Samir's project
Samir was working so hard on project. He began to create different slides. It was important to make that project in correct way. It was work of his lifetime. He was trying so hard. He wanted to get successful in his project. It was so pleasant one to work. He liked it’s every part. He wanted to keep doing it. But it was not going to stay forever. Finally that project would be over on next day. He needed to preset it then he needed to shift to next project. He had not asked about next one. He was hoping that it would be interesting too. He was so positive about his work. He was completing it when his Mom called him “ Samir..” “ Mom I am busy!” “ Do you want coffee in milk or something else?” Actually he didn’t wanted to drink milk but his Mom didn’t gave him that option. He needed to drink. He was so frustrated. He didn’t want diversion on this point but his only option was to drink milk & get over it. He decided to keep quiet. He knew that for him glass of milk was coming any way. But he didn’t want to show fake desire for it. Then his Mom came with glass of milk. He smiled sweetly when his Mom came. He loved his Mom. His parents were his backbone. He couldn’t have managed to move ahead without their support. He loved his parents from his heart. He was so attached to them. He couldn’t survive a day without them. He wanted them like pole of his life. He took glass of milk from her. He was so happy about all. On that point his phone rang. His finger nervously went towards mobile. He took call. He didn’t even read name of caller. He was little bit nervous. He just wanted to get over this call. Then he heard sound of crying on mobile. He shivered. He didn’t even read name of caller. He began to get so upset. He heard ringing of mobile & just took it. He didn’t try to understand who made that call. He couldn’t recognise even that voice. He was so frustrated. That caller was crying so it was so stressful. It was so odd. He didn’t want to feel pain in heart. He didn’t want to answer but he couldn’t do that. It was inhuman attitude. He felt so stressed. He slowly asked “ Who is it?” “ I.. I am Trupti.” Now this was stressful. He liked her. He was attracted towards her but he wasn’t in love with her. He hadn’t want to marry on this point. Trupti once suggested indirectly about dating but he totally ignored it. He didn’t want to start dating. He was sure that Trupti understood it. Trupti never called him after he decided to ignore her suggestion of dating so her call was disturbing. He said slowly “ What happened?” She said slowly “ My Dad died.” He felt so upset. He needed to go there & support her. He wanted to but at same time he didn’t want her to assume something else out of it. He didn’t like her & that was truth of her life. She didn’t say anything further she waited for him response. He said “ What happened?” “ He went on trip his car faced accident…” Trupti didn’t want to continue. He slowly asked “ Where is his body now?” “We are out of town. Mom just told me to call you & tell you all.” “ Ohh..” “ I will tell you everything when we will return.” Then she disconnected call. He felt so odd. It didn’t seem like normal call. He didn’t understand purpose but he felt that there was some big purpose in it, He began to feel that she might wanted to develop contact. He immediately asked his Mom “ Trupti’s father died they are in other town do you feel we need to go there?” His Mom looked confused then she slowly said “ You are not planning to marry her do you?” “ No..no.” He said loudly with lots of emphasis. He didn’t want any confusion on that point. “ Then it’s better if you don’t go. I mean she will need some one on whom she can depend if you become that person then..” “ I know expectations will increase. Can’t someone help just as friend?” “ If you are engaged with some other girl then it will be different story but if you are not then you must understand world expect some restrictions on you. If you keep running around her other boys will assume you are her suitor.” “ Mom you are talking in such old fashion way!” “ You might call me old fashioned but I feel Trupti will also expect same from you.” He didn’t understand what he supposed to do now. He wanted to help her but he couldn’t marry her as help. He returned to his work. He began to work on project. On that point he started to work with full concentration when suddenly his mobile rang. He saw that it was call from his best friend Jay. Jay “ So are you doing to funeral of Trupti’s Dad?” He said “ No.” It came out little bit harsh. Jay didn’t say anything. Then Jay said “ Actually I book a Taxi so I planned to ask few friends to come. I thought that I needed to ask you first. You might be interested.” He said slowly “ Actually I don’t want to start all that again. I am not interested in dating Trupti..” Jay gave nervous