Poem 2232. Sweetness in life

                                                           Sweetness in life

Sweet feel will enter in life after all those sweetness will touch after some point we have to understand

That sweet touch is basic thinking which will start to take us ahead on every point that sweet touch will

Have one feel from inside that sweet will open new door of life those touch which will show our world

On every point that sweet feel will form effect on our mind since those sweet thinking will have so much

Positive effect on our mind when sweetness will open new world for us we just can’t understand that

Sweetness will show that feel from inside which will enter in our world and show that sort of appeal which

Will show new start on every point sweet feel is that thought which we keep searching on every point

We just desire one thing that sweetness is necessary for our whole life when we start searching for pleasure

Always sweet feel will seem so nice we have to understand sweet feel as basic thought of our mind when

Sweet sort of feel will enter we just have one thinking from inside that sweet feel will introduce in our world

Just new fact on every point those sweetness is desire of our every dream but we can’t just expect our life

To be so much sweet on every point of life I just have one feel that sweet feel will enter and create new

Sort of understanding on every section of life that sweet sort of look will show those positive feel from

Inside of mind those sweet understanding will show those meaning which are showing those appeal to our mind

When those sweet look which are showing those wonderful appeal which are showing that understanding to mind

When we start to understand that sweet start will show world that start on every point which will show

This world wonderful touch to our life when we will start to move ahead on just every point that sweet

Sort of touch will not show new understanding on every moment and point when that sort of touch which

Will have have effect on mind we need to understand those facts of our life when we will start to move

Ahead on just every point that thought of sweet feel will just create special feel in life we just needed

To understand that feel on every point we just need to understand those feelings from inside which will

Show this world in one way which will give our world one wonderful shine those desire which we have

In our mind never seem to please us until we don’t understand what we want from inside we just needed

To move ahead with one hope from mind that world will look great when we will understand world from

Our thinking and our mind when we will start to understand those feelings in life we just have to understand

Their power from our mind when world will touch us we have to understand those desires of life and most

Important desire of life is that we want to feel pleasure in our mind when world will show those effect

We just want to understand them as basic of life we just have one thinking that we must find what is right

When we start to move ahead on just each point we have those thinking which are showing those feel

That are showing impact on mind we just desire sweetness from inside which are showing those appeal

Which are showing new world on every point we just want those sweetness to remain golden on just each

And every point we want that sweetness to become truth of life we just start to understand sweetness is

Our need on every point we desire that pure feel but while desiring it we start to think too much about it

In our life and then slowly that sweetness just went out of life we are no longer true caring for that sweetness

We just are too busy in storing it in life when we start to understand that sweetness from we need to just

Understand importance of sweet feel will help us in life what we want is just one thinking from inside

We want that sweetness as a truth of our life we just want that truth from inside but that sweetness is that

Pure thought which we desire from inside that sweetness will start to go away since we want to just store

That sweetness in life we have one desire from inside that is sweetness is to enjoy but we just store it on

Each and every point we want that sweetness but we are managing to destroy it by desire of storing it in life

When sweetness will began to have worst effect on life we just began to feel one thought from inside

That sweet feel matter more on every point since that other feelings will have so much effect on mind

Since sweet feel will needed to enjoy on every point we need to understand that sweetness from inside

But when we start to store that sweetness we just feel one thought from mind that sweetness is always

To enjoy in life but that other feelings will not matter that much on any point since that sweetness is never

For storing in life it is for giving us happiness and that is desire of mind when we feel that sweetness we just

Want to store it inside life when we want sweetness then on every point but that doesn’t mean we can

Just forget to enjoy and store it in life since it will become worst on every point of life we just never understand

Those sweetness from our mind until we don’t enjoy that sweetness from inside those sort of sweetness

Will start to from new feel in our mind when we learn to enjoy sweetness in life we have to understand

Those effect which are having impact on our mind we need to enjoy sweetness not store it since that is need of sweetness or it will leave us behind and just went ahead.

