Poem 2086. Ruling our life

                                                   Ruling our life

What happen in life never decided on every point I just feel one thing from inside that in life

Those things which I decide sometimes happen as per my wish from my mind on every point
I have one feeling from inside I just rule my life but when that don’t happen how much upset
I will get in my mind on every moment I just feel one thing that how life can confuse my mind
On every point we feel one thing from inside those things are having effect on our mind because
When things happen as per our choice slowly we just develop that habit in life we just began
To think they will happen in that way on every point we have one thinking that we can change
Many concepts of life when it is not possible on any point when it will have some strange effect
On our mind I just feel one need from inside that life will needed to move on proper track on
Just every point those thoughts which are part of our life will seem like something which will
Show effect on our mind at some point we feel one thinking from our mind that every concept
Will move with one style of life when we move ahead at every point we will feel one thought
From inside our life will decide how we can move ahead on every step of mind I just have one
Feeling from inside that I need to rule at least my world I just never once think even that demand
Is totally wrong in life at every step we feel anger from inside those thoughts which are taking us
Ahead on every step of life are not something which are required in life we need to understand
Our wishes and mind at every step we have one feel from inside that world will move ahead with
One thought of mind which tell us we can move ahead in life not with just our thinking but also
With what world decide for us in life but troubles starts when world decide something wrong
For us on some point and it will no longer remain just question of our ego it turn into question
Of truth and right so on that point I just feel so much shock from inside that world will not look
As per my choice since I have expected at least one thing from life that I will move ahead with

Some sort of shine which will show this world interesting concept on every point when we move

Ahead at every point I feel just one thing from inside those concepts and those choices are just

Those things which will move us with each step of life we need to understand our thinking and
Our mind when things turn towards injustice we see nice light in life when life will turn in just
So wrong way in life when we move ahead on every point those thoughts are leading to that
Point where world will look great only if it understand one feel from inside those concepts
That are moving ahead with nice point seem as if something which will show us world in just
One side of life those concepts which are so interesting for us when we move on every point
To find that track which will show us that light show us wonderful feel from inside those steps
Which are touching us in life show us that we can’t move with positive feel in life we just never
Understand our thoughts and mind that we just want to stick one concept and it will look so
Much wonderful in life when we move ahead on every step we feel one thing from inside then
At every thought we feel one thinking from inside those concepts are something which will
Have so much effect on mind we feel just one thought from inside those thoughts are having
So effect in life we feel troubles are something which will never look that much great at just
Each and every point they will show our world wonderful feel when it will began to show us
New thinking and light those thoughts are creating so much impact on mind when we start
To look at them in new way of our life we never understand that we suppose to move with
Wrong things just because sometimes we are not understanding that we can’t just deal with
Our own life we need to deal with others because we are together on every point may those
People will not support us but still we are with them in life never just feel your friends and
Well wisher are just your companion of life because even those who never care for you and
Always against you are part of your life when life will move with one thought from inside that
We need to move ahead then we just feel one thinking from our mind our wishes is just
Those thoughts which we have inside but others will not respect them still those others are
Part of life I feel one thought from our mind that those thoughts will show us nice feel in life
When we feel just well wishers are with us we feel so glad from inside those feel which are
Showing us many points we need to understand well wishers are so nice people but we also
Have to understand those people who are against us still part of our life so we need to just
Accept one thing in life our world will not move as per our thoughts and choice on any
Point of life we need to understand our thinking should be something which is important
To us in life because that thinking will show us wonderful sort of troubles inside our life.

Poem 2085. Need of strange feelings in life

                                                Need of strange feelings in life
How did world will show us any point from inside so much different feel inside our life at just