laugh. “ Ohh you seem to miss important part! They went there for Trupti’s engagement.” “ Ohh so sad!” Now Samir didn’t see any reason to avoid going. Samir said “ I will come when you plan to go.” “ In few hours!” “ Okay.” Samir disconnected call. He was glad that finally he didn’t need to get tense about Trupti. He called his Mom “ Mom I am going to last ritual of Trupti’s father.” His Mom gave shocked expression. “ They went out of town for her engagement. She is already engaged.” His Mom “ Don’t go alone. It will look odd. Let me discuss with your father. He is..” “ Dad is always busy. Don’t worry Jay booked Taxi & I am going in it.” His Mom smiled happily. He was glad that his Mom agreed. But his hopes shattered by her next line. “ Since when Jay became so big hearted that he booked one Taxi & wanted to take other people in it.” Samir was so upset. His Mom was planting fear in her heart. He didn’t like it. Samir “ Do you want me to say ‘no’” “ Yes. I prefer that.” “ Fine.” He began to call Jay but his mobile was switched off. Now he couldn’t back down. Suddenly he began to feel stuck in some trap. He felt cheated. He didn’t want to go so he messaged Jay that he was not coming. He waited for long time. Nothing came. He started to get tense. He slowly began to feel he might needed to pack. He slowly took down suitcase. He began to fold shirts when Jay’s messaged okay. So there was not much issue.
Samir sat once again on his computer & he began to work on his project. He tried to feel positive about it but nothing was working.He kept feeling negative about entire issue, He decided send forward some part of project to Boss. He called his Boss. “ Sir I was thinking do you like to see my project. I can send some part..” Boss sounded confused “ Why some part? Ohh I understood you don’t want to send heavy loaded file. I understand it might create issues. Start sending step by step. I will store properly.” “ Thanks Sir.” “ No need to thank start sending immediately I don’t got entire day to chat with you? I will spend my time with my wife instead of you if I got so much free time. Do you understand?” “ Yes Sir.” His Boss immediately disconnected call. He slowly began to send project. He was so nervous. His Boss was so harsh. He kept so nervous while talking with Boss. But he couldn’t expect his Boss to talk sweetly could he? He needed to understand. So he started to send step by step his project. He was so scared. He was sure that his Boss was going to scream on him. He knew that his Boss was not going to like it. Still he sent it & soon his Boss called back. “ I don’t like it. I just wish only if I can get some one else as my creative head! I feel I need to fire you very soon.” He felt so sad. He kept submitting projects but his Boss didn’t like any of them it was so disturbing. He wanted to feel positive but he kept getting negativity on every point. He knew that his entire hard work was totally useless. He needed to delete & start all again. It was so sad. He didn’t understand why he was not managing to please his Boss. He was working so hard. His Mom came in his room. Mom looked towards him. Mom immediately sat down on one chair. His Mom could sense his sorrows just by watching him. He wanted to work properly in his office. He wanted admiration but it was not happening. Life was getting so stressful for him. He was not getting much success. He worked so hard for much a long time. He kept working to find new ways which could give success to him. It was so frustrating. He kept doing his projects & his Boss kept rejecting. He didn’t want to keep complaining to his Mom but he didn’t have much option. He was scared that he didn’t have much hope of retaining this job. He slowly turned to Mom. His Mom “ It’s okay. If you want to leave this job you can..” “ Mom I can’t do that. I don’t know if I will manage to keep next job?” “ Why? You are so clever!” “ Mom stop this nonsense. You are admiring me just because you are my Mom. I am not so wise Mom! I tried so hard.” “ I feel that you can do it. Your father feel same way..” “ Mom no need to console me. I want to work again on project. It is very important.” He canceled his old project & started new one. It was so difficult one. He knew that this time he needed to try something impossible. He worked so hard to get things properly as per his wish. He was feeling so sad that his life stuck in this mess. His life was in middle of this mess. He kept trying so hard. Once again he began to do all. This time he was feeling totally hopeless. His Mom asked “ Do you want something to refresh?” “ Why don’t you give me poison?” His Mom looked totally scared. His Mom said “ I want you to leave that job. This job is effecting your mental health. You are not going out. Do you remember when you took vacation last time?” “ Mom I don’t need it.” Then once again