Poem 405. Warning

                                                             Warning
Sometimes I think I live more in my sorrows and forget to enjoy my dreams because on every
Thought and every thinking I just feel one thought that I just don't want to take any kind of risk
Sometimes I feel that in my thinking I just feel that I have spend so much part of my life inside
Those wings that every moment I just want to hide under those thoughts and those wings but
Sometimes I feel that my thinking is robbing my freedom of going ahead as human being as
I start to look at those feelings with suspicion on everything as I just have one thing in my life
And in my thinking that I feel as if I am under some wings because on every moment and on
Every part of life I just feel one thing that I spend my each day as human being because on
Every point as I just feel one thing as human being I just feel one thing that I can understand
Those thoughts as human being I just feel one thought from my thinking that on every time
I feel so many suspicions about thing in around my world that I just never dare to go ahead
Inside this world I just feel that sometimes we get warn too much we just went ahead on
Every moment as we wish inside our world on every thought we feel just one thing in world
That those warning which are given to us are something far away from our thinking and our
World because when I start to going ahead on every moment inside our world I just feel one
Thought from my mind about this world that those warning which are given to us in this
World are something so precious to our world I just feel one thing that I never able to understand
Or think about this world until I just feel that I am warn too much inside my world because
On every moment inside my world I just feel one thing around this world that on every moment
I just feel that I like to spend on my dreams more hours which are wasted inside this world
On every moment and on every thought inside my world I just feel one thinking that on every
Point some suspicion scare me in this world I feel only one thing from my mind that when
I get too much warn in world suddenly I feel as if every ambition is lost inside my mind and
Inside my thinking about my world I just never think about that world too much because I feel
That this world can harm inside my thinking and then suddenly when I see things inside world
I feel that on some moment just run after suspicion and then in few thought I just feel that
I want to change this world but how can I move ahead if I can scared on every moment
Of thinking of this world on every moment I just feel one thought from my world that when
I went ahead inside my world I just feel that I need one thing in this world that on every
Moment I have one feeling from my thoughts and my world when I start to go ahead in this
Thinking of world I just feel that I have scared myself so much that sometimes I just stay
Too much inside shadows and even forgot to enjoy some nice sun rays of sun I know that
Sometimes we get sun burn but does that mean that we should never enjoy  sun in world
I just get one feeling from my world that on every moment inside our world I just feel that
Too much warning can manage to destroy every nice thing of this world and on every moment
I just feel one thing inside world that on every thought in this world I have just one thinking
About those warning in this world sometimes they manage to take me ahead in this world
But sometimes they just manage to destroy our freedom inside world because some warning
Are just shadows of true world and some warning are far away from truth of this world so
On every moment inside my world I just feel that before believing or ignoring warning I need
To have all knowledge inside this world because when we start moving around our world
Then we just feel one thing inside our world that on every moment I just need to adjust with
Those things which are valuable and important for our world when we want to go ahead
Inside this world we just feel one thing from our thoughts of this world that on every moment
Inside our world we give so much warning about every thing that if we listen to them all
Then we can hardly walk in this world we need to keep limit in every thing inside our future
We need to keep in our mind on thing from world that on every moment when we get in
Touch with our world I just feel one thing about future of this world that on every moment
We need to have some understanding about our world because on every moment when
I went ahead in this world I just feel that risks are part of this world if I just don't take them
I can't walk ahead in world but there is just one question how much risk I should take in
This world and it will be answered just by my thinking and my thoughts about my future and world.