Poem 2231. Changes in life

                                                           Changes in life

Weather will change on every point life will also change same way on every point but in same weather

We can be prepared by using proper things to protect us in life we need to understand when changes will

Happen in our life we have to understand those facts from inside then changes will start on each point of life

When we start to understand thought from mind but thoughts are showing new understanding from inside

We have to mind it will help to understand changes in world not any thing from outside when changes will

Show world in different style we just sense one thing from inside mind it will show those factors which will

Touch our mind we have to understand weather will change is nothing but effect from our side but when

Something change from inside it is due to change of surrounding it will going to effect our mind when

Our life will show those appeals which are changing our mind we need to understand weather will have

Just effect from outside what changes will manage to show world in different style they seem to tell us just

One thing from mind that we need to understand changes of world on every point of life which will show

New light in life we need to understand those lights on every point we just sense one thing from inside

That those weathers are just outside factor so we can fight them with thinking from outside but what

Really happen in our heart will be happened due to changes in life since life will changes with it changes

Are happening inside life when we will start to move ahead positive thoughts will enter in life when we will

Fall in trap of change we have to understand that trap on that point unless we don’t understand it we just

Can’t understand those changes in life which will show in different way our life since those people are

Imagining world in new way we need to understand those facts on every point which are telling our world

New thinking and for adjusting with that thinking we need to adjust with many thoughts of life those sort

Of thoughts which are touching our mind seem to tell our world one need of change is not required from

Inside of mind when we will move ahead with each moment we start to show world with one understanding

Of mind that world will show us one fact which will show different sort of changes are required in life

So those world are showing new changes will needed to start to understand those effect on mind but

Those feel will show world will look so much nice when we will start to move ahead on every point since

World will look so much great due to changes which will have so much effect in life since at every change

We needed to adjust it with mind when life will show those changes by use of mind which are needed

From inside on every point we have to understand those facts of life which will just kept telling us one

Thought from inside mind will show new feel to our world which will give happiness and need from inside

But when we start to accept changes from inside we just never understand that thought from our mind

At every point we desire one thought from our mind since those thoughts are showing those understanding

To our mind when we will start to move ahead we have just one desire which will show world in totally

New way and style when life will show those feel which are giving our world wonderful shine we just desire

One thought from inside those different thinking will show those feel which are giving our thinking from

Our mind when mind will see changes in world which are having effect on mind when world will going

To need on every point just one fact will remain alive that we need to accept changes with just our mind

No protection can protect us like weather which will touch us from one point to another point when life

Will start to show us different style we just feel one thought from inside many lines are showing many

Sort of feelings from inside those weather can’t harm us when we use those things which will protect us

On every point we need to understand those things which will cheer up us on every point of our life when

We will start to use mind which will show that wonderful feel and enchanting thinking on each point so those

Things which are needed on every point from our mind since those sort of touch which are having effect

On our mind should be able to protect us from wrong things in life weather can have worst effect on our mind

When those impact on weather will change our world on each point we have to form those effect which

Are showing those understanding in our mind when we will start to form those reaction in life when we

Will start to move ahead our future will look good only when we will turn in right way in our life we just

Have one thinking from our thoughts from inside we have to understand that mind will rule our world

On each point when world will show those understanding which are having so much appeal to our mind

Since mind will have so much power that will show those power to move ahead in life those appeals which
Are showing our world wonderful needed to handled with peaceful mind we have to understand those

Sort of thinking from inside of mind at every moment we just need to understand every sections of life

We just have one desire that at each step we need to move ahead with one thought that we need to find light.

Poem 2230. Emotions which hurt

                                                            Emotions which hurt

Hurting emotions is sometimes one thing that happen on every point of our life since those emotions

Are just never intended to hurt anyone but sometimes it happen in life unknowingly we manage to just

Hurt other people from inside since on each and every point of life we need to understand our thinking

Of our mind that we want every thing to become just right but while trying it in life we just manage to hurt

Our thinking and our mind when we will start to move with one thought from mind that we need to just

Understand hurting is never going to help us in life but we want to understand just good feel from each

Moment and point inside which there are lot of emotions are hidden on every point of life we have to just

Understand those emotions from inside which are killing us from mind which are just telling us on every

Moment and point that emotions are needed to be understood from our mind when we will start to understand

Those emotions with good from inside when we will start to understand emotions which are giving our life

One thought from inside since those emotions are showing world wonderful touch on every point we just

Need to understand emotions from inside so those sort of thinking which we have in emotions of mind

But those emotions are having so much feel from inside do those feelings are showing wonderful touch

From inside life when those emotions are showing those understanding which are shining on every point

When emotions which are showing so wonderful effect on our life after all those emotions are showing

