Poem 347. Lose

                                                          Lose
Sometimes in life nothing seems perfect and the best because as we went ahead in life on
Each and every day losing is seem like something worth for our future and our life because
As days went ahead on each and every time I just feel one thing from my mind that on every
Thought in our life I have to think about those things which are not perfect in our life I feel
That those thing which are nice are not something so important to win in our life since on
Every day we feel that success is something so important in life that losing seem something
So impossible to accept in our life so on every point in our life we just feel that those thoughts
Of success are something just part of our mind we need to have those thoughts on each point
And we just feel that we have got them in wrong way in our life so when we start walking
Around in our life we feel that we must act perfect on every moment of our life because
When we walk on many ways and on many time we just feel one thought from our mind
That on every moment in our life we need to understand our special talent of winning on
Every time because as we go ahead and win something we feel that we just never want to
Lose in our life because losing will be such horrible thing in life so on every moment we just
Struggle to make things perfect for our future and our life so on every thought and on every
Point we just think one thing in life that on every moment we need something perfect so
That we will not choose after once winning in life because we can just see those tears of
Losers on every angle and every point we just see that appreciation we get when we win
In our life we feel so happy when people clap for you on each point that we want that
Clapping to continued on days as well as on nights so we just keep working until we get
Full exhausted in life we just keep going ahead from every point to point because as days
Went ahead on every moment of life I just feel one thought from my future and my mind
That every time when I win I feel more fear of losing in life and that's when I start to think
Those wrongs ways which I can use on every day of life I feel just one thing from my mind
That on every point in our life how can I just win on every day of my life but still when I get
Success I feel that it is necessary like breath in life so too much success give us those
Wrong signs which tell us that we will lose everything if we lose just on one time in life
We feel that appreciation will keep people with us and it will help us on every point so in life
That people will leave us alone behind and then we will remain shattered and useless for life
If we lose once in our life so I just feel one thing from my mind that losing become worst
Kind of thing and worst type of future for our entire life so on every point in my life I just
Feel one thing in life that as days went ahead in my life on every point I just think that
We just become too scared of failure in life we run after success and failures seem like
Some monsters of our life but sometimes my heart ask do you really think that those failures
Are that bad part of life I mean when it is bad one which harm our future in big way
I can understand that we feel that it is monster of our life but then when I think about it
In other way I just feel one thing in my life that on every moment I need to have my future
So perfect that I feel we must understand it in our life that without failures no one can get
Perfect future in life because those failures show us true friends and true enemies of life
They show us what we are searching on every day of our life I just feel one thing from
My mind that my future is perfect only when I get true friends and false friends leave away
My life and this never happen when we have success in our life all people just remain stuck
To us on every moment in our life as days went ahead on every point we just feel one thought
From my mind that we should have to see truth of this world only when we fail in life and
Then only we can learn to value happiness in life I know it seems nonsense but this is
Truth of our life those who get just success never feel that it is so great thing in life just like
Some singer singing is just normal thing in life they never feel how lucky to have it in life
Some people just feel same way about happiness in life they just don't thank god for it
And just store it inside even they are not ready to share it to those who are near to their heart
In life because they are so sure that it is not that special thing in life or they just store it
Because they feel it so hard to get it for entire future and for our entire life on every time
So when you lose you can understand life is not that hard for you in future or any time
So sometimes even losing is good and healthy for our future and for our perfect type of life.

