Poem 1354. Complicated things

                                                   Complicated things
I just always wish nice things in life and it common wish from every side so when that

Nice thing will come there will be a biggest fight everyone will want it from heart and 

Inside some are ready to share and some are not ready to share them in life that is one big

Problem of each part of our life that nice thing is important on many sides inside life and
When for those nice things we keep having fight I just see that whole world is screaming
Because each person want nice thing in life no one want things which are complicated
On some points every one want those things which are so best on every angle of life I just
Feel one thing from thought and from my mind on every moment I just have one thought
That when nice things are so precious but still they are limited in life and we find those
People who can adjust with bad things in less numbers in our life on every moment and
On every point we just feel one thing that when I just make wish of owning that thing
Then it will be hard to do inside life I just feel one thought from my thinking and from
My mind that only if we find people who adjust with those complicated things more then
How pleasant is our life when we went ahead on every moment and on every point I just
Feel one thought from inside that those things which look complicated are called nothing
But just bad things and people want to keep them away inside life so on every point in
Our life I just feel those things are bad on every point of life I just have one thought from
My mind that those complicated things are wrong for entire life I just feel one thing from
My thinking and my mind that those complicated things are hated by people inside life
Because no one want difficult work every one want just one thing that was to enjoy each
And every day of life I just feel one thing that one day I will get things done inside life
When I start doing something important inside life I just feel one thought from my mind
That on every point in life I want things to look better on each and every day inside life
I just have one thinking from every point that when I want my future to become something
Perfect inside life and still I want it to be easy for my life when I went ahead on every point
I just feel one thing from my mind that those complicated things will not look that nice
In life I just feel on every moment and on every time that things are not going ahead as
We wish inside life I just feel that just because things are complicated we have rejected them
On each and every point I just have one thought of my mind those complicated things
Are not perfect and nice inside my life I have just one feeling from my mind that when
Those difficult things are accommodated they look so perfect in life I just have one thought
That whenever we start to think about our life we should not always just reach for good
And easy things on every point I have just one feeling from my mind that on every moment
Those complicated things don't look that much nice inside life I just feel that those things
Are required inside our life on every moment and on every point I just feel one thought
From my mind that when I went ahead inside my life I just never able to go ahead
Without much help and thought about life but when I think I just feel I want good results
And mostly easy way seems like something more promising in life and they just manage
To show me new thoughts which will take us ahead in life I just have one thinking from
Each and every point I feel that I can't win until I get things as I wish inside my life
On every moment I just feel that my sun should shine but not after using hard way
But after using simple way in life every moment I just wish that I will go ahead on each
And every point but my obsession with easy ways sometimes manage to take away
My success in life because sometimes complicated ways are not that bad as we feel in life
Sometimes those who adjust with them will get nice results inside life I just feel one thing
From my thoughts and from my mind on every day I just feel one thing in my life that
On every moment we just feel one thought from thinking inside life I just have one thought
In my life those good things called bad just because they don't give quick success in life
On every day I feel just one thing from my mind that good things are considered bad
Sometimes due to mistakes which we make inside our life when things goes in wrong way
In our future and in our life on each and every day and each and every time inside life.