Those feelings which are showing that wonderful things which are having that are showing so beautiful sort

Of touch which are having those nice feel from inside we just start to show that wonderful touch in our life

We start to understand those emotions which are having so much appeal on mind we need to understand

Those emotions from mind since those emotions are having so much effect on mind so those emotions

Are showing world in different feel but we never understand those emotions are touching us in life we just

Want to understand those feel from inside those emotions are showing those hurt feelings from inside

But we just never sense since we are in our emotional drive we want to understand those emotions which

Are forming powerful touch on our life we have to understand those thinking which are showing those

Feel from inside when emotions are showing world in wrong way in life so those sort of feel which are
Showing those feel from inside since emotions are having so powerful effect  since at every feel we

Just have to understand our mind which will tell us we need to understand those emotions from inside

At each point when we will start to understand emotions which are having so much feel from mind but

Then those feel which are full of emotions that are creating feel from mind since those emotions are showing

New understanding on every point we want to understand those thoughts which are showing our mind

In new style in our life when we will start to understand those emotions that are showing those touch

Which will have so much understanding on every point since those feelings which are having so much

Emotional effect on mind when we will start emotions which are having so much effect on mind since

Those feel are having effect on mind emotions are having impact on our mind then those emotions are

Showing which are having so much understanding so much impact on mind but then those emotions are

Having impact on mind but then emotions will hurt others mind since those emotions are showing those

Understanding from inside emotions are sometimes negative in life since emotions are showing so much

Positive feel from inside since those effect on life it will have so much impact on mind then negative effect

On our life then those two types of emotions are showing world in life but it is not just about feelings

Sometimes even when we say something that will hurt others will have some effect on mind when we will

Start negative thought from inside of other mind will have so much effect on our mind when we will start

To understand one thinking from inside negative feel will start to show our world with different thinking

From inside when others start to hurt by our talking in life we have to understand those emotions are

Not something which can be easily understood in life we have to think again and again on every point

What we are doing on every time to get things in right way in life but when negative feel will show those

Effect on our mind we have to understand those thinking will have effect on mind but then those emotions

Which are negative feel will start to move us behind those negative feeling will start from other feelings

Which are having so much emotions from inside we have to understand those negative feel which will

Just lead to lot of troubles in life when we will start to sense those negative feel but we never sense it that

Can be our mistake at beginning in life but we need to understand that mistake after some time and have

To correct our ways in life when we want to move ahead we need to understand important fact of life

That we need to understand those emotions which are turning in totally wrong way in life so we need

To move back in right way and stop others from hurting by changing our ways of life then only we can say that is mistake in life.

Poem 2229. Uses of words

                                                           Uses of words

Those words which once use to give meaning to our life sometimes just began to seem nothing but useless

Thing when they are said by wrong person in life words may have meanings but when they are said without

Much motivation inside our life we just feel one thing they are nothing but useless noise words will show

New world on every point when we will understand meaning hidden inside them at each point words will

Show world in new way and in new style we have to understand world are having so much feeling hidden

Inside thoughts on every point when word will form effect we need to understand those words in life

When we start to remember word on every step we just decide it will start to give light to our life when

We will began to sense new thing we have to understand words have to be said at least with meaning

From our mind but after some point words seem as if something which will no longer appeal to our thinking

And our life when we will start to move ahead we have to understand those thoughts from inside which

Are always telling our words need of each moment to give our world shine those meanings are just those

Asset of life which will have effect on our world and understanding on every point we have to search for

That way which will give our world shine we just desire one thing we need to understand world on just

Every moment and point when life will start to show different colours we just desire that life from inside

On every section of our mind we need to understand new thought from inside which tell us on each point

Just one thinking from our life that words will have meaning when they are said from people who are

Having some thought of applying them in life sometimes it may take some days and it may take some time

But still words needed to have hidden meaning inside we have to understand just one thing words are

Just forming effect on our mind we have to understand them on each thought of life when we start to just

Move ahead we have to think what we want from our mind when life will show new effect on our mind

Words will show those meaning from inside when we will start to move ahead with meaning which are

Just creating effect on our life we want to understand those feelings which are forming new world with

Our meaning in life when we will start to understand those meaning they are just creating so much impact

On our mind that we are not moving ahead with one hope that we need to understand meaning from

