Poem. 6987. Think route which

                             Think route which 

Think route which give new dream to spirit of mind that form new brightness to hope that create way of life

Think route which show new shine to path of mind that create new strength to move that form soul of life

Think route which start new light to touch of mind that give new knowledge to appeal that show shine of life

Think route which form new word to spirit of mind that start new brightness to word that give new path of life

Think route which create new path to concept of mind that show new soul to move that bring new start of life

Think route which give new touch to chapter of mind that form new smile to light that show new smile of life

Think route which start new soul to strength of mind that create new direction to hope that form new dream of life

Think route which show new step to concept of mind that show new word to knowledge that give new spirit of life

Think route which create new move to word of mind that give new touch to chapter that start new direction of life

Think route which form new world to soul of mind that start new direction to word that show new strength of life

Think route which give new smile to step of mind that form new knowledge to touch that create new appeal of life

Think route which start new route to way of mind that create new thought to path that form new knowledge of life

Think route which create new light to move of mind that show new route to world that start new path of life

Think route which form new brightness to word of mind that start new chapter to soul that give new shine of life

Think route which show new touch to spirit of mind that give new knowledge to path that form new smile of life

Think route which start new strength to soul of mind that show new appeal to concept that create new hope of life

Think route which give new appeal to word of mind that create new touch to smile that show new direction of life

Think route which form new brightness to start of mind that give new hope to spirit that create new light of life

Think route which create new path to shine of mind that form new strength to word that bring new chapter of life

Think route which show new light to way of mind that start new direction to touch that show new route of life

Think route which start new word to step of mind that create new light to hope that form new knowledge of life

Think route which form new move to touch of mind that form new brightness to dream that give new light of life.

Poem. 6986. Sound to feeling

                             Sound to feeling 

Sound to feeling bring new step to life which start new dream to meaning of soul at every path of mind

Sound to feeling create new hope to life which show new appeal to thinking of way at every route of mind

Sound to feeling form new appeal to life which create new move to learning of soul at every step of mind

Sound to feeling show new knowledge to life which form new touch to feeling of word at every spirit of mind

Sound to feeling start new direction to life which give new world to meaning of path at every move of mind

Sound to feeling open new strength to life which show new window to learning of word at every soul of mind

Sound to feeling bring new start to life which create new dream to thinking of shine at every route of mind

Sound to feeling give new concept to life which form new brightness to feeling of move at every shine of mind

Sound of feeling show new chapter to life which give new hope to understanding of soul at every touch of mind

Sound of feeling form new strength to life which start new touch to meaning of word at every hope of mind

Sound of feeling create new touch to life which show new route to learning of move at every thought of mind

Sound of feeling start new knowledge to life which start new appeal to understanding of hope at every spirit of mind

Sound of feeling form new brightness to life which form new concept to feeling of direction at every move of mind

Sound of feeling give new thought to life which show new spirit to learning of strength at every step of mind

Sound of feeling show new appeal to life which give new path to thinking of soul at every chapter of mind

Sound of feeling form new move to life which start new way to meaning of step at every knowledge of mind

Sound of feeling open new window to life which form new brightness to learning of dream at every touch of mind

Sound of feeling bring new strength to life which create new step to understanding of path at every way of mind

Sound of feeling give new chapter to life which show new route to thinking of hope at every word of mind

Sound of feeling start new concept to life which give new knowledge to feeling of word at every step of mind

Sound of feeling form new route to life which start new direction to meaning of move at every world of mind

Sound of feeling show new touch to life which create new word to understanding of step at every path of mind.