Poem 1353. Changing of world

                                                    Changing of world
Sometimes in my thoughts and in my world I just feel one thing from thinking of this world
I am sometimes just stuck between my own world because when I say something in life then
People expect me to do that change in world when I just say something I wish it to happen
But I never thought that people will feel that I can change this world inside my heart trust me
My friends I really like to change world I just feel one thing on every moment in life that those
Thoughts of changing world are easy but doing them seem hard to life I can even do it but
Only if I learn to give myself sometime in which I can understand some parts of my life I just
Kept thinking on every point that things are not that easy inside life I just keep wishing on
Every point that someone else could do that work for me on some day inside life I just have
One thought from my mind that on every moment I need to understand that I can't change
The world at all in life but when people look at me with hopes I just wish to turn my head
On other side and show them that there are other useful people who will change life on each
And every point I just never understand why people are looking at me in this way inside life
I just feel one thought from inside of my mind that I am nothing before those useful and
Intelligent people inside life I just feel one thing that my future depend on how did things
Turn in life on every moment I just feel one thought from mind that on every occasion we
Need to understand those people and power of their mind since they have prove them so
Great I just feel one thought on every point that when things are worst they can turn them
Into something good inside life so I just keep pointing on other people because they have
Proved themselves in life and I can't able to prove anything great in life but then when I look
Carefully at those people I just feel are they so worthy inside life or they are just simple like
You and me and they also have many defects like us inside life so when I hope for change
Then why did I look so great person inside life when I look at that world I just feel one thing
That life is not that perfect and that nice on every moment I just feel one thing from each
And every point that those things which happen inside our world are something so perfect
In our future and in our life I just have one thing from my mind that those things which
Happen in our world are not that much nice I just feel that I can't just say other person
Have more qualification to do that change in life because sometimes those people who are
Superior inside life are not that perfect on any side I just feel one thing from my thinking
And from my mind that on every moment I feel those people are not nice inside their life
I just feel one thought from my mind that on every day I need to understand those people
Who achieve success inside life I just have one thinking from my thoughts and from my
Mind that on every moment I just feel that those superior people who have won in life
Are not that much perfect on any angle of our life I just keep thinking that even those people
Sometimes don't want to do everything inside life they have done one thing and it was enough
For their future and for their life when I went ahead on every point I just feel one thought
From my mind that on every moment I need to have same thinking inside life but those
People who are perfect in one side seem to have wrong thinking on many points because
If specialist in one side don't mean that person have enough skills to understand other side
Some people use their brain to learn other sides while some just prefer to learn one and
Only one side in life I just feel one thought from every point that those people who learn
One side are not enough to change the whole world because for changing whole world
We need knowledge of all side I just feel one thing that on every point life will not take us
Ahead on each day and every point I just have one thought from my mind that when I went
Ahead I feel that I just don't need one person to change this world and change this life
I have just one thought from my mind that when I went ahead I feel I have to go ahead
Inside life I have just one thought from my thinking and my mind that world can't be
Changed just by one person or one mind it can be changed only when many minds come
Together inside life but then I just feel what did I want to change world in life if I want
To change then I just have to change my own mind and convince other people to change
Their thoughts about life when I walk ahead people will see it inside their life and then
They will realize that it is right process of life so maybe I just have to go ahead with right
Thought and with right way inside my life and then slowly after some days whole world
Will change without much efforts because since we all have changed our mind world
Will change without talk of changing it inside our world and inside our days of our life.

Poem 1352. Making friends

                                                       Making friends
How interesting is life that sometimes we just sat peacefully on one place and sometimes
We just run after one thing and other things in life I don't mean to say we have ideal time
But in life sometimes we are just force to sit on one point when we went to some function
And unknown people are around us and we just remain stuck on that seat which don't have
Any useful person inside life I just feel one thing that we are standing on some front which
Is unique for our life I just feel one thing from my mind that on every moment I feel that
I need to go ahead inside life but still sometimes I am invited on some points and then I just
Feel one thing on those points in life that when I went ahead I feel that I should not have come
To that function in my life because it seems to me nothing but just waste of time because
On those occasion I just don't needed to sit on that time in my life after all what is use of
That sitting inside life I just feel one thing from my thoughts and my mind that every thought
In life so on every point and on every time I just feel one thing from my mind that when
I sit there I observe that person who have invited me on that point and I just feel one thing
From my thinking and from my mind every time when we go ahead inside my life I just
Feel one thing from my mind that this person need my presence on every point I just feel
One thing from thoughts which are hidden in life when I just went ahead on every moment
And on every point I just feel one thing from my mind that those hours of my life are so
Important for my mind that on every occasion I need to understand my thoughts and my
Mind on every time I just have one feeling in my mind that I must sit there to give pleasure
To that mind to show that person I am with that one in happiness because just saying is not
That much needed inside life I just feel one thing that my mind will never go ahead on any
Thought or any point I just keep thinking that when I think some thing and say it with smile
People will understand it and that will be enough for them to keep in their mind logic which
Are perfect for our thoughts and life on every moment when I went ahead on each and
Every thought and on each and every point I just feel one thing that my mind is set on
Getting things as we wish from time to time I just keep hoping from my mind that when
I say something people will understand it properly in life but that will not happen on any
Point and we just feel one thing from our mind that when we went ahead on every point
We just feel that we are standing on wrong point inside our life I just  look at that person
Who have invited us looking around for crowd and then began to smile I feel that
This person just wish one thing from me that was my attendance in that function so that
This person will understand what is truly hidden inside that person's thinking and
That person's mind when I went ahead on every logic and on every point I just feel one
Thought from my thinking and my mind that on every moment I feel I need understanding
Inside my mind that I am not wasting my time I am doing my duty by sitting there and
Giving some smile I can also feel that it is also my work on some time people may feel that
These functions are waste of money but I feel just one thing from my mind once some one
Have wasted it why should not at least attend it instead of totally wasting their money and
Their peace of mind even if our some hours are wasted still I feel they are gone in useful
Thing inside life I just feel that on every moment I need to keep bigger mind I need to
Understand that those thoughts are wrong when I think it is wasting on time even on those
Occasions we can learn many lessons in life I got to understand one thought from my
Thinking and mind that on every point things will turn into normal step by step in life
I just feel one thing from time to time that I am attending them but I can learn to have
Adverse situation inside life then on those occasion I feel that just one thing from my
Thought and from my mind that on every point I need to understand things inside life
I just feel one thing on every point that I need to go ahead with my life but when I make
Friends in this situation I feel suddenly so happy inside life I just feel one thing from
My thought and my mind that on every moment I just went ahead in my life but then
When I can't able to find friend on that time I feel sad but that don't mean I wasted my time
Because on those function after one or two tries I will began to make friends with people in life.

