Poem 881. Thinking

                              Thinking
Have you ever tried to change your thinking
What did you really feel about this changing
Did you really like it or you just want forget that thinking
If you ask me truthfully I just like don't like changing
No one want change them self until they just force to that changing
After all we want to live as we love living
But some time wind blows such a way that we force to change thinking
And we just can't act as per our thinking
But don't you feel on that moment only if you are not force to such changing
Then why did you feel it's right to try to change others thinking
It is fish without water when ever you force to change thinking
Then why did in our life we need to force others in changing
It is not right to force people to change their thinking
After all many times they just don't harm with their different thinking
Even if they are different but that don't make them bad thinking
Some are different still good one when come question of thinking
Many times we are told to accept in life new thinking
But that don't mean that forcing on some one any type of thinking
Some times we are told that old is golden thinking
But that don't mean we all suppose to even this type of thinking
No thing is totally bad or nothing is totally good in thinking
It is always our choice to choose one thinking
Some says that some time some thoughts are bad thinking
But I  think we should blame thinker not their thinking
So strange is our life and our own thinking
That we always love to force other to accept some thinking
Why can't we just let them fly and enjoy their thinking
May be because we feel scared that people will turn back towards our thinking
But my friends people don't need company when they have right thinking
Because slowly you can enjoy your life with help of just your thinking
But if you took wrong way trust me no friendship can help your thinking
Because when goodness is lost no use of any relation or it's thinking
Because guilt that will built in you and damage your thinking
So there will no more any sort of proper thought or thinking
Good thinking like that sunshine which on your window and waiting
And you must take it inside other things don't matter to you as human being
Because sunshine have power and sunshine have strength and it will stood
With you after each and every storm and each and every rain
I don't think ever in my life I need more any thing that my good thinking and than sunshine
Because once it enters in our life our life turn to bright and precious side
That sunshine's power will brighten our each and every day
That sunshine will bring with it many dream and hopes again and again
So for that sunshine I may prefer loneliness and night because
When that sunshine of thinking will shine no lonely will matter in our life
We need just one sun to brighten our sky while moon with thousand stars
Can't do it after try so if things are bright like good thinking and thought that are nice
No loneliness can harm you because in sky you will shine fully and bright.

Poem 880, Dark

                                          Dark
Why some times simple thing complicate your thinking
Why some times even white thinking turn into black thinking
Why some times even we began to think every thing black
And some times even our thought encourage by black
Can't we see our truth thinking and hearts but white thinking
Is what life's greatest and important part so just keep thinking
It until your life keeps on and never ever let those black
Thoughts capture our heart after all in life you must not let black
Have all part of your mind as well as all of it's thinking
But sadly we never able to control at all our thinking
Slowly everything turn into sad as well as black
And every one want to see all white into black
Just to satisfy some part of our unsatisfied thinking
We all start to search for blackness in each white thinking
So strange is that thinking which shows every thing in dark
At every point we all see everything just in worst colour black
We all are so upset that our thought and all our thinking
Turn out to be a bad or worst part then in that dark thinking
Why we can never understand true meaning of black
Until it enter in our life and turn everything in black
I just always try to stay away from that thinking
Still every time I found myself being surrounded by black
How can one person escape from that black
When I ask some one answer just change my thinking
That one told me how can I escape from some thing
Which is my part I must just learn to control that dark thinking
It is not easy to capture those clouds which turn sky into black
But always remember a rain can also cure our thinking
But never think that crying is our rain for our thinking
Crying may take out your feeling but white thinking
Of positive thought is just one sword to destroy dark thinking'
But hardest task that how to keep sharp and proper that sword of white thinking
Some say it is faith some say it is their love it may change from person's thinking
But I can say I think in my eyes faith in any one is best way of white thinking
May it be god or may it be a person but choose properly source of white thinking
Or if you choose totally wrong path and way it may turn into dark and black thinking
Dark thoughts are some thing which gives us peace and they take us far away
From success as human being but every day we just heard that we must
Change everything but biggest question in our life is that how to change
Our thoughts and thinking one day while I saw small child who was on toy horse
And sorrowfully looking I just feel so shock to darkness such small human being
I just ask small one what is that one thinking that one give me just smile
And change everything small one told me some one told that world is going to be end
But when small one talking to me small one was smiling I just can't help
And asked why that one was now laughing small one told me one logical thing
Which none of elder understand even after so much thinking
That one ask me one thing if we all thought can we solve thing
I said that we might do some thing but that small one laughed and one thing
If I thought so much still can't get solution what is use of so much thinking
Some people got that brain they can change the world and do many things
But if we don't got that brain why waste time in thinking we can do many thing
Which are useful for us and then that small one went inside and start packing it's toy
So inside our life things can't changed by just thinking if we understand it
May be one day we will able to control that tiring and risky our dark thought
Because nothing but effect of our too much and excess thinking .

Poem 878. Lord's part

                                Lord's part
When I cry in sorrow due to sadness in my heart
I know you are watching me from world far away part
I know you care for me but you can't change destiny's part
Because you never tried to do it ever in history's part
You can't do it I just know it from some where in heart
But still lord I have my complaints why don't you change that part
If you at least can you change things in at least some part
Or is it such impossible as stopping air and breathing heart
I know that even if person who care for me banish from hearts still you will be my part
And always stay with me inside some hidden part
But why don't you ever answer any question from my heart
Or you are answering still am not understanding that part
Please can you lord do some thing and say easy part
At least tell our all options which one is best part
Life is always full of choices which confuse our heart
And then even when we took right option people blame us for wrong part
How it hurt our feeling when you get that blame but lord is never their part
But I have one question why can't you stop their wrong part
Could it because you have decided to let us freely on earth to do our part
But some time I think it is too harmful to let human do their part
Because human always do something totally wrong for heart
And even after that you can't stop them or their that part
But if you are in each and every sort of heart
I think you can also manage to live in world's most evil heart
If you manage can you please do me a favor and teach me how to handle that heart
Because that heart is some thing which always hurt me and my peaceful heart
Or is there also some rule against teaching human also that part
I need to understand those evil hearts because I never remain their part
In that evil heart if you stay there why can't you try to change that heart
I know many people say that those people never listen to your part
And lord you can never force anyone to listen your heart
But if that evil one force good people to listen why don't you force to evil heart
I know what you think inside your heart you want good one to fight for all heart
But lord that fight some times don't seem easy since bad one don't need morals
And good one always have to be careful not to break rule or other heart
So good one always looks around and thinks twice before doing some thing
While bad one never need to think at all about any rule in any part
I know those rules protect us and always protect our heart but
Some times they seem so difficult to handle and still to win the war
But can you god at least tell us which words are given by you as guide
Because you all get so confuse why understand your word since
It seems to have other meaning in eyes of each and every guide
But may be you can't help because we don't understand you
After all you are god and we just human so we never understand what is said by you
But still I hope from my heart one day you will tell us what is right
And wrong for our heart because what ever you told until now don't seem to touch
Properly to all people and their heart so they went around the world
And do thing which always harm others feeling and others heart
So once again may be you tell them all or may be we just go and
Search way out of all trouble by looking properly inside our heart.

