Friday, October 7, 2022

Poem. 6464. World will create new dream

                                          World will create new dream

World will create new dream to hope of mind that form new direction to thought of mind which show move to thought of life
World will create new dream to light of mind that give new knowledge to chapter of soul which start path to thought of life
World will create new dream to move of mind that show new touch to knowledge of way which form soul to thought of life
World will create new dream to way of mind that start new chapter to direction of route which give start to thought of life
World will create new dream to path of mind that form new concept to touch of strength which form route to thought of life
World will create new dream to step of mind that show new thought to appeal of spirit which show direction to thought of life
World will create new dream to start of mind that give new knowledge to soul of step which form chapter to thought of life
World will create new dream to shine of mind that start new chapter to start of route which create route to thought of life
World will create new dream to spirit of mind that form new concept to step of move which give start to thought of life
World will create new dream to route of mind that show new strength to shine of light which show path to thought of life
World will create new dream to step of mind that give new knowledge to path of shine which form spirit to thought of life
World will create new dream to start of mind that form new chapter to route of strength which give soul to thought of life
World will create new dream to soul of mind that start new concept to way of concept which form touch to thought of life
World will create new dream to path of mind that show new direction to step of touch which give chapter to thought of life
World will create new dream to route of mind that form new strength to soul of chapter which start concept to thought of life
World will create new dream to way of mind that give new appeal to concept of direction which show strength to thought of life
World will create new dream to move of mind that show new spirit to touch of strength which give chapter to thought of life
World will create new dream to step of mind that start new chapter to direction of soul which form concept to thought of life
World will create new dream to start of mind that give new concept to strength of path which create soul to thought of life
World will create new dream to chapter of mind that form new path to hope of step which show path to thought of life
World will create new dream to touch of mind that give new direction to way of start which form route to thought of life
World will create new dream to route of mind that show new thought to light of soul which give path to thought of life
World will create new dream to start of mind that form new knowledge to touch of move which start route to thought of life
World will create new dream to soul of mind that start new appeal to chapter of step which show shine to thought of life
World will create new dream to step of mind that give new touch to concept of soul which form way to thought of life
World will create new dream to touch of mind that show new path to strength of start which give route to thought of life
World will create new dream to shine of mind that form new soul to knowledge of way which start soul to thought of life
World will create new dream to spirit of mind that start new step to direction of move which form start to thought of life
World will create new dream to move of mind that give new route to thought of path which show route to thought of life
World will create new dream to path of mind that form new step to concept of shine which start move to thought of life
World will create new dream to route of mind that give new soul to strength of way which form shine to thought of life
World will create new dream to way of mind that show new spirit to thought of step which give path to thought of life
World will create new dream to move of mind that start new light to appeal of soul which start concept to thought of life
World will create new dream to path of mind that form new move to chapter of start which create knowledge to thought of life
World will create new dream to step of mind that give new thought to concept of route which form chapter to thought of life
World will create new dream to soul of mind that show new knowledge to path of step which give direction to thought of life
World will create new dream to start of mind that form new direction to route of shine which start knowledge to thought of life
World will create new dream to route of mind that give new strength to soul of spirit which form strength to thought of life
World will create new dream to move of mind that start new chapter to move of appeal which give chapter to thought of life
World will create new dream to shine of mind that form new direction to path of concept which start touch to thought of life.