Poem 1351. Angle of life

                                                       Angle of life
When I promise myself I will not get involved in those wrong things in life I just feel one

Thing that I have tried every side and sealed my mind from turning on wrong sides on every

Thought and on every point how nice it will feel inside my life when I feel so sure that any
Bad thought will not enter in my mind but then as my life went ahead on every point I just
Feel one thing from my mind that those wrong thoughts will enter slowly inside my life
And they will manage to destroy peace of my mind on every moment when I went ahead
In life I will just feel one thing that my sun will not shine but just because those thoughts
Enter little bit late inside life I will never feel that I am standing on wrong point because
As moments went ahead on every point I just feel one thing that I don't want my future
To harm me inside life so I just want to seal each and every dark side which sometimes
Enter in my future and sometimes enter in my mind I just feel one thing that I am standing
On wrong location and on wrong point I just never understand when wrong things enter
In life but sometimes I feel that they are not that wrong after some point I just feel one
Thought from my mind that on every moment my mind will just goes wrong way from
Time to time I just never understand those truths of my mind which tell me on every moment
That I am standing on right point what I thought wrong was never wrong in life it was so
Perfect and right because on every moment I just feel one thing from my mind that on every
Second I feel that I have selected wrong thought inside my life and wrong thing is that I have
Ever thought something is wrong with my life when on each and every day my life was so
Perfect and fine from every side I just feel that there are no wrong things around me in life
I just feel that I am watching them with wrong direction and point if I look around me with
Unbiased eyes I just feel one thing that I am standing on wrong location and on wrong thoughts
Which are part of my mind I just never understand how can I just feel some things are so
Wrong in my life when every thing  is just good or little bit less good inside life I just
Have one thought from my mind that when I say something is wrong then it is just little
Hard work which is needed to set it right on every point I have just one feeling from my
Every angle of my life that when I went ahead I just feel one thought from my mind that
On every moment I can see everything in positive angle of our life we just never need
Those wrong thoughts from our thinking and from our mind because those things are
Not really bad inside life I just feel one thing from my mind those thoughts inside mind
I have those thinking from every front of life I feel that we are standing on wrong concepts
And on wrong thoughts of our mind I just feel one thing from my thinking that every sort
Of wrong thing sometimes happen inside my life but they are that wrong because they have
Other positive side of mind I just feel one thing if I start looking on positive side then
I will see things in different way in life every thing which look wrong suddenly began to
Look perfect and nice because on every moment I feel that I am just creating negative
But my own thoughts and by my own mind I just feel one thing from my thinking and
My life that positive things should become totally wrong for my thoughts and for my mind
I just feel that those parts which are parts of my life are something so wrong on every
Moment and on every point I just feel one thing from my mind that when I went ahead
I need to understand what is hidden in my negative mind I just never think much about
Those ways that take us ahead in life I just keep thinking about those thoughts which are
So wrong inside my life I have just one thinking from my mind that when I start going
Ahead I just feel that I am struck on that wrong thought on every time I just never understand
Those thinking which are once part of my mind are not going to stay part of my future as
I prefer and like I just never understand what I really want from inside I feel that those
Wrong thoughts are something coming from out side I know sometimes outside things
Also encourage them inside our heart from point to point but I just feel one thing that
Those thoughts which are entered inside our heart are something so wrong on every point
But I feel that those thoughts are right if we move them in proper angle of life I just feel
One thing that nothing is wrong in our life until we decide to call it wrong because it is
Our view which will decide because sometimes people even went ahead with life after
Lot of wrong inside their life and inside their mind on each and every point inside every angle of life.