Poem 877. My brave heart

                        My brave heart
How hard you may try but always you found
Something in life is not fair and that will not sound
Something fishy wrong to our heart and thought
But still we can't point it out to any one or any heart
Because what we have seen or view was found
Just by us and all ask with strange and weird sound
Why did we ever think like this even in our thought
What is so totally wrong with our strange heart
So that truth which after so many tries and efforts we found
Turn against us in such way that all are against that sound
So many times we find the truth and true thought
But still we prefer to keep them in our heart
Is it right to bring out what we have found as a truth
Or may be we should totally shut that sound of truth
Is one question that always capture our thought and mind
And every moment we feel same trouble at heart which slowly destroys
It is like running after some thing which we found with efforts
But still never showing success to any one or it's sound to others
After doing it we can't always manage to peace in our thought
But still we just keep quiet because we are scared from heart
So if I don't say will it remain hidden what I found from world
Or some one else also began to heard it's sound and begin to search
And start having same feeling like me and same thought like reflection of mirror
I always wish that some one will hear it from my heart and can see in same mirror
So I will wait and just watch until some one found out that strange thought
After all winning some thing by myself is impossible sort of task
So we always wait some one to hear it but can some one locate it
Without us as guide to locate and understand that strange thought
In life every day we have new thinking but that doesn't mean that
We can change our basic morals with new thinking because
Morals are some thing which are our life's permanent part
And they can't be change even if our world decide to change thinking in part
Because morals are some thing which are if kept wrong then
They can easily change whole world and thinking of each and every heart
So strange thought is some thing due to our finding but after finding
Some thing what is use of hiding because once you found it then
Slowly that thing will come out and damage others who are related to our hearts
Because after finding some thing we can't just hide it for life
We are human being at that is not nature of human kind so we can keep quiet
How much we may wish some time or in some way we will take out that thing
So why should we stop and wait that thought from arising
But now I began to think I must at least try to tell what I found
I must at least try to speak properly and raise my sound
After all if we try then only understand who will support that thought
But question is that how long can I able to keep that brave heart
Because if I can't able keep it then it may prove worst for all
Because when I say some thought some may believe it and get ready to fought
But then if I decide to back out they will loss their faith on just about me
But about all brave heart and all those who truly and bravely stood
So when you start a thought please stick to it if you think it is right
I don't say you have to fight every time but you can just don't say anything against it
And manage to keep quiet it will be enough for others who may decide to fight
Because if I can manage to find new thing I always share it with all those who
Prefer always the truth and truth is one thing they hear and like.

Poem 876. Our dreams

                                     Our dreams
When I had that feeling of pleasure just due to dream
I began to get convince I just need from all side that dream
I began to think some thing I need for happy life is that dream
So beautiful like first sun ray was that lovely nice dream
That when I started running after it I forgot it's just dream
It feel so real as if some nice flower which is so soft in dream
I began to feel that everything will come true if I stick to dream
It become my world and ambition of my life not only dream
I thought it is some thing necessary like air water not just dream
I forgot one important and most precious thing that is it's just a dream
Many times in our life we do this mistake again and love dream
I know it is nice to have it turn true but after all it's only dream
And when someone come ahead and tell me that it's dream
You should have to see how shattered we feel due to that dream
When did we get carried away and forget to differentiate reality from dream
Then in want of it we run in each and every way just for that dream
Trying for some thing is not crime we can try even for impossible dream
But frustrating is that we become so convinced that we forget it is hard dream
So we began to think that we can achieve it just few moment as our dream
And we think it is so simple and easy to achieve our dream
But when it didn't happen we get so upset by not getting that dream
That we forget in life what is our need and what is our dream
We began to cry and scream for not getting an impossible dream
I just hate that when you make such big scene for nothing but just dream
It seems like crime after all in life no one can easily achieve their dream
One who claim they got that skill just look at their history
And you will see change in their dream and how easily
They set for them easiest goal in life as a dream
If you want to achieve it quickly and surly you can always change the dream
But if you really want to achieve and really love your dream
Just try hard and remain ready for plenty of failure in way of your dream
If you keep some strong and solid type of dream
Which will reach us for some big and important ambition or dream
It may takes many days and hours to fulfill that dream
But just always remember it is life time struggle when you keep big dream
So never get upset and stop when you can't get easily your dream
If you can get just change some routes of your nice dream
In life we can't move mountains so we break them and make tunnels to fulfill our dream
But while creating those tunnels we just need more knowledge and power
But some times when we start our knowledge and power both lacks
Then at that moment we just got so upset by not getting our dream that
From every corner we just began to cry and scream but sadly we can never
Manage just by crying and screaming to get our dream for dreams
We need some thing which take time years after years and need to turn everywhere
To get best resources and power which will help us from every angle
Because no dream is as easy to float as feather on nice and cool air
So when you keep a dream always remember that life need more things
Than just scream and crying it need more efforts and struggle
Never get convince when some one say you can never get your dream
Because it is quite possible that one other side of life may be stood a powerful dream
And it will remain there until we get some thing important resource of life
To encourage dream which help you in life as a guide for life
So keep dream from heart but never cry when it fell because one day
You will surely find another dream if you can't achieve this one
And then tell other how easy it was to achieve your nice powerful dream.

Poem 875. Sun and moon

                              Sun and moon
When you look at sky you see in sky sun and moon
These are two precious and bright lovely sun and moon
They have that quality which also possess by our heart
We have something of sun and moon in our heart
We have brightness of sun and calmness of moon
In our nature and always hidden in our heart
It is depend on us what we all decide to part
We all love quality and power of sun and moon
But question is which quality we want to chose from heart
Each person have some quietness and some power in heart
But some just love power of sun and want only that part
While other prefer at first just peace and calm of moon
And so in their life they live happily with their sun or moon
But problem arises when they began to feel unsatisfied by that part
After all moon have one power while sun own totally different part
So those whose own power of  moon want power of sun as part
They want that brightness and power of anger at heart
While those who have anger want some calmness at heart
They began to think they are useless because they have too angry heart
So no one is happy with what they got in their parts
One was too calm and useless due to moon
While other is too angry and emotional by sun's heart
So finally we all began one strong race in heart
Those who hold sun's power began to call moon from heart
While those who hold moon's power ready to die for sun
And in this race no one can lose or win because moon
Or sun have never tried in life to take part in race and run
We all know sun and moon never race in our heart
Because they come one after another never together in any part
If we got one we have to use all our skill to achieve other part
Because you can't achieve it fully but we can achieve at least some part
There is brightness of our sun and there is calmness of moon
Both can be achieve but one is full and other is just in part
You can be bright as sun and just some part of calm moon
But you can't fully change your self from sun into a moon
Same apply to other side of view so except what you get
Because these are facts of your life for morning evening and noon
So there are two things which are on two different part and
Have two big powers which are totally apart but none of them
Have enough power to work without other power which is at heart
No one is complete in this life every one want some thing which
Is impossible for them in there nice and perfect style of life
Some wins their game with their anger which burns them on
Each and every moment inside and their heart always feels
Those horrible pains which never help them in life because
They burn them as fast as they burn their enemies in their life
While peaceful power of moon never have any power of it's own
It tries hard to get it's things done but no one is scare of peaceful moon
There it stood for many centuries still it get nothing worth winning
Because it's peaceful nature may harm it in life and it just stood there
For day after day while doing many tries so in life before sun
Seems so useless moon which takes many days to complete one work
But moon can never understand sun's pain and troubles after all
It is nothing to other it just hurt and gives pain from inside to sun
So no one is complete and no one is perfect because sun can see pain
And moon never achieve quickly success if you just continue to look
At wrong side no power can help you ever in your life and you can
Just never learn to understand meaning of one word that is smile
So for understanding the smile just say one thing with me from heart
Sun is bright and beautiful and moon is quiet peaceful for my heart
And then you can see how much bright world will look from your heart.

