Poem. 7006. Light become one

                            Light become one 

Light become one hope which start new direction to dream that give route towards smile in life

Light become one path which form new appeal to touch that show direction towards shine in life

Light become one move which create new knowledge to path that start chapter towards soul in life

Light become one word which show new thought to step that create new direction towards world in life

Light become one touch which start new route to chapter that form new brightness towards dream in life

Light become one way which form new thought to way that show new strength towards hope in life

Light become one soul which create new touch to spirit that open new knowledge towards word in life

Light become one step which give new hope to direction that start new concept towards soul in life

Light become one shine which show new soul to knowledge that form new brightness towards hope in life 

Light become one strength which create new route to dream that give new concept towards world in life

Light become one touch which form new brightness to shine that open new thought towards move in life

Light become one route which give new hope to thought that start new direction towards touch in life

Light become one world which start new world to dream that form new chapter towards spirit in life 

Light become one chapter which show new hope to strength that bring new concept towards route in life

Light become one knowledge which create new touch to spirit that show new hope towards soul in life

Light become one direction which form new appeal to shine that create new strength towards path in life

Light become one touch which show new route to chapter that open new smile towards thought in life

Light become one path which start new dream to strength that bring new word towards concept in life

Light become one way which give new touch to knowledge that form new brightness towards soul in life

Light become one move which show new spirit to concept that open new route towards path in life.

Adventure story. 664. Little girl follows

                                  Little girl follows

Tina began to feel so positive about all. She was studying so long about gardening. It was her passion. She began to arrange different types of plants. She started to observe those sort of plants. She showed different styles to arrange garden to plant small seeds. They were so nice. She was so happy. She smiled & on that point from behind she heard loud voice. “ Stupid girl how long you will keep looking in that garden? We need you to do remaining work too.” She just gave nervous laugh. She looked behind. The woman who employed her was calling her. She was expected to work inside house. She knew that she loved gardening but that lady was not going to keep her for gardening only. Tina ran inside house. Mrs. Gupta gave her angry look. “ Why you are wasting your time in that garden? Look at yourself! You are sweating so much. Now you need to clean yourself before you do remaining work.” Tina smiled sweetly & said “ Don’t worry Madam. I got bag of another clothes. I will change in them. I will not bring that dirt in your house. I will just clean myself in that shade near garden & come after changing.” “ Great. But start it soon.” Tina ran towards shade in garden which created for servants to change their clothes. It was small but enough for Tina. Tina wanted to feel happy but her heart was hurt so much. She wanted to complete her education but situation of her house didn’t permit. Her father was just useless alcoholic. Her Mom was working hard but it was impossible to get enough money. Then her Mom needed to take care of her siblings too. She had one brother & one sister. Their situation wasn’t so bad when her mother married. They had nice business. Her mother planned to remain housewife. She always felt so sad when she thought about her mother. Her mother was so upset when their life began to get destroyed. Her mother had three children. Her mother kept telling her Dad that she would manage business just taught her. Her father kept denying. It was clear that alcoholic like him couldn’t manage business. But her father didn’t do it, Her father destroyed all but didn’t gave a chance to her Mom. She was thinking about all while changing in shade. Then she came back in house. On that time she sensed for first time someone was watching her. It was odd. She looked around. Soon she found one small child. That child was running in trees. She wanted to play with her. But she couldn’t. Mrs. Gupta would be angry. She always kept smiling & admiring her employer. She wanted happiness in her life for it she needed to keep her every employer happy. She was in society garden. She was working in at least five flats. She wanted all of them to feel positive in mind. But she knew that soon she couldn’t manage to keep working like that. Her body was giving up at such a young age. Tina needed to work hard to earn but she never expected physical problems to enter so early. She was expecting herself to stay healthy but it was not happening. Her body kept giving up. She needed to work hard to maintain her health. She was so stressed out. She didn’t understand cause of her stress. She felt so sad about entire issue. She wanted to feel hopeful but she was not feeling that way. She knew her hands were paining & her legs were no longer so strong. She looked towards garden. She knew that she needed to give up gardening. She felt so sad. But she controlled her feelings & ran to flat. She began to work in flat. Mrs. Gupta was sitting before TV but her eyes were trained on her. It used to make her nervous at beginning but now she understood that she didn’t have much option. She was so tense. Tina wanted  money so she kept smiling. She needed to hurry up so she kept doing her work fast. Finally it was over after one hour she said “ I will go now. Madam” Mrs. Gupta nodded. In next flat there was young couple. Just wife & two small children would be there. She would complete her work soon there. Tina needed to do all cleaning in different flats. Now this was second one. Once again she arranged her plastic smile & decided to go in flat. In this flat that lady was busy with kids. She needed to do all & go away. No one was interested in talking to her. But due to kids there was extra work. Kids were nice but still they kept spreading toys all around house. Their Mom expected her to pick them up. According to them they were paying large salary. She was expected to do all. But sadly she was so exhausted. She needed to reduce her work & she was sure about it but she didn’t dare to say it. She wanted money. She did that work & went to next house. In this way she kept going house after house. She was so stressed but she didn’t let those feelings came out. She kept smiling. She started to going from one flat to another flat. She began to work while answering every one with smile. Finally her work was over. She began to walk towards house. She started to go back. She suddenly sensed that small child was coming after her. She looked behind. She didn’t understand why that small girl was following her. Now she couldn’t understand cause of it. She decided to ignore that girl. But she was so scared. She didn’t understand why that girl was following her. She kept moving ahead when suddenly a car appeared. She shivered with fear. She knew that it was Ajit’s car. Ajit was son of wealthy builder. Of course wealthy in their eyes but not much rich compared to people where she worked. She didn’t like Ajit. He was not good person. She had seen him many times bullying people. She knew that he had other addictions too. But in eyes of her family he was perfect. He was unmarried & he was rich. He always came to her house to impress her father & mother. Even her siblings seemed to appreciate him. She didn’t like him. She felt so scared when he was around. He stopped his car near her & opened his window. “ Tina sit in car. I will give you drive.” “ Where will you drop me?” He gave smile which was infatuating according to him but irritating according to her. “ Where ever you want? Just tell me.” She said angrily “ Just go away.” He laughed. She didn’t like the way he laughed. He always reminded her of some villain. She just kept walking. Then she sensed that small girl was still behind. She wanted to avoid her so she smiled. He was waiting for her smile. He immediately stopped car & opened door. She sat inside.