Poem 1350. Photos of mind

                                                          Photos of mind
Beautiful things of life which change from point to point that those thoughts which look so
Pretty on every point I just feel that those are nice and perfect inside life I just have those photos
Which are creative inside life when I see those picture which look so lovely inside our life
I just feel one thing from every point those picture which look nice are made in different
Style on every part in life that picture looks as if it is on something unique of each point when
I see those picture I see they looking so different in those photos and those lights maybe
They are due to camera I thought until that photographer told me that it is not about that
Camera it is about our eyes I just have one thought from inside of my mind that why did
Those pictures look so different in style same scene look as proof of happiness and same
Scene look like picture of sorrow to mind on every moment we just feel one thing from
Thoughts and mind that those places have that quality so we just see it in pictures of life
When I saw pictures from time to time I just feel one thing from my mind that those pictures
Which are clicked by that photographer inside life they show what is inside that place and
Very properly sometimes I just feel one thing from my thoughts and my mind that on every
Point we just feel one thing from inside that those pictures which we see are proof of that
Emotions which that place posses on that sight I just never thought that it is not about that place
But it is about what that artist feel from mind when that artist have some nice thoughts from
Inside our mind after all those pictures shows those emotions inside mind those pictures
Are showing that beautiful feeling which are nice for our eyes and even sometimes those
Sorrows look so prefect and nice for our thinking and for our mind I just feel one thing
From my inside when photos are clicked many times they are not just photos they are
What photographer feel from inside every moment and every thought look so precious
For our thinking and our mind I just feel that those photographers are lovely and precious
In that picture and that mind I just feel those pictures are not that much lovely on many
Thoughts and on many points I feel that maybe lack of talent can be blamed on that time
But when we see a photo we would not just decide that beauty of that photo depend on
What we see inside life I have those photos are so fresh and nice but then I just feel that
In these pictures I have so nice look from every thought and point I just kept looking at
That photo from every angle and on every sight I just have one feeling from inside of my
Thinking and of my mind I just feel one  thought on every point that when I went
Ahead inside life I just feel those thoughts are something inside my thought and inside
My mind I feel those photos are so important for life on every moment I just feel one
Thought from my mind that those photos are so unique in every point because they are
Not showing those places but they are showing those feelings which artist have inside
I just feel one thought from my thinking and my mind that on every spot I need to have
That thought inside life I just never understand that those pictures are not just photos
Those are mirror of life that person who have clicked them is creating them on every
Thought and on every point I just feel one thing from inside of my mind that on every
Thought I just feel that those photos are something not that perfect and nice because
When I went ahead on each and every point I just feel those photos are showing me
Many truth about photographers mind when that person have even on saddest spot that
One will manage to go ahead on some point I just feel one thing from inside of my mind
That even on that spot those photographer will catch happy things like some one is
Helping other person inside life I just feel one thought from my mind that on every moment
I just need to have thing properly in life I have just one thought from inside of my mind
I feel that when photographer click photos on saddest moment of that unique joy I just
Feel that it is power of their positive mind and then when they wrote some thing then
Even during tears we can just manage to make one smile and hope for nice future and
Proper future in our life but when something wrong happen inside our life I just feel
One thing that I am standing on wrong point but that photographer show that every thing
Is just on right place and every thing is right but then there is also other side of life
Sometimes during even our pleasant moment photographer manage to click some thing
Wrong in life on my thought and on my mind everything goes wrong way inside life
So those sad photos show sadness in life I know sadness is nice thing in life but sometimes
I feel they are also nice because they are showing me life's other side and I can easily
Find way to turn it into happiness only if I can understand those feeling inside my mind.