Poem. 6985. Dream open new feel

                           Dream open new feel 

Dream open new feel which start new thought to smile of soul that create new appeal to step of mind

Dream open new feel which form new shine to direction of spirit that show new light to step of mind

Dream open new feel which give new spirit to strength of move that form new knowledge to step of mind

Dream open new feel which show new way to chapter of touch that give new strength to step of mind

Dream open new feel which create new path to concept of shine that start new direction to step of mind

Dream open new feel which start new move to chapter of soul that form new knowledge to step of mind

Dream open new feel which form new appeal to move of smile that create new path to step of mind

Dream open new feel which give new knowledge to word of hope that start new route to step of mind

Dream open new feel which show new route to direction of strength that form new spirit to step of mind

Dream open new feel which create new shine to move of start that give new world to step of mind

Dream open new feel which form new way to strength of world that show new light to step of mind

Dream open new feel which give new smile to appeal of chapter that create new shine to step of mind

Dream open new feel which show new touch to way of strength that start new smile to step of mind

Dream open new feel which start new spirit to concept of start that form new hope to step of mind

Dream open new feel which create new path to chapter of word that show new touch to step of mind

Dream open new feel which form new light to strength of path that create new move to step of mind

Dream open new feel which give new word to concept of hope that form new path to step of mind

Dream open new feel which show new soul to direction of way that give new route to step of mind

Dream open new feel which create new route to touch of spirit that show new way to step of mind

Dream open new feel which start new smile to direction of word that form new appeal to step of mind.

Poem. 6984. Soul of move open

                             Soul of move open

Soul of move open dream towards path which show new move that give new hope to feeling of mind

Soul of move open appeal towards step which form new light that show new direction to meaning of mind

Soul of move open touch towards route which create new world that form new spirit to learning of mind

Soul of move open path towards move which start new smile that create new touch to thinking of mind

Soul of move open way towards step which give new knowledge that start new light to understanding of mind

Soul of move open chapter towards dream which show new route that form new move to meaning of mind

Soul of move open route towards smile which start new smile that show new light to feeling of mind

Soul of move open concept towards spirit which form new path that create new step to learning of mind

Soul of move open thought towards move which create new step that give new route to thinking of mind

Soul of move open appeal towards step which show new move that start new appeal to meaning of mind

Soul of move open hope towards direction which start new appeal that form new smile to learning of mind

Soul of move open path towards hope which form new knowledge that create new move to understanding of mind

Soul of move open step towards word which create new touch that form new strength to feeling of mind

Soul of move open start towards dream which give new appeal that show new touch to meaning of mind

Soul of move open route towards step which form new direction that start new thought to learning of mind

Soul of move open appeal towards route which show new dream that create new path to thinking of mind

Soul of move open strength towards move which give new light that form new strength to understanding of mind

Soul of move open look towards step which start new smile that show new appeal to feeling of mind

Soul of move open step towards feel which form new knowledge that create new word to meaning of mind

Soul of move open word towards path which create new way that start new hope to thinking of mind.

Poem. 6983. Path open new world

                         Path open new world

Path open new world to touch of mind which start new chapter of soul which give light

Path open new world to chapter of shine which form new strength of spirit which show light

Path open new world to feel of step which create new appeal of move which form light

Path open new world to spirit of soul which form new knowledge of way which start light

Path open new world to understanding of route which show new touch of shine which create light

Path open new world to route of strength which create new thought of word which start light

Path open new world to word of move which form new direction of step which show light

Path open new world to appeal of strength which give new knowledge of soul which form light

Path open new world to thinking of hope which start new smile of touch which create light

Path open new world to shine of start which create new route of way which show light

Path open new world to thought of move which form new direction of shine which start light

Path open new world to strength of hope which give new thought of route which create light

Path open new world to concept of touch which show new smile of word which form light

Path open new world to smile of move which give new knowledge of step which show light

Path open new world to direction of way which start new concept of way which give light

Path open new world to appeal of word which form new chapter of spirit which create light

Path open new world to word of way which create new move of direction which start light

Path open new world to move of soul which show new route of appeal which give light

Path open new world to knowledge of step which start new soul of concept which form light

Path open new world to strength of route which form new step of chapter which show light

Path open new world to appeal of spirit which give new smile of touch which start light

Path open new world to soul of touch which create new spirit of concept which form light.