Strange feel will show us world in different way in life because strangeness is one thought from
Mind and inside it will just indicate one fact of mind because strange things are sometimes not
That bad in life they are those truths which will show us new world on every point at every section
Of our life we feel that strange feel will show us this world with different point when we move
Ahead on every point that strange feel will have effect on our mind those strange feel which will
Have effect on our mind which are showing us strange feel from inside those thoughts which are
Always precious in life since that strange feel is one feeling from inside which will show us that
Side of world which is so shocking for life we can’t even say it is good or bad on some point but
Then those things will show us that thought from inside which will show us that thought which
Will introduce new world to our mind we need that strangeness in life because that strange feel
Will show us new thoughts of life because those strange feel will show us new thinking on every
Moment and point because that strange feel will show us new thought from inside so then at
Every point that strange feel will show us one thing from inside then that strange feel
Which will confuse our mind but then those things will have so many concepts in life so then
At every point strange feel will show us new concepts in life so that strange feel have one thinking
From inside then that strange feel will show our life that strange feeling are showing us just
One thinking from inside in life those strangeness will show our life that thought will show us
One thought from inside that strange feel will never help us on every point because that sort
Of strange feel will show us nice point because those strange feel will show us that point on
Which we have strange road of life then that strange feel will have some effect on our life but
Strange feel will show our world at every point then in so different way that we wish from inside
Only if we forget that need from mind we have one thought from inside that this strange feel
Is one need of our mind we need that strangeness on every angle of life because that strange
Feel will be truth of life but then on every point that strange feel will have so much effect on
Our mind because strange thoughts will show us one thinking from inside that strange feel
Will show us that point that strange feel will show us one point where world will look so much
Different in life because that strange feel is one thought from inside that strange feel will have
Just understanding from inside then that nice feel is so enchanting in life I feel one thought
From my mind strange feel will have one thinking from inside those thoughts are leading
On every point to that point where strange feel will become real in life I have just one feel
From inside those strange thought are capturing our mind because those strange feel are
Just showing us those concepts of life which we leading to that troubles on every point but
Then strange feel will show us different feel of life we feel one thought from inside that
Strange feel which are moving to correct point so those strange feel will show us that sort
Of feel to us in life that we don’t know the world we need to learn about it in life so we are just
Students and it will be wise if we trust ourselves as student inside our life on each and every point.
Those strange things will show us those concepts which are looking so much great because those
Thought which show strange feel have so much effect on life because that strange things will
Show us world in that different way which will show us new concepts of life we need to just
Understand strange world which will have different understanding in mind because those concepts
Are showing strange matter are having effect on our mind when those strange matter will have
So much effect on life because strangeness is that matter which will show us that point where
World will differ on every point because strange things are those points where we understand
That world is not as simple as we desire on every point those wishes which we have in our mind
Are something which will show us world on different point when we move towards that we can
Move ahead with others and we feel we need them in life that strangeness keep us together
When crisis come we need to understand our mind those concepts which are truly touching
Our mind will show us this world in different way of life they will tell that we need to be together
To understand world in life so may be strangeness is needed to keep us together in life we have
Just one need from inside that we want our friends just because they are showing us new world
That is perfect and nice so strangeness is needed so that we learn to value others in our life.

Poem 2084. Rise of hope in life

                                                         Rise of hope in life

Life will have many feel from inside on many point those life will show us that effect in life then

