Monday, August 7, 2017

Poem 3502. Idea is that thought

                                                       Idea is that thought
Idea is that thought which will give new light we need to sense those creation which will show new spirit which will show new spirit in life
Idea is that thought which will show new direction we need to sense those touches which will show new way which will show new start in life
Idea is that thought which will show new chapter we need to sense those ways which will show new routes which will show new direction in life
Idea is that thought which will show new spirit we need to sense those concept which will show new thinking which will show new feeling in life
Idea is that thought which will show new hope we need to sense those meaning which will show new pages which will show new books in life
Idea is that thought which will show new path we need to sense those direction which will show new concept which will show new steps in life
Idea is that concept which will show new steps we need to sense those ways which will show new thought which will show new feeling in life
Idea is that thought which will show new light we need to sense those appeals which will show new world which will show new start in life
Idea is that thought which will show new knowledge we need to sense those appeals which will show new concept which will show new world in life
Idea is that thought which will show new spirit we need to sense those meaning which will show new way which will show new direction in life
Idea is that thought which will show new meaning we need to sense those words which will show new appeals which will show new ways in life
Idea is that thought which will show new appeals we need to sense those pages which will show new chapter which will show new chapter in life
Idea is that thought which will show new steps we need to sense those directions which will show new world which will show new concept in life
Idea is that thought which will show new world we need to sense those resources which will show new spirit which will show new knowledge in life
Idea is that thought which will show new meaning we need to sense those words which will show new lines which will show new pages in life
Idea is that thought which will show new chapter we need to sense those ways which will show new appeals which will show new moves in life
Idea is that thought which will show new move we need to sense those beginning which will show new touches which will show new spirit in life
Idea is that thought which will show new world we need to sense those concept which will show new appeals which will show new light in life
Idea is that thought which will show new pages we need to sense those lines which will show new meaning which will show new world in life
Idea is that thought which will show new feeling we need to sense those knowledge which will show new emotion which will show new start in life
Idea is that thought which will show new meaning we need to sense those changes can change which will show new world which will show new words in life
Idea is that thought which will show new feeling we need to sense those chapter can show new world which will show new feeling which will show new appeals in life
Idea is that thought which will show new knowledge we need to sense those concept can show new meaning which will show new start which will show new step in life
Idea is that thought which will show new direction we need to sense those appeals can show new ways which will show innovation which will happen only with new style in life
Idea is that thought which will show new light we need to sense those path can show different colors which will show new concept which will show new spirit in life
Idea is that thought which will show new appeals we need to sense those step can show different ways which will show new knowledge which will show new start in life
Idea is that thought which will show new life to keep us alive to sense those touches can show different steps which will show new chapter which will show new page in life
Idea is that thought which will show new feeling to give new direction those routes can show different touches which will show new spirit which will show new feeing in life
Idea is that thought which will show new spirit to give new ways those direction which are unknown to us which will show new world which will never give meaning in life
Idea is that thought which will show even useless situation can have hope if we decide we can change our world which will show new start which will show new situation in life
Idea is that thought which will show new step we need to sense those steps which will show new appeals which will show new direction which will show new spirit in life
Idea is that thought which will show new feeling we need to sense those resources which will show new chapter which will show new pages which will show new thought in life
Idea is that thought which will show new moves we need to sense those feeling which will show new opening which will show new light which will show new spirit in life
Idea is that thought which will show new appeal we need to sense those knowledge which will show new resources which will show new knowledge in life
Idea is that thought which will show new feeling we need to sense those pages which will show new feeling which will show new touch in life
Idea is that thought which will show new spirit we need to sense those appeals which will show new meaning which will show new path in life
Idea is that thought which will show new feeling we need to sense those words which will show new chapter which will show new ways in life
Idea is that thought which will show new appeal we need to sense those lines which will show new spirit which will show new route in life
Idea is that thought which will show new feeling we need to sense those resources which will show new direction which will show new beginning in life
Idea is that thought which will show new touches we need to sense those appeals which will show new resources which will show new step in life
Idea is that thought which will show new colors we need to sense those chapter which will show new direction which will show new start in life
Idea is that thought which will show new feeling we need to sense those different feeling which will show new appeals which will show new path in life
Idea is that thought which will show new moves we need to sense those appeals which will show new resources which will show new thought in life
Idea is that thought which will show new world we need to sense those touches which will show new pages which will show new strength in life
Idea is that thought which will show new feeling we need to sense those concept which will show new words which will show new meaning in life
Idea is that thought which will show new world we need to sense those different concept which will show new pages which will show new world in life
Idea is that thought which will show new opening we need to sense those different way which will show new start which will show new world in life
Idea is that thought which will show new concept we need to sense those part of world which will show new appeals which will show new spirit in life
Idea is that thought which will show end is never there always there is beginning after each point which will show ways to peace in life
Idea is that thought which will show new light is never start with wrong thing if it does then it might better be called curse in life
Idea is that thought which will show new right ways in life but if it start to give wrong way we need to tell our soul it is not idea but invitation to disaster in life.