Poem 346. Two poles of my mind

                                             Two poles of my mind
Sometimes it's future and sometimes it's past just in few minutes it changes from all part
That is neither book nor film which touch our heart we just feel one thing from every thought
Because on every moment from our heart we just feel one thing from thoughts that how
Different are our thinking about our heart when first scene changes into two I feel that
This change is something important for our heart but inside our life on every thought I just
Feel one thing from my heart that when thing goes wrong way in any part my mind started
Shifting for worst future and I feel so scared that I just push it towards my past on every
Moment in my life and on each day I just have one feeling in my mind on every way that
When I start from future and went towards past just want to forget my depression but
I am increasing it in every part we may feel our past is best but it is not the truth we are
Feeling this way because human being is not good at remember those dues which we are
Force to pay in our past and all those fights which we have win seem nice to our heart so
On every moment in my past I just have one feeling that I can't touch that heart when ever
I went ahead in my life I just see many things on every time I just have one feeling in my life
That my past will not help me and my future can't be bright but for forgetting it I just look
At with full hope towards my those days which are called past but they are something which
Are just taking me away from that problem which will manage slowly to reach the heart
On every day of life and on every time I just have one thought from my mind and from heart
That I can't win in life until I will manage to find those happy days which are nothing but
Just some part of past as I went ahead on every time I have one feeling in my mind that as
Days went ahead in my life and on life's each part I need to understand those thoughts
Which are part of my past I feel that in my life on every moment and on every time I need
To understand one thought from my heart that my heart want to keep me away from that
Hurting and painful part as days went ahead on every time from my heart I just feel one thought
That I need to understand that problem even if it was just a small part of present because
It is not something just part of past we can go ahead in life after leaving behind our past and
Until it knock on our door again we can relax in our life and in our life's every moment can be
Enjoyed until we are once again confronted by past but one thing you can't avoid that is present
But we are just seem running toward future from our past once our mind is on one pole of
Those thoughts then when we try to take it to present it forget past but run towards future
And start to think about them in every part I just feel one question from my heart do we have
Such bad present that we just can't stood near it on some parts but then I feel that our present
Is not bad but we have made one habit our mind to shift from one part to totally other part
It never like to stop on life's any part it jumps from one road to other road which are so apart
In your mind you can see summer and winter on same frame of heart how interesting is
That life's part when our mind manage to bring in our present our future and our past but
As days went ahead on every part we just feel one thing from our heart that future is something
That important for our heart and past is something so precious to our heart so these are our
So favourite gems but present don't seem to have become any thing's part why did we always
Complain about present when we never complain about past I just remember every day that
I always wished something different from my heart but problem is that I can say my present
Is nice but I saw some mind who just like past and when I sit with someone who just discuss
Our past I feel so irritated because I feel I like to remember my present and not just my past
So I am happy with what I got just because I taught that way to my heart but still I don't like
Those people who push me once again to that past but when someone start discussing future
I still get too much involved in future than present from my heart so on with many efforts
I manage to come out of those clutches of our past but still I feel that in my life I have paying
Too much attention to my future and from every thought and from every part I just feel one
Thing from my mind that those poles of thoughts are something which don't take us away
From our life's each and every part and instead of going ahead we fall in one deep well of
Our thinking as well as our thoughts on every part we need to understand those thinking and thought.

Poem 345. Heroes

                                                           Heroes
When I saw on that wall those picture who look so young and did so many things for
Our country I feel great and proud of them is one thing I always say to everybody but
Since you are my best friends let me tell you something when I see picture of those
Young dead hero they just manage to scare me my heart just put one question before me
Do good people need to die or just when they die we put them this way on every moment
And on every thinking because inside our life on our each thinking I just feel those pictures
Are looking at me accusingly but I just never understand why did people have to add
Always one thing that I am alive because they fight in my heart I just feel so hurt and guilty
If in life we need to give respect why did we need this way to respect thing why you need
To insult some one if you want to give that person some respect which is nice thing
But in life on every time and on every thinking I just feel one thought that people can say
They are brave person and then can tell stories of their bravery I can respect that person
From heart if they don't began to blame some one for that death on every point and on
Each and every thinking when we began to go ahead in life on every thought and on
Every thinking we just feel one thought from our mind that why with respect we began
Process of insulting on every day of our life we need to understand that when we respect
Some one then it will be so nice feeling after hearing that story will began to feel we must
Act like them and act with same bravery we are not maybe fighter but still we have many
Sort if duties if we do them honestly then I feel that is perfect bravery but when people
Began that blaming game they hardly advise that person to improve their attitude and
Their thinking it seem like from start to finish they are giving respect to some one they are
Just using their situations for their personal thinking so inside our life on every point
We just have one thought as human being do we give them even that respect for fulfilling
Just our personal thinking sometimes I feel we never even care enough for their wishes
And some time even for their families we just feel that they have died for our country but
Don't you think they also wished some money for their family when we do some work
