care of her.She felt that it was just out of duty.She never understood those thoughts.But then she looked at watch and started working with full speed and as carefully as possible.She had to go there as soon as possible.She was doing every thing fast.Then finally it was over.She just had to run for going to hospital.She had to stay with her mother for long time.She was getting ready but then Ajay was doing every thing totally wrong way.She had to ran to that house.She had to cook food first then she had to go in that hospital.She had to work hard so then she started moving packing every thing and getting ready.When she suddenly felt that she was so exhausted by all this.She began to think that she had keep some nurse for her mother.After all she could not just kept going there every day.She knew that she was suppose to take care of her mother.But her heart she knew that her mother was never that much mother to her.She just kept going ahead on her own while her mother kept ignoring her.She was never that much worthy for her mother.She used to get jealous of other girls when they talked about their mother and she was too much tired.She thought that today she would discuss this with Ajay first and then she would talk to other people. She had to relax for some time.But then she felt that she was okay with this arrangement after all she was not sure about her job.If she arranged this nurse Ajay surely taunt her about wasting money and she didn't want to waste it.She just hated it when she got blamed for it. She never wanted to waste any money.She always tried her best to save every thing but still when she started some thing luxurious like wandering around to some nice place which was needed for her. Ajay started taunting her.He just never wanted to spend any money on her while he could spend as much money as he want on himself.She just hated him for this.But the thing she hated most was staying at home for entire time so she decided that she would ignore that stress and go to hospital.She started running towards home.As soon as she went to home,she ran towards kitchen and started preparing food.She was in such hurry.
Nisha saw that her Mom Tanvi once again inside kitchen.She was cooking.Nisha was watching her every day.Now a days Tanvi hardly had time for any one.Until now Nisha never cared that much but today she wanted some moment from Tanvi. Some boys on road were irritating her. Nisha didn't understand which way would be better to tackle them.At beginning Nisha thought that she should scream on them and then they would go away.But she noticed that as soon as she went near them.They just ran away from there.She didn't feel that following them would be wise decision.She wanted to know that what should she do about them.Nisha wanted to talk with her Mom peacefully.But once again her Mom was busy.She had decided that she would just talk with her today.Nisha never trusted her father regarding anything.She just had faith inside her Mom.She saw from childhood that her father was just interested in parties and outside life.She was sure that he would say that Nisha was treating issue out of nothing so she just wanted to talk with her Mom.But now a days she saw that her Mom was no longer interested in talking to any one.But Nisha went inside,Nisha"Mom I wanted to talk to you.""Now?!!..But I am busy..""I know that you are always busy in one thing or another.You just never have time for any one.I feel as if I am without Mom.This is wrong on every point.You just care for your Mom and never cared for your daughter.Don't you feel it is wrong.Come on MOM.I need your time.Don't you understand this thing.Every girl needed Mom.But you are just vanished from our life.."Nisha was talking so loudly and Tanvi was confused on every point. Tanvi never thought that her daughter needed her.In fact she remembered that on last time when she tried to talk with Nisha.Nisha screamed on her and then she told her that she was grown up so she Tanvi must not keep telling her every thing.But now Nisha suddenly began to blame her for avoiding her when Tanvi was in such a hurry.Tanvi"Can you tell me what is your problem?When I wanted to talk with you,you seemed so busy that you said you will not talk and now suddenly when I have busy schedule.You have came to blame me.Will you stop this?If you really wanted to talk with me then why don't you talked when I have time?""Ohh really!!So I suppose to handle my timing with your schedules. Do you think that I have lot of time to waste.No..MOM...I have busy schedule also.I have to do many things.But still I will manage time for you if you need me.""When did you manage to time for me?""When did you ask for it?No you never ask.You just expect us to understand it on our own."Tanvi was getting irritated by all this.She wanted to get over with this. Tanvi "Okay.I will go late."Then Nisha smiled and forced her to sit on bed. Then slowly Nisha started explaining every thing to Tanvi. Tanvi was scared inside but still she kept relaxed smile on her face.This was horrible for her.She was so scared but then Tanvi said"Why don't you avoid that road?I mean you can take long cut instead of short cut.It will take more time.But you can manage it and I feel that they will not cause trouble after that.After all they don't know any thing about it."Nisha smiled.She looked convinced and went once again inside her world. Tanvi was back to her work again.