Thursday, October 6, 2022

Poem. 6463. Shine of dream enter in

                                           Shine of dream enter in

Shine of dream enter in life with direction of appeal that form new concept of move which form new concept of route in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in mind with strength of move that create new touch of shine which give new  knowledge of move in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in path with thought of route that give new direction of soul which start new chapter of touch in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in move with knowledge of step that start new path of step which create new route of concept in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in path with direction of soul that show new move of shine which show new chapter of strength in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in step with appeal of path that form new chapter of way which form new direction of appeal in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in start with concept of word that create new route of spirit which give new knowledge of step in understanding of way 
Shine of dream enter in route with direction of light that show new move of touch which start new concept of start in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in move with strength of soul that give new appeal of chapter which show new touch of route in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in path with chapter of step that form new direction of soul which form new appeal of move in understanding of way 
Shine of dream enter in step with thought of touch that create new step of start which give new concept of world in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in route with appeal of move that show new touch of shine which create new thought of soul in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in light with spirit of thought that form new chapter of route which form new concept of step in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in world with path of knowledge that give new light of step which start new appeal of route in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in chapter with step of direction that start new start of path which form new chapter of spirit in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in strength with route of touch that form new way of move which create new knowledge of step in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in concept with soul of start that show new path of chapter which give new appeal of path in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in thought with step of route that create new touch of spirit which start new chapter of soul in understanding of way 
Shine of dream enter in touch with start of concept that give new direction of path which form new strength of move in understanding of way 
Shine of dream enter in light with touch of chapter that form new strength of soul which create new appeal of touch in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in route with appeal of world that start new appeal of move which show new knowledge of step in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in path with knowledge of step that give new touch of step which give new direction of start in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in move with strength of route that show new path of thought which start new concept of move in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in route with touch of soul that give new direction of concept which show new touch of thought in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in start with light of move that form new strength of touch which form new direction of path in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in path with soul of touch that create new appeal of light which create new strength of step in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in move with step of thought that give new concept of path which start new appeal of touch in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in start with concept of knowledge that form new chapter of move which form new path of route in understanding of way 
Shine of dream enter in light with strength of soul that create new direction of appeal which show new thought of step in understanding of way 
Shine of dream enter in route with appeal of path that show new strength of word which start new  direction of light in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in path with thought of move that start new appeal of soul which form new concept of move in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in step with knowledge of light that form new concept of move which give new thought of step in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in start with strength of soul that create new direction of path which show new chapter of soul in understanding of way 
Shine of dream enter in route with appeal of move that give new strength of soul which create new appeal of start in understanding of way 
Shine of dream enter in soul with chapter of start that create new light of move which start new knowledge of move in understanding of way 
Shine of dream enter in world with concept of touch that start new path of direction which give new appeal of route in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in start with thought of spirit that form new move of knowledge which show new touch of soul in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in route with strength of move that give new step of concept which form new concept of step in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in soul with knowledge of step that show new start of move which create new knowledge of move in understanding of way
Shine of dream enter in step with direction of soul that create new path of chapter which give new direction of route in understanding of way.

Wednesday, October 5, 2022

Poem. 6462. Spirit of hope which

                                               Spirit of hope which

Spirit of hope which start new chapter to direction of move which create new thought to feel of concept of soul that give new life
Spirit of hope which form new concept to strength of path which show new knowledge to path of thought of step that give new life
Spirit of hope which create new appeal to concept of route which form new direction to start of knowledge of path that give new life
Spirit of hope which show new touch to chapter of step which give new strength to move of thought of step that give new life
Spirit of hope which start new appeal to shine of light which form new appeal to chapter of direction of route that give new life
Spirit of hope which form new direction to path of route which create new step to concept of strength of move that give new life
Spirit of hope which create new strength to touch of soul which give new path to thought of appeal of chapter that give new life
Spirit of hope which start new chapter to knowledge of way which show new soul to chapter of touch of concept that give new life
Spirit of hope which form new concept to strength of move which start new move to appeal of thought of move that give new life
Spirit of hope which create new appeal to direction of route which form new touch to direction of chapter of soul that give new life
Spirit of hope which show new knowledge to step of chapter which give new spirit to concept of path of strength that give new life
Spirit of hope which start new direction to move of concept which create new path to chapter of route of appeal that give new life
Spirit of hope which form new strength to feeling of touch which show new move to thought of soul of chapter that give new life
Spirit of hope which create new path to thought of soul which form new concept to strength of step of direction that give new life
Spirit of hope which form new move to knowledge of step which create new touch to shine of start of strength that give new life
Spirit of hope which show new direction to touch of route which start new chapter to spirit of knowledge of way that give new life
Spirit of hope which start new concept to path of shine which form new direction to soul of strength of touch that give new life
Spirit of hope which create new appeal to step of soul which show new strength to start of concept of chapter that give new life
Spirit of hope which form new knowledge to move of start which give new appeal to shine of direction of route that give new life
Spirit of hope which start new chapter to touch of spirit which create new concept to step of strength of path that give new life
Spirit of hope which create new thought to step of move which show new direction to start of soul of world that give new life
Spirit of hope which show new direction to path of shine which start new chapter to move of strength of move that give new life
Spirit of hope which form new appeal to light of concept which give new strength to path of chapter of path that give new life
Spirit of hope which start new concept to route of strength which form new touch to spirit of thought of route that give new life
Spirit of hope which create new move to step of knowledge which show new start to soul of knowledge of way that give new life
Spirit of hope which form new strength to soul of chapter which form new appeal to shine of direction of path that give new life
Spirit of hope which start new concept to path of concept which create new touch to light of strength of way that give new life
Spirit of hope which form new chapter to touch of strength which start new direction to route of appeal of move that give new life
Spirit of hope which create new appeal to spirit of appeal which give new strength to move of chapter of shine that give new life
Spirit of hope which show new touch to thought of soul which create new appeal to spirit of knowledge of way that give new life
Spirit of hope which form new path to chapter of step which show new thought to light of appeal of move that give new life
Spirit of hope which start new concept to touch of shine which give new direction to spirit of thought of way that give new life
Spirit of hope which create new appeal to soul of chapter which form new strength to path of concept of step that give new life
Spirit of hope which form new direction to move of concept which give new route to soul of chapter of path that give new life
Spirit of hope which show new strength to path of soul which create new appeal to step of concept of route that give new life
Spirit of hope which create new appeal to step of shine which form new concept to move of direction of start that give new life
Spirit of hope which start new chapter to route of move which give new strength to path of chapter of move that give new life
Spirit of hope which form new concept to path of start which show new touch to start of strength of appeal that give new life
Spirit of hope which create new touch to shine of light which start new chapter to soul of concept of thought that give new life
Spirit of hope which give new direction of chapter which form new strength to shine of appeal of knowledge that give new life.