Inside of mind when life will start to move with one thinking from inside we need to understand those

Thoughts of mind which are showing words with wonderful understanding of life we need to just judge

Our words not by their meaning or not by their success but by one thought that we need to move with

One thought that there must be some meaning inside words on every point when words will start just

Forming effect on our mind we need to just understand them as basic thought of our mind when those

Understanding will have so much effect on our mind we need to understand them at each point since

Those words are having meaning which are hurting our thinking from inside we just feel one thing that

Words are having new understanding for our world and for our life when words will create meaning in our

Thinking and in world we have to understand those effects on our mind when those words are with some

Meaning we need to use them as basic need from inside those words are having so much feel inside that

On every point sometimes they may turn truth and sometimes they can’t become truth that is fact of life

But it hurt most when those words are showing meaning and people are using them but they never meant

To turn those words into truth on any point when we move ahead those meanings which are hidden inside

Our world are showing new feel from our mind we have to understand those concepts which are having

So much feelings hidden inside words are creating new feel to our mind but somewhere in heart those

Words are never said by them to turn truth will look like basic sin of life since those appeals are showing

New understanding which will have reaction on every point since those understanding will show world

In different point inside words there will be meaning from every angle of life when we start to move ahead

We have to just understand meaning of those words which are showing new view to our mind when we will
Start to move ahead those meaning will change understanding of life when meaning will create so much

Impact and effect on mind when we start to move ahead on each point words will show those meaning

Only when people will start to understand those facts from mind we have to just understand on every point

Words are having double meaning on every point since some are said to have effect on life when we will

Start to move ahead at each point words are having so much hidden meaning but only act will tell them

Inside life when we will start to understand those meaning which will have power from inside when we will

Start to understand those concepts of life words are showing those meaning which are having hidden

Thinking on every point since those words are creating so much power to our thinking and inside our life.

Poem 2228. Lines without meaning

                                                           Lines without meaning

How much I miss you is one line which we just repeat without thinking at any time it will

Touch us on every point are mostly different in our life but we just say those words to please others mind

But then comes next question which touch us from inside those much even that other person will touch

Our mind we need to understand those facts from our mind or that word has become just our tradition

In our life we just never understand how will that word never touch us on any point we just want to understand

That word from inside since those words are having different meanings which are touching our mind are on

Many moments are on many points those words are having nothing but just something which we say

To please others in life but question is that who are those others in this life when both parties know just

One thought from inside no one is interested in that line but still we are saying them to please invisible people

Around us on every time or may our manner force us to say them on every point but sometimes I just

Feel only if we don’t need to say those lines how clear will be our future and our life those lines are just

Touching our world on each and every point of our life we have those words which will have so many

Types of meaning which are appealing to our mind we have to understand those thoughts which are touching

Our thinking on every point since those thinking never have any meaning inside but we just kept saying

That thinking from inside that words will have so many types of thoughts hidden on every point we have

To understand those thoughts are creating so much effect on our mind at each point but it will start to show

New understanding for our mind since those thoughts are showing new world only if they have those

Meaning which are hidden inside but sometimes they are without meaning but still they are so important

In our life on each and every point of life when we will start to move ahead at each point inside our life

And just say those words which are having nothing important but just bubbles that are going to burst

After some point but still we say those words just for some time which are forming those effect on life

Even when we say them to waste our time but still they are cutting our mind since somewhere in our heart

On some point they are truth of our life but when we start to move ahead after some point they will start

To show just nothing but just empty bubbles in life those promises seem like one hope that have vanish

From our life for long time those hopes are creating those appeal which are showing words are long gone

Still world will show those understanding which will have worst impact on our mind since those words

Are showing just hurt part of heart which are having so much appeal which are showing world in same

Sort of style while those feelings are far behind on every point since those feelings are long gone  of our life

We just never sense when they went away from life but still on every point of life we just have one thinking

From inside we need to pretend to world same thing on every point of mind but sometimes I think it is just

Taking world to that point where we can’t sense truth of life why do we need to pretend in our life so those

Feel will always needed in life just to pretend and it use to hurt me on many times then I just look around

Then I see happiness on those faces and pleasant feel for my mind since those faces are showing those

Hopes of remaining those things same way in life I just feel that may be I am not wasting my time I am not

Saying it for myself but for other people inside my life since those people who are looking with hope for