Poem 874. Perfect morning

                                      Perfect morning
When I see myself in mirror some time I see a perfect human being
And I don't see any thing worth to mention as a fault or complaining
So one day I feel I am so best and perfect in each and every thing
But next day I feel I am so stupid and ugly human being
I tell why it happen because on that perfect morning
I met some totally imperfect and wrong sort of human being
Who suggested me lot of  faults in me as a human being
And so I got convinced that in my life I need lot of changing
And I began to dislike suddenly every thing in my heart and thinking
Why can't I have that strong heart which will trust my thinking
Why just one person can turn me into from positive to negative human being
I just don't why I feel so upset by just one incidence and one thinking
After all we can't keep happy all person and all human being
I read this thing many time but when I meet some one with wrong thinking
I always easily forget what is written on that page and I need once more reading
But in life you can't every time keep that book for reading
After all in life we need to learn lot more tricks to work on negative thinking
Just by learning one trick you can't ever hope for such a big winning
In life to win this fight we must try each and every thing
If you try with all efforts one day you will find bright morning
On which you will feel so fresh that you will even laugh on a person criticizing
After all problem is in that person who was standing
Before you on such nice morning and just criticizing
Don't you think there are many better things in life than criticizing
Think about the many things you could have done instead of criticizing
And then you may feel sorry for that person's wrong thinking
But at that moment I always feel that anger began to rising
And that person manage to upset my days,nights and mornings
If only I manage to act as per my training and upbringing
In which my school have taught me never let anger rising
But sadly it all remain just in book for listening and reading
We never try to use it as our life and true meaning so once again
I feel my anger is rising and I feel sure that it will hurt many things
So how I may try to control my feeling some feeling just escape after all
I am not perfect person I am just simple and normal human being
Who always hate it when some one says bad and who hate those people
Who come ahead and start criticizing while look at other side of this world
In which we just can't help but here people who so confident that even
On their fault they just point finger at other and live happily in life
But we never manage to become that type but any way what we are
Is far more better as human being after all human being can never machine of criticizing
They should be some thing which have kind heart needed for proper human being
But in our life we just learn one thing that we can't live happily until we ignore
Person who are going to come in our life with weapon of criticizing in life
Because when we saw mirror we just don't see our self in it and
We just saw what that person's thought in it so is it must that in mirror
We just need to see thought can't we see it what actually we got
We are not the best but we are not the worst we are something which we want
To be perfect but nothing is perfect and so good on this earth
So in our life we just see with our eyes a human being who is good but not best as some like
Being normal human being is not a crime and if you see carefully
I see beauty in mirror properly friend which I really appreciate and when
I see that face I really like it and I wish you all see your face the same way
Our face is some thing always beautiful and best only we need proper eyes to appreciate
How cruel is this world that it never learn to appreciate nice thing like face
But since it is your face don't you think at least you should appreciate and
Must say nice and best thing about your nice and best face after all why do you
Need other to tell you beauty of your face it is your own personal face.

Poem 873. White colour of happiness

                             White colour of happiness
How hard you may try but sometimes sorrows never stop
May be because they have that powerful colour black and that one
Is so strong in that colour we forget what we really need and want
Because black is one colour which never goes away once it comes on
Anything it never leaves away and when we like the black it is good for heart
But blackness of sorrow is never pleasant for our heart so sorrow stood there
As strong as black and no one can have power to stop them on any spot
When we try to wash black colour from some part it just spread on other area
And create problems for other area and for other parts but in our life
We just don't want to stick on one colour that is colour of black
Because after having it no other colour seem to come in our life or our sight
But we always love changes in our life so we never like one colour in our life
In case of happiness it represents mostly colour white but even in it's case
How many times we just keep it pure white we add many colour inside it
Like our anger,love, affection some times even our greed but since happiness
Is in colour white and it is so mild it can easily adjust with what ever colour you like
So we don't feel bad since happiness can turn into any thing else is that much wise
After all happiness is only colour which tackle with colour black and reduce
It's harshness by turning into little bit soft like a colour grey which some times
Look fresh unique and good then it even give us some thing perfect for us
In life which we need to live and grey is some colour which is most nice
Some time like when it can even replace silver some times I know it is dull
But it is better than black in life and slowly it becomes life's nice part
Just think about those moment when you turn your sorrow into laugh
For example when we fall in our life it may hurt us but some times we laugh
When some times some one's food fall on our new dress we get upset but
Then when we see that person's sorrowful face we decide to laugh
I know it is false laugh but still when it joined by other's it turn into true laugh
That is when we see true face of that grey which even teach us in sorrow
Laugh is stood on one corner firm and confident in life again and again
But in life we always waste our happiness on other things instead of sorrow
Which always remain inside you because when sorrows enters in life
Which mean pain from outside as well as pain from inside in your life
But sadly in our life we always waste our happiness some thing which not
Worth for our happiness in our life and anger and greed are best example for it
When we use greed as in our happiness as guide and then we start to use it
And we began to hope that happiness will increase with more work or money
Then our happiness once again shine with totally wrong colour and dream
When we use love as our guide of happiness towards world we just keep it
All focused on one person but happiness should be never dependent on one human being
So instead of increasing our happiness we began to reduce and destroy it
Then last but not the least anger become guide of our happiness and destroy
Other's dream because we want revenge on our enemies so happiness instead
Of remaining pure and innocent turn into something destroying anything
So happiness is some thing pure and nice by nature and it must be something
Which help you in keeping nice and bright future but you must use it properly
Because happiness is some thing which is so precious in your colours
Do you remember when you do your painting on paper in life then
At that moment don't you able to white paint which get destroy with just stroke
Of other colour all white colour will get destroy and that colour will rule on it in life
So be careful when you use that white colour of happiness and never mix it with
Totally wrong type of colours which have power to damage and destroy life.

Poem 872. Joy and try

                                  Joy and try

When I heard that lovely voice I jump with a joy

It was voice of ice cream truck which I just love to try

When I was kid I just love that kind of things to try

And every day in my life I just did my best efforts

To get what is even smallest part of life's happiness and joy

But since I grown up I just feel only big things I love to try

Slowly in my life I have already forgotten true meaning of one word joy

We live this life to achieve some thing but do we forgotten meaning of joy

On each sunrise we all wake up just to have some power over others

And we never thought about those small things of life called joy

Our little small hobbies like our game all sitting in corner with wish one day

We can at least give them some sort of try

But in our life every day is so busy and hard we never got any time for try

I just wish that we forget all hard sort of work and try 

To count some thing just for one day that is clouds in lovely sky

But I know that neither I nor you are going to give it try

Because we can't take risk that other went one day 

Ahead of us even when we don't able to give proper try

So life is like fast track train which never stop when you try 

You just run on it every day and work as much as you try

We remember properly our all failures and try

But one thing we easily forget that is our small things and joy

Still that Ice cream truck come out side and wait to see if I give him a try

But I am always too busy in my work to look at that joy 

So I have just one question do you think that our life can be so cheap that you forget joy

And just do our work on each day while we feel we need many things to try

Like that ice cream truck or that playing cards in that corner which is still waiting for try
Like some dessert still waiting for water don't you think we should give it try

After all our life is not that big to just remember our work and forget each and every joy
This time when that ice cream truck will come I have decided that I will give it try
May whole world look at me in strange way but still I gave it a try
On that moment I saw kids dancing there and their innocent joy
I felt true feeling and innocence in our life which give us joy
Running after success is good thing if you also remember those joy
Because if you can combine both the things in our life I think it is worth to try
After all life is so small and short that it deserve freedom of having joy
Just never stop in your life but you can also spend few seconds for joy
In life for many thing we turn whole world around and do many types of try
But for we never change anything in life for our freedom and life's true joy
And since childhood we all wanted are thing which please our heart and joy
But while growing up we suddenly remember all other thing except joy
So we began to struggle for everything in life and each costly thing seem worth try
But we forget one thing which was so important for us that is our pure joy
In our life we see many thing which are important for our heart and for joy
It is so nice to have some thing which will please our heart and we must give try
But in world we feel other things are more important than please our heart and give joy
So we just work to get some thing beautiful and costly to please our heart and forget
Our important feeling of getting that nice innocent type of our childhood joy
But I have in life decided that I just need that small innocent type of joy
After fruit juice from fancy company or hotels can take away that joy
Which a thirsty get after drinking a pure glass of water with pleasure and try
So fancy joys of life are nice and okay for me but I just like that pure innocent joy.

