Poem 1856. True winner

                                                             True winner
Some one told me you will only win when in life you will understand that losing and winning is just
Same for life on that point when even you will still you feel that you have not done something so
Great in life on that point I feel losing will manage to hurt us on every angle of life but then I just
Have one feeling from inside that winning will have that power but it will not make you that much
Great in life our moving ahead will tell us that we need to understand every fact of life our thoughts
Will show us that winning will just confuse us in life but when you lose it's always worst for our
Mind you began to count your mistake on that point but never count them because some times even
Your merit will make you loser in life sometimes right way will manage to hurt people in life but
No one will accept it until they will understand it in life no one will manage to trust any one until
They see they are wrong on that point but question is that does we really know what we want from
Inside sometimes even loser can win something which winner can't win in life because loser can
Get chance to repair mistakes in life loser don't have to adjust with wrong things in life so when
You become loser just grab that chance to turn every thing in right because loser can't lose more
So loser have chance to become something great on every point just think from your heart then
You will understand one thing in life losing gave you that prize which you want and if you ask for
That prize then you can get it in life prize may differ from person to person and wants in life but
One thing is so sure you can get thing which you want when you set things proper and right for life
I just never understand when my life began to create some impact on our mind but I just feel one
Thing from inside that those moments when I lose I see true world and I feel only loser can do things
Right because winner are just busy in keeping their trophy that their feelings are vanish in their greed
Of trophy on every point those who understand our feelings are mostly just loser in life because
One loser can understand pain of another loser and winner seem so far away from reach in life
When I look at loser I don't know why but I see friends mostly inside but mostly winner are just
Surrounded by many people inside life when I start to move ahead I just never understand my thought
Of my mind until I just think peacefully why hate winner I feel I like that winner who win after
Hard work but mostly winner use shortcuts in life and those short cuts are those roads which cut
People in heart and manage to hurt them on every point I just have one thinking from inside that
May be loser is a lot better than winner just because I have hardly met true winner of life since
Those winner are busy in working hard on many points that winner who win after true efforts
Seem to hardly have any time for world that in life those things which those winner do is just
One thing they do their true work in life those things which will have some impact on our mind
Those winner will have some reaction on our mind when winning will manage to lead to that
Point where life will seem like something which is jigsaw puzzle in life because true winner never
Manage to come before us since true winner will want to do something better in life and those
Who win with short cuts just run around with one thought from mind that they want to show world
That they are true winner and rule on mankind we need to move ahead step by step on every
Moment and point we just feel one thing that we need to move slowly and steadily with one
Thinking and thought that we will make those people winner in life but they are never that kind
Of winner who will teach us any thing good in life on every point we just keep thinking one thing
From inside that those moment which will show us true winner are greatest in life those who
Truly win will lead us to that area where our life will create some effect on our mind we just
Never understand our thoughts on any point because they are not making us that much winner
Because we can't see true winner on any point our movement will lead to that part where we can
Manage to move ahead in life but only after seeing those person who are not true winner in life
So we need to search for winner who will show us true light not just those fictions which create
Winner that are not true for life our life will move ahead step by step on every point we just feel
One thing from inside that winner need to form proper ways in life we need to understand one thought
On every point that winner is that person who truly win in life but we just see those people who
Just show off their winning on every point true winner are hidden because they never claim ahead
To their winning on every point not because they don't want to but because they don't have that
Much time true winner just want to move ahead on every point they never come and tell us that
We are winner on every point I feel one thing that winning is that thought which will have some
Effect on our mind but never just feel that show off and dictator is winner in life just give your
Thinking and heart some time and then you will see that true winner will merge slowly in life
Never feel that false winner can rule your life because it will not happen on any moment or on
Any point when we will find that winner which touch our heart on each moment and show us
That light which will have impact on our future and on our mind on every moment of our life.