Same thing on every point I just feel one thing what is use of disappoint them in life why hurt someone

When it will not harm to pretend in life but somewhere in heart I know truth will win after some point

Inside life those movements are showing those effect on mind which will create positive feel on every point

When those feelings will give fresh feel and happiness in our life since those thoughts are having so much

Feel from inside those effect on mind which are having just one thinking from inside that we need to give

Pleasure even if it is for short time so acting sweetly to please someone will not hurt us in life since those

Lines are creating positive effect on mind those lines are showing just good effect on mind but those feel

Will show those meaning from inside just one thought from inside saying good lines as per decided on every

Moment and time will not hurt us since they are expected by all in life but when it comes acting same way

We just can’t act in same way in life since those feel are that part of our life which will have different meaning

When words are said but when we act it will mean to spend our life in just one thought that it will give

Just happiness to our mind since those sort of feel which are touching our mind seem to show our world

In totally different style we need to understand on sometimes what we are doing but we are doing just

One thing pretending whole time but sadly it will become necessary in life when we will start to move

Ahead with one thought from inside those thinking will have impact on future at every point it will seem

As if something which is creating effect on future at each point we have to understand every stand of life

We need to understand words which are showing those effect which are necessary for our future and our life.

Poem 2227. Experience

                                                                Experience  

Some thoughts which are showing world in new style since thinking will show with power from inside

Those sort of educations are needed on every point since that education will have power inside but we just

Need to understand those knowledge that are showing with those sort of power which will show new

Feel on every point since that effect will show future that point where thought will show new start on just

Each and every section since knowledge will show those world which will have so much effect on our life

Since those knowledge will show that interesting effect on life when education will have that impact on life

After all those education that will show that wonderful impact on mind when education will show that

Feel which will have so much power of knowledge will have so many effect on mind since those knowledge

Will have that power which will show world in totally different style we need to understand those sort

Of meaning which are forming that are creating those power which will show those wonderful effect on life

When we will start to show those power which are so important on every point of life we have to just

Understand those facts which are creating so much reaction in life since those education which will show

Appeal which will show those understanding that are created by education on every point when we will

Start to understand education which are forming that thought from inside at each point since those sort

Of understanding which are having effect on mind since those education will show those feel from inside

But then that education is not based with every thinking that will show those appeal which will show those

Sort of understanding in life that is imagination which will show fantastic appeal in our world on every point

Since education will open new start to our mind which will have that impact which will touch our life we just

Feel one thinking that are creating that feel from inside since education will show those sort of light on

Just every effect on every point since those light will show those appeal to our mind that education are

Just showing that power which will show those understanding since those education are showing that

Sort of feel from inside which seem to show world in totally different style we want to understand those

Sort of appeal which will touch our mind we need to understand those thoughts which are having one

Sort of feel from inside that education will show that power which are having so much understanding from

Our thinking and mind since those appeal are showing world in different style when we will start to understand

Those appeal which will show those wonderful feel from mind since those understanding will have so much

Enchanting and wonderful impact on our mind when we start it from learning in life but not in just thought

From inside that learning is necessary on every point inside life at each section of life we need to understand

Those thinking will show that future from inside when those thinking are having so much understanding in life

Since those thinking are shown that light but it will created appeal that will show those understanding in life

Since those thinking which are having power that are showing those meaning are creating so much impact

But it is not always based on education of books but with it experience is also required in life but then

After sometimes then those sort of understanding which are showing world in different way at every point

We need education first but then comes number of experience in life we need to understand those sort

Of feel which are showing those effect on our life when those meaning which are having so much impact

On mind but we just never understand those feel which are showing those effect on mind but then those

Things are creating which are having so much new sort of feel from inside after all inside mind will have

So much impact on our life when we will start to move ahead those effect will form those sort of impact

On our life when experience will form effect before that experience we need books on every point when

We will start to understand those effect on our mind we need to move ahead experience will have so much

Appeal to our mind since those books are showing right way they are basic in life but experience will come next

But just never judge someone low since they don’t have it in life since experience is one thing that will

Come after time we need to understand that experience on every moment and point when we will start

To move ahead with our thoughts that are having so much appeal to our life when those experience will

Have effect on our life since those experience will show those effect that will show world in new style

When we will start to understand those feel from inside which will appeal to our understanding in our mind

When we start to move ahead on each and every point we feel that need of experience which will show

Those appeal to our mind when those experience will take them ahead on each moment and point we need

To understand thinking as basic need of our life when we will start to move ahead those experience will

Have power that are showing new sort of light we need to get it at every step but never feel other is less

Since that one don’t have experience in life step by step that one will get experience  may move ahead

But if you say wrong words then they will never come back to you and they will just hurt you on each and every point.