Poem 3501. Every morning will show

                                           Every morning will show
Every morning will show new sunshine we need to sense it from time to time we need to learn those concepts which will show new light in life
Every morning will show new sunlight we need to sense it from different angles of life which will show new world which will show new direction in life
Every morning will show new sunlight we need to sense it from different direction of life which will show new start which will show new light in life
Every morning will show new hope we need to sense it from different lights which will give new meaning to our soul which will show new way in life
Every morning will show new direction we need to sense it from different sunrays which will give new meaning to our mind which will show new start in life
Every morning will show new world we need to sense it from different angles of mind which will give new spirit to our thinking which will show new light in life
Every morning will show new way we need to sense it from different appeals of life which will give new meaning to our understanding which will show new spirit in life
Every morning will show new spirit we need to sense it from different understanding of life which will give new concept to our thinking which will show new direction in life
Every morning will show new direction we need to sense it from different ways of life which will show new appeals to our world which will show new light in life
Every morning will show new light we need to sense it from different direction of life which will show new world to our thinking which will show new way in life
Every morning will show new feeling we need to sense it from different appeals of life which will show new thinking to our resources which will show new touches in life
Every morning will show new appeals we need to sense it from different touches of thinking which will show new light to our understanding which will show new way in life
Every morning will show new shine we need to sense it from different ways of understanding which will show new world to our steps which will show new start in life
Every morning will show new touch we need to sense it form different chapter of thinking which will show new feeling to our understanding which will show new direction in life
Every morning will show new appeals we need to sense it from different touches of understanding which will show new resources which will show new touch in life
Every morning will show new concept we need to sense it from different pages of thinking which will show new world which will show new section in life
Every morning will show new thought we need to sense it from different direction of understanding which will show new world which will show new way in life
Every morning will show new world we need to sense it from different resources of knowledge which will show new direction of thinking which will show new routes in life
Every morning will show new thinking we need to sense it from different pages which will show new concept of appeals which will show new direction in life
Every morning will show new concept we need to sense it from different words which will show new feeling of knowledge which will show new way in life
Every morning will show new direction we need to sense it from different steps which will show new words of those pages which will show new light in life
Every morning will show new route we need to sense it from different resources which will show new knowledge which will show new direction in life
Every morning will show new chapter we need to sense it from different way which will show new start which will show new days which will show new meaning in life
Every morning will show new shine we need to sense it from different appeals which will show new light which will show new happiness which will show new hope in life
Every morning will show new direction we need to sense it from different ways which will show new direction which will show new spirit which will show new way in life
Every morning will show new sunshine we need to sense it from different days which will show new appeals which will show new start which will show new route in life
Every morning will show new light we need to sense it from different angels which will show new spirit of understanding which will show new light which will show new day in life
Every morning will show new meaning we need to sense it from different routes which will show new section which will show new chapters which will show new start in life
Every morning will show new chapter we need to sense it from different lines which will show new ways which will show new direction which will show new soul in life
Every morning will show new direction we need to sense it from different ways which will show new appeals which will show new light which will show new rays of hope in life
Every morning will show new days we need to sense it from different steps which will show new hopes which will show new direction which will show new concept in life
Every morning will show new feeling we need to sense it from different meaning which will show new word which will show new lines which will show new thought in life
Every morning will show new direction we need to sense it from different thinking which will show new shine which will show new concept which will show new shine in life
Every morning will show new touches we need to sense it from different feeling which will show new words which will show new direction which will show new steps in life
Every morning will show new world we need to sense it from different ways which will show new appeals which will show new ways which will show new light in life
Every morning will show new thought we need to sense it from different knowledge which will show new start which will show new concept which will show new spirit in life
Every morning will show new feeling we need to sense it from different direction which will show new hopes which will show new direction which will show new appeal in life
Every morning will show new concept we need to sense it from different resources which will show new chapter which will show new routes which will show new steps in life
Every morning will show new feeling we need to sense it from different days which will show new start which will show new spirit which will show new meaning in life
Every morning will show new words we need to sense it from different touches which will show new chapter which will show new words which will show new concept in life
Every morning will show new meaning we need to sense it from different resources which will show new methods which will show new thought which will show new light in life
Every morning will show new resources we need to sense it from different direction which will show new spirit which will show new world which will show new start in life
Every morning will show new world we need to sense it from different start which will show new touches which will show new thought which will show new concept in life
Every morning will show new chapter we need to sense it from different pages which will show new chapter which will show new resources which will show new feeling in life
Every morning will show new direction we need to sense it from different concept which will show new feeling which will show new words which will show new start in life
Every morning will show new start we need to sense it from different touches which will show new effects which will show new start which will show new light in life
Every morning will show new step we need to sense it from different direction which will show new feeling which will show new routes which will show new feeling in life
Every morning will show new feeling we need to sense it from different emotion which will show new resources which will show new start which will show new light in life
Every morning will show new start we need to sense it from different pages which will show new chapter which will show new pages which will show new direction in life
Every morning will show new shine we need to sense it from different lights which will show new direction which will show new chapter which will show new light in life
Every morning will show new touch we need to sense it from different concept which will show new strength which will show new direction which will show new day in life.