At every point life will show us new life then at every point life have so many effects on life then
In life will show many colours in life then at every point of life we feel one thought from inside
Then life will have some effect on our life on every point life will show us many sections in life
At every point life will have so many impact on our mind because in life at every point then at
Just one feel in life when those concepts which are showing new ways in life show us interesting
Concepts in life when life will start to move ahead on every point then life will have nice look
In life because those life which we see with our eyes are something so interesting for our mind
When we move ahead with hope in life slowly life will change on every point we need to just
Have one thought from our mind that life will show us that concepts which will give us that sort
Of feel and life which have that hope which never destroy just due to some person who enter
In life that concepts which will form happiness in life seem so interesting when we move ahead
With hope from mind we need to understand our thoughts of mind which are telling us that
We must not leave our hope behind like sun and moon it is always going to rise and life will
Never become hopeless unless we decide to see it in that way on any point when life will create
So much effect on our mind we feel just one thinking from inside that life will show us that sort
Of effect on our life we have one hope from inside it will show us new colours in life when those
Sort of incidence which will have so much nice effect on our life we need to understand our
Thinking and mind that hope will show us that energy in our life this sort of energy which will
Have so much effect on life because life will show us one point at every point we need to just
Understand on every point because life will have one feel from inside because that hope will
Show us that brightness of life because hope will make us that person in life which will have
Just interesting feel from inside those sort of feelings which touch us in life look so much great
When we start to see in new way our life after all life will have that shine which will show us
That look which will be interesting in life when we move ahead on every point those thoughts
Which are showing me that words that are full of meanings will have effect on our mind that
Sort of thought which will have reaction in mind is just full hope on every point of life when we
Move ahead on every point with one hope from inside we feel that we can see some light
In life which will show us brightness on every point those hopes are just leading to that point
Where we can see future at different move and point it will show us hope with nice thought
From inside that hope will show us interesting effect on mind those hopes are having that
Sort of power inside we feel one thinking from our mind that hopes are just those thinking
Which will show us good point those hopes are so nice on every point after all those sort
Of feeling which are showing positive effect on our mind because hopes will show us that
Thinking from inside where life will look great on every point with help of that thought from
Inside when hope will rise we feel so happy from inside but problem is that many times then
After that we began to think from inside just one thought from our mind that hopes are just
Basic source of life because hopes are that beginning which never stop on any point that
Sort of hope which will give our life so wonderful feel from inside those hopes are showing
Our life which will hope on every point those hopes are so basic need on every point then
Those hopes are just beginning on every point when hopes will start new start from inside
Those hopes are that thought which are moving with hope from inside then hopes are just
Showing us new light they will show us some wonderful light so when hopes are having
Seven colours in life because all colours will show us that feel in life because those feelings
Will have so many effects on our mind then hope will have so much good effect on mind
Then hope will show us that feel from inside that hope which will give our world wonderful
Sort of shine because hopes are taking us ahead on every point that hopes are showing us
Wonderful sort of life because hope are those basic which are having power inside I feel
That hope will only with which need trust from inside so we need to trust things on every
Point when at every point hope will look great when we keep it with trust from inside so
Hopes will show us that shine which will have interesting feel from inside as basic of our life.

Poem 2083. Dressing in life

                                                           Dressing in life

Many sort of dress which we see in life should tell us on every point because those dresses are just

One thought from my mind supposed to bring happiness to our mind we need to understand those
Dress in new way of life they are supposed to have interesting feel from inside when I dress differently 
I look at it with full interest in life at every point we notice beautiful sort of dress on every point so
Then at every point those dress are not that much good in life because dress will have so much sort
Of effect on our life because in that dress we can see many beautiful look and style on every point
In that dress we see many sort of looks in life because that dress's  look have effect on our life so
Then at every point dress will show us new look on every point when we look at dress we see on
Many point those dresses are supposed to show us fresh feel on our mind at every point we feel
Just one thought from inside in that dress we can have sort of look in life because dresses are
Looking so much great on every point when we look at dress it will look so much great on every
Moment and point we feel one thinking from inside those dresses will have those special look on
Every point those dress will have one thinking from inside then I notice people don’t like that dress
On every point for some people those dresses will have bad effect on some point then at every point
In that dress will have that look which will look different on every point we need to understand one
Thought from inside that dress will have create different feeling from inside then those dress will
Look great in life because dresses will have interesting culture in life because those dresses will have
Different look in life because dresses will have so many fashions in life because then dress will show
Us new concepts in life because dresses are so interesting in life but if people hate difference on
Just every point those dresses will show us that world which will look great on every point but some
People just hate difference they want everything to look same way in life when we move ahead
On every point dress will show us many concept in life those dresses are some thought which will
Have so much effect in life those dress will have so much nice look in life then dresses will have
Just have so much appeal to our mind those different sort of appeal on our mind but if we just like
Our dressing style then world will no longer look colourful to us in life we have to understand our
Thinking mind at every point those appeal which will show us that world which will have so much
Great feel in life which tell us just one thing from inside that we are great while other people will
Have one feel from mind that they have freedom to live as they like but then at just every point
So then those thoughts will show us world with different thinking from inside those thoughts are
That thinking which will have effect on our mind because then we feel one thinking from inside
That we want to live happily but then we need to arrange us on every point so then at every point
We need to understand dress which will have different feel on every point when dress is different
Some hate that dress from inside at every point hating dress will be just seed of hatred in mind
We must understand difference it true part of life when nature will look great on every point but
Then nature will change so much on every point so then we feel have one feel from inside that
We need to dress with our style to dress as per our choice we need to understand our mind at
Each and every point because dress is basic in life when dress will show us that feel from inside
Dress will show us that point which will look so much great on every point because those feel
Which will give our life that shine different dresses are creating good effect on our life but then
Those feel will show us many points dresses are so interesting in life because when dress will
Create interesting appeal in life those dress will have so much appeal to our mind but then at
That point because dresses are looking great on every point so then dresses are just finding so
Much interesting thought in life but then dresses will have style to our mind then because those
Dresses may differ but we must not criticize person just due to it in life we must learn to understand
One thought from inside that dresses will not help us that much in life because those dresses are
Just something which we see from outside we need to understand our mind all dresses are just
Wonderful at every point we need to understand our mind where life will look great because
We like everyone in life we need to have understanding on every point we feel one thought from
Inside that those thoughts will capture our thinking on every point we feel one thought from
Inside that dresses are creating effect on our life when we treat them as our prize not as some
Parameter of difference in life so we need to understand our mind which tell us on every point
We need to understand our thoughts and mind which will tell us that dresses are creating such
A wonderful effect on our life and introduce us that world which will be great for us at every point.