Adventure story 199. Diamond ring

                                                                   Diamond ring
Reena was preparing herself for party. She was dressing herself in new clothes. She was getting ready for party. She was so happy to go out. She began to prepare herself. She took out ornaments from boxes. She was working so hard to choose one. She started deciding it. She wanted to look perfect. She was going out first time after accident. No..No.. second time she just seemed lost track of time. That accident was really horrible. She remembered little bit about it. She started thinking but then she just felt so lost. She just felt so sad. She just didn't remember who was with her. Now a days she seemed to lost track of time. She started looking in mirror. She was looking so beautiful. She was sure that Shashi would love her look. She started applying perfume when she felt touch of a hand on her shoulder. She turned around. Shashi was standing behind in his night gown. She was confused. She was not supposed to get ready for party? She looked around. It was just night. She had woke up too early. Shashi " why are you getting ready at this time?" She smiled. " I didn't able to sleep so I just decided to try dress." Shashi looked little frustrated and tense. " I just don't understand. Why are you acting like that?" She just smiled. "What's wrong? I was just trying my dress." " With perfume? " " Come on you are creating scene out of nothing. Let's go to sleep." She just went to sleep on bed before he could ask anything. He wanted to ask questions but he decided to ignore it. He went to sleep. But she just couldn't. She wanted to understand just what was wrong with her memory. She had that accident. Then she just didn't remember a thing. She just didn't wanted to sleep but in few seconds. She started feeling sleepy so she just went to sleep. She woke up due to sunlight in morning. She was so shocked. It was already too late. She just ran in kitchen. She saw whole work waiting for her. She started getting everything ready. But she was so confused. She just didn't remember where she had kept sugar. She started searching. She just had to search for every thing. Her memory was no longer that good as once it used to be. She wasted so much time in just searching that she had to do her cooking fast. She finally packed lunch for all. She did all work and went in bathroom to take bathe. She was taking her bathe when she suddenly sensed that something was wrong. She packed three lunch boxes. But no one came to take breakfast during that time. She suddenly sensed something was wrong. She sensed that they must had come for breakfast. She didn't able to even relax while bathing. When she came out, she looked at wall clock. Something was wrong. It was just showing 3 o'clock. How could she mistake regarding time. She felt that sunlight. She was so confused. She just started crying. It was all so wrong. She didn't understand it. Then suddenly she felt patting on her shoulder. It was really morning and Shashi was trying to wake her up. Shashi "Are you alright? Why are you crying? Are you alright?" She smiled out of tears. She said "It was just dream." "What was dream?""Nothing. I just fix breakfast and lunch boxes for you." Shashi "Great. I will go for bathe." She was thanking from heart that it was just dream. She never acted any thing unusual. She was so happy.
         Reena started to walk out of bed when she sensed that she had really dressed too much. She was really getting ready for party. It had made one thing clear. She was not sound by her mind. She was confusing. She decided that she must not ignore it. She had to go and see a Doctor. But she didn't want it to be understood by Shashi. It would embarrass her. She wanted to show whole world that she was just fine. She start packing lunch boxes for all. Then she started serving breakfast to her family. She smiled towards her children. Both boys were not interested in her. They were playing their mobile games. They were so busy that they didn't paid any attention to her. Shashi was also busy in newspaper. She was so grand that she was not observed. She was making so many mistakes in her work but since no one was observing it. She could able to hide it easily. She had to tell them when she serve them breakfast that they had to eat. Every one ate breakfast properly. Then boys went to school and Shashi went to office. She was alone in house. She was so glad. She looked at herself. She just didn't understand what was wrong with her. She wanted to be normal but she was not normal. She was pretending that she was fine but in her heart she knew that she was not. She had to do something about it. She just didn't remember any thing. She felt as if she had some amnesia of every incidence of past. She knew that she just couldn't phone some one and ask about her life, But this was so strange. She had to go to Doctor. She just didn't want to be sick again. But she felt one thing that it was possible that something was wrong with her. She had to hide it but she also had to go to Doctor. She was so nervous. She kept looking at herself. She was dressed yesterday for party. She just didn't remember that thought from inside. But she knew that she did something so wrong. She tried to remember that accident but she couldn't remember