Sunday, August 6, 2017

Poem 3500. What truly change us

                                        What truly change us
Season will show changes but what truly change us is thought of our mind which will show different concept to soul in life
Season will show changes but what truly change us is concept of our thought which will show different steps to thinking in life
Season will show changes but what truly change us is feeling of our direction which will show different words to concept in life
Season will show changes but what truly change us is understanding of mind which will show different direction to thinking in life
Season will show changes but what truly change us is meaning of mind which will show different appeals to thoughts in life
Season will show changes but what truly change us is feeling of mind which will show different touches to feeling in life
Season will show changes but what truly change us is thinking of mind which will show different thoughts of appeals in life
Season will show changes but what truly change us is meaning of mind which will show different touches of thinking in life
Season will show changes but what truly change us is direction of mind which will show different appeals of direction in life
Season will show changes but what truly change us is feeling of mind which will show different understanding of thinking in life
Season will show changes but what truly change us is understanding of mind which will show different scene of concepts in life
Season will show changes but what truly change us is thinking of mind which will show different resources of understanding in life
Season will show changes but what truly change us is feeling of appeals which will show different touches of thinking in life
Season will show changes but what truly change us is emotions of thinking which will show different appeals of touches in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is meaning of words which will show different meaning of thought in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is thinking of different words which will show different lines of appeals in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is feeling of lines which will show new words with different touches of direction in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different impact which will show new world with different concept in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different meaning which will show new resources with different feeling in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different thinking which will show new appeals with different meaning in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different words which will show new thought with different direction in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different appeals which will show new feeling with different emotion in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different concept which will show new world with different thoughts in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different steps which will show new start with different sides of thinking in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different words which will show new meaning with different thought in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different moves which will show new thought with different feeling in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different start which will show new chapter with different thought in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different thinking which will show new appeals with different ways in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different start which will show new ways with different thoughts which will give knowledge in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different steps which will show new meaning with different reason which will give new touch in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different words which will show new feeling with different feeling which will give new spirit in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is understanding feeling which will show new resources with different knowledge which will give new facts in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is meaning which will show new resources with different words which will give new chapter in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different words which will show lines with different direction which will give new steps in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is showing different feeling which will show new thought with different steps which will give new words in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is meaning of different steps which will show new light with different thoughts which will give new steps in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is feeling of knowledge which will show new concept with different direction which will give new feeling in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is appeal which will show new appeals that give new spirit which will give new direction to thoughts in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is concept which will show new thought that give new direction which will give new route to understanding in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is concept which will show new life that give new spirit which will give new way to thinking in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is direction which will show new thinking that give new touches which will give new steps to appeals in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is appeals which will show new concept that give new spirit which will give new feeling in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is thought which will show new appeals that give new direction which will show new soul in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is thought which will show new steps that give new lines which will show new feeling in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is thought which will show new world that give new direction which will show new resources in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is feeling which will show new appeals that give new spirit which will show new moves in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is thinking which will show new steps that give new direction which will show new words in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is thinking which will show new move that give new touches which will show new world in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is our understanding which will show new thought that give new spirit which will show new light in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is our appeals which will show new appeals that give new concept which will show new spirit in life
Season will show change but what truly change us is our meaning which will show new thinking that give new ways which will show new meaning in life.

Poem 3499. Whenever we start moving

                                                   Whenever we start moving
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can take our life we need to sense it from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see light from our mind on each point from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different sort of fight on each chapter from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different moves of thinking on each word from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different direction of understanding on each feeling from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different feeling of thinking on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different appeals of thinking on each chapter from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different emotions of thinking on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different routes of emotions on each thinking from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different appeals of understanding on each part from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different feeling of emotions which show light on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different direction of world which show new start on each move from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different section of emotion which show new spirit on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different sides of life which show new light on each move from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different appeals of life which show new meaning on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different meaning of life which show new chapter on each move from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different feelings of life which show new world on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different emotion of life which show new meaning on each move from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different appeals of life which show new moves on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different feeling of life which show new meaning on each way from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different feeling of life which will show new world on each move from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different meaning of life which will show new chapter on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different appeals of life which will show new words on each meaning from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different meaning of life which will show new light on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different concept of life which will show new touch on each move from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different feeling of life which will show new emotion on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different direction of life which will show new world on each move from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different steps of thinking which will show new chapter on each route from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different feeling of moves which will show new world on each way from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different appeals of thinking which will show new direction on each thinking from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different words of chapter which will show new stage on each move from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different meaning which will show new positive in life on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different knowledge which will show new spirit in life on each way from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different words which will show new lines in life on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different feeling which will show new chapter in life on each move from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different appeals which will show new feeling in life on each feeling from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different knowledge which will show new route in life on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different chapters which will show new thinking in life on each move from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different touches which will show new chapter in life on each page from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different chapter which will show new world in life on each feeling from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different routes which will show new meaning in life on each direction from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different chapter which will show new feeling in life on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different meaning which will show new spirit in life on each direction from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different hopes which will show new feeling of bright light on each way from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different meaning which will show new words of thinking on each step from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different concept which will show new opening of thoughts on each move from mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different appeals which will show new ways of thinking on each part of mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different resources which will show new light on each move of mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different chapter which will show new concept on each step of mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different meaning which will show new knowledge on each move of mind
Whenever we start moving we need to choose way in life which will decide where we can see different chapter which will show new feeling on each appeal of mind.