      Ajit knew that Tina was not interested in him. He didn’t plan to force her to marry him. But he was not planning to go after other girl. He knew that he had bad past. He was involved in many fights. They were not exactly gang wars but still they were big fights. They involved bloodshed. Luckily no one died. He couldn’t expect her to forget all. He decided that he could remain nice friend of her. Ajit smiled & said “ What happened?” Tina just kept looking behind through car window. She kept looking behind. She was observing different things on road. He didn’t find anything important on road. But she kept looking behind. She then turned towards Ajit & said “ I feel that small girl stopped following me.” Ajit “ Which girl?” Ajit couldn’t see anyone. Tina smiled & said “ She is gone.” “ Must be some beggar. But be careful they could be thief too.” She didn’t want to talk further. But Ajit continued “ I know we must have kindness but when I heard stories how did they create gangs & use kids. I want you to be careful. You can give some food or items..” “ I am not so rich that I can give anything to beggar. I have enough just to fulfil my demands.” It was so upsetting for Ajit. He didn’t understand what he supposed to do. He couldn’t offer money since it would look odd. Ajit slowly said “ I want to marry you but if you don’t want we can remain friends. I don’t want to force you. I love you but it’s one sided.” Tina smiled happily. Now she just needed to talk sweetly with him same way as she always did with her employers. She said “ I don’t want to get married now. I am not rejecting you. But I..” “ It’s okay you don’t need to explain.” Then Ajit stopped car before her house which was in worst condition due to her father. He was not ready to do anything. She had little bit earning but it was not enough. She entered in her house. Immediately her Mom called her in kitchen. They sat their discussing about future. Soon her father came talking himself. He was acting so odd. But she wasn’t going to question him. In fact she wasn’t interested in talking to him. She decided to find some work for herself. But she was so exhausted. She decided to go to sleep. Her drunk father was upset even by it. He began to ask her Mom “ Why she kept sleeping?” “ Since she is tired.” “ Why she is working so much? She isn’t getting much.” “ She is at least working to get some money.” She felt so sad. She got some salary but it seemed like nothing to them. She worked so hard to do it, Now she began to think that she might needed to stop it. It was so upsetting. She kept working & in return she kept getting just taunts. She didn’t understand what was wrong with her life. She just started to listen to music when her two siblings started arguing. She closed her eyes. Once again she saw that small girl. She shivered. She knew that small girl was so small. That girl couldn’t harm her but still she felt a strange hold on her when that small girl looked towards her. She knew that this girl was just in her mind. She was sleeping in her house still she began to shiver in strange way. She began to feel so tense. She tried to open her eyes. But she couldn’t. It seemed as if she lost control of her body. She began to see that girl was coming closer & closer to her. She started to shiver in fear. She could sense cold touch. She could feel that girl. She was caged under her fingers. Her Mom started calling her. She supposed to eat her dinner. But she couldn’t answer. On that point she could hear angry voice of her father & she shivered with fear. It was so scary. She just couldn’t move. She was so tense. On that point she suddenly looked behind she didn’t understand how could she turned her head behind while sleeping but she did it. Now she was looking towards ground. Her head was fully turned around. She screamed loudly & sat up. Her parents came towards her. Her Mom with concern & her Dad with same angry look which he gave her every day after her birth. “ She is just burden.” Her Mom was upset. “ She is trying so hard.” “ Really? Which way? She couldn’t even able to complete her education.” She began to cry. Tina wanted to study but every day her father kept pointing that they were wasting money on her. She was never going to get job so she decided to work as maid. “ She have such low IQ that she couldn’t even able to get decent education! She is just burden on us.” Her Mom was so angry. Her Mom started to argue but Tina was so scared. Tina knew that something was wrong. She knew that she turned her head in odd back. She began to tell it to her Mom. But her Mom didn’t understand. Mom “ You were just sleeping with closed eyes.” “ No Mom! Something went wrong.” Then she looked towards her father & said with smile.“ It was just bad dream. I know.” Her father made faces & went  back to his drinking. She once again sat there. She was so scared. Mom served her dinner. She smiled & started eating. She was so upset. Everything was not right as she thought. She kept feeling upset. She smiled but she knew that she was seeing a small girl which was not from this world. She began to think from where could have this spirit followed her. But she didn’t find answers. She was so stressed. She ate dinner while hiding her fears. She knew next day she needed to go on work.That girl would follow her again. She was so scared. But still she didn’t wanted to say it so she smiled. It was shocking for her that she managed to smile like that but she did. She ate all. She even played with her siblings for sometime then she went to sleep. Next morning she once again woke up for her work. She got ready in usual way. She was so stressed. She still pretended to smile her best. She began to walk towards building. She soon sensed that girl was following her. She felt so scared. She literally ran inside building. She started searching in every flat. She wanted to feel positive in her heart. She was so nervous. She started her work from Mrs.Gupta’s house. It was something she normally do. Today she didn’t want to waste time in garden. She suddenly began to feel scared of garden. She immediately went in building.

     Mrs. Gupta looked shocked when Tina came. But when Tina immediately started working Mrs. Gupta didn’t object. Mrs. Gupta gave orders. She kept doing. Then Tina went in next house. She kept working. She was getting tired but she felt that it was better. She began to feel so negative about entire thing. She wanted to get exhausted. Finally when her work was over her entire body was paining. She didn’t sense anything else. But on that point she once again sensed footsteps. She turned behind. It was that little girl. She started running like someone who was getting followed by man eater. She was not concerned about where she was going. She just wanted to go away. She kept running until someone didn’t took hold of her shoulder & stopped her. She wanted to fight back that hold but she couldn’t. She felt so much pain over her shoulder. She just decided to surrender. Then she heard voice “ Tina why you are running towards forest like that?” She was shocked when she sensed that she was running in unknown forest. She began to cry. She said “ I am so confused. That little girl was following me.” Ajit told her to sit in his car. She slowly sat in it. Then she began to tell Ajit step by step that how did she managed to be followed by little girl. She knew that it might appear like madness but she didn’t care. She wanted to cured. Tina said “ Do you feel it’s ghost?” Ajit looked nervously towards her then he slowly said “ These are symptoms of mental issue.” Tina laughed in strange way. She didn’t understand what she supposed to do. She knew that this was madness. She just said “ Drop me here. I will go to home.” Ajit “ I will drop you home.” “ No!” She screamed loudly. “ I need to get over this madness.” Ajit didn’t have much option but to stop car since she was opening it. She went home. She didn’t say much. She didn’t laugh & she just kept concentrating on her task. She kept doing her every task. She was getting so restless. She didn’t want to seem upset before anyone. She was scared her Mom might notice change but she didn’t. She was so lucky. She went to sleep. She was scared of nightmare. But she didn’t show her fear. In nightmare once again that girl came. She once again controlled her. Once again she felt her body parts were moving in odd way. She didn’t wanted to scream so she tried hard but finally she screamed loudly. She felt so restless. She opened her eyes. Her mother & siblings were around her. Her father was far away but he already began to declare she should be in mental hospital. She cried & lay awake. Next day she didn’t go on job. When her Mom asked she said “ My earning was not much any way.” Her father got so upset when he sensed that she was not going on job. Her father wanted her to go but she decided she didn’t. She had enough. She screamed on him “ Do you want me to show my strength old man? How much respect I might give you but still you will just keep abusing me!  I don’t plan to respect you anymore. I don’t care what you feel about me but I will not obey you anymore.” She just sat down. She began to watch something on mobile. She didn’t want to do anything. She just informed all her employers that she was no longer coming. They tried to some even threatened. She just declared “ You can’t force me to work. I have not taken advance payment from you.” which was true so they just screamed & kept quiet. She knew that they couldn’t force her. She started sitting in her house. She didn’t see that girl this way. Her father kept calling her names but he did it behind her back. One day Ajit came. Ajit asked her slowly about little girl. She started crying. She slowly explained what happened. Then Ajit suggested to come on drive with him. She was too scared but she nodded. She didn’t understand why but she decided to trust Ajit. Ajit took her out. She felt so uneasy by sun. She didn’t sense how long she kept herself inside that house. Then they started driving. She slowly began to feel uneasy. She knew that little girl was going to follow. She finally reached to hospital. She knew that Ajit was taking her to psychiatrist but she was not in mood to argue. She could sense that little girl was already behind. She shivered. She told herself to calm down. She kept telling herself to relax. She was so frustrated. She kept looking towards that little girl. That girl was hypnotising her. She could feel it. She felt so scared that she might do something wrong. Ajit was observing her too. She kept looking behind. Ajit didn’t understand why. But suddenly receptionist called him & asked “ Do you need emergency appointment?” He immediately nodded. “ Take her as soon as patient came out. I feel she need immediate attention. She is hallucinating something in room.” Ajit nodded. They waited for sometime. Whole time Tina was holding Ajit’s hand tightly & looking behind. Then they went inside. Ajit explained situation to Psychiatrist & came out. Tina told all to Psychiatrist. Psychiatrist talked with her for long time. Then he told her to go out. He called Ajit. “ She is hallucinating. I feel she need serious attention. I suggest you might admit her for sometime..are you planning to marry her?” Ajit nodded & added “ But she doesn’t want.” “ Because she feel you are like her father. You are not. I can see it. I want you to marry her. Then we can continue treatment properly her father couldn’t interfere.” Ajit looked out. Psychiatrist “ Don’t worry about her. I convinced her. She needed help.” Ajit nodded. Then when Ajit declared in Tina’s house he wanted to marry her. Tina’s father wasn’t happy. Her father wanted to object. But clearly Ajit was rich so her father didn’t have much option. Her father needed to surrender. Ajit married with Tina. During marriage ceremony she kept seeing that little girl. Then after marriage she started treatment. Since she was in Ajit’s house she received proper support she didn’t need to get admitted. Slowly step by step that girl stopped appearing one day her treatment was over. She asked Psychiatrist “ Who was that girl?” “ You are!” “ What?” “ It’s your childhood image who was abused & hurt by your father. Your childhood image wanted revenge on your Dad for not permitting happiness in your life. By treatment slowly that anger reduced & it vanished.” Tina didn’t say anything. It was hard to understand or accept. But Tina knew mind had many mysteries so she just nodded. She thanked Psychiatrist & went back in her home which was her husband’s home so somewhere in her mind she agreed that she was no longer interested in her father anymore. But she hoped that Ajit would never take route which her father took since then that little girl might came. But this time she smiled at that thought. She was no longer scared of that little girl.