In our life we wish that we should get paid properly but in case of those heroes we just
Say it is not about money my dear friends I don't agree with them because every one want
One thing that is happiness for that person's family so whatever may that person do in
Return that person always wants and demands some money just by saying that they are
Doing it just for our country don't you think we are too selfish when for our every duty
We want money then why don't for them we don't demand more money just by demanding
Those things which are impossible what are we doing is just showing we really care for
Those people and their sacrifice even if brave one dies still in heart that person will always
Wish money for their family no one can just want to die without helping their families so
When someone says that they are doing it for money don't just reject that idea demand for
More money my dear friend some people just understand pains when they feel more clutch
Of money or at least we can give some money to their families we must put those demand
Before world which can be done in our life just by saying nonsense things we are not helping
Any body as human being every one need one thing in life that is need of money and we can't
Bring back life nor we can guarantee life we can just guarantee those some money so just
Try to get that thing which is really important and possible to get for you or me just by saying
Those nonsense dream we are not helping any body  in life just choose those things which
Are possible for us to do and help some body by just saluting those pictures we are just
Scaring ourselves not helping any body help is thing when we did something important
For some human being just by talking tall we are not helping any body world can't be change
As we wish in our thinking but we can at least give secure future to some people's families
But I just hate when even those things are used for publicity I just feel from heart when
Those families were given help people should do these thing personally without showing it
To whole world and claiming that they are great human being because those who died are great
Those who gave them money are not giving their whole but just people's money to deserving
Person who really have value to receive that money giver is just one source that giver never
Have any value or any worth so why did giver get clicked by each and every body instead
Of doing it privately why did people do it so openly and with so much publicity to giver
That it seem like anyone hardly notice hero people just look at giver and clap for him as if
He was someone great when giver is not someone great in this case he was just no body.

Poem 344. Laugh

                                                        Laugh
When someone laugh at you why do we feel a shame after all making someone cry is crime
Make someone laugh is nice in world on every day we feel it because we feel they laugh
On our wrong things but I feel just one thought that I don't need to understand that thinking
When someone find something funny inside us if think that we are doing mistake then I feel
Maybe we don't need change it in this world because once we did that thing just remember
One thing by our thinking and your face that on every point you need to understand that
If you did thing by mistake or by choice and if you do it by mistake just laugh with others
Because act stupid on one day is every one's right but if you did it by your choice then
I don't think we need to change our choice because some people hate bright colours and
Some hate light and in life I really feel that some people laugh on that dress sometime
Because they feel it others just follow others to look perfect in life that is what I observed
Inside my life that on every day in life we just feel one thing that we must laugh on that
Matter but inside my mind many times I just like that dress in life I know hurting someone's
Thought is really crime but now a days people don't observe it but when some one dress
Just as that person's wish it become latest crime you can have your hand red with blood
But still you dress should be just proper then whole world will see just your dressing style
And then say what great person you are inside life and after seeing it we all feel in mind
That we must dress properly on every day of our life as our thoughts tell from each and
Every point we just feel one thing that we need to laugh and smile in our life but then
On every moment I have just one thought in our mind that we are on wrong side in life
Because in this world those who dress perfect get special respect in life it doesn't matter
What is past of that person in life those who dress like taxi seem so wrong in life even
If some one's hand are full of blood still people notice that person's dress that this person
Is so nice because you dress in just wrong style do you really want to impress those people
In life who will hurt them on every day and by every thought in life I just have one feeling
Inside our life that we must not think about how we dress we must think about how we
Think and talk in life as days went ahead on each and every point so I dress as I like
In my life after all what use of us if we dress just to please others in life when you try
To please someone pleasing becomes impossible in life because on one point some people
By small things while other people don't please by any thing in our life since we need
To understand those thoughts from our life we just feel one thing on every point in life
That we should dress or act as we like in our life because on some moment in our life
We just feel one thing from every side that we need to understand every thought of
Our future and life so then on every point those thoughts about dress which is nice
When on every point I feel that on every point that dress which is not perfect for life
So then those dresses which are nice in our life I feel that those dresses which are not
In our life after all those dresses which look so perfect in our life so I feel that
Dresses which are pretty and perfect in life since on every point that those dresses
Which are not perfect for some minds can bring nothing but smiles in life so when
Some people laugh on you just remember one thing in life that you are good and they
Don't have fashion sense in life you can act happily only when you treat yourself
Just as you wish in life if people can like just dress and don't care for hearts then
Why should we care for such people on any day of our future as well as our life
We all feel just one thing on every day of our life that our future will be perfect if we try
To understand that when someone laugh on us we can ignore it and we are not doing
Any crime in life smile is some thing precious and we have just give that gift to other
People who are part of our life and on each and every day I feel that we just want
Those people to remain with us on every day of our life then we must understand that
They will never understand us but we must not let them change our life because this
Life is so precious we can't just spend it on someone's choice and someone's advice.