Tuesday, October 4, 2022

Poem. 6461. Every dream of hope that

                                        Every dream of hope that

Every dream of hope that give new light to thought of path which create new strength of chapter to move of understanding that show new way to mind
Every dream of hope that create new route to spirit of move which form new concept of direction to route of learning that give new appeal to mind
Every dream of hope that form new move to appeal of route which start new chapter of strength to spirit of meaning that create new touch to mind
Every dream of hope that start new path to concept of move which form new direction of touch to shine of thinking that form new soul to mind
Every dream of hope that form new route to strength of soul which give new thought of path to light of feeling that give new spirit to mind
Every dream of hope that show new move to touch of step which create new soul of strength to spirit of learning that start new way to mind
Every dream of hope that create new way to knowledge of start which show new direction of route to word of meaning that give new move to mind
Every dream of hope that start new route to direction of touch which start new concept of shine to knowledge of feeling that show new way to mind
Every dream of hope that form new shine to strength of spirit which give new thought of route to direction of thinking that give new step to mind
Every dream of hope that show new path to start of step which form new chapter of path to strength of learning that create new route to mind
Every dream of hope that give new move to move of route which show new concept of way to knowledge of meaning that form new world to mind
Every dream of hope that form new touch to step of path which start new direction of route to direction of feeling that show new concept to mind
Every dream of hope that create new path to spirit of route which show new chapter of soul to concept of learning that start new direction to mind
Every dream of hope that form new move to shine of soul which give new strength of move to appeal of understanding that give new chapter to mind
Every dream of hope that start new route to appeal of move which start new concept of shine to thought of meaning that create new strength to mind
Every dream of hope that show new move to knowledge of route which form new touch of step to chapter of feeling that start new appeal to mind
Every dream of hope that give new concept to start of concept which create new shine of light to soul of thinking that give new direction to mind
Every dream of hope that form new knowledge to path of direction which give new route of step to move of learning that show new chapter to mind
Every dream of hope that start new thought to route of chapter which show new move of appeal to route of thinking that give new concept to mind
Every dream of hope that create new appeal to touch of concept which start new path of thought to start of meaning that show new knowledge to mind
Every dream of hope that give new direction to appeal of spirit which form new soul of knowledge to path of understanding that start new touch to mind
Every dream of hope that form new chapter to thought of route which create new step of concept to move of feeling that create new appeal to mind
Every dream of hope that start new concept to shine of appeal which give new thought of spirit to touch of understanding that give new soul to mind
Every dream of hope that create new strength to path of move which show new touch of light to spirit of meaning that show new step to mind
Every dream of hope that form new thought to spirit of touch which give new direction of start to concept of learning that show new start to mind
Every dream of hope that show new knowledge to way of soul which start new chapter of path to thought of feeling that give new shine to mind
Every dream of hope that start new strength to appeal of route which form new concept of route to shine of meaning that form new spirit to mind
Every dream of hope that give new direction to thought of step which create new world of shine to knowledge of learning that start new soul to mind
Every dream of hope that create new chapter to soul of chapter which start new direction of spirit to thought of feeling that show new step to mind
Every dream of hope that form new concept to step of strength which give new appeal of soul to direction of meaning that give new start to mind 
Every dream of hope that give new knowledge to path of concept which show new chapter of step to thought of learning that form new route to mind
Every dream of hope that create new appeal to route of direction which form new concept of start to knowledge of understanding that create new path to mind
Every dream of hope that form new direction to appeal of strength which give new touch of shine to chapter of meaning that show new step to mind
Every dream of hope that start new concept to touch of knowledge which start new route of soul to direction of thinking that form new soul to mind
Every dream of hope that show new strength to shine of thought which form new step of concept to strength of learning that give new way to mind
Every dream of hope that create new path to soul of direction which create new soul of chapter to knowledge of feeling that form new route to mind
Every dream of hope that give new appeal to step of concept which give new concept of touch to thought of thinking that show new move to mind
Every dream of hope that create new touch to start of strength which show new feeling of concept of learning that bring new path to mind
Every dream of hope that show new direction to touch of appeal which start new thinking of soul of understanding that give new start to mind
Every dream of hope that form new knowledge to path of chapter which form new direction of route of meaning that show new shine to mind.