Poem 1855. Speech in life

                                                              Speech in life
Some people say some words in life it seem so hard when and how they mean to us and our life
Some people just give speech on every point and act so differently that from speech just our faith
Vanish on that point some people say too much and does so little in life that giving speech become just
Their skill of life but worst thing which happen due to this in life that every speech becomes a lie for
Our thinking and life we just began to feel one thing on every point that this speech is nothing but
Just that moon which rises every day and vanish on every point but never comes in our hand and
In our life we want it to turn true but when we once hoped heard it with faith then one thing happens
Next time we no longer trust that person who comes for next speech because that stage no more
Have our faith on any point because first people who came and convince us from their false thinking
We just manage to hate one thing that is that speech why we just keep faith on false people at every
Moment and point I just feel from inside some times just due to few false people truthful people
Manage to get hurt on many points those thoughts which are leading problems in life seem like that
Cause which will manage to hurt us on every point those concepts which are so hard for life just
Seem like something which will manage to hurt us on every point because those speech which we
Heard somewhere will have concepts inside after all those things which will show us many angles of life
When we move ahead I feel just one thought from inside that some words are important and we need
To hear them carefully in life when we move ahead we need to go ahead step by step in life so we
Need to understand one thing on every point that speech is that concept which will have some effect
On our mind I feel one thought from my mind that some speech are not truthful but still get so much
Attention in life after all those talking will have some effect in life which will have to be made by
Those people who have some positive effect on mind on every moment and on every point I just
Feel one thought from inside that we suppose to pay attention to those people who are giving speech
Which are wrong for life seem like something worthy of diamond and true worthy speeches just
Get ignored in life because that old speech taught us to hate speeches so much that faith will just
Manage to diminish in life on those points I just wish from heart that truthful speaker should not
Give up spirit again without thinking in life because those people need to be convince by speeches
As well as by act in life and it always take some time when such a thing happen it always up to
Speaker if people will move ahead in life if that speaker keep up faith and turn it totally wrong way
Inside life after all those skill which speech will not seem enough when others cheat with that skill
Inside life we feel so alone and hopeless on every point our thinking will manage to hurt us on every
Moment of life our thoughts will never give us success on any point but I just feel one thing that
We need to move ahead in life those skill which we use are for good but some use them for wrong
Profit and personal gain in life and then that speech become crime on every point we just never feel
Or understand what we feel from inside that speech is that talent which often use by wrong people
To get their selfish benefit in life those speaker are some one who will have just personal views
In which we have just limited thought that would take them to that goal which is so important in life
We need to move ahead slowly from point to point who will have some effect on our mind that
When I feel one thought from inside speech will have some impact on every point but it will so
Wrong if we have just selfish motive inside some people can sense it but many just manage to
Get fooled in life but worst thing is that those who believe and those who don't believe will then
Have just one common thing in life they both just manage to lost faith in speaker from that point
So next speaker who may be honest and have gold heart still need to understand one thing in life
That one need to work hard to get back faith on that point it is not that one's mistake or that person's
Crime in life but in life we have to suffer and work hard for other's crime when we move ahead
Step by step on every angle of life I just feel one thought from inside that when things will look
So great we like results of others good deeds in life but sometimes when we move ahead on some
Moment and point we just feel one thought from inside that our moment will be slow on every
Moment of life we just have one thinking from inside that we need to be trust since we are one
New speaker but it just never happen in life we just suffer on some moment and point we need
To understand one thought from inside that people will not trust us just because we are new in life
They still remember old one so we need patience inside life after all those speaker are having so
Many effect in life some are old one and some are new one in life but for people they are just
Those speaker in life so when one cheat them it will take time to trust new one in life so we need
To move ahead on every point with power of speak and act we can win faith in life and act is
Always important sort of. concept on every point it will help them trust you more and more in life
Just speech is never enough inside life it will have some effect in life act is so important inside life.