Poem 404. Writer of destiny

                                                  Writer of destiny
I always tried to have a hold on my life I want it to go in perfect way inside life because
Then I just feel one thing inside my life because on every moment inside my life I just feel oneThing inside life that this thing is not nice for my life because on every moment inside life but
Then suddenly I just feel one thing inside life I just feel one thought from my mind that on every
Point inside life I just feel one thing from my mind I just feel on every point in life because
On every moment I just wish that those things will look so perfect inside life but then I  feel
One thing in my mind that  I don't want problem inside life because then I just feel one
Thing in life I just feel that my thoughts are something so important inside life I have just
One thing from every thinking in life because on every point I just have one thought from my
Mind which tell me that I want at least some control on my life every moment when I went
Ahead in life I can expect some part will rule by destiny but I want some part at least in my
Hand on sometimes and that also happens sometimes in life and really destiny let me enjoy
My freedom for some time I just manage my life in my way and as I wish for some part of
My life and then I just began to think that every thing is under my control and I can rule my life
But destiny takes away hold from me and once again tell me that I can't dictate my life and
On every moment I just feel that I have lost every control on my life I know that mostly
It is not that worst and sometimes it is even better for my life but still sometimes it feel so
Wrong not to have right on our life on every occasion we just feel one thing from our mind
That we can't control all our wishes inside our life we just feel one thing from our thought
And from our mind that when we walk ahead in life we need to keep our mind in control on
Each and every time inside life I just feel one thing on every moment of life that I am just
A doll which move as per wishes of some one inside life I know it is looks so sad but when
I live this way inside my life I just feel that it is best process inside life because when I start
Dominating things mostly I just don't able to guess it properly in life I just never feel any sense
In getting thing right inside my life I just feel one thing on every day and on every time that
My life is maybe in better hand than mine but that is what I feel from my heart but some
People want different things in life but when I look at those people I just feel that I just can't
Comment because they are truly getting bad luck in life but then I also have another thought
Inside life that when I have my fine luck then why should I just think about what others have
Inside life I know that I don't have best luck but I also not have worst luck in life so it seems
As if inside our life it is better if some other person will manage to win inside our future and
Inside our life I just have one feeling which will make me happy from time to time that in
Our life I just feel one thing that our brain is not that good to decide things in life but question
Is that don't we need some freedom at least on some times but then when suddenly my
Destiny gives me some wonderful gift I just feel that it is perfect for my future and for my life
On every moment when I went ahead I just feel one thought from my mind that may be
I should let my destiny rule inside my life on every moment I just feel something wonderful
Inside my life I feel that on every moment I can walk ahead on every part of my future
And on every part of my life I just feel that on every moment I need to have my control
But I don't want good things to be lost in that process of life I just feel one thing from
My thoughts and from my mind that my destiny gives me so much that maybe I like to
Keep it's control on my life but then when things turns wrong I just began to scream again
Inside my life but inside heart I feel one truth that destiny know better how to handle my life
When life went ahead I just feel one thing from every point that those things which happen
In my life are something which are taken away from destiny on some points and when it
Takes away those things I just scream against it in life because I like those things from
My heart and no one like when thing are taken away from life but when same destiny gift me
Something precious I just began to feel that I could have never manage to get things inside life
I just feel one thing from my mind that destiny will gives me whatever is better inside life
Because destiny knows better than us on every point after all destiny know everything about
Me and my life and I never know who have write that destiny and never able to meet that one in life.