it. She decided that she must talk with some one. She took phone book. She decided to call her friend Padamini. She knew that Padamini would help her. She dialed her mobile. But she didn't took it. She was so nervous. She just wanted to talk with someone. Then she suddenly found another number. It was number of her old school friend. She was so confused. She remembered her old friend but she didn't remember that accident. She just kept thinking that she had to go to some party. She just didn't understand which party she wanted to attend. She was interested in going to that party. But she did knew which party. She felt so scared that she would get ready for party again. She had to ask Shashi just one question that it was which party. But she was so scared that he would sense something was wrong with her. She remembered all hard work he had to do when she was sick. She just knew that she had to talk with some one. She started calling Padamini. She was nervous. Then finally Padamini took her mobile. Padamini " Reena where are you? And where is that diamond ring which you took with you?" Now Reena was so scared. She didn't remember even that diamond ring. "You told me that you will bring it to party and you never came. You spoiled it all and destroyed every thing for me." She was screaming while Reena was so confused that she didn't remember a thing.
      Reena was so scared. She just told Padamini to give her some time. She tried to convince Padamini but Padamini was just interested in her diamond ring. She was so shocked. Padamini was planning to do a secret engagement and Reena was supposed to attend it. Reena was suppose to bringing that diamond ring which Reena never brought. Now this was something worst for her. She was so confused. She just wanted to bring back all her memory. But she couldn't. She just didn't understand why she didn't remember. But her head started paining on every point when she started to remember. She knew just every thing which she wanted to forget. She knew that she lost her parents and brother in this accident. She knew that her sister-in-law no longer wanted to see her face since she was alone survival in this. She wanted to convince her that she was not responsible. She was not even driving. But her sister-in-law just wanted one answer that was where were they going. Reena just never managed to understand it. She never able to realise it. That she had to remember it also for another person. Now there was another person who provided her with answer but still wanted answers from her. She had to remember it. She was so scared until now she just tried to hide it from all. But now she knew that it was biggest mistake in life. She decided to talk with Shashi. She took phone but then she suddenly felt scared. Shashi was a perfect husband and she wanted him. But if she decided to tell him truth and if he started hating her. She felt one thing that she could remember if she tried. She just decided to sit in her favourite position. She sat near window. She was trying to remember that accident. She was just trying to bring back that memory. She had to understand those memory. She kept remembering all things. She could remember things from childhood then she took herself in school. She remembered it. Then she went ahead step by step. She remembered her marriage and birth of her children. She remembered even many of their birthday She just remembered each and every fact of their life. But she couldn't remember anything regarding accident. She was so scared. She just felt one need that only if she had enough money to pay for that ring then she didn't have enough money. She could just pay to Padamini. She was sure that Padamini if she wanted that ring, she would file Police complain against her. Padamini was just that type of person who was always harsh when she wanted something. But Padamini was just showing some kindness to her since her family from birth was died. But when she phoned, Padamini wanted her ring to be returned now, Reena just wanted to remember it without any discussion. She wanted to get over with it. She needed to remember so she decided that she would just keep trying whole time. She just sat but then as she started trying to remember. She felt strange pain in her brain. It was so unbearable. Slowly her brain started to get blank. She just couldn't able to sense anything.
         Reena felt water on her face. She felt touch of cold water. She started looking around. Her son was crying while calling her. She just sat once again. She felt strange feeling as if she was going to faint again. She was so upset by all this. But she knew that she had to smile since her son was crying so much. In few second her younger son came running and started to hug her. But elder one stopped him. "Mom is not fine. Let her get some air." Reena "I..I" She wanted to say something to console her children but she couldn't. Her elder son " Just sleep Mom. I have called Doctor and Dad. Doctor will come and Dad will also come. Just relax Mom." He was trying to hide his tears. She could sense his feelings. He wanted to be brave before her younger son. She started to sense that she needed Shashi now. Then Shashi suddenly came inside. He was looking so scared. He just started screaming " What happened to Doctor? Where is he?" He was screaming in such