Poem 871. My friend's yard

                            My friend's yard
When I was a kid I just use to wish my sun also rise
With same beauty as that sun which rise in my friend's yard
It had those full of richness that looks so beautiful
When ever I look at them and it use to hurt and I use to think
Why I don't get all things in same way as my friend did
On morning afternoon and evenings but truth of life is that
For my friend sun is use to rise in biggest way like king
But for me it just tiny ray of that big and bright sunshine
Each person have it's own sun to rise as decided by it's shining
And that shine belong to destiny of each and every human being
Just looking at others and admiring their things give us
Just pain in heart and use of it is nothing because you can't get
What others got by luck but of course one day you might
Built your own luck and I must say this is our proper thinking
Just looking in other's yards doesn't change what we got in our
Hands and our platter for living,may we are happy and may be
We are not,this is all decided by our thinking and our facts
Just by looking at other we feel sorrow and sad feeling
And then our destiny will change by our own wrong doing
So we must learn first and stop looking at others
After all sunrise is something which will happen as decided
By god's thinking,we can't have all things but at least we can
Enjoy our freedom in thinking if we stop comparing others things
May be we can able to act as per our liking
We can't have sun which belong to others yard
But at least we can try to improve our sun and please our heart
But if you compare it to other human being
You can never achieve any thought or any kind of things
You have to accept it before trying hard that some person
Get things by birth while some fight for them very hard
This is some thing just rule of life and this difference may
Happen any where in your,mine or any one's life
So please beware and don't hate that human being
Because person who got it by birth could be nice human being
Like my friend use to do that one may share the yard
But hating that one for what that one got is wrong thinking
Your sun will surly rise and one day you may smile
But then how can you face that friend when you meet him in life
Because that one will once again give you innocent smile and
Because that one always respect you from heart in your life
But you are the one who was jealous because that one got everything
As a birth right so being jealous of such people is not right in life
They got those things because that is their destiny and that is part of their life
They also have their share of problem which seem you always small in life
When some one point out their problem they nothing for you
And you just they are pretending and showing off emotion just because
They want sympathy from you but just ask your soul is it true and right
Do you really believe that they are happy just because they got luxuries in life
Our life is not that easy and we can bought everything with just money
One important thing that is respect for you in your life when you get money
From birth respect suddenly vanishes from people's eyes and
They just want to see what bad inside them while we can plenty of
One mistake is not permitted to them those who get some thing
After struggle in life always get their followers and well wisher of life
Your parents well wisher can't always help you in life because
When you start a fight you need some one who is come ahead you
And give you proper respect as well as criticize and that one must be
Your adviser because advisers are not property which transfer on your name in life
So those you get things on their own are better that on who get by birth right
Because they have to prove many things which we don't even dream in life
Because a luxurious hotel is good for one day in our life
But I never want to cage in it for all whole future as well as my life.

Poem 870. Thinking

                              Thinking
How can a person act so stubborn I use to say
But one day my heart ask me,a question what about my stubbornness
Every day we say why did they have to think this way but
We never ask one question to our heart and feelings
Why every day I want them to agree with the thought which
Belong to me and totally part of thinking which is mine in every way
But still I want them to accepted by them as part of their life
And so our thinking become one source of force which
Was put on other's by sort of feeling that either they accept it
Or they just have big fight,I always hate when some one
Force that one's thought on thinking of mine then just tell me
Why do I want to try it when it happen to me
I just hated it from each and every point so don't I  give
Some respect to others who think their thoughts are better than mine
It doesn't matter who is wrong and who is right because
Each and every human being got some thought and
You can't always justify what thinking belong to you in life
Because it is not proper way in life there are some people
Who are totally wrong but there are also some other people
Who have just other view to handle and justify all
That they have decided in life and both of us are right
In our ways and thinking because for same goal we are trying
Just because ways differ don't let them cause any kind of fight
Because one day you are going to learn only goal matter
Other things some times don't matter much in life if moral
Are standing in strong and concrete way with us both in life
Moral and goal are something which will matter in end
Of each and every fight and for getting your goal
You must have to adjust on many thinking and points
So never get upset with your friend who is standing with you
In that fight because in end you both will win if only you
Have done it in proper way and usefully in life
Each goal have two ways and two routes to reach same sight
And we need to understand taking different route is not crime
We justify our self and other justify them self because
Both are getting some thing in life and we both are worth justifying
Never force other and never let your self be forced
This is always right and proper way to live our life
Because nothing can be got so easily and happily in life
For each and everything we need biggest fight in our fight
But how can we adjust when our thoughts can't match anyway
Why did god create such person who don't have same thought
Still fight for same thing and have to fight with shoulder touching
With each other in every way but in our life we never able to adjust
With some person's thought still we force to fight with them
I always hate such fight which force on me such way when
I have to fight with some one who don't agree with me any way
But then one day I notice there are many good points in them
Just agreeing with me is not that best point for life which
We must live happily and fully when ever we get
We need other qualities which more matter in life and when you properly
Look at them agreeing with you will always seem like last point in them
So we must try to ignore that point many times because
That person who always agree with us never take us ahead.

Poem 869. Complicated life

                        Complicated life

Why sometimes we do something which are not

Liked by our heart and they can never become our

Life's part like some times we just play some game

When we know that we hated it again and again

But sometimes life force us do many things which

Are not just part of our life and our life's thinking 

I think those thing are worst part of life because 

They always stay with you even if you like or dislike

Why life is not simple but it is complicated fight

That every time we have convince our self that 

We will win next time,I have many such questions

In my heart and in my life but I never dare them to voice

But one day I got there answers without any tries

Life is complicated because we just choose to arise

We don't want to live under some one for our whole life

So we all sometimes decide to just fight that is 

Important part of our life but if we listen to other 

Can we be happy as we like they say we will be happy
But if it is true then why I see sadness on those faces who act 

According to wish of other and as per they like

It seem to me happiness is something which is not

As easy in our life because we just love to talk

And interfere in other person's issue and their life

It is like jumping on a quick sand in life 

Because our frustration take away our breath from our life

And still we try to improve other person's life

We all hope that we will give some one help and

We try to fulfill our unfulfilled dream and these dreams 

Are something from our heart but fulfilling them is too hard in life

So even if we try to fulfill them on other branch

It will also break because tree is not that strong as we like
If our dream are so easy to fulfill in life
Then why can't we fulfill them in our life
These dreams are something hard to fulfill in our life
Then how can we show them to other and bring same ordeal on others life
Just never try your dreams on others in your life
It is like using their shoulder and firing your gun and hurting their life
If they have same goal just go ahead and help them
But never get carried away and force your self on those people in life
Because may be unknowingly you will change thoughts in others life
And force them to start on each and every day fight for success in their life
May their dream seem to you just like your dream about life but
It is not necessary that their route is just like your way in life
They want to achieve that dream so they may try to use your way
But if they don't got all skills or thoughts like you then they will fail
So why try to force other to use same way in life after all if you are not happy
Your way was not that perfect way in life and even if you are happy
That doesn't mean that same route will please because each person have
Their thoughts and their nature that nature make you pleased or happy
So never in life you can never get success with just one route that will help your life
This is your life in which you live happily only if you take route you like
Never just think that success or failure is important the route you take to achieve them
Teach you many thing in life some times it teach you true friends in life
And some times it shows you true and honest colors of our human life
So never force other's to take our route in hope of success because
If they don't learn while achieving success what will they learn in life
Life goes ahead it doesn't matter you like it or dislike but it will always shows you
What you prefer and like so never tell other which way is best for them
Until they come to you with their legs and ask for advice again and again
And even if they came still be careful while giving advice because
You don't want to get involve and increase your problem as well
Because once you start to involve you will mess the whole game
And it become like race horse for which you began to cheer and bet.