Poem 403. Tension

                                                          Tension
Many time I wish I can flow freely like a rain inside life because that rain is so important
Inside life after all those which free without restriction seems so nice sometimes I know
That rain also fall in limits and it is also restricted on some points inside my life I just feel
One thing inside life that those tensions are not their in life when I see that rain with my
Mind and my eyes I just feel one thing from my thought and mind that there is no restriction
Inside our life can be seen on those rains inside life because then I just feel that from window
Inside our life then suddenly I see something flow of rain on every time because then when
As rain began to feel nice inside life after all that from window I saw that rain inside life
When I look at corner inside life I just saw those beautiful rain inside life because on every
Moment inside life from window I just always watch that rain every time even when that
Rain was falling heavily inside life but then rain began to come from every side I just feel
That those rain which is not wrong on every point I just feel that this rain are something
Which are so nice inside life on every moment I just feel one thing from my mind and then
I just feel that heavy rain is so important inside life when that rain look so nice inside life
I just feel that rain is so perfect and nice on every time even those storms look so exciting
Inside life I just have one feeling from my mind that many things are important inside life
This nature is something which never look so perfect inside life but then as rain began to
Fall on land inside life so then I just feel that rain is something so important inside life
When that nature look something so nice inside life but then nature seem so happy and
Peaceful inside life I just feel one thing inside our life that nature never have that tension
Inside even that lightening which shines and that thunder which make so much noise
Don't seem as best inside life so then I just feel one thing inside our life then suddenly
I just feel one thing in life I just have one thought from my thinking and from my life
That even in that lightening and thunder there is just power inside them in life then I just
Feel one thing inside life because that tension which I have inside my life I can never
Able to see that in other thing inside life because our nature which look so perfect inside
Our thinking and our life but then I just feel one thing in life I just have one thought
From everything inside life I just feel one thing that rain is not nice in our life so then
I just feel one thing from our thinking and our mind those problems which are from
Nature look so interesting inside life even when those crisis comes something it seem
Nature is so unique and nice but then I just feel one thing in life because on many
Times inside life I have just something in life I just feel that from childhood in life
Human have same type of tension which we all have inside but after all these is something
Important in nature which is so perfect inside life so then I just feel that those thoughts
Are something so important in life I have just one feeling from my thinking and my mind
That on every day we just feel one thing inside life that this tension is just inside our life
But then I just feel one thing inside life after all those things are something important
In life because these nature are something important inside life because on every point
Inside our life I just feel that tension is there on every point I just feel one thing from
Every point but then I just feel one thing that tension is something so important inside life
But then I just feel one thing from our life that those things are important inside our life
I just feel one thing inside life that those tension are just part of our human mind on
One point I just feel one thing from my mind that on every point I have just one thinking
From my mind that on every occasion inside life I just feel that those tensions are
Something of other side of that powerful mind which always take ahead every time and
Help us to rule in life when we think about things sometimes we just think too much
In our life because we want to win inside life which manage to hurt us on many points
So inside our life I just feel that tension have come to us from beginning of our life
They are not due to outside factors they are something which we let grow inside our mind
So then on every time I just feel one thing from my mind that I will never win because
Tension look so wrong inside our life but then I just feel that we must control our mind
Not other things like nature or situation of life because we can handle them if we can
Able to keep away that tension and manage to achieve peace of our thinking and mind.

Poem 402. Busy one

                                                           Busy one
Sometime you will see a person who act so strange as if they never know who is around them
When they are sitting with us on every moment but then if we think properly in each way then
Mostly we find that was truth inside life because these people were never there when they are
Call and needed they are just too busy in something which is fully unknown to them so inside
Our life on every moment we all just felt that these people are so busy on every thought and
On every moment I just feel that those people are so busy in something which was so important
To them and at starting we just start to accept that they must be busy in life due to something
Which is so important to them but then after some time we just began to miss them but then
We all just find some replacement and that replacement seem to work perfect because inside
Our life all relationship are not stuck to person on every day we can always have many people
Chat with me because after all we can always manage to get someone who can chat with us
When we get bored again then slowly every began to settle in best way and every one slowly
Began to forget that person was invited there but then one day that person comes and start
To act as if that everything is wrong in each way just because that one just is not coming
Become programmed in our mind so we don't wait for that person except some person
Who are sensitive enough to remember that each fellow who was attached to their life
But then after some moment I just feel one thought from my thinking and my mind because