Poem 1349. Game called life

                                                     Game called life
How lovely was that scene when I see just nice things in sky and how sad I feel when
Something wrong enter in my sky but I just feel maybe my thinking is wrong when I just
Feel that it is wrong to let that thing enter in sky because if it is already there before that
I just can't able to see it because it is hidden behind my eye when we went ahead on
Many thoughts and try I just feel one thing that those wrong things are hidden from our
Mind and hardly able to enter in our sky I just have one feeling from my thoughts and
From my tries that inside this life I have just one feeling that inside my mind I just feel
That something wrong is going to happen in my life on every moment I just feel one
Thought from inside that in my sky I just want to see nice but when I changed thinking
Just believe me friends in life I began to even like some problems of my life I must
Confess that at first they scare me but after some time I began to get adjust with those
Problems of my life every moment when I move ahead in my life I just use to feel one
Thought from my mind that on every moment life just goes ahead from on every point
But after some moment at least I have began to adjust with some problems in my life
Those problems become to thrill to me in my life because on every moment I just think
On thing that it is just a game which I am enjoying every time I use to keep one hope
That this game will be over with proper ending after some time so then maybe it take
Some hours but that game will be ended to perfect ending after some time and when
I work with that hope inside my life I just feel one thing from my thoughts inside life
I have just one thought that my future will be perfect after some time because when
I went ahead in my future I just feel that life will be that perfect or that nice inside
My life so on every moment I just feel one thought from my mind that on every second
I need to adjust with my life on every time I just never able to guess what is right for
My life because when I use to think that this is my life I use to feel that it will be never
Proper and perfect on any point because when I went ahead with my life I feel so scared
On each and every point my thinking use to confuse me on many sides of my life and
It will just help me to think that I am not on proper thought and point when I feel that
Life is my life I just thought every thing from my heart and my mind but sadly my heart
Confuse me on every moment of my life I just began to get so tense on every point
That I just feel one thing that I don't get things right on any thought and on any point
I just keep thinking that things are not going to be good because I just feel one thing
On every thought and mind that this game which I play in my life is not that happy on
Any point from my mind I just keep feeling so concerned about my life that on every
Moment I just feel that I will get things only that way which are perfect for my mind
So when I think it is my life suddenly depression enter with stress in my mind so sometimes
I just wish that at least I should change my life into game for some special occasion
And on some important point I just never understand those thoughts of my mind which
Use to tell that I am standing on totally wrong side of my life because many times those
Thoughts just manage to take me on wrong side of life they just don't help me much
But they create troubles for me on every point when I consider life as game I can enjoy
It on many points because in life I don't feel sure about next chance but in case of game
I feel next chance will be there after some time if you trust then you can see that mostly
Even our life gives us second chance many times we always keep getting chances until
We are standing in that game I mean to say we are alive until then everything looks perfect
And nice for our life we just keep thinking one thought that we will win after some time
When we say that we can't win suddenly problem enter inside life I know that you also
Feel this way as I felt on many times but even when we play some game we think that
Way inside it on many time still we keep trying until we win inside it on some time and
That is that passion which we need in this game called life we need to win on many
Occasions as well as on many points in life then we must learn to play that game again
And again until we get it perfect inside life like those children who lose in their video game
But still play that game with dedication until finally they get that solution inside game and life.