Poem 1854. Work which we dislike

                                                     Work which we dislike
When it comes and when it comes to lines no one compete me because that is my way and that is my style
But when it comes running a race I am always last on every time and when it comes doing mathematics
I just don't like it in life but that doesn't mean
I can ignore mathematics in life when it comes to exams I did my best in life but still one thing is so sure
It is not my style those words which I say in this world are never enough in life
We need to give chance to other things also in life because it is so important and precious in life
On every point we need to understand one thought of mind that we will want to do things which are
So important in life and most important is that which we love in our life but this is not going to happen
On every point things will not move ahead as per our wish and we just can't only do things which we
Prefer and like on every moment and on every point I just feel one thing from inside when I will just
Move ahead on every point those thoughts which will be on one area of life that when I start with
One thought I just never understand that thought on any point so those things which I prefer in life
When area will differ on every point some are good for us and some are never have much useful
In our life we feel just one thought from our mind that in some fields some people are perfect and
In some field they are so unknown to my mind on every point I just feel one thought from inside
That life is never easy as I feel from inside it will have many angles out of which some are great
And some are so excellent in life on some field I feel we can move ahead step by step in our life
When some field which will look so good and nice are not something which I prefer as my thought
And as my thinking of my mind when I will move ahead I just never understand what I feel from
Inside but one thing is so sure that I need to work not just for my choice but when I do that forced
Work I just feel some things are not just turn out to be right they just manage to differ on every
Angle and every point we need to understand our thoughts and mind that when we do some work
Which is forced on every point we just feel one thing from our mind that those thinking and those
Area of life will just manage to create problems on every point because we are not best still we just
Need to keep trying because that is one field in which we never understand what we have in our
Thinking and mind since we never understand what we feel from inside words will form that line
Which will have some effect on our mind it will tell us on every point just one thought that we
Need to more try because that thing is not something which we prefer and like we need to just
Understand it from mind that our need of moving ahead it far more that any other thing in life
Those area which will have some impact on our life but since we don't got that skill on every
Moment and point when we move ahead those things will move in wrong way in life I just feel
One thought from inside that when I do something which I just don't have skill in life then some
Thing will lack on every point but then I notice one thing when I look at my work carefully in life
That my work is not bad what lack is confidence on every point those things which will look so
Great on every point those area that will have some appeal in life are also those which we don't
Like our hard work will give us full marks but our speed lacks on every point I just feel one thing
From inside that when I will move ahead then I feel one thought of my mind what others are
Doing where something which will have some effect on our mind when other convince us that
We are not great we just manage to get convince on that point with one thought that we are so
Much good and great in life our thinking will never look that much good on any point when
I feel that I am happy then my thinking will just manage to confuse me in life on every point
I just feel one thought that things will differ on each step of life but I feel that those area which
I tried and I have given my best are perfect in life but people just want to show me less so they
Just feel one thing from inside that those things will have impact on our mind those things will
Create effect on my mind no longer look that much great because people have noticed our lack
Of confidence inside life when we move ahead on every point some areas of excellent and some
Are looking great on every area of life but other are also not that bad but since we hate that work
We feel one thing from inside that those moment which we did in our life are not that much good
On any point our life will move ahead step by step and point by point I just feel one thing that
I was never bad in any front but since I am not sure people just convince me otherwise never
Trust those who says failing is in your destiny and it is truth of life just take some risk and then
You will see that life is so great on each moment and point that thought will show us one thing
That you are best even in that field for which you have dislike since when you love god then
You will understand all field are alike so you will love each of them with full heart on each and
Every point since that field will have many unique factors which will show our life that shine
Which will make us winner of our future as well as our life because those field are so many
Angle and each area will have impact in life and our hard work will make us best we need to
Just trust it and forget what others say to us in life on every moment and on every step of life.

Poem 1853. Scared of advice in life

                                                       Scared of advice in life
Some times I wish people could speak more clearly in life but problem is that we never understand
How to speak in life on some point it seem so hard to understand life those concepts and those things
Which will have some effect on mind seem like those thoughts that are leading to so many problems
In life no longer seem like something so simple on any point I just wish from my heart just one
Thinking and thought from inside that I could only say what I wish with more logic in life
Those logic which make us winner are apply when we speak clearly in life but I know one thing that
From my heart that I never speak clearly in life I am scared that other will understand my emotions
And laugh on me sometimes and just in that thinking goes away our entire life only if we work with
More logic on every point then life will be so clear and pure on every point I just never understand
What I see from inside but those problems which I see in my world most because I just never dare
To move ahead in life without hiding my thoughts on every point some times I just manage to hurt
And confuse my mind since I just keep hiding on every point because I am too scared to tell those
Things which I want to share in life since we never guess what others want we are all so confused
Inside our mind those thoughts which seem so positive will have some impact on our mind those
Thinking which will apply to me on each and every point seem like some thing that will show me
Positive kind of light but when we keep hiding every thing I just feel we never get what we want
From inside but we can't even share every thing because world also don't have just positive side
On every moment I just feel one thought from inside that when I will move ahead then I need to
Move ahead and decide to keep my wish on positive sides but when I need to hide many things from
My world how can this happen in life since I just can't explain this world my thoughts and my side
I need to be clear and open for it but I just can't act that way in life when I will move ahead then
I need to understand what I feel from inside one thought is so clear to me that I am standing on one
Positive sort of side when I will move ahead then I just feel one thinking from inside that those
Wishes which I share in this world would be positive and nice on every moment when I will have
Some effect on my world I feel just one thought from inside that when I speak those concepts will
Have some occasions in life when we feel that only if we speak clearly then it will change our life
On every moment and point we just never understand what we feel from inside but I just feel one
Thought from my mind that in this world on every occasion I feel one thought from inside that
Those moment which I want to do in life was want to be open to every one in my life but then in
Just few moment I know it will not happen in my life because my problem is that I just hate
Suggestion or advice not because they are bossy or I don't like to told them in life but problem
Is that when we don't follow them then people just hate those advice which will create impact
On their life when we move ahead slowly in life we just feel one thought from inside that those
Moment and those sort of points can be achieved only when we move ahead with choice we just
Never understand what we feel from mind until we don't move ahead with our choice we just
Never feel happiness from inside until we act freely and by choice those thoughts which are entering
In life are not moving ahead as per our thinking and our mind we just never understand what we
Feel from inside but clear thing is that thought which hurt us from time to time because we just
Can't say no without hurting some one else so we just want to keep away from advice so from
Each moment and from each time we just feel one thing that we need to move ahead on every
Point with just one thought from our mind that those concepts which I have for me inside my thought
And my mind never seem like some thing which I feel from inside those thoughts which I want to
Become clear in life seem like something which are hidden on every point thinking will change
My world from one point to another point but one thing is not that easy it is to be frank and then
Manage to ignore advice so sometimes I feel hiding is better since people will want me to follow
Their advice and it will hurt me and my future and my life I want to move ahead with just one
Thought from inside that I want to move ahead step by step in life I want to see that sun which
Will give our life shine but not that darkness which tell me my friends will be lost because I don't
Follow their advice only if people understand that advising is good but never force it on others
Because it will not useful for them on some occasions and points on every moment it feel as if
We all need advice on every point when we move ahead those thoughts will create impact on our
Future and life I just feel one thought that people need to move ahead step by step with just one
Thinking that is winning inside life but I just want peace since it is most precious thing in life
But I just can't get it if I just have to follow all those advice which I get in my life I want to move
Ahead step by step on every point I like to grow my own dreams with thought of my mind but
People just never understand those things in life they just feel one thing that they need to move
Others as per their choice giving advice is problematic enough but worst is giving them in this
Way inside life we need to just follow them or our friendship will be lost in life so we need to
Hide many concepts and thoughts of life since they will create many sort of problems on each
And every day of life we need to understand we must move ahead step by step in life with our
Thought so we just prefer to hide so we all are just pretending while giving out just limited truth
Of life sometimes I feel we are just scared of one thing that is advice which we all always get
On every moment and point and we like to avoid inside our life on every moment and every point.