he started his project. He worked for months on last one still it got rejected. He knew that he was moving in wrong way. He wanted to feel positive but he was depressed. He got nice family. Great parents! His parents never pressured him to do anything. He always got their support. He enjoyed full freedom. He knew whenever his Dad would return home. His Dad would came in his room & would talk with him. How much tired might his Dad would be his Dad never considered his something of less importance. He was most precious gift of God in his Dad’s view but he felt that he was just big burden. He smiled towards Mom. He didn’t want to upset her. He smiled & said “ I am just need to keep working.” “ I don’t feel same way. You are burdening your life unnecessarily for these useless people. If you change..” “ Mom let me work.” He finished his milk glass was still on table. He must had kept it for sometime. He totally forgot. Mom took glass & went away. He started to work. He didn’t complete remaining project. He shifted to new one. He knew from tomorrow he would began to work on other’s projects. He couldn’t manage to complete his own so he was given work which was required for other people’s projects. He didn’t understand when he could able to do his own. He slowly confirmed his Mom was gone & started crying. His life wasn’t taking turns which he wanted. It was moving in wrong way. He was reading his old projects for hours. It began to create impact on his mind. He started to feel so helpless. He was so tense. He knew that he needed to do all. He suddenly didn’t want to do anything anymore. He decided that he might needed to take one small walk. It was wonderful idea. He looked towards timing. It was not so late. He got dressed for walk. Then he called his Mom to tell he was going out. When he went out he felt Sun ray on his face, he sensed that he had not felt them for long time. He was just locked in his room. He was working in it for long time. But he didn’t feel relaxed. He loved his work but his every project was facing rejection. He didn’t understand. He suddenly started to feel so scared. He felt as if he was trapped forever. He was so nervous. He was walking without thinking when suddenly one man screamed on him & he sensed that he was standing before car. Luckily he was not hit. He apologised & immediately went to corner. Many people who were walking on road started to give him angry looks. He felt so stressed by all.
Samir’s Mom was so stressed by all. She wanted to feel normal but she couldn’t feel. She was feeling tense about Samir. Samir was beginning to get so careless now a days. She didn’t recall how many times Samir got involved in accident. She knew that he was not doing it with intention. But still she saw how many times he got hurt. It was scary & frustrating. She called her husband. “ What happened? His project isn’t complete yet?” “ No but he showed it half & it got rejected.” “ It’s so upsetting. He is taking it to his heart. He was showing sign of depression. If he kept getting hurt like that he might take some wrong action.” Samir’s Mom shivered with fear. “ I want you to talk with him. Whenever he talk with you it changes. He started to smile & laugh.” “ It was possible when he was child but now he just kept pretending. Noting is actually working.” When Samir’s parents were discussing, Samir started to walk again. At beginning he was walking on corner. But he slowly began to feel depressed. He sensed that once again he was in middle but he didn’t care. He was just to occupied about his stress. He didn’t want to think. This time there was not man to scream. Car came very near him. He was going to get hit & run but driver stopped. He fall down in pain. Driver screamed angrily “ Are you planning to kill yourself? If you are jump in sea instead of standing before my car.” Samir was so upset. He tried to stand up. But his left leg was not moving. He didn’t really sensed any pain so he was planning to drag when Cop came running towards him & said “ Don’t move you got fracture?” Now Driver got more upset. “ What? So this will be Police case! It was not even my fault!” Samir said “ I didn’t pay attention due to tension.” He said slowly out of pain. After listening to this suddenly mood of Driver changed. Driver “ Actually he was little pre occupied due to tension. I tried to stop car. It was his mistake but he might have some issues..” Cop “ Let’s take him to hospital.” Immediately Samir decided to call his family. He started to take out mobile. Cop screamed “ Don’t move. What are you doing?” “ I want to call my Dad!” Cop nodded. Cop immediately took out his mobile & asked “ Do you remember number?” He nodded negatively. Then he once again looked towards mobile. Cop took out mobile & called his Dad. Samir was trying so hard stop screaming. His Dad was talking with his Mom so