Then after some time I have one feeling in my life that I have already forgotten that person
And such entry hurt me from time to time I just feel that those thoughts which are some
Things which are important in life I have one thing from my thinking and in those thoughts
Of life I just feel that these thoughts are something totally wrong in life but then I just feel
One thing from my mind that this busy person enter suddenly inside our life I have to give
That person forced smile and then I mostly try to act normal with that person in life but
Strangest thing is that this person observe every one can began to feel that those things
Are changed inside life that person began to claim that every one have grown so fast in life
And then that person began to ask about other things inside life it seems as if that person
Is not living on earth but that person look so special in life I just feel one thing important
Inside life that this person is talking as if we are moving ahead is some crime I just don't
Understand them in life why should they wish to think that we should not able to think
This thing inside life after all those thoughts are something which are totally wrong inside life
Then I just never understand that person in life why did that person want to stay away
For so many days  from life if we are forced to work so hard that we can't live with
Other and enjoy in life then don't they feel that they should enjoy their life on every moment
I just feel that one thing in life instead of going ahead on that point I just feel that those
Things are something which are important in life and on every moment I have one thought
That I need to have this thought in my mind after all those persons are something which
Are nice inside life but then I just feel one thing wrong inside life that these person want
To accept something wrong in life because after all on some part of our life those thoughts
Are something totally wrong inside life I have something which is important in life but
Then when I began to think that those person are something totally wrong inside life
Because on every point inside our life I have just one thought from my mind I feel that
These people instead of going ahead on every point I just feel that everything was
Totally wrong inside life when they started searching past on every point I want these
Busy people to come ahead instead of taking us back inside life I just feel one thing
From my thoughts and thinking on every point I have one feeling that those people are
Totally important inside life but then I just feel that these busy people should move ahead
On every moment inside life so I just have one feeling inside our mind that those thought
Which are about those things that are past of our life because after some moment in life
I just feel that they are wrong side at least these people should come ahead with us after
Some time but some of these people are not ready to come ahead just force us to past time to time.

Adventure story 46. Ghost in well

                                                          
                                                                    Ghost in well
When Rina was entering in that house.She thought all her dreams were going to turn in to true.She just loved that small house.In that neighbourhood peace was everywhere.She needed it.She wanted to spend her week peacefully.But there was one problem with this house.School were on long distance.But it was cheaper and Surya insisted on low budget so they took that house.Another reason behind cheapness of that house was that something was mysterious about it's past.They didn't know it properly.They also didn't care about it.They just wanted that house because they needed home.For many years Surya was living alone in Goa.Now he wanted his family to settle with him.They all were hoping that this house would be best for them.When their son Anand started dancing after seeing their house.Rina thought that Surya made a perfect decision.She looked at that big house it was like her dream come true.A small cottage with six rooms.One room for them.One for Anand.One for study.One for guest.Rina was counting those rooms and found one was extra.She was so happy.Slowly they all got settled in their house.Everything was fine.Until one day Anand came running home from school.
            That Rina was happily gardening around her house.Her neighbour Shyamal specially brought some small plants of mango and guava.She was so excited about.Shyamal brought an experienced servant with her who was helping her in farming.That servant was also decided to work in Rina's house in very small amount of money.Her name was Maina and she was going to be full time servant.In exchange Maina wanted all food and clothing free.Rina was willing to do it.Most importantly there was well in backyard of house and Maina told them that she would take out that water and use for gardening.Rina was on top of the world to hear this.She desperately wanted to use that water of well.Instead of ruining it so it was happiest day of her life until Anand came running in the garden.When Anand came running into garden two to three servants from neighbour and many neighbour were gathered to see the planting.When suddenly Anand came running.Anand"Mom do you know that this house is cursed?"All people who were standing around got shocked.But after some minutes gossiping started.Rina was so shocked.Anand never embarrassed her like this before people.Rina"What are you talking about who told you this nonsense?This house is our new house and it will bring us as much good luck as our old house.""Mom don't you see clearly?It is destroying you slowly.Look at dark circles under your eyes."Suddenly Rina began to she was really getting sick.But still Rina decided to oppose him.Rina" I am perfectly healthy and this house is perfect.Now go to your room."After hearing anger in her command Anand ran in his room.But harm was already done.All people were started looking at that house in strange way.But Maina said loudly"Why are you looking at that house this way?We all know it is not curse."Everyone nodded in agreement and they all started to work.But Rina knew that there would be many rumours about this incidence soon.They would be either against her son or against her house.In both the cases they would do big harm.Her worst fear was Surya's anger when he learned about it.
