Tuesday, January 3, 2017

Poem 3132. Sometimes on some way or point

                                                Sometimes on some way or point
Sometimes on some point we act that way since we are so confused and we never sense which way is right but give that thought sometime and it seem our act like some crime
Sometimes on some point we have just half knowledge still we have to act on it since that is way of our life but we just never sense some points on which we don’t have power in life
Sometimes on some point we just manage to sense we need to move that way since that is right choice but time will give us best answer since time is that power which will give shine
Sometimes on some way we act so wrong that every thought will become that understanding which will create new power to our life we sense them as basic factor which will give life
Sometimes on some way we want to change our moves but it is seem beyond our hand since we have lost that train which will have so many hopes loaded inside it for life
Sometimes on some way we might do mistake but then regret is not great way of life we need to learn that it will vanish from our life after some moments on each move of life
Sometimes on some way we might just desire those moves of life which will give new meanings to our mind we need to learn those moves on every point with our soul’s shine
Sometimes on some way we find different concepts which will give so many meanings in our life we start to sense them as basic way to our world as route that give new shine
Sometimes on some way we need to sense those ways which are once for us might be promising but they are far behind but if destiny decide to let them go behind then it is wise
Sometimes on some way we need to learn those thoughts which will give new power to our life but they are something which can change our ways from our thinking and mind in life
Sometimes on some point we start to sense it from our mind that we took wrong way by mistake and it start to give hope to our mind which change our world from mind in life
Sometimes on some ways we can see those concepts which use to give our thinking new shine we just desire that thought from mind which change our thinking in mind in life
Sometimes on some way we can feel it again and again which thought use to take us ahead is nothing but one thinking which will open our life in that step and way which create new day in life
Sometimes on some way we can see those steps which are giving different understanding on every point with one thought from mind on every step of thinking in life
Sometimes on some way we can began to create those understanding and those ways which will give our world new power on every thinking at every move and stage in life
Sometimes on some way we just ignore those best ways which will start to create those touches from our mind which will change our thinking on every way and with every shine
Sometimes on some way we start to sense again those ways which began to change those feelings ground will began to create those understanding which change on each shine
Sometimes on some way we will began to create those moves which will give those meanings in that moves which will start to create those touches which will give new shine
Sometimes on some way we will start to create those understanding which will start meanings in our world at every step which will began to show those meanings in life
Sometimes on some way we will show to value those touches which will give those different stages on each move of life which will create those impact on mind in life
Sometimes on some way we will show to those meanings which change our world with those steps which will give power to our moves which will open in new way in life
Sometimes on some way we will show to those lines which will give those touches which will create power at every move from mind which change new opening in life
Sometimes on some way we will give those meanings on each step which will give those understanding on each step of mind which will create those touches in life
Sometimes on some way we will show those creations on each move which will form those meanings which start to create those meanings on each step in life
Sometimes on some way we will show those touches which will create those impact on our mind which will start to show those lines on each move of shine
Sometimes on some way we will start to give those meanings in life which will give new understanding from mind which change those appeals on every step in life
Sometimes on some way we will point those moves in life which will create those steps on every moment which will have so many understanding in life
Sometimes on some way we increase those steps which will began to show those lines which will start to show those lines which will give those effect in life
Sometimes on some way we will show those lines which will give emotions on each way which will create those steps on every moment of our thinking in life
Sometimes on some way we start to give those words which will give those sides which will give those understanding and meanings at every step of mind in life
Sometimes on some way we show those understanding and meanings in life which will give those rules on every point which change our world with different meanings in life
Sometimes on some way we see that feel which tell us we need to get over that trouble but it is not even trouble on many times in our life with different shades in life
Sometimes on some way we see that stage which give those touches which will give those appeals which will form those steps in our relations which will form effect in life
Sometimes on some way we see that stage which give those meanings which will give those touches in life which will create those touches which change our thinking in life
Sometimes on some way we see that point which will show those thinking which will create those moves which change our world on each point in life
Sometimes on some way we have to some concepts in mind which will give those touches in those lines which will give those meanings that change world in life
Sometimes on some way we start to show those understanding which will create those words which will give those touches which form those impact in life
Sometimes on some way we form those meanings in our world at each point which will give those rules which will create those understanding on every move in life
Sometimes on some way we need to those routes which will give directions on every step of life which will give those meanings which will start to give new breathe in life
Sometimes on some way we need to understand those words which will be leading on each step of life which will start to give those feelings which will change our mind in life
Sometimes on some way we need those lines which will give those effects on life which will give spirits on each step from our mind which will start to give those understanding in life
Sometimes on some way we have to learn those words which will create those turns on each move with different thoughts from our thinking on each move of thinking in life
Sometimes on some way we speak those words which change every talking on each step in life from mind which will have some steps on each light which will have so much in life
Sometimes on some way we create those characters on each point which will give new start on every step of life which will have directions on mind which will start to give effect in life
Sometimes on some way we will start to show those touches which will give new options in life which will give those touches which will form those sides which will give lines in life
Sometimes on some way we will form area which start to give those touches which will start to give those directions which will create those touches which change in our life
Sometimes on some way we need to sense those understanding and meaning which will show two touches on each way of life which will change our thinking in our life
Sometimes on some way we start to show those effect which will change those directions which will start to show those meanings in our thoughts in our life
Sometimes on some way we will began to show those intentions in life which will create those selections which will give effect on our life
Sometimes on some way we will start to show those touches which will give those effect on our mind which change our world on each point in our life
Sometimes on some way we will began to give those methods which will create those directions which will give effect on our thinking and in our life.