Saturday, August 5, 2017

Adventure story 304. Fears in mind

                                                                  Fears in mind
Wind was moving with strength it was touching window panel again and again it's voice was scaring Tina so much. She looked around. Whole room was totally dark due to rainy weather. Her room was turning totally dark on that day. She just hated this house. She knew that it was her house. She supposed to like it. She needed to understand that she had to stay inside it. But still her heart kept going back to her hostel. All girls in her hostel used to get home sick. They used to cry while talking to their parents on phone. But she never got home sick. She was always admired by all for her courage. Tina used to tell them that she felt sad but she was not little girl so she would never cry for her parents. But she knew that now she wanted to cry for her teachers. She wanted to go back to her hostel. She loved that hostel. Other girls felt that it was a cage. But for her it was nice place to study and relax. She felt that she was doing great. She felt that she could adjust in her home in no time. But it didn't turn out in right way. She was feeling so bored. Her Mom was busy in her own commitment. She managed to make lot of friends who started a group which kept doing something. Tina started to looking around. She sensed one thing. She was getting tired in home. Her father was busy on computer and her Mom was busy with friends. She never sensed that during her time in hostel she was totally replaced by some other activities. She sensed that she needed to have her own life. She started to create different things which might interest her. She began to sense that it was not working. At beginning when she came, they planned a big party. It was big welcome for her. She enjoyed it. Every one acted with her in best way. It looked totally promising. She enjoyed that day. But even during that day she sensed that people were just chatting with her for limited time. They were just interested in basic talk. They all came to chat with her just because she was cause of invitation otherwise no one was interested in her. Some came there for dancing and some came for eating. Some even came for chatting but not with her. They were interested in other people. It was so frustrating. In her hostel she had identity. But here she was nothing but a show piece. She decided that she might give start to her career. But nothing seemed to be working. She tried many people who could help her but every one just turned back on her. So her career was also going down step by step. She wanted to prove herself something but no one was helping her in that process. In hostel she used to plan many things with friends. Sometimes they won and sometimes they lost but they at least managed to try. But now she was just sitting in home. She didn't got any one to encourage her. She just went ahead every day alone. She kept sitting in her room whole time. She was so upset. She decided that she might watch outside from window. She started watching rain from window. It was looking wonderful on every point. She began to feel new hope in that rain. She was getting wet with rain drops but still she didn't want to close window. She kept remembering her hostel with them. Suddenly her hostel became alive in her mind. She began to imagine her life in there. She started to laughing with her memories. She suddenly began to sense that she was inside those memories again. She started that dance which once danced with her friends. She began to feel so happy about it. She didn't stop dancing with those dancing moves her life started to look so easy. She just began to forget all. It was wonderful. Then she suddenly heard her Mom's voice. She was calling her for lunch. She went to lunch. She went in hall. She was smiling today. Even her cook noticed her change. Cook " So Tina what is good news?" " Nothing I was practicing my dance steps." " Dance steps? But you should be studying. I mean now you are planning to get married soon and people don't like girls who dance." Tina was suddenly so confused. She wanted to marry decent man. She knew that if she started dancing, other people would not like her. Tina " I was just dancing for entertainment." " But honey. You must spend your time for some things which will give different meaning to life. You need to learn useful things like cooking or you can take some course for job. Don't waste time like that." Tina nodded. Tina started looking around kitchen. She felt that she might like cooking too. Tina " Can you teach me cooking?" Her Cook smiled. " Sure. But now I have to go for next work. But those people were going away on vacation on next week. I will teach you at that time." Tina smiled " Great." " But why did you want to learn from me? You can learn it on TV show also." Tina was so happy. She took name of that show and decided that she would search in on internet. This way she could stop it from time to time to understand it. Tina was so happy. She decided that she would become cook instead of searching for job. She smiled happily and ate her lunch. Then she ran in her room.
  Tina started searching for video. Finally she found many videos of that show. She started looking at them. She started to make list of things she needed. She began to make list of things which she needed . She started to create budget soon she sensed that she needed more money. She went in room where Mom was sitting. " Mom will you give me money?" " For what?" Tina was so upset. She had to explain everything in details. She was trying something new and her Mom didn't understand name of most of ingredients. She had to keep explaining each one and it's price. She just had to spend so much time on it. She started to get irritated. " Mom are you going to give me money? or I just need to ignore?" " No..no sweetheart I want to give. I was just curious about your new dish. I love to taste it." Tina smiled. She took money and then she went in market. She started searching for items. She found that finding all items was not easy. She had to work hard to find them. She just wished only if she had some super market near by but it was far away. Finally she found every thing. Then she came home. She just relaxed on sofa for few moments then she started cooking. It was so hard. She had to watch video again and again to do it right. But soon she sensed that it was not looking as they showed in video. That cook was expert and she was not. She was so angry. She just wanted to throw away every thing. When her Mom came, she took taste. She stopped her. " It is not that bad. You just need few changes." Then her Mom did those changes. After that Tina took taste it was great. So she needed more sugar and salt. She sensed one thing that she was not that good at cooking. But her Mom smiled. Mom " It was great. You just need to taste it and then understand how much sugar and salt is needed." " But it was not the way which look great as it looked on Television." " Come on. Those are expert cook and you are not even cooking regularly." " So you feel I will get better." " Yes. I will teach you every day." Tina started laughing happily. From that day Tina started cooking with her Mom regularly. She was glad that her Mom was spending some time with her. But then one day her Mom came in kitchen. " Tina I am going out on picnic with my friends tomorrow. Do you like to join?" Tina was so sad. She wanted to spend some time with Mom in her house. But it seemed that her Mom was not happy in staying in home. Mom " I know you want to learn cooking so I bought this." It was a advertisement of cooking class. She knew that she was not interested in it but then her Mom started insisting. She began to feel that she might get new friends in her class. Tina " Where is that class?" Mom smiled happily. She started telling her about class. She nodded and decided that she must go out now. It was most tense day for her. Since she didn't want to go in that unknown place, she wanted to stay home. She didn't understand since when she began to feel fear about going to other place. She was one who used to enjoy staying in hostel. She was now not interested in going out. She was scared. But then she controlled herself. She told herself that she would do great. From that time when her Mom gave her information of class, she began to feel restless. She began to sense that she was going to get sick. She knew that she had to go to that class. But her head started to get heavy. She called her Mom. Tina " Mom I am feeling sick." Her Mom was shocked. She started checking her fever. Mom " You don't have fever but if you are feeling sick then you must take rest." " But