             Surya was just like his name useful and bright.But when he got angry,he just went out of control and Rina didn't like it.After all Anand was growing up day by day slapping him was totally wrong so Rina didn't like it.When Surya hit him,but Surya never listened her.He always said that he hit slowly.But Rina felt that a slap create a effect on kid's mind.Anand must be felt insulted when he got slapped.But Surya never listened to Rina so she decided to act normal and forget that incidence.But she had to convince Maina about it.Before she could say anything,Maina herself expressed the same thought so problem was solved.When Surya came Rina happily served food and Maina was properly introduced to his as a maid.Surya was happy to finally get his family back with his so he nodded on Rina's every word.Until he noticed that Anand's chair was empty.Surya"Where is Anand?I thought that he was going eat his food with us today.""Actually he had to complete his studies so I told him to eat his dinner in room.""But it was his first day in school.I like to talk to him about it.I will call him."Then he started calling his son.Now both ladies were confused.They didn't want Surya to see Anand in this condition.Anand's eyes were swollen because of crying.If Surya asked him about the eyes.Rina was sure that Anand would tell him the truth which would lead to a beating.But when she heard Anand's footsteps,she became sure that she could not avoid the beating.
             When Anand entered in the room,Rina clearly saw shock on Surya's face.Surya"Why do you look like that?Are you crying whole day?"Rina wanted to avoid further discussion of that subject so she started speaking"Come on Surya.It is nothing big.Just small childish demand.""And what is that demand?"Now Rina wished from her heart that Anand would not answer this question.But Anand answered it in details"Papa this house is cursed a woman jumped in that well on the backside of house.She had some tragic story behind her suicide.I don't know it properly.But she was seen even after her death."After hearing this Surya started laughing and Rina thanked her stars. Surya"So who told you this story?"Surya looked at Maina.Maina"Now don't look at me like this.I never tell such nonsense to children."Rina"Of course we know.You are on our side and you made it clear by taking our side before people today.""Before people?Anand said this before guests?"Suddenly lines of worry started appearing on Surya's forehead.Rina knew that she made a mistake by saying about people.But it was too late.She had to explain it now.She told everything.Now Surya started angrily looking at Anand.Surya"Anand I never want you to say such a nonsense before guests.If you speak before family;it is okay.But not before guests."Anand just nodded.Surya"Now go to your room and always remember there is no thing called ghost existed in world.They are just things people made up to scare other people."Anand nodded and went to his room.Rina was happy that due to Anand's obedience Surya's anger didn't go out of hands.But she could still see it in his eyes.
              When Surya came into room,he started expressing his anger.Surya"Who is telling this rubbish to our son?"Rina just ignored this comment which made Surya angry."Why are you quiet?You are his mother.You must know where did he learn this thing.""How do I suppose to know?He went to school and came out running at home full of this ghost story.""So somebody in school I think I have to talk his principal about it.""Now don't create scene out of this.If people know about this,they will just think our son is mad."Surya was confused after hearing this.He had to agree on this topic with Rina.He could not complaint about it.Then he suddenly heard screaming from Anand's room.They ran towards his room.Anand was screaming inside his room and pointing at his window.They just could stop him from screaming until a long time.Rina was so scared.She thought that Anand might lose his voice due to that screaming or they would turn deaf.Finally when he stopped screaming they forced him to sleep so whole night they had to sit with Anand.Next day when Surya asked Anand why did he was so upset last night.They all were shocked to hear his."Papa that ghost of that woman last night came in my room by window.Papa I must tell you that I so it last night by my eyes.I locked that window.But it unlocked with her eyes.Then she came near me and bite me.Look here."There were clear mark of bite on his hands.Maina"No.Ghost can't bite you."They all suddenly looked at Maina.They totally forgot about her.She must had watching those incidence silently last night.Rina suddenly got tense that she might spread rumours.Rina"Maina you may go..."Maina"Don't worry.I will go.But I must tell you one thing before I go.I saw Anand bite himself last night when I went to his room to put the water.Don't blame this house.It is good house."Now Surya was very angry and Anand started shaking.Rina no longer interested in getting Maina out of that room.In fact she hoped that if Maina stayed in that room.Surya might control his anger.But before she could say anything Surya went near Anand and started beating his.Rina had to forcibly separate them. But she could clearly saw Anand was already effected.Rina"Can we try to solve this problem quietly?""Quietly?After what he had done?I don't believe it.You are blaming me."Anand"She force me to do it.""Now look at his stubbornness."Anand had started crying now.Rina was scared that Surya would beat his again so she sent him to his room.After that day Anand started staying at house all day because he was scared to see that well.
