Tuesday, February 23, 2016

Poem 2592. Replacing broken glass

                                                           Replacing broken glass
How nice it will look when life will start to have effect on our mind we need to understand those touches
Which are giving wonderful look to our life when we will start to move ahead in nice way on every point life
Will start to show that touch which will have new start on every point when we will start to understand those
Feel which are showing world in different style but on some times some wrong things will enter and began
To break that glass of mind and we just began to feel that once glass of mind is broken we can make things
Proper and right when we will start to understand mind is like glass on every point life will start to show those
Touches which are having different appeals on our mind we need to understand at every step of life just one
Thought that life is not simple as we thought on any point it will look different when we will start to sense
That we are not moving in proper way in life we just forget it will have different appeals that can just change
Our thoughts and mind when we will start some thing new life will start to show different views we just began
To sense one thought from mind that life is not moving in simple way on any point it seem to show different
Ways and thoughts from inside when we will start to sense we need to understand simple and hard ways
Of our life we just feel one thing life is not that much simple and easy thing on any point what we want is just
One thought and desire to see in right way our life but when life will show those touches it seem as if life will
Start in totally new way and totally on new point when we move ahead we need to understand that even
Broken glass can be replaced so we can still replace that part of mind we need to work hard or need to take
Help of expert still it can be changed whenever it is needed in our life when we will start to understand on just
Each and every point we need to understand those steps which are needed to be taken in our life when we
Start to move ahead with every touch we sense those effect of mind which are telling us those touches that
Are creating our world in different style what we want to understand is just one basic thought from mind
That those touches which are needed should be given some good effect when we will start to have effect
On our life when we have some desire at every step we just feel one thought from inside those touches which
Are showing world in interesting ways are opening in new way our thinking and mind when we will start to just
Have those appeals life will start to have understanding on every point which tell us on every way we need
To understand life will have new way when we start to understand it can be replaced and turn into best when
We decide never says that broken glass is something which can never be corrected in life since it can happen
On many occasion in fact it is common fact of life when we will start to have those appeals which having so much
Effect on our mind we need to understand broken mind can be replaced same way as glass in our life when
We can move ahead with hope of new touch on every point that open mind will look so much great to our
Thinking and life when we will start to understand every fact of life which will open for us new start that will
Show world in wonderful style we need to understand those appeals which are having so much strong feel
For our mind when we will start to understand mind can be corrected on just every point we sense one thought
That change of mind is not that much easy for life but that doesn’t mean we can’t able to do it in life we can
Always able to do it as fact of life but it is so hard and on every point we just sense one thing that we need
To move ahead with hope from inside but when life start to show sorrows broken glass will become state
Of our mind but we need to replace it with one thinking that we can able to do it if we tried when we will
Able to try then only we can see ways in life then only we can win when we decide that we will do that fight
When we will start to understand every step with each step we need to understand our mind that will tell
Our world we must move with hope from inside we have to understand every step will give hope we will start
To create hope for our world and our mind when we will become winner of our future it will happen when
We will start to understand hope as thought which will began to move ahead with one thinking that we must
Understand hope from inside we need to cherish that hope on every point we want that hope to become
Start of life which will start to give world new way from inside when we will show those touches that are showing
New start at every point when life will began to move ahead with one hope which will have many dimensions
Of mind then we will start to show those touches which are showing impact on mind when we will start to just
Understand mind we need to move ahead with one hope that we need to understand beginning from inside
Since those hopes are having those appeals which are forming impact on mind we have to understand broken glass
Can be replaced same way we can replace our mind with positive thoughts from inside since mind will have
Power and strength to move ahead on every point we need to understand those thoughts and those thinking
From mind which will start to have reaction in life when we will start to understand positive start to show
Those touches which are showing those different touches when we will began to show world in wonderful style.