                                          The End 

Poem. 7005. When route start new

                         When route start new 

When route start new day it bring new life to our mind which form new chapter to thinking of life

When route start new move it bring new light to our mind which give new concept to learning of life

When route start new word it bring new touch to our mind which show new appeal to meaning of life

When route start new hope it bring new soul to our mind which create new smile to feeling of life

When route start new world it bring new hope to our mind which form new touch to understanding of life

When route start new smile it bring new smile to our mind which show new light to thinking of life

When route start new path it bring new move to our mind which give new hope to learning of life

When route start new move it bring new spirit to our mind which form new path to meaning of life

When route start new soul it bring new touch to our mind which show new dream to feeling of life

When route start new step it bring new light to our mind which start new thought to understanding of life

When route start new way it bring new route to our mind which create new path to thinking of life

When route start new smile it bring new start to our mind which form new chapter to learning of life

When route start new shine it bring new thought to our mind which give new touch to meaning of life

When route start new word it bring new spirit to our mind which show new appeal to understanding of life

When route start new move it bring new route to our mind which create new touch to thinking of life

When route start new path it bring new path to our mind which start new thought to feeling of life

When route start new way it bring new touch to our mind which form new path to meaning of life

When route start new soul it bring new step to our mind which create new move to learning of life

When route start new shine it bring new way to our mind which show new step to feeling of life

When route start new hope it bring new soul to our mind which form new move to thinking of life.

Poem. 7004. Light bring new song

                           Light bring new song 

Light bring new song for mind which form new appeal towards soul that create new way to smile of life

Light bring new song to smile which give new knowledge towards step that form new strength to hope of life

Light bring new song for route which start new touch towards path that show new appeal to word of life

Light bring new song to soul which create new thought towards spirit that start new route to path of life

Light bring new song for shine which form new brightness towards way that give new thought to route of life

Light bring new song to move which show new direction towards word that form new touch to spirit of life

Light bring new song for touch which give new strength towards move that open new way to word of life

Light bring new song to thought which start new concept towards spirit that show new step to soul of life

Light bring new song for knowledge which form new chapter towards soul that create new concept to way of life

Light bring new song to path which show new route direction towards step that form new shine to hope of life

Light bring new song for shine which start new world towards strength that create new appeal to world of life

Light bring new song to touch which form new appeal towards way that show new dream to move of life

Light bring new song for soul which create new chapter towards shine that open new path to spirit of life

Light bring new song to route which give new thought towards hope that form new brightness to touch of life

Light bring new song for world which start new concept towards way that create new word to strength of life

Light bring new song to chapter which give new hope towards world that show new route to direction of life

Light bring new song for thought which form new path towards shine that open new word to knowledge of life

Light bring new song to dream which show new appeal towards move that form new brightness to path of life

Light bring new song for strength which start new touch towards soul that create new thought to step of life

Light bring new song to concept which give new smile towards word that show new route to move of life.

Poem. 7003. Shine towards soul

                           Shine towards soul 

Shine towards soul bring new concept towards appeal to direction which start new light to mind

Shine towards soul show new smile towards hope to understanding which form new light to mind

Shine towards soul start new thought towards path to knowledge which create new light to mind

Shine towards soul form new brightness towards hope to strength which show new light to mind

Shine towards soul give new knowledge towards spirit to thought which start new light to mind

Shine towards soul create new direction towards way to smile which give new light to mind

Shine towards soul open new appeal towards word to concept which form new light to mind

Shine towards soul bring new move towards knowledge to direction which create new light to mind

Shine towards soul show new touch towards spirit to knowledge which show new light to mind

Shine towards soul give new smile towards hope to understanding which start new light to mind

Shine towards soul start new appeal towards step to strength which give new light to mind

Shine towards soul form new dream towards path to chapter which show new light to mind

Shine towards soul give new direction towards hope to appeal which start new light to mind

Shine towards soul create new route towards start to direction which form new light to mind

Shine towards soul show new touch towards world to knowledge which create new light to mind

Shine towards soul form new brightness towards dream to spirit which give new light to mind

Shine towards soul give new thought towards move to appeal which show new light to mind

Shine towards soul create new smile towards start to direction which form new light to mind

Shine towards soul start new appeal towards word to concept which give new light to mind

Shine towards soul form new world towards thought to understanding which start new light to mind.

Poem. 7002. Window of dream bring new

                       Window of dream bring new

Window of dream bring new path to soul that create new light towards hope from shine of mind

Window of dream bring new move to dream that give new knowledge towards step from touch of mind

Window of dream bring new spirit to concept that open new path towards route from way of mind

Window of dream bring new touch to direction that show new strength towards spirit from path of mind

Window of dream bring new light to route that bring new feeling towards smile from hope of mind

Window of dream bring new step to concept that form new brightness towards word from step of mind

Window of dream bring new route to appeal that start new direction towards move from strength of mind

Window of dream bring new way to smile that give new thought towards touch from start of mind

Window of dream bring new hope to spirit that show new smile towards world from route of mind

Window of dream bring new touch to path that start new concept towards way from strength of mind

Window of dream bring new concept to word that form new soul towards touch form word of mind

Window of dream bring new direction to touch that give new knowledge towards light from way of mind

Window of dream bring new spirit to concept that open new path towards strength from step of mind

Window of dream bring new move to appeal that show new knowledge towards shine from move of mind

Window of dream bring new step to thought that form new brightness towards hope from route of mind

Window of dream bring new route to chapter that open new path towards shine from soul of mind

Window of dream bring new light to concept that form new smile towards world from hope of mind

Window of dream bring new touch to spirit that create new appeal towards learning from start of mind

Window of dream bring new hope to shine that open new knowledge towards feel from spirit of mind

Window of dream bring new strength to word that show new route towards hope from way of mind.

Poem. 7001. Step of feeling create

                            Step of feeling create 

Step of feeling create new light towards move that form new brightness to dream which give new way to life

Step of feeling create new spirit towards touch that show new knowledge to soul which start new word to life

Step of feeling create new hope towards light that bring new route to direction which form new chapter to life

Step of feeling create new way towards route that start new light to concept which give new dream to life

Step of feeling create new touch towards word that give new spirit to chapter which show new world to life

Step of feeling create new soul towards chapter that form new smile to thought which start new spirit to life

Step of feeling create new start towards concept that show new appeal to smile which give new move to life

Step of feeling create new path towards shine that bring new thought to step which form new route to life

Step of feeling create new concept towards word that open new strength to move which show new direction to life

Step of feeling create new strength towards move that start new chapter to hope which give new appeal to life

Step of feeling create new knowledge towards shine that show new world to route which start new light to life

Step of feeling create new word towards thought that give new knowledge to path which form new brightness to life

Step of feeling create new move towards spirit that show new appeal to soul which give new touch to life

Step of feeling create new direction towards route that form new shine to dream which show new way to life

Step of feeling create new thought towards hope that start new strength to word which form new route to life

Step of feeling create new dream towards soul that give new direction to touch which start new concept to life

Step of feeling create new world towards route that show new appeal to move which give new smile to life

Step of feeling create new spirit towards world that give new knowledge to route which show new way to life

Step of feeling create new shine towards touch that form new feeling to smile which start new thought to life

Step of feeling create new way towards spirit that show new direction to path which give new shine to life.

Poem. 7000. Word start to show new life if

                Word start to show new life if

Word start to show new life if dream become truth then they will start to jump around on every point with feeling that show motive new

Word start to show new life if touch become truth then they will show new strength of way on every touch with learning that form motive new

Word start to show new life if spirit become truth then they will create direction of step on every strength with thinking that give motive new

Word start to show new life if soul become truth then they will form new appeal of shine on every thought with meaning that create motive new

Word start to show new life if step become truth then they will give new knowledge on every touch with understanding that form motive new

Word start to show new life if path become truth then they will start new route on every thought with learning that show motive new

Word start to show new life if route become truth then they will form new direction on every touch with thinking that give motive new

Word start to show new life if dream become truth then they will create new strength on every path with meaning that start motive new

Word start to show new life if strength become truth then they will give new appeal on every soul with understanding that form motive new

Word start to show new life if direction become truth then they will start new route on every touch with learning that show motive new

Word start to show new life if thought become truth then they will form new light on every step with meaning that form motive new 

Word start to show new life if chapter become truth then they will create new path on every route with thinking that give motive new

Word start to show new life if concept become truth then they will form new way on every shine with feeling that start motive new

Word start to show new life if strength become truth then they will give new move on every touch with understanding that create motive new

Word start to show new life if direction become truth then they will start new soul on every thought with meaning that form motive new

Word start to show new life if appeal become truth then they will create new touch on every dream with learning that show motive new

Word start to show new life if thought become truth then they will form new route on every touch with feeling that give motive new

Word start to show new life if step become truth then they will give new direction on every step with thinking that start motive new

Word start to show new life if touch become truth then they will start new knowledge on every path with meaning that form motive new

Word start to show new life if path become truth then they will form new strength on every soul with learning that give motive new

Word start to show new life if shine become truth then they will give new touch on every step with understanding that start motive new.