Adventure story 86. Decision

                                                                         Decision
When bell rang Dipti ran towards door to open it, Pradip was standing there.She knew that Pradip was going to come.Since her marriage opening door for Pradip became exciting task for her.Every day she ran to door when door bell rang and normally Pradip gave her big smile.But today he didn't smile at her. Pradip came inside. Pradip angrily"My company is sending me to Dubai for two years.""Why?They can't do such a thing. Transferring you like this is so unfair.This is too much I can't leave my job like this.You know that it is so important to me.If we go there just for two years and then once again come back shifting for two years look like wrong decision.Any way if you insist I will come for you.But I like to make it clear to you that I have earn my education and now this job.If you force me to quit it, it will be totally wrong."After saying this Dipti turned to go in kitchen.At same moment Pradip's mother came out. Pradip's mother"What happened?"He told her everything. Pradip's mother"If you wish,you can take her but I will not come.I spend my whole life in this place and in this country.I am too old to shift so I will stay here.Now a days many old people stay alone.""But...""Just listen to me.If I have some sickness or I am ill,I can understand.But I am fit and fine.I will stay here alone.You can take your wife with you."After saying this his mother went inside so Pradip could clearly see no one want to come with him.His mother was too old to shift and his wife didn't want to quit the job. Pradip was so tense now.He just didn't understand that what did he suppose to do.He could quit his job just because he was told to go in Dubai on project.This meant that he had to go alone so he decided that he would go alone because he knew that Dipti was just pretending.She would never come with him.
           Dipti was crying in kitchen.This was so frustrating.After so many efforts she got this job and now her husband was claiming that he had to go. Dipti was married to him for just one year and now this happened.She was so confused.She didn't know that what did she suppose to do quit her job or let her husband go.She didn't know to whom she should go for advice.Then she suddenly remembered her mother.She phoned her and told her every thing. Dipti"Mom I don't want to quit my job after so hard work.""But if Pradip want to go then...""Now this is too much why shall we just think about male's and their careers.Mom this is modern cetury now a days woman have same rights towards their future.I spend many years of my life just to reach on this position.When we got married,it was decided that I can keep my job.In fact Pradip wanted me to keep job.Now all of sudden how can he tell me to quit my job?No Mom.This is not fair.Just because I am woman I suppose to do all sacrifice.This is totally wrong Mom.Totally unfair."After saying this Dipti started crying. Pradip could clearly heard her.She was creating a list of complaint regarding Pradip. She was saying that she didn't want to go to Dubai.She even began to claim that she didn't going to like to stay in that country. Pradip so shocked Dubai was really a nice country and Dipti was screaming against it just because she didn't want to quit her career.Then he was shocked so Dipti was right.He never treated her career with any importance.He always treated it with disrespect.He suddenly began to feel guilty.Then he suddenly thought about his Mom.He thought that she might be fine with his mother.After all he didn't want his mother to be alone in home.He smiled and thought that he could adjust for two years.He went inside. Pradip "Dipti I talked to Mom.She even didn't want to go to Dubai so I am going alone.You can stay with Mom."Dipti nodded happily so they decided to leave their life separately for two years.
        When Pradip went away,Dipti cried a lot.She began to feel so lonely in that house.Her mother-in-law was also not great help.She wanted her to stay with her but still as soon as all arrangements were made.Her mother-in-law suddenly changed her views.Last night when Pradip went to meet his Mom before going out. Dipti heard them talking about her from outside.Her mother-in-law " Your wife is so strange woman.She should have gone with you.""Come on Mom.It is okay.She wanted to continue with her job...""You are married just for one year and then suddenly she deserted you so strange.""Mom she is not deserting me.I have convinced by her thoughts.""Stop lying to me.I know that you wanted to take her.But she screamed and cried so you decided against.""Come on Mom.We already had enough discussions.I needed some one to stay with you and she is doing that job willingly so why should we object?She will take good care of you.""I told you before and I repeat myself again.I am fit.I don't need any one to take care of me so don't this blame on me.I want you to take her you since she is not going.I hope at least she shall do job of taking care of her mother-in-law.Such strange woman!!""Mom will you stop it?She will hear you.""As if I care.."But after that her mother-in-law changed the subject.But Dipti had heard it all.She was so upset.She didn't want to stay with her mother-in-law.But there was no option.But as soon as Pradip went away,she began to panic.She just didn't want to stay there.She phoned her Mom and told her everything.She told her mother that she wanted to come there.Her mother tried to convince her but it proved useless.After that Dipti immediately told her mother-in-law.She wanted to stay with her mother.Her mother-in-law was not please with that idea but she nodded.
         Dipti stayed with parents for many days.But after some days every one started questioning her.Every one wanted to know that what was wrong with her personal life. Pradip was calling her once a week.But it was just not enough.One day even her best friend of office asked her "Why are you staying here alone?Why don't you went with your husband?"Dipti was so upset.She never thought that even her best friend question her like this.She expected little more respect from her best friend.But her best friend didn't seem to think that way. Dipti "Actually I don't want to quit the job.""What??You left your husband for job."Now Dipti screamed on her in anger. Dipti "I have not left my husband.He had went to Dubai for two years and he is going to come back.I hope I made it clear."Now whole office was looking at her in strange way.Even her best friend looked embarrassed.Her best friend did say anything further because their boss came out of cabin.Boss"Will you please stop discussing your personal life in office?If you have any family problem go and discuss it with counselor not here in office."Dipti wanted again to scream on every one that she was not getting divorced.But as days started to passing. Dipti was more and more harassed by people.Finally Dipti started avoiding talking about anything except official work.It was so frustrating for her.Then one day her mother told her that she must visit her mother-in-law for some time so Dipti went there.At first her mother-in-law didn't open the door.Finally she opened it.Her mother-in-law "Why did you come here?"She didn't even invited her inside. Dipti gave her a nice smile and said "To meet you."Then she noticed that her sister-in-law and her whole family was settled in her house. Dipti was so shocked.She had never expected such thing from her sister-in-law. Dipti "Mom can I come in?"Her sister-in-law"Of course.You can always visit us some times."Dipti was so shocked.She was throw out of their house.But she couldn't argue about it.She went inside.They all treated her like some guest.Then finally after some time she went away.She was convinced now that her husband was not interested in her.He must had planned it all from beginning. She started waiting for his call.When he called her,she told her everything.He sounded confused to her.But he said that she should have stayed there.Now what ever happened had happened.They could not change it. Pradip sounded truthful but just by hearing him on phone.She couldn't able to guess anything. Then her parents talked with him.Both were convinced that Pradip's sister managed to cheat and took away house from them.But Dipti was convinced that Pradip had cheated her.She was convinced that he would not come back again.
        Then Dipti went to sleep but she couldn't able to sleep.She continued looking at ceiling.She was so tense.Then she saw a spider web.She saw that dust.She was convinced that if she had to remove that dust.She started cleaning it.Slowly she got dirty.She had to stop it but she couldn't stop herself.She felt just after some cleaning.She would feel relaxed.But she continued cleaning till midnight but still she felt tense.That night Dipti for first time went for bath at night.Her mother saw her going inside bathroom.She was shocked.When she asked,Dipti told her that she was feeling dirty so she decided to take shower. Her Mom looked at clock.It was midnight when she heard voice of shower. Dipti slowly began to feel obsessed with cleanliness.She told her Mom to keep different soup for her.Her parents were watching her.She was washing her hands again and again.They could feel it that she was trying to wash her problem.Then finally she went to office.She saw many dirty places in her office.But she controlled herself.She just did her work.Then when she reached home,she began her cleaning process.Her parents were irritated with it.But one day worst thing happened in office once again her so called friends began to asking her about her husband.She was so upset.Then she suddenly saw the dirt.She began to call cleaning staff.But no one was present so she took stool and began to clean her office.Every one who was present in office looked shocked.Even her boss was surprised.He was so confused.He didn't understand what he supposed to do.After all he also wanted to clean the office.But he didn't expected his assistant manager to do it.After all Dipti was his brilliant staff.Finally he stopped her and told her to go home and took rest.When she reached home,she once again continued working with cleaning.Her parent tried to stop her but she just couldn't stop.When they kept asking her,why did she came early.She started crying but whole time she was washing surface of room.She just couldn't stop.Her parents looked around the room.Her room was too much clean.They looked at wall in some parts even paint was gone while cleaning the room.When they came near those wall,they noticed marks of blood on them.They looked at Dipti's fingers.They were injured.Her parents were shocked.They knew Dipti was too much obsessed with cleanliness but they never understood it's intensity.They tried to stop her.But she didn't stop.Then they heard phone was ringing.They were sure that it was Pradip's phone.Her mom smiled."Dipti it's Pradip's phone.Come on go and take it."Dipti looked at phone and smiled.But then once again she started cleaning."Mom will you please take that phone and tell him.I will come after some time.Let me just clean this."There was strange look of madness on her face her mom started crying.Finally her father took the phone.But when Pradip asked about Dipti,even her father started crying.They told everything to him. Pradip was nervous. Pradip"I can't come now.They will not give me any vacation till next month.I will definitely come next month.""I wish you have taken her with you.You can still..""No.No.Don't send her now.She is not mentally sound.I can't stay at home.She have to stay in home alone.I don't want to keep her alone.It is too risky.""You are right.I just don't know what..""Listen to me dad.Take her to psychiatrist.I will give you his number.He is my best friend from school."Dipti's parent nodded.
           That night was worst for them.They tried to control Dipti but she didn't listen to them.Finally next day they took the appointment. It was not easy to take appointment when they mentioned Pradip's name.They finally got an appointment.It was so hard for them.They had to go alone with their daughter to that psychiatrist.Some where in heart they were sure that Doctor would admit her in asylum.They were sure that their daughter would never be normal again.When they went inside.Psychiatrist talked with them in friendly way as if he was just friend of their brother-in-law.Slowly he forced Dipti to chat with him. Dipti talked with him freely.She started sharing her insecurities about her marriage. Dipti " Do you think I made mistake by letting Pradip go alone?Do you think he will left me now?"Psychiatrist started laughing "Who told you this nonsense?Pradip never leave you.He love you.Tell me why else he send you here.He personally phoned me yesterday.That's why I arrange this appointment.Come on Dipti. You made one decision just remain stick to it.One year is almost gone.Am I right?"Dipti nodded."So why lose patience now?Trust your husband.I know him very well.He will never cheat you and any way if he wanted to cheat you.Can't he able to do it while staying here also?""But I prefer my career over him.""But I talked Pradip. He didn't think this way.He still understand your view.Just think about your personal views.Ignore others."Then Psychiatrist wrote down medicines on paper. Dipti smiled.She had already started feeling relieved.Psychiatrist"She is suffering from obsessive-compulsive disorder.When ever she feel tense,she starts cleaning.She feel that she can vanish tension with dust.It is due to problem in my married life due to sudden departure of Pradip and strange attitude of her mother-in-law.Don't worry she will be okay...."Psychiatrist continued talking with her parents.But Dipti was not paying attention to them.She just began to plan vacation on which they would go when finally Pradip would come to her next month.She knew that he would go away after some days but she took one decision and she had to remain stick to it.
                                                                      The End