Adventure story 39. Good Bye

                                                             
                                                                    Good Bye
Anjali was shocked when she received that letter.Sayali was clearly telling that she didn't want that job.Sayali was always wanted a good job.In fact Sayali was jobless for many years before finally she took that job.Anjali never liked her sister's job.She was a companion of an old rich lady.Her son and daughter appointed Sayali on this job.Sayali had to do nothing.She just stayed with that lady and spend time with her.Sayali's salary was very high so Anjali had doubts about that old lady's attitude.Anjali was sure that lady must be short tempered and irritating.It had to be true or why else they were spending so much money on companion.But Sayali said that lady was really nice with her.Still Anjali didn't like the nature of that job so she searched for a new job that would perfectly suitable to Sayali.When Anjali at first told Sayali about that job.She was very happy.But few days ago Anjali received a letter telling her.She didn't want to do that job.Shocking thing was that she didn't even phone.In place she received just letter.Anjali was shocked to see it.In today's world instead phone Sayali was writing letter.At beginning she thought it might be forged.But that she noticed handwriting was perfectly matched to Sayali so why did Sayali was doing such a stupid thing.Anjali was not going to let that matter go away such a quickly.She knew Sayali was forced to write that letter.But why?This was a biggest question for her.Anjali was offering Sayali a best job.In that letter she clearly wrote that old woman who was her employee was sick and lonely.She was like mother to her.She could not live her alone.Anjali was getting angry even by remembering that letter.Sayali was her sister and she never believe that she was living her alone for that old woman.What did in said in that letter.She was like a mother.When they had their own mother,why did she call someone else mother?It was impossible.Anjali was sure that something was wrong.She started calling her Mom.Anjali"Mom look at this letter.Can you believe it?Sayali will never write like this.She always loved us."Anjali noticed her Mom was crying.Anjali"Mom don't cry Sayali never write like this.""I know Mom.But Sayali was feeling so useless.She always wanted a job and she just went to meet that Indumati.""I never forget that horrible day.She didn't listen to anyone and just went to meet her.I wish that day.I had got some idea to convince her.But she went away.""Mom she didn't go away there willingly.Circumstances had force her to do so and I will bring her back.""But we can't force her."Anjali was stubborn by nature so she decided to go there means no one could stop her.Anjali's determination was so strong that she could do anything to get her sister so she immediately booked tickets.