Adventure story 187. Slave

                                                                  Slave
Ragini was studying every chapter of that book with full concentration. She wanted her cooking to be best. She was reading everything with full attention. She saw that this book was having wonderful and tasty pictures. She felt those all items were tempting. She didn't understand which one she should cook. She wanted it to be best. She started searching on each page for nice food. It was just great. There were many sort of ingredients which were required to cook food. She started looking carefully in book which had many sort of ingredients which were unknown to her. She could skip some but she wanted to cook best so she wanted to create list of ingredients. There were many types of new ingredients. That were so unknown to her. That she had to search for them in market. She looked at time. She had to leave immediately to search for ingredients. Those ingredients were on both sides of road. She started looking in every shop. She began purchasing things. She started searching in every shop. Those ingredients were so much hard to find. Whole time she was scared that her maid or cook would come home. She started searching for them. Many shopkeeper just didn't even know those names. She had to move from one corner to another corner. She started searching things from shop. Finally she started searching for those sort of ingredients. But she found it so hard to get them. She heard her mobile. Her cook was calling her. That she must returned in time. She was so upset. She finally took just those ingredients which were available and went home. When she went home, she told everything to her cook. Then they both had long discussion about it. That cook told her about many ways in which her dish would look great and tasty. Ragini wrote down every tip in her book. After all experience was sometimes more important than book. She wanted to learn that dish in best way. She just kept taking every tip. When her cook finished making their food, Ragini ate it as fast as she could. Then she began to search for remaining products. It was not easy for whole afternoon she just kept searching for them. Finally she got them all. Then she started making that dish. Everything was set in perfect way. She wanted it to be best. She just kept everything perfect and every moment she was so tense. Finally she got it done. She took that dish in lunch box and then she started to get dress. Now it came to dressing. She noticed that her face was turned red due to heat. She could see every mistake of her face. Since she knew that her to be mother-in-law was going to point it out, she was so upset. She once again tried her best to get her face right.Then she went back to her dish. She started to putting it in lunch box. Everything was perfect until now. She was relaxed. She started choosing her dress which should look decent and bright. It was so hard. Finally she chose one and got dress. She looked at herself in mirror. She was looking okay. She knew that she had to impress her to be mother-in-law and she felt that it was not easy for her. She looked at herself once again then once again she looked at tiffin she had packed. Then she went away.
        Ragini took auto. She was so tense when she went inside house. She rang bell. A full time servant opened door and gave her smile. Then she heard in background her mother-in-law's voice "Kashi who is it? " "Your new daughter-in-law is here." Her mother-in-law came out. She could clearly see that her mother-in-law was not pleased to see her. Her mother-in-law gave forced smile and said " You are here at this time." Ragini smiled. "Actually I have brought something to eat." Maid " At this time?" Her mother-in-law looked at her with pointedly at maid. Her mother-in-law Leela said to maid" Go inside house." Ragini could clearly saw by Leela's expression that she had completely agreed with maid. But she didn't want it on face to Ragini. Leela "How did you come here? " "By Auto?" Leela looked confused. "I mean what is reason behind your coming?" Ragini was so confused. Her Mother-in-law Leela never started any thing in straight way. She always kept confusing her. Like if she wanted to know cause of coming then she asked how did she came. "Actually I was just visiting my friend so I decided that I will also come here. Is it okay?" "Sure ..sure this is your house dear." Leela smiled but Ragini could clearly saw that she was not that much invited there without proper notice before. Ragini "Actually I have cooked..""Now you can see we have maid and servants. We don't need a person who can cook in family. So there is no need of cooking from you." Ragini was so upset. She just didn't understand her in-law's. Whenever she tried to do something. There was always same answer. They didn't want that from her. Sometimes she felt as if she was not at all wanted in that house. She was just show piece for them. They didn't want anything from her. They just wanted her to dress up and gave them heir. She just smiled at this thought on that point after she just wanted it only. She wanted just rich and prosperous family. She got it so she smiled and said " I know. But I just felt that some times I might need to serve guest. " " Ohh for that don't worry I will teach you how did you suppose to cook it." Ragini smiled happily. Then she gave dish which she had cook but then she understood one thing that dish which she had prepared was not important for her. She was no longer interested in it. She just kept it on one corner. She started talking with Leela and she just forgot all about her time which she wasted on cooking. Then she just kept discussing with Leela for hours just one thing. How did she suppose to move in life. She was no longer interested in her cooking. She wanted to understand every style from Leela. After all she was going to be young daughter-in-law. She saw that wife of elder son was not ready to move in way which Leela wished so she could become apple of eye for Leela. Ragini just wanted that position. She started just acting as Leela like. She was pleased. She just threw away all her efforts without thinking.She looked at photo. She felt that it was so true. That Trupti, elder daughter-in-law was really odd. She always dressed in such different way. She just looked too cheap to her. But she knew that she could change into perfect daughter-in-law for Leela. She smiled happily from heart.