Adventure story 168. Surprise gift

                                                              Surprise gift
Toni was waiting for results. He was so scared from heart. He wanted to score best marks. Toni was always a good student in class. He was always conscious about his marks. In his eyes his education was most important thing for him. He just had to get good marks. He was so anxious about it.He was literally shivering. He was feeling so nervous.He was listening to other's marks when teacher was telling every students marks.He was hearing those results. He was so tense.Some of his friends were laughing with joy while some were crying from heart.On every moment it felt as if he was in their place.But he was literally shivering like leaf when finally his number was called.He went there and teacher smiled at him.It was clearly a good sign. He was sure that he got good marks. Teacher told his marks. He was topper in class and said that he might not need to check his paper but still he could.He just took his paper and looked at it again. He had managed to get good marks. They were excellent. Those results were so good on every point. He was doing every thing in best way. These result were looking so nice. He began to see results which would had impact on his life. He had so many effect on his future. He started thinking about his plans.Now he had achieved best marks so he could get any toy from his parents.He laughed from heart.It was best day for him.He felt that he would get anything from world now.Of course he knew that there would be budget but he could find some thing which would fit in his budget. He smiled to himself when every one in class started clapping for him.He was hero.Every one was looking at him with admiration. All his friends started congratulating him.It was great day for him.When his best friend Hiten asked "So you will ask for that train now?" Toni so shocked. He had totally forgotten about that toy train.He wanted it from heart but his parents were not ready to give it. Specially his Mom!!When he asked for train,she started screaming on him.He wanted that toy train.It looked so much great.He always loved train. He had special liking for train.He wanted to travel by train. But his parents said that they were too crowded. He tried to convince them on many times that he would manage to travel in train.He just loved those trains.None of his friends liked trains that much expect some limited friend.They all liked to reach to destination as soon as possible.But when he saw train,he just wanted to travel in train. Hiten always told many stories about his train traveling. That train looked so much interesting. Every time when Hiten traveled with train,Hiten always told him stories. Toni was so obsessed with it that he began to write some imaginary stories about his traveling.He knew that he could never able to do that but then he at least wanted one toy train. Hiten"Now you can get that one.Your parents are against traveling by train but they will let you play with one.What do you think?""This is great idea.I just love it. I can dream as much as I want with train.""Can I come to play in your house with that train?""Of course. You can."Then they both played that how did they play with Toni's train set. It was perfect day for them.Hiten was happy with his marks and glad that his friend came first in class. That toy train was one dream which both friends cherished for many days and now they sensed that it would become true in reality.
       That day Toni was so happy. He was sure that he would get that train. He just ran inside kitchen. His Mom Reema was cooking tasty french toast for him. He could also smell home made chocolate. His Mom was best cook in world for him. His Dad always said that and he always agreed with him.Today he once again smelt that tasty smell.Then once again he heard sweet voice of his younger sister who was asking to Reema about him.Toni smiled happily.He loved his baby sister Yogini from heart. He knew that Yogini was waiting for him .Yogini always used to get every information about school from him.She was small.She had just entered in playschool and she was really excited about going in real school like her brother.She was waiting for Toni.Then she noticed Toni at door.She ran to open it.Toni immediately took her in arms and started telling her about his day which was just full of success on that day. Reema heard it all but she was just listening.But then she suddenly got nervous when Toni mentioned that toy train . Reema"I told you that there will be no train for you,""Mom it was just toy train."Then Reema turned towards him and patted his shoulder. "Toni I am happy and proud of you but still I just can't give you that train. Sweet heart can't you take something else.""No..NO..Mom I want that train.It is not real one.It is just toy train.You never permitted me to travel by train.But this is toy train and Mom tell me why did you hate train so much.I want to go by train but you never let it happen.Now you are not even letting me play with toy train.That is so wrong." Little Yogini also joined with him.Yogini "Mom I want train like dada."Then both started asking for that train loudly. They were creating so much noise that slowly Reema's head started paining.She screamed "Will you stop this? You both are turning into spoiled kids. You just never understand value of anything.Just keep demanding things.This is fully wrong..."Toni was so upset to hear this.He came first in class still his Mom was screaming on him.Suddenly he felt so alone and he began to feel as if he was jailed in that home. Toni "Fine. I don't want any thing."Then he went in his room in anger. Yogini started crying loudly .When he went inside room and shut room's door,Yogini ran after