what about class? I will miss this batch. " " We can go to some other class." Tina nodded and went to sleep. She started to feel relax. She began to sense that she could feel better after some time. Then when she woke up, she felt lot better. She looked at watch. She managed to sleep for long time. It was next day morning. She just wake up for dinner. She stood up. She started to take bath. She knew that she was feeling good now so she could go to class. She started to wear dress and decided to do little bit make-up. She started looking at her in mirror. She began to notice her face was no longer nice as it used to be. She began to have dark circles under her eyes. She started to look older and she was even started getting fat. She was fat and pale. It seemed as if she was eating totally wrong food. She was eating fatty food but not healthy one. She was so confused. She sensed one thing something was wrong with her and she must go to that class. If she wanted to become normal again, she started to get ready for going to that cooking class. It was not class for her now. It was her test that proves she was just like her old self didn't change a bit. She managed to dress in best way and smiled at herself in mirror to encourage her soul. Then she went out in hall to tell her Mom that she was ready.
     Tina's Mom Rashmi was confused. Tina was never so nervous minded. But today she sensed one thing that her daughter was scared to go in that class. She still remembered that day when she sent her daughter to hostel. Tina was not scared at all. She was happy. Tina was excited about it. She didn't need to convince her. Tina wanted to go there. Tina said that her friend convinced her. She never showed any fear in visiting new place. She was so small but still she was so comfortable. She didn't cry. She asked many things which she needed there. But she was happy. She was jumping with joy regarding making new friends. She was so happy. It was nothing like today. She was excited about every new thing. She was small kid but she was so brave. Every one admired her. Rashmi felt so upset on that point. She wanted her daughter to miss her. But Tina never missed her. She always went ahead with her life happily. Tina used to call from hostel but only with joy. It seemed as if she never missed her mother. She was not perfect Mom but she was loving Mom. Rashmi never understood why did Tina never got attached with her. But she sensed one thing that Tina just didn't want to stay with her. She kept pointing it to her husband Tarun. But Tarun was not impressed by her view. Tarun " Do you want to keep your daughter just under your thumb?" " No I don't want that. But she just didn't seem attach to me so I felt her." " This is your ego." Then Tarun turned to Tina. Tarun " You are brave girl. Take this doll." It was that doll for which Tina used to ask again and again in every shop. Rashmi wanted to buy it but Tarun objected. She still remembered his word. " You are spoiling her." So he didn't permit her to give doll. Now he was giving it. Rashmi sensed that this way he would become hero before her daughter but then somewhere in her heart she sensed one thing that Tarun was using his position perfectly. She didn't have money which she had earned. From that day she started trying to earn but soon after chatting with her friends she sensed that earning was not related to respect. It was nature of person. Then Tina went to hostel. Every year when Tina came to visit her but she never showed interest in any thing. Tina just kept going to some tour with them. In those tour she just kept enjoying ride and scenery. She hardly had moment to chat with Rashmi so Rashmi started to feel depression. Many times she even thought about killing herself. One day she shared her this worst thought with her brother. Her brother was shocked. Brother " Such things happen to many men and women at their middle age when kids left them and they started to feel alone. You need to engage yourself in something. Why don't you start hobby?" She nodded. She tried many hobbies. But nothing worked. Even her favorite hobby of singing didn't help her much. She just kept feeling unhappy. Soon she started to feel pain in her head, she didn't want to discuss with Tarun. She knew that he would just keep taunting her about it. She talked with her brother who took her to Doctor. She didn't let her husband knew about it. She just kept hiding entire matter. Finally Doctor suggested a psychiatrist. She was shocked. She was not mad. That was her first thought but step by step her brother convinced her. She finally went to psychiatrist. It helped her a lot then she began to do social work with her friends in orphanage. Slowly those little kids began to occupy empty place of her heart. Tarun kept taunting her but it didn't matter to her any more. When Tina came back, she felt that Tina would manage her life in her own way. But when Tina came back, she just kept staying in her room. Now Rashmi sensed that her daughter needed her help. She decided that she must pay attention to her. Rashmi called her friend and told her that she couldn't come on trip. Her friend agreed willingly since she knew situation of Tina. Rashmi smiled happily when Tina came out. Rashmi " Tina I am not going on trip. I feel we need to spend some time together." Tina smiled. Until now Tina wanted attention from Mom, but now she suddenly began to feel scared. Tina " No Mom. I am just fine." " I know you are fine but I want to stay with you. Do you mind if I stay with you? I like to learn few things of cooking with you too." Tina " I don't want you to follow me. I am not kid. I am fine." After saying this Tina went out in anger. But then she suddenly sensed that she wanted her Mom's attention but she did totally wrong thing. She was so confused. She didn't understand what did she want. Then she decided that she must go in that class before it became too late so she took auto for destination. But she kept feeling strange fear. She never felt this way. This was something totally new for her. She was so confused. She just kept looking at building of her cooking class.
     Rashmi was silent watching all. She didn't came before Tina. But she decided that she could follow her. She wanted to become part of her daughter's life but not by force. She sensed one thing that Tina wanted her company this time. But when Tina rejected her offer. She felt hurt. She was so angry at her suggestion that she was treating her like kid. She was just spending some time with her since she wanted bond between mother and daughter. But her daughter took it in totally wrong way and it was hurting her soul. She felt so sad. She decided that she might go to trip. But when she called her friend Charu, she heard it all. Charu " Trust me. Something is wrong with your daughter." " I don't understand what are you telling me?" " I am telling you that she is trying to hide something." " Really? But why you feel like that?" " My daughter did same thing when her teeth start to pain and she didn't want to go to dentist. " Rashmi started laughing. " I am not joking. This is serious issue. She had strange phobia of dentist. She started shaking so much. Mostly Doctor gave her anesthesia before starting treatment. You can't do anything in mouth of a person who didn't stop shaking." " But you know Tina. She loved hostel. She never had phobia of new place. I mean a girl who stayed away from parents for such long time. She couldn't have phobia regarding going to a new cooking class. I mean this is too much in my view. " " I know this seem like nonsense but I feel it is truth. Tina had fear of joining new class." " But this is impossible."" I know but sometimes fear enter in strange way. On that place where we least expect it. I just tell you one story to explain only if you have time. "" Well I am not going on trip as per your suggestion and my daughter is not interested in going out with me so I have lot of free time to waste. " Charu looked nervous. " If you want to come with us, you can. I will arrange room and every thing and if you don't get room, you can share my room." Rashmi started laughing. " I was just joking. I know I need to do something about Tina." " Then follow her." " Follow her? Following grown up daughter like that look like crime. She would never forgive me if she found out what I am doing." " And you would never forgive yourself if she had problem and you don't treat it so it is up to you what you decide." On that moment she decided that she was going to follow Tina. She felt so much guilt but still she was sitting inside car while watching Tina. Tina kept looking at class. Then Tina started shivering. Rashmi was