      Ragini was busy with chatting Leela when she heard loud noise of Trupti's laughing. At beginning she didn't notice it but then Leela pointed out. " Ragini look at her. Trupti never have a sense how to act in life. She was always disgrace for me. Look at that voice. She always spoke so loudly. I am sure even my grandchildren are going to do same. It is so hard for me.I have a daughter-in-law who is hardly presentable for world. She always kept laughing at every small matter in such loud way." "But Mom...Shall I call you that or.." "Now that is true manners. You asked me before calling. But Trupti never did. She just began to call me. Actually personally I prefer to be call Leela but since every one expect that you should call me with such name like mother. I feel you should call me Mum. I like that name." Leela was looking so happy. Finally Leela found a daughter-in-law who would adopt her style. Ragini was listening to her each sentence. But then finally she couldn't able to control her curiosity. She wanted to ask that why did Trupti came there today. After all Trupti was not staying with her mother-in-law. From beginning they never able to adjust and Ragini felt that it was mistake of Trupti. But Trupti never visited this house. Ragini "Why did Trupti came here? " "For marriage preparations. I know.. I know. I will not let her spoil your and Sameer's marriage." Leela smiled and Ragini was happily willing to change according to Leela. Then Leela took her in her room. Then they started looking at ornaments which that jeweler bought it for her. Ragini started looking at every ornament with care. But in heart she knew that Leela would only decide her jewelery. She looked at Leela who was fully confident that Ragini would listen to her. Ragini first time sensed that she was not deciding by herself. Then she felt that it was fine. Ragini looked at Leela who was deciding for her. Leela looked at every jewelry with care. She wanted to perfect jewel for Ragini. Then slowly she started deciding jewelry. Leela was deciding as if jewels were so excellent in look. Leela was not even interested in opinion which Ragini had . She just chose jewels for Ragini and presented it before her. Ragini just started nod. Ragini just took every jewelry which was decided by Leela. This was really strange but Ragini just loved them all. After all since her childhood her parents used to decide for her. Now her mother-in-law was deciding for her. Ragini was happy with her when Trupti came there. Trupti smiled. Trupti "Can I join you?" Ragini looked confused but Leela said "Sure dear. You can see how excellent are Ragini's choices." Trupti came ahead and looked confused. Trupti "Mom it is just the same jewelry which you liked for me. Wow. Ragini, you like this one. You are making Mom so happy." Ragini " Mum want to.." "Wow you are even calling Mom same way Mom wanted. Wow Mum. I just never remember it. That is so sweet. I love you honey." Then Trupti hugged Ragini. Ragini didn't able to guess that if Trupti was really happy or was just doing show off. But any way she gave her a pleasant smile. Trupti "I am so glad that now Mom will not complaint about me." Then Trupti started laughing loudly again.
        When Ragini returned home, once again she was alone. She felt strange fear. It was happening every day since her mother's death. It was not sudden. Her mother had cancer. They all knew that she couldn't survive it. Her mother kept every thing ready for her. Her mother even wanted to see her married. But sadly she just didn't able to. They found Ragini's perfect match Sameer after five years. Her mother was dead for five years. But still Ragini felt same sorrow when she remembered her. She just never forget her mother who had been her guide for her entire life. But now Leela was doing same thing for her. Just at thought of Leela Ragini smiled happily. She was so relieved to get another mother. She was feeling so happy. But then she remembered that she must had to warm dinner for Dad. After all cook had cooked it in morning by now it was ice cold. She just wished her Dad was more helpful. She always had to all things in house. She had to arrange clothes. Then there were always small jobs of house. She had to warm milk and to do many small things. But since her Dad never understood importance of her work. He always kept increasing it and showing her as if she was useless. But then once again she thought that any way she was out of here now. Still somewhere in her heart she just wished her mother was alive to see this. Then she suddenly noticed that sugar was over. They needed it. After all they needed to make tea or coffee. She just forgot every thing when she was with Leela. Then she went out. Finally she went to shop. She was purchasing sugar when she noticed that Sameer was sitting inside cafe coffee day drinking coffee and