Monday, October 3, 2022

Poem. 6460. Spirit of path show direction of

                                   Spirit of path show direction of

Spirit of path show direction of hope in life which create new shine for soul of thinking which open new touch to strength of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of route in life which form new concept for step of move which give new direction to appeal of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of start in life which give new knowledge for route of way which create new move to concept of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of appeal in life which show new path for shine of hope which form new strength to chapter of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of dream in life which start new thought for way of move which show new concept to strength of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of shine in life which give new appeal for path of strength which give new chapter to concept of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of light in life which form new strength for step of thought which form new strength to appeal of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of path in life which create new touch for start of chapter which give new concept to touch of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of route in life which form new concept for spirit of thought which show new chapter to shine of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of touch in life which start new chapter for light of knowledge which form new strength to appeal of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of move in life which give new strength for shine of direction which create new concept to touch of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of step in life which create new appeal for route of strength which give new thought to shine of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of start in life which form new concept for move of knowledge which form new chapter to way of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of touch in life which start new direction for light of thought which start new concept to route of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of shine in life which form new chapter for soul of concept which create new strength to way of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of appeal in life which start new strength for move of touch which show new thought to move of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of concept in life which give new appeal for shine of strength which form new chapter to route of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of chapter in life which form new chapter for soul of knowledge which give new touch to way of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of strength in life which create new path for shine of thought which form new strength to move of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of concept in life which start new step for chapter of strength which give new appeal to path of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of chapter in life which give new move for thought of concept which start new touch to route of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of strength in life which form new shine for knowledge of path which show new step to spirit of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of thought in life which start new appeal for touch of concept which form new shine to light of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of knowledge in life which create new path for step of thought which start new concept to route of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of chapter in life which give new touch for start of direction which form new strength to move of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of concept in life which start new route for move of strength which show new chapter to touch of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of strength in life which form new step for shine of appeal which give new concept to strength of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of appeal in life which create new move for touch of concept which show new feeling to shine of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of thought in life which start new path for spirit of strength which form new concept to move of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of knowledge in life which give new light for start of chapter which give new appeal to concept of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of chapter in life which start new move for route of knowledge which show new touch to strength of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of shine in life which form new step for chapter of strength which create new appeal to path of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of route in life which give new appeal for concept of touch which form new chapter to step of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of touch in life which start new knowledge for step of chapter which give new strength to route of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of concept in life which give new chapter for shine of knowledge which start new touch to way of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of chapter in life which form new strength for start of concept which form new knowledge to step of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of appeal in life which create new path for light of knowledge which start new direction to start of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of shine in life which start new concept for route of appeal which show new strength to path of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of move in life which form new strength for move of chapter which give new concept to route of soul in life
Spirit of path show direction of step in life which create new hope for concept of strength which form new appeal to move of soul in life.