watching her. She soon saw before her eyes Tina started to look white. She started to look so pale. She was looking like sick girl. She started to look like some one who was sick for long time. Rashmi was watching it all with shock. Tina was so confused. She wanted to go inside building. Tina started going inside that building. She felt so emotional. She could no longer sensed her route. She began to sense whole world around her moving. She began to fall on ground. She couldn't able to stand since whole world was moving. She started to fell. She knew that ground was full of dirt. She even saw worst dirt on ground. She didn't want to fall in it. But she couldn't stop herself. She fall in it. She tried to stop herself from breathing but soon pain became worst than smell. Then she suddenly heard her Mom's voice. Rashmi was watching it all. She tried to move ahead as fast as possible. But she was too late. Tina was already fallen on ground. She came there with water. But she sensed that it was useless. She looked around. People were gathering around her. She knew that she needed to help now. She had to take her daughter in car. Rashmi " Will you help me to pick her up?" Many people started to move ahead. No one wanted to touch that dirt. Then few people agreed to help her. They started taking her up. One man " Madam you need to wash her little bit before putting her in car or car will be destroyed?" " I don't care for my car. My daughter is more important to me." That man nodded. Then they put her inside car. Rashmi immediately called her family Doctor. He told her about hospital. She did just as he said. When she went with her in hospital, hospital staff looked confused. Since they felt that it was accident case but then she told truth. Doctor started attending her without inquiry regarding vehicle. Doctor " My god her blood pressure is too high." They immediately shifted her to ICU. Then Rashmi came to her sensed and she called Tarun, Tarun started screaming on her for taking decision without his permission. He started telling that he was the one who paying so he must be informed. Rashmi listened to him. Until now she never answered to him but this time it was too much. She started cursing him. She told him to go to hell. She said that she would pay with her jewelry for bills. Then she just switched off her mobile. Soon family Doctor came, she decided that she had pretended enough so she told everything to Doctor. Doctor " He will have to pay otherwise you can file compliant against him even with Police." She was shocked to hear this. She was so glad at least Doctor was standing with her. Doctor " She is just like my daughter and don't worry Tarun would not dare to say one word before me." After some time Tarun came, he behaved in best manners with Doctor but it didn't change view of Doctor. Any one could see anger in eyes of Doctor. Rashmi just tried to kept her away from him. She didn't want to stand with him and hear his negative comments. He always kept saying wrong thing about every person. She just wanted peace of her mind. She kept sitting in corner while reading something on mobile.
    Tarun was upset when he sensed that Rashmi was doing everything in her own way. She didn't want her to act like that. She had to stay under his guidance. She didn't want her to get so much freedom. Then Doctor came out. Doctor " Did she tense about something?" Tarun started laughing. Tarun " My God never scared of any thing. But after saying with her Mom she started to feel scared of every thing." Rashmi was so angry now. Rashmi " If you don't want to cooperate you can go out. I want proper treatment for my daughter not your taunts." " Ohh really!! Then tell me stupid woman who is going to pay for those charges of hospital? You can never able to earn any money but you are so good at spending it. Always keep wasting it on your stupid social work and trips. You never understand how much this hospital is going to charge. Do you feel your poor brother can pay for it?" He started laughing. Then suddenly Rashmi remembered that money which her father-in-law kept on her name. Rashmi " I will use that money which your father gave to me." " Are you mad?" " No. I was mad until now. I kept listening every thing you suggested and send my daughter to hostel." " But she loved that hostel and never missed you a bit there." " Then why did she acting in such strange way now? Why did she felt so scared of every new place?" " It happened since she came in contact with you. You are creating worst effect on her." " Ohh really!! Stop lying." Doctor " Will you stop arguing?" After hearing Doctor's anger they both stopped. Tarun " Sorry Doctor this stupid woman do nothing just keep talking tall things. Those just manage to went in my head." Doctor " But I feel my views will agree more with your wife than you." " What?" " She can't feel scared just because she stayed with your wife for few days who is scared of everything. It could have happened if you grew up under her. But she grew up in hostel so she didn't get so influence by her. I think your daughter need psychiatrist." " This is nonsense. I want second opinion." " Go ahead. Call as many Doctors as you wish but finally they will tell you same thing. Her blood pressure increased due to fear so she need psychiatrist." After that Tarun started to call his friend. Rashmi knew that those useless friends were not going to help but still she had to tolerate that nonsense. So he kept calling then his few friends came. They kept talking different things which managed to bring more stressed. Finally family Doctor advised Tarun not to take them inside Tina's room. But Tarun couldn't manage to bring any help then he had to agree with Rashmi. Rashmi called her psychiatrist. He gave appointment of next day. Tarun " How did you know him?" " Well he is friend of my brother." " Really?" Tarun started laughing at her in strange way. She decided that she had enough. Rashmi " Fine. I went to him. Your taunts are destroying my life as well as life of our daughter." Tarun " That coward is not my daughter. I wanted a brave daughter. " " Then get lost. I will take care of her." " By my father's money?" He started smiling strange way. " It is my money which he gave me because I took his good care when you are too busy in your office and in your parties." Tarun " I had enough. I am going home. I want to take rest." " Great bye." Then Tarun went away. Rashmi kept waiting outside. When Rashmi went in Tina's room, she was awake and tense. Tina " I want to be brave Mom." " Tina stop this. This is hurting you." " But Mom I can't act like that. I have to be brave." Rashmi sensed that she was getting excited. Soon nurse entered. " This is time for your medicine." She gave her sleeping pills to relax. Doctor asked about psychiatrist. Rashmi told him every thing. He nodded and went away. Next day psychiatrist came there. Psychiatrist smiled towards Tina. " So what is issue Tina? You were scared of something?" " No. I don't want to be scared of any thing. This is not right." " Who told you that? Feeling scared is basic need of life like walking." " You are lying to make me happy." " No I am not, tomorrow I will bring all books which convince that feeling scared is need of human being. Will you read them?" Tina nodded. But she looked relaxed. Then she started eating normally. After some time Doctor stopped nurse from giving her sleeping pills. Doctor " What do you like?" "To cook." " Tell me truth." " To dance." " Ohh. Then listen to music." She nodded. She started hearing music on mobile. Psychiatrist smiled and came out. Psychiatrist " I feel your daughter have fear of Phobophobia. She is so scared of having phobia that she is getting phobia due to it. And as I told you before your husband is cause of it. But if I manage to handle you then trust me, I will handle your daughter too." " Thanks Doctor." Then her family Doctor came. Family Doctor " I talked with Tarun. He will pay for all but he just wanted to you to keep her away from him. He didn't want her responsibility." Psychiatrist " Now this is my true patient. Your husband need me but he will never come so I will treat you and manage to give strength that tell you ways to handle it." Rashmi smiled. " Thanks Doctor." " You are always welcome and keep smiling since it will increase my patients." Then they all started laughing. Suddenly everything became simple. After all life was not as hard as human thought, it can be easy if human being let themselves act normal and ignore public. While smiling they forgot every thing and just hoped that Tina would be perfect soon.
                                                                               The End