Poem. 6982. Word bring new smile

                         Word bring new smile

Word bring new smile towards hope that form new brightness to step which start new spirit of mind

Word bring new smile towards path that show new appeal to touch which show new route of mind

Word bring new smile towards soul that create new light to concept which form new brightness of mind

Word bring new smile towards shine that give new knowledge to path which create new thought of mind

Word bring new smile towards way that start new soul to chapter which show new knowledge of mind

Word bring new smile towards touch that form new route to thought which start new light of mind

Word bring new smile towards dream that create new shine to strength which form new spirit of mind

Word bring new smile towards route that show new strength to light which create new touch of mind

Word bring new smile towards path that start new light to concept which show new world of mind

Word bring new smile towards move that open new move to appeal which give new light of mind

Word bring new smile towards touch that form new brightness to soul which show new way of mind

Word bring new smile towards light that give new knowledge to path which create new chapter of mind

Word bring new smile towards strength that start new concept to shine which form new move of mind

Word bring new smile towards appeal that create new touch to spirit which give new direction of mind

Word bring new smile towards soul that form new brightness to path which show new route of mind

Word bring new smile towards thought that start new appeal to world which form new shine of mind

Word bring new smile towards chapter that open new path to strength which give new knowledge of mind

Word bring new smile towards spirit that create new route to move which show new touch of mind

Word bring new smile towards touch that form new world to way which create new light of mind

Word bring new smile towards way that show new hope to direction which give new route of mind

Word bring new smile towards shine that open new thought to start which form new brightness of mind

Word bring new smile towards path that start new appeal to soul which create new touch of mind.

Adventure story. 660. Getting back her life

                            Getting back  her life

Tina was watching TV carefully. Her entire attention was just on it. She began to feel so restless when she sensed her parents were not coming home. She knew that she was big girl. Actually not girl anymore she was a woman. She needed to handle all. She was grown up. But still she felt strange fear when it came to handling things. She didn’t feel confident about them. She felt so restless. She needed to feel positive but she kept feeling negative. She told herself that everything was normal. She was trying so hard to control her fears. But she kept looking towards her mobile with hope that her parents would text her. She wanted them in home as soon as possible. She was so nervous. She smiled towards her nervousness & began to laugh. She was grown up girl. She needed to feel positive about all. She knew that she could handle everything easily. It was totally normal. She didn’t want to feel nervous. Especially she must not get sick. She knew that she was alone so staying healthy was most important for her. She began to feel upset. She told herself that she was getting so nervous without cause. She began to watch TV again. She wanted to be sure about herself. She was so scared that she didn’t permit herself to enjoy. It was long time since she was alone. She wanted to spend day alone. But she wasn’t capable. She kept looking behind herself as if she was expecting someone to jump on her. She knew that no one was in home. She was alone. Her house was not haunted. She knew that surely too. Still she felt one unknown fear. She began to get so restless. She started to enjoy program on TV. It was her favourite comedy show. She loved comedy & she could laugh for hours on few scenes. She was so happy when she got first one. She began to enjoy every dialogue of that comedy show. She started to listen carefully. She began to force herself to enjoy it. She needed