his mobile was busy. Finally Cop decided to call ambulance. Samir wanted to try again. He requested that driver but he didn’t took interest. “ Just because of you I am going to lose my contract by appearing late for appointment I don’t plan to help you.” On that point Samir’s Dad took call of Cop. When Cop told he immediately told to admit Samir in private hospital. Samir’s Dad requested Cop to find best one. He felt so sad. He didn’t wanted to harass his parents but he didn’t have much option. He was already screaming in pain. Finally Ambulance came. He kept screaming until he was not injected with painkiller. Soon he fall asleep so he understood it was not just painkiller. He woke up in hospital. They needed to operate on him. He just obeyed. He didn’t want to do anything. He didn’t wanted to handle anything. He just wanted to relax. His Dad came running in hospital. His Mom joined too. Doctor explained about accident. Cop was present with driver too. Cop asked “ Did your son always get this careless?” His parents nodded. Driver immediately said “ Can I leave?” Cop said “ If you say this then I will not file complaint against Driver?” His Mom said “ My son is getting careless. We know.” Cop turned towards Driver “ You need to thank them.” Driver thanked & immediately went away. Samir’s parents slowly began to explain all to Cop step by step. Cop “ You need to understand your son is getting suicidal. It’s risky.” “ We sense it & I was talking about it with my wife when you called. We want to find some help.” Mom said slowly while controlling tears “ Every day he got hurt one day something might happen to him.” “ I feel hospital can recommend you nice psychiatrist.” “ I hope so.” After doing treatment when Doctor came out Cop explained situation & said “ Can you begin mental treatment?” “ Yes surely. Now for sometime he will need bed rest so he can talk with psychiatrist on computer. I will arrange some appointment. Whenever he get enough cured then he will start coming.” His parents smiled happily. Her Mom said “ I don’t want him to work in that office..” “ You need to talk to psychiatrist. Let’s talk about his physical issues now.” Then Doctor explained how did they supposed to take care of him. They listened. Then they went in room Samir was awake. Samir said “ I am fine.” Doctor said “ Let me decide it. I am keeping you in hospital for two days.” Samir nodded. He said “ I need to call office.” He asked for mobile. He called Boss & told about situation. He shivered. His Boss immediately screamed “ I was planning fire you now I will immediately do it. You are just failure. I don’t feel any Company will take you. Your disgusting projects were literally intolerable. I am happy get rid of you. I send email.” He just said “ Okay Sir.” He closed eyes. His Dad asked “ What happened?” “ I lost job!” Mom “ I am happy I don’t want you to work there.” He screamed loudly on Mom “ & what do you want? You want me jobless! No one will give job to me now!” He said it so loudly that Nurse came running. She ordered him to keep quiet & told his parents to go out of room. He suddenly understood how loud he was. He immediately apologised. Nurse checked his Blood Pressure. Nurse said “ In few hours Psychiatrist will come. It will be best.” He felt so tense. But he didn’t say anything. He was so scared. He didn’t want to argue. He just closed his eyes & kept sleeping.
After some time one sweet voice managed to wake Samir. It was voice of Psychiatrist. He was nervous at beginning then slowly he began to share. Step by step he began to get relaxed. He went home but still he kept feeling nervous. Psychiatrist recommended few medicines to him. He needed to reduce his depression. Then he began to search for options. When he suddenly located one shop, it was successful shop but owner wanted to go abroad so needed to sell. He immediately began to discuss price. On laptop they fixed many things. Then he went there with his Mom. He fixed all. He started working in that shop with his fractured leg. It helped him a lot. Finally he settled down in his life. Slowly he began to walk again & his psychiatristric treatment stopped too. He began to settle. He totally forgot about Trupti until she didn’t come in his shop one day with her husband. He was glad that she was settled. He showed products. Soon he sensed Trupti wasn’t happy. Her husband was too busy on mobile. She was just burden in his eyes. Samir smiled & tried his best to pretend he didn’t notice. Finally they left shop but not without Trupti giving him angry look. When she went away he felt so nervous. On that day he took one appointment of Psychiatrist & he felt relaxed. Then he began to search for suitable girl who could become his wife. He decided to move ahead in his life. He deserved his best.
The End
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