Poem 3131. Some lights

                                                               Some lights 
Some lights which will give those impact on mind which will create those effect on our mind which will open in new way our future and life
Some lights which will have strength which will give new power to our soul of meanings which will change every step of our future and life
Some lights which will give new breathe to our world which will start to form those directions on every point which will show our future and life
Some lights which will give those power in our mind we need to start to give those understanding we need to learn every step of our future and life
Some lights which will give that beginning which will start to create those touches which will give new effect on our life which will form new route in our future and life
Some lights which will give new start to our life which have power on our soul to move ahead on every point of our thinking and start to introduce our future and life
Some lights which will start to give power to our mind which will have different steps that show new start to our mind at each step with our future and life
Some lights are showing those different concepts from our mind which will give us new power to our world with one thought from our future and life
Some lights are showing those sections which are changing our world with that understanding which open our thinking and our mind for our future and life
Some lights are giving those shine which change our world with different steps on life which will create those touches which change at our future and life
Some lights are giving those hopes to mind which start to give those understanding from our mind which will from thinking on each future and life
Some lights are creating those thoughts which began to give those lines which will start to give those meanings on every step and each future and life
Some lights are giving those impact on life which change those shades on every point we sense it on each move with different touches in future and life
Some lights are giving those steps which will open our mind we sense those understanding which will start to give those touches in future and life
Some lights are giving those moves which will create new impact on mind we start to sense it on every point from our thinking on each point in future and life
Some lights are giving those lines which will introduced on every point we sense it at every step from our understanding in our world in future and life
Some lights are creating world in different style we start to sense them from our thinking and mind which different parts in our world in future and life
Some lights are showing world those enchanting look which will give those power in life which will create our future in that style in future and life
Some lights are giving those touches to world which will give new steps to our mind which show those needs which we need to understand in future and life
Some lights are giving those steps which will start to create new power for our mind which will show new start on every step and point in future and life
Some lights are providing those concepts which will give new start to our life which will start to create that touch which will give new power in future and life
Some lights are opening new world which change our thinking which will create power to our mind which will start to give understanding in future and life
Some lights are opening new start which touch in our future at each move from our thinking and from our mind with different concepts in future and life
Some lights are giving new feel which will start to give different understanding to our mind we need to sense those touches with thoughts that give hopes to future and life
Some lights are creating new world on every point we start to feel just one thing which will give power to our thinking at every move and mind to future and life
Some lights are showing those effect on each step from world which will give new effect which will create those lines which will give new beginning to future and life
Some lights are showing those touches which will give steps which will turn future in different style we start to give those sense to our understanding on future and life
Some lights are creating those directions in life which will give to bring those meanings which start to create those understanding on each step in future and life
Some lights are showing those looks in life which will give power to our mind which form those steps which will make new feelings in future and life
Some lights are showing those touches in life which start to give those moves on life which will create those scenes which will change in future and life
Some lights are giving those effect on each move of life which create those steps in life which will show those meanings which will create in future and life
Some lights are showing those looks which will create those understanding which show world in totally different ways and style at every point in future and life
Some lights are creating those steps which change our world which will start to give those points in every point which change our thinking in future and life
Some lights are giving those understanding which will start to give those touches on each point which will give those breathes on each point in future and life
Some lights are creating new world and we need to them on each step of mind which will change our understanding with power of our thinking in future and life
Some lights are showing new start and new feelings to our mind we need to sense it on every point from inside on each way of our shades in future and life
Some lights are giving those different colors which will give those steps that start to change ways of our world and our mind we sense them in future and life
Some lights are showing those uses which change our world from our mind which change our thinking on every point with importance of word in future and life
Some lights will have power to give us that shine which will change our thinking with so many words in life which will show those meanings in future and life
Some lights will have show those meanings which will show new start to give those understanding to mind which will give new power in future and life
Some lights will have those steps which will create new world for us at every point with different concepts from our life with thoughts that open our future and life
Some lights will have those understanding and those lines which will give new unique touch to our mind which we can understand from our thinking in future and life
Some lights will have power but some don’t in life we need to sense those lights as basic feel from our thinking and mind which change our world in future and life
Some lights will give those steps that change our mind we sense them as basic touch on each move from inside with hopes of wonderful world in future and life
Some lights will start to create new world when we start to appreciate them with our thinking and our mind we need to sense them as basic touch in future and life
Some lights will give our world that shine which we might desire from our mind which change our world with those concepts which we sense from inside in future and life
Some lights will give our world that effect which we need to understand on every point in our life which will change our destiny if we decide from future and life
Some lights will start to create those steps which we need to form on every point with thinking from our understanding on every move of life from future and life
Some lights will start to change those lines which will create those words with that power which will give our world new sort of light we desire them on every point in future and life
Some lights will start to change our thinking with one thought from mind which we sense as basic appeals from mind which will have power hidden which give us bright future and life
Some lights will start to give those effect which tell us we need to sense it from our mind at every step with hopes from life we need them on every move and on every point in future and life.