            For some days Rina kept quiet about it.But after a week she thought that he must be forced to attend the school.She started forcing his.But he was not ready to give up.Finally Surya noticed it.Surya"Why are you not going into school?""Papa I am sick.""No you are perfectly healthy.Rina get him ready.I will drop him at school."Rina forcibly got him ready.Anand never acted that way about going to school in fact when first time she went to drop him in his playschool all children were crying except Anand who just looked at Rina with tears in eyes.Then he easily adjusted with school.But this time he was acting like a spoiled child.Finally Rina got him ready with help of Maina who was equally angry with Anand.Maina"Why don't you understand your parents are doing this for you?Don't you want to be educated like them?Look at me.If you don't study,one day you will be just like me."Rina suddenly looked at Maina.That woman was telling the truth.Her hard work was giving her nothing.She was looking far more aged than her true age.Illiteracy could do this to you.Rina made mental note of giving her costly clothes of city to wear.Finally Rina and Maina forcibly got Anand ready and Surya took him to school.Whole time Anand was creating so strange sounds that all neighbourhood gathered there. Rina could see everyone was convinced that ghost was really existed in their house.Her fear turned out to be true and whole day she received a long line of guest who were giving her ideas regarding keeping away ghosts.If Maina was not standing with her like pillar and convincing everyone that there was no ghost.Rina was so sure that by the end of the day she would started thinking there was really ghost in her house.Maina was not just servant.She was just like her friend now.Finally in afternoon Anand returned from school.He looked so pale as white as paper.Rina"What happened?""Papa told principle that some of my classmates were telling ghost stories.Principle got angry and scolded them so they were all against me now.Mom I am scared now they can do anything to me.""Come on you can just go and say sorry to them.They will forgive you.""No Mom.Mom please let's go back to city.""No way.We are going to stay here.""Then send me to hostel."Suddenly Rina liked that option.She wanted to get rid of this problem.She wanted to stay here with Surya which was far more cheaper than city.But if Anand loved staying in city,they could always sent him in hostel.Rina smiled happily."Of course sweetheart you can always do that.I can convince your Papa about hostel."She saw that Anand looked very hurt now.Anand"So you don't want me now.You can throw away me like a dust."Then he started running in his room while crying.Rina was so confused.She wanted to keep everyone happy.But she only got successful in making her son angry and she was sure that Surya didn't like this idea also.Maina"Madam can I say something?""Yes.""I think Anand is spoiling day by day.You have to do something.""I just didn't know what to do."Maina then lost in her thoughts.She was thinking but when she didn't find any idea.She just went in to kitchen.