Poem 2591. Treat and trick of mind

                                                          Treat and trick of mind
When we start to move ahead on every point we need to understand those effect on life since we will start
To have those concepts which are having impact in life since life will show those effect that will start to show
Those world in interesting style since those touches which are showing those effect in mind that will start to
Show world in good way as well as bad ways in life it seem as if world will show those reaction on every point
Then world will start to have effect on our mind when mind will start to have effect in life since those reaction
Will start to show those points which are having effect on mind when world will start to show that interesting style
Feel us on every point we have to understand move ahead at every point since reaction will start to have effect
On our mind they are showing world in totally different style since they are giving appeal to mind we have to
Learn and understand on every point just one thought from our mind that when we move ahead we need
To look around on each point with one thinking that we need to understand positive points on each step of life
Those steps which are showing wonderful touch to our life will be mostly dominated in mind when we will
Start to move ahead with hope from mind we need to understand those touches of life which are need of
Pleasant feel on every point what we want is just one thinking from mind that positive feel is need of life when
We accept it then only happiness will enter in life since sorrows are truth of life we need to understand
Those touches which are having so good feel from inside seem to be entering in our life with one thought
That we must understand some thoughts are hopes and beginning of life which will start to show world in
Just wonderful style we will began to understand world on every point at every step of world we will see some
Wonderful thought as beginning of our life when we will start to see sorrows even in happiness that is also
Trick of mind our mind is playing trick and treat game with us either we treat it with happiness or it will trick us
In that worst style which will have impact on our mind when we will start to move ahead with every thought
We need to understand our mind when we will move towards hope we have to understand thinking from
Our soul and mind we have to move ahead with every step of life what we want is just one thought from mind
That when we move ahead we have to move with one thinking that we must understand every step of life
When life will understand those thought from inside since those thoughts are hope for our mind it want to
Have those positive thoughts as beginning in life but when they turn in wrong way we just manage to see
That change of mind when we will start to move with every step of life we want to understand soul and mind
Which thinking will show world in hope from inside we need to understand that hope with happiness from
Our thinking and mind we have just one desire from mind that thinking will show those touches which are
Giving new hope from mind we need to understand if we don’t give hope mind will trick us with sorrows on
Every good point what we want and desire is just one thought from mind when we will start to move ahead
With hope what we desire is one thought from inside that on every point we need one thinking which will
Start to give hope to our world and our mind when we give hope to our thinking that then it will be give new
Start to our life what we want is just one thought that we must began to move ahead with one hope that
Will start to world new turn on every point when positive thoughts are created by our mind we need to just
Understand those thoughts as thinking from mind when we will began to sense hope is new start for our life
What we need to understand is one thought we must began with one hope from mind we need to just one
Thinking from mind those concept will start to those effect of life which will start to move ahead with one
Sort of thinking that we need to provide positive feel from mind when those touches will start to have just
Effect on our life when we will start to move ahead we must have one thinking from inside those thoughts
Which are showing world in new style they seem to create new start on every point when we will start to
Move ahead with hope that positive feel will start to move ahead our life when we will have to understand
Those thinking from inside at every moment we need hopes of life which will keep telling us we need to move
Ahead on every point we have just one desire from inside that when our hope will start to show world in just
New way it will began to create new start for mind when we will start to understand with every touch we
Just have one thought from mind that tell us we must live with hope since hopes are those desire which can
Open new turn and twist for our life when we start to move ahead with hope our life will move faster on every
Moment and point when we will began to move ahead we need to understand those touches which are giving
Hopes to our life when we will start to understand our world we need to give it hope since it is needed on just
Each and every point what we desire is just one thought when life will show hope it will start with turning
Every negative in positive way on every point we need to understand those hope will give us new start at each point.