Monday, January 2, 2017

Poem 3130. Those stars are

                                                                 Those stars are
Those stars are giving those looks which will began to form those looks on every move which will give our world those so wonderful looks on each point
Those stars are twinkling in sky on every time we need to sense it on every step and point from our mind at every move of our thinking on each point
Those stars are thinking will have those touches that start to give those enchanting effect on each step of life which will have power that look nice on each point
Those stars are shining on every point which will give those meanings  which will create those looks on every stage of life which will give power on each point
Those stars are giving those touches in life which will began to give power to our thinking with wonderful lights on every point which will give new shine in sky on each point
Those stars showing those lights on sky on each point we sense those stars as power to our mind we need to sense them on sky with wonderful feel on each point
Those stars are giving those lights on every point which will capture our soul and our thinking on every step of life which those feelings from inside on each point
Those stars are creating those concepts which will form those touches which will give power on each point which will give new hope to our mind on each point
Those stars are giving those looks in sky which will look wonderful to our eyes we see those wonderful look which start to change our thinking on each point
Those stars are creating those looks which will give new touch which will open new world to our mind we need those enchanting colors on each point
Those stars are opening in sky on every night we need to give it that wonderful shades which look so touching on every step of our thinking on each point
Those stars are shining in sky on every night giving us new meanings on each point which will give those touches which change our world on each point
Those stars are giving those lights which will start to create new looks in sky on every point we sense them as truth from our soul on each point
Those stars are showing those silver light which we want to catch in hand on every point with those reflections that will give shine on each point
Those stars are looking so wonderful in sky which manage to change every style on every try which will give different colors on every move and on each point
Those stars are placed in such a way in that sky they seem to look great on every try with moon as their friends and they seem to shine at each point
Those stars are those hopes which will began to start new concept at each move with thinking and their different sort of try on each point
Those stars are creating new world for our mind we need to sense them as truth from thinking and mind at every step on each point
Those stars are giving new world for our thinking on every point of mind which will show such shining that are creating new world on each point
Those stars are giving those touches on every point which will give power to our world at every move and at every try which will give hope on each point
Those stars are creating such wonderful look in sky that they start to change our every step by our thinking on every move and on each point
Those stars are giving new meanings to our mind we need to sense with them those wonderful touches which will have effect on our soul on each point
Those stars are creating those colors and looks which will give our world that powerful shine which will have power to move ahead on each point
Those stars are sometimes creating hopes in mind which change our future and create new start on every step of life with different thinking on each point
Those stars are showing those steps which will create to give those steps that will give power to our understanding on each step and on each point
Those stars are giving those touches which change our mind we need to learn them with every look and every step of our mind and on each point
Those stars are giving those touches which will create power on every step of mind which will give power to our thinking on each point
Those stars are giving those steps which will give those stars which will give those touches on every point which will change our world on each point
Those stars are giving those colors which will give create those powers on every point we need to sense them at every move and each point
Those stars are giving those moves which will be creating new start on every point we need to sense them at every step with strength of mind on each point
Those stars are creating those looks which will have those effect on sky which will give those power in our life which will start to create power on each point
Those stars are shining in sky on each step of mind which will create those looks which will create power to our thinking and our mind on each point
Those stars are looking so wonderful which will give power to our sky and new understanding to our mind we sense it on every step on each point
Those stars are giving those touches which are changing those effect which will give power to our sky on each moment we need to sense on each point
Those stars are bringing new touch to our mind which will give those sections of sky which will start to show those steps on just each point
Those stars are enchanting impact on our mind which will create those touches on each step which will give new power on each point
Those stars are giving power to our every try which will start to give those enchanting look on each point of our thinking on each point
Those stars are creating shine which will began to create those meanings which start to give those touches which will give power on each point
Those stars are showing sky which will form those looks on each move of life which will give beginning on every step of our life on each point
Those stars are having look which will began to form those impact on mind which will give lights on each step of our life on each point
Those stars are giving those looks which will began to form those understanding on each point which will have some methods on each point
Those stars are creating those lights which change our world on each step and understanding from mind which will have some strength on each point
Those stars are looking for a sky which will create those steps which will give impact on those understanding on every move on each point
Those stars are showing new look to our life when they will change our world which will form those touches which will create those effect on each point
Those stars are giving those understanding which will start to show those meanings on each point which will give power on each step of each point
Those stars are giving those meanings which will start to create those steps on each move they show those understanding at each step and on each point
Those stars are giving those moves on each point which will create those power which change our soul and thinking on every step of life on each point
Those stars are showing those twinkling effect which will give power to our mind we need to sense them on every step of life from our soul on each point
Those stars are showing those wonderful colors which will began to give power to our mind which will give new strength on each step and each point
Those stars are giving light which will create those silver light which spread around sky on every step of mind which will give those power on each point
Those stars are giving light which will start to create those power which will give those wonderful looks which will start to give power that start our world on each point.

Poem 3129. When some sound start

                                                        When some sound start
When some sound start to reach to our ears we sense it on every step with understanding which help us everywhere what it mean in life on every time
When some sound start to tell some thing to us on every point we need to study those thoughts with different directions of our mind on every time
When some sound start to give us breathe we start to give new touches which will open new light to our mind which will give different thinking on every time
When some sound start to create world in different style we sense it on every step with different thoughts and feeling from mind on every time
When some sound start to give so much appeals to our life which change things will change our every point with different thoughts on every time
When some sound start to give new touch to our life which show new world we need to sense it from our mind that we need to new start on every time
When some sound start to give new beginning then it shows one thing from our mind that we need to learn those steps which will give hope on every time
When some sound start to give new feeling to mind we must not accept it with closed eyes we need to learn those meanings which will be hidden on every time
When some sound start to give new breathe to our life we need to study our future and mind from every step and from every point on every time
When some sound start to give new directions we need to learn with them new life which will start with so many hopes which are treasures on every time
When some sound start we need to learn what it have hidden for us inside if it have hope then it is great but it is so wrong if it don’t have it on every time
When some sound start to give new beginning to our future we sense it from time to time that we need to learn those steps which will give hope on every time
When some sound start to give those directions of route which will give new understanding which will have power to guide future on each point on every time
When some sound will open new start we need to learn those steps of mind which will make that sound worthy to listen in our life which change our future on every time
When some sound will open new world we sense it with power from our mind which will give new understanding to our thinking in every step of life on every time
When some sound will give new understanding we sense it from mind since it will have power to change our world and thinking on each move of life on every time
When some sound will open new start with power of mind we need to sense it on every move with thoughts that change our understanding on every time
When some sound will start to give new  breathe to our life we need to learn with it different steps of life which will manage to change our thinking on every time
When some sound will start to give new touch which will began to give new impact on mind we sense on every step with one thought that we need light on every time
When some sound will start to give new beginning we sense it from mind that we need to learn those touches which change our future with every step on every time
When some sound will start to give new touches we sense on every point which will have power to change our world at every step with new shining hopes on every time
When some sound will start to give new steps in life we will began to feel those touches on every move from mind which will give our world one power in life we need happiness on every time
When some sound will start to give new steps in life we sense them with meanings from inside which can change our world at every move with different thinking at every time
When some sound will start to give new appeals in life we sense them as those basic things which change our world and our future from thinking of our world at every time
When some sound will start to give new thought and it will grow step by step on every point we need to sense what we feel from inside from our mind we need on every move at every time
When some sound will start to have impact on mind which will show new world at every step with different hopes from mind which show new start on every step and every time
When some sound will start to have new beginning which will change our life start to create those new scenes which change my mind on every step from inside on each move and every time
When some sound will start to confuse us on that point true trouble starts in life we just don’t understand should we trust that sound or ignore it in life on every time
When some sound will start to give us those colors which will give different beginning to our mind we sense it on every step with those lyrics from inside on every step on every time
When some sound will start to give new steps we sense with them different impact on mind which change our world with those thinking which can change our mind on every time
When some sound will start to give steps in wrong way every thing will look wrong on every point with different thoughts which can change our future line by line on every time
When some sound will start to give our world those areas of life which will create new hopes on every point with different thinking which can change our mind on every time
When some sound will give those beginning which will change our world with those touches which change our world with different area of mind on just every move and on every time
When some sound will give those understanding which will give new way that will give their future we touch on every point we sense those voices with power of mind on every time
When some sound will give those different directions to our mind we need to learn and understand with them directions of our future on each move and on every time
When some sound will give those lines which will keep those meanings which will give new power and understanding on every step of life with understanding on every time
When some sound will give those impact which will show new touch those understanding which change our world at every move of mind which will give new touch on every time
When some sound will give those word which will give directions on every point we sense those understanding in our life which change our world on every move on every time
When some sound will give those directions which will give new change to our mind which change those moves which will start to give different breathe on every time
When some sound will give those directions which will give new start on every step of life which will have some understanding which change our world on every time
When some sound will give those directions which will give new feelings to our mind we sense them as those meanings which change our future on every time
When some sound will give those lines which will change our world in different style we want to understand one thought from our understanding on every time
When some sound will give those words which will change our future and give it new style we sense it is some thing which deserve attention of every move on every time
When some sound will give those meanings which will change our steps on every point we start to understand those moves which will began many concepts on every time
When some sound will give those understanding which we desire from our mind we need to learn with them different concepts and thoughts of life on each move on every time
When some sound will give those steps which will open our world with one thought which show new moves on every move of life which will open new shade on every time
When some sound will give new start which will create new corner of hope in our life we sense it on every move with different understanding on each appeal on every time
When some sound will give new start which will create new area of life we need to sense them on every point with power of our future and our mind on every time
When some sound will give new understanding with it began our life on every point we want to understand it from inside of mind on each step on every time
When some sound will open our soul we sense good concept and worst facts of life we need to sense them as one thought which will open our world on every time
When some sound will open our soul we need to learn those moves on every point we need to study those thoughts from inside which open our thinking on every time.