          Next day Anjali and her mother took the train to meet Sayali.During the journey they both were equally tense and disturbed.After all they just didn't find any reason for Sayali to go away like this.But Anjali noticed that her mom was trying to hide something.Anjali didn't like her mom's attitude.Suddenly she thought that her mom must had received something which was she trying to hide from her.Anjali"Mom did Sayali tell you anything why didn't she want to come?"Her mother looked scared when Anjali asked her that question."No sweetheart she didn't tell me anything.But I just thought that may be she don't want us and went a head with her life."After hearing this Anjali got very angry."So you really believe that letter.Then may be we should take our luggage and get down on next station.I think better option will be return home and totally forget about Sayali.After all she got new mother so may be she don't need us?"After saying this Anjali started taking out their luggage.But her mom started to stop her.All the passengers in the train started looking at them in a strange way.Mom"Anjali stop it.Everyone is looking at us."Anjali looked around there were many people who were enjoying this drama.Anjali stopped doing it.Mom"We are going there to confirm that Sayali is fine and she is doing it intentionally.If that is truth,I don't like to keep any relationship with her.""Mom we can't leave her like this.She is my younger sister.""Now Anjali stop getting over sentimental.If she don't care about us.Why will we care for her?""But Mom she is so young.""If she is old enough to live alone with that creepy old woman and call her mother,she is old enough to understand what is right and bear with results.""Mom she is just..""I don't want this rubbish."Then her mom had started looking out of the window.She saw that her Mom was not ready to talk further.Anjali wanted to convince her that they had to give a chance to Sayali.But in beginning their journey Mom and Anjali spoke nothing.Whole time Mom was pretending to asleep.Anjali finally after some hours Anjali decided to change the subject.Anjali"Mom so what are you planning to eat for dinner?"Mom just stopped pretending and looked at her."Go and order something nice.But food have to be boiled."Then once again Mom started looking out of window.But Anjali put hand on her shoulder.Anjali"Mom look at me.Now don't act like that.We can't let our relation spoiled just because of Sayali.I promise.I act just as you said.I will never talk about Sayali and never speak her name.But let me confirm that she is not force to do it.""Forced?How?""Mom you can't tell.Sayali is young and innocent girl.She can easily get carried away.""What do you mean?""A handsome boy can do wonders.I mean that old woman must have arranged a boy to attract Sayali whom she had promised to stay with him all her life.That is true reason behind this letter.""What?Who told you that Sayali interested in some boy?""I can easily guess because at first time when I call her.She was happy.But when I told her job is near our house.She stopped talking for sometime and at that moment.I heard a voice of a boy who was screaming Sayali's name.Then she suddenly said that she had to leave.""My god!My small girl!We have to go there and had to solve the issue before Sayali get fully trapped."Anjali was happy that she at least convinced her Mom.After that they enjoyed their dinner.Then whole time they enjoyed every moment.Both of them intentionally avoided Sayali's subject.They knew it very well that when they reached on their destination.All joy would be destroyed.After all convincing Sayali and then bringing her back to her normal life was not easy task so they began to enjoy each and every moment.Those were their happy moments of life.
             Slowly their train started to stop on station.Anjali was quiet excited to meet Sayali.She took out the address and began to search the place.She was hoping to find that bungalow quickly.After all the rich old lady was living there.But no one knew anything about it.It was shocking for Anjali.Then her Mom screamed from behind"If you don't know where is her house.Why did you drag me here?""Mom don't worry.I will find out that bungalow."After that Anjali began to ask each and every person about bungalow.Finally she got an address but it was still hard to locate the bungalow.Whole time her Mom was blaming her.Anjali was so depressed by Mom's attitude.That she was on verge of crying.She was hiding her tears when Anjali saw that bungalow.She literally wanted to dance.Then they told watchman that they wanted to meet Sayali.Then Sayali came to gate.Anjali hoped a pleasant smile on Sayali's face.But that smile was vanished just after few moments.Sayali"You suddenly come here.You don't even phone."Anjali"You said.You don't want to come back so we decided to visit you.I hope you don't mind.""No,No.Not at all.I was just surprised.That's all."Mom"I hope your boss.Oh sorry.Your new Mom don't mind it."Anjali could easily convince her sister.If her Mom would stop making those sarcastic remarks,Sayali would easily get convinced by Anjali."Mom will you stop these kind of jokes?Sayali is taking them seriously.You don't want to hurt her.Do you?"There was a strange anger in Anjali's eyes after seeing them.Mom just nodded her head.Then Sayali took them inside.It was big apartment in a tall building which was just behind the bungalow.Mom was as shocked as Anjali.They both thought that Sayali was living in a bungalow was a big shock to them.Such a idea never crossed their mind.When they went inside flat.They saw that it was big and spacious flat.That old lady was inside.But due to their noise she came out immediately.She was a nice,simple lady who gave them sweet and soft smile.Then she started talking to her Mom.After talking to her Mom was convinced that Sayali was safe.Anjali was watching all drama.But she didn't want to interfere after all Mom couldn't get convince so easily.She always hated this lady.She always blamed her for taking Sayali away from her.But then she heard her Mom laughing sweetly on some stupid joke and Anjali was shocked.The old woman who was creepy and cunning for few moments ago was now Mom's friend.Anjali could see that kind of affection in Mom's eyes.Sayali was literally jumping with joy.Anjali began to think that finally Sayali won game and she was happy about it.Mom was now on her side.Then suddenly she thought that she was thinking it in very wrong way.It was not Sayali who was planning this.It was that old woman who acted this way and took hold of Sayali and her Mom.Anjali had to search a way to open their eyes.She just needed a proof and that moment a young driver entered in room and Anjali smiled happily.