Monday, February 22, 2016

Poem 2590. Laugh and cry

                                                             Laugh and cry           
Sometimes we laugh but sometimes we cry but on both time we are so busy in our life with our own feelings
That it will have effect on life feelings start to have impact on life when some strong emotion will start to
Affect our mind we just feel one thought from inside that laugh as well as cry will become important part in life
When we will start to understand feelings from inside those thoughts which are basic feelings will began to
Just show world in different style when our world will start to move with one feel of mind we just start to feel
That some thoughts are important and some thoughts are not that much precious in life we have to just understand
What we desire from inside we just think about our luck on every point in life when we will start to understand
Those effect will on mind which are just occupying every side of our mind we need to understand those parts
Of life which are giving beginning in life since that laugh will start to have effect on mind same apply to sorrows
Of our future and life since laughs are having power to give us happiness that other’s sorrows and happiness
Sometimes ignore from our mind it is not crime if we understand it after some time but sometimes it just
Keep going ahead without thinking what we are doing in life we just keep happiness even on that point where
Other began to feel those effect will happen in life which are having so much understanding on every point
Since those effect will start to show new touch to our mind other will have so much reaction on mind we will
Start to understand every step of life with one thought from mind that thinking will start to have so much
Effect on our mind we have to understand those effect on mind which will began to have one feel from mind
That we must understand life is not just about us but also about what others feel in life but then those effect
Inside so on every point we need to understand those effect on every point which will start to show feelings
In different style when sorrows will start to have effect on mind we feel just one thought from mind on just
Every point one thinking from mind sorrows are hurting our future on every point when those sorrows are
Showing those effect on mind we need to understand every step of life which will start to show world in just
So much different style we have to move ahead with one thought from inside those feelings will start to have
So much appeals which are having so much power in life but they must not just limited to our life since we
Are never alone others are part of it on every point we need to understand those touches which are showing
Our world from inside when we will began to see world in new say in life when we will start to have just one
Thought from mind crying and laughing must not be limited in our life when we will show those emotions will
Start to understand every point with those power of feelings at every point which will start to show those
Effect on our feelings could have so much understanding in life those feelings start to move ahead with one
Thought from inside but then those effect in life which will start to show those effect in life we will learn to just
Move ahead together on every point of life since feelings will start to show world in that way which we need
From inside when those feelings will start to show truly our mind which will start to have effect on our soul
On each and every point we need to understand feelings which are started from others on every point in life
Whole world will start to have effect on mind since crying and laughing will start to have two effect on life
When those effect will start to show our mind with some feelings which are having so much impact on mind
Feelings will be started with laughs and sorrows in mind we start to understand them both in life when we
Start to show new start on every point we have to understand others feelings as part of our life when we will
Began to move ahead laugh and sorrows both will look so much great in our life that we just ignore them
As part of others life when we will start to move ahead on just every point we form one desire from inside
Different feelings will start to have so much understanding on mind which will start to tell us one fact that
Laugh and sorrows are not those truths which are showing us new world from inside when we will start to just
Understand those feelings from inside when we will start to understand those understanding from mind when
We will start to understand those appeals which are showing new touch on life feelings will start to have effect
On every point we need to have one understanding from mind when we will create new touch on every point
That will began to move ahead with both feelings but we need to understand them as basic need of life what
We want and desire is just one fact from life that we can get happiness as basic point of life when we will
Start to move ahead on just every point we sense one thought that our feelings will start to show our world
In totally different style those appeals which we have in our mind seem to stop on that point where world
Will look great for our soul and it will create desire for us from inside at every step we feel just one point that
Sorrows and laughs are basic need of our world and they are those touches which are showing world in one way
But we need to also understand others ways of life which are showing those appeals in our thoughts and mind.

Poem 2589. Living like leaves

                                                          Living like leaves
When wind moves with it  leaves moves but it is up to if we want to be human or just those leaves since with
Every wind leaves move on each time since they don’t got power to stop and they can’t control it on any point
With wind leaves move at every point of life because even if they want they can’t change their ways in life
But question is that why people will start to have one thought from mind when wind will start to change ways
We just start to decide with our emotions we have to hope from our mind just one thought that wind will
Start to change ways on every point leaves can’t do but we can’t change it with our mind but that will not
Happen on every time since when we will start to understand changes of wind we will sense one thinking from
Inside of mind with just one thought that wind will start to change ways of life when we will sense that moves
We want not to be helpless like leaves on every point we just sense movement of wind which will have effect
On our mind when leaves will start to move we just sense one thought from inside those leaves are moving
On each way and on every point when we will start to move we will have to move in our own way and our
Own style of life when wind will move with it moves every thinking of mind we want to understand and find
That strength that is powerful thought which will show world in interesting style we just sense one thing that
We need to move ahead on every point in life when we will see light touch that life will began to show effect
Leaves are showing those touch which will have effect on our mind we will start showing world in different way
And on different point when mind will have power to have strength on every point we want to understand
Those touch which will start to have effect on mind we need to understand those touches are showing world
In different style we need to understand thoughts of mind when mind will have power on every point since
Those touches are showing those effect on our life when we will start to understand those effect will show
Those reaction on our life when we will start to move ahead on every section of life since leaves are showing
Those light touch on every point of mind when leaves will start to move it have effect on mind when we will learn on
Each point of mind leaves will start to have to effect on our mind when those leaves move with wind some
People will say they have thinking life just leaves that they can’t move against on any point it seem so hard
To accept on mind when we will start to have effect on our mind since those touches are showing on every point
When we will start to have mild feel in life we start to understand every concept of mind what we want is just
One thought that we must understand every step of life when we will start to move ahead on each point we
Are not leaves but other people may prefer to live like leaves for entire life other people may feel that what
Other think will not matter that much on any point since those people never want to understand fights from
Inside of mind when we will start to move ahead on every way of life we just sense one thing from inside
That we need to move ahead at every step of life we start to understand those effect on life since when we
Will start to have so much effect in life when we start to have learn every thought from inside when we start
To show those touches which are having so much appeals to mind when mild will start to show those effect
Which are showing world in interesting style when we will began to move we may find some people from
Our mind those people who are showing world in wonderful way and start to show that way from inside those
Effect which will start to show world in interesting style we need to have that touch which will start to show
Our mind but some people just never want to use their mind they seem to settle with one thought that they
Should get that power which will start to show light we have one thinking that we must find that wonderful
Sort of touch which will start to show world in that style which will effect on mind when we will show those effect
Which are having understanding on mind that some will use mind when some mind will start to have some
Worst effect on our life when we will start to show those effect which can change ways of life but at just each
And every point we start to understand leaves will have their own mind when those leaves will manage to move
With wind at time life will look different with each move and show world in different style when we will start
To understand world we just sense one thought from inside that thinking will change every concept of your mind
But if someone decide not to use that mind and fight then that one will be relieved with one thought from
Inside since those leaves are mindless on every point we need to understand those leaves as basic need of life
Since they are showing many people who are just moving on every point with one thought from mind which
Will start to show world in different style we need to understand every concept of life we have to just create
New start at every portion of life we need to understand those touches of life which will start to have effect
On life we need to look ahead on every point with just one thought from mind leaves will start to show new
Impact on mind those leaves will not have power but some mind will have power they prefer their ways in their life on every point.