Sunday, January 1, 2017

Poem 3128. Sky will have

                                                                Sky will have
Sky will have so many touches which will create power to our life sometimes it rain and sometimes it doesn’t but it’s importance change in life
Sky will have so many thinking which will reach to that point where we can see in sky those understanding which will give rewards in life
Sky will have so many lines which show our world in that style which will create impact on our thinking from inside on every move and step in life
Sky will have so many touches and looks which will change our thinking since sometimes those colors will look scary but we need to remind our soul on every point
Sky will have so many looks which will give new hope and it shine to our mind and sky will start to give that thinking which will create happiness in life
Sky will have so many steps which will change our thinking on each point which will start to create those effects on weather at each step in life
Sky will have so many colors but we need to give hopes on every point we need to sense them at every step with understanding from our mind in life
Sky will have so many feelings but we need to sense one thing it will have hopes hidden in it on every move and point it shows new world in life
Sky will have so many appeals of weather which will have so many steps on each point with thinking from our thoughts on every step in life
Sky will have so many thinking which will give new touch to our mind we need to learn with those thoughts new start of our thinking in life
Sky will have so many sections which will give new hope and understanding from mind which will create those steps which will give power in life
Sky will have so much strength which will create new way to our mind we need to learn those ways with so many hopes that tell us we need to understand in life
Sky will have so much appeals which will meaning hidden inside them and still gave our world new type of understanding from our thoughts and our heart in life
Sky will have so much ways of hope and disasters hidden inside that it will so wise to understand weather but it is hard for our thinking and in our life
Sky will have so much thoughts which will give those understanding which change our mind we need to learn with them those touches which will bring new light in life
Sky will have so many steps which we can see on every point with them we can see new start and new sort of light which will create new meanings in life
Sky will have so many steps which change our world and our life we need to sense with them weather as basic feel from our mind which change our mind in life
Sky will have so much appeals but some scare us indeed but still we have to sense sky belong to us on every point we need to learn about it on every point in life
Sky will have so much understanding which will have power to understand our thinking and our mind with those touches which will give those steps in life
Sky will have so many lines which will give new spirit from our mind we need to sense those understanding which will create those touches in life
Sky will have so many understanding which will change our world at every step from our mind which will have so many touches which change our world in life
Sky will have so many steps which will give those effect which change our life we can see them at every move with change of weather from our thinking in life
Sky will have so many moves which can change our world with those points which change our thinking from our power of our understanding in our life
Sky will have so many steps which can give impact on our mind which will give those touches which will have those words on every point in our life
Sky will have so many memories which might need to change our world at every point which will give hopes on every move of our thinking in life
Sky will have so many methods which will change our world on every point which will bring out weather on every step of our future and of our life
Sky will have so many clouds which will show those touches which will create those colors which will give new concepts from our thinking of our life
Sky will have so weather which change our thinking at every point which change our world which will start to give those understanding in our life
Sky will show so many colors which will give power to our mind that start to create power to our thinking and our power in our life
Sky will show those looks which might touch our soul which will give power to our mind which change our world at every point in our life
Sky will show those colors which will give different touch but finally they will show those understanding in our life which will change our mind in life
Sky will show those weathers which will give new understanding which will create those steps which will start to give new beginning in life
Sky will show those colors which will give power of weather which change our thinking and our mind which will create effect in life
Sky will show those weather which will start to give power to our mind we need to learn those steps which will start new hope in life
Sky will show those feelings which we will need after some time we have to understand them to show world new sort of shining in life
Sky will show weathers which will form those steps which change our mind which began to change our destiny which change our life
Sky will show that look which will create new concept from our mind we need to sense again and again with one thought that we need sky on each point in life
Sky will show us that hope which we desire but can also sense different concepts of mind which change our world but they are not always hope in life
Sky will show us that hope which we feel from our thinking and our mind we need to sense it on every step with one thought that we need new light in life
Sky will show us changes some are those which we like but some are those changes which will change our world and start to give new color in life
Sky will show us that touch which will create meanings in mind which will create those touches which will give new breathe in our thinking in life
Sky will show us that touch which will start to create those meanings in mind which will give on every step which will give new start in life
Sky will show us that weather which will face different changes with one thought that we need to sense those touches on our thinking in life
Sky will show those steps will give meanings which change our understanding on every step of our life which will create power to our thinking in life
Sky will show those moves which will give those changes that start to give those steps which will give power to those moves and steps in life
Sky will show those moves which will give meanings that start to create those words which will give those steps which will show those words in life
Sky will show those weather which will give those steps which change our mind which will give on every step that start which will give power to change in life
Sky will show those changes which change our world at every step we sense it from mind we need to learn those moves on every step of our thinking in life
Sky will show those meanings on each understanding and on each step from our mind we sense it again and again on every step of thinking in life
Sky will show those steps which will create those effects that change our thinking which will give concepts which change meanings in life
Sky will show those moves which will give power to world on every day we need to sense it again and again from our thinking and mind in life.