him and started hitting at that door. Yogini was telling him that she wanted to come inside.But Toni was crying and he just didn't want his sister to see him crying.Toni just kept inside his room.After some time even Reema came to his room and started trying to convince him that he must open it.She told him that she was sorry for her outburst. But he had to understand that she couldn't give him that train. Toni was trying to understand things but he just couldn't grasp any logic in it.He wanted to sit in train but his Mom never let him. Now she was not even permitting him to play with toy train.What was logic? He just didn't understand but his Mom began to offer him many things which were so costly that he could never get them.He just wanted to give up.But he wanted that train also.He knew that he had to make some plan.He decided that he could make one with Hiten so he temporarily opened that door and asked one of the cost PS 4 for himself.His Mom even agreed to give it.He was so shocked but since he had asked.He had to say yes.He had never thought she would say yes. He just said it because he was sure of no.Even when he opened door,he believed that his Dad would reject it.He decided to wait.
      That night when Hemant entered in house,he immediately sensed that something was wrong. As soon as he entered Yogini came running towards him.But Toni just remained on his place.He never did that he always came after his sister.He tried to show off as if he didn't want to come because he was elder.He was so good on every point. He was so excited to see his father but like a good boy he never showed anything just came ahead and took all bags out of his hand. Then Toni brought cool water for him while Reema make tea for him. Then Hemant would relax on sofa.  Yogini would come and sit on his lap while Toni sat before him. Then they discussed all issues of that day. Something was different today. Toni was just sitting on sofa in corner. He was not moving ahead at every point. Then he remembered that today Toni was supposed to get his result. Hemant "What happened Toni? What is your result?""I have come first in class."And Toni was saying it in such a sad way that Hemant felt as if he had heard it totally wrong. Hemant"What did you say? You came first?" Hemant was so happy.He just went and hugged Toni.But still Toni looked upset. Hemant "Come on.Now tell me what happened?" Yogini "Dada wanted toy train to play? And Mom said no."Reema screamed on Yogini and told her to shut up.Yogini went in her father's arm and started crying. Toni"Mom now why did you screamed on her? She is so small."Reema started crying too. Reema" So right. I am a cruel Mom who never care for any body. I like to see both of you crying.That's why I am doing this...."Then Reema started crying.It was worst for every one.Every one started to get nervous.Reema started screaming on them.At first they were understanding her.But slowly she started to speak in such a way that they just didn't understood her words.She was talking so fast.They didn't understand those words because she was talking so fast. She wanted to tell them every thing. But at same time she was not telling them any thing.Toni started thinking. He thought if he kept arguing like that he would never get anything so he said "Okay Mom.Give up that PS 4."Hemant "What? It is so costly..""He is going to have it."Reema said this with determination. Hemant" But we can't just give such a costly thing to kid like Toni.He is so small...""He will manage.Just give it to him.I don't want that toy train.I will order it on internet.""But..""No buts.I have made myself clear.I want to give to him.If you don't have money then I can give it from my savings.""Okay ..Okay relax.I will take out money from bank.But I want to check it out with my eyes first.""Come on Dad.It will be fine.I will check it out. My many friends bought it from internet..""But I want to check it with eyes."Reema "Don't worry we will take demo.""Just be careful. Check every thing is fine before paying.""I will do it Hemant.Just relax.""I feel I might just buy it from shop."So their argument continued for some time.Finally Toni won and they decided to order it on computer.Whole time Yogini was jumping with joy.She was happy for her brother and she had already made one plan with which she was also going to give him that train.She was smiling from heart.It was her surprise for her dearest brother who always gave her big share in every ice creams and every good thing whichever they got.
      When Toni went inside school and told every thing to his friend Hiten. Hiten smiled from inside. Hiten" You have to take that gift. We can play with that game.""But my toy train..""I asked my parents.They are not ready for PS4 but I can make them ready for train and we can play together as we normally do.We can always enjoy play with both games together. Every time train and PS4 both looks great."When Toni and Hiten thought about this together.They both started laughing.It was best idea so when Toni came home.He decided that he must say yes now. But he knew that he had to pretend. If he said yes with smile, he was sure that Mom would suspect something was wrong. He had make sorrowful face so he could confirm his yes to Mom.But when he returned, he was shocked to see that PS4 was there.Yogini was dancing with joy.He immediately called Hiten and from that day every day Hiten and Toni started playing together.While Yogini was secretly planning to bring on train for his brother.She didn't have money for train.But she had managed enough money in piggy bank to buy a Posture of train.That day she slowly took money out of her piggy bank.She was planning to paste that poster on wall with tapes.After all she was giving her brother best gift.She