to laugh naturally but soon her laugh became forced one. She was no longer happy person. She didn’t understand what was happening to her. She sensed that she might not want to feel negative but she was feeling it. She tried her best to calm her thoughts. She knew that if she permitted this fear. It would become hard for her to survive in life. She needed to get over it. She kept telling herself to calm down. She stopped looking towards TV. She told herself that she needed to look around. She needed to confirm in her mind that nothing scary was moving around her. She knew that was fact & truth. But still she decided to confirm. She slowly opened one door. She went in one bedroom which they had. She checked windows. She tried hard to push them but they didn’t open so windows were perfectly closed. She kept trying windows. Finally she managed to cut her finger. She felt so scared. She began to look towards her finger! What if it got infection. She began to get tense. She didn’t want to fall sick. Now she managed to hurt her finger. It was so bad. She looked around to find first Aid. Then she found first Aid box. She kept bandaging her wound for some time. It was big bandage. It was perfect for her. She knew that it looked like bandage in hospital but she didn’t care. She needed to keep her wound safe. She totally forgot about her fear about shadows. Her thinking that some one might be in home was vanished. She was more concerned for her wound. She carefully sat on sofa. TV was still going on. That Comedy Show was in middle but she no longer interested. She was watching her finger carefully. She was still not satisfied with it’s dressing. She began to look carefully towards her finger. She knew that it was okay but still. She didn’t want to go to Doctor. Her Dad would tell her that she needed to visit. She hated that Doctor. Then she once again turned to TV. She needed to smile so she was dutifully laughing on some scenes. It seemed as if this became essential for her. She kept watching TV with full attention in her heart she was so scared. She took breath of relief when door bell rang. Her parents came back. She smiled. Her Mom looked so tired. Her Mom “ That function was so irritating. I was so bored.” “ Come on. It’s nice one. You are bored since you want to stay with your daughter whole time. Let her live by herself. Why does you need to remain stick to her like that? She need to find some man now? You can observe her age for dating boys long gone.” Her Mom gave angry look to her Dad. But her Dad started laughing. Her Dad always had strange sense of humour. She didn’t like it that much but she didn’t even dislike it. It was okay. She didn’t mind his taunts. She immediately went near her Dad. She began to look carefully towards her Dad. He was looking so exhausted. She was so concerned. She asked “ Are you okay?” She was so concerned about her Dad. He was so important. Her Dad smiled & said “ I am okay.” Then he immediately screamed on her Mom “ Go & make some tea for me.” She turned to Mom & said “ Mom add proper sugar in it.” Her Mom was so angry. “ I just came..” “ Fine. Do you want me to order tea from hotel?” Her Mom didn’t say anything & went in kitchen. Tina kept looking towards her Dad. She immediately ran towards chair. She removed all things which were on chair & said “ Sit down..” Her Dad sat peacefully sat on chair. He began to smile towards her. “ It was your Mom’s idea to let you stay alone. I never approve it. I mean it doesn’t suit you. You need to stay alone.” Tina immediately got convinced. She didn’t wanted to stay with parents not alone. Tina “ Mom always kept saying nonsense things we don’t need to pay attention.” Her Dad smiled happily. Tina began to get relaxed. They waited while her Mom brought teas for them. Her Mom was not happy by it. Her Mom said “ I am going out. Need to do some shopping.” Her Dad immediately nodded. They didn’t want her Mom at house. Her Mom kept telling things which they didn’t like. They needed her Mom just for cooking. Her Mom was just useful object in their eyes not a human. Her Mom sensed it so she preferred spending time outside. After finishing cooking mostly her Mom went out immediately.

