Poem. 7301. Step from dream

                         Step from dream 

Step from dream open new hope to appeal of mind which show new shine to thought of learning towards way in mind

Step from dream create new shine to touch of mind which start new knowledge to path of meaning towards way in mind

Step from dream show new route to chapter of mind which form new brightness to spirit of thinking towards way in mind

Step from dream start new move to concept of mind which give new direction to touch of feeling towards way in mind

Step from dream form new path to world of mind which create new strength to path of learning towards way in mind

Step from dream show new move to spirit of mind which start new concept to move of meaning towards way in mind

Step from dream start new light to touch of mind which form new brightness to route of thinking towards way in mind

Step from dream create new soul to hope of mind which show new appeal to word of feeling towards way in mind

Step from dream give new direction to route of mind which start new knowledge to move of learning towards way in mind

Step from dream show new concept to path of mind which create new touch to dream of thinking towards way in mind

Step from dream start new world to hope of mind which form new thought to path of feeling towards way in mind

Step from dream form new brightness to word of mind which show new appeal to soul of meaning towards way in mind

Step from dream create new shine to touch of mind which start new direction to word of understanding towards way in mind

Step from dream give new appeal to path of mind which form new strength to light of thinking towards way in mind

Step from dream show new touch to word of mind which create new shine to touch of feeling towards way in mind

Step from dream start new knowledge to soul of mind which show new path to word of learning towards way in mind

Step from dream form new brightness to route of mind which start new appeal to soul of meaning towards way in mind

Step from dream create new soul to concept of mind which form new direction to touch of understanding towards way in mind

Step from dream give new direction to hope of mind which create new strength to word of thinking towards way in mind

Step from dream show new word to spirit of mind which start new knowledge to start of learning towards way in mind.

Poem. 7300. Step to move open new door

              Step to move open new door

Step to move open new door to thought of mind which start new direction to touch of life which create new step to light

Step to move open new door to chapter of mind which form new brightness to word of life which show new route to light

Step to move open new door to concept of mind which give new knowledge to spirit of life which start new word to light

Step to move open new door to knowledge of mind which show new appeal to shine of life which give new spirit to light

Step to move open new door to direction of mind which form new chapter to dream of life which start new move to light

Step to move open new door to shine of mind which create new understanding to hope of life which form new world to light

Step to move open new door to spirit of mind which start new concept to touch of life which show new route to light

Step to move open new door to thought of mind which give new start to word of life which create new way to light

Step to move open new door to dream of mind which show new touch to appeal of life which form new shine to light

Step to move open new door to world of mind which create new hope of concept of life which give new spirit to light

Step to move open new door to strength of mind which form new brightness to path of life which show new word to light

Step to move open new door to touch of mind which show new appeal to thought of life which start new world to light

Step to move open new door to path of mind which start new direction to touch of life which create new shine to light

Step to move open new door to soul of mind which give new knowledge to spirit of life which form new dream to light

Step to move open new door to way of mind which form new brightness to route of life which show new spirit to light

Step to move open new door to appeal of mind which create new appeal to world of life which give new knowledge to light

Step to move open new door to spirit of mind which show new feeling to direction of life which start new thought to light

Step to move open new door to concept of mind which form new knowledge to way of life which create new appeal to light

Step to move open new door to strength of mind which start new thought to shine of life which form new path to light

Step to move open new door to smile of mind which start new concept to spirit of life which give new hope to light.