Adventure story 126. Beach party

                                                                   Beach party
Rita was walking in soft sand.It was touching her feet on every moment she felt it's pleasure.It was so nice.She looked at that sky.She saw that sun setting.She felt so nice.She saw that sun carefully.Every sun ray was looking so pleasant that she just kept looking at it.She was so happy.Then she suddenly felt that her daughter was holding her hand and telling her that they should go inside sea.Rita looked at those tides and agreed.She looked at that quiet sea.She felt so nice.It was so pleasant.She took small Isha in her arms and went in sea.Then slowly she kept Isha in that water.She didn't let her feet to touch that sand.She made sure that her daughter was safe.Rita took hold of her.It was so nice.They were laughing so happily.She felt those tides on her feet.She was just about to touch that water and throw it on her face.When alarm rang loudly and her sleep was disturbed.She hated when alarm rang on such times.It was her best dream but then she looked at watch.She had get every one ready.She ran to kitchen and same time Shirish ran to bathroom to take bath.It was their normal morning.They had started their routine.But still Rita was so happy today.She was still having that feeling of water. Isha came in kitchen and hugged her.Isha felt her mother's happiness.Isha"Mom what happened?""Nothing sweet heart.""Why are you so happy?""Just because happiness make you healthy.""Then why don't you look happy in same way every day?Don't you want to be healthy every day?"Rita started laughing.Her daughter Isha was always full of questions in life.She just loved her attitude sometimes and hated it sometimes.She was so happy now that she just kissed her.Rita"Of course.Mom want to be healthy.That's why she started it."Isha was also giving sweet smile now."So we both will smile.""Ok.Mom but what about Papa?"Suddenly Rita felt so upset.She didn't know why but she felt irritated at mention of Shirish.She just put down Isha and went back to work.Isha sensed that something was wrong so she just kept looking at her.Suddenly Rita also felt that she was upset by mention of her husband.But she didn't understand that why did she felt like that.She just smiled but her pleasure was gone.Her dream was still alive inside her heart.She just still felt it.She was thinking about it when suddenly Shirish screamed"Are you ready?".Rita started working.Finally everything was ready.Rita got ready to drop Isha to school.When suddenly Shirish called and told her that he would bring his some friends for dinner.Rita nodded.She knew that saying something was wrong.But then she felt that she wanted one thing from heart.That one day Shirish would learn something about giving value to others.
        So Shirish left to office just after saying that Rita should arrange dinner.She had to arrange it all.She started deciding that what should good for every one.It was so tiring. Isha noticed tension on her Mom's face. Isha"Mom you are tense because those guests are coming.Do you think that they will be like last one?"Now that thought upset Rita.She remembered that last time there were just confusion in every thing.She managed it all but at end she was about to faint.Any way most upsetting thing was some of the guest managed to hurt Isha by commenting on her like her talking talents and her looks.Rita never expected such things from those people. So she worked hard and in return she got her crying daughter.She hoped that this time they would not act same way.Rita"I think they will act sweetly this time.""No...they will never act nice.I will stay with you in kitchen."Rita nodded.She liked this idea.She didn't want Isha to play with those kids or parents.She never liked Shirish's friends that much.She had to adjust.Finally they reached to school.Rita send to Isha inside and then she turned back to get things for dinner.She was moving around when she once again noticed that beach.It was not near but still she could feel it as much alive as her dream.She wanted to go near it but she didn't dare.She just kept listening to that tides which she imagined from mind because from her position she could able to see or listen to those tides.She was far away.But she could hear them from her mind.She just forgot time and kept listening to it.She didn't sense that how much time was lost.Until some car driver pressed horn because he wanted her to change place.He wanted to park.She came to her senses due to that noise.She looked at her watch.She noticed that she must be standing there for hours.She just didn't sense it.She knew that it was too late to make lunch so she decided that she would eat something outside then she would do shopping.She sat in that restaurant.She just wanted to go in that sea.She wanted Isha to come with her.She decided that she would convince Isha. She felt that it would be good idea. Shirish would agree when Isha would insist.Then Rita went for shopping.She started doing everything perfectly.She arranged everything.But inside her mind she was just dreaming about those tides.She wanted to go near them.But she knew that she couldn't.She was so upset by that thought.Finally she went to pick up Isha.Isha was so not at all interested in guest.But Isha liked to help her Mom.She came to help Rita regarding small things.