Adventure story. 663. Isha's grandma

                               Isha's grandma 

Satish began to arrange his suitcases. He needed to pack all properly. Isha was so nervous about shifting. He knew that they needed to shift. It was sad thing for him. His wife Isha wanted to stay in same house with his parents. But his parents were so against it. His parents didn’t like idea of staying together. They didn’t wanted Satish & Isha to stay with them. Isha was so shattered. Isha wanted to stay together. She tried her best to adjust with her parents. He saw on each day she was working so hard to obey their orders. She was trying so hard. It was so upsetting when his parents rejected her every effort. He didn’t like it. Even today Isha was just sitting then she suddenly stood up & said “ I will cook for snacks for Mom & Dad. Now they need to live on their own..” she was about to go then he took hold of her arms & stopped her. “ You know they don’t want your help. If you use their ration they will just complaint that you wasted their weekly ration.” “ No.. they will be happy. I cook items they like." They don't want you to do cooking for them." Isha looked shocked. She asked " Why?” Satish forced her to sit down. “ We need to go out of house or Cops might force us!” Isha gave confused look. Isha “ But why did they hate us so much?” “ I don’t care. I had read Court notice from my Dad to leave house & I am learning it.” Isha nodded. Then Isha slowly began to pack all. Isha slowly asked “ Is it because I don’t got pregnant?” “ Come on! I don’t want you to get pregnant now! I need to save money to buy house. Baby is last thing we need now. We are lucky that you don’t got pregnant until now. Other wise we should be shifting with one child. It is worst idea.” She nodded peacefully. She didn’t like that she needed to leave her in-laws. She promised her Mom that she would stay nicely with her in-laws but now she didn’t have much option. So she began to help Satish. Satish was so happy that finally she grasped point. They had so many things to handle. She began to pack things one by one. He was watching. She was doing all. But she was not crying. She said to herself more than him “ It’s okay. I done what Mom told. I must obey my in-laws!” It was odd statement. He saw her mother. She was modern lady. Her mother never appeared much concerned about his parents. In fact he felt her mother didn’t like them that much. It was odd that her Mom told her that she must stay happily with her in-laws. It was so shocking. Satish asked “ Your Mummy told you to take care of my parents?” She gave him odd look. “ Mummy! Mummy hated joint family system. She wanted us to live independently.” Satish smiled & said “ Then let’s do it.” Isha smiled. Then step by step they began to pack all. They called movers & packers for big things but for small stuff they needed to load it on Truck themselves. When Movers Packers came, they immediately started helping them. Satish’s parents decided to stay out of house on that day. His Dad told him that he could keep second Key. He didn’t need to return. But Satish said “ I keep it with neighbour. After all we are not living nearby so if you need..” “ Yes..yes I know & I don’t want you to come & check on us. We want our life & let us live it.” Satish immediately nodded. Satish remembered all. Slowly Satish checked & confirmed that he didn’t left anything behind. He knew that he left his many childhood memories behind. He didn’t understand why his parents suddenly began to hate them. He was so confused. He slowly started to gather all stuff that was needed. Finally after loading for three hours. They managed to load most of things. They became ready to leave that house. Isha smiled happily. Satish was so shocked. He liked this change. It seemed as if he mentioned that his mother-in-law & Isha had change of heart. It was so nice. Isha began to think positively about all. Isha began to think about their future house. Isha started to planning where they could keep things. First time Isha watched picture of their new rented house. Isha just said “ It’s so small.” He knew that but he was happy that she was talking about it. He said nervously “ I need some time to get big one.” “ We need to purchase one but if we can rent just small one what will be situation when we buy?” He didn’t like this turn of conversation. He needed to provide for family all. He knew but when her mood became like that she started to demand so much. He didn’t understand how could he fulfil them. But he smiled positively. He said “ This is just rental so I choose small one. When it comes to purchasing we will go for big one. It’s going to be permanent.” Isha nodded. But he could see on her face that she didn’t believe any word out of his explanation. Her face was saying they were going to remain stuck in small house. Satish felt that fear too. But his parents were not planning to finance him. He needed to get out of house. He didn’t understand why did his parents became so upset. They were living nicely together. Then he felt that it might be nice for him but not for his parents. His parents were getting tired of him. He wanted happiness in his life. He was working just for himself. His parents clearly felt neglected by him. But he thought that Isha was paying enough attention. In fact she was paying so much attention that it was enough for a dozen people. It was so upsetting when his parents criticised them. Isha wanted to stay but his parents opposed. He tried to stay too. But his parents went to lawyer & when his parents told him that he immediately told them no need to actually do that. He would tell Isha that they did it. He didn’t want to waste his limited savings on lawyer. So he immediately shifted. He didn’t understood. Why did his parents suddenly began to hate them so much? Isha was finally over the initial shock. Now Isha began to plan their life. Now they would move ahead alone far away from his parents & he was happy about this idea. It was finally going to get over. He felt so happy. He knew that Isha might kept complaining but now finally their life would adjust. He didn’t want his parents to become essential part of their life. His parents didn’t want them & he had understood it. He had some issues but finally today he accepted it too. He was not moving away just from his house but he was moving away from his parents.

         Satish’s Dad Vishal Seth was sitting in room with his wife Vimal. Life was not going ahead as they wanted. Vishal Seth assumed that Isha would demand separate house. But it didn’t happen. Vimal “ So finally they went away!” “ She was so smart. She understood immediately that this house was very costly. So she started to plan. She is so smart. I can’t stop myself from admiring her skills. I mean she found a way to convince Satish to stay with her.” “ But now finally she is out. So when you are planning to call those people.” “ Very soon. Don’t worry. When we follow what they told we can get rid of Satish permanently. I don’t want that boy.” “ I told you when he was born in that dark night he will be biggest disaster.” “ I know but still I was hoping..” “ You always hope on wrong times. After him how hard we tried but we never have any baby.” “ I felt that he is blessing!” “ But I was telling you he is curse.” “ You were so right. I sense much brightness in room after they went out.” “ They were bringing so much negativity. His wife Isha she kept talking about her Mom! I don’t understand why did this Mom told her that she must stay with us?” “ It was totally odd. Any way we must start ready to meet our friend.” Vimal smiled “ He is such great man!” “ Don’t call him man. Call him God! He is not less than God.” “ But if we call human God it will be wrong.” Vishal Seth felt so angry. But Vishal Seth had no option. He couldn’t declare his rich & famous philosopher God because he desired. He knew that his wife was right. People would object. He just looked far away. Then he said “ We need to visit him.” “ Then..invite him in home! He needed to purify it. We don’t know how many negative vibes must be in house.” “ I don’t understand how could you take care of him if you feel so negative about him.” “ I was his mother it was my job but now I don’t want to see his face.” “ I totally agree.” When they heard van was left. They came out of their room. They started walking nervously around house. It was so upsetting. They kept feeling as if their son & daughter-in-law were keeping negativity inside house.  They hated them. Satish’s father didn’t plan to give anything to his son. They smiled when they sensed Satish & Isha was gone. They began to plan all things to create welcome for their guide philosopher. On that point suddenly Isha screamed & said “ I forgot my wallet in house. I need it. It have all documents.” Satish felt so confused. They needed documents. He couldn’t ignore them. Isha began to tell driver to stop Van. Driver finally stopped. They immediately got out of Van & ran towards seat of Van. Satish declared “ We need to go back. We forgot some important documents.” “ We can’t turn back like that. It’s already dark. We must reach.” Isha “ He is right. You can go ahead. I will go back & stay in house for a night.” Satish felt so confused. He didn’t like that idea but he didn’t have much option. He needed to cooperate. Satish “ But how could you go alone?” She immediately booked Cab on app. She smiled since she got one instantly. It was nearby. She said “ It’s coming.” Satish had no option but to go ahead with Van. He couldn’t permit such costly things to be carried away by unknown man. Satish said nervously “ Be careful.” She nodded. Satish was not scared of Taxi driver. He was more scared of his parents & their attitude. His parents were not nice people. He never confessed it to Isha but he knew that his parents hated him. He needed to tell Isha that truth but he was so scared. He didn’t want her to assume that his house was not happy family. He wanted to pretend so he just said “ Just come as soon as possible.” Isha nodded. Then Cab came. She immediately sat in it. She smiled happily. Finally she was going home. She didn’t want to go in that rented home. Her Mom! Actually her grandmother told her when she was alive that Isha needed to stay with in-laws & she was planning to obey every word of her Grandmother. She adored her Grandmother & her affection was not going to reduce. She knew that once she went in that new house. Her Mummy, her mother would force her to stay independently. Her Mother wanted her to stay in separate family. It was important for her Mother. She wanted to listen to her Grandmother. She was so happy when she drove towards her in-laws house. She was not going to left that house. She wanted to stay there. She needed to force herself on in-laws. She knew that she needed to do that otherwise all would be wrong, Isha was not scared of Cops the way Satish was. She knew that how could she turn all to her side. She came to home again. She managed to make payment to Cab then she started knocking. Slowly door opened. She saw one man sitting on couch. She immediately sensed by his appearance he was the one who was taking away her home & in-laws from her. She gave him angry look. Immediately that man stood up. He looked towards Vishal Seth “ I need to go.” Vimal asked “ Why?” “ She is strong. I am going.” He just ran out of house. She smiled. She said “ So now I will stay here.” “ Where is Satish?” “ He is gone in new house?” Vimal asked angrily “ Then why you don’t went with him?!” “ I don’t want to do it.” She told it in most aggressive way. She said “ I am not going. Satish will set that house then come back.” “ He will not. I told him Cops will arrest you. He said he didn’t want a court case.” Isha laughed. “ He is so childish. He doesn’t understand how did you plan to cheat him! You are taking everything away from him. My Mom told me that when we left house immediately we didn’t get anything. You will give it all to someone else.” Satish wasn’t there so Vishal Seth looked towards Vimal to handle issue. Vimal was also ready to do it. Vimal screamed “ Get out of my house. I don’t want you or your husband. We have tolerated you two for long time but now we had enough. Just go away.” Isha started to cry loudly. Isha “ Mom will be upset. I will not go away. I need to stay with in-laws.” Vishal Seth had enough. He decided to call Cops. In his heart he was hoping that she would feel scared & go away. But she didn’t. She just kept crying loudly.