         Tina was so happy. She knew that she didn’t need to live alone. She smiled happily but then she was planning to marry one day. She wanted to marry since all got married. She didn’t want to be left out alone. She began to think about boys around her. Sadly none of them was as worthy as she wanted. She was talking nicely with them all. But she didn’t wanted to select them. She wanted well educated & rich boy. She wanted best for her. She knew that it was written in her destiny. Many fortune tellers told her. She smiled. She knew whenever she went to fortune teller at beginning they tried to say negative. Like she might had some issues but she immediately pointed towards her present situation & they convinced that it was just her situation at her parent’s house. She slowly dig about her husband’s house & all began to change. Fortune teller began to say positive. She knew that she offered money few times before that but it was needed to get true fortune out of them. Whenever they said something nice she gifted them better. Her friends didn’t give anything their fortune were all wrong & sad. Since Fortune teller didn’t work hard to understand their future. That fortune teller just remained on their past. Their future were great. Especially her! She was great person. Her Dad told her many times that she didn’t work hard enough to bring out her inner strength & she was planning to do that. She smiled & said “ I will prove myself. People would admire my talent.” She knew that she was great. She slowly sat on her computer. She needed to do her work. She got one job since her Uncle knew owner of company. She knew that it was not just that it was her talent too. She was so smart. Her Uncle was her Uncle just due to her great destiny. She knew that she was lucky so she found this Uncle by her birth right. She felt that she managed to get all by her strength. She smiled. She was sure that she was great person. She deserved appreciation. She began to work on computer. She knew that now she was earning. Her salary was nice. She knew that she was earning large amount. She deserved admiration. She didn’t want to waste her money so she kept putting it in her bank. She wanted to concentrate on work but then she suddenly began to think about boys. She needed to select one. She began to think about those boys carefully. Finally she selected one out of them. This one was not rich but she sensed already that rich boys were not planning to marry her. She didn’t got anything special in him which would be worth appreciating but she had selected one. She didn’t want to left behind. She wanted to choose one boy. She needed to get one. She was feeling so nervous. She started looking in contact numbers. She needed to select one out of them. She calculated which one would have okay earning. She checked about his house & called him. Tarun took her call. Tarun was so happy to hear from her. Finally Tarun managed to get a girl. He needed a girlfriend. His friends were getting married one after another while he couldn’t find suitable girlfriend. He immediately started to talking with Tina through attachment. Tina smiled happily. She was going to marry to Tarun. It was essential. She said slowly “ I was thinking you might meet.” “ Ohh sure what about this weekend?” She was so happy. He was actually inviting her on date. She was going on date. He admired her beauty & invited her. She went to mirror & began to admire her beauty. She was looking so beautiful. She was unique. Then she suddenly sensed that she didn’t have nice dress. She needed best dress. She began to think about dresses. Then she remembered her Uncle. His daughter had plenty dresses. She could always borrow one. She called her Mom. Then she sensed her Mom couldn’t be at home. She was so upset. Why did her Mom needed to go out? Her Mom was eating & enjoying her life just thanks to her Dad’s earning. She was also earning just her Mom was useless creature. Her Mom supposed to serve them properly. She decided that she needed to call her Mom. She called “ Mom call Uncle & tell him that I want to use dress of his daughter.” Her Mom didn’t say anything for sometime then she said “ But it is her dress.” “ So what? Did her dress get damaged if I use once?” Her Mom was so speechless. She didn’t understand what she could do. It was so upsetting. She screamed on Mom “ Call Uncle.” Then she disconnected call. Tina’s Mom was so upset. Tina was treating her like slave. But now Tina was treating her Uncle & cousin like servant too. Tina’s Mom knew that Tina’s cousin didn’t like to share her clothes. It was so wrong to force it on her. Tina’s Mom didn’t understand what she could do. Then Tina’s Mom called Tina’s cousin. Her Cousin said “ Sorry Auntie but I can’t give my dress.” “ It’s okay.” Tina’s Mom was glad. She immediately called Tina & told. “ Such a selfish girl! She needed to learn to share otherwise she will never become nice wife. She just kept grabbing everything.” Tina was so upset but Tina knew that she didn’t have option but to accept that decision. Tina disconnected call. She immediately ran to her Dad. She told about her date. Her Dad was so happy. Her Dad was so angry when she started to tell how did her cousin didn’t give her clothes. Dad “ She is so selfish. She needed to give. Any way you can buy some from market?” She nodded immediately & her Dad immediately gave her money. She took it & went for shopping. She purchased all dresses of her choice. She knew that she had great judgment while selecting dresses. She was perfect in everything. She smiled to herself. She began to talk loudly “ I know what I need. I can manage to get all whatever I want.” She was talking loudly. She didn’t sense but people in market were watching her with shock. Some assumed that she was talking on mobile but remaining people didn’t. She was not concerned. She knew that she was perfect & she deserved appreciation from all. She smiled sweetly to herself sometimes but sometimes she began to abuse her cousin for not permitting borrowing of dress.