bought that poster and hide that one carefully under her bed. That day every one was happpy parents made all plan of Tony's birthday.But Yogini kept smiling.Then when she became sure that Toni was fast asleep.She slowly went near wall and properly pasted that poster on wall.It was so perfect. She was so happy to give such pleasant surprise to her brother. She did every thing properly and then she went to sleep.Reema came in room at morning since that poster was at backside.She didn't notice it. She came in room with her gift.When Toni opened his eyes,he was excited.He looked around the room when he noticed that poster.Such a beautiful train he was so glad that his Mom brought it for him. He felt that Reema must had pasted it.It was so real.It seemed just like real train was standing there.Toni "Thanks Mom this is just perfect."Reema "What is perfect?""That poster!!""What?"Then Reem turned.She saw that train and suddenly it became alive and it started coming towards Toni.She started screaming.She just couldn't able to control her scream.She knew that she had to stop.Toni and Yogini were crying.Hemant came inside and tried to stop her.But she just could not stop screaming.She could clearly see Toni under that train.It was so horrible. Hemant immediately sensed that some thing was wrong.He just called Doctor.Whole society was gathered due to those screams.Every one tried to stop Reema but she seemed to in her own imaginary world.These voices of people in real world were not just touching her mind.It was so hard to hear her.Every one had to stay away from her after some time if they didn't want to damage their hearing capacity so one thing was clear if she kept screaming like that they sensed that she would damage her throat. Every one was glad when finally Doctor came and gave her injection which forced her to go to sleep.
       Then slowly every one went back to home.When they all went away, and just Hemant and his kids were there. Doctor asked Hemant" What happened? Why was she screaming like that?" Hemant told him every thing."It was so wrong. Only if we had avoided that poster."Yogini "Sorry Dad.I wanted to surprise Dada."Doctor"Now it was not your mistake."Every one nodded in agreement.Doctor" Did some one die in your family in train accident?" Hemant looked so confused.He said "No."But every one sensed that it was lie."Come on tell me truth Hemant.I am your doctor."Toni "Dad please tell."Then Hemant started crying slowly and said "Toni's Dad died."Toni " I just didn't understand you are my Dad."Hemant"I am your dad But stepfather."Toni"Impossible.You are my Dad."Then he went in Hemant's arms and started crying.Then Doctor said "Hemanat is always your Dad and it will not change by any thing.Am I right Toni?"Toni nodded.Toni"Dad you are my only Dad.""Thanks my boy I love you."Yogini"What about me?"Toni"He loves just me.""No..No."Then they both started arguing. Toni used this trick to take Yogini out of room and made gesture to Hemant that he could talk to Doctor.Then Hemant started telling"It was so sudden.That day Ravi went for small business tour.Ravi was my cousin.Then we heard in news that train had accident. When we went there,we found dead body. At that time Reema was pregnant. She saw that body but still behaved properly and in control.Then she took job. But her health was not permitting it. She started getting sick.At that time I was divorced since my wife had an affair.In fact she married me just because she was forced.I could had forced her in marriage.But it just didn't suit me so we got divorced.Then Reema started getting sick.Our parent suggested that we should get married.We both felt that it was practical. But I told her that she must not tell Toni and we did that until now.""So then when trouble started?""Just in few days I noticed that she was scared of train.Specially when Toni was around,she had some phobia in brain that Toni would get killed like Ravi.""I think she need psychiatrist." Hemant nodded." I have sensed it after today's incidence. In fact I tried to convince her many time but she just rejected that idea.""Now force her."Hemant nodded. When Reem woke up,she could even able to speak.She said she was willing to go to psychiatrist.She sensed that something was wrong in her.She was so scared that there was picture of train in Toni's room that she just stayed locked in her own room. Then finally she went to that psychiatrist.She had to wait in that room.But she was shivering because she noticed a picture of train on one of magazine. Hemant had to tell receptionist to take it away. Then finally when they went inside, Reema talked with Psychiatrist.She just kept telling him every thing with proper talking,That Psychiatrist managed to take every thing out of her mind.She told every incidence to him in such details that for first time Hemant sensed that she was not that much happy with Ravi.In fact Ravi was too aggressive man.She wished that only if he died and he died on that day.She was feeling guilty.Psychiatrist"This is posttraumatic  symptoms. She was trying to hide her anger and pain at same time.She wanted freedom from Ravi and she got it in such strange way that she started feeling guilty about it which lead to specific Phobia of trains.It was more related to Toni because she felt that Ravi would want to take away Toni from her.Then when it was not treated it just shifted to every one.Don't worry she will be fine." Hemant smiled with relief.He was sure that psychiatrist would help because he took out so many things out of Reema's mind in just first session. Reema felt so relaxed. They went home with one decision that they would never hide any thing from each other from that day.
                                                                The End  