       Satish was so tense. Isha didn’t call him. He tried to call her back. Then he suddenly remembered that Isha was telling her mother told her to stay with her in-laws. He immediately called her mother. First they discussed normal things. Then he mentioned their shifting. Her mother immediately jumped with joy. “ It’s best I don’t want her to settle down with your parents..don’t take it in wrong way but she got that odd obsession of staying with in-laws.” “ But she said you told her.” “ Me? I don’t want her to stay in joint family. I will help you with your separate house. We will buy one in her name. She must be talking about Mom. It means her grandmother. Her grandmother used to stay in some big house with her in-laws then her in-laws decided to permit them to stay independently but finally her in-laws felt them without any money. No one know who was benefited by that money.” Satish felt so tense. He knew that his parents were planning same thing. He decided to avoid discussing it. But now he didn’t see much option. He said slowly “ My parents hated me. I know they didn’t want me from my birth. I felt slowly it would vanish but it didn’t instead it increased which managed to hurt me. I decided to marry without their advice so I selected Isha & started dating. At beginning they pretended. It was okay. Then slowly they began to get upset with her too. Now they were threatening to call Cops still Isha went there alone.” “ What she went there alone? Why?” “ She forgot documents..” “ It’s just excuse.” “ What?” “ She wanted to stay with her in-laws at any cost. She was sweet with them at beginning because she wanted affection. But then slowly she began to tell me that they hated her. I tried to convince her but she was not ready to listen.” “ I must go back.” “ Don’t worry I am already in my car driver will take me to your home.” Then Isha’s Mom told driver destination. “ Satish I want you to settle that new house. I will bring her back. I want one house ready for her. I don’t want her to go back. I don’t know what will happen if she decided to stay.” While Isha’s Mummy began to drive towards house. Isha started to began to change. When her father-in-law threatened her regarding cops she gave angry look. She suddenly began to look so odd. Her anger were looking so haunted. She took hold of Vishal Seth’s hand. Her grip was such a strong that he started to scream in pain. Vimal started to request her to leave Vishal Seth’s hand. But she didn’t do it. She just kept applying more & more pressure on hand. It was creating so much pain. Vishal Seth was screaming loudly. Isha screamed “ Call Cops!” They didn’t want to take risk now. They began to feel scared of her. She started to arrange all as per her choice. Soon she managed to threw many things from their bedroom away. They wanted to stop her but they were too scared. They just kept watching her. When her changes were over their bedroom was not looking like their old bedroom at all. They began to feel totally sad. She managed to throw away many things. They were so shocked when she managed to break their old cupboard. It was totally broken. Noting was remaining of it. She kept saying old things were just garbage not needed. She started to call person who took away old items. Before their eyes she managed to sell their every old furniture. She kept saying that they would order new one. They didn’t want new one. But they were too scared to object. She managed to sell most of things before her Mummy came. Mummy “ Isha what are you doing?” Isha smiled “ I sold all. They can’t give it other people now.” Her Mummy looked around with shock. Vishal Seth “ Just take her away. I will call Cops..” Isha smiled oddly. “ Yes..do it?” Vimal “ Take that money & go away.” When Isha’s Mummy took her away, Vishal Seth immediately called Cops. He told about his broken hand. They were expecting to get Isha arrested. But then they sensed that Isha was waiting outside. Isha began to cry loudly. Her Mummy kept looking towards her. “ Mummy I will make sure that I will get justice.” Vishal Seth & Vimal shivered. Suddenly Vimal gave scary look. Vishal Seth immediately called Cops to take back complaint said “ It was one family matter.” Cops were angry but they didn’t seem excited to come so they decided to ignore complaint. Then Vishal Seth called Doctor. Isha’s Mummy forced Isha to come with her. Isha was not ready but then suddenly Isha’s mood changed. Isha said “ Let’s go.” Isha sat in Cab. Isha immediately started to look normal. Isha “ I hated that man. They were harassing me so much. Now they will never dare to cheat my husband. They give me his rights.” Mummy “ I helped you. I lied as you told me but I still think this is not right.” “ Mummy I needed money. I want my inheritance. I know I never had any grandmother who told me that. But I did so much for them. They forced me to act like their slave then they decided to not give anything.” “ But..” Isha closhhed her eyes. But somewhere in mind Isha was seeing her imagined grandmother. Isha slowly opened eyes. Isha “ Mummy I need to do something. I started to see that grandmother which never exist.” Mummy nodded. “ I can sense it. I feel you need mental treatment.” “ I become truly unsound while pretending I am unsound.” She said this & started laughing. She went in house Satish selected. Satish had already take appointment of Psychiatrist.Next day they went there. Satish told story which was far away from truth but when Satish went out, Isha began her counselling session alone as Psychiatrist suggested. She told all.Psychiatrist “ You have mental issues no doubt. We need to solve them.” “ So do you feel I lost my mind while pretending?” Psychiatrist smiled & said “ No. You already had mental issues so you decided to pretend that you have them! Why else while having so much money & bank balance you will do so much for in-laws property?! This is mental issue.” Isha nodded. Then slowly Psychiatrist began to discuss her treatment.