Sunday, February 21, 2016

Poem 2588. Greed and morals

                                                          Greed and morals 
Since those things which will start to show world in new style when we will form effect on our world and on mind
How interesting they will look on every point but question is that thinking which will start to have effect on life
Things will have impact on mind when things will show those concepts which will have hidden right on every
Moment and point when things will show those concepts which are having effect on mind we need to understand
Those ways which are having so much effect on our future and our thinking from inside we need to have effect
On life since those things will start to have effect on life we need to understand every step of mind which
We will start to understand things on each point we have just one thought from inside that things will change
On every moment with one thinking from mind that things are creating new touch in life which will start to
Just change every thought of mind when things will create new appeals those touch will look so much different
For our world and life when we will began to understand things they will start to show world in different way
As well as style when we will start to move ahead those things will start to show that world which will look
So much great at every point things needed changes on every way and we have to understand changes of mind
When things will have different aspects in life which will show world in interesting style when we start to
Just understand those concepts of mind which will start to show world in that way which will have things
That will start to move with one thought from mind when things will different effect on life when things will
Show new start that will manage to change every step of life when things will change with them change will
Start to move those impact on mind which are showing world in different style those things which will show
World in different colors are showing them with one thought from mind that thoughts which will show those
Things in powerful concept we sense one thought that things will have hidden power inside but we just have
To decide which thing will look great in our life we need to chose things since we can’t have all in life some
May choose greed and some choose morals in life it is up to us what we choose and get peace of mind it is not
About being full of morals or being right it is about being some one who will have power hidden inside when
We will start to understand morals on each point in those morals we can see so many concepts which are
Showing world in wonderful style when morals will start to show world in that style which will form those
Effect in life when we will start to understand those effect in life since morals will start to form effect in life
Since those morals will show those touches which are forming effect on mind we have one thought from inside
When we will start to understand those things which are having impact on mind we need to understand what
We choose is just one thought from inside sometimes life is about hopes and sometimes it is about forgetting hopes
From inside we need to understand those things which are showing world in interesting style we have to just
Understand every fact of life that when we choose morals losing must not upset us in life it must not seem
As basic need on each point when morals are showing those effect to give fresh touch on life when we will
Start to have to understand those effect on mind which are telling world in that way which will start to show
Those effect on mind but things will seem to show different colors at every point we need to understand those
Things as basic source of life when things will start to show lights we have to understand those touches which
Are showing world in wonderful style those things are having so much effect on life when we will start to
Understand things at every point when we want morals greed must be kept in one corner of mind we all have
Some greed but it’s up to us how much we control it in life those who control it can become winner on every
Moment and point when we will start to give value to our greed life will began to have effect on mind what
We want to understand morals will show those effect on mind when morals are showing nice impact on mind
When morals will start to show world in wonderful style we need to understand morals as basic need of life
When our world will start to show morals as basic source of life we feel just one thing that morals are showing
That understanding which will have effect on mind when morals will show true touch to our world it seem
As if basic bright touch will start to show world in wonderful style it will show that enchanting effect on our world
We will start to understand those touches which are having effect on life since that effect will show those
Wonderful touch in mind so those effect will start to show those understanding on mind when we will start
To understand those concepts of morals in our life they will seem to show world in wonderful style when
We will start to see morals as basic need of life since morals will start to show those part of world which are
Showing new start on every point since those morals are showing those concepts are having so much understanding
On mind when world will look so wonderful with morals in life it will become good and interesting at every point
When world will have morals which start to show new touch to our mind morals are having meaning from inside.