eating snacks with s girl. He was enjoying himself. She sensed jealousy. She was about to argue then she thought that girl could be just his colleague and if she made any kind of show off, it looked wrong. She didn't want to upset him so she just went away. While going out she just felt one thing that they two looked just like couple. But then she just told her heart that it was just lie. She was getting conscious unneccesarily. She decided to control herself. She just went home, She started looking at her wedding shopping. Once again she was alone. She just wished Leela was with her. But it was not possible. She just kept looking around. After that she started to visit Sameer's house every day. One day she noticed once again Sameer in same shop with that same girl. She wanted to argue this time. But she was getting late since she had to catch bus and go to tailor. She wanted to discuss with Sameer that issue. But when she called Sameer, she just didn't want to bring it up. She just expressed wish to take her to movie which Sameer did. But whole time Sameer was just busy with his mobile. He hardly got any time to chat with her. She once more felt ignored. But still she felt that it was just due to her thinking. She just kept ignoring it. Until finally one day Leela called her with her father at home. When they came, she was shocked to see Sameer with that girl. Leela told them to sit down. Leela "I felt so sorry to tell you. But we have to cancel this wedding and engagement." Her father "Why?" "My son is already involved." Ragini was so shocked. She just ran towards Sameer and started screaming on him "You can't cheat me like that I am in love with you." "You are in love with me? But I have just went once with you on that movie and I hardly even talk on that time. I can understand that I should told you this on that point only. But you are not at all interested in listening to me." "What are you talking? I came here every day. I learn every thing from your Mum. She was just becoming like mother to me. I am so attach to her.." "You are marrying me and not my Mom so you have to be attach to me not to my Mom. And I can't see you have ever tried that." Ragini was so shocked. She just ran out of there. Her father came running after her. Ragini was so disturbed from inside. She started running on road. She felt as if she lost her mother on another time. She saw it in Leela's eyes. Leela called them just to get rid of them. Leela wanted now that new woman as her daughter-in-law. It was so perfect for Leela. Leela was ready to forget her and replace her. While Sameer claimed that they never were in any relationship. She was running on road without thinking which way she was going. She was just about to come under car when that car driver stopped and screamed on her. Her father said sorry and took her at home. She went with him but she was just soul less. She just kept watching in nothing. She didn't want to do any thing. She just kept crying on every point. She was getting worst and worst on every point. She just kept crying. Finally one day her father took her to hospital. She didn't ask him where were they going. Finally when they reached, she just sat on chair. She was not even interested in doctor's name. Finally she went inside. Then Doctor started talking with her. At beginning she was not interested. But then slowly she started telling him everything. Ragini "I feel so sad that Leela was no longer my Mum. I use to call her that since she like it. I did everything to forget it. But I just wanted Leela to be my mother. I miss her so much.." "You are not missing her. You are missing your mother." Her father " She never got over her death." Ragini started crying slowly. Doctor" She was upset by her mother's death and then she never got any treatment over it. She just kept thinking that she would get over. But it will not help us. She was depressed on every point. She started thinking at that she needed her mother. She found her mother in Leela which was never right. She was obeying her like some pet and Leela loved it. Leela was happy to see a daughter-in-law under her thumb. She never let her make friendship with Sameer. Leela just wanted her to be her slave. But she started training Ragini. But Sameer was not interested in her. It was not your fault Ragini that he was not interested. But he was already engaged with some one. But his mother Leela was forcing on him this relation. You are also not that much love with him. You just wanted mother. Actually I feel you have to relax little bit Ragini and accept your mother's death. Have you still sorrows about it? " "On each day." Then Ragini talked with him. She never asked who was him. But she knew one thing that he was helping her. Finally Doctor told her father " She is suffering from depression due to her mother's death. Sometimes it happen when you can't able to accept loss of your dear one. But slowly she would accept it. She was trying hard to substitute her mother which created more troubles in her life. But don't worry we can handle it." Ragini listened to everything. Then when she finally got out, she read name plate of Doctor. He was psychiatrist. She was so shocked. He seemed so normal and nice. She didn't understand that why did she was so scared of him. If some one had suggested her to do this, she would have said no. But now that she had visited psychiatrist. She knew one thing that she would visit him until she didn't feel normal. She didn't want to become slave of someone like Leela. She wanted just nice memories of her mother.
                                                               The End
                                 