                                           The End 

 

Poem. 6999. Smile comes on every

                         Smile comes on every 

Smile comes on every way to thought of mind which start new touch to route that give new light to soul in mind

Smile comes on every step to concept of mind which form new direction to way that start new path to soul in mind

Smile comes on every start to touch of mind which show new strength to soul that form new dream to soul in mind

Smile comes on every move to knowledge of mind which give new appeal to shine that show new route to soul in mind

Smile comes on every route to feeling of mind which form new knowledge to dream that create new touch to soul in mind

Smile comes on every path to chapter of mind which create new world to direction that form new light to soul in mind

Smile comes on every shine to thought of mind which show new light to appeal that start new thought to soul in mind

Smile comes on every spirit to dream of mind which start new step to concept that form new knowledge to soul in mind

Smile comes on every step to concept of mind which form new direction to way that create new touch to soul in mind

Smile comes on every route to way of mind which give new knowledge to path that show new route to soul in mind

Smile comes on every hope to move of mind which start new thought to route that give new direction to soul in mind

Smile comes on every word to strength of mind which create new touch to shine that form new light to soul in mind

Smile comes on every step to dream of mind which form new knowledge to appeal that give new strength to soul in mind

Smile comes on every touch to start of mind which show new direction to move that form new appeal to soul in mind

Smile comes on every shine to way of mind which create new word to strength that give new knowledge to soul in mind

Smile comes on every route to word of mind which start new thought to move that form new direction to soul in mind

Smile comes on every touch to path of mind which give new knowledge to route that show new concept to soul in mind

Smile comes on every hope to appeal of mind which start new direction to hope that create new touch to soul in mind

Smile comes on every step to concept of mind which form new light to move that show new route to soul in mind

Smile comes on every start to chapter of mind which create new word to strength that give new light to soul in mind.

Poem. 6998. Hope from soul bring

                          Hope from soul bring 

Hope from soul bring new light to thought of mind which show new appeal to smile that form new path to life

Hope from soul bring new route to spirit of mind which start new direction to move that give new smile to life

Hope from soul bring new move to world of mind which create new light to thought that show new touch to life

Hope from soul bring new path to chapter of mind which form new touch to spirit that give new dream to life

Hope from soul bring new way to concept of mind which give new knowledge to route that start new light to life

Hope from soul bring new world to route of mind which show new touch to chapter that form new brightness to life

Hope from soul bring new touch to strength of mind which start new path to shine that open new direction to life

Hope from soul bring new word to appeal of mind which form new brightness to path that start new spirit to life

Hope from soul bring new spirit to thought of mind which give new knowledge to shine that show new route to life

Hope from soul bring new step to chapter of mind which show new touch to concept that open new way to life

Hope from soul bring new thought to move of mind which start new light to thought that give new word to life

Hope from soul bring new strength to shine of mind which create new word to touch that form new spirit to life

Hope from soul bring new touch to step of mind which give new knowledge to path that show new shine to life

Hope from soul bring new move to route of mind which show new direction to move that create new light to life

Hope from soul bring new path to concept of mind which start new thought to route that give new appeal to life

Hope from soul bring new thought to way of mind which give new appeal to world that form new brightness to life

Hope from soul bring new step to direction of mind which form new brightness to path that show new way to life

Hope from soul bring new touch to spirit of mind which create new thought to way that form new shine to life

Hope from soul bring new shine to step of mind which show new route to world that start new strength to life

Hope from soul bring new word to route of mind which start new direction to path that form new brightness to life.

Poem. 6997. Direction to dream which

                        Direction to dream which

Direction to dream which start new thought to feeling of mind that form new appeal towards life

Direction to dream which form new path to strength of mind that create new light towards life

Direction to dream which give new start to knowledge of mind that show new chapter towards life

Direction to dream which show new route to hope of mind that start new concept towards life

Direction to dream which create new touch to spirit of mind that form new brightness towards life

Direction to dream which form new soul to concept of mind that give new strength towards life

Direction to dream which start new word to step of mind that create new knowledge towards life

Direction to dream which give new soul to chapter of mind that form new brightness towards life

Direction to dream which show new appeal to strength of mind that give new chapter towards life

Direction to dream which form new knowledge to soul of mind that show new route towards life

Direction to dream which create new shine to appeal of mind that form new thought towards life

Direction to dream which start new concept to smile of mind that create new appeal towards life

Direction to dream which give new smile to spirit of mind that show new strength towards life

Direction to dream which show new move to meaning of mind that give new concept towards life

Direction to dream which form new route to thought of mind that start new chapter towards life

Direction to dream which start new dream to hope of mind that form new knowledge towards life

Direction to dream which show new smile to path of mind that create new thought towards life

Direction to dream which give new touch to spirit of mind that show new feeling towards life

Direction to dream which create new path to strength of mind that form new appeal towards life

Direction to dream which form new route to touch of mind that show new knowledge towards life.

Poem. 6996. Way form new

                               Way form new 

Way form new light to touch of mind which show new route towards hope that create new soul to dream in life

Way form new smile to path of mind which start new direction towards word that give new route to dream in life 

Way form new move to route of mind which form new brightness towards world that show new path to dream in life

Way form new thought to step of mind which create new appeal towards shine that open new start to dream in life

Way form new strength to soul of mind which show new light towards touch that bring new move to dream in life

Way form new world to smile of mind which give new knowledge towards concept that show new shine to dream in life

Way form new brightness to word of mind which start new strength towards soul that open new world to dream in life

Way form new chapter to spirit of mind which create new path towards smile that give new strength to dream in life

Way form new smile to thought of mind which give new appeal towards world that start new hope to dream in life

Way form new route to concept of mind which show new route towards shine that open new soul to dream in life

Way form new step to direction of mind which create new touch towards spirit that give new appeal to dream in life

Way form new soul to hope of mind which give new strength towards light that create new light to dream in life

Way form new light to world of mind which show new route towards smile that open new direction to dream in life

Way form new step to strength of mind which start new appeal towards hope that show new touch to dream in life

Way form new route to thought of mind which create new smile towards shine that open new path to dream in life

Way form new touch to chapter of mind which show new route towards word that bring new concept to dream in life

Way form new path to knowledge of mind which start new appeal towards soul that show new route to dream in life

Way form new soul to direction of mind which show new light towards world that give new hope to dream in life

Way form new shine to chapter of mind which give new knowledge towards route that create new word to dream in life

Way form new hope to strength of mind which start new direction towards spirit that show new route to dream in life.

Poem. 6995. From smile open new

                          From smile open new 

From smile open new spirit of life which create new hope to concept of mind that bring new path toward light

From smile open new move of life which start new light to direction of mind that show new route towards light

From smile open new word of life which show new touch to thought of mind that give new appeal towards light

From smile open new soul of life which form new dream to chapter of mind that show new move towards light

From smile open new shine of life which create new thought to start of mind that form new brightness towards light

From smile open new way of life which show new spirit to path of mind that start new knowledge towards light

From smile open new concept of life which form new way to chapter of mind that give new shine towards light

From smile open new route of life which give new appeal to step of mind that form new dream towards light

From smile open new shine of life which start new concept to hope of mind that create new way towards light

From smile open new path of life which show new knowledge to way of mind that start new word towards light

From smile open new soul of life which form new chapter to spirit of mind that give new move towards light

From smile open new step of life which start new thought to appeal of mind that show new shine towards light

From smile open new strength of life which form new move to hope of mind that create new direction towards light

From smile open new route of life which show new path to strength of mind that give new chapter towards light

From smile open new world of life which start new way to knowledge of mind that show new appeal towards light

From smile open new spirit of life which create new move to chapter of mind that form new world towards light

From smile open new touch of life which show new route to shine of mind that give new spirit towards light

From smile open new move of life which give new appeal to touch of mind that form new step towards light

From smile open new way of life which form new brightness to route of mind that create new word towards light

From smile open new soul of life which start new concept to shine of mind that form new brightness towards light.

Poem. 6994. Shine of strength give new

                   Shine of strength give new 

Shine of strength give new route to mind which start new appeal to thought that give new beginning to soul of mind

Shine of strength give new move to mind which form new direction to path that start new thinking to soul of mind

Shine of strength give new path to mind which create new knowledge to step that form new learning to soul of mind

Shine of strength give new appeal to mind which show new soul to chapter that create new meaning to soul of mind

Shine of strength give new chapter to mind which form new light to thought that show new feeling to soul of mind

Shine of strength give new direction to mind which create new path to appeal that start new thinking to soul of mind

Shine of strength give new concept to mind which show new way to chapter that form new meaning to soul of mind

Shine of strength give new touch to mind which start new route to move that create new learning to soul of mind

Shine of strength give new direction to mind which form new appeal to step that show new thinking to soul of mind

Shine of strength give new knowledge to mind which create new way to soul that form new feeling to soul of mind

Shine of strength give new appeal to mind which show new knowledge to path that give new learning to soul of mind

Shine of strength give new touch to mind which start new direction to move that start new meaning to soul of mind

Shine of strength give new path to mind which create new thought to spirit that show new understanding to soul of mind

Shine of strength give new move to mind which form new appeal to touch that create new thinking to soul in mind

Shine of strength give new dream to mind which start new direction to hope that form new feeling to soul in mind

Shine of strength give new start to mind which create new touch to thought that show new learning to soul in mind

Shine of strength give new appeal to mind which show new route to chapter that create new meaning to soul in mind

Shine of strength give new touch to mind which form new light to concept that start new thinking to soul in mind

Shine of strength give new direction to mind which start new route to chapter that create new feeling to soul in mind

Shine of strength give new thought to mind which create new step to direction that form new learning to soul in mind.