Adventure story. 713. Sapana's sorrow

                                                     Sapana's sorrow

Sapana was standing in window. She was looking out. She was watching roads. She was hoping for something positive in her life. She knew that she was going to get it. She told herself many times from morning. That she needed to feel hopeful about all. But still she was feeling so negative. She didn’t able to forget her grandfather. It was over than one year. Tomorrow they would have ritual. Her parents were saying that she would slowly forget her sorrows. She knew that she would. All managed to forget sorrows like that. After all her grandfather was old age man. She needed to accept his death as fact. She supposed to take it positively. She was trying so hard. She smiled to herself. She told herself. She was living with her parents. She needed to think positively. But she didn’t feel safe anymore. She felt as if she lost her only pillar. She was watching out of window when she sensed that someone touched her shoulder. She looked behind. It was her Auntie Charu. Charu “Are you alright?” “I am just fine Auntie.” It was so stressful. She needed to pretend that she got over that pain. But Charu Auntie was observing in her eyes. Auntie “You don’t look normal to me.” She smiled. She actually forced one smile. “I am just fine Auntie!” Charu was not convinced. It was clear for her that Sapana was not getting over that pain. She knew that Sapana’s father didn’t much care about this situation. Sapana’s father was always busy with his work. He didn’t have time to show love to his daughter. But he always had time to do parties & drink with his friends or relatives. She knew that Sapana’s father was not going to do anything positive for his daughter but she was expecting better from Sapana’s mother! Her own sister was too busy in her world. She was Sapana’s mother but she didn’t care for Sapana. She kept arranging parties during different things to get reputation in Society. It was so important for her. One day Charu Auntie asked Sapana’s mother “Why you keep arranging those parties? You need to pay attention to Sapana instead.” “Come on! This is for Sapana. No doubt about it. She would get good contacts & she could achieve some progress.” Charu Auntie was so upset by this answer. But she didn’t have much option. She needed to nod. Charu Auntie was not rich. She was managing in her father’s investment while Sapana’s parents were rich people. She felt so nervous when she needed to oppose them. Finally, Sapana was their daughter. But today she regretted it. Sapana was looking so odd & nervous. Sapana was pretending that she was normal but Sapana was not normal. Charu started to move her hand over Sapana’s hair. Sapana looked so nervous. Sapana was so upset. Sapana slowly pushed away her hand & said nervously “I am not little child anymore.”  Charu Auntie nodded. Then slowly Charu Auntie took out one FM Radio out of her purse. “Still, I got gift for you. You can hear music with headphones.” Sapana smiled. Sapana immediately took it. Sapana kept watching it for sometimes. Then Sapana smiled. Charu Auntie could tell clearly that Sapana was happy. Charu Auntie “You need to start singing again.” Sapana nodded. Sapana “When no one is in home, I will sing songs with help of this I can learn to sing.” Charu Auntie smiled. “& Sapana record when you sing on mobile. I know mobile have songs too.” “No Auntie this is different. I love it.” Sapana slowly managed to hide it in her cupboard. Charu Auntie sensed one thing that Sapana’s parents were not appreciating even listening to music & Sapana’s singing.

             Those rituals told Sapana that her grandfather was dead for one year. She supposed to feel positive but she kept feeling negative about all. She was feeling so upset on each point. She knew that finally it was not getting over it. She was feeling so stressed. She wanted to get over it. She returned to those rituals with Charu Auntie. She was observing it. She was listening to priest. She looked around. Everyone who was watching ritual seemed to got over death. In fact, most of them were totally relaxed. Some were even reading newspaper & some were busy with mobile. It was clear that no one was sensitive like her. She was feeling so negative about entire thing. She kept telling herself that everything would be fine. She wanted to feel hopeful about all. But she was still feeling uneasy. She kept feeling little bit nervous. She needed to calm herself. She wanted to cry loudly. She kept controlling herself but then suddenly she could. She began to cry. She could sense tears were falling on her cheek. She looked around. She looked around. Luckily no one was watching her. She tried hard to hide tears in her eyes. She felt so happy when she sensed Charu Auntie was also crying slowly. So, it was normal. She began to feel so stressed. She was trying hard to add positivity in her soul. She kept telling herself that she needed to feel hopeful. She was trying so hard to think about different feelings. She wanted to control her tears. Soon she managed to stop them. She smiled happily. She suddenly felt scared that she was laughing on wrong point. But when she laughed her uncle returned that smile too. Her Uncle said slowly “Sapana you are brave girl you went over it with courage.” She smiled. Sapana was so happy. She wanted to look brave. Her Uncle was calling her brave. But that point her father gave odd laugh & said “Brave? She is just crybaby. Our father is such elderly man still on his death she kept crying for so many days.” Her mom “Don’t talk like that! She is just little bit emotional.” “But person must not be such an emotional. How can she survive in her life if she keeps on like that?” Her Auntie joined conversation. She was hoping her Uncle would say something in support to her. But her Uncle just turned back his attention to newspaper. It was not clear to her that if he was just saying those nice things to please her or he found something very interesting in newspaper that he decided to concentrate on it. But any way finally all decided that she was not brave. She was just emotional fool. She couldn’t survive in life. She felt so sad & negative. She looked towards Charu Auntie. She was hoping that she would take her side. But she sensed that Charu Auntie was not in room. She must had left when they began to talk. Charu Auntie wanted to hide her tears too. She knew that they didn’t talk nicely about her Charu Auntie. In their eyes she was not successful person. But Sapana always loved & admired her Auntie. She knew that if she was sitting there then she would have supported her.