Poem 2082. Finding freedom

                                                              Finding freedom

On those window panels we see that sunlight which will give pleasure to our mind when we see

It in hope of understanding new concepts of life when we see it as ticket of pleasure on every point
We just never understand our mind until that light will look so lovely and enchanting to our mind
That sunlight will look so pleasant on every point in that light we can see many good look on just
Every point sunlight will have that pleasant feel which will give happiness to our eyes after all those
Light will have so many nice looks on our mind when we began to feel one thinking from inside at
Just every point that golden touch will take us to have point where world will just look some thing
Which will show us that golden touch which look even more beautiful even than jewels on some
Moment and times that beauty is priceless but people never value it because it have so less price
In their eyes that we just began to feel one thinking from inside that when we give jewel will have
Some money in life so money will never let us have one thought from inside that sometimes we
Need to love that golden touch that look much more great in life we move ahead with just that gold
Which in return give us that security in life I know that jewels are important but that sunlight will
Have same value in life but we feel that we are happy even when we look great when we are in cage
On every point because in cage we feel we don’t need freedom when we have enough gold of jewel
In life but cage will not make us happy on any point until we learn to just think without feelings in
Our life because golden jewel will be enough in life but that is not truth on any point because we
Need our freedom more than jewels in life after all those freedom will look so nice and at every
Point that jewel will look so much great on every point but then at every point jewel will have
Same feel from inside in cage we see freedom is that need from inside which will give us that sort
Of light which will look so great on every time but when we have it we just began to like other
Feelings in life first comes greed which teach every time that we must not value other people’s
Freedom in life we just have one feel from inside on every point that we need to understand just
One thought from inside those feel which will touch our mind will look real when we see that sort
Of shine which will look pleasant on every point when shine will have appeal to our mind then
At every point we need to understand our thoughts from inside those feels which will look great
To us in life but then when we began to need other things in life we just feel that our freedom
Is true need of life for others we no longer care on any point our thoughts will confuse our thinking
And our mind on every point we feel just one thinking that we must use our freedom to fulfil
Our needs which will become greed on many times of life that thought will confuse us on every
Moment and point because golden touch sunshine and freedom is in life we feel we have it just
For whole time but we forgot one thing from inside even freedom is not something which we
Can keep freely in life it is gift of kindness in life when we become selfish it will always have some
Effect on our mind we need to understand one feel from inside that freedom will not something
Which should used to take away things from others life on some points we need to understand
One thought in life freedom can be still take away from you in life if you use it for wrong purpose
In our life then freedom no longer look that great in life it will just have adverse effect on mind
At every point those thoughts of freedom will manage to capture our thinking from inside at just
That point we need to understand our thoughts in life we need freedom on every point to just
Understand our thoughts from inside at every point freedom is necessary but not just for us
But for all in our life when we move ahead on every point those thoughts will have so many
Concepts which will show our world that night if we don’t understand freedom is not just for us
But it will for all in life may it be animals, birds or human in life but sadly human never understand
That thought or that point they just try to capture our thoughts and use it for their gain in life at 
Every point those purpose will never look that great in life because when we took away others
Freedom we never do anything great on any point then at every point we need to understand
That freedom is that thought from inside when mind will look great on every point those thought
Of freedom will have impact on mind at every point shine will look great in life so those thought
Will touch us on every point that will have effect on mind since freedom will show us that point
Where world will look great on every angle of life but we must understand it deserve by all
In life or we will no longer deserve our freedom in life everyone have way to find freedom in life.