Poem 3127. Some concepts I have

                                                         Some concepts I have
Some concepts I have heard told me in life I need to think again and again about every thought before I decide what I want in my life
Some concepts I have understood tell me on every point that in life I have my thoughts and right to move as per my thinking and my choice
Some concepts I have heard told me I have to suffer on some point struggles on every movement and thought of life which thinking of my mind
Some concepts I have listened told me I have to learn those moves in life which will keep changing our thinking on every point in my mind
Some concepts I have so many words which will start to give those effect which change our thinking in our life we need to learn it from mind
Some concepts I have understood will change our mind we sense them with meanings in life which will start to give those words in my mind
Some concepts I have learn to understand start to create new beginning on every point we sense them as basic thought from our thinking in mind
Some concepts I have learn start to show those touches which will give new power to our mind which will give new power and shine in my mind
Some concepts I have understood will start to show thinking in life which will show those colors which change every step of our future and mind
Some concepts I have learn to understand show words in life with those lines which change thinking of mind which will create different impact on mind
Some concepts I have so much understanding and meanings in life which will start to give steps in our thinking from our understanding in our mind
Some concepts I have learning step by step are giving different understanding in life we need to sense them as basic feel from our thinking and mind
Some concepts I start to show world in that style which goes even behind our imagination on every point we sense it on every step from thinking and mind
Some concepts I form those moves which change our life which show new start to our world from inside meaning which will start to give appeals for mind
Some concepts I will create those effect which start to show those understanding which will start to show those touches which will give power to our mind
Some concepts I will start to create method which will give those touches which will show new impact on our thinking at each move of life to our mind
Some concepts I read will form impact on life which will create words that give different effect on mind which will start to give those meanings on mind
Some concepts I start to create those reactions in each mind which will start to give those lines which will start to create those effect on our thinking on mind
Some concepts I read those words which will have some directions on our thinking and directions in life which will give those thoughts that effect on mind
Some concepts I read those directions which will give those touches in life which will form those effect which will began to change those words in mind
Some concepts I have those words which will give those meanings which will give those understanding that change those directions in mind
Some concepts I have those words which will give those understanding that will create concept that change our world at each step in mind
Some concepts I have those meanings which start to give those directions on every step of life we sense them from our thinking and our mind
Some concepts I will see show new world in that style which will give new hope to our thinking and mind we sense them from directions of our mind
Some concepts I will see start to change those steps of life which will show new world from one move to another move from our thinking of our mind
Some concepts I will see began to form those effects which change our world from our mind we need to learn those concepts from inside to give power to mind
Some concepts I will see will change our world at every move of life which will change our thinking and give new start to our feelings in our mind
Some concepts I will see give those spirits which we see as new start on every day of life we sense them on every step with one thought from our mind
Some concepts I will see show world in that way which will give power to our mind we need to learn concepts from inside on every move from our mind
Some concepts I will understand on each move of life which will create those steps which change our mind we sense them from inside of our thinking and mind
Some concepts I will start to create those steps which will give those understanding which start to give our world with those steps which start to give power to our mind
Some concepts I will start to create those meanings which will give those words will give those touches which give new bright colors which will give those directions on mind
Some concepts I will start to give those words which change our thinking will give those powers which can change our mind we sense it from inside in our mind
Some concepts I will began to give those powers which can able to change our thoughts which change our thinking on every step of our future from mind
Some concepts I will start to understand give new touch to our mind we need to sense them as basic way of life since it will have different touches from mind
Some concepts I will start to understand give new start to every step of understanding and meanings in life we need to sense them on every move of mind
Some concepts I will start will manage to show world in that style we need to learn those concepts which change our thinking will show our world with different mind
Some concepts I will show began to give our thinking just new sort of life we need to sense them as basic concept from our soul and new start from our mind
Some concepts I will understand start to show world in different shine we need to sense it on every step with different thoughts that tell us we need to see new shine in mind
Some concepts I will move ahead with those steps which will start to give those touches which will start to give understanding on every point of our mind
Some concepts I will see in them those steps are showing those arrangement which will give those steps on each point which will give power to our mind
Some concepts I will see in that point those routes which will have so many effect on our thinking and on our moves at every step of our mind
Some concepts I will see start to show new thinking which will give new power to our mind we need to sense them as basic stag of our mind
Some concepts I will began to sense from my soul start to give new opening which change our thinking on every point which will give touch to our mind
Some concepts I will see show those touches which have to give my world new sort of light which we desire from our thinking and from our mind
Some concepts I will see show those moves which will give that meaning which will start to create those appeals which we sense from our soul and mind
Some concepts I will see those understanding which will start to give power to our world which will have start to give those steps which will give power to mind
Some concept I will start began to look different I need to sense them with resources of mind I sense them as truth from our thinking and from mind
Some concepts I will show start to give new touch which will have those touches which began to form those steps from our mind which will give new meaning to mind
Some concepts I will show start to create those breathes which change our mind we sense them at different steps of our life which will give power to mind
Some concepts I will show began to create those lines which start to show those steps which change our mind with one thinking from our appeals in mind.