Poem 1852. Wish for sunshine

                                                         Wish for sunshine
When I wish to sunshine I want it to be inside then I must move ahead and make efforts in life
When I will move ahead then on every point I just keep searching on every moment for that pure
And pretty sunshine when I will move ahead in life when we see that kind of shine it will be just
The moment when I need it then I will get it inside life when we move ahead on every point then
We need to understand one thought from inside that those sunshine which we need in our life just
Never look that much great on any point when sunshine will give our world that power which
Will have some great effect on mind so then all those thoughts which will give shine to our world
On every point since that shine will manage to give light will be entered only when I tried on
Every moment and on every point so those light which will have some effect on our mind then
We need to move ahead then that light will give some effect in life because those moments that
Will give some shine which will show many places will look so nice but only when I will decide
To keep my hopes ahead and give me my shine that light which will show so many angles on
Many point seem like some thing which we need on every point just we need to fight on each day
And moment in life that shine will look so much great on every point when it will shine then
It will look so much great inside life because then I will plan step by step this way in life so then
When we move ahead on every point that shine will give some sort of effect inside life but then
That shine that light will have some effect on our life we need to plan that will needed on every
Point of life when I manage to plan something in life I feel one thing from inside that when that
Sunshine will lead to positive side I need to remember it's not only luck it is also my positive
Thinking from inside of my mind when we began to think we need to think step by step in life
We need to understand combination of luck and efforts is needed for happiness inside life when
We move ahead on every point my plans seem to create one thing or another effect inside life
Those plans which I make in life never look as if something which will have some sort of impact
On our mind these plans will show us good aspect inside life after all that light which will have
Effect on our life sunshine is always need of time which will show us some good as well as some
Sort of wrong concepts of life sunshine will be some thing which will be that thought of moving
Ahead on every point we need to move ahead step by step with our positive thinking in life when
We keep positive thoughts then it will look so much great for our life because shine will have just
Some effect on our mind so those lights will have effect on our life when I decide only then my
Life can shine because it is up to that how did I take my life on every moment I just feel that good
And positive shine on every point it seem that it will have some effect on my mind those thoughts
Which will give my life that shine tell us to move ahead on every point that thoughts which will
Look so much great in life just like water we need them on every point because when we move
Ahead on every point so those things which will have some effect on our mind are those books
Which will help us on every point should change part to every point which will have some effect
On our mind so then I feel one thing from inside that sun shine will have some side effect on our
Thinking and life but we need to understand like books there are verity of thought on every point
We need to understand that we need to keep proper thought which will look so much great on
Every point of life those thoughts which will give us a spirit from inside which will tell us on
Every moment and on every point there is one thought of our mind which will tell us that we
Need sun shine that will show us many sort of positive sides those things which will just appeal
Our mind we feel one thing from inside that those thoughts which will capture our mind then
We feel one thing from our mind that on some part we need to find some thinking where we
See some good angle of life that positive thoughts which are creating so much impact on our
Thinking mind when we store thoughts in just positive things will lead to worst impact in life
We need to move ahead with good angle of life that shine will have so many effect on our life
I just feel one thing from inside that positive thought will enter only when with my determination
We start moving ahead in life when we began to move ahead on every point when our thinking
Will look so much great when I decide to move ahead in life so those thoughts which will look
So much hard on every time when I decide that others will make my sunshine so we need to understand
One point that we need to move ahead with one thought from inside we need to understand that
We need to move ahead in life with one thinking that we will find sunshine and not beg to other
People for that sunshine which is important for us on every point of our life on every point in life.