Poem 2587. As game of life

                                                            As game of life
When I start that way I never thought it as game life is never as easy and simple as some game since game
Will have steps but we can keep our emotion at bay we need to understand emotions are more attached
With life since it is nothing but just a game when we start to move ahead in life we need to understand our
Emotions on every point when life will start with new touch on every moment we need to move ahead with
One thought that emotions are showing life in totally new way those thinking which will have power on our
Soul and mind seem to show world in different style what we desire on every moment is just one thought that
We need to understand life will show us plenty of opportunities but it is never just understood on every moment
It seem as if life will start with new start that will open new soul at every point and moment we need to understand
Game will show new touch on every point and moment those games will start to understand at every step
When life will start to show new start which will show world in different effect game will show those touches
Which will show new effect that will start to show world on different point where world will start to show
Those sides of world and moment which are showing new start that are showing those ways which are having
New start to show world in interesting way but when game get interesting adventure seem to be thirst on just
Every point and moment when we will start to understand those impact which will show world in just good
Thinking and ways that are having so much appeal to our world since life will look great when it is not just
One game we don’t need adventure but fun again and again so how many times we may sense life is like just
One big game but for our heart it just never is an easy sort of game which will start on every point with one
Thinking and thought on every moment life will show those touches which are worthy of power that will have
Thirst for mind at every second and open for life new start with each and every game when world will start to
Create those looks which will touch our soul on every thought and step it seem as if life will be showing those
Sort of feel which are having impact on our soul and start to show world in totally new way when in life those
Effect will start to show world in totally new way on each point we just sense we want life to be simple not
Just as thrilling as any game but life seem to show even those colours which are having so much effect on
Every point we feel one thought from every moment that we never want life to show those colours which
Are opening for us new world at every moment when life will start to show those touches we just never sense
We have need of thrill and game we just want it to be simple but we need to take breathe on that moment
Since life will show those colors which will appeal to our soul and thoughts on every moment we need to just
Understand in life every sort of touch which will open new world for us at each moment we have to decide
From our mind just one thought that we deserve happiness of soul on every moment when we will start to
Have in life so much effect suddenly game will seem so bad but still we need to understand those touches
Which are showing those feel will start to have those touches which will showing world in interesting way
Inside that game but then those games which will start to change our world on every point at every moment
We need to understand those touches will start to show world that way which will form new start and just
New sort of effect when life will start in way of game it will began to form effect on mind at every moment
When we will start to understand those touches which are creating new feel of game we will start to have
Just one impact on mind at every moment with one thought there will be some effect which will change our
Life on every moment and on every step with one thought that game will give us new start and teach us way
Even in life we need to learn enjoy those thrills of some games we need to understand those every touch
Of life which will start to show world in totally different way we need to understand those effect that are
Showing world in interesting way we need to understand those games which are showing those impact on mind
Which are showing world in different way since those effect will start show life in new way when we will start
To understand those touches of life which are showing new start on every point since life will start to show
World in different way as part of game which will give strength of life that will look so much great at every
Moment we need to understand those ways of life which will start to give those strength that are showing
Our life in new and different way since those games which are showing new ways and every step since those
Sort of life which will start to have effect on mind at every moment we start to understand every step of game
Since those touches which are showing life in that style which will start to have impact on life when we will
Start to have understanding on every point when life will start to show those game it will began to have effect
On life when we will start to understand those feels which are showing world in different style since those
Effect which will start to show games of different life since when life will show start of game it will began to form new impact on mind.