       Finally at evening every thing got ready.Then Rita started waiting for guests. Shirish brought them with him.She heard their voices.Rita could sensed that Isha was not interested in meeting them.Rita was also not interested but she had to do her duty.Rita arranged a nice smile.Then every one came inside Shirish's friends and their families entered.Their children started running around and Isha ran inside kitchen. Shirish was not happy about it.But he decided to ignore her.Rita chatted with everyone as best as she could.Then suddenly some one out of them suggested that they should go to beach. Shirish suddenly looked upset. Shirish"No so late."His friend's wife Julia"Not now.I mean to say that next time I will give every one beach party."Every one looked pleasant with idea except Shirish.He didn't want to go there.Shirish"I hate beaches.""Come on.It will be nice.""No..No..""Come on."All friends said in chorus and started laughing.Rita knew that now Shirish would not able to say no.He agreed.Rita looked happily.But then he suddenly added"But we have small daughter.We can't keep her alone at home.""Then bring her.""In that weather I think it will not suit her.""Where is your daughter anyway?I just didn't see her.""She is right.All children are playing there.She is not with them."Rita"Actually she is in kitchen helping me to do things.""Ohh my god.That is so wrong.We just feel one thing here that you are just keeping your daughter with you like some baby.She will never able to stand on her legs this way.""She is right.You must not just pamper your daughter this way.She must learn living without you.She can't stay with you always.You must tell her that she has to move on her own."Rita"She don't come with me always.She take her decisions many times."Every one in that room looked at her with total disbelief."Shirish"I just kept telling her but she never listen to me."Then they all started advising Rita every thing.She wanted to tell them to get lost.But she knew that she couldn't go ahead at talk like that so she just kept defending her daughter.But she was sure that they would upset Isha more now.She just hoped to god that Isha didn't come there.But her hope was hopeless because then Shirish called Isha. Isha had to come out then they all started discussing things.Isha was getting upset.She was holding Rita more tightly.Rita could clearly felt that her anger had increased.She just took hold of Isha's hand who was crying and took her to kitchen with her.She could see that Shirish didn't like it.But she decided that she didn't care.She didn't want to hurt her daughter more so she went in kitchen.
        Then she came out just to serve and then immediately inside.She didn't want to chat so she didn't. When all guest went outside to leave ,she went outside just to give them see off with Isha.When they all went away,then after some time Shirish started screaming on Rita.Shirish"Why did you go away like that? It looked all wrong.They were saying right thing.Isha is growing up in wrong way because then I just feel one thing that Isha is just becoming totally shy.She never able to become something worthy inside life.""Will you stop it?She is perfect.You are totally wrong.You just always appreciate your friends and their nonsense.I don't let you speak like this about our daughter."Isha started crying."Just always keep shading her."Shirish gave one mean smile to her.It was challenge to her.Then he turned towards her and said"You are making her like you.She would never go near sea or on any beach party."When she looked angrily at him,he just felt one thing from his mind that he wanted to hurt her.She had insulted him so he said those next words"In fact I think she will be madder than you.She will not just scared about sea but she will scared about people."Rita screamed on him loudly"I hate you."She cursed him and then she just ran to her room.She began to pack suitcase.She packed her clothes and Isha's clothes.She went out without thinking.She just knew one thing that she didn't want to stay with that man.She just ran out of her house.When she reached to her home at so late.Her parents and her sister was shocked.They took her inside then she slowly told them everything.Her Mom" Beta you can't just come home like that.I know Shirish had acted wrong way but we will talk to him."Rita"No..Mom it is not about Shirish.I just dream every day about going inside sea.I want to get over it.I just always felt so upset about it.Rita's sister Tina"She is right Mom.She need to do something or she would have to heard this every day."Their father got angry now."Do you think I am god?What shall I do?I just don't know what's wrong with her.I just can't change it.That is enough.Tomorrow you are going back."Rita loudly"No I am not.Only if Shirish came to take me then only I will go."Her father"That is enough.You have become so selfish.He is that one who is feeding you.You have to obey him."Rita was so angry now.She began to regret her decision of returning to parents.She just started crying.Rita"I will go tomorrow."Tina"Dad this is too much."Mom"Shut up Tina.You are too small to talk in this issue.""I know.But I feel that you are not helping her.She was insulted by her husband and now by her parents.I just hate all this.But let me tell you one thing.I am with her."Next day even when Shirish didn't come Rita returned back.But then she came back.She saw that Shirish was not at home. Isha was so scared by all this.She started crying. Isha began to feel that it was all her mistake.But Rita smiled.She felt that now she had excuse to return home so she went back.