Poem 1851. Nature and life

                                                                Nature and life 

Beauty of nature which will give freshness on every point that nature which surround us will look

So much great on every point when nature will look so bright on every point nature will have those

Lovely shade of life those color which will give our life that softness from inside sometime just 

Manage to give soft touch to our life when we move ahead we feel just one thought from inside 

Many color which will look so nice on every point after all nature will have different concept

Of our life so then nature will look so great on every angle of life because that nature will look so

Fresh inside life but then some color which have many types of look on every point I just feel one 

Thing from inside that nature will have differ with it's complexion in life nature will show many 

Types of color which will look so good and bright those facts which nature have inside will just

Manage to create that color which give happiness to our world on every point those nature will 

Have some sort of useful things in life which are not having so much nice effect on our life and 

Our mind I just want to move ahead with nature on every point those things which will take us
Ahead are not moving ahead as per our thinking and choice but still nature is most precious thing

Of life because it will give us chance to breathe properly in life from time to time we just feel
One thing from inside when nature will show pleasant look on every point but then nature will 

Have different effect on our life that nature will something those nature will have some sort of 

Good effect on our life when nature will look have some effect that will show us how to move ahead

In life even in this city we need those trees which give us true freshness from inside beauty will 

Have some look on every point there are many angle of life which shows nature's look which will

Have some effect in life because nature will have some concepts in life that nature will have many

Types of useful and profitable concepts inside those trees or those flower which come out of those

Trees never look as great as what comes out of artificial things when we move ahead on every point

We just feel one thought that artificial things are enough but still nature keep it's side but problem

Is that nature is not always that sweet on every point sometimes it manage to hurt us in such a way

That we just never understand how to manage to save ourselves from that trouble which nature 

Have created in life it will have some sort of positive aspects in life when we start to move ahead

From inside we just feel that nature will have two different concepts in life harsh things will hurt

Our nature on every point but soft thing will create some effect on every point those things will

Have some effect on our mind nature will look harsh and soft things from inside so nature will 

Have different concepts in life nature began to have so many sections in life that will create so

Many impacts on our mind we never able to guess one thing that is from our mind that some 

Sweetness of nature can be ignore but harshness can be ignored on every point that harsh touch

Of which nature will have some effect on every point soft look will have to be changed on every

Moment and point so then when harsh look manage to lead so many problems will have some 

Sort of effect in life after all those harsh things will create effect on life they will lead to that 

Moment or point where we just can't ignore them in life I just feel one thing from inside that those

Concepts which will have effect on our mind will no longer look that much great in life since

Their harshness will create so much effect on every point it seem as if that harshness is just one

Proof of problems in life we need to move ahead slowly and step by step in life we need to just

Understand one thing on every point that life is not that much easy on any point nature will be 

Our part it never remain that factor which stood on outside we never understand that feel which

We hear from inside we just keep one thinking from our mind that when we move ahead on 

Every point I just have one thought from inside nature will never leave us behind on every moment

 I just feel one thinking on every point that nature will looking interesting on every point since that

Nature is part of our life on every time of life when we move ahead our thoughts will have some 

Concepts in life we just want to get them and sometimes we ignore nature on every point so this

Nature which have power will remain with us on every point sometimes it's wind and some times

It is rain in life but worst part are earthquakes and storms which will hurt us in life we just never

Understand what we feel from inside but one thought is so sure that we can't win until we learn

To give importance to nature on every point those moments which take us ahead are not that good

Or proper in life those moment will tell us that we are moving ahead step by step but we need

To understand nature is most important thing of life because it will take us ahead and sometimes

It keep us behind so just remember one thing finally god and nature will decide what will happen

With us in life and we have to do just one thing accept it with respect as well as with our pride.