Adventure story. 662. Samir's project

                                  Samir's project 

Samir was working so hard on project. He began to create different slides. It was important to make that project in correct way. It was work of his lifetime. He was trying so hard. He wanted to get successful in his project. It was so pleasant one to work. He liked it’s every part. He wanted to keep doing it. But it was not going to stay forever. Finally that project would be over on next day. He needed to preset it then he needed to shift to next project. He had not asked about next one. He was hoping that it would be interesting too. He was so positive about his work. He was completing it when his Mom called him “ Samir..” “ Mom I am busy!” “ Do you want coffee in milk or something else?” Actually he didn’t wanted to drink milk but his Mom didn’t gave him that option. He needed to drink. He was so frustrated. He didn’t want diversion on this point but his only option was to drink milk & get over it. He decided to keep quiet. He knew that for him glass of milk was coming any way. But he didn’t want to show fake desire for it. Then his Mom came with glass of milk. He smiled sweetly when his Mom came. He loved his Mom. His parents were his backbone. He couldn’t have managed to move ahead without their support. He loved his parents from his heart. He was so attached to them. He couldn’t survive a day without them. He wanted them like pole of his life. He took glass of milk from her. He was so happy about all. On that point his phone rang. His finger nervously went towards mobile. He took call. He didn’t even read name of caller. He was little bit nervous. He just wanted to get over this call. Then he heard sound of crying on mobile. He shivered. He didn’t even read name of caller. He began to get so upset. He heard ringing of mobile & just took it. He didn’t try to understand who made that call. He couldn’t recognise even that voice. He was so frustrated. That caller was crying so it was so stressful. It was so odd. He didn’t want to feel pain in heart. He didn’t want to answer but he couldn’t do that. It was inhuman attitude. He felt so stressed. He slowly asked “ Who is it?” “ I.. I am Trupti.” Now this was stressful. He liked her. He was attracted towards her but he wasn’t in love with her. He hadn’t want to marry on this point. Trupti once suggested indirectly about dating but he totally ignored it. He didn’t want to start dating. He was sure that Trupti understood it. Trupti never called him after he decided to ignore her suggestion of dating so her call was disturbing. He said slowly “ What happened?” She said slowly “ My Dad died.” He felt so upset. He needed to go there & support her. He wanted to but at same time he didn’t want her to assume something else out of it. He didn’t like her & that was truth of her life. She didn’t say anything further she waited for him response. He said “ What happened?” “ He went on trip his car faced accident…” Trupti didn’t want to continue. He slowly asked “ Where is his body now?” “We are out of town. Mom just told me to call you & tell you all.” “ Ohh..” “ I will tell you everything when we will return.” Then she disconnected call. He felt so odd. It didn’t seem like normal call. He didn’t understand purpose but he felt that there was some big purpose in it, He began to feel that she might wanted to develop contact. He immediately asked his Mom “ Trupti’s father died they are in other town do you feel we need to go there?” His Mom looked confused then she slowly said “ You are not planning to marry her do you?” “ No..no.” He said loudly with lots of emphasis. He didn’t want any confusion on that point. “ Then it’s better if you don’t go. I mean she will need some one on whom she can depend if you become that person then..” “ I know expectations will increase. Can’t someone help just as friend?” “ If you are engaged with some other girl then it will be different story but if you are not then you must understand world expect some restrictions on you. If you keep running around her other boys will assume you are her suitor.” “ Mom you are talking in such old fashion way!” “ You might call me old fashioned but I feel Trupti will also expect same from you.” He didn’t understand what he supposed to do now. He wanted to help her but he couldn’t marry her as help. He returned to his work. He began to work on project. On that point he started to work with full concentration when suddenly his mobile rang. He saw that it was call from his best friend Jay. Jay “ So are you doing to funeral of Trupti’s Dad?” He said “ No.” It came out little bit harsh. Jay didn’t say anything. Then Jay said “ Actually I book a Taxi so I planned to ask few friends to come. I thought that I needed to ask you first. You might be interested.” He said slowly “ Actually I don’t want to start all that again. I am not interested in dating Trupti..” Jay gave nervous laugh. “ Ohh you seem to miss important part! They went there for Trupti’s engagement.” “ Ohh so sad!” Now Samir didn’t see any reason to avoid going. Samir said “ I will come when you plan to go.” “ In few hours!” “ Okay.” Samir disconnected call. He was glad that finally he didn’t need to get tense about Trupti. He called his Mom “ Mom I am going to last ritual of Trupti’s father.” His Mom gave shocked expression. “ They went out of town for her engagement. She is already engaged.” His Mom “ Don’t go alone. It will look odd. Let me discuss with your father. He is..” “ Dad is always busy. Don’t worry Jay booked Taxi & I am going in it.” His Mom smiled happily. He was glad that his Mom agreed. But his hopes shattered by her next line. “ Since when Jay became so big hearted that he booked one Taxi & wanted to take other people in it.” Samir was so upset. His Mom was planting fear in her heart. He didn’t like it. Samir “ Do you want me to say ‘no’” “ Yes. I prefer that.” “ Fine.” He began to call Jay but his mobile was switched off. Now he couldn’t back down. Suddenly he began to feel stuck in some trap. He felt cheated. He didn’t want to go so he messaged Jay that he was not coming. He waited for long time. Nothing came. He started to get tense. He slowly began to feel he might needed to pack. He slowly took down suitcase. He began to fold shirts when Jay’s messaged okay. So there was not much issue.

       Samir sat once again on his computer & he began to work on his project. He tried to feel positive about it but nothing was working.He kept feeling negative about entire issue, He decided send forward some part of project to Boss. He called his Boss. “ Sir I was thinking do you like to see my project. I can send some part..” Boss sounded confused “ Why some part? Ohh I understood you don’t want to send heavy loaded file. I understand it might create issues. Start sending step by step. I will store properly.” “ Thanks Sir.” “ No need to thank start sending immediately I don’t got entire day to chat with you? I will spend my time with my wife instead of you if I got so much free time. Do you understand?” “ Yes Sir.” His Boss immediately disconnected call. He slowly began to send project. He was so nervous. His Boss was so harsh. He kept so nervous while talking with Boss. But he couldn’t expect his Boss to talk sweetly could he? He needed to understand. So he started to send step by step his project. He was so scared. He was sure that his Boss was going to scream on him. He knew that his Boss was not going to like it. Still he sent it & soon his Boss called back. “ I don’t like it. I just wish only if I can get some one else as my creative head! I feel I need to fire you very soon.” He felt so sad. He kept submitting projects but his Boss didn’t like any of them it was so disturbing. He wanted to feel positive but he kept getting negativity on every point. He knew that his entire hard work was totally useless. He needed to delete & start all again. It was so sad. He didn’t understand why he was not managing to please his Boss. He was working so hard. His Mom came in his room. Mom looked towards him. Mom immediately sat down on one chair. His Mom could sense his sorrows just by watching him. He wanted to work properly in his office. He wanted admiration but it was not happening. Life was getting so stressful for him. He was not getting much success. He worked so hard for much a long time. He kept working to find new ways which could give success to him. It was so frustrating. He kept doing his projects & his Boss kept rejecting. He didn’t want to keep complaining to his Mom but he didn’t have much option. He was scared that he didn’t have much hope of retaining this job. He slowly turned to Mom. His Mom “ It’s okay. If you want to leave this job you can..” “ Mom I can’t do that. I don’t know if I will manage to keep next job?” “ Why? You are so clever!” “ Mom stop this nonsense. You are admiring me just because you are my Mom. I am not so wise Mom! I tried so hard.” “ I feel that you can do it. Your father feel same way..” “ Mom no need to console me. I want to work again on project. It is very important.” He canceled his old project & started new one. It was so difficult one. He knew that this time he needed to try something impossible. He worked so hard to get things properly as per his wish. He was feeling so sad that his life stuck in this mess. His life was in middle of this mess. He kept trying so hard. Once again he began to do all. This time he was feeling totally hopeless. His Mom asked “ Do you want something to refresh?” “ Why don’t you give me poison?” His Mom looked totally scared. His Mom said “ I want you to leave that job. This job is effecting your mental health. You are not going out. Do you remember when you took vacation last time?” “ Mom I don’t need it.” Then once again he started his project. He worked for months on last one still it got rejected. He knew that he was moving in wrong way. He wanted to feel positive but he was depressed. He got nice family. Great parents! His parents never pressured him to do anything. He always got their support. He enjoyed full freedom. He knew whenever his Dad would return home. His Dad would came in his room & would talk with him. How much tired might his Dad would be his Dad never considered his something of less importance. He was most precious gift of God in his Dad’s view but he felt that he was just big burden. He smiled towards Mom. He didn’t want to upset her. He smiled & said “ I am just need to keep working.” “ I don’t feel same way. You are burdening your life unnecessarily for these useless people. If you change..” “ Mom let me work.” He finished his milk glass was still on table. He must had kept it for sometime. He totally forgot. Mom took glass & went away. He started to work. He didn’t complete remaining project. He shifted to new one. He knew from tomorrow he would began to work on other’s projects. He couldn’t manage to complete his own so he was given work which was required for other people’s projects. He didn’t understand when he could able to do his own. He slowly confirmed his Mom was gone & started crying. His life wasn’t taking turns which he wanted. It was moving in wrong way. He was reading his old projects for hours. It began to create impact on his mind. He started to feel so helpless. He was so tense. He knew that he needed to do all. He suddenly didn’t want to do anything anymore. He decided that he might needed to take one small walk. It was wonderful idea. He looked towards timing. It was not so late. He got dressed for walk. Then he called his Mom to tell he was going out. When he went out he felt Sun ray on his face, he sensed that he had not felt them for long time. He was just locked in his room. He was working in it for long time. But he didn’t feel relaxed. He loved his work but his every project was facing rejection. He didn’t understand. He suddenly started to feel so scared. He felt as if he was trapped forever. He was so nervous. He was walking without thinking when suddenly one man screamed on him & he sensed that he was standing before car. Luckily he was not hit. He apologised & immediately went to corner. Many people who were walking on road started to give him angry looks. He felt so stressed by all.