       Tarun was so happy to finally get one date. He just needed to marry & start his life. Tina was pretty girl. She was perfect as his wife. Tina had job so she could increase his earnings. He knew that she didn’t give him salary but he just needed one security. She had it. Tarun waited then he noticed her. She dressed nicely but he could clearly saw that she was talking to herself. Now this was complicated. He needed to discuss it. But he wanted to marry her so if he discussed it on first date then it would be disastrous for his marriage so he decided to discuss it later. He kept talking with her through love. He kept admiring her. She kept appreciating it. During this one small kid suddenly pointed her & said “ Dad this is that Auntie who was talking to herself.” Tina was so shocked. She didn’t sensed that public was noticing it. She decided to joke. “ Wow I must have some twins in mental asylum. ” He immediately came to her rescue “ It’s common. Nothing unique.” She felt so relieved. But she knew that she was not normal. She didn’t understand what was wrong. She decided to call her Dad. Her Dad knew best. She was searching for his number. She needed her Dad & on that point her Dad called. She smiled happily. She said “ It’s my Dad!” Tarun felt so frustrated. She was strange way of obsessed with her Dad. He would have preferred if it was ex boyfriend then he could have stopped calls immediately. But she kept talking to her Dad. He decided to wait. Then he slowly began to count in his mind. How many times he had waited? He waited for girlfriend so many years & now he was dating this crazy girl! He didn’t like this idea. He wanted to stop it. He just stood up & said “ I am getting late. Bye.” He went away. She felt so angry. She immediately told Dad what happened. Her Dad “ That boy was not much good. He might had wanted to avoid paying restaurant bill.” “ Ohh Dad I don’t need such boy who acted this way.” “ Then come back.” She was very glad. She didn’t want to date Tarun anymore. He suddenly became useless. She decided to return home. When she came back she was totally convinced that she didn’t need Tarun. Her Dad was waiting for her with suggestion of another boy. Her Dad “ He is perfect. He will listen to me & that is very important.” She immediately nodded. She was totally convinced that she needed to someone who would obey. Then she went home. Her Mom shocked to learn those changes. Her Mom didn’t say anything before her Dad but when her Dad was gone out her Mom slowly said “ Do you understand importance of situation?” “ What situation?” “ You were talking to yourself?” “ I know.” Tina laughed & said “ It’s just common habit.” Mom took hold of her shoulder & said “ I spend my life with your Dad. I know how did he try to take hold so I sense that he is not letting you live your life.” “ Mom why are you talking like that?” “ Since that boy which your Dad suggested is absolute wrong one! He had lots of bad habits. He gave your Dad company in his every wrong move. You don’t need husband like mine! Listen to me. I will take you to Doctor who will cure this habit to talking to yourself.” Tina didn’t want to agree with Mom but she didn’t have much option. She was so scared. She nodded. She went out with Mom but she was not expecting psychiatrist. It was shocking for her. She needed a psychiatrist! She was not mad. She stopped. “ Mom I am just..” she was about to turn back when Receptionist said sweetly “ You can go inside.” Tina said “ I am fine.” “ Then let Doctor tell you. One extra visit will just refresh your mind. You can tell all your burden like confession in some confession box & came out.” After listening to Receptionist she suddenly felt encouraged to visit psychiatrist. She nodded. Then she went inside with Mom. Psychiatrist began to ask questions & she slowly started to answer. Psychiatrist said “ I feel your daughter is suffering from personal dependence disorder. It develops when parent admire too much unnecessarily with few to keep child happy or in this case under his control. Her Dad wanted to control her so he didn’t permit her to have her own life which lead to other disorders.” Tina slowly asked “ I am talking to myself..” “ I will explain you slowly..” then he told her Mom to go out. After that Tina talked with Psychiatrist for hour. Then she came out with name of medicine & after fixing next appointment. She clearly told her Dad that she didn’t want to meet next boy so soon. She decided to wait. She then messaged to Psychiatrist about her confused mind. She demanded earlier appointment. She got one. She visited by herself. She needed to get over her fear. She talked with psychiatrist for hours. She was so tense. Step by step she learnt to cope up with situation. She began to manage all. She started to live happily in her world. When she began to move in her world her Dad started to taunt her. She became odd person in his eyes but she was glad since she was no longer following her Dad’s order. She was not talking to herself & she was doing what she desired. She started her one podcast the way she wanted. She was so happy. She was not earning much so she couldn’t marry Tarun but through that podcast she met one fan. He was very nice man suitable for her. Her Dad didn’t like him but her Psychiatrist okayed him & she decided to marry him. Soon she stopped her treatment. She was no longer attached to her Dad. In fact she started avoiding him. Her husband many times went to tour & she stayed alone in her house but it was okay now. She was no longer scared of shadows.

                                          The End