Poem 868. Devil never win

                            Devil never win
When water is not deep it make so much noise that
It scares me from my heart that it can get me drown
In it's depth and I can never able to rise but truth is that
Rising sun will tell you it's depth by just sight so always
Remember on each and every day there is sunrise
When you heard those voices of cheers you feel this time
You see angle and god as loser but just remember
This is our weakness and our weak point god never loses
Nor any one can stop those sunrise,may this time you
Heard too much noises from each and every side
But just remember they are not as strong as god's guide
We are getting convince by them because good never
Scream and never cry but good one will do what
He or she truly like so when next morning will come
We will see sunrise and that sun will show us
Water is not that deep but just enough to match little rabbit's height
But when we heard just those voice how scared we feel
Until we saw sunrise why some times just voices scare
So much that we began to think there is already devil
Stood outside when we know fully well it is not easy
For devil to come inside we have our friends and our guide
Why don't god help us when god had help us on each time
But still we get carried away with each sound of voices
And sound that we don't like,we just don't want it to happen
So much that in fear we all began to keep logic behind
What truly scares us is confidence in those tides
They seems so sure that they will win over us this time
But just confidence don't make you win in life
We need lot of things but goodness is most important in life
Just some one is new and don't got experience in life
Doesn't mean that devil is worthy of winning anything in life
Devil must have experience of years and many fights
That don't make him perfect in any one's eyes but if some people
Just think that way let them think as they like but don't remove
Your faith in what you think right because god will always
Give us a nice bright sunrise,god never give endless night
But problem is that on each every moment we just miss our faith
On our goodness which each tide of negative things take us away
From shore of our happiness peace and positive thinking and then
We began to think may be god will not let positiveness win
It is our problem and it is our reduce faith that take us wrong ending
Instead of positive thinking we just remain stuck to wrong thinking
Many times even wrong people claim they are so nice and perfect human being
We just believe them with good faith and get stuck into their talk
They also reduce our faith in positiveness and our god then we began to think
We are doing all wrong things just because we don't win
We lose our faith in positive thinking many times winning take many days
And lot of time while deciding as well as thinking and negative thoughts
Tell us that even positive one are getting hurt without help by any one while living
But this is some thing totally wrong with out thoughts and with our thinking
So we must learn to keep faith on human being and we must trust that
One day we will win with our positive thinking may evil win some time
And show it to you with nice smile just remember we are human being
Some times losing is our destiny as human being so one day we will win
Until then we just have to learn to keep thoughts on one way
That is always keeping good mind and positive thinking and never let anyone
To move us in their life as per their wishes and their wrong thinking.

Poem 867. Character

                                  Character
When you pick a pen and when you took a work
You have to write and do many things which you never
Did in life for others,you have to say things which you never
Dare to say and you to sing a songs which you never
Tried to sing,life is our teacher and each day is teaching
We have to learn on each spot a lot of healthy things
But there are some thing which are part of your life
You can easily write about them but what about
Those hidden part of life which you never know
Still you have to write and claim because no one is
There to do that job so you are standing on that stage
But can I replace some one who need so much experience
But then some one ask me do you think person is born
With knowledge and experience when you start the thing
You will slowly learn and then only you will know
To whom and where you suppose to turn,life is full of new roads
And each one have plenty views in this life you can't know
Each and every view may it seem wrong or may it seem strange
But in your life you must adjust with each and every view
Again and again ,I know it is so hard still my life taught me
To live in different form of character again and again
I must say life is play in which we always do some role
But problem is that if one of actor goes missing we have to
Change our role but question is that who will then took our role
Or our character will just stay there in play just like a big hole
Life must go on like some play and we must play important part
Of this play because those character are more needful in play
But then we may have to get replacement for our self or
That character just don't have actor so it vanish in air
But if your new character have enough strength then you have
To go ahead and have that character created perfectly
For our nice and beautiful,interesting powerful play
Because these are character which are important for play
For it we have to forget our life and our old character we play
We may hate to forget our old and character as part of play
But some times for our play we have to do that character
Because it is needed to fulfill our character with whole heart
To make wonderful and nice play so we need to sacrifice our old character
To make proper change and proper actions in our play
But still some where in our heart we miss that character again and again
That's why when we saw some one who is acting just like our past self
We develop strange soft corner toward them and we run to help them
But this is some thing totally wrong with us because many times character
Which look same are not that same character which we had in our head
After some time that character show it's true colors and we will get shocked
How easily that character was changed but truth of life is that
This character never changed we just thought this one is our replacement
When this character is totally new and it have it's own thinking and own view
In life for one character you hardly able to get replacement in fact
Mostly character vanishes when that one began to grow up and change
We need in life what is most important for life's play so old character
Can go if we find some important character inside that person and in them
Important in life is that our character must be the best and
We must use it properly because important character need proper actor in play
If our life is play we are all actors and we must give important job
To proper experienced and skilled actor again and again but if by luck
You get the chance then do that important character and forget your old character
Because it is not that much necessary in our life or our precious play.