       Samir’s Mom was so stressed by all. She wanted to feel normal but she couldn’t feel. She was feeling tense about Samir. Samir was beginning to get so careless now a days. She didn’t recall how many times Samir got involved in accident. She knew that he was not doing it with intention. But still she saw how many times he got hurt. It was scary & frustrating. She called her husband. “ What happened? His project isn’t complete yet?” “ No but he showed it half & it got rejected.” “ It’s so upsetting. He is taking it to his heart. He was showing sign of depression. If he kept getting hurt like that he might take some wrong action.” Samir’s Mom shivered with fear. “ I want you to talk with him. Whenever he talk with you it changes. He started to smile & laugh.” “ It was possible when he was child but now he just kept pretending. Noting is actually working.” When Samir’s parents were discussing, Samir started to walk again. At beginning he was walking on corner. But he slowly began to feel depressed. He sensed that once again he was in middle but he didn’t care. He was just to occupied about his stress. He didn’t want to think. This time there was not man to scream. Car came very near him. He was going to get hit & run but driver stopped. He fall down in pain. Driver screamed angrily “ Are you planning to kill yourself? If you are jump in sea instead of standing before my car.” Samir was so upset. He tried to stand up. But his left leg was not moving. He didn’t really sensed any pain so he was planning to drag when Cop came running towards him & said “ Don’t move you got fracture?” Now Driver got more upset. “ What? So this will be Police case! It was not even my fault!” Samir said “ I didn’t pay attention due to tension.” He said slowly out of pain. After listening to this suddenly mood of Driver changed. Driver “ Actually he was little pre occupied due to tension. I tried to stop car. It was his mistake but he might have some issues..” Cop “ Let’s take him to hospital.” Immediately Samir decided to call his family. He started to take out mobile. Cop screamed “ Don’t move. What are you doing?” “ I want to call my Dad!” Cop nodded. Cop immediately took out his mobile & asked “ Do you remember number?” He nodded negatively. Then he once again looked towards mobile. Cop took out mobile & called his Dad. Samir was trying so hard stop screaming. His Dad was talking with his Mom so his mobile was busy. Finally Cop decided to call ambulance. Samir wanted to try again. He requested that driver but he didn’t took interest. “ Just because of you I am going to lose my contract by appearing late for appointment I don’t plan to help you.” On that point Samir’s Dad took call of Cop. When Cop told he immediately told to admit Samir in private hospital. Samir’s Dad requested Cop to find best one. He felt so sad. He didn’t wanted to harass his parents but he didn’t have much option. He was already screaming in pain. Finally Ambulance came. He kept screaming until he was not injected with painkiller. Soon he fall asleep so he understood it was not just painkiller. He woke up in hospital. They needed to operate on him. He just obeyed. He didn’t want to do anything. He didn’t wanted to handle anything. He just wanted to relax. His Dad came running in hospital. His Mom joined too. Doctor explained about accident. Cop was present with driver too. Cop asked “ Did your son always get this careless?” His parents nodded. Driver immediately said “ Can I leave?” Cop said “ If you say this then I will not file complaint against Driver?” His Mom said “ My son is getting careless. We know.” Cop turned towards Driver “ You need to thank them.” Driver thanked & immediately went away. Samir’s parents slowly began to explain all to Cop step by step. Cop “ You need to understand your son is getting suicidal. It’s risky.” “ We sense it & I was talking about it with my wife when you called. We want to find some help.” Mom said slowly while controlling tears “ Every day he got hurt one day something might happen to him.” “ I feel hospital can recommend you nice psychiatrist.” “ I hope so.” After doing treatment when Doctor came out Cop explained situation & said “ Can you begin mental treatment?” “ Yes surely. Now for sometime he will need bed rest so he can talk with psychiatrist on computer. I will arrange some appointment. Whenever he get enough cured then he will start coming.” His parents smiled happily. Her Mom said “ I don’t want him to work in that office..” “ You need to talk to psychiatrist. Let’s talk about his physical issues now.” Then Doctor explained how did they supposed to take care of him. They listened. Then they went in room Samir was awake. Samir said “ I am fine.” Doctor said “ Let me decide it. I am keeping you in hospital for two days.” Samir nodded. He said “ I need to call office.” He asked for mobile. He called Boss & told about situation. He shivered. His Boss immediately screamed “ I was planning fire you now I will immediately do it. You are just failure. I don’t feel any Company will take you. Your disgusting projects were literally intolerable. I am happy get rid of you. I send email.” He just said “ Okay Sir.” He closed eyes. His Dad asked “ What happened?” “ I lost job!” Mom “ I am happy I don’t want you to work there.” He screamed loudly on Mom “ & what do you want? You want me jobless! No one will give job to me now!” He said it so loudly that Nurse came running. She ordered him to keep quiet & told his parents to go out of room. He suddenly understood how loud he was. He immediately apologised. Nurse checked his Blood Pressure. Nurse said “ In few hours Psychiatrist will come. It will be best.” He felt so tense. But he didn’t say anything. He was so scared. He didn’t want to argue. He just closed his eyes & kept sleeping.

      After some time one sweet voice managed to wake Samir. It was voice of Psychiatrist. He was nervous at beginning then slowly he began to share. Step by step he began to get relaxed. He went home but still he kept feeling nervous. Psychiatrist recommended few medicines to him. He needed to reduce his depression. Then he began to search for options. When he suddenly located one shop, it was successful shop but owner wanted to go abroad so needed to sell. He immediately began to discuss price. On laptop they fixed many things. Then he went there with his Mom. He fixed all. He started working in that shop with his fractured leg. It helped him a lot. Finally he settled down in his life. Slowly he began to walk again & his psychiatristric treatment stopped too. He began to settle. He totally forgot about Trupti until she didn’t come in his shop one day with her husband. He was glad that she was settled. He showed products. Soon he sensed Trupti wasn’t happy. Her husband was too busy on mobile. She was just burden in his eyes. Samir smiled & tried his best to pretend he didn’t notice. Finally they left shop but not without Trupti giving him angry look. When she went away he felt so nervous. On that day he took one appointment of Psychiatrist & he felt relaxed. Then he began to search for suitable girl who could become his wife. He decided to move ahead in his life. He deserved his best.

                                              The End