Sunday, October 2, 2022

Poem. 6459. Weather will show impact

                                           Weather will show impact

Weather will show impact on mind that form new direction to thought which create new appeal of soul that form new dream to life
Weather will show impact on path that create new appeal to knowledge which form new touch of shine that give new dream to life
Weather will show impact on route that start new chapter to strength which give new direction of world that form new dream to life
Weather will show impact on move that give new concept to touch which start new strength of appeal that create new dream to life
Weather will show impact on step that create new path to appeal which form new knowledge of touch that start new dream to life
Weather will show impact on path that form new strength to spirit which give new thought of shine that form new dream to life
Weather will show impact on route that start new touch to start which create new appeal of soul that create new dream to life
Weather will show impact on world that give new thought to way which start new chapter of step that start new dream to life
Weather will show impact on move that create new spirit to thought which give new touch of start that form new dream to life
Weather will show impact on start that form new move to concept which create new route of path that give new dream to life
Weather will show impact on path that start new soul to direction which form new concept of light that start new dream to life
Weather will show impact on shine that create new step to route which give new direction of soul that create new dream to life
Weather will show impact on spirit that form new soul to concept which start new strength of move that start new dream to life
Weather will show impact on world that start new route to direction which create new path of chapter that give new dream to life
Weather will show impact on soul that give new appeal to strength which form new touch of thought that create new dream to life
Weather will show impact on path that start new chapter to touch which give new concept of touch that start new dream to life
Weather will show impact on move that form new direction to route which create new thought of path that form new dream to life
Weather will show impact on appeal that give new strength to move which start new direction of move that give new dream to life
Weather will show impact on chapter that create new path to concept which form new appeal of route that show new dream to life
Weather will show impact on strength that start new move to thought which give new concept of move that form new dream to life
Weather will show impact on concept that form new route to chapter which create new touch of path that start new dream to life
Weather will show impact on direction that create new path to strength which start new move of knowledge that show new dream to life
Weather will show impact on strength that start new move to appeal which form new touch of direction that create new dream to life
Weather will show impact on appeal that form new soul to thought which create new path of chapter that form new dream to life
Weather will show impact on concept that give new step to knowledge which start new route of shine that start new dream to life
Weather will show impact on strength that create new path to direction which form new soul of appeal that create new dream to life
Weather will show impact on chapter that start new route to strength which give new chapter of soul that start new dream to life
Weather will show impact on knowledge that give new step to appeal which start new concept of spirit that give new dream to life
Weather will show impact on appeal that form new concept to touch which form new direction of move that create new dream to life
Weather will show impact on touch that give new strength to shine which create new chapter of appeal that show new dream to life
Weather will show impact on path that show new concept to soul which show new hope of thought that start new dream to life
Weather will show impact on route that create new chapter to step which give new appeal of path that give new dream to life.