            Finally entire ritual was over. Sapana’s father smiled. “Finally, it was over. I found it so hard to sit like that for hours. Such a tiring thing!” Clearly Sapana’s father was not sad. Sapana was still feeling so sad. Her father “What’s wrong with you? How long are you going to cry for that old man?! Old people die. He died same way. But this Sapana was getting so overemotional. She is so frustrating! No one would like her if she behaved this way!” Sapana’s mother was in kitchen. Sapana’s mother screamed “Come on. It’s okay.” Sapana didn’t say anything. She just returned to her room. She knew that neither her father nor her mother going to understand her attitude. Sapana felt so pained in her heart. She was feeling very upset. She kept sitting in one corner of room. She kept remembering her grandfather for hours. She needed to practice her music but she was not achieving much through it. Every pleasant tune of her voice was so welcoming to her grandfather but it was frustrating to all other. She needed to work hard for hours to feel positive in her mind. Sapana began to feel that she needed to just stay in her room. That would be better. She just stayed in room & kept watching around. Then she decided to watch TV. She began to watch it for diversion. Soon she began to feel so positive. She started to think hopefully regarding all. She sat on sofa for long time. Charu Auntie went home. Charu Auntie was hoping for some song from her Sapana. She knew that Sapana always used to start singing immediately but this time she didn’t heard any song on message by Sapana. Charu Auntie didn’t like this. Charu Auntie called Sapana. After sometime finally Sapana answered that call. Sapana said slowly “Auntie I am feeling so tired. I can’t forget grandfather. I cried but you cried too. When it was father of my dad. Isn’t it wrong?” “No…no…your grandfather was nice person. He helped me so many times. I always admired him.” Sapana didn’t say anything. Charu Auntie didn’t talk for some time then finally she said. “I feel you need help. Even after one year of your grandfather’s death you are not getting over it. I can arrange one visit to counselor. No one in house need to know about it. Will you come with me?” Sapana didn’t say anything. It was hard for her to accept this but she knew that she was not getting over her issue. She slowly decided to agree. “I will come.” “Great I come tomorrow & you can come to visit me for week.” Sapana immediately agreed. When Charu Auntie called Sapana’s mom, her parents immediately agreed. In fact, her father said clearly “I need to get break from her forever sad face. It will get relief.” So next day Charu Auntie came to pick up Sapana. Sapana already managed to pack her clothes. Sapana was ready. Charu Auntie took Sapana in her home. But Sapana was acting so different. She was crying again & again. Charu Auntie already decided to take appointment of Psychiatrist. She managed to find good one & took appointment. She began to feel so nervous when she actually planned to do it. She was doing all on her own. It was not exactly right to take Sapana there without permission of her parents. But Sapana was big girl. She was major & had rights to decide. After all visiting Psychiatrist was not crime. They went there. But whole time they tried their best to hide faces. When they went inside Charu Auntie immediately told Psychiatrist how did she came with niece without telling her sister & brother-in-law. Psychiatrist smiled & said “It’s not wrong to bring her here for mental treatment & I don’t feel she would need any serious sort of medicines. She will get well soon.” Charu Auntie nodded. Slowly Sapana’s treatment was started. Sapana began to feel normal. Sapana went back home but she kept going for counselling time to time. Slowly Sapana began to take interest in singing. Most importantly she stopped crying again & again. Her life started moving ahead in normal way. Sapana never told her parents about her Psychiatric treatment. Her parents never took much interest in her. Since she was no longer sad, her father didn’t mind her face. She began to enjoy her life. She was always thankful to Charu Auntie for taking her to Psychiatrist. Her treatment stopped but when it was over, she declared to Auntie “I needed that treatment my sorrows were not planning to just vanish in air.” Then they both laughed. They decided to leave behind their sorrows.

                                                              The End

Poem. 7299. Soul have one hidden

                          Soul have one hidden 

Soul have one hidden dream which create new hope for mind that start new direction with step of life

Soul have one hidden hope which show new route for mind that create new knowledge with smile of life

Soul have one hidden path which start new word for mind that form new brightness with move of life

Soul have one hidden spirit which show new touch for mind that give new thinking with shine of life

Soul have one hidden start which form new thought for mind that show new light with hope of life

Soul have one hidden direction which give new path for mind that create new touch with route of life

Soul have one hidden smile which create new light for mind that form new spirit with word of life

Soul have one hidden touch which show new step for mind that give new strength with start of life

Soul have one hidden thought which start new hope for mind that show new direction with route of life

Soul have one hidden move which form new smile for mind that create new appeal with chapter of life

Soul have one hidden light which show new spirit for mind that form new brightness with dream of life

Soul have one hidden way which start new thought for mind that give new knowledge with step of life

Soul have one hidden step which create new word for mind that show new strength with touch of life

Soul have one hidden word which form new light for mind that create new route with shine of life

Soul have one hidden spirit which give new dream for mind that start new way with strength of life

Soul have one hidden touch which start new appeal for mind that form new knowledge with spirit of life

Soul have one hidden path which create new shine for mind that show new touch with light of life

Soul have one hidden chapter which show new route for mind that start new chapter with hope of life

Soul have one hidden world which form new light for mind that create new direction with spirit of life

Soul have one hidden step which give new appeal for mind that form new brightness with path of life.