           Then that old lady introduced that driver to Mom."This is my driver Raju."Anjali looked at Mom meaningfully.Mom quickly grasped it.Mom suddenly once again began to hate that lady so Anjali once again began to win.As soon as Raju left the room Mom asked"Did he stay with you?""Of course not!How can I permit that.After all Sayali stays with me.I can understand that it will harm your daughter's reputation.He stays in that small hut.""Thank god.I just don't trust these young men.""Don't worry about him.He is not as young as he looks.He is a father of two children."Anjali"But that don't make him a gentleman."That lady first time looked at Anjali."So you are Anjali.Sayali always talk about you."Anjali was confused to her this.Sayali was telling every thing to this unknown lady.Her whole trust on Sayali shattered.She never thought that Sayali would do backbiting like this.When she looked at Sayali.She saw Sayali clearly avoiding her eyes.Then Anjali started looking at that flat.It was not a big house.She always imagined a big house with majestic lady who impressed Sayali by throwing her money.But that old lady was not that much rich.Anjali was sure that money was not thing that was keeping Sayali there.Then suddenly she thought about the driver and she thought that she understand the problem.But married man with two kids was too much in her mind.She wanted to talk to Sayali.This house had two bedroom,hall and kitchen.In Mom's eyes it was a lot better that Sayali was living in a building with neighborhood instead of staying in separate bungalow.Whole time Mom just couldn't stop admiring Sayali's boss.Anjali was got tired of hearing that.Finally Sayali and Anjali got some time alone in a room because their Mom was talking to Sayali's boss and ordered Anjali to unpack clothes.That old lady ordered Sayali to help her.Anjali"Sayali What's wrong?Why do you want to stay here?""Because I care for Madam.""Lie.A one big lie.I know you like that driver.""Are you mad?""Now you are calling me mad.I will teach you a lesson."Anjali started going out.Sayali tried to convince her to stop.It was useless.She came out."Mom I think Sayali loves that driver."After hearing her voice that driver's wife who was actually a cook there came out.She started looking angrily at Sayali.Sayali"That's not truth.She is mad."The cook"I don't believe you.Why your sister will lie like this?""Because she is mad.She wanted me to stay with her for whole life.She can do anything to take me back.She want you to argue with your husband.Then Raju will leave this job and you also quit.Finally Madam will get angry with me and throw me out of here.She always acted this way.She wanted everyone to be under her control.""I don't believe you.You are right.I will quit this job."Sayali tried to stop her.But she didn't listen to Sayali.Now Anjali started screaming"Now you saw it clearly Mom.His wife also believed me.I was telling the truth.""No.She believed on your lies and you had destroyed her married life.Why are you doing this?Why do you want Sayali back?""Because I want my sister back.She is so stupid.How lucky she is to have me.She is planning to marry that driver.But I stop her on time.""That's enough.We are going back.""Yes Mom.You are right.Come on Sayali pack your bags.""No.Sayali will stay here.You are coming with me.""Mom are you out of your mind?You can't let Sayali stay here with this old creepy lady and look at this house so much down market.No Mom.You are as stupid as Sayali. Come on Sayali."She started pulling Sayali's hand.But Sayali forcibly freed herself."So you are going to insult me now.Then go to hell.Anyway you are always below you as nurse and servant.If you want to spend whole life in taking care of this old woman as you wish.But you are going to be busy in future,you have to do lot of work.Imagine things you have to do when she don't able to walk."Mom"Enough Anjali.Let's go."Then Anjali throw her hair in such a fashion as if she didn't care.Then she went in her room to get ready.After all she needed three hours to get ready."What is wrong with your daughter?"Mom and Sayali both started crying.Finally Mom spoke"She is suffering from Narcissistic Personality Disorder.She always thinks she is the best.She always taunted Sayali about it.That was the main reason Sayali took this job.But her sister's job was also too low for her.She convinced me.That you are treating Sayali badly and I got convinced.I knew that I made a mistake.I am sorry.""It's alright.But why don;t you take her to doctor?""I tried.But just after some months she stopped the treatment.I don't think I can cure her.But I want good future for Sayali so she will stay here.If you agree to keep her,it will be biggest favour on me.""I just love to."After sometimes Anjali came out with bags."Mom let's go"and she went out like a queen.But Mom looked at Sayali.There was tears in her eyes when she waved good bye.You can do anything for your loved one.Sometime even say them good bye for their good future.