Saturday, October 1, 2022

Adventure story. 573. Second Mom

                                             Second Mom

Shalaka was feeling so refreshed on that day. Finally she got for what she was trying so hard. She was working so hard to get good marks in her exam. She came here just for getting good marks & good education. She wanted to get degree in science at any cost. She couldn’t manage to get admission in her area so she had no option but to get away from her house. It was costly. Her parents knew it but she was their only daughter & they were ready to spend every thing on her. She always thanked God for having such caring parents. While her friends parents were forcing them to get married her parents permitted her to study. Her elder Uncle was clearly upset by it. She still remembered that day. She passed her examination with good marks. She was not planning to get  married. Her Uncle was always nice to her. Actually Uncle kept giving her costly gift one after another. She was so fond of those gifts. She always admired touch of those clothes they had much softness. They were treasure for her. She loved their touch. She liked their colour too. It had bright colours. Her parents often found them cheap. But she loved them. She liked bright make up. She wanted to look great & due to that make up she looked like princess or fairy or at least she thought that. It was so confusing. She didn’t understand what she wanted to achieve in her mind. But her Uncle always showered her with presents. She knew that her parents gave her so much more but still when Uncle gave gift it was given in style like with presentation card & one rose. She was so happy due to it. She always considered him a best man until he didn’t started telling that day to her parents. She was burden on them. She was so shocked. Her Uncle said “ My one customer is ready to marry with your daughter! He is young & educated. He is perfect for her. He had one store which is enough to make him rich. You must see his financial status..” she loved her Uncle but she wanted to decide whom she would marry. She wanted to at least see photo of boy. But her Uncle was deciding all without her permission. It was so upsetting. She thought that they would ask her before deciding. Her Uncle began to convince her parents. It seemed as if she was not girl but just some asset which must given to customer where they could get best benefits. It was so frustrating. She tried to object it. She was not against marriage until then but after seeing the way her Uncle presented things she decided that she wanted to keep on her career. She told “ I want to study further.” Her Uncle gave her angry look then he started to laugh. “ Come on! Your marks are not so good that you can’t get admission for good courses.” She felt so sad. Her marks were great but not so good that she could get easily admission. But suddenly her Mom declared “ We will find college for her. We will soon get admission.” Clearly her Mom didn’t like idea of her marriage too. She was happy about it. She needed support now. She smiled happily. Her Dad nodded too. Her Dad “ Her marks are not so great but they are also not so less. She could get admission in some college. I know it can’t be near by but it could be around. We are working on it.” Her Uncle was clearly disagree about it. Her Uncle wanted to argue about it but then Uncle didn’t. Uncle just said one line “ Girls doesn’t need so much education! You are doing big mistake by giving her so much education!” She felt so sad & confused. She decided to study further but she was still not sure if it was wise decision. Sometimes she felt that she was doing it just to avoid marriage. She didn’t want to remember it after completing her first year. But she knew that all people around her kept telling her that she couldn’t manage it & still she was sure that she would manage. She looked towards her marks. She was so happy. She was living as paying guest in one room. Two girls were sharing it. She knew that her privacy was compromised but she decided to try it since she couldn’t find accommodation in hostel. In fact this system seemed cheap. So she selected one place. But today her landlady told them that she needed to go back to abroad to her son for her treatment so she would stop this renting apartment soon. Of course they had three months to search for alternative accommodation but for getting this chance she needed nice marks in exam. Two girl who were sharing apartment with her for sometimes didn’t seem interested in talking with her. From first day those girls kept to themselves. She tried to talk few times but soon she sensed that they had boyfriends & they didn’t want her nagging while chatting with them. She soon sensed that they might start inviting them in their apartment if she get friendly with them so she kept aloof. They felt that she would surely complaint so they never tried it. She sensed one thing that they were not so interested in education. One girl was already searching for job but since she didn’t find one she was trying to study further. She was so upset about all. She wanted to study hard & settle in her life. Her life was not easy. She was feeling so stressed. She needed to get marks. She finally got them. Now she had three months. She took few moments to steady her heart beats then she called her Mom. She told her about her marks first. Her Mom was so happy. Then slowly she told about her accommodation troubles. Her Mom’s voice started to shake. Her Mom “ After getting such good marks you must not quit your course! You must get it.” She felt so happy that her Mom agreed with her thoughts. “ Don’t worry Mom. I have three months I will find some alternative accommodation but what if it’s little costly?” “ This is not time to think about cost just try to find some place which would be safe!” She felt nervous now. She never thought about safety. She knew her roommates were not perfect but they were not even threatening. She began to get tense. She needed alternative accommodation soon. But she was stuck in strange trouble. She couldn’t able to find it. She decided to search more. She planned to ask someone in college. She was so upset. She decided to do it from next day.