Saturday, February 20, 2016

Adventure story 229. Talking with Mom

                                                               Talking with Mom
Alisha was relaxing in corner. It was her day off. She wanted to rest for some time. She was baby sitter of small baby. She knew that baby was resting happily in cot. When baby's Dad Kushal came, Kushal " So Swapnil is fine. " " Yes sir. And Swapna is also sleeping peacefully. " Alisha added. Kushal just nodded. But one thing was clear. He cared just for his son. Actually they had twins. Alisha noticed that his wife Chaitali was treating both children same way. But Kushal was just obsessed with his son. He went inside. He checked on him and then he came out. Alisha was so confused. She went inside. She took temperature of Swapna. She sensed that she had fever. She just felt that it was so wrong. She was checking Swapna again and again. But her temperature was not reducing. She decided that it was enough. She must woke up Chaitali. Alisha " Madam woke up. Baby is getting fever too high. " Chaitali woke up from her sleep. At beginning nothing made any sense to her then she was again wide awake. Chaitali " I will call Doctor." Chaitali called. Chaitali told Alisha that medicine which doctor told her. Alisha nodded. She ran away to buy medicine. Chaitali started calling Kushal who came running in room. " Swapna had heavy fever. We have to take her to hospital. If  Doctor gave me on medicine we will give it to her if it didn't reduce we need to take her to Doctor. " Kushal looked confused and tense "But what about Swapnil?" Alisha heard those words and she was so shocked. She never saw a father like that. It was so worst. He never talked about his daughter. But she was so tense regarding Swapna. She sensed that something was not right with her on first day. Swapna used to had breathing problem on every point. Her heart conditions were not great. She was so tense. She told that medicine and bought it. She forgot to take money from Chaitali but she didn't care. She just bought it. She ran back in house. But then she heard loud voice of crying. She sensed that it was too late. Swapna must had died without reaching to Doctor. Chaitali was crying loudly all society was gathered. Kushal was not visible but one thing was clear that he must be somewhere with his son. Alisha was so angry. She decided that she would quit her job. She didn't want to work for him. But then she looked at Chaitali. Chaitali was crying. She needed help. She couldn't left her alone like that in her sorrows. She went near her and started consoling her. She sensed one thing that she must do her jobjob as baby sitter since she needed to help Chaitali. She threw away that medicine in dustbin without thinking that she was wasting important thing. She was so upset at that moment that she didn't thought any thing else. She just wanted to show her anger by throwing that medicine. After all it proved just useless. She remembered so much effort. She had done with Chaitali to save Swapna but nothing helped. She was so sad . She sat near Chaitali and slowly started crying. She was looking at Swapna's dead body. So small!! So innocent!! Why did god did that? She felt that question from heart. But she knew that she never understand god on that issue so she just kept crying and touches Swapna with affection for last time while remembering all those days and nights when she saw her crying and laughing. All was gone in one moment. Alisha started crying loudly. She just couldn't control herself.
    From that day Alisha just never felt normal touch in house. She started sensing that Chaitali started remaining sad. Swapnil didn't manage to reduce her sorrows. She just kept thinking about her daughter. One day she suddenly asked Alisha " Do you feel I did injustice towards daughter while taking care of my son? " " No Madam. You never did that who said this to you? " Chaitali " Many people talked pointedly. " " Madam!! It is tendency of people to talk like that you must ignore them. Now try to train your mind that Swapnil is your son and you need to take care of him. You know very well that Swapna was born with heart problem so you can't change it. Can you? " Chaitali sensed her mistake. She started looking at ground. Then she slowly came near Swapnil and took him in her arms. Swapnil relaxed first time since his sister's death. He gave one smile with hope that his mother would play with him. Chaitali started doing it. Alisha smiled happily after all Swapnil deserved happiness. It was not his mistake that his sister died. Alisha was happy that Chaitali was taking good care of him. Then suddenly Kushal entered in room. Kushal "Where is my son?" He screamed so loudly that Swapnil started crying. He went near Chaitali and took him out of her hand. But that didn't suit baby. He started crying loudly. He wanted to sleep peacefully in his Mom's arms. Alisha was so shocked and angry. She just couldn't control herself. Alisha " You are upset child.Give it back." She forcibly took him and gave him back to his Mom. It was horrible. Kushal was behaving in worst way on every point. He just never seemed to be a good father to any child. He looked confused. But he went in corner of room. Then he started hanging some strange kind of things to window. Alisha soon sensed that he was trying to protect his child from evil eye. It was common with parents but in case of Kushal. She sensed some thing was so wrong because he just sat there. He began to watch them all with care. Then he started throwing some holy water on them. It was clear that he was confirming that they were not ghosts. Alisha was shocked. She just didn't able to find word but Chaitali screamed "What are you doing?" " I am taking care of your evil daughter. She is going to come back to kill my son." Chaitali and Alisha both were so shocked. They just didn't understand that how could a father talked this way. They just couldn't imagine that beautiful angelic baby casting evil eye on any one. Chaitali " What are you saying about my dead daughter? How dare you? She was angel and she was in heaven now with god. Why the hell she will come and cast evil eye on her own brother? She loved him. Many times when I use to put them in their baby cot. They used to smile at each other. They love each other. In fact Swapnil was missing his sister that's why he was crying. Am I wrong Alisha?" Chaitali looked at Alisha with hope. Swapnil was crying because he was missing his mother. He was not big enough to understand any thing about his sister. But it was not right moment to explain it so Alisha just nodded. Kushal " Of course. He will miss her. He is angel. But she is devil. She will come and kill him." Chaitali was angry that she ran on Kushal. Alisha had to hold her. Kushal got scared and went away. But Alisha sensed one thing from Kushal's face. It was just beginning. It was not getting over so soon.