                                                             The End

Poem 343. Human

                                                          Human
Have you ever  feel something is just part of you and you just can't live without it in life
Because it is everything for then I hope it is some art or it is some book I just feel one thing
From my heart that those things will stay for entire life with you as days are something
Which are part of our future and part of our art then I feel that those art will be something
Which are something not suitable for your art or can remain with you for entire life then
I feel that in our life how much that art and book are best for me but then I think about
Person who think some person is something without which they hardly manage to live
I feel that it is something horrible thing that in our life we want some light which is help me
After some days and after some time I just feel one thought from my mind I feel that
In life on every moment we feel that those art and book are nice but if we keep a person
On that place and then how will I feel that when that person don't like me I just feel
That person is good for me I think that thinking will just manage to destroy me so on
Every point in my life on every thinking I feel that attaching those people to that point
That on every thinking of this life I feel that those people who are attached to every point
Inside our life those people will become our life but in case of art and many books in life
They don't have those feeling which we can have in life it is possible in any case may
It be your parent may it be lover or may it be your child each one have their life and sadly
Have their choice so for them how much you may devote your efforts or time some will
Just throw you away from their life as soon as it is possible for them in our life as days
Went ahead from time to time I just feel one thing from my life that on every moment
In our future and our life we just feel one thought from our mind that we are totally tense
In our life because on every point I just feel one thing from my mind that on every moment
In our life I have just one thought in my life that human can never help me in my life
Because since our thinking become some important of our life and human being have their
Own thoughts which may not help us every time they can become best companion or
Adviser in life but on them depending our life is never nice from every point in our life
I just feel one thing from my mind that our thinking can't be same on many times and
Even if we are lucky and we got right relation in life who have given us guarantee of
Their death and life our life goes ahead on every point so I just feel one thing from mind
That we are  totally wrong in those thoughts of life because we can't go ahead on
Every point in our life because on every moment in our life I have something important
In my life that those thoughts which are perfect for our life are something related to things
In life I just feel one thing that art is something better and important that human in life
Because if person dies we can't stop our life we need to go ahead on every moment in life
And I just have one thing in my life that on every moment in my life I need to understand
People and their thoughts on every time in life I feel that when something bad happen
And then they go away in life things like art and books stay away in life so never ever
Let your heart to be dependent on someone human is life even our own shadow vanish
For some time may be you have spend for them days and nights and maybe during
Their sickness you stay awake many times or maybe you have given them respect which
Is great in your eyes and you have care about them before your self in life still one thing
Happen in our life that on every point you will just think since I care so much for that
Person this person will care more for me inside our life I feel that something happen
That person in our life so on that point in our life I feel that on our life because those
Things which are important part of our life since those books as well as art in our life
Are just things so we want feeling in life but if you ask me I suggest you books and art
Are best because human being can't promise you anything in life because they never have
Any hold on their thinking as well as on their life so on every point they just feel one thing
From their mind that they can never win inside our life as days went ahead slowly
After some time inside life and we feel that art and books are better since even if one person
Left us we have many commitments so we for just one person we can't left this world
And life so when you give importance to one person slowly it will destroy your honesty
In your work and commitments which we have inside our life we gave from time to time.