Poem 866. Dreaming and winning

                       Dreaming and winning
One question is there always alive in heart that is
Why I have to always prove the world I am worth to be it's part
There are many person who are worth nothing still they enjoy
Their life just as they wish but when question about me
There is always some one who want to know if I am worth it
But there are others who never have any chance still
If they manage to live why do I have to prove worth on
Life's each and every part then I began to think
May be I set my eyes on too big targets or too big dream
But they say we must have to keep always big ambition and big dreams
So it's not my fault to keep big dream but some people says
It is just bad timing on wrong times you meet wrong person
And then they confuse you so much that you began to think
You are trying for totally impossible target and dream
Neither keeping dream is crime nor for trying it
But our fault is that we thought we are keeping easy dream
When we try for it we thought no one want it so we just claim
But it was our wrong thinking for each dream we have
Many competitor so getting our dream is not that easy
It is one of most hardest thing so don't try to prove your self
For each and every dream just do your job and hope for best
And see if dream is truly worth for our likes and thinking
Never think that you are some thing small because you never achieve
Your dream may it is possible that dream is not that much worthy
For your efforts and your thinking just trust your self and trust your heart
Don't turn your thinking on other track and don't let them
Change your way in any part so just keep trying and never reduce
Your confidence in your thinking  you will surely win the game
When you get a dream that worth your winning and dreaming
Some dream you feel perfect for your thinking and your heart
But many time they turn our just life's small part
Don't get upset by it when you don't find this dream
Because it is may be not that much worthy of thinking
What suit you in life is one question you never able to decide
So never try to guess which is nice dream and never try for some easy dream
If you make proper choice and set your proper voice you will achieve any dream
But if you do this all trust me my friend you can never see before your eyes a easy dream
You see a dream which turn all world upside down and even if dream
Look easy never let this thinking enter in your life or heart
Because then you feel it is so easy to achieve but it is not easy dream
That dream have some problem and complication which are life's part
Each dream has many things which seems like important part of heart
Every dream have some problem when you try to achieve it in parts
May it seem to you such easy thing to get but still it something which
Take lots of efforts and try to achieve and get when dream comes in life
We try to choose one dream many time we think we have set most simple dream
Dream is may simple but not that it must be just your life's part
Because our dream started as our want and when we set we select some thing
Which is easy and best for our heart but at that time many people
Have same kind of feeling and same kind of thoughts so once again our dream
Become hard to achieve and some thing difficult for fulfilling our want.

Poem 865. Lie

                                  Lie
Why we always found hard to accept the truth
That we prefer the lie some time over the truth
But if I say correctly I will have to say why I am
So scared to speak out the truth and people who
Suppose to listen are too stubborn to accept or listen
How hard you may try but finally you began to prefer
Lie and then even for good purpose we start to claim
A lie because we get criticism when we speak the truth
While liar can easily get what want in just few seconds
But I always read that lie finally come out and people can
Easily manage to guess the truth but we can always
Say lie saves us for some time and it give us time to
Prepare for our fight but still I always heard that
Lying is a big crime but then why for even good work
We some times need lying, I know one day it will
Come out in bright light but some times I feel that
Until it come out at least I can enjoy some time
But may be it is wrong but this is also truth of life
Truth and lie both come together since childhood in life
Even child can lie and child know it is sin but
Some times we just can't control because we don't have
That such strength or daring so we prefer the lie
And then it circle around in such a way with truth
That slowly it become impossible to separate lie from truth
So always in life we keep lie with us and even when
We know lying is biggest crime of life still we prefer one
And then it will stay with us honestly until our death
So even lie is better than us,it is more honest
Just remember always one thing when ever you use a lie
Lie will never leave you alone how hard you may try
It will come with you in your each and every truth
So once you choose lie over the truth always accept
Lie to give you company of your life time and
It will always stay with you so will be truth
So you make such strange combination that one day
Even you can't able to differentiate lie from truth
Because it will be just permanent part of your truth
They get attach to each other in life that we can't able to tell
What is truth and what is lies because inside our heart
We can't keep them separate parts and they both stick
Like friends with each other and so in our life
We change our self according to our likes and dislikes
But lie will not change it will remain lie and still stay with you
So lie is something which will follow you on every front and every try
Even if you want to leave it behind lie will not leave you
It will stay with you like some thorn which stay with beautiful flower
When you even try to help some one it will hurt you from sharpness
Which is so sharp with time that this lie will be weapon which will hurt
You and your future from each and every angle of your feeling and heart
After every spot may be it hurt you or which will be just slowly become
None to all and then we will understand that we must carefully see
If it is just part of truth and then slowly it will damage truth beyond any guess of heart
Because many times lie become more powerful in life each and every part
So never let any lie become so ancient that it will damage us all.

Poem 864. Changing views and sides

                 Changing views and sides
One thing I never felt sure about in my life that is
What I like as well as dislike because on each moment
I feel change in my mind,I just don't know what I truly want
From my life because I feel I wonder from one point to
Totally different point on one small thing I feel my heart
Can change as it wish and like, it feel so strange that
I can't sure even about a colour which I really like because
Some time I like one colour and some time totally different
Shade that make me feel that my heart is on top of delight
But I feel it is so hard to be honest if I just don't know
What is my like and dislike and how can I stood some one's
Side if I don't know what I truly feel in my own life
On each day if my life is changing with my thoughts
Then how did we manage to decide what is wrong and
What is fully right after all in this life we suppose to know
What we truly think before taking some person's side
But still we have to take sides in life because it is
Human nature that just can't live without taking sides
This is one want which like air always enters in our body and
Then we all starts to decide what is wrong and what is right
With this want we starts our game and then we just decide
But we are not even sure on that point do we take a right side
After all a person who can't choose colour just can't decide
What person think and what is in that one's views right
May be there are some person who are determined and
They just knew what they like or dislike but can those person
Are also sure about their likes or dislikes or they are just
Stuck to them because they want to prove their point
And that is far more scary than my thoughts because
Some time they may stick to totally wrong and bad side
And then they never change it because they will surely
Think changing side is world biggest fault and biggest crime
If we don't know properly basic of things may be we should avoid
To take any one's side which could be wrong or right
But worst those who stick to wrong side because they can surely
Manage to do damages to right and fully truthful side
So it is better to just change side or more better option is keep quiet
Until you properly know which one is better and truthful side
Because if you give your self some time then only time will tell you right side
And give you for your future proper and truthful advice
Because your advice goes on totally wrong side many people will
Lose faith in you and you will do just every thing from totally wrong side
Life is not some thing which so easy as decide with just ruler
What is short and what is long and what is truly perfect height
Life just shows us many colour on each and every sight
So when we decide to right and wrong we just need some thing
Proper measure to know if it is fully perfect side for our life
After all many lives are depend some times on what you do in life
When ever we walk on some side we need to be sure that one is right
Or our all effort will just waste on one hopeless and useless side
But in life we all have to hurry up due to pressure from both sides
And we are fully force to decide what is wrong and what is right
No one gives enough time and experience to decide which is proper side
No one have that patience they all want to just grab people on their side
May it be a wrong one or may it be a person who is fully honestly right
But both don't have time to waste on us so they don't give us enough time
To decide what is truly right and truly wrong type of side in life
And worst is that some times both sides have some thing right inside
In such case we just can't decide which will be right in our eye.