That night when Tanvi was sleeping inside hospital.She was looking so much stressed by Nisha's incidence that she went to sleep while thinking.She suddenly woke up from sleep.She was relaxed at first when she saw her mother was sleeping peacefully.Her mother was looking so old and tired. Tanvi felt pity for her and on that moment she suddenly saw one black snake which was near her Mom.She wanted to stop it and wanted to hit that snake with something.But her right arm turned into some stone.She just couldn't move it.That hand turned into something lifeless again.She wanted to move it but it was just dead.That snake was coming near her mother but she couldn't able to move her right hand.It was horrible for her.Then she looked at her hand.Her fingers were turning into small snakes on every point.Then she was that those snakes had even monsters on tip on that finger.She was so horrified that she screamed. But then she felt that some one was touching her shoulder.It was nurse from hospital.Nurse"Why are you screaming like this?You are in hospital and you are suppose to control yourself."That nurse was saying it with such anger.She sensed that every thing was wrong.She must have slept then she went in restroom and washed her whole face.She felt that something was wrong with her.She never dreamed this way but then she decided to ignore her feeling.She once again sat near her mother.After that she slept peacefully.But then after some time she felt those sorrows from inside.Then she finally woke up.She was in hospital.It was morning and every thing was fine.She decided that she would ask for her nurse to someone.She no longer cared about what Ajay would say.She just wanted her health to be best.She asked for nurse.Every one was fully convinced that she must keep nurse after all whole hospital heard her scream last night.It was costly but she agreed.Then she reached home.Ajay was waiting for her.She cooked breakfast and Ajay was getting ready for his office. Ajay never wanted to help her in any time. Tanvi"I appointing nurse for Mom.""And who is paying money?I hope it will come from your mother's pocket.""You know very well.Mom don't have that much money.We have to ...""Not we.You have to pay.Your salary was nothing.You shall have to ask to your brother and sister for money too."Tanvi was upset now.She knew that it would be hard task."Can't we just pay money?"Ajay started screaming"You just always liked to throw money.You just never have brain to earn much.You just never value any money.You just kept throwing around.."He kept abusing her.Finally she started crying then he went away.She decided that she should phone her brother and sister.But her guess proved wrong .They agreed willingly to share and finally she got nurse.Then Tanvi went to office every thing was good for her.Until she noticed that branch of tree.It reminded her of that snake and dream.She decided to look at other side.But it was too late.Her hand was not moving again.She wanted to go to office.But she could move her hand.She was so scared that she ran back to her home.There she started trying to open her door.But she couldn't able to use her right hand so she started using left.After long hours finally that door was opened.She managed to get inside.
As soon as Tanvi went inside,she immediately called her Mother's doctor who told her that she must come to hospital.She couldn't do it alone but she had no option so she just did it.She totally forgot about office.But when she reached to hospital her boss called her.When she told her problem,instead of showing sympathy he started abusing her.It was worst for her.She decided that she had enough.She had to quit job.But she didn't dare.She knew that Ajay would be more abusive so she just kept talking sweetly while she was waiting for Doctor's appointment.Then Doctor called her inside.She was told to make payment and all her tastes were done.But when she reached into hospital by then she was feeling a lot better.She told Doctor every thing.She had to pay lot of money for tests but finally it was over and she was able to get reports after some days.When she went to home and took medicine.She had able to sleep peacefully but when Ajay came finally.Whole drama began he started screaming on her because she had wasted his money.She didn't said any thing.But she was so scared about reports.After few days report came every thing was normal. Ajay once more abused and taunted her.But by now that nurse was called because her sister and brother were ready to share and Ajay forced due to it.It was getting worst day by day when ever she saw something which reminded her of that dream her right hand was turning useless and it could happen any moment.She had to quit her job due to it and she was so upset.She was not even going out that much.She never able to guess when her hand would become useless.Finally one day Nisha suggested her "Mom have you thought about psychiatrist?""Psychiatrist?I am really suffering.I am not pretending for attention.""I know Mom.But such a things happen due to stress.Mom you suggested that I should change road and I have obeyed it.My problem is solved."Really I am so happy.""Yes Mom.Now you have to listen to me then you can see that your problem will also get solved.Just go to psychiatrist.Please Mom."Tanvi saw tears in her daughter's eyes and she agreed to it.In her heart she thought it was useless but she took an appointment.When she went there,she had to sit in long line which proved that many people had problems.When she finally reached inside,she told psychiatrist every thing.Psychiatrist talked with her for long time then slowly she told him each and every thing.Then Psychiatrist saw her physical reports carefully and finally he told her"I think you are suffering from conversion Disorder due to stress.""I don't understand.""In this disorder due to mental stress people started feeling many physical defects like paralysis of arm, leg or loss of vision etc.in your case you are feeling that way in your hands.""My god.It is mental.But it seem so real to me..""Now no need to get so upset.It happens to many people you can get fine."That psychiatrist gave her nice smile.It encouraged her and most important thought that encouraged her was that.Her daughter Nisha really cared for her.She might not able to show it to Tanvi.Nisha might not have time to chat or go out with Tanvi.Still Nisha cared for her mother.Just Nisha's one suggestion solved her big problem and told her that she was not alone.Now Tanvi smiled happily because now she could fight with whole problem since she had her daughter with her.One suggestion changed her whole world.
The End
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