         When Rita was about to go home,she suddenly felt one thought inside mind.No one was interested in her now so she could try sea on that moment.Rita turned to Isha.Rita"Do you want to go in sea?""No Mom."Then Rita felt that it would be risky for her daughter.Rita"I will drop you at neighbours house.Your Dad will take you from there."Isha nodded.Then Rita went to neighbor who willingly agreed to take care of Isha.Rita just didn't asked about Shirish but she went near that beach.She could feel fear that was gathering inside her.She could feel with each step towards sea.She felt as if all her world was getting disturbed.She felt that she couldn't bear it.Still she went ahead with hope to cure.She felt as if she was going near her death penalty but she just kept going.She was feeling so strange scare as if some one was stopping her breath but still she ran towards that water but when she went near it.She felt that touch of tide.Suddenly every thing began to look horrible.Whole world became a roller costar.She started feeling strange things.She began to feel that she couldn't breath inside that water.She felt as if that water was trying to drag her inside.She could able to stop it.She wanted to run back but she couldn't because her feet were stuck in that sand.She was just felt that she was started drowning herself.When she felt some one pushed her behind,that hand pulled her out of sea.Then she once again came back to senses.That was Shirish.Shirish"Are you mad?What are you trying to do?You are trying to suicide over such small fight.""No...No....I just don't want to see your face.Just go away."She started screaming such a loudly that all crowd gathered around them.A man"What happen?Why was she trying to kill herself?"Rita turned to that man and said"I was not trying to kill myself.I am scared of water.I just wanted to go inside and get away from fear."Another woman"But you were drowning.Don't try this by yourself.Ask your Doctor."Rita suddenly found her way out of this problem.She just started running away.Shirish was running behind her.But she didn't care.She picked up her purse from sand and ran for Auto.She gave him address of her family Doctor.When she entered in Auto,Shirish entered after her.Shirish "Come on.It is not needed.You are just fine..."He just kept talking but Rita decided to ignore him completely.Finally she reached to her family Doctor.She was so obsessed with idea of meeting him that she even forgot that she was wet.But when she reached their receptionist was shocked.Receptionist"Madam you are wet.You can't sit like that you will get sick."Rita looked at herself.Of course she was wet.She was in those sea tide and she was fully wet due to them. Rita"I know but I must meet Doctor now."She turned to every patient and bowed before them.She was even ready to touch their feet.Rita"Please let me go."Those patients were needy but then when Rita went ahead and started acting like that they all let her go inside.
         Shirish was so shocked when Rita started requesting those strangers like that. He was sure now that something was wrong with Rita.It was so strange to see her like that she was not acting normal.They went inside.Rita started crying and telling Doctor every thing.Doctor was so shocked at first but then he controlled himself.Doctor"First relax.You can be cured but not by me.You need a psychiatrist."Rita looked confused.Rita"Where can I get one?"Doctor started laughing.Doctor"I have one psychiatrist friend.I will give you his number.But don't get so desperate.First go home and change your clothes or you will catch pneumonia."Rita nodded.She smiled."Thanks Doctor."Then she went out. Shirish was just walking behind her.He didn't dare to say anything because he was so scared by all this.But he was relieved when she took auto to their home.He was so scared that she would return back to her parent's home.He never liked her parents much.Special from today because today he went in her house in hope of meeting her.But he found out that her parents had already told her to go away.Her younger sister insulted him for his ruthless behaviour.He was so scared and when he returned to his home,after that he started searching for her but when her neighbor brought just his daughter.He was so scared.He started crying loudly.He just felt so upset by all this.When he chatted with Isha for sometime,finally she spoke that Rita was going to beach with her but she said no.Then he ran towards beach.He knew that Rita could never able to survive that sea and those tides.He just never forget how did he saved Rita.Now this all was happening.He just wished from his heart that he could only take back those words.He decided that he would never call his friends at home again.He could arrange somewhere in hotel.Then finally they reached home.Rita immediately changed her clothes and then called Doctor"Will you give me that number?"Doctor was confused but then he gave that number.Rita phoned that psychiatrist and then started insisting for appointment.She was screaming and crying at same time to get that number.Finally she got that appointment.Then she just ran once again to that psychiatrist. Shirish once again ran with Rita.Then they reached to that Psychiatrist when they went inside Rita started insisting that she wanted to enter in sea as soon as possible.That psychiatrist smiled and slowly explained Rita that she was suffering from specific phobia and it would slowly get cured.Psychiatrist after that started asking questions regarding cause.But Rita couldn't able to provide proper reason.She just said that she was scared of it from childhood.Then finally Shirish spoke"Actually my mother was very attached with Rita and Rita was attached to her.When she died that room of hotel had view of sea shore.It was heart attack sudden."Rita looked so confused.It seemed as if she didn't remember it.Rita "I just don't remember but I feel sad and scared when I see tides."Psychiatrist "Don't worry such things happen you can be cured.But just give it some time."Then psychiatrist slowly convinced Rita every thing.When Rita got convinced,Shirish felt so relieved.He just felt that he was so wrong in decision of ignoring Rita's problem.He should have contacted psychiatrist.But then he felt that it was better late than never and he smiled happily.While hoping that next time he would give beach party to his family not friends.He knew that his family hated his friends so he had to keep them apart.He had decided it from heart and then he looked happily at his wife who was relaxed now.
                                                               The End