Poem 863. Someone else's laugh

                               Someone else's laugh
How nice it feels when we win but we are some times feel
Same happiness when our enemy lose to some one else
I don't know this is right or wrong but I always observe
Happiness on that event in my heart,I just tried many times
To stop that feeling after all feeling happy when some one else lose
Is not such a good thing,how hard I may try but I still feel that
Smile touching on my lips and it feel so unfair to have that happiness
On enemy's defeat after all we have to concentrate on just positive things
But in life it so easy to say but it is just impossible not to laugh
When enemy fails but I feel it is wrong and it just increase
That person's wrong thought what we don't want is that to
Feed some one's revenge because it will just pull us wrong way
And get every thing upset but when some one keeps enmity in heart
How can we change that person's heart some people just love to keep
This enmity in their heart,they just hate us because we have our views
How can we adjust with some person when he want to dominate
Our each point and our each and every view but inside our heart
We just love freedom on each and every part so we must keep
Some enemies as our life's part and then when they trouble us
We just began to hate and when they point our faults we want to
See them on bottom of well after all we never done any thing wrong
Still they hate us without any kind of fault so when we saw them lose
We just jump up with joy and we can't stop that feeling and it began
To harm so when you feel you laugh just try to leave that room or
Place because may that person is loser now but that one can
Turn out to be a big future enemy if we don't control our face
After all it is not our chance it is some else right to laugh
So don't try to use that person's chance,always remember one thing
Life always gives you justice and gives you fair chance
I know some people don't get them but they just few fish in life's pond
So when we meet some enemy who lose because of someone's else
Intelligence just try to ignore it and stay away from all part
Because it is not right to laugh even if enemy many times hurt your heart
Try to always keep one rule in life never ever laugh on long time
Because each laugh have it's price and it is costly for our pocket's size
So we must have to wait for proper time but some times it's better
Not to laugh even on enemy of your life because laugh is something
Which make you careless and ignorant in your life and then we forget
That what is truly power of our enemy and how enemy is worth while
We become most careless creature in our life and enemy easily find a way
To defeat us due to our ignorance and carelessness which we shown in life
How much we all want to win our life but laughing on enemy is worst set back in life
Because no enemy is as useless as person on whom we can laugh
After some time normally enemy knows how that one suppose to stand
Laughing just show how careless are we even if we feel like laughing
Hiding is far better for us in our future and for our planning
When some one else win that doesn't mean that one is good than your enemy
In life we see many people who are just worth to be enemy
So in life when you see your enemy loses with some one that
Doesn't mean you have defeated your enemy it could sign that
You have just made one more powerful kind of rival or enemy
So never laugh very you saw fall or defeat of your worst and powerful enemy
Because it could also might mean arise of your most strong and powerful enemy.

Poem 862 . Top of mountain

                                Top of mountain
When we started our journey we never guess where we are
We always think that we know our position but sadly we
Never truly guess on which point we are standing on and
It is hard to guess from where we stood because if we are
On bottom of mountain we can never see what happen on
Top part of world so whole time is wasted in climbing on top
And while climbing we can never guess we are on which spot
But we were so curious of those scene on that mountain that
We just rush towards top without giving any second thought
These top are like successful people of our life when ever
We see one we just turn around and can't stop our self
From looking at them in life but while going behind them
We just forget we don't know what is scene of top and
Still we just fall in love with those celebrities or tops
But if you are on top and you look down,you just can't see anything
How hard you may try to see but you need special eyes to see
All those tiny things so on top our eyes are so weak that
We can't see small tiny things of bottom and it is not our fault
That we don't posses those eyes which can't see such small part
So people on top can't see person on bottom and person
Standing on bottom can't just wait to reach on that top
But can one day will come when every one will be on top but
Then it is not possible because peaks don't got so much place
That it can manage to keep all people who are standing
On bottom as well as on top,it will not able to stand it will just break
So if we try this thing we all will be standing on bottom again
That's why god have kept more people on bottom than top
Because top don't have capacity to hold all and survive each weather and storm
So what is good in being obsessed and crying for that weak top
I know we all like it but what is use of it after all it can't manage to stood
When we all who work so hard to reach will stood proudly on it
This is what happen when all people decide to work in some company
Which is on top when we can manage to work proudly and on nice positions
Why just leave it to find some thing which is by all others called top
After all mountain peak is not that secure if destiny decides your fall
So instead of getting obsessed with top we can try to build some thing
From our favorite bottom some thing worthy and nice which can take us
All to perfect and secure top instead of trying go on same top and
Starting new fights in life we can make something nice with our spirit
Because the person who stood on top may don't like that much company in life
So if possible try to build some thing new and try to create new top
Since people who reach on top and don't understand people who are
Trying to climb with so many efforts just to reach on level of top
But some people on top don't care but other hate other people who
Try to climb and make efforts because they are scared may be their
Mountain will fall if they all reach on top and they just lose the war
Which they have win by efforts they made to reach on that best top
So top of the mountain is some thing which have many type of people on it
Those who hate you are most scary and unhealthy for our heart
But there are also some people who wish have some nice company on top
They even throw their ropes to get you with them on that top
If you are lucky enough you will meet such person's in your life
And understand how nice and enjoyable can be that climbing on top
It is always nice to reach there when you have some nice friend on top
But just be careful never increase too much people on that top
Or be ready for one day when you all get hurt because too many people
Who are making weak that top and on that top we never even stood peacefully
And then we have to fight even to keep that place on top and so
It is quite common for people to see breaking of mountain and it's top.

Poem 861. Reward

                                     Reward

Many times we forget many thing from past some are happy

While some are painful and sad part but if I tell you truth

One thing is common about many of  these parts that is

Some we forget knowingly while some we just forgot

Unknowing as time spread before us many type of tasks

But sadly we never able to guess which part of life 

Is valuable that we must keep it in our mind and

Which one can be forgotten as no more important part

We just try some thing and then we went ahead and

Forgot that trial on which time we have spend

We have already guessed it as life's useless and waste part

We thought our time was wasted on that work at that time

We may have got upset and felt sad but by this time 

We have forgotten about that time and work which 

Remain fruitless for our life and for our life's part

So we forget and we go ahead that is really saddest part 

Because destiny have not forgotten and it will take time 

But it decides our reward but if by that time we forgot

We get so much shock that we began to doubt that person

Who have come to give us our hard work and honesty's reward

So in life we must try to remember all part and if you can't

Just remember that past can come again and give you reward

Don't reduce it's value just because it's late and never insult it 

And never get upset in life for late rewards because 

Some times in life these things happen just feel happy that you got reward

After all even if late reward never lose value 

It is just your thinking that reduce your reward true value

May it be late but that don't reduce it's value because

Reward is something which is given by god and

It was something which must be rarely given by god
So we always remember it's value or may be next time
You will not remain worthy of these rewards
God will give you them because it's his rule
But just think what other human being feel about you
Instead of smiling and being happy on reward
You hurt their feeling by treating totally wrong way that reward
After all who told us when was proper way and proper time for reward
And many times those who get them easily can't able to value that reward
It seem so important until it get in our hand and when we get it
Suddenly it become useless that is why some person don't like late reward
Because since they got it in their hand they no more care for reward
When you blame other person not to give it on perfect time
Can you say surly that you did everything in life on perfect time
When some one give you treat it with respect that rule for all
If you don't value it then you are one who will be loser from your heart
Because some where in your heart that reward have some place
And by not taking it you are keeping that place empty and senseless
Give that place sense by placing that reward after all life is so short
But still you can enjoy it until it totally end in each and every part
So learn to enjoy each moment of your life with heart and
Never say when you get some thing good it is useless since it come late in your hand
In life nothing is late it is just your depress thinking and negative thoughts
Many people even receive rewards after their death and after stopping their heart
Never think that god's any gift is late for you in this world because
These gifts are something which rarely received by the world
Just because other received it before you doesn't make you something less
May be devil some times win but don't you think finally god's win the game
So by saying no to that reward you are saying no to god just because
God come little bit late but after all god is god and god must have lot of work
And so this time god may be come to you little bit too much late
But we must have to understand after all this god and god have already
Understood our many faults and mistakes still have that reward.