Poem. 7298. Step for smile create

                

                       Step for smile create 

Step for smile create new route to word which start new dream to thought that give new hope to chapter of light

Step for smile create new move to appeal which form new path to strength that bring new shine to touch of light

Step for smile create new soul to concept which give new hope to direction that form new spirit to move of light

Step for smile create new hope to chapter which show new route to knowledge that start new thought to dream of light

Step for smile create new path to strength which start new light to concept that bring new way to smile of light

Step for smile create new word to direction which form new soul to appeal that show new word to shine of light

Step for smile create new world to feeling which give new smile to way that form new appeal to touch of light

Step for smile create new thought to dream which start new concept to route that give new hope to path of light

Step for smile create new soul to concept which show new appeal to touch that start new thought to move of light

Step for smile create new move to strength which give new knowledge to soul that form new brightness to route of light

Step for smile create new spirit to chapter which start new shine to direction that give new appeal to step of light

Step for smile create new dream to touch which show new thought to start that form new touch to world of light

Step for smile create new route to thought which form new brightness to hope that give new soul to shine of light

Step for smile create new strength to soul which give new thought to route that show new way to soul of light

Step for smile create new appeal to touch which show new world to dream that start new route to way of light

Step for smile create new thought to way which start new direction to hope that form new appeal to soul of light

Step for smile create new move to concept which form new brightness to shine that bring new route to word of light

Step for smile create new soul to spirit which show new appeal to touch that open new hope to direction of light

Step for smile create new word to thought which give new knowledge to way that show new dream to start of light

Step for smile create new shine to concept which form new strength to hope that give new knowledge to way of light.

Poem. 7297. Move show new

                            Move show new 

Move show new smile which form new route to thought of mind that open new direction to start of life

Move show new shine which start new dream to light of mind that create new way to start of life

Move show new spirit which give new appeal to meaning of mind that form new path to start of life

Move show new soul which create new direction to route of mind that start new word to start of life

Move show new step which form new touch to chapter of mind that give new hope to start of life

Move show new route which start new path to strength of mind that bring new way to start of life

Move show new word which give new hope to concept of mind that create new dream to start of life

Move show new strength which form new way to touch of mind that start new thought to start of life

Move show new appeal which create new route to shine of mind that form new appeal to start of life

Move show new knowledge which start new path to direction of mind that show new smile to start of life

Move show new dream which form new appeal to strength of mind that learn new chapter to start of life

Move show new touch which give new knowledge to way of mind that start new world to start of life

Move show new hope which start new dream to touch of mind that form new appeal to start of life

Move show new path which form new route to direction of mind that create new touch to start of life

Move show new appeal which give new word to strength of mind that learn new way to start of life

Move show new light which start new appeal to chapter of mind that form new word to start of life

Move show new soul which create new dream to touch of mind that give new hope to start of life

Move show new touch which give new route to smile of mind that create new thought to start of life

Move show new dream which form new way to appeal of mind that start new route to start of life

Move show new word which create new path to chapter of mind that form new soul to start of life.

Poem. 7296. Way to create

                             Way to create 

Way to create smile that form new touch to mind which show new chapter towards thought of life

Way to create shine that open new light to mind which start new direction towards knowledge of life

Way to create hope that bring new route to mind which form new brightness towards direction of life

Way to create path that show new move to mind which give new strength towards touch of life

Way to create route that start new word to mind which show new route towards strength of life

Way to create appeal that form new hope to mind which start new knowledge towards soul of life

Way to create touch that start new appeal to mind which form new shine towards smile of life

Way to create dream that show new move to mind which show new appeal towards word of life

Way to create direction that give new soul to mind which start new touch towards move of life

Way to create strength that form new route to mind which give new light towards light of life

Way to create touch that show new touch to mind which form new thought towards move of life

Way to create spirit that start new appeal to mind which give new dream towards soul of life

Way to create hope that give new direction to mind which show new route towards light of life

Way to create smile that form new light to mind which form new knowledge towards step of life

Way to create soul that show new chapter to mind which give new direction towards word of life

Way to create shine that give new touch to mind which start new hope towards world of life

Way to create strength that bring new route to mind which form new brightness towards shine of life

Way to create word that show new concept to mind which give new strength towards chapter of life

Way to create move that form new world to mind which show new appeal towards direction of life

Way to create path that give new appeal to mind which start new knowledge towards touch of life.