   Alisha was so scared after that incidence. But Kushal started acting normal. Slowly they started to take Swapnil out of house. Swapnil also enjoyed it. When they returned sometimes Alisha noticed things were shifted from their position but she decided to ignore it. She knew that Chaitali didn't need more stress. Chaitali was finally adjusting. One day they were playing in garden. When suddenly dust came due to wind which went in Swapnil's nose, he started coughing. Chaitali tried to take him inside but he started screaming loudly. One thing was clear he wanted to stay outside. Alisha "Don't take him inside. I will fetch his water." Chaitali "Great. Take keys." Alisha took them. She went near door when she clearly heard a voice of man talking. She was so confused. Then she looked at lock. Door was open. She smiled. She felt that it was thief but it was just Kushal. She felt that some one must be inside. She decided to ring door bell. Suddenly talking was stopped. Kushal opened door. Kushal " What do you want? " "Actually I want to water for Swapnil." At beginning Kushal looked upset but when she said this, he smiled. He let her enter immediately. She started going inside. But she could not able to see any one. She was so confused. She was sure that she heard Kushal talking. But now she couldn't see any person. She started searching. But Kushal said from behind " Come on. Do it fast. Swapnil need it now not tomorrow." She just ran inside and took water and one cloth. She went out. But she never saw a person with whom he was talking. She just gave that water bottle to Chaitali. But Chaitali clearly saw confusion in her eyes. Chaitali " What happened?" "Nothing.." "Just tell it. Did Kushal do something?" "No Madam. Actually I heard some one talking to him then I don't see any one." "He must be talking on phone." Alisha " You are right Madam. I have develop such fear and anxiety in me." " I know. It happens. Let us play with Swapnil." They started playing with Swapnil. After some time they went back, Alisha sat with Swapnil and Chaitali started cooking. Every thing was perfect but still Alisha sensed that Kushal was looking in room again and again. He was acting in such strange way and if some one would snatch his son from him. But Alisha decided to ignore it since it was common after one death in house. But in her heart she knew that Kushal never cared that much for Swapna. But then she was his daughter so he must had sensed some fear and sorrows. Alisha decided that she must not act to harsh towards him. She decided to ignore him. From that Alisha decided that she should keep positive approach towards Kushal. She began to behave in normal way. But slowly she began to sense something was wrong. One day Kushal came from office and screamed for tea. As soon as Alisha began to go towards kitchen. He nicely requested for two cups. Alisha nodded. Then she heard clearly  that he was talking to his Mom about Swapnil. He was describing every part of Swapnil's day. It was clear that his Mom was excited about it. Finally Alisha came out and put down tea. Alisha saw that he had phone in hand. He suddenly asked " What is number of Swapnil's shirts?" " Sir it is not about number. It is about age. " Alisha was shocked. Kushal's Mom didn't know this small detail. Then Kushal spoke on phone " I know Mom you know every thing just try to understand I am new in this. Of course. It is just Alisha not Chaitali. Okay.. Okay. I will tell her not to talk to her about this. She will not tell. " Alisha nodded and went in room. She took baby in her hands. She looked at Chaitali. She was sleeping. It was hard for her to accept Swapnali's death. Alisha wished there was some one to help her. Chaitali's Mom was not that much healthy. She couldn't help her. But she never thought her mother-in-law was also alive. She decided that she would ask Chaitali about it when she woke up.
    Alisha started seeing every day Kushal was chatting with his Mom. But then one day he suddenly threw away his phone when he was talking. He began to say he must not do that. She just didn't understood what was wrong. She thought that there must be some fight between son and mother. She didn't want to interfere she just went away. But she sensed one thing that she must not suggest this to Chaitali. Then one day suddenly Kushal came to her. Kushal " Take this phone." "Yes sir." She took it. But no one was talking on it. Alisha " Just dial tone sir." "That's it." There was tears in his eyes. She didn't understood it's meanings but she just sensed one thing. That there was some trouble. She didn't understand what because Kushal started crying. He couldn't control himself. Finally Alisha ran in room to call Chaitali. But she must had heard crying because she was coming in room. Chaitali " What happened?" " Sir gave me his phone and when I said that I heard nothing. He started crying. Now Chaitali looked confused. She ran towards Kushal. Chaitali " Are you talking to your Mom again? Just answer me. Are you?" Kushal just nodded and Chaitali started crying loudly. Alisha just kept observing. She just didn't understand what was so bad in talking with elderly Mom. Even if that is Mom did he made mistake