Friday, August 4, 2017

Poem 3498. Which will show new light

                                      Which will show new light
Those thoughts will give new resources which will show new start on each point we need to understand those ways which will show new light
Those thoughts will give new concepts which will show new light on each step we need to understand those thoughts which will show new light
Those thoughts will give new direction which will show new concept on each point we need to understand those feeling which will show new light
Those thoughts will give new feeling which will show new direction on each appeal we need to sense those concept which will show new light
Those thoughts will give new words which will show new touches on each step we need to sense those directions which will show new light
Those thoughts will give new appeals which will show new words on each route we need to sense those words which will show new light
Those thoughts will give new routes which will show new meaning on each feeling we need to sense those ways which will show new light
Those thoughts will give new ways which will show new knowledge on each step we need to sense those meaning which will show new light
Those thoughts will give new chapter which will show new words on each line we need to sense those knowledge which will show new light
Those thought will give new feeling which will show new chapter on each statement to sense those appeals which will show new light
Those thought will give new lines which will show new concept on each move to sense those concept which will show new feeling that show new light
Those thought will give new concept which will show new direction on each step to sense those words which will show new meaning that show new light
Those thought will give new appeal which will show new moves on each feeling to sense those touches which will show new steps that show new light
Those thought will give new direction which will show new route on each meaning to sense those appeals which will show new ways that show new light
Those thought will give new lines which will show new scene on each feeling to sense those concept which will show new chapter that show new light
Those thought will give new feeling which will show new appeals on each knowledge to sense those direction which will show new thinking that show new light
Those thought will give new appeal which will show new start on each point to sense those touches will give new way which will show new direction that show new light
Those thought will give new concept which will show new touches on each direction to sense those meaning will give new thought which will show new shine that show new light
Those thought will give new feeling which will show new emotions on each way to sense those concept will give new appeals which will show new thought that show new light
Those thought will give new appeals which will show new words on each way to sense those direction will give new light which will show new life that show new light
Those thought will give new moves which will show new direction on each step to sense those thinking will give new direction which will show new appeals that show new light
Those thought will give new concept which will show new spirit on each thinking to sense those touches will give new feeling which will show new shine that show new light
Those thought will give new spirit which will show new direction on each way to sense those words which will give new appeals which will show new feeling that show new light
Those thought will give new concept which will show new words on each point to sense those meaning which will give new moves which will show new chapter that show new light
Those thought will give new direction which will show new world on each point to sense those appeals which will give new spirit which will show new light
Those thought will give new meaning which will show new thought on each step to sense those thoughts which will give new direction which will show new light
Those thought will give new concept which will show new spirit on each move to sense those directions of thinking which will give new spirit which will show new light
Those thought will give new appeals which will show new feeling on each thinking those appeals of moves which will give new concept which will show new light
Those thought will give new words which will show new lines on each chapter those pages of thinking which will give new knowledge which will show new light
Those thought will give new lines which will show new world on each knowledge those resources of thinking which will give new spirit which will show new light
Those thought will give new spirit which will show new pages on each direction those routes of thinking which will give new resources which will show new light
Those thought will give new appeal which will show new meaning on each step those knowledge of resources which will give new concept which will show new light
Those thought will give new words which will show new appeals on each appeal those lines of thinking which will give new start to mind which will show new light
Those thought will give new meaning which will show new knowledge on each direction those concept of meaning which will give new appeals which will show new light
Those thought will give new resources which will show new meaning on each step those direction of thinking which will give new steps which will show new light
Those thought will give new feeling which will show new concept on each way those spirit of thinking which will give new world which will show new light
Those thought will give new meaning which will show new resource on each knowledge of life which will give new spirit which will show new light
Those thought will give new spirit which will show new meaning on each page of thinking which will show new words which will show new light
Those thought will give new concept which will show new direction on each step of understanding which will show new spirit which will show new light
Those thought will give new spirit which will show new knowledge on each line of concept which will show new world which will show new light
Those thought will give new appeals which will show new meaning on each word of mind which will show new direction which will show new light
Those thought will give new feeling which will show new concept on each direction of thinking which will show new feeling which will show new light
Those thought will give new resources which will show new road on each day of thinking which will show new way which will show new light
Those thought will give new concept which will show new feeling on each step of understanding which will show new lines which will show new light
Those thought will give new words which will show new words on each meaning which will show new direction which will show new light
Those thought will give new lines which will show new chapter on each knowledge which will show new different touches which will show new light
Those thought will give new meaning which will show new spirit on each way which will show new different direction which will show new light
Those thought will give new words which will show new lines on each concept which will show new meaning which will show new light
Those thought will give new pages which will show new words of each resource which will show new concept which will show new light
Those thought will give new direction which will show new meaning of thinking which will show new direction which will show new light
Those thought will give new appeals which will show moves of understanding which will show new feeling which will show new light.