           That night once again Anand screamed and created big drama.Surya was upset with this harassment that he also started screaming on him.Their noises slowly reached to neighbourhood and all neighbour started gathering which was worst.Surya was already started beating Anand.Then neighbour interfered and finally Shyamal took Rina and Anand at her home with her.Shyamal"Can I suggest you something?""Sure.""Why don't take you Anand to psychiatrist?"Rina screamed angrily"My son is not mad."Shyamal smiled in strange way.Then said"He says that he sees a ghost.He screams at night and make strange sounds.If he is not mad,then who do you consider mad.I am telling you as a well wisher.Before whole town starts to call him mad or victim of exorcism."After saying this Shyamal left the room.Rina had to accept it her son was acting like mad person.She had to take him to doctor.Then she went inside her house while Anand was sleeping in Shyamal's house.Surya was crying in their bedroom.It must be a worst day of his life.When Rina put her hand on his shoulder.he looked at her with tortured expression."What is it?Do you think I have say sorry to that devil.""Surya I think he need a psychiatrist.""My son is not.."Then suddenly Surya stopped in middle of his sentence.Surya"You are right.Tomorrow we all will go to city and show him to good doctor."Then with help of relatives they arranged it.When they told doctor everything.At first Doctor looked serious.Then he told them to go out and talked with Anand alone.When they returned,he was smiling."Actually your son is scared of well.""Well.But it is just on one side and we never ever went near it.""But he saw many students jumping in to well near school for swimming.He is scared to swim."Surya"But I never suggested it.""But he is scared.You may suggest it.I must tell you.You must learn relaxation to control the anger.You must not beat him."Surya learned his lesson and got the point.He started relaxation exersices and slowly father and son became shadows of each other.Anand was no longer scared of that well.
                                                                          The End      

Poem 401. Forced friend

                                                 Forced friend
Some time in life we force to keep some friends because we are stuck in such way that
Those friends are not one who are chosen by us inside life I feel that those friends are those
Who are given to us due to circumstances in life I just feel one thing from time to time
That those friends will not enter in our life if life have given us some choice but then
Things turns worst on every time and we just manage to get wrong friends in life if you
Ask me people are not wrong but neither they are right they are just those parts which
Are forced on us and for some people they are perfect for their life I just feel one thing
From my thoughts and mind that those friend which are forced on us where sometimes
Are not right because when we say that person is not perfect for our life it is not always
Because of something normal but because of something emotion inside sometimes we
Have one wish and our friend wish opposite thing in life and then that friendship seem to
Look and shatter on many points we just never understand our need of friendship is not
Just want of companionship it is something we need from inside our friend is suppose to be
With us on our happiness and on our sorrows of our life I just feel that those friends which
Are forced on us are something wrong on every point so then I thought those things are
Something so useful in life I just have one thinking that friendship is not just being with
Each other in cafes are spending sometimes friendship and something in which even when
You are far away still inside life they just feel that on every moment inside our mind
I just think one thing from my mind that when I start creating that friendship I want
My friend to understand my mind but that don't happen when we are forced to make
Friendship inside life because then those two friends are just keep hiding things from
Each other inside life I just feel one thought from my mind their thinking is just about
Something which are nice inside life but then I just feel one thing from my thought and
My mind that I have just feeling one thing inside life on every moment and every point
I have one thought inside my mind that friend is something which will stay with me in
My life so on my crisis I want that friend to stood by my side but every thing it is not
Possible in person so I want even that understanding from my thoughts and from my
Mind on every moment I just feel one thing from thinking something so interesting in
Our future and our life as I feel on every moment inside my life my friend should also
Need to understand with something is wrong in life when forced friend can't achieve it
Even when that one stand with you in life because that one have counted all those times
When you come for them so they are coming for you in life so maybe that forced friend
Will come but what is use of that friend inside life I just feel one thought that I need
That friend who truly enter in my mind but when we have same thoughts then only
We can enter in others mind but when that don't happen we are just far away in mind
Because forced friendship never give my friendship true satisfaction to my thoughts
And my mind I just feel that we should not make friend when willingly in life then
Those friends will look so different on every point that I will just have one feeling
From my thinking and my mind on every moment I just feel one thing in life that
When I choose friend that one must be made just for friendship not for any selfish
Thought inside life but forced friends are nothing but just a deals in life even in those
Situation some lucky people find friendship inside that point because those people just
Went ahead on every side and try to adjust with their friend on every point and when
Only it happen from both sides friendship's bond was established inside life on every
Thought and we all just feel one thing from heart that we all need to find that friendship
Just a burden inside our future and our life so on every moment and on every time
We just try to keep that friendship alive so when we forget our own wish at least for
Some moment and think about others in some time friendship will begin in life but that
Don't mean your friend can forget everything and come to you without much thinking
Inside life I just feel one thing from my mind that on every point I need to find a friend
But I don't need a goat to sacrifice I need a friend who help me only when that one
Can manage it and it is even okay when my friends will just say some words on phone
From time to time I don't need to be so selfish that expect my friends to forget their life.