    In college Shalaka had lots of friends. She enjoyed studying in college. She sat beside her friends. Immediately her friend Ruchi noticed her tense expression. Ruchi asked “ What happened?” She slowly told her about accommodations problem. Suddenly Ruchi looked in far away corner. Clearly Ruchi didn’t want to discuss this. Shalaka sensed that it was different to get friendly in college but it was totally different to provide accommodations. Ruchi didn’t want to rent anything to her. Shalaka never thought that Ruchi would assume she wanted rental flat from her but clearly many people tried it so Ruchi felt that way. Shalaka immediately changed subject while lying that she left it on her parents. They got good results so now they would start planning something to celebrate. Even professors wanted them to relax for some time. So they were discussing annual events etc. Shalaka was not interested in it. She came here just to complete her education. She needed to get proper accommodations. She decided that she might take help of professor. She liked this idea. Her Professor surely knew some place which would be safe. She waited until end of class. Then she immediately ran out of class room after her professor. She knew that she looked desperate but she didn’t have option. She was truly desperate. She needed to move over her troubles. She wanted to find a place to stay soon she sensed that she was not alone few other students were coming too. They all wanted to ask questions. She kept quiet let them all ask whatever they wanted to ask. She knew that her question was different & personal one. She needed place. She decided that she would wait. Professor talked with all. Then finally Professor started to turn towards Professor’s room when she called Professor. She could see clear anger & irritation on Professor’s face. Professor managed to make it clear all that they must wait until tomorrow for academic questions but her question was different. She came closer & asked nervously “ Madam I need a place to stay since my land lady is selling her house in three months & going abroad! Will you please help me?” Professor looked frustrated. Professor “ I can’t promise you anything. But I try to discuss it in Professor’s room..” after it Professor thought for sometime then gave her angry look & said “ Remember one thing I am doing favour on you. Don’t mention it to anyone.” She nodded & came back to class room. Ruchi was already giving her angry look. It seemed as if she did crime by asking about accommodation. Ruchi went to remaining friends. All friends were looking towards her in strange way. It seemed that suddenly she didn’t remain their friend. She stood up to join them. She went near them but soon she sensed that they didn’t want her around so she just left group while saying bye. She began to sense her head was heavy. She touched her forehead again & again to confirm that she didn’t got fever. She was so tense. She didn’t want to quit education. She went back in her rented room. On that point she received a call. It was from unknown number. She decided to ignore it but then  suddenly she sensed that it might be call from Professor. She took it. Her guess turned out half truth. It was one old scared lady who was calling her about paying guest accommodation. Old lady “ So you are simple girl? Do you have boyfriend?” She denied. “ Do you go to pub or club?” Once again she denied. Then that lady asked “ How can I confirm this?” Now she was confused. She just said “ Madam I am telling you the truth you need to believe me! I can’t provide proof! I mean I don’t understand what proof you want.” That lady said with confidence “ I will find it. I have number of your class teacher.” She felt so nervous & confused. She didn’t understand what was her mistake. She tried to do all things in right way. She gave confused look. Of course that lady couldn’t see it one mobile. She slowly said “ You can ask anything to my Professor!” “ Why don’t you come today?” “ Today?!” “ I can’t keep waiting if you are not interested I will call someone else.” She felt so scared. She needed place. “ I will come.” She took address. She just packed her luggage & without second thought declared to Landlady that she was moving out. Land lady tried to argue angrily. But soon her remaining roommates came in her support. They all declared that they would shift whenever they got accommodation they couldn’t wait until last day. Soon Land lady decided to give up but she didn’t pay back extra rent she took of one month. Shalaka decided to ignore it. Shalaka went out with all luggage. She worked hard to find that place but finally she found it. It was nice bungalow. She smiled after seeing it. It was really nice place. But then she started to think about rent she might needed to pay. She began to get nervous. Clearly such place would demand big rent. She rang door bell. An old lady came out. She was nice looking. Then soon she sensed that this old lady was carrying a knife with her. When Shalaka looked towards knife with fear that lady smiled “ Ohh I was cooking!” Shalaka gave nervous laugh. But Shalaka didn’t believe her. Then that old lady introduced herself as Vimal Auntie. She smiled & talked nicely with Vimal Auntie. Vimal Auntie took her ID & all personal documents. Vimal Auntie read them all at least three times. Then Vimal Auntie finally told her amount of rent. It was reasonable. She immediately agreed then Vimal Auntie showed her one room of first floor. She went in it. She wanted to ask about food arrangements. But she decided that she needed to find place to stay first. She immediately paid first month’s rent in advance. She went in room. She noticed her room had double lock then she noticed her every window was locked too. She tried to open them. But it was hard. Finally she asked Vimal Auntie about it. Vimal Auntie said “ Don’t open them. Cat will enter in room.” Shalaka immediately looked towards window with scared expression. She never had pet & she was not planning to keep cat in her house now. She gave nervous laugh. “ Thanks for telling. I don’t want cat. Auntie can I cook in Kitchen? I will buy my things..” “ No..no you must not buy or bring anything from outside in this kitchen. I will give you all. If you want you can tell me.” Shalaka sensed a force in those words. She didn’t understand why did Vimal Auntie wanted to avoid purchase from outside then she thought that it might be due to fear of sickness or virus. She decided that she could eat readymade food in hotel or canteen if needed. She immediately agreed. “ Okay Auntie!” She stayed in room.