Poem 3497. Every word will create thinking

                                              Every word will create thinking
Every word will create thinking that give new light which will show new opening to mind at every step of life which will give appeals to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new spirit which will show new steps to thinking at every word of mind which will give direction to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new appeal which will show new light to moves at every step of thinking which will give feeling to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new words which will show new meaning to feeling at every move of mind which will give feeling to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new touch which will show new concept to thinking at every meaning of thinking which will give new meaning to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new appeals which will show new thinking to resources at every knowledge which will give new spirit to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new moves which will show new feeling to touches at every move which will give new thought to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new lines which will show new world to appeals at every meaning which will give new steps to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new appeals which will show new meaning to concept at every thought which will give new words to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new touches which will show new world to appeals at every move which will give new feeling to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new start which will show new touches to steps at every start which will give new touches to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new day which will show new lights to thinking at every appeals which will give new spirit to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new direction which will show new spirit to learning at every knowledge which will give new understanding to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new spirit which will show new knowledge to understanding at every step which will give new appeals to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new lines which will show new meaning to steps at each moves which will give new touches to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new spirit which will show new light to thinking at each thought which will give new resources to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new way which will show new feeling to understanding that give new concept of thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new touch which will show new appeals to meaning that give new direction of souls to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new light which will show new resources to moves that give new spirit of touches to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new feeling which will show new emotion to touches that give new direction of feeling to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new chapter which will show new touches to appeals that give new section of thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new concept which will show new direction to feeling that give new effects of thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new resources which will show new knowledge to meaning that give new concept of thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new words which will show new chapter to appeals that give new resources of thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new steps which will show new shades to meaning that give new touches of thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new emotions which will show new concept to appeals that give new ways of thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new resources which will show new knowledge to information that give new lines of thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new words which will show new lines to thinking that give new spirit to touches of thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new feeling which will show new words to appeals that give new direction of thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new effects which will show new thinking to feeling that give new routes of thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new meaning which will show new appeal to concept that give new direction of thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new direction which will show new steps to thinking that give new moves of thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new resources which will show new touches to appeals that give new ways of thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new feeling which will show new resources to knowledge that give new lines to thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new chapter which will show new lines to feeling that give new direction to thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new spirit which will show new feeling to resources that give new touch to thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new knowledge which will show new direction to appeals that give new moves to thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new chapter which will show new words to chapter that give new direction to thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new steps which will show new meaning to touches that give new appeals to thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new spirits which will show new steps to thinking that give new spirit to meaning to thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new knowledge which will show new resources that give new knowledge to appeals to thinking to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new chapter which will show new pages that give new start to move which will show new spirit to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new words which will show new lines that give new direction to meaning which will show new touch to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new spirit which will show new light that give new concept to understanding which will show new world to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new direction which will show new words that give new spirit to meaning which will show new thought to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new chapter which will show new concept that give new lines to thinking which will show new world to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new ways which will show new appeals that give new moves of thinking which will show new understanding to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new ratio which will show new hopes even on worst point that give new thought of understanding which will show new start to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new concept which will show new lines even on meaning that give new direction of concept which will show new path to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new touch which will show new meaning even on resources that give new appeals which will show new direction to mind
Every word will create thinking that give new spirit which will show new feeling even on lights that give new movement which will show new thought to mind.

Poem. 7684 World towards dream

                           World towards dream  World towards dream which give new knowledge towards word that form new song to touch in lif...