Poem 342. Maze

                                                         Maze
Why doing right thing is so difficult and hard why every time right thoughts have to get punished
Before they justify themselves and prove that they are truth of heart why did they have to
Suffer so much struggle pain when whole world can see that truth why don't whole world
Just forget all other issues and come with us as it should come together on every issue
When required and needed but it seems as if no one have power to fight for that truth but
Still on every moment I just feel that no one is ready to answer properly on that problem
Or on that issue I just feel one thing from my heart and again in this world that every issue
Which will arise become something perfect for our world when that is the truth of world
It seems as if world suddenly avoid that truth on every moment inside our world as days
Went ahead on each and every point I just feel one thing from my mind that finding truth
Is something so important in life but standing by it seems like some hard task for people
Inside our life on each and every point in our life I just feel that all those tasks which I plan
Don't look so perfect for our life because when I start going after truth people just not like
To support it at all in my life they just give excuses and support wrong thought on each and
Every moment in my life our future will change from every point if we decide to tell truth
To other people inside life I just feel one thing on every point that those truths are perfect
Are not something so nice when I tell people to follow them in life because truth neither
Satisfy their greed nor satisfy ego in their life truth will keep rising from every corner
Of our future and of our life as we walk with truth we feel more losses than benefit in life
We feel that we are walking on hardest road of entire life as I move ahead on each time
I just feel one thought from my mind that those people who are part of truth are not
Something perfect inside life because those thoughts are something which need hard efforts
To come ahead in life as our life goes ahead on each and every point we just feel one thought
In our life we feel that we should run after truth because many people are preferring lies
But still at end I feel that my truth is something for me perfect and nice as my days went
Ahead on every time I feel that why wrong thing have to be so easy in life that every time
Every one goes near wrong thing and then feel that it is so perfect in my life that on
Every moment I just have one thought that even if it is going to lose then why did we
Need to keep that thing so clear in life because those things which are so perfect are
Something not nice for our future and our life as we went ahead we just find that wrong thing
Become beloved every time because those wrong things are something so perfect for life
Even when they lose finally people like to use easy way for sometime in life and even then
They claim that in their life they have never understood those thoughts about life are
Something not so good for our life as I walk ahead on every time I just feel one thing
From my mind that good things are hard because they are precious in our life and bad
Things are easy because they are not let by any rules inside life and in that maze of good
And bad it stuck our life in which every one set a way to go out in life bad ways means
Breaking rules of mazes and crossing walls by wrong way in life but many times we feel
That we can get out of it by that way but mostly we just go out on totally wrong place
Or just remain stuck inside but good way means searching for that way to go out in life
But it is not easy to find in life as we went ahead on many points I just feel that this maze
Will complicate by moment and moment inside life because many times this maze just
Take us to same place from which we have started our life and this maze so hard that
We can't able to find way to go out of it in life and then when we see others are taking
Those shortcuts and try to tell them don't do it in life I feel they will never listen so never
Try this in your life just walk on our own maze and try to find your road with friends
Who think like you in life never ever dare to think that you can change someone's heart
Because it is not possible in life we have not taught them they have learn things from
Different sources in life and they will even claim that they are not good but worst in life
So they will never accept good as truth of life they will just say that bad things are something
So perfectly part of our future and our life so on every point in our life we just feel on
Every day that good and bad are just two parts of life finally we want to go out of that maze
Because if we don't find our route and waste our time in convincing in life may be we will
Find out that this maze is something not that nice for our future and for our life on every time.