it could be forgiven. Alisha was so shocked and confused. Since Chaitali never seemed that much harsh to her. But now she looked worst in every angle. It was so strange. How could anyone act like that specially Chaitali. She seemed like nice woman. But this was so horrible. Kushal's Mom seemed attached to him. Suddenly Chaitali sensed that Alisha was standing there. She forced Kushal to come with her in room. It was so strange. Alisha started with one thought that it was not right. She began to feel that Chaitali was not that much nice. Until now she always used to think why such a thing happen to Chaitali but now she began to feel that it might be due to her this mistake. But then she suddenly thought that there might be some season. Her mother-in-law might be some evil woman who planted in Kushal's head that son was better than daughter. Then suddenly phone rang. It was Kushal's Dad. Alisha told that to Kushal. It was clear that they didn't want her there so she just made excuse and went out. When she was walking watchman noticed her face. He was nice elderly man who talked with her like elder brother. "What happened?" She told him all. She never used to do that but today it was too much for her so she just said it. This was so strange. She had to tell it. But watchman was so shocked. Watchman " But I know Kushal sir from young age. His Mom is dead." "Now it is not possible. He was talking to her." They both looked confused. Alisha "Do you think he might have step mother?" Watchman " No. It was not possible. I know it. I feel that it must be that problem which my Dad told." "What?!!" "I can't tell you. But just stay away from Kushal Sir. He is not normal." Alisha was confused but she just nodded. She knew that she had to do as that watchman said. He was her well wisher. She started to stay away from her sir. It was easy since from that day Chaitali just kept telling her to do work for Swapnil. She never told her any work related to Kushal. So every thing was fine with Alisha. She was away from that mystery but somewhere in heart she wanted to solve it. But she decided that it was better to be safe than sorry. She still wanted to know.
    But Alisha soon understood that it was not easy to avoid seeing problem when one person was staying with another person. One day Swapnil started crying. She had to go out to bring milk. She started to move when Kushal screamed " What do you think you are doing?" "What sir?" Kushal smiled and said " I am not talking to you. But I am talking to Mom." Kushal started screaming on an invisible woman. It was so scary. Alisha just didn't want to stand there. She knew that she could not quit job like that. She started thinking one thought that this fellow might kill her. He was looking in air with such anger. He was saying many things which went above her head. But she sensed one thing that Kushal was mad fellow. He must be mad from beginning only. She suddenly felt that he could hurt her or Swapnil. She just took milk and sat in room with Swapnil. She locked herself for many hours. She was so scared that Kushal would come in room. She began to remember all those movies in which mental person broke door and manage to kill all people inside. It was so hard for her. She just wanted to go back in her home. She decided that she would return to her village. She could find some job in farm but she was not going to work on baby sitter job. She just wanted to return Swapnil to Chaitali and ran away. Finally there was knock on door, She sensed fear because it must be Kushal. Alisha " GO Away sir. I will not open door until Madam will not come." Chaitali " Open door. It is just me." Alisha opened door in small gap. She looked out. She saw that it was just Chaitali. Chaitali came inside. "Alisha don't worry. Kushal had this problem since childhood. He used to talk his dead Mom for hours. But then slowly it stopped. He was just fine. But when he married to me, he told me every thing. But then suddenly due to death of Swapnali it returned." "So you married him while knowing." Chaitali nodded. Alisha "Why?" "Actually I know it after marriage since one day his friend told me." Alisha sensed that Chaitali was not telling truth that she had to find truth. She began to understand one thought from mind. She needed to move ahead with aggressive way. "Madam stop lying. Or I will complaint to agency about this. Then you will not get any baby sitter." Chaitali looked scared then finally she told her " Actually he never told me. His family never said any thing but as soon as he saw his daughter, he looked upset. He didn't want a daughter because his Mom hated girls. He started talking about his Mom again and again. Then his Dad told me about his sickness. On same point we knew about Swapnali. I talked with psychiatrist. He told me that it was post traumatic symptoms. It happened with children on death of their parents. He also warned me that since Kushal was talking about his Mom again and again. It might indicate returning of his problem. When Swapnali died, he sensed that she would hate him because he hated her daughter so he started searching for his Mom again and this problem began. He would not hurt you. I will make sure about it. Just don't quit. I will pay more money." Alisha was confused. Alisha " I want to talk with psychiatrist." Then Chaitali took her to their psychiatrist. He explained Alisha that Kushal would just keep talking to his Mom but would not harm her. Alisha "But he can't keep on like that." "No..NO..I will treat him. But I don't want any one new now. It would effect him. Since he trust you, but he will not trust new baby sitter with Swapnil." Then Chailati offered large salary. Alisha agreed. At beginning she was scared but slowly she adjusted with Kushal. After all she was getting enough compensation. She even asked another Doctor friend who confirmed that diagnosis. So finally Alisha settled but she always tried to avoid Kushal.
                                                               The End

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