Poem 400. Pride and ego

                                                      Pride and ego
When someone insults you then you feel so hurt from inside because it will hurt you from
Your mind but then on every point inside our point that insult just keep playing it's record
Again and again in mind I just feel one thing from my mind that why should I tolerate that
Insult on many times I just feel one thing from my mind that this insult is hurting my self
Respect and my pride after all each person have some pride how can I just ignore it in life
I just feel that on many thoughts that this pride is perfect for me and so nice that on every
Thought and on every point I just need to understand those thoughts of my life which tell
My mind that I need to have a right on some self respect inside my life I just keep shifting
From one thought that I can adjust to another thought and forget that insult in life I just
Shift to another thought how much can I tolerate inside life so then I just feel something
Wrong inside life I need to understand those thoughts from every thinking and every point
And those thoughts will feel one thing inside my life that sometimes I feel that I can
Ignore that insult but I just don't want to tolerate it on other side I just want some thing
To stop inside life after all many times I have learn that tolerating such insult will just
Lead to problems inside our life I have just one feeling from my thinking and my mind
That I want to win on any point of life but if for that I need to fight I just feel I can easily
Went ahead on every point because on every thought and on every point I just feel one
Thinking inside life which tell me that I must understand things inside life that I can get
Those thoughts which will make me happy but question is that which action is right to
Get those thoughts inside life because when I start from one point I just feel that I am
Standing on confused ground in life some says that don't argue peace is important in life
But I can see same people picketing for their point after some points inside life but then
After some time I just feel one thought from my mind which tell me one thing from
My thinking and from my life that how can I listen to those people who fought for life
I just keep inside my mind one thought alive on every point that I need to have someone
Who can live as they say in life but then after sometime I just feel that I must fight but
When I start to fight I just observe person who was ahead of me and already fighting in life
That person don't seem so perfect and nice for our life I just have one feeling from my mind
That on every point this person feel that we need to ignore those thoughts which are hidden
Inside our mind we want justice but we don't want to look that bad inside life I have just
One feeling from every point that those thoughts which look so perfect inside life because
I need to understand those thoughts inside life I feel that this success depend on how
I act in life but that fighting don't look nice inside life suddenly I feel so confuse in my life
When we observe others fight we just feel that it is ego not their pride we all know that
In this world we all have rights but sometimes when we says it is question of pride we just
Forget when ego enter inside some point when slowly our pride will vanish and ego take
Our thinking on every point I just feel that one thing is true about our mind that we are
Proud of our things and when someone hurt them we feel so insulted in life I know that
We all feel that we must fight but question it that sometimes we do something which
Are so wrong in our life that suddenly our pride turns into ego for our life on every
Occasion and on every point I just feel one thing from my mind that those people who are
So  sure that it is just their pride and they are doing it just for their self respect began
To look totally wrong inside life I have just one feeling from each and every point that
Sometimes inside our life I need to understand from each and every point that in this
Life I have just one feeling from my mind those people who have so much thought for
Their self respect suddenly looked like just people full of ego and not pride so many times
I think when I start that fight I feel that I don't need to go in wrong way inside my life
So maybe I just stop that fight which turns my pride into ego inside my life because on
Every thought and on every point I just need to understand my thinking and my life because
In my life I just never understand difference between ego and pride so now a days I just
Say one or two sentence and then left that fight because I don't want pride to turn into ego in life.