     Shalaka started unpack in her room when she began to arrange clothes. When Vimal Auntie entered with plates. It was full of snacks. She was so shocked. She was not expecting such tasty snacks before college. She checked time. She already missed first three lectures now she could go after lunch break. She decided that she would eat then go. Vimal Auntie sat with her. Vimal Auntie began to ask about college. She began to tell. Slowly she began to get totally friendly with Vimal Auntie. Then Vimal Auntie suddenly stood up & looked down out of closed window. She knew that it was impossible to see anything but still Vimal Auntie kept looking. Shalaka asked “ What happened?” “ Nothing! I was just checking out that birds didn’t try to damage anything.” She felt so confused. “ Birds?” “ Yes..yes sometimes they break in.” “ Through this glass!” Shalaka was so sure that nothing could come through that glass. That glass was too strong. But she didn’t say anything. She told Auntie “ I need to go out for college.” “ Wait!” Auntie went away. She was so confused. She selected clothes. Soon Auntie came. Auntie gave her some money. She said “ I can’t take it.” “ You must! You are like my daughter.” Then Auntie produced pepper spray. “ Keep this.” She nodded. She was totally confused. She took money. She didn’t want to break heart of Auntie. Then she suddenly remembered. She forgot to call parents. “ Ohh my God I forgot to call Mom.” Vimal Auntie gave her angry look. “ How could you act if such horrible way to parents?” Shalaka immediately felt guilty. “ I am sorry. In this college work I totally forgot.” She slowly told entire story to Vimal Auntie about her college education & suggestion of Uncle. Vimal Auntie gave her full support. She asked for her Mom’s mobile number. Shalaka immediately gave it. Then Shalaka ran to college. In college she sensed that her friends were no longer concerned about her demand when she declared she got rental apartment. She was so happy. But soon she sensed one thing that Vimal Auntie was calling her time to time in college. She felt little bit uneasy. But then she decided to answer Vimal Auntie nicely. She did all studies & came back. Vimal Auntie was waiting for her anxiously. Vimal Auntie kept all ready for her. Shalaka clearly felt pampered. She began to feel happy in that pampering. But soon she sensed that Vimal Auntie was sitting entire night in hall while not sleeping. Vimal Auntie was started looking little tired. It was clearly sign of sleeplessness. Shalaka tried to convince her that she needed to get sleep. But Auntie kept telling that She must guard Shalaka. Shalaka didn’t understand from whom. Shalaka knew that she was not related but she felt like related so she asked one day. “ Auntie you never invite anyone in home? You stay alone!” Vimal Auntie nodded. There was tears in her eyes. But then she smiled & said “ You are like daughter to me. You are my daughter only!” Then Vimal Auntie suddenly stood & screamed “ No..no you are not my daughter. Never try to become my daughter. Understood!” She felt so scared. She just nodded. That night she called her Mom & told her all. Her Mom didn’t say anything at beginning. Then slowly her Mom told her. “ Actually she had a daughter who was just in school when some one entered in their house. They raped & killed her daughter while she was trying to get in touch with Cops. Her house was lonely on that time. She couldn’t able to contact Cops soon. When she called Cops came it was too late. Killers were caught. They were in jail but still I feel she is not normal. I feel all her relatives use to contact at beginning stopped contacting now.” Shalaka didn’t say anything but she could sense that pain. She could sense that frustration inside soul. She knew that she was not related to Vimal Auntie but she felt it. Vimal Auntie was treating her like daughter. “ I try to take her to Psychiatrist.” She was expecting her Mom would reject that idea. But her Mom seemed very happy. Her Mom “ That lady is telling daily everything to me. I feel as if she was my elder sister which I never had.” Vimal Auntie was special to her Mom. Her Mom already managed to find one Doctor. Her Mom told her that she should go to it. Shalaka was so happy. She was scared to approach Vimal Auntie directly so she started to ask her slowly. Soon she sensed that Vimal Auntie was already feeling that something was odd with her. It was easy to convince her that she needed a Doctor for her sleep. She began to feel so tired. Vimal Auntie showed full willingness to go with her. They visited Psychiatrist. Shalaka sat outside. While Vimal Auntie talked with Psychiatrist. Then Psychiatrist called Shalaka. Psychiatrist “ I know you are actually no one related still you showed concern but I want to ask you one thing. Are you ready to keep this permanent? I mean this is long treatment & even after treatment that lady might need you as daughter! If you can’t able to do that I suggest you to shift to another accommodation I arrange one.” Shalaka thought for one moment. But then she said with determination “ I am ready for it.” Psychiatrist smiled. Then Psychiatrist explained her that Vimal Auntie was suffering from mental trauma due to that incidence. It was post traumatic symptoms. Due to which Vimal Auntie was developing Paranoid Disorder. “ She is acting normal to you but before you. She treated everyone who came close to her as culprit. People started avoiding her due to it.” Shalaka felt so tense. She was scared but she decided to take Vimal Auntie’s responsibility. When they went back home, she sensed that Vimal Auntie held her hand firmly & said “ Never leave me.” Shalaka gave nervous smile & asked “ So you don’t want me to marry! Fine! I don’t plan to.” They both started laughing uncontrollably after it. On that day they formed one bound which never broke. Vimal Auntie alway remained like second mother to Shalaka. Her parents always treated Vimal Auntie same way. Vimal Auntie always stayed with them.

                                                        The End

Poem. 7688 On appeal of dream

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