loud voice that she was sure that he was just scaring her son. She waned her to do it all in right way. But she sensed that Shashi was too scared himself to understand it. He was scared that he would lose her. Luckily Doctor came. That Doctor checked her blood pressure. Doctor "My god her blood pressure had increased too much. She can have other complications also. I feel it is better to admit her in hospital." Shashi "Then what are you waiting for just take her? I want my wife to be fine." Doctor went out. She wanted to see just what was happening around. But she could not keep her eyes open. She had to close them. In this visit to hospital she kept sensing things. It was not at all pleasant. Those medicine and that atmosphere just scared her. Finally she started feeling better then her Doctor came to her. Doctor "What did you have done that your blood pressure increased so much. Did you eat something wrong?" "No.""Then what happened?" Doctor looked at Shashi "Was there any stress in house? Any fight between you two?" "No..NO..every thing was perfect." Doctor "Then what happened?" Reena started crying. She sensed one thing that she had done wrong by hiding it from Shashi instead of trusting his love she had just boosted her ego. That action managed to take them in such big trouble. Reena "I actually I forgot about ring." "What ring?" Then she told them about Padamini. Doctor "My god. You felt so much stress by remembering it then you must not pressure your brain any more. I will do some brain tests." Shashi" Don't worry. I will return her money.." "But I was to return her ring and prove that I am not thief." "Come on. Just give me her number." Reena didn't want to give it but she had to. Shashi called her. Then she sensed that call was not going according to Shashi's wishes because. He just went out. She was sure that he did to keep her away from stress. But in her heart she knew that she had to deal with it. She felt that she had to remember it. But then Doctor told her "Don't try to remember first let me check your report." She nodded after all she could see face of her children. She knew that she was needed in her family. She had to go as per treatment. She just hoped that Padamini would agree to take that money. She just closed her eyes.
         When Reena woke up, Shashi was sitting near her. Reena " Did she agree?" " Now just..""Come on. Just tell me the truth." Shashi looked at her with confusion. Finally he decided to tell " She wanted ring." Reena was on verge of crying when Shashi said " Don't worry Doctor said it is psychological. A psychiatrist can take out that information. " Reena smiled. Then psychiatrist came. Reena told her whole story. Psychiatrist turned to Shashi " What was occasion? " " Padamini was getting engaged against wishes of her parents. But her fiance left her and broke up because she didn't got that ring on time. " " I never heard more nonsense. I think this. Padamini need psychiatrist more than your wife." They laughed on this. Reena felt so relaxed first time since accident. Psychiatrist " Do you feel she knew how did that ring look?" " No but she knew the description." "And you have how many jeweler from whom your wife can buy jewelry." " Just two. I can found out who done it and make duplicate. Then I will give it to Padamini. " Shashi smiled. Psychiatrist "Then what are you waiting for do it? And let me talk with patient." Shashi "Such a simple idea but it didn't come in my mind." "Because you are stressed now relax and do your job." He just ran away. Reena " Thanks you are life saver for us. " " I am nothing. Just psychiatrist and you are suffering post traumatic partial amnesia. It happen in many cases and don't worry. It will not hurt you. Just remember one thing your husband love you and his love will not reduce by small things. You can trust him. " " I know but I was so scared by those stories I have heard." " I know such things will happen in some cases. But if you start thinking about them. Then you will destroy your married life. " Reena nodded. " In some cases of amnesia people remember things and some cases don't. But it will not hurt them. This is our life not film so relax." Reena wanted to feel relaxed but she didn't feel at that time. But slowly after treatment she started feeling relaxed. She never remembered anything but it didn't matter. She just went ahead normally with her life. Those few hours never matter in her life. When her sister-in-law heard about Padamini, she told them that Police had found a ring in her brother's pocket. On which it was written with love. Her sister-in-law apologized since she took it in wrong way. She just assumed that her husband was marrying secretly since they were fighting on daily basis regarding his too much work. She said that he was working even on nights. She just concerned about his health. Reena just convinced her that accident must had happened since her brother was exhausted. For many days she kept convincing her sister-in-law but she couldn't able to so finally she took her to same psychiatrist. When Reena's sister-in-law was cured, Reena felt she was so lucky to have family psychiatrist like family doctor. It really helped her. She could treat any one but no one knows. She was happy and peaceful just due to him.
                                             The End