Saturday, December 31, 2016

Adventure story 274. First word

                                                               First word
Trupti started to straight her bed. She was so happy. Her house was small but still she was happy in it. Trupti started counting money she had saved. It was so nice. When Ravi came inside, he hugged her and at same time their daughter Pooja entered. Trupti just pushed him away. Trupti " Pooja baby Papa is home?" Pooja smiled and immediately hugged him. Trupti knew that Pooja need to talk by now. Pooja " Say Papa. Then he will take you in arms." Pooja started crying. Ravi got upset. He took her. Ravi" Don't force her like that." " But she need to talk by now." " Come on. Give her some time." Ravi went in window with Pooja. Trupti was so tense. Pooja was not talking. She tried to convince Ravi about it. But he was not ready to except her fault. Her Mom was already started suggesting that they should take her to Doctor. But Ravi was not ready. She knew that she could consult her pediatrician. But she knew that Ravi was not interested in any thing. She couldn't handle it alone. She went inside room. Ravi managed to put Pooja to sleep. Trupti " Ravi we need a Doctor." " For whom? Are you sick?" " Stop it Ravi. We all know what is happening? We all know that Pooja need a Doctor.." " Shh!! She need to sleep now." " And you need to understand that she needed a Doctor." " Why?" " She just didn't want to repeat it all again but she sensed that she had to. Trupti " Since she is not talking." " Come on. Give her some time. She would start talking slowly step by step. You are getting too much impatient. Why don't you understand? Our daughter need some time to  grasp things. Some kids managed to grasp easily while some kids need some time. You need to understand our daughter is little bit slow. But don't feel that she is useless. She would improve slowly. We need to give her some time. She needed time for us and as parents we need to sense," " But what is harm in going to Doctor?" Ravi looked at her with anger. Ravi " Fine. Do as you wish but just remember one thing? Our daughter is just fine. If you want to visit doctor to confirm it then go to Doctor." Then Ravi slept on bed. Trupti slept beside him. She knew that she was upsetting Ravi. But she had to visit Doctor now. She was sure that her daughter need one nice Doctor. She decided that she would call child specialist next day. In morning she started working. She didn't mentioned it to Ravi. But she took Pooja to Doctor. Doctor checked her. Doctor " I feel something is wrong with your daughter's vocal cord." " You mean. She could speak?" " I can't tell that. But she is big now. She was not saying anything. It was strange. " " But she made noises." " I know but she needed to say words too. Don't you feel it?" Trupti looked at Pooja. She was not interested in all. Trupti took every thing. She decided that she must speak with Ravi. She was so scared. She wanted to share this with Ravi. After all it was their sorrow, if something worst turn out to be truth, they need to face it together. She was so confused by every thing. She never thought that it could be that worst. She wanted to cry but she knew that she couldn't before her daughter. She didn't want Pooja to sense it. She just kept pretending. But she slowly called her Mom. She needed some one. Her Mom decided to stay with her for one day. Her house was small but she needed her Mom so her Mom decided that she would adjust with this. They both started deciding regarding Doctor's next appointment. They wanted to search for cure. Her Mom convinced her that every thing was not so hopeless. Even if Pooja couldn't able to talk still she could live normal life, her Mom started to make her ready for worst news since her Mom sensed worst. Pooja was not talking and it was not good at all.
   When Pooja was playing in corner, Trupti told her Mom to stay with her. She slowly called Ravi. As soon as she heard voice of Ravi, she started crying. Ravi was scared. Ravi " Calm down. Just tell me what happened? I just don't understand a word." She could hear fear clearly in Ravi's voice. She had to calm down. Trupti slowly controlled her. Trupti " Today I take Pooja to Doctor.." " Now why did you do that? I told you she didn't need Doctor. But you just never listen to me. You just always keep doing what you like. This is so wrong. That Doctor was not right one. My friend was telling he just kept claiming bigger diseases and then took too much money from parents to cure them. Actually kids were just fine." " My god why don't you tell me before? I was so tense." Trupti started smiling happily. Trupti " Now we just need to find a new doctor who help us." " Why did we need Doctor?" "But she is not talking?" " Just give her some time. She will talk." " Come on. She need some time just give it to her. She started to learn things step by step. Some kids are fast and some are slow. Just give her some time." Ravi said it with such confidence that Trupti managed to feel happiness in her soul. She was convinced that her daughter was not sick. She was perfect. She went back to Mom and told every thing to her. But her Mom looked unconvinced. " Trupti look at Pooja. She is growing up. She need to talk now. Don't you want to get admission in school for her?" " I am going tomorrow." " Good then see what that teacher tell to you. I am sure that she will tell same thing. Pooja needed a Doctor." " Stop it Mom. Ravi is her father. Why did he lie?" " I don't know but he is not ready to take her to Doctor. I don't believe that nonsense about Pooja's Doctor. I know him for years. He never had any type of such complaint in past." " Mom people change every day. He might changed. He might had become greedy." " But Pooja is not talking that is one big fact." " No. You are over reacting and it will going to harm me. That is big fact. Stop convincing me that my daughter is sick. She is just fine. She need just more time. Many kids talk little late." " Little late?" Trupti was so angry now. She began to feel her life was fine and her Mom brought this poison in it. She wanted to be happy again. But she felt so happy when she looked at her one room flat. Her house before marriage was big one but it never had happiness inside. Her father always kept bossing and screaming on every one. Ravi never did that. He just wanted one thing that she must not keep calling their daughter sick. Trupti in her heart wanted to believe that she was fine. She began to feel. Her Mom might be jealous about this. Trupti " Mom I am staying happily with my family. I don't want you to disturb my life by calling Pooja sick. It will hurt every one." Her Mom looked ashamed. She immediately apologized. " I accept. I might be getting overprotective. It happens when something happen different with your grand child. Just ignore it." Then her Mom went back to Pooja. She started teaching her once again to speak. Pooja just kept creating noises. But she just didn't making proper words out of it. Trupti sensed doubt once again. But then she remembered assurance of Ravi. She decided that she might try again. She