Poem 2081. Some one on peak

                                                      Some one on peak

When we just began to think did we saw someone on peak or we just imagine it just out of mind

But it will not matter that much when we understand it will show us that side of life on which that
Peak will look so much great on every point we need to understand our thoughts and our mind
At every point we feel just one thinking from inside that we know why we are searching for that
Person and it is understood in our life we need to understand our thoughts on every point we are
Just confused in our mind regarding getting things done in life may be that’s why on those peak
We are searching from our mind those picture which will make our thinking alive we need to just
Understand our thinking on every point our thoughts will not help us to understand our mind on
Every point we feel one shadow of that darkness will show us dark side we began to feel one thing
From inside those person which we saw on peak it just our that hope from inside we feel one thing
From our thinking and mind when on peak we see something that is just thought that this one will
Help us in life so may be we need to understand just our need on that point when we see some one
On peak we have one thought from our mind that someone standing on peak is someone with
Our only hope in life but I just have one question when I understand with my mind that my hope
Is not that one but my only hope in this life is people may get those person who show them light
But that is their luck and we just can’t hope it will happen on every time after some time we may
Feel one thought from our mind that those person who stood on peak is just our hope and never
Become truth of life we just keep searching for that shadow on every point but if that one is not
Existed why we need to run after shadow on every point I just have one thinking from my mind that
We all have develop one bad habit that instead of searching for light we all search for some one
Who will show us light we want everything to become easy for us in life we want to enjoy each and
Every moment that shine which will give happiness for our mind but we are not ready to do that
Effect on our mind which will teach us to bring and create that shine we want our light to shine
With just one hope that it will give our world that hope which we want to please our mind we
Just need one thought from inside that we have to find something which will give our world one
Concept that we need to see that shine but not with help of others but with our own mind we need
To understand our world on every point just one thing that we can get friend if only luck decide
To shine but even on those moment our friends can’t help us to change thinking of our mind
When we want to move ahead with hope we need to work on our mind on every point we need
To understand that we are moving slowly in proper way to get for our life that proper sort of
Future and light when we stood on some position where we feel we can see things but they are not
True existed in life we need to understand one thing that our life will not move in that much
Good and positive way in life at every point our life don’t have hope not because there is no one
On that peak on that point but because it is never about someone standing on peak can change
Our ways of life we have just one feel from inside that we are moving to that side which will
Show us that person who is great on every point but we need to understand that one who will be
Standing on peak can’t be god or angel in life we are the one who need to help that one in life
To change world with helping that one in life that one is just like us but that one become angel
Only when we give that one shine that one is that angel who need our faith in that one to get
That sort of shine which that angel need on every point we need to keep our hopes alive on just
Every point we need to understand shine that will have power on every point because then on
Every angle of life we need that some thinking from inside on that peak we need to see that
Sort of wish but then and on every point on peak stood that one leader whom we give to our faith
In life but I just feel one thing I want that one to be innocent and simple in life it will not matter
May people call that one stupid but I feel that arrogant never manage to take me ahead in life
And life have one bad habit that is calling innocent and kind stupid on many point who keep
Faith on doing good many times get fooled on sometimes inside life at every point we feel
Just one thought from inside that we need to understand innocence is need of our life may it
Look wrong to your practical and smart mind but try to understand it is just your ruthless mind
Because practical mind knows happiness is in smiles so that mind will desire someone who will
Let us talk in life so I need innocent one on my peak life since they will think of me at least on
Some point of life other one will just think of themselves and follow their perfect lifestyle and
It will not matter to them what I have in life because they will manage a way in which I will not
Remain visible to world at any point because they know how did take hold of some people’s mind.