decided that she could easily wait for few days. Trupti was totally relaxed when Ravi came. She just told Ravi not to mention her mistake. He gave her big smile which told her that she was forgiven. She was so happy in that house. She could see every thing while working in kitchen. She felt so happy. Every one was so shocked when she decided to marry Ravi who was poor. But no one could sense his nice nature. Even today he was so positive. She sometimes wished. She was like him. She was still scared somewhere regarding talking of her daughter. But then she smiled again. She must not keep thinking that way. Pooja might call her tomorrow and this nightmare would be over. She just kept praying to god. She just wanted Pooja to speak at least one word. Then she took out their dinner and came out smiling. She didn't want any one to see her tension because she knew one thing that Ravi was right and she was getting tense without reason so she just kept smiling and enjoying every thing. She decided that she must change her attitude. She must stop her negative thinking. But her fear was still alive somewhere in her soul.
   Trupti started kept waiting with hope that Pooja might speak. She started to teach her basic things. Pooja kept nodding and pointing. One thing was clear. Pooja understood every thing. Pooja even tried to speak but she couldn't able to do that. Trupti was sensing one thing that something was totally wrong with her daughter. She wanted to believe Ravi but slowly her faith began to reduce. She began to understand Pooja was not taking her time to learn speaking. Pooja just couldn't able to talk. One day without Ravi's consent she took appointment of Doctor. She didn't want to show her Mom that she didn't trust Ravi so she decided to avoid her. She sensed that it was all wrong. She wanted to understand every thing. She needed to understand those things which would have effect on her life. Pooja was not appearing normal. Trupti was so tense about it. She decided that she would manage it alone. She didn't want to wait any more. She knew that she needed to take her for admission in school. That teacher also expected her to talk. Doctor gave her appointment. She was tense. She just didn't able to do her work with relaxation. She just kept looking at watch. Finally time came when she could go to Doctor. She took Pooja in arms and she took Taxi. She told address to Driver but he didn't know it properly so she kept searching. She was tense and it was turning out in worst way. They needed to move in many ways. Finally when she reached to Hospital, she took breathe of relief. She started to going up. She was so tense. Pooja was sitting in her arms. Pooja was smiling. Pooja could sense that some thing was wrong. Pooja was watching her face carefully. Trupti could sense that she wanted to ask some questions. Trupti " Nothing sweet heart. Mom is just fine." Pooja smiled. Then Pooja started looking around. She hugged Trupti. Pooja always hated hospital. When they went inside, there was big line before them. She started to arrange things to entertain Pooja. She took her puzzles and her dolls. But Pooja was not ready to play. She started crying. She wanted to go out of that room. Even Trupti wanted to go away from there. But Trupti knew that it was not going to help. She needed Doctor's examination of Pooja. She waited. She kept going out and then coming inside. Finally her number was called. She went inside. She told every thing to Doctor. Doctor took her daughter to check up. He checked her carefully. He started telling her every thing in medical language. Trupti " Please tell me in simple words. When my daughter would able to talk?" " She couldn't able to talk. Her vocal cord is damaged. It must be defect from birth. It may happen in some cases." " But you must have some treatment." " We might try to operate her. But it will risk for her. Try to understand. We might just manage to damage her vocal cords more. Personally I think let her live this way." " What? Are you telling me that my daughter would never speak?" " Will you relax? You have to accept truth." " It can't be true. I will go to some one else." "Sure. But Doctor will say same thing. Try to understand send her school which teach her how to handle her life. She is Dumb send her to school which teach such children." Trupti started crying. Pooja also started crying. Doctor " You are upsetting her too. Try to understand. Any way what you want to do will depend on your thinking? But in my view send her to proper school. Many dumb people live normal life by learning language of hands." Trupti just stood up. She decided that she needed to talk to Ravi now. She must meet some one whom Ravi could trust. She wanted this to do as soon as possible. She decided that she must talk with Ravi. She decided that she would wait for him in house. She didn't want to discuss this on phone. She wanted to talk face to face with Ravi. She went in home but she needed to share it with some one. She called her Mom. She started telling her every thing. She was even crying. Her Mom told her that she was coming there. Trupti just waited for her Mom impatiently. That day when her Mom came, she cried in her arms as soon as Pooja went to sleep due to exertion of going to Doctor. She knew that she needed to take it out. She had to become strong for Pooja. Since she knew that Pooja needed her lot more in her life to stand on her legs. She knew that Pooja's life was not going so very as she hoped. She needed to stand strongly like pole for Pooja in life. She decided that it was her only chance to cry so she kept crying.
   When Ravi came home, Trupti told her Mom to take Pooja out she knew that it was not easy for her to explain this to Ravi. He was not just ready to except it. Ravi sensed something was wrong. Trupti" I have to take Pooja today to Doctor." " Why? She was sick?" " No Ravi!! She is not talking." " Give her sometime..." " Ravi stop living in dream. Doctor told me that she would never able to talk." " You must have taken her to some wrong Doctor!!" " Fine then tell me Doctor of your choice. We will go to that Doctor." Ravi started screaming on her " Shut up. My daughter is not dumb. Do you hear me? In fact I feel there is some problem with your ears. Why don't you hear me. I am telling you again and again. Just understand me. Pooja is just fine." " But Doctor checked her and told me." " Stop.. Stop repeating it. I am trying to tell you again and again that Doctor is lying." " Okay. Let's go to some other Doctor." " Fine. I call my friend. His brother's brother-in-law is Doctor." Trupti nodded happily. Trupti" I just want to hear that I am wrong from some Doctor." Ravi smiled " Don't worry. This Doctor will do that. Who knows Pooja might talk before going to Doctor. Kids do such thing." Trupti started laughing by this hope. " I know I am over reacting." " No..No..It is not your fault it is fault of those money minded Doctors. Every one believe in Doctor." Trupti was so happy. She went out. She ran to her Mom. She told every thing to her. Her Mom " You are saying this Doctor was also lying." " Yes Mom." Her Mom looked confused. " It is too much. I just don't understand why did we are going to wrong Doctor?" " Because I went to next Doctor suggested by first one. It is very simple. I just don't understand I am falling for trap. Why else he didn't find any treatment for Pooja? Doctor normally find them." Her Mom looked convinced as well as confused. Her Mom " So we need another Doctor." Pooja started to show her anger. She didn't want Doctor so she understood her sentence but she couldn't speak so she was just creating noises. Trupti watched her. Once again Trupti felt so confused. Trupti didn't understand what was truth. But then she once again started to convince herself that her daughter was fine. But this time she didn't seem so much convinced. She felt as if she was lying to herself. Trupti " I just want to see that Doctor as soon as possible." Her Mom nodded. Then they kept Pooja with Ravi. They started cooking when suddenly Ravi screamed " Pooja talked." They both came out running. Ravi was dancing with Pooja. Pooja was also laughing. Trupti " What was her first word?" Ravi " Ganesha" Her Mom " What?" Ravi started laughing more." I was joking. What else it should? It was Mom. Every child say that first word." Trupti went to Pooja took her in arms. " Baby talk again. Talk again." Pooja kept making noises. But she couldn't able to speak. Trupti was confused. Her Mom " Sometimes kids just say first word then stop. She could speak again. Just relax." Trupti nodded. Trupti was so happy. But from that day Trupti started to waiting for further progress in Pooja. But she never heard any word from her mouth. But Ravi kept telling her that his daughter talked this word then that word. Soon Trupti began to doubt truth behind it. Finally one day she decided that it was enough. She stood before Ravi and told him to show her when Pooja began to talk. Ravi laughed. Then Ravi started telling her that Pooja was talking words. But Trupti couldn't hear them. She could feel that Ravi was clearly hearing them but Pooja was not speaking. Trupti " Ravi she is not speaking." " Are you mad? Can't you hear her?" Ravi kept telling her those words which Trupti couldn't hear. Trupti sensed for first time. Pooja was not only person who had problem in their house. Ravi had bigger problem than his daughter. Trupti ran in kitchen and started crying slowly. She knew that now she had to handle it all alone. Her husband needed her help as much as her daughter. It was worst. But she knew that she had to go through it.
  Next day as soon as Ravi went in office, Trupti immediately called her Mom. Trupti " Mom something was wrong with Ravi." " What? Is he sick? What happened?" " Mom he is hearing Pooja's voices, when she is not talking at all. He kept telling me that she was saying this and that. But Pooja didn't talk." Her Mom didn't say anything for sometime. Her Mom " I think we might take Pooja to some Doctor?" " Ohh my god. So you feel I am imagining things." " No..No..we just need to confirm before we start to tell Ravi that something was wrong with him." Trupti sensed that she was screaming on Mom without need. Her Mom was right. They needed to handle Pooja's issue first. Then they consulted another Doctor and decided to take Pooja in Hospital. It was worst day for Trupti. But she decided that she must did it. She even called Ravi. Trupti " I am taking Pooja to hospital."" Why? She talked today.." " Stop it. She never talked and she couldn't talk. If you don't believe me, come to hospital and ask Doctor." Then she just disconnected call. Then she messaged him the address. She went in room. She took Pooja in arms. Then she immediately called her Mom. They took auto and went to hospital. They sat there. Luckily there was not big line. After two..three patients their number came. They went inside. Doctor started checking her when Ravi rushed in to room. Ravi " Why did you bring her here? Doctor Pooja can talk?" Doctor looked at him with confused expression. " If this girl is Pooja, then let me tell you one thing. She can never able to talk since her vocal cords are damaged." " And you see it just by eyes." " No. I can say it by experience. But I will also show you reports. If you are interested I can prove it to you. We need to do some tests on her." " But can't you hear her voice? She is talking." Doctor looked at Ravi with shock. Doctor suggested Ravi to take seat. Doctor " For how long you can able to hear her voice?" Ravi " For a week." Trupti started crying. Doctor " I suggest you to meet this psychiatrist. He is just on fifth floor." " But we all hear her voice." Ravi started looking around for support. Ravi was so confused when no one nodded. Ravi " No one can hear it?" Trupti " No. We can't since she is not talking. You are imagining it." Ravi was so shocked. He just sat in chair. Then he suddenly screamed when Pooja just opened her mouth and pointed to her. He started claiming that Pooja was calling him. She was so irritated. Trupti just screamed on him" Stop it. Accept it that your daughter can't talk." Trupti started screaming so loudly that Pooja started crying. Ravi also got angry. He started screaming " She talk..do you hear me? My daughter can talk." He ran towards Pooja start shaking her. " Honey talk." It was worst. Doctor took hold of Pooja and screamed on Ravi "Stop it. You are hurting her." Ravi suddenly sat on chair and started crying. Ravi " I can hear her voice." Doctor " Since you are not sound in mind. You are too much disturbed." " But such thing never happen to me. I have seen so many ups and downs in life." " Sometimes it happen even to strong man. Specially in case of daughter. Just visit to this Doctor." Trupti " But what happen to him?" " I can tell surely. But he is hallucinating due to trauma regarding his daughter. Just got to other floor. I am sure. He will give you an appointment. If I request him." Ravi nodded. Ravi " I will go there. Trupti you must stay with Pooja." Trupti was nervous but she nodded. But Doctor said " Her tests are over. You can take her." Then they went there. They once more sat in line. Finally they went inside. Ravi told every thing. Psychiatrist " Post traumatic symptoms this is happening due to stress of your daughter's health. " Then Psychiatrist started convincing him that he had to become strong." Trupti was hearing it all. She sensed that it was helping her as much as it was helping Ravi. She sensed one thing. She had to become strong since she had to accept Pooja couldn't talk but still Pooja could enjoy nice life. Psychiatrist was creating that dream before them with suggestions. He was telling good life was still possible for them. Trupti smiled. But she saw that Ravi was still not accepting it. Then she thought Psychiatrist would do that job. They were lucky that they had at least money for all this. She thanked god for giving them at least resource for getting over this trouble since psychiatrist told them that they need to appreciate what they got